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Why Crosshair Will Live
(aka an essay by a Crosshair girlie who loves her clone husband too much)
So, I've been thinking long and hard about the final season and how it could end. Obviously, it's gonna be an emotional rollercoaster and all that. However, there's always going to be discourse about who's gonna bite it, especially since our main characters don't have plot armor and this show is allowed to go way darker than Rebels. Crosshair is my favorite character and I don't hide that at all. He's all over my page. But looking at his character, there's a part of me that believes he actually might make it out in one piece. Let's get started!
"Redemption Equals Death"- Out of all the tropes, this is the one Crosshair embodies the most. He was the villain for a season, but now he's changing his ways. In past seasons, I would've said this is how his story ends. His brothers find him and Omega on Tantiss and he goes out protecting them, proving he deep down he still loved them. But after season 3, I don't think that's the case anymore. I think he's passed the point. Crosshair in season 3 is actively redeeming himself through his actions and words with his family and the other clones. We don't need to see him go out in some big self-sacrifice because we already see the person he truly is inside. More importantly, his family sees the person he's become. He's already proven it in so many ways. Crosshair openly admitted his mistakes, saved Hunter from the wyrm, is very protective of Omega, and saved his brothers, Omega, and Rex + Howzer from CX-2. At this point, Crosshair has passed the "redemption equals death" marker. His redemption is playing out and the people around him are seeing the changes.
His Character Arc- Crosshair's character arc has always been about loyalty and identity. Go all the way back to season 1 with the infamous "this is who I am" line and his whole spiel about the Batch not being loyal to him. "Aftermath" shows us this poor man already beginning to struggle. In season 2, Crosshair is going through every hurt no comfort fic trope in the book. This man was pushed to the brink, with every sense of his being questioned. And he almost didn't make it. Crosshair in "The Outpost" was so close to dying after trekking through the blizzard and shooting Nolan. He's suffered through so much already from being severely burnt to freezing, and now almost drowning. Pretty much half way through season 3 and Crosshair's trials aren't over. His hand is still bothering him and he's still trying to find himself.
Although Crosshair has made peace with his family, I believe he still needs to make peace with himself. He's been humbled sure, but there's more to go. Who is he if he isn't a soldier or sharpshooter? Crosshair's arc will probably finish with him realizing being a soldier isn't entirely who he is. His hand tremor still could be related to his internal conflict, we don't know. So far, he's doing a great job. We've seen Crosshair begin to find peace on Pabu and comfort with Omega. It would be so satisfying to see him make it out of this mess alive. My best BB ending would be him (and his brothers) alongside Omega retired somewhere. They have each other and that is enough.
His Poster and Theme- Crosshair is the only character as of right now in the Batch who has a separate poster for season 3. Not even Omega has a separate one (although I can see her getting one later). In fact, Omega shares her with Crosshair. Both are wearing their prison outfits, showing their shared situation and stand against a white/grey backdrop. We also see Cross gripping his right hand, referring to the issue he's having with it. However, he also has one of himself in the same golden lighting as his brothers. Crosshair stares at his helmet with a calm look on his face and appears to be contemplating. That has to mean something. From my POV, I get the sense he's wondering about who he is. Wouldn't it be a great ending if Cross finds himself and lives to see that self be happy?
He is also the only member of the Batch (Omega aside) to have his own theme/leitmotif. He has two actually: his Imperial one and his heroic one. His heroic theme aka the "Mayday" theme is stunning and highlights his struggle perfectly. You can actually hear it in season 1 fun fact but it's faint. The fact that he does have a separate poster and theme from the others does give me hope that he will make it. Not to say that the others aren't important, but something about Crosshair and his journey is very meaningful to have warranted this. You can argue that he shares the title of "heart of the show" to some degree because his arc is the most dynamic of all the Batch. His struggles and fight back towards the light truly raise this show to greatness.
Crosshair is also season 3's "Batcher of Year" award and so far, they're doing everything we wanted and more. For two whole seasons, his character has been building and building towards this season. And they better give us a great payoff. Crosshair's character going to continue to soar as the season progresses. I can definitely see him making it through to the end because of the focus on him.
Omega- how can we forget about the kid who never gave up on our grumpy sniper? Omega (and we can argue Cross to a lesser degree) is the heart of the show. She gives the Batch a new outlook on life and it is through her that they grow and change. Omega brings out the paternal and softer side in each of her brothers. Crosshair, however, takes a bit longer to get there. He's the only character whose main development happens away from Omega. When he finally gets home, he becomes Crossdad. But Omega is still a kid, despite her capabilities. If the other Batchers die, who will take care of her? Omega being on her own just doesn't feel right. We also know going off with Rex wouldn't feel satisfying either even though he would take really good care of her.
Now that Crosshair is back, it feels like the show is propping him up to take over Hunter's role. Hunter parented for 2 whole seasons. As the mentor figure, he might bite it. But wait! Crosshair is still here. There is no way the writers would just let Omega finish alone or get killed off. She will have someone with her. Crosshair, having spent the majority of the show away, will probably be the best candidate narratively speaking. As mentioned above, he gets two posters showing just how integral he is this season. He's also been getting a lot of screen time with Omega. So, I can definitely see the show ending with just the two of them left. It would be bittersweet, but still satisfying.
Disney- let's ask the question: would Disney kill off an entire family aside from their child? My best guess is no (this isn't a Disney movie with a prince to save the day). Tying into my last point, I can't see this family-friendly company letting a literal child lose her entire family and end up all alone in the end. We all saw Rogue One and we know that this is a plausible option. However, I'm beginning to think that they aren't gonna do that because again, Omega is a child. She's gonna hopefully have one, if not all, her brothers alongside her. And I swear, if they give her to someone else not named Crosshair, Hunter, Wrecker, or Echo, I will blow a gasket. She needs her family. Disney and Star Wars is all about hope and it's not very hopeful to me if all of the BB but Omega dies.
Rebuttal- let's get this out of the way: if Cross dies, it will be with his brothers, protecting Omega, and defeating Hemlock. There is literally no other way he could go out that would be satisfying. He's redeemed and fought the Ghost of Crosshair's Future (aka CX-2). Backpedaling on his character arc would suck. If he dies, it will be as a Bad Batcher, a loving brother, and the best sniper the galaxy has ever seen.
But I don't think that will happen. I do genuinely think Crosshair has a chance to survive. But what do you guys think? Obviously, I'll still be nervous about the whole thing, but I'm trying here.
#star wars#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#please guys just let me have this#crosshair will live#im manifesting this right now#he will be ok#he and omega will be together#and all will be well#jennifer do you hear me#let's get our prayer circle and hold hands#tbb omega#tbb meta#tbb analysis
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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DO NOT TOUCH — MISAMO (2023)
#dailytwice#fortwice#femaleidol#femaleidolsedit#userdahyun#twice#twice*#mina#sana#momo#mina*#sana*#momo*#gifs#*#misamo#yeah late as hell i know but i literally was the one who manifested this subunit so u will see me giffing it right now im quirky#can u believe the power of these three??? DO YALL SEE IT NOW???#spectacular. fantastic. 10/10. the joy of my entire year
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I made three friends today. I became friends with the man clothed all in blue. I became friends with the little man, with white beard and red hat. And I became friends! With someone else. You will meet her very soon. Don't worry :)
#HLVRAI#HLAGE#my art#i keep thinking about This Specific part in the peppa monolouge and it makes me insane#benrey hlvrai#alyx hlvrai#half life: alyx but the gnome is too aware#manifesting anagonist / weird girl Alyx right now#you dont know how much fannon and theorizing i can fit in a vauge weird 2 second character#half life vr but the ai is self aware#half live alyx but the gnome is alive#fanart#If it's revealed that the Man In Blue is GMan then i'll only cry for one second and then i wont care bc that theory is cool too#watch the Girl actually be skyler bbvrai. just u wait.#idc im using Magenta Pink for Alyx until the end of time ( or when im proven wrong)#they're having fun jn the void dont bother them#artsits on tumblr#hl2vrai i guess
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rtd really is living the dream tho. gets to do whatever he wants to his favourite show. even got to bring his special little guy back in a way that ensures he's in the story alive and happy forever. AND gay
#sorry im insane the way he's been trying to make dr who and scifi in general as#gay as possible and now they Begged him to come back. he can do whatever the hell he wants#and the whole reason why he's able to make everything gay now is coz he#was fighting tooth and nail to do that in the 2000s!!! laid the foundations now he gets to reap the rewards#(15 getting a male love interest)#OR ELSE . but like he definitely is right. please I've been manifesting for so long#doctor who#14th doctor#rtd#the giggle
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Some people are saying that Buck and Eddie's cheating is the same and I'm just like....
Buck didn't choose to cheat, it was a series of events that someone else initiated and he went with in the moment. He felt bad and yes he lied about it and made some mistakes but he did feel guilty the whole time. He still fucked up but in a different way
Eddie has actively chosen to do this, he flirted, he said he was a single dad (which okay fair if you don't see Marisol as a Co parent maybe just as a babysitter) but he followed up with it's just him and his son (further making a point he's single) he went out of his way to follow this path and yes his feelings with Shannon have complicated it but he's chosen to lie and walk this path and although we've just seen the beginning and we don't know what will happen he seems to be okay with it
Yes both are cheating/have cheated but it's vastly different levels to it.
#i like to pretend the henren cheating didnt happen but alas#911 abc#911#leo rambles#evan buckley#eddie diaz#also the amount of people that wanted cheating to happen to get buddie and are mad that cheating happened not to get buddie is insane#like yall manifesting a bit to close to the sun and now you got burnt#also im somone whose been cheated on i know how it feels so in know way am i excusing behavior but im just saying we have to acknowledge the#differences betweeen these two situations#neither are right but there are levels
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hiyaaa friendz ! it’s the last day of the year o: which feels ! wild !! but i am here to say that i’m very proud of all of us for making it through ଘ(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و !! 🤍
gentle reminder that while the new year is always good for new beginnings, remember to be kind with yourself as you go after your goals. some things won’t happen overnight but little by little, you’ll succeed. i know it !! i believe in you and i will be rooting for you always !! 🫂
may 2025 bring you inner peace + luck + happiness + so much love that it fills your heart to the very top ^_^ !!
#i really miss being here but also ! i don’t have much to offer right now#still recharging i fear !!#to everyone that has send me thoughtful messages / asks since i’ve been away .. thank you 🥺#there’s so much kindness here <3 i hope when i come back that i can return even just an ounce of it !! :3#the last week has been so nice and i feel so incredibly hopeful for 2025#there’s good things on the horizon for all of us… i feel it and im manifesting it !!!#we just gotta keep going !!!#i love you all so much and wish the absolute best for you in the coming days#you all deserve it#i’ve done so much reflecting the last week or 2 and it’s been so beneficial#i’m hoping that 2025 i’ll feel better and more secure with myself !! to validate myself and know that i am enough#we will get there !!! 🫂 rolling up my sleeves & getting ready to work !#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.#LAST YAP OF THE YEAR !
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In the spirit of you getting a rude customer (I've been there, it sucks and I am cursing their entire bloodline, that bastard), I think Nik would be the kind of person to be extremely polite to people working in any job that involves dealing with customers. He always smiles, doesn't hesitate to talk with them for a bit, leaves generous tips and best of all, he will threaten any other customer who happen to be rude to them.
Like imagine some asshole being a real bastard with a barista at Nik's favorite café. Nik would just place one of his big bear hand on the guy's shoulder, towering over him, and tell him that this is no way of talking to another person and order, straight up order him to apologize. Or else :3c.
Anyway all this to say that Nik would hunt the rude customers you had to deal with for sport. Drop them from his helo in the middle of Siberia.
(Hope you're okay Gomz, I know how hard it is, it's tough to not let those assholes get to you but you're awesome and fuck them <3)
uuuuuuuu *sniffles* thank you for dropping this in my ask JAJKDADKSJKKJ absolutely Nik would give em hell
the type that gentle turns the customer around and give em a smile that's going to haunt them in their dreams or the type that pushes the customer down to their knees and make em apologize to the worker. If that all doesn't stop the rude ass MTF- well he knows a few ways to set their bones right :3
#ah yes violence is not the answer it is the solution#aksjhakdjh#thank you Nekros i truly truly appreciated this#got a big ol smile from this :3#this got me imagining double team nikprice huhuuuuuuuuuuuuu both of them putting that fucker in place#can you imagine...two burly man on their hft and right...#bad cop good cop nikprice...? slowly nods KAJSHDKAJFHDLKGF#im feeling better now hehe im just so fucking exhausted KASJFHBLKFSJFAH#two more days before the week ends...i must persist....for nikprice#LMFAO#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#hugs for u too Nekros hope your day has been well!! if not I'll manifest my chibi Nik to give you a good neck squeeze#Nekros
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a collection of me live-tweeting my experience w the locked tomb series to my friend who got me into it
#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#nona the ninth#the locked tomb#the locked tomb spoilers#tlt spoilers#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#every time i mentioned gideon they would go “who?” or “:)” MADE ME ABSOLUTELY INSANE#relistening to gtn right now bc im unable to be normal about these fucking books#they recommended the series to me like 6+ months ago and i did want to read it#BUT HAND TO GOD THEY DIDNT MENTION LESBIANS#they insist they mentioned the lesbians but like#as soon as i found out about the lesbians i wanted to read it and if they had told me 6months ago “theres these books about evil lesbians”#i would have begged to borrow their copy!!!!#so i plead guilty of forgor i guess#now we r both in alectopause together#solidarity of suffering#manifesting i get the full set of paperbacks for xmas
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Fixing history using the power of editing and my editing skills!!
For today we have, New Titans (1980) Issue #100
✨ Wedding Special ✨
@robstarblog @robstaryeah pinging yall just in case so that this doesn't get lost in oblivion (It'd be painful since I worked 5 hours non stop on it lol)
I think the most time was taken by the final panel and adding in the finishing touches since I pretty much had to change everything to the pixel level, quite literally lol (I'm serious, I did)
Welp I hope the results were worth it! And with that, another one gets a good ending!!
I kinda didn't add sleeves in the first two panels of the final page because it didn't look good and looked janky with how I was editing it so yeah please ignore that-
#teen titans#robstar#dick grayson#koriand'r#starfire#dickkory#Changing history#using the power of editing and my own skills!#giving the good ending to characters who truly deserve it#it took me 5 hours to complete all the editing to the miniscule level#i paid attention to every detail to match each panel#it took a lot of effort but it was worth it!!#but damn man there have been so little dickkory content that I really had to search hard to get myself a suitable pic to edit out of#we have a lot barbara content with dick but barely much with Kori honestly#anw hope this is nice#self editing#also#Donot remove my watermark while reposting otherwise I'll consider it as stealing >:(#dont steal#that damn priest took so much time to edit like holy cow#I really went above and beyond to get all the details right and consistent throughout#I let my perfectionist nature manifest#but yea#now Dick and Kori can have an uninterrupted happy wedding <3#im so happy#I may try another one of these fixie thingies if I find anything^^#this was really fun to work on#i fixed canon#but fuck the actual canon#cuz most comic writers cant even do just one job right
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Bro I NEED THE INDIVIDUAL SONGS RN 😭😭
600 strike especially 🙏🙏
It was crazy after all 😰
#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#epic the thunder saga#Epic Poseidon#I can smell the animatics#They are going to be so GOOD#Hermes’ dancing was peak tho#i need a lobotomy#the brainrot continues#I need every song on my playlist NOW#I can do without Charbodis tho#I didn’t spell that right#I’m not going to fall asleep tonight#I’m manifesting how I can make this about#toa#or#apollo#and I have ideas#trials of apollo#toa apollo#lester papadopoulos#greek mythology#I’m gonna pass out#how to tag#Niki’s random rambles#My name is not Niki#my name is nobody#Im dying help#greek gods#600 strike
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My thoughts regarding MCR´s latest instagram post
#mcr5#my chemical romance#mcr#mcr5 is real#manifesting mcr5#gerard way#mikey way#frank iero#ray toro#my chemical fucking romance#emo#im currently sobbing right now
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if someone is inspired by how you draw eyes or face shapes, or fabric folds, and they incorporate that into their style practice is that stealing from you and makes you uncomfortable? i know different artists have different boundaries and id like to stay within yours! so sorry that people have been copying you so much
no this is fine, especially since I myself draw eyes and faces and such in a variety of ways ^_^ and even then it wouldn't look exactly like "mine".
I wish there was a way to beam what I'm trying to get across into everyone's minds... I am not going to come after you for drawing mushroom eyes or wide headed funny snouted beasts or whatever...
Being super inspired by others is a Good Thing, I "steal" from others to get a better understanding of art all the time, I sift through the little things and details I like and feed them to my own work, where it's swallowed up and absorbed into its body and output, because you have to try really hard to do complete and direct emulation of somebody else's work, and most of the time that's not what people do or even want to do, at least not long term. Which is also kind of my point!
(In fact I've also seen lots of ppl heavily inspired by me (<- this is fine, we're mutuals or they literally told me about it) who have art better than mine like DAMN wtf did you need me for 😭 good for them good for them.
I've also had people apologize for stealing my style and then I look at their art and I don't see it at all bc everyone draws different and has their own brain that sees the world differently...its literally ok. This is how art is Made. If "cheye's" eyes and face shapes and folds, cobbled together from many before him, get you further into your own art and joy of it then make it so)
#anonymous#skunk mail#like when I accidentally stole from that one person my goal was not to draw like them forever (something i explained to them)#it was just seeing what I liked and could then incorporate and osmose into my work#or like how even Now i get inspired to draw really similar to Urasawa all the time#(though i guess its different for more established artists but I hope this makes sense)#look I can even tell you something right now: more recently ive been inspired by how decafbat draws furry snouts#as a single shape with implied planes#is this something I should be tarred and feathered for? no. is it super noticeable that this was the source of insp? no#did i ''steal'' it? i mean yeah‚ technically! i saw something she does and incorporated it into my work#where it now has its own way of manifesting...thats how its meant to be ykwim#im also not saying u have to credit every single person u take insp from of course#long post#hoping my transparency about this on all sides makes ppl less scared abt it like im not here to hurt u or anyone
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tumblr stopped being fun at some point in the last like 3 weeks. i hope it comes back. i feel awful.
#i wish guilt wasnt a factor here#i feel bad about not providing content#idk i just#its 7am here and i havent slept quite yet#im really sad right now#like on the verge of tears but theyre not coming#im saving up to get back on hrt but its so fucking goddamn expensive#my hormones are having a fucking hard time balancing themselves i think#like theres a mountain of problems im faced with right now and theyre too real and i just want to burrow into the recesses of my own mind#and like stay there forever#it sucks when the “i feel broken” thing is manifesting in very real ways#when like your mental health issues are causing real tangible problems n shit#ive been too depressed and lacking in motivation to do anything with my life and its put me in a hole i dont feel capable of crawling from#im just#endlessly frustrated at my inability to function#which gets more potent the longer it goes on and the worse things get#blegh when did this become a vent post no thanks#whatever#people have already unfollowed me in the last 2 weeks of inactivity why should i hold myself back from posting this#i feel like im supposed to turn to drugs at this point lol#like thats the logical progression here#shame thats not a thing im willing to do#unless someone links me to a dubious but entirely safe source of adderall or something#amphetamines save me.....#i need sleep#fuck
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he's chalant at heart he's js evil around his friends so i can fix him 🙂↕️
#we were friends late last spring and over the summer#i use “friends” loosely we did a bunch of activities tgt#theater a rock band camp etc#it was EPIC#but now we aren't as close? i still consider him a friend but we haven't hung out in our usual settings as much#and his new friends are actual demon spawn#but it's ok he's literally the goofy sweet one in a friend group#yk those tiktoks where it's like “me when i see a bunch of guys vaping and then there's one without looking right at me”#HIM LITERALLY HIM#i don't KNOW if he wants me but i can manifest#istg tho if someone else goes for him i'm done for im such a people pleaser/pushover#except not this time cz i've liked him for like 6 months now!!!!#LMAOOO i do think we'd be a good pair though#ceri.txt#music boy
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coworkers are fucking me over and corporate thinks I can’t do my job yeehaw healthcare worker things 💃
#nina rambles~✦#so I bounce around at this job I do patient care and I also do like medical records#im in charge of making sure that all the documents are in the patient charts#and part of that includes entering invoices and op-reports#a coworker STOLE THE INVOICES and so I couldn’t get those in#and then corporate sent an email like hey Nina why aren’t these scanned#idk man I physically don’t have them they’re off in this dudes pocket where ever the fuck he is#and they’re still getting on my ass for it like okay let me just manifest them#no I gotta wait till his dumbass coughs them up or I gotta wait days for another copy#I can’t do shit#and then op-notes are not done by me they’re done by the doctors#the doctors aren’t doing their op notes they’re choosing to go on vacations to Italy instead#and so corporate once again on my ass like where are the documents#I don’t fucking know maybe ask your doctors who are on the other side of the world right now#they do that shit not me#and now they’re like ‘your center is behind the others with the information’#i am physically unable to do anything#my hands are tied#get on the doctors ass for not finishing their work before going on vacation and get on my coworkers ass for stealing the shit I need#don’t get on me#if i get another email ima lose it
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