#i am giddy happy though eheh

[kethabali]

okay very freaky how similiar the timelines are last time it was also shortly after the 1 year mark but i didn't become really ready until another year passed and i'm pretty certain that will happen this time too... i am so predictable

[tender-rosiey]

Ehehe~ my birthday is just around the corner July 27th, so I wondered if u could write a date to an amusement park with Dazai and Atsushi? ☺💕

Have a nice day!❤

❥ Amusement park date with Atsushi and Dazai

ᴀ/ɴ: AHHHH HAPPH BIRTHDAY BABY; SORRY I AM LATE BUT I HOPE THIS YEAR IS FULL OF HAPPINESS AND GREAT TIME FOR YOU, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU TO MAKE IT THIS FAR AND I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU 💘💕💘💕

DAZAI OSAMU:

cheeky bastard

ANYWHO

He is living his best life

“MY LOVE LOOK AT EVERYTHING! THE VIEW IS WONDERFUL— wait ew thats a dog mascot.”

He will ride anything and everything to test if it will snap his neck, but first things first is the rides that YOU want

You are his priory after all, his lover

He is literally in love when you laugh in one of the games, the way you look so purely joyful tugs at his heartstrings

But he cackles at the way you get jump-scared easily despite being a detective at the agency and facing a lot of things far more startling

And if you don’t get scared easily then 😳

He will keep praising you about it and how it is SOOO attractive

I headcanon that dazai gets dizzy af on rides though

Like a rollercoaster? He would be somewhat stable unless it has millions of loops then he is a goner

Got you a ballon

Hid both of your faces with it while you kissed

You know the carnival games?

Dude is acing each one

Lowkey the owners of the stands are worried cause “HE IS RUINING MY CHANCES OF SCAMMING EVERYBODY!”

Tries to get you every plush there is

And does

However you tell him you will just take 4 out of the 15 plushies

So what does he do with them?

Proceed to put in random places in the street

Waste of good plushies you might say

BUT

This boy sneaky

Cause he knew some kids were near these random areas

So he is trying to secretly provide them toys so it can fill their time and accompany them through their tough journey of life

Dazai is a good man, in my eyes if you disagree which btw if you do then 😒

I do see him being extremely secretive and careful while doing those actions though

And it isn’t obvious to the normal view of a person that he is doing good

Like how Atsushi pointed out that he sacrificed himself for the sake of the city

<3

ALSO

You ended this lovely date with a ✨romantic✨ ride on the Ferris wheel 🎡

And yes you kissed when your cart reached the top

NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI:

HE LOOKS SO SAD IN THE GIF IT MAKES ME SAD

but it’s pretty and I am too lazy to find another so

First of

He will DEFINITELY try his best to get the tiger plushie

ITS JUST SO CUTE AND HE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO SO SHUT UP

If he does end up getting it then he will cutely fanboy about it and end up giving it to you

If he does not…then he will, like deflated ballon, walk his disappointed self to the rides while holding your hands

“I wanted it for you, so I can be around you all the time :(“

he pouts and I don’t take criticism

Also if he manages to get anything else you will also end up giving it to you but a little “>:^” attitude because it isn’t the tiger but if you like it

Then it’s fine and dandy 😌

Atsushi s c r e a m s on high and steep rollercoasters

“Y/N I don’t think this is A GOOD IDEAAAAAAAAAAA OH MY GOD THATS A CAMERA NO!”

Another one who gets dizzy

“I should’ve listened to Dazai-san when he warned me about rollercoasters.”

“‘SUSHI WHAT? WHAT DID THE OLD MAN SAY?”

Cue the “HACHOHECHIMEI” sneeze of that dumb brunette called dazai

Now aside from that

You guys got balloons, and chocolate and probably every snack you could find

I feel like Atsushi is someone who LOVES taking pictures

So anything that is remotely aesthetically pleasing will be taken a photo beside unless you don’t want

He gets so giddy and shy seeing you so happy and having fun too like literally hearts in his eyes 🥺

And unlike his mentor up there instead of laughing at you for getting scared, he will comfort you and reassure you that it’s not scary

“It’s okay, babe; I am here!”

ALSO

The photo booth <3

You guys took pictures in it like a lot (yes in addition to the pics on the phone)

He blushed and turned to a tomato when you kissed his cheek

Awww

despite the time you have been dating for, he still gets flustered by your affections

A little bonus for you cuties is that Atsushi was playing with a kid who got his balloon popped

IT WAS SO PURE

UGH

taglist: @magenta-cat-drawingss @pompompurin1028 @scul-pted @dazaisdeathwish @requiem626k @nameless-shrimp @shinys-bsd-world-1

copyright © 2020 tender-rosiey

do not copy or plagiarize or you will be reported

[aquariusshadow]

Live!Blogging HSMTMTS s2x7

So. I’m excited. Portwell impress me. Sorry this is out later than usual ehehe.

--

Man episode 7 already? Damn

Udghvlasfhdvbfsdhfbvjsdfkv

STOP

YALL

PORTWELL MONTAGE

EXCUSE YOU

EXCUSE ME

STOP THAT WAS CUTE

THEYRE SO HAPPY IN THOSE PICS—

Thank you carlos for posting the song

‘ricky supportive’ Mhmmm

He’s not gonna freak out over the song?

Oh yea he’s not happy lmao

Ricky and ej having fun and laughing that’s cute too

Ahhhh yay costumes

I get stupidly giddy about things like that haha

We love happy kourt

“oh my god is your phone hungry? I don’t understand what I’m hearing” im sorry kourt but that was really funny

Eh yea

If theyre sending lily to spy (seriously what is the point of her character?)

Then honestly? Wouldn’t surprise me if they did actually steal

Ashlyn you are COMMITTED to this rendezvous

Hello new guy flirting with gina

Ej where you at

Someone’s hitting on gina

Hellooooooooo

GHJKLFDAF

SI WASKDJFASJDLFHA;SLGSLFD;JKFG

SDGALSDKAGJSDALHSDG

AASDJGLHASKLKASDJHFLAKSDFHLKASDFHKASLDF

AASKJDFHALKSDHFLKASDJKHFLASDJAKLHFSDFHALSDFHAKSJDFAKLSDFAHSLDF

STOOOOOOOOOOOOP

I WAS KIDDING

OH MY GOD

I WAS KIDDING HOLY SHIT

Fake!couple trope for portwell

Lily stop ruining this cute portwell moment I swear

Yea nini do it!!! That’ll give you such good musical exposure

“why are you giving me ‘handsome eyes’?”

That’s a good line ahaha

Gina smiling at ej as soon as lily suggests a dance off

I love gina sticking up for Ashlyn like that “no one outbelle’s our belle”

Ok

Im sorry

But

The auto tune on miss jenn and zack’s voices

It’s a bit much ngl

So how many love interests does miss jenn have?

…..i am enjoying this duet tho haha

The chemistry here is pretty strong I feel

Im vibin

Oh good lord lily

I really wish ricky figured out the meaning of nini’s song on his own instead of lily pushing it on him

We love Ashlyn staying loyal to big red

Hiofchjgkvlugfhjgufyghgufygjh

Foreign exchange student: im sorry if I say something rude, I’m not that good at the English language yet

Also foreign exchange student: your boyfriend is an idiot date me instead

Ok that’s a really pretty set design

RICKY

SIR

WHAT

Rini’s communication issues are biting them in the ass now

Ooooo I like this acoustic duet with ricky and the NH beast

Im really into this dance/song off

No thoughts only gina’s awesome dancing

Wait what

That’s over???

Damn I was hoping that lasted longer

Ricky sir

Mr sir

You really don’t know how to stick up and support your girlfriend do you

So zack took the mask

We really surprised?

Nah

Portwell co-anchors? As long as gina and ej are both happy im content

OMG

I HAD A THOUGHT

EARLY ON

I DIDN’T SAY IT

BUT I WAS THINKING

Lemme guess howie’s scuff

But I didn’t wanna believe it

Goooooooooood

I should’ve said it earlier

“I’m nina”

Yea rini’s dead

--

No thoughts only happy Portwell.

Fr though, I’m so mad I didn’t say my suspicions about Howie at the beginning of this. Him and Kourt were pretty cute and I vibed well with them!

The song and dance off with North High was very good--I wish there was more too it honestly.

We love Hapina TM (Ginaxhappiness). I’m missing some serious Rickerapy content and....if Rini doesn’t break up the next episode then I’m officially an idiot I guess cuz that means I have absolutely no idea where this show is going lmao.

[inkykeiji]

HI CLARI ITS 🦖 and my goodness part 3 is incredible!! i wanted to send something in last night after i finished reading but i needed a bit to process... i reread it this morning so i could properly absorb it and AH i absolutely adore it

first off — i LOVE the way you use, like, anatomical descriptions?? idk if that’s even the right term but the way you utilize drool and blood and bones is just so beautiful. tomura’s breakdown and the blood and crystals in that scene in particular had me speechless

and speaking of tomura’s breakdown, that whole scene was heartbreaking. tomura’s downward spiral and the way that it affected the reader really hit home for me — (tw mental illness) my ex struggled with drug use and really bad delusions, and ive had my own troubles with depersonalization. so i felt for both tomura and reader. this piece felt really cathartic, especially the part where dabi was telling reader “you cant save him”.

i just... i truly have no words to describe my love for this universe and these characters. thank you so so much for creating such a beautiful piece and for working so hard 🥺 and when you publish your book based on bmb i will preorder that shit so fast hehe

HELLO MY LIL DINO!!!! ah thank you so much!! <33 yes ehehe i’ve had a few people tell me that, and i totally understand and agree--there’s a LOT stuffed in part three AND it’s long as heck, so it definitely warrants multiple re-reads!!!

oh dino thank you for such a sweet compliment!!!! i understand what you’re saying ehehe and YES fun fact that was actually one of the first scenes i wrote for part three!!!! like over a month ago and i was soooo eager to hear what everyone was gonna think and how everyone was gonna feel etc etc

TW: mental illness under the cut

truly, thank you so much for sharing this with me. (i was just saying this to someone in the comments but) i pulled a lot from my own experiences and struggles with mental illness (so much so that i triggered MYSELF lmao) and hearing that it resonated with people who have either gone through something similar or had a person in their life go through something similar seriously means the entire world to me. mental illness is very personal and it can manifest differently from person to person, but i’m more than happy that my depictions of it were relatable in some way to others in addition to myself!!

even though i did end up wounding myself a little while writing it, it was extremely cathartic for me as well, and i’m so happy you felt that way!!! i hope others who have suffered or experienced similar scenarios/emotions are able to find some catharsis or comfort in it as well <3 YES my mom said that to me when i was very young (she said ‘you can’t help someone who doesn’t want help’) after an incident in our family and it really stuck with me. but it’s very true.

AAAAH DINO SERIOUSLY I AM GOING TO CRYYYY YOU ARE THE SWEETEST THING <33333 oh my gosh just thank you so much again for sharing such a beautiful and detailed review with me, words can’t tell you how extremely happy it makes me to hear that you love this world and these characters as much as i do my gosh, that’s probably one of the best compliments i could receive aaaah i’m so GIDDY!!!

ALSO YEAH THAT ANIMATION FUCKS ME UP EVERY TIME LMAOOOO he’s so beautiful it hurts ALSO TAEMIN IS A VERY VERY VERY PRETTY MAN MY GOODNESS!!!

pls never apologize for rambling!!!! i love it!!!!!! oh my gosh the new album is literally so incredible i am IN LOVE WITH IT. phases is my least favourite out of the three full albums; not that it’s bad or that i don’t like it ehehe i definitely do and i think all of their work is brilliant BUT if i had to choose a least favourite it would be phases ehehe

[divinefireangel]

please SAME your blog + talking to you makes me so giddy im ?? /sobs. and omggg did you stan them recently too? (idk what counts as "recently" ahdfhhga i got into them early march!! :D i planned to listen to them mid february but i was again having exams then and it got delayed LMAO) i am bad at concentrating on studying but im,, surviving i think LOL. but yes you're right :')

STOOOOOOOOP I SCREAMED "Baby doesn’t like meanie JuJu?" THIS MADE ME SO FLUSTEREDDD. and NO okay so,, story time (tell me to shut up if i talk too much omg i just really enjoy talking to you because i barely know anyone who stans them ajdhhgfhja)— i saw you mentioned those cat vlives (some days back) and then i went searching for them but i'm terrible at navigating that place so i landed on a recent live of him talking about,, something? idk? because there were no translations and i didn't know what was happening but i just spent time watching him talk AJHGHJDFJHADJ this is also a request please share those cat links gjsfjahjsa

and YES @ the serotonin, i was telling a friend earlier that their smiles just make me smile back and start giggling? whipped culture but like,,, i for one enjoy the positive emotions JHFHJSDFHJA

and HAHAHA omg i'm not a hard stan for anyone… yet… (regardless of me reading fics because yknow,, i just like reading and i barely see any content for them) and the day i become a hard stan scares me because,,, them 😔 rowoon's a good boy though :D i got into them because i accidentally came across enough on youtube and i just fell in love LMAO, it's the first time i've known for sure when i started stanning a group because i have receipts of me having a breakdown about them to my best friend ehehe

i'm glad you're happy about the performance :D (i will prolly binge once i'm free from exams hahah) and i've been tired but good!! i'm sure you'll get stuff done so don't worry :D

—baby fantasy… I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO GET THIS LONG FRRRR SORRYYY

*sobs as well* YOU'RE SO CUTE

I'm like 3 months senior to you that's all 😂😂😂😂

THAT WAS MY INTENTION LMAO. I worded it like that on purpose 💀

Aww you're a soft stan!!!!! That's adorable. I was there too, once, at the beginning, cause I thought I was too young for them. Then, well I didn't care. I now am a unapologetic hard stan too, I mean ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also the vlives yesssss

There's 2 major ones, a few others have crumbs, so I'll just share those.

Ju+Huru - 200919

Ju+Kom+Huru - 201020

I really hope he does another with them soon 🥺

[devilbat]

Revenge of the Nerd

Accountant!Tom Hiddleston x reader

Warning: fluff, Mention of blood, mention of violence, mention of being assaulted, Possibly a small mention of vampires..oh mention of nerds. 

@drakesfiance requested 6, 15, 42 with Tom. Hope you like it.. also made it a bit of a holiday one shot..

6 "Are you flirting with me?" "You finally noticed?"

15 "Is that blood?" ".....No?"

42. "I always thought vampires go, poof, when they get staked."

            It was the day of the big company holiday party. You had helped plan for the night's festivities from the decorations down to the caterers. You hoped tonight would go well. As with all plans, things had there ups and downs like there were only a few of your coworkers willing to help you on a Saturday morning. Who really wanted to come into work on their day off, if it wasn't to party. Kate from marketing, Jim from IT And Tom from accounting, ended up being the only ones that came through for you. Kate was one of your friends who had helped you land your job. Sure it wasn't anything glamorous you work as the assistant to the woman that ran the company.

Jim was a bit of a jerk but did anything for you. He was a flirt and tried to get into anyone's pants. If he weren't an arrogant ass and a horn dog, he would be attractive. Then there was Tom; he was devilishly handsome, with his blondish red hair. A sharp jawline that always was graced with a five o'clock shadow. Piercing blue eyes that could steal your soul if you weren't careful. And a true Gentlemen, even with his rather shy demeanor, he always kept to himself. He never talked to anyone beside you. Though you thought it was because you were always down in accounting for your boss, it was his only reason why he spoke with you.

But you were happy he came to help, even if you were the one to wrangle him into it. The batting of your eyes and the pouting of your lips. Pleading for him to help. Though he told you he wasn't going to make any promises. You were giddy when he was the first one waiting for you in the banquet, the room the posh hotel. It had surprised you to see him out of his typical button-down shirts, pocket protector, thick rim glasses, and blue trousers. It was a beautiful sight to see him in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. Not that him being a suit wasn't at all lovely.

You were on the ladder hanging Mistletoe up, well maybe you could get try and get the mysterious man that was Tom under it. You couldn't help but think of him all the time. You practically daydreamed about him at work and the unbelievable, not safe for work thing you wanted to do to him. Your mind wandered while on the ladder when you saw him reach up, his arm extended, hanging garland on the top of the door his shirt riding up, giving you a glimpse of pale skin and a bit of a very happy, happy tail. Making you lick your lips, and before you knew it, you found yourself tumbling off the ladder. Shielding yourself from hitting the ground, it never came. In fact, you never once felt that hard hit of the floor greeting your body. Opening your eyes, you found yourself in the arms of Tom.

"Are you all right?" His velvet-smooth accent rang through your ears. Making you gasp every time he spoke. His grasp was tightly holding onto you. Your cheek pressed into his chest. That fact you were this close to him, that what you felt pressed against you was solid lean rock. His sent was enough to send a shiver down your spine. Like warm spice on a cold night, with hints of coffee from this morning and something earthy like being in the Forest after the first rainfall.

"Um, y-yeah." You stammered, Tom slowly set you down. His arm still wrapped around your midsection. "How did you get to me so fast?"

"Eheheh, quick reflexes." he shrugged his lips pulled into a small. As he moved his arm from you once your feet were stable. "You should be more careful. I wouldn't want you to get hurt on the day of your party."

"Yeah." You shyly agreed, wishing you weren't so flabbergasted around this man.

----

You worried your bottom lip as you arrived at the party that night. You hoped Tom would show, he never came to any of the company events. You had told him after everyone left that you wished to see him there. The dress you chose was a beautiful form-fitting sequin blue coming down mid-thigh, sparkling black tights molded to your legs like a second skin. Though when you had to rush toward the build regretting the fact you didn't grab a coat and something longer. But then again, you didn't think you would have had to walk far either. Oh, first world problems when you're running late. You heel-clicked along as you made it to the elevator shivering.

You could hear the party was in full swing before the doors even opened. Smiling to yourself when you walked in. Everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves. You found your boss and her wife talking with a few of the board members.

"Ah, there she is, y/n." Your boss called you over. Pulling you to her side when you reached them. "This girl is the one responsible for pulling this all together." Your boss praised you, making you blush. "Y/n, this is Stan, my father's former partner.

"It's a pleasure to meet you, sir." You hummed, shanking the older gentleman's hand.

"You young lady have been doing a wonder here." Stan acknowledged. ”Keeping this one on time. She was always late, even to her own wedding." He grins wide, and your boss scoffed. Her wife, Chanel, only nodded in agreement.

"Anyways, y/n darling, you remember my wife, Chanel." Turning your attention back to your boss. As Chanel gave you a tight hug.

"Of course." You smile, forgetting she was a hugger. And always bubbly but a sweet person.

"And where’s your date, dear?" Chanel beamed before releasing you.

"Um, I um." You stammered. You didn't think you would be asked this question. Everyone, even Stan, looked at you. You felt like a bunny in a wolf's den. Not until you felt a strong arm wrapped around your waist. You yelped about to kick whoever it was until they spoke.

             "Sorry I'm late, darling. Trying to finding parking was atrocious." Tom's smooth voice spoke up. And you were once more engulfed in that earthy spice. Tom's tall frame leaned in, pressing a light kiss on top of your head. "Fallow, my lead love." He whispered into your ear. You tried to keep yourself calm. Your heart rate speeds up, ready to burst any second. You watched everyone reaction Chanel squealed, clapping her hands together.

          "That's my boy." Stan seemed to smirk, patting Tom on the shoulder. Your boss, on the other hand, just raised her eyebrow at Tom. Her face set, not wavering as she looked at him.

          "Eheh, now if you would Excuse us, this one owes me a dance." Tom cooed as his hand moved to the small of your back ushering you away.

           "Um, What was that all about?" You inquired, looking up at the man, taking a good look at him. He was in a stunningly fitted tuxedo, black bowtie tied tightly around his neck. His blue eyes, the ones that usually hide behind thick frames, where freed from them. His sharp jaw cleaned from stubble. Your jaw may have hit the floor.

          "You looked like you desired a way out." He chuckled as he moved you with the rhythm of the music.

         "And what am I to say to my boss Monday when this fairytale ends cinderella?" You quipped. Not once did you notice where he was leading you to as he glided across the dance floor. Tom's slender fingers hooked under your chin, making you look up. His lips brushed against yours far too quickly for you to really register.

"You planned that, didn't you." Your eyes widened when you spotted the mistletoe hanging above your head, the same one you almost fell from.

"Hey, I might turn into a pumpkin at midnight, so I might as well take this as the perfect opportunity." He smirked.

"Are you flirting with me?" You looked into those blue eyes of his.

  "You finally noticed?" He mumbled, rubbing the back of his head. He's shy, quiet, and nerdy demeanor was rather adorable.

---

The night went on, staying close to your "date." Tom insisted on walking you to your car, fresh snow dusted the ground. Tom had insisted that you wear his coat.

That’s when it all happened all to fast. The guy came out of know where grabbing you out of Tom's arms. You screamed, trying to fight him off of you as he pulled you into the ally. The other guy making sure Tom wouldn't follow, hit Tom in the head with a blunt object. The other man followed the one that held you tightly. Once he reached you, his hand grabbed ahold of your jaw harshly.

"Stop your screaming, and you might make it out of this without much more than a good fuck." The man snarled. Tears streamed down your face as you called once more for Tom. Unfortunately, giving you a sharp smack across the face. "I said shut up, you ungrateful whore."

Before he could do anything further, he was ripped from you and tossed at a high rate of speed. The man holding you by the throat growled. Pushing you to the floor as he attacked your savior. Both men that attacked you came at the new man. You watch in horror. Soon you recognized who stepped in to save you.

"Tom, watch out." You screamed as the other man came behind him. "No!" shrieking when Tom's assailant impaled Tom with the object in his hands.

The growling of a wild wounded animal came deep from Tom, making you jump. Tom turned around his eye, growling a snarl along his lips, showing two long sharp canines. Your eyes widened in horror. Tom ripped the man apart. The other man didn't get very far before Tom tore into him, drinking from his throat. Tom turned towards you, approaching you with caution.

"Darling are, are you all right?" He choked out, unsure what your reaction would be. You should be scared fleeing for your life. But somehow you knew he wouldn't hurt you. If he was, he would have done it by now, right?

"Is that blood?" You squeaked out, feeling a bit woozy. Tom quickly wiped the blood from his mouth.

  ".....No?" He smiled, shyly his fangs peeking out between his lips. His hand reached out for you. "I won't harm you." He tried to reassure you. Your shaking hand took his. "Are you hurt?" His eyes were scanning you for any injuries. His free hand brushed against your now lightly purple cheek. You winced, giving him his answer. He looked back at the men he slaughtered. Your eyes followed him. You gasped at the sight. Tom quickly turned you away.

"Tom?" he hummed in response, looking down at you. "I always thought vampires go, poof, when they get staked." You inquired. Tom stopped his mouth gaped.

          "I'm not what movies make us out to be. That and I’ve lived a very long life. I do believe it was when the middle ages were Popular. Before Vlad, the Impaler. Before." Tom shrugged like it was nothing.

         "Okay, okay, I get it your as old as a dinosaur!" You teased.

         "Hey, now I'm not that old." Tom huffed.

          "You're really do have this whole Clark Kent thing going on. But I got to ask, why did you stop caring about fashion in like 1980? You have this poindexter, revenge of the nerd's thing going on at work."

            "Hey, now I liked that movie." Tom grumbling. "I have to look inconspicuous, not every day you look as good as I do at six hundred years."

           "Okay, Yoda. So like why are you. I'm-you know." You started nervously playing with the hem of Tom's coat.

           "Why what?" Tom smiled. You were rather cute when you were nervous.

            "Taking an interest in me. It's not like I'm a Secret vampire during the night and mild-mannered accountant during the day! Why, accountant?" You started Squirreling on him again, going from one subject to the next.

        “Slow down, darling. How about this, I'll tell you everything at dinner tomorrow night?" He suggested.

           "I'm not on the menu, right?" Quickly looking up at him.

            “As tantalizing of a morsel, that you are. No, well, not in the way you're thinking, at least." Tom wiggled his eyebrows.

          "Oh my God, perv." You smack Tom in the chest playfully.

           "Come on, let's get you home." he pulled you into his side. Heading back the direction you were going.

           ”Do I have to invite you in? Wait, what about the sun? Cause I mean, you do have a day job. Oh, and crosses? Garlic?" You chattered on. You heard Tom groan.

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[marcellaisnotme]

to everyone.

to all the amazing people that light up my 2019, let's continue our journey to 2020. 2019 has been pretty amazing to me than last year and i'm rather excited for what's going to come on 2020. its a bit frightening but at the same time i'm ready to face it.

i'm dedicating each of you who got this page a personal message <3

let me start it with my loving Ren ♡ we met not that long ago but long enough for me to call you a special friend. i love hanging out with you, i love ranting everything to you cause you're a really good listener, advisor and most importantly a really great sidekick. okno. you know what to say to make me feel better and i admire that you can think of so much in a short amount of time. the way you handle everything is very responsible and careful, i look up to you alot. let's be more closer and share more stupid shitposts (RED VELVET PLSSS). i love you!!

Jason ♡ we known each other for a very long time but we always been pretty close to each other, but sometimes we don't talk and we argue that one time. and you went missing too but when you came back i was really excited. you were really funny and entertaining. just what i need, just what i wanted. we have a love hate relationship and we never get tired of each other and buuuu-ing each other everytime. okno. you are special to me and i cant find another jason to replace. thanks for being such a great friend. i love you!!

Juan ♡ my favorite movie partner and cuddle buddy <3 the one that would always tell stupid jokes which myself find it really funny even when it's pretty dumb. the one who never get tired of me punching you in the arm. okno. i wanna spend more time watching movies with you cause i personally hate watching movies cause i'm a book person. but when i watch it with you and hear you explaining to me everything made me love movies. pstt. only when i watch it with you <3 HAHAHA let's do more movie dates next time juan, because movies are not watch worthy without you. okno. i love you!!!

bwi ♡ as much as i find you pretty annoying and such a coward but i really know how it takes courage to do something. i know how does it feel when you feel like doing something. but it's find. i dont judge you for it ok? i was just messing around with you cause your reaction is always funny i dont wanna miss it. OKNO. if you havent moved on completely, it's fine. it takes time to heal and takes time to grow. i hope you have a better life and be happy in 2020. i love you!!

Belle ♡ SINCE YOU'RE A GIRL NOW IMMA CALL YOU BELLE. okno you were a guy when we first met and first dated. okno. i can't believe we made it till today even when we dont talk that much these days. i just want you to know even when i'm very very very annoying and stoopid but i am really thankful that you were always there listening to my probs and teas :(( i'm so dramatic. wipes non existent tears. okno. be less busy so that i can kacau you more :(( i love you!!

Kitty Kou ♡ my wife :(( my husband soulmate boyfriend girlfriend my everything :(( screams i miss you so much we're not talking much this days are you THAT busy gimme attention bich :(( okno. i'm glad that you are fine now (i can see and feel it) also i dont want you to be sad no more cause you dont deserve to be :(( i'll karate anyone that tries to mess with you i swear >:( i love you soooo much you're my fav bestie ever you listen to me and play along with me cause thats what soulmates do :(( dont ever leave my side or i'm gonna tie u to me so that you wont escape HAH take that :(( i love you bb♡

Qhal ♡ you stick up to me since day-1 and thats what i love about you. you grew into a better person, you were so much braver and bolder plus happier these days and i've never been so proud of you. i hope your happiness last till next year and the following and forever. every day is a new day. you dont have to close old books and open new ones. you dont have to be someone you're not and importantly, you dont have to do things for anyone else. yourself is your top priority and always remember that you're just as important. seeing you happy makes me happy. we've been friends for god knows how long and you never left my side, ever. you're always a special friend to me. you're always in my heart. i love you!!

Irwin ♡ not gonna deny you're always there for me when i'm in an existential crisis. okno. you're such a fun and funny person to talk with. i always enjoyed talking to you because you could make and awkward situation lively with your randomness. you radiate great and positive energy that anyone around you feel better. you make me feel better when i'm sad. i hope you and jade last looooooooooong enough just like how long we've known each other. i love you!!

Tian ♡ i love talking to you and randomly being stupid with you and jason. i love how we click with each other that much it's like we're siblings. rough things happened but let's all forget about it. i hope for you happiness as you were always sad about a certain someone. it's fine to think about it. it's fine to hold onto it. cause the longer you hold on, the easier it will go away when it gets old. you should really reveal your cute daughter to everyone. cause i miss her and everyone needs to see her <3 she's amazing just like you. i love you!!

Cosmo ♡ as long as we known each other, you were the brightest person and the easiest to get along with. you always know what to do and put your heart in everything you do. i dont like seeing you being sad or depressed anymore because you weren't like that when we first met. always surround yourself with happy stuff >> me. and do things you wanna do that makes you happy. you will always be my cosmo, and i'll always be your wanda♡. i love you!!

Junguan ♡ hi bestie how u doin. okno. i am glad that you're always happy, always problem free. thanks for listening to my problems, thanks for being a great friend. i have a great laugh and a great time with you always. your reaction to my stupidness and sarcasm was always funny i'm not gonna lie. you're always the one that i believe would keep everything i tell you a secret. you're such an awesome person and a great friend. i love you !!

Xie/ Axel ♡ you're a really interesting person to talk to. aside from our past relationship. you're a really strong and a great person. you're someone that doesn't give up on anything you do and i really adore you for that. you make everything seem so funny to me idk why oKNO. but except for our snapstreak, we dont really talk mUCH. did you moveD or are you just busY cause u krik krik im thinking twice about softblocking you. okno. talk to me bitch. i love you!!

marcell/shaq ♡ you change your name to match mine cause you like me eh?? buuu. okno. you were always someone i trusted because you're responsible of doing your job and you're someone nice to talk to i mean not nice nice because you're mean but nice by i can have a conversation with you and talk about random stuff without letting it die because i'm funny and you're lame okno. let other judge your outer and let yourself know your inner. jangan jadi noob for 2020. okno. i love you!!

Eric ♡ my stupid bun. my ride or die. ew. these two years 18/19 has been pretty rough for the both of us and i think it's just a step and a lesson to grow into a better person. you helped me alot through this year and i'm never less thankful for that. the loving things you do for me, the things you would let it slide when it comes to me. your soft spot for me never goes away huh HAH and i'm taking advantage of that. okno i'm kidding. you are a big help for me and for what i went through. you never said no. you always agree on everything and i really appreciate it. when we broke up last year, you still insisted to talk to me. which i find out really annoying. just kidding. i'll let everything slide since you do that to me too. you're a really great person, amazing let me tell you. thanks for being a great friend to me. thanks for helping me out with almost everything. i owe you big time. i love you!!

harry ♡ first of all,  thank you for being a great bestie, we would always talk to each other everyday but you got busy these days :(( but yey, its almost a decade since ive known you, kyak. we met when we were in kbb. you were d__, kyak, smpipol 💕 i feel so giddy giddy all of a sudden lololol. and then we started exchanging contacts, you were first harry, on fl.  and then we had this, nOOt squad gTG. im nunmul-ing.  why is this suddenly a throwback session.  and and and then theres trisha gosh i love trisha and you too. i adore you for being such an honest person, when it comes to telling your problems to us, which is something i cant really do. if you have problems, dont hesitate to tell us, though i dont really help much eheh. but sometimes there are things that arent meant to be said. its okay, theres nothing wrong feeling sad, feeling all those negative feelings. we are human too, we have feelings. it is okay to sometimes not be okay, it is okay. but other than that, be happy with those you are surrounded with. youre someone that worth a big hug.  i hope you spent your day with those you love 💕 i hope youre having a good day. youre an amazingly talented person. i hope youd achieve your dream soon, i pray for your health, and for you to surrounded by lovely people. you're such a talented person and gosh, your drawings for the fashion week, cries. chef kisses momma!!! you should update me on your life more because i wanna know what you do and support you on everything you do. don't forget me anyways :(( because you're the only realest annoying brutally honest bitch i love :(( i love you!! 

thanks for an amazing 2019, lets get closer in 2020. i love you guys. ♡

[icharchivist]

ICHA YOURE FINALLY PLAYING MY FAV FF HELL YESS!! All of the babies are incredible and amazing!! My favorite team was Hope/Snow/Lightning or Hope/Snow/Fang. Tho I'll warn you ahead of time, it takes a looong time to get to the part of the game when you can choose your team freely, so you'll get to play with everyone a lot. I hope you like it!!!

aaaHHH GLAD TO HEAR IT NONNY!!

It’s terrible tbh I own a few FF so i always get torn over what to play and get advanced onto. I wanted something more dynamic that wasn’t going to kill my PC from killing it and last time i got emotional over a Fanille gifset so ff13 is it :3

But oooh that’s good to know! :O Hope looks like a sweetheart i’m looking forward to his story, and hhh Fang pretty,,, so huh, i, will see what will happen.

And I see! that’s good to know thank you :3c well this long time will get me used to the characters and manage to learn more about them than, huh, “Fang pretty” for exemple. So by the time the character selection happen I will be ready to chose them for characters reasons!

tbh so far i’m super intruiged by the characters. Lightning has such a charisma i want to follow her around, i get all starry eyes when she starts talking, Sazh is dynamic and enjoyable every second he’s on screen and i’m so curious where his story is going especially with his knowledge/Reaction to the plot, i’m still out for Snow bc i’m almost certain his character arc will turn sour (oh spoilers my dear friend) so his happy hero persona is leaving me warry (warry as in “oh i’m gonna get hurt will i”). Hope looks like a sweetheart and I legit left out a sob when he stepped back all trembling after his mom chose to help Snow and that he refused to follow, he looks so distressed with that hell of a situation, it activates my mom instincts. As for Vanille man i already sort of crush on her so seeing her in the flesh is Not Helping, but between her cheerful attitude and the moments of the narrations she gets more serious (like when she tries to cheer up Hope and mentions in the narration she was just as afraid) I already have a lot of affection for her. 

And I didn’t even reach “Fang Pretty” yet so I still have some emotional trip to get through with all of that. And I got giddy just hearing about Serah’s name so i’m so excited to get to meet everyone.

And if for now i’m completely sold with their introductions i can’t WAIT to see their developments and discover more about them! 

So far i’m already emotionally attached to all those i could meet, so yeah perhaps the longer before the party selection the better, else i’ll be in a full crisis of “I want to bring all of them with me leT ME BRING THEM ALL WITH ME”

So the more the game just impose them to me the better xD

Thank you so much for the nice message though! idk how much i’ll liveblog (tbh i actually didn’t expect to liveblog, then some emotional moments caught me off guard so here i am) but i hope it’ll be fun to experience on the other side as well!

Now I just need to hope I won’t procrastinate the hell out of it bc i do that a lot even with games i love (i started ff9 and gave up 4 hours in, although it is linked to the fact my computer crashed and I have to restart it and i’m lazy…. I started ff15 and i’m at chapter 2 but i get frustrated by how it makes my computer crash and lag when I play it so i don’t play it… the only thing I play is ff7 but even there between my computer crashes i had to restart it enough for some parts of the game to at least frustrates me to go back to, or at least not have me as excited as i wish i would have been and was in the past) - I love all of those games but I procrastinate them to hell and forth this is terrible.

I’ll try to not do so with ff13 bc so far it has no reason to crash (my saves are on an external harddrive so even if my computer give up on me i don’t lose them) and it doesn’t make my computer lag (*glares at ff15*) and it is Thanksfully extremely dynamic enough to keep my attention the whole time

So i’ll do my best o/

Thank you so much for the message again and i’ll keep in mind what you told me ;O 

Thank you and I wish you well eheh ❤

Take care!

[inkykeiji]

Hi!! So I see myself as an independent, tsundere type of gal and I've been told (esp. by men) that I have an attitude and I'm fiesty, which I agree with, just because I can stand up for myself to my male coworkers, and for me personally, I don't like the idea of being submissive in general so I personally don't relate to the sweet Babie type of reader very much. HOWEVER, I love, love, LOVE your fics. I'm obsessed with the way you write about toxic relationships and dark themes, and your rendition of Dabi completely changes this side of me and yes I would absolutely be a softer, more submissive babie just for him

hello anon!!! oh my gosh, honestly, this is such an incredible compliment!!!!! wow, just,,,  thank you (in general but also) so so so much for sharing this with me, seriously!!! i started rambling a lil so i put the rest under a cut ehehe but for real, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. i cannot tell you just how much this means to me <333

yeah, the majority of my fanfics are very self-indulgent and written, for the most part, for my own comfort (+ as practice to keep my writing sharp!!), and whoever likes them, likes them, and whoever doesn’t, doesn’t, yk what i mean?? i’m not sure if you read the ask where i was already rambling about this but just to v quickly sum it up:

it’s like, either you can 1. relate to my reader; 2. you can’t relate but can still enjoy/appreciate the work (esp by viewing her as a character or possibly an alternate version of yourself, or suspending your disbelief etc); or 3. you can’t enjoy them at all. and all three of these outcomes are absolutely and completely okay. my writing isn’t for everyone, and that’s alright, too!!

but i am literally so so so happy you shared this with me aaaaaah it made me smile SO BIG and made me so giddy just to hear that you can find some enjoyment in it even if you can’t exactly relate to the reader!!! literally, a HUGE compliment eeeee i can’t stop saying thank you ahaha i will quite seriously cherish this ask forever <333

it’s so interesting that you bring this up tho, because i AM currently writing a character literally exactly as you described yourself, though she’s in one of my original works about a girl gang ehehehe <33