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It only took two weeks for my sleep schedule to go from "somewhat unhealthy" to what I think may qualify as nocturnal.
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Oh look, its the reflection of my younger self! (and maybe a reflection of my current self depending on the vibes)
You broke the seal. Once the habit forms its hard to break. Good luck soldier o7
Say goodbye to sleeping before 11pm long after college
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#ah the backwards coping mechanism of NOT GOING TO SLEEP WHEN YOU NEED IT THE MOST#i will hold myself back on the psycho analysis#but im staring at you and#i know#you are the book and Ive read you all too well#“i think ive seen this film before and i didn't like the ending”#im making light of it#but also its paramount you TRY to take care of yourself#as someone whos been there#if im correct with all the puzzle pieces ive put together#<3 curly#pixel replies#man now we'll both be awake at degen hours#cuz ya i never recovered slkdfjslkdfjskldjf#maybe there's hope for you yet#its not too late to turn back to...not being nocturnal :]
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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post-graduation trip airport looks
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen fanart#these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them#im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me#when in doubt play dress up. life hack#i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards#argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen#megumi designated Drink Runner also#alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea#anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head#no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed#nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit#its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip
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#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#girl thoughts#just girly thoughts#this is a girlblog#coquette#coquette girl#whisper girl#girlcore#im going to puke#im just a girl#vanilla girl#rory gilmore#tumblr girls#girl things#girlhood#cinammon girl#girl interupted syndrome#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#female rage#girl rage#pink aesthetic#pinterest#relatable#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#sofia coppola#light pink
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light "if someone tries to read my diary i will set my drawer on fire" yagami
#like . bro . i dont think he knows what normal people are like .#it just hit me that he is willing to make himself look like a fucking insane person instead of getting caught#hey man maybe . having a bag of gasoline in your wooden desk in your wooden room . might raise ur kira percentage a little bit ..#hes so smug about it like ah yes im a genius .... people are absolutely going to believe me .....#death note#light yagami#finn reads dn#finn rambles#edit : it seems this is my magnum opus . what the freak . it is currently at lije 2.9k notes . what . who are you people .
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11/20
#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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#this is what makes us girls#american lolita#girlblogging#girlhood#im just a girl#lana core#hell is a teenage girl#light as a feather#female hysteria#female manipulator#this is a girlblog#tumblr girls#beauttiful girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant aesthetic#lana is god#lana unreleased#lana del slay#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lolita1997#buffalo 66#the vampire diaries
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basically me every morning ⋆ ˚。⋆୨ ʚɞ ୧⋆ ˚。⋆
#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#coquette#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#female insanity#girlhood#dollette#girl interupted syndrome#light feminine#female manipulator#female hysteria#female rage#femcel#femcore#girlrotting#girlblogger#girl interrupted#girl things#this is a girlblog#im going insane#swan lake#coquette dollete#dollcore#dollete aesthetic#the virgin suicides#lisbon sisters
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ur my little sparkle jump rope queen ♡ ⋆𝜗𝜚 .♱𝅼
#girlblogging#girl blogger#coquette#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#femcel#girl interrupted#girl problems#girlhood#i just a girl#coquette aesthetic#feels like sugar in me#light feminine#messy icons#icons girls#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#insane girl#tumblr girls#im just a girl#lizzy grant#uzzlang moodboard#messy moodboard#uzzlang icons#this is what makes us girls
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Damn guys this new anime's opening is fire. U should all check it out i think. The mc is a bit of a maniac but the series seems pretty cool so far /SILLY
#dddaily4sherin#day 328 >:D#smallishbeans#impulsesv#skizzleman#geminitay#grian#goodtimeswithscar#mumbo jumbo#hermitcraft#hermitblr#my art#NOT MAKING AN ANIMATIC I WILL DIE. (and im pretty sure ten thousand other ppl are doing that already LOL)#u guys can just have the cool still frames :3#i was kinda regretting doing this halfway through ngl but I think the results paid off HAJKEHAJHEHEE#now. if this looks convincing. send it to someone to fool them and make them watch hermitcraft real /SILLY#the inspo is mainly jjk bc i really like how they do lighting but alas i couldn't do much of that here </3
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RW art month day 8: The Rot
#RWArtMonth#rwartmonth#rw art month#mebi's art#rain world animation#rw animation#rw art#rw fanart#rain world#rain world fanart#rw spoilers#rain world spoilers#rw downpour spoilers#rw rivulet spoilers#rw five pebbles#rw the rot#rain world downpour spoilers#rw downpour#rain world downpour#rw 5p#rw fp#ngl ended up a bit flater than I'd wish#doesnt have the depth i wanted to convey#like it looks like it only has one maybe two rows of conduits when im imagining at least three well spaced rows#also yes is the same perspective as the jellyfish one i explicitly wanted to make a parallel between the two#made it animated to make them more distinct but also because lightning fun#rot itself ended up kinda understated#if i have time i might make a second one with rot as the actual focus#oops almost forgot#cw flashing lights
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ṇ̵̛̱͌̅̃͛̔o̴̮̓̀͂́̃_̴̛̲́s̷͈̋̈́̄̋͠ị̶͔̗̐͐̐̒̕g̵̛̱̘̣̑͂ņ̴̰͔̘͇̏̒̓̇͠͝a̸̜̥̩̭͋̌ḷ̶͔̖͗͋͛͛̃͆
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#geto suguru#satosugu#jjk gojo#eye strain/#eye horror/#like i said ik this concept has been done before and probably better than this but i hope that i did it Okay#i hope all the eye strain was not in vain gjhfgsh the amount of blue light in this image is not recommended by doctors#smh gojo ipad baby confirmed#too much screentime.png#in other news im happy i came up with smth else 2 put alongside the piece itself !!#was playing around with filters and effects and i was like ooh what does the binarization button do#makes it look like found footage is what it does i love it SO much#i almost like it better than the coloured version but i would rather die than let a day and a half of rendering go to waste#esp after i already scrapped the intended p2#still i would have posted the full b/w one side by side but it made the post look so busy and distracting and awful#so it's just geto's face ig smile :)#happy i stuck it out w this!!!#fr all i dunk on gojo gdi his aesthetic n design works so well with glitches and messed up technology#tb to tht other gojo + teal + glitches piece i did frever ago captioned smth like 'watch what you eat'#the glitch brushes in my inventory exist fr him and him alone
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will you be my overexplainer if I'm an overthinker?
#girlblogging#girlhood#this is a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#they hate to see a girlboss winning#light academia#dark academia#quotes#chaotic academia#women#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girlcore#girl blogger#writers on tumblr#how i love being a woman#girl core#girlblog#girl rotting#just girly things#just girly thoughts#this is what makes us girls#women poets#writers#writers and poets#writing#overthinking#thoughts#thought daughter#girl code
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[It's Just a Theory!]
Just a simple theoretical discussion ^v^
Wanted to see what he would sound like with MatPat's voice then got. just a tinyyy bit carried away..........
#props to anyone who finds all the little details I sprinkled throughout :D was a fun video to make ehehe#was supposed to finish this like. a month or something ago?? (I started the literal day he announced his retirement i think ksdfksdd)#im gonna abuse my access to video editing and animation software so much this summer >:)))))#transformers#mtmte#maccadam#transformers fanart#maccadams#tf idw#more than meets the eye#frootertooter archive#lost light#brainstorm#mtmte nautica#nightbeat#nautica#minimus ambus#perceptor#swerve (with us in spirit.. hahah get it? Spirits as in alcoh-sorry i'll leave)#bean if u read this this is ur fault /hj
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a little ill
#lana del rey#hell is a teenage girl#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#coquette#girlblogging#girlhood#i’m just a girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana core#natalie portman#black swan#ballet#pink pilates princess#divine feminine#femininity#female rage#femcel#dollcore#dollette#coquette dollete#sophia coppola#west coast#coqeutte#ethel cain#nessa barrett#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#light pink
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#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girl interrupted#girl things#girl thoughts#girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#girlblogging#girlhood#girlrotting#im just a girl#manic pixie dream girl#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#just girly thoughts#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#light of ur lifee
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