#im living in fear rn

[twilightakiishi]

the fact that these mfs are gonna pop up probably while i'm at work some time this week is absolutely devastating.

[luminique]

Lighter is a giant cuddle bug and I must unleash this truth onto people

He’s all tough and cool outside

then when he gets home he immediately jumps in his so’s arms, head in their chest and they’re playing with his hair

something about the warmth of his beloved’s embrace feels completely different to what he’s used to with normal fire.

also i like to believe that he HATESS getting his hair ruffled by the rest of the sons of calydon (mainly caesar but burnice absolutely CANNOT touch his hair as she has burned the tips off a couple of times) but when he’s with you, it’s almost like he’s already tilting his head down, expecting you to run your fingers through his hair.

he’s like the soggiest dog coded person when you don’t take the hint though. he tries to play it cool too but after much time passes by (2 minutes actually), he’s slouchily making his way to you and his shades are low on his nose bridge. you remove it and he’s just the saddest puppy dog while trying to find your hands.

[evil-mcytblrconfessions]

what if doomed yaoi danced under sparkling chandeliers in a ballroom filled with people they dont know. what if they looked in each others eyes and saw the rotting corpses of the lover that they murdered but they kept on dancing

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[nabaath-areng]

Honestly, having good days like this is good for me mentally. Because not only does it put my usual struggles into perspective, forcing me to accept that I have a tendency to severely downplay just how much they impede me... but it also gives me perspective about my self perceived laziness.

Like, the fact that I become almost abnormally productive and energetic compared even to abled people the very instant that my pain and all of the other issues are all gone? I'm not lazy! And I know logically that teachers telling me that over and over growing up was wrong, but it still shocks me in new ways to this day just how deeply ingrained this perception of myself is.

Like, is it laziness? Or am I just averse to doing things that will physically punish me? Today reminded me that it's very much the latter.

[izzy-b-hands]

Was doing okay holding back all of the fear re: the potential election outcome until literally this second what the fuck to my brain lmao

[skunkes]

being able to drive really will improve my life tons I need to get on that. Living here wouldn't be so hurts if I could take day trips out of town by myself every once in a while

[ayyponine]

not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

[love-songs-for-emma]

am i going to single-handedly create a fandom about jay holt from the video game "as dusk falls"? i just fuckin might

[asherthehimbo]

I hate having a bias now how do you people live like this life is PAIN WHY IS HE CONSTANTLY IN MY HEAD BRO I DIDNT THINK THINGS WOULD CHANGE THIS MUCH PLEASE I WANNE GO BACK CUZ WHY AM I SCROLLING THROUGH PINTREST CRYING AT A COMPLETELY NORMAL PHOTO THIS CANT BE HEALTHY??

[clowningcrows]

i fear i cannot mentally or emotionally handle being conscious much longer so im gonna take a melatonin and hope to god it works enough to make me pass out by 8:30 tbh

[cozybearz]

i need to get a job….

[sunnykeysmash]

something we have discussed is how dennis was the only one who could understand mac and that's great but can we also discuss how it must feel for mac that no one can understand him

this seems to be accentuated by how off he keeps being about things (offering of war/dennis being shot being "awesome"/being unable to read subtext both with dennis ["figure of speech"] and donald) and how much he's looking for a sense of meaning that he used to find in his identity until s15 made him realize how pointless it was (in a way that reminds me of his crisis in goes to hell 2...), but legacy, history, money and prizes are worth nothing if your heart is not in it.

and in a way I think dennis is coming to the same conclusion which is why he's the only one who can understand mac.

dennis "you're just being honest about how you feel" reynolds, so concerned with authenticity and upset by the perceived lies when it's just his own denial making it that way. that's building the biggest lie of all.

if we're looking for the Point, then the point is to have fun and embrace feelings. Big Mo already showed this.

it's interesting to me how it seems that mac and dennis are working off of each other in the way sunny works as a whole. because if mac is the structure and the text, and dennis is the subtext and the jokes (it's how he's trying to communicate in inflates but it's also the whole reason he comes with mac in madbu), they kinda NEED to be working together for the show to work... they need to find their harmonies, they can't just one or the other lead, they gotta have each other's back.

and also like, a small coda. this season deals so much with nostalgia vs how the past really was, there's so many flashbacks.

becoming aware of denial and reality can feel really upsetting but ultimately it's a positive development.

if "the hair is a lie" chopping off the head isn't the answer, that was the old way of doing things (in times of war... murder, betrayal, beheadings... "we figured out what works a long time ago"), but now we're looking for peace. basically, death isn't the answer. building your legacy doesn't have to be like pulling teeth. "this doesn't have to be a scam"

it's a good thing if we start seeing things for what they actually are, because it means less denial.

[perenlop]

finished “yellowface”. goddamn that was a ride… highly highly recommend if you like villain protagonists

[anaalnathrakhs]

i'm going to be honest i have no idea what i'm going to do. i messed up my choices for higher education and now i have barely a couple days to pick between a cursus way too difficult for me, a highly specialized cursus with shit outcomes, and a leap of faith into whatever kind of gap year alternative can get me out of my parents' hair for the time being. note how i have no fucking idea what that alternative could be, or what path i'd like to take ideally. fun.

[milo-is-rambling]

I think I’m always going to be running and trying to find the next thing that will make me happy and it will always be something I have to find within myself. So that’s cool.

[sylhea-raemi]

the nero and airi connection is so important it's not just bcs theyre my faves