#im kind of reeling
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"What flowers do you like?"
Wriothesley asks one day, trying to seem nonchalant. Trying to make it look not as obvious that he's already mentally running through a list of Fontanian florists.
But you hm to yourself, frowning. "I... don't know. I've never really received flowers before," you say with a shrug, acting like it's no big deal. Wriothesley, though, has to catch himself before he drops the pen in his hand.
"Never?" He asks with wide eyes, head snapping in your direction, jaw dropping the slightest bit. "None of your past relationships ever got you flowers?"
You shake your head, not really bothered by the fact, and although you're nonchalant about it, Wriothesley immediately feels the gears in his head turn. That mental list of florists runs through his mind at double the speed. His finger absently taps on the wood of his desk, mind racing as he does some rough estimations. Unaware and unsuspecting, you merely go back to perusing the books in his office, running your hands over their worn spines, oblivious to the clench in Wriothesley's jaw and the determined glint in his eye.
A week later, and Wriothesley returns from the surface with a bouquet in his hands. It's nothing too big or ostentatious— that's not really his style. Instead, it's simple in its beauty and easy on the eyes. All sorts of flowers have been included, even ones not native to Fontaine. Cecilias from Mondstadt, Glaze Lillies and Qingxin from Liyue, Padisarahs from Sumeru, and even Fluorescent Flowers from Inazuma's Chinju forest, among others. All arranged by hands more skilled and talent more honed than he could ever hope to achieve.
Wriothesley knocks on your door, heart stuck in his throat, and can't help but laugh a little at how cliche it all looks. Him, standing in front of your door with a bunch of flowers in hand, desperately trying to fight down his blush when he hears a 'coming!' faintly behind your door.
When you swing it open, your greeting is caught in your throat, eyes wide as they behold the blue and white blossoms Wriothesley brought for you.
"What... what's this? What's the occasion?"
But he shakes his head, and at his behest you take the bouquet into your arms, holding it carefully. When you bury your nose among the petals, they smell sweet but not saccharinely overpowering. It's enough to make you want to cry.
"No occasion," Wriothesley says, one hand going to scratch at the back of his neck, his smile shy and bashful. "I just wanted to get them for you. Wanted to be the first person to ever get you a bouquet of flowers, you know? But importing them took longer than i expected and, well, I told the florist that I was giving it to someone very special so they spent some extra time on the arrangement..." He trails off, clearing his throat nervously. "...Do you like it?"
And that sets loose the tears behind your eyes.
Wriothesley panics a little when he sees how you blubber, sobs making your shoulders shake as you hide your face in the flowers. His eyes widen, a frantic apology on the tip of his tongue while he fears that he messed up somehow. But then you tackle him into a hug, arms wrapping around his shoulders, pulling him close until you can bury your head in his chest and cry. His arms wrap around you almost hesitantly, but when you nuzzle closer into his embrace and they tighten around you.
You're barely able to speak through your tears, words muffled around his undoubtedly ruined shirt.
"I love it." I love you, you really mean.
And how can you not? This sweetheart of a man bought you flowers just because he wanted to. Because no one else had before, and he wanted to be the first person to do so. All his sporadic trips to the surface for the past week make sense— you doubt procuring so many imported flowers so quickly was an easy task on top of troubleshooting the various hiccups of the fortress and sorting through some documents that found themselves on his desk. But he did it anyway, just because he thought it'd make you happy.
"I'm glad," Wriothesley murmurs. He rocks you back and forth in his embrace until your happy tears begin to subside. Then he clears his throat. "So, can I buy you another one next week, too?"
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#astronetwrk#「 🐈⬛ 」 catcze.desserts#wriothesley x reader#genshin impact x reader#cw gn reader#genshin impact#wriothesley#I saw a reel on instagram and ran to my laptop#im ngl i contemplated Wrio putting a ring in the bouquet and proposing to you at the end but idk it felt too out of the blue HAHAHA#another fic maybe 👀👀#reader cries because i cry at the slightest gesture of love and kindness haksjdn hashtag self indulgent LMAOOO
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me going through any social media platform looking through the acotar tag as a pro nesta pro tamlin pro lucien girly:
#very dark place#the amount of times i had to refresh instagram reels#i domt even go through the acotar tag#IT GETS RECOMMENDED TO ME#AND IM TIRED OF THESE TAKES#TIRED#pro tamlin#pro nesta#and when they do the video when they say yes or no to fantasy books#and say super yes to acotar#OH so you want me to not trust you#tumblr u r one of a kind...
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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#boink#oh instagram reels#btw in this video she had a “glow up”#which was basically having aged a little#like regular young adulthood early 20s type you're not gonna look the same as time goes on#like she got bangs and new glasses#i didnt even notice the first two times the video looped#like what#like cool!#yeah!#having a partner who loves and supports you will probably make you look happier! since you feel happier! ok!#also everyone looks different after a year when they're like twenty one!#what!#that's not the boyfriend effect that's just! being human! what the fuck!#also--- divine femininity??????#oh brother#for pete's sake#if you will#look for the most part i think that in general the women and girls and ppl that go with this kind of thing#the divine femininity and girl math and girl pretty and boy pretty etc etc etc#like i hate this kind of stuff but im not about to say that theyre at fault for it#like this is not helping anyone#and it just#god#it makes me upset!#maybe im overreacting but also i kind of think that we're collectively underreacting about this#like i dont wanna see it all over tiktok /let alone/ from my actual real life friends!#earlier this year my friends (women! women friends! staunchly feminist friends!) were joking unironically about girl math#like do we not see how that's harmful. when we talk about poor financial decisions and completely seriously call it girl math.#how do we not see a problem here
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i did not even get to the marcello part. fucking HELL he is such a little scumbag. 🤗
i need all the blokes in the bb house to be rounded out in the town square and tomatoed until their skin starts to prune so much it sloughs off
#[STARTS SCREAMING UNTIL I COMBUST]#christ he's such a sleazeeeeeee :(#LIKE. IS IZAAZ THE ONLY NORMAL EVERYONE?#DID HE DO ANYTHING WEIRD YET?#THOMAS I THOUGHTR HE WAS SO SWEET THEN HES LIKE#LOLLL I LOVE TRUMP<3#AND SEGUN COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW WOKE SOCIETY IS#EXCEPT LIKE. ALL OF THEM WERE CLAMOURING CUZ THEY COULDNT FIGURE OUT WHO SAID SOCIETYT WAS TOO WOKE#ALL OF THEM TALKING ABOUT HOW PROTESTORS NEED TO BE LOCKED UP#BXC THEY ALL SAID IT#NATHAN WONT SHUT UP IN GENERAL. HIS YAPPING ABOUT FARAGE WAS INSANE#WHATEVER THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH RYAN IN THE HEAD ALSO. I CANT START WITH HIM#HELPPP MEEEEE#egg.txt#like whodo i even#ALL THE WOMEN ARE SO GOOD LIKE ok i dont like sarah#but like all of the others are so good like theyre SO GOOD ITS INSANE#IM DYINGGGGGGGGGGG#SAVE THEM GIRLS#EDIT: hang on was dean also normal. i dont remember#im kind of reeling#bbuk liveblog
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Phil Lester is not ever beating the princess babygirl allegations reality we are all privy to now
#him in the precious baby angel shirt has me fucking reeling#Dan too honestly#like matching babygirl shirts for what?#what kind of psychic damage is this?#phan#amazingphil#phil lester#dan and phil#dan howell#dip and pip#im unwell about this#like what is going on?#i may be a lesbian but im not blind#the men are killing it and i can no longer deny i stan#im back on my dan and phil themed bullshit
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Sabo shipped off to work on an oil rig, the ? Managing director? quartermaster?
Idk what jobs there are on oil rigs but whoever is in charge, a rough sea dog kindly in that isolated sort of way kind of man named Marco takes him in and tells him the rig shapes you, best, leave what it lures you alone
Which is fine, sabos no stranger to seeing beyond what one is supposed to but on the rig he hears voices and thats fine too because its not uncommon out at sea
Its also not uncommon to see nothing at all durinf the dark pitch black nights
What is uncommon is to see his husband sitting on the railings of the rusty salt eroded rig, radiant and with a smile that lances through his ribs because he misses him so much
Further uncommon is Ace died one summer that feels so fresh it couldve been yesterday, an aching wound from five years past
Sabo ran to the sea to escape him, Ace, fraught with the concept that sabo may forget him, chases after him
Cosmic psychological horror haunting by your deceased lover and seeking the comfort in the arms of the only other soul on deck— marco
Perhaps hes fucking crazy, Marco doesnt feel real either
#MAS#in which sabo. is a little insane after things go very wrong#the au where im really tired and stressed and i thought about bad stuff#the conclusion was Sabo murders Marco who was very real its a complicated relationship#dumps his body and then#allows Ace to drag him into the depths#with marco because you did this you brought this upon yourself#manifest your guilt because you killed me too#judgement calls within the halls of the ocean she is not kind to people like you#also i saw a fucking unhinged tag lmao ????#its the sabo kisses marco and immediately puts his hands around his throat the shape. is vastly different from Ace’s#xam screams about ultra bonkers stuff#dead dove#I GUess i should use that tag huh#CONSIDERING EVERYTHING about this is extremely messed up or at least the reel my brain supplied gave me the worst of it all#delete later bc what a sad au…#let me go back to fictional boyfriends au
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we really need to stop making people feel guilty for fucking everything. “stop sketching with a pencil and don’t use an eraser,” “stop brushing your teeth with a regular toothbrush,” “stop using so much detergent in your washing,” etc etc. we’re all just trying to make it until tomorrow. be lenient with yourself and others this shit is hard and all these rules are fucking arbitrary.
#IM SO SICK OF ITTTT#i watch one (1) instagram reel#i deleted tiktok bc it was so bad for this#and i don’t want to have to delete instagram but i may have to#like just be fucking kind to each other#i’m frustrated ignore me#the sketching one really got to me tbh#stop making artists feel bad for doing literally anything#we are all just trying to survive and that shouldn’t be a sin#i may delete this later i just have to Scream
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wow caged lungs did. a lot better than i expected it to in its first day. like 13 comments when im not really a large person in the fandom at all is so shocking to me. like ngl i thought only like five people were gonna read it in total BAHGHJDGHHH
its definitely motivating me to get working on the second part though!!! even when i finish it i might wait a while to let the first one sit a bit but still.... agh thank you all so much for the appreciation
#personal#although mind you with the 5 people thing. i tend to put my expectations at rock bottom no matter what#so it might just me being kind of a glass half empty kind of person. im pleasantly surprised#its given me the happy jitters though THANK YOUUUU FOR ENJOYING MY HEAVY ANGST#so many people were so long winded and kind and saying it was the best thing ever and im still reeling.... waow#i love comments.... woag#self esteem problems CURED!!!!
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i fucking hate Instagram with such passion
#Im not on twitter I bet id feel the same#Everything is stolen. People are fucking idiots commenting and then those idiot comments are on top#Nothing but fuckin animal sympathy bait and CLICKBAIT reels#And comments that are judgemental and dumb and hateful#And so many 'i just posted a VICIOUS bear attack' comments bro that's unwell??#Men hating women like it's the 2000s. Homophobia everywhere. Mom bloggers thinking they know best#I literally need to stop looking at comments before I delete#MY FOLLOWERS ARE LOVELY THO they are nice and kind and deserve better#dont get me STARTED on the app itself nothing works if any webbed thing should go out of business besides twitter it's insta#Love the ppl I met there hate the fucking everything else
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;ooc
#☽ [ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀ ᴍᴏᴏᴅ ɢᴀʙʀɪᴇʟʟᴀ! | ooc]#[hello peeps!]#[firstly a massive thank you for your support and love and words of encouragement I am so touched]#[and so grateful for kindness here]#[im still reeling from my loss but things are slowly improving]#[I really miss writing and I feel a desperate need for it to process my feelings]#[so now that I have a few days for myself I’ll attempt to do just that]#[so brace yourselves we are coming for you :>]
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the real reason why tumblr is my favourite social media is people actually interact with the things I create here lmao. I post on any other app and most of the time even people I know don't stop long enough to drop a like on it
#this is just me being bitter about social media engagement dw about it#kind of insane what a skewed perception u can get of it bc 90% of the time all you see are the most popular posts#so ill be scrolling past artists who get 100k views on every tiktok#and ill post and get 200 and like 7 likes lol#i also know that 90% of this is because of algorithms and not at bc the people who follow me dont want to see what i post#but ill post a reel sometimes and see oh my friend saw this and. didnt like it lol#i think it doubly sucks bc on those other sites interaction and engagement matters SO MUCH#so seeing when ur mututals or friends have seen ur post but not interacted with it at all egts kinda discouraging :/#i also know im being kinda hypocritical bc i also dont often stop to comment on things#so this is mostly just a rant for the sake of it#ill probably delete this in 10 mins when im over it
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i think one of my biggest (and only) gripes with procreate is that they dont have like. a masterlist of features their app has to offer. a full thorough ui navigation. because ive been using procreate for a couple years now and im still discovering preexisting features because they just. dont mention it anywhere
#like being able to drag and drop an image into the color pallette area to create a unique pallette from that image?#had to find that out through an instagram reel#procreate has a habit of compressing things almost Too much to make it less visually busy and more “beginner friendly”#which definitely works to an extent. its the easiest art program I've used to date. and that includes ibispaint#but they have an annoying habit of simply not Labeling Things#so they will have a lot of super cool and useful features that you wont even know exist because they dont tell you about it#and their app tutorials are very vague and don't actually seem to show you have to navigate the app.#they feel more like an ad than a tutorial#this is why procreate dreams has gotten flamed so bad i think#its not even that bad is the thing. its got tons of good features. but the ui is simply TOO simplified#everything is hidden in a dropdown of some kind#to the point that its not beginner friendly OR professional quality#because its equally unnavigatable for both#ANYWAYS im just yapping for the sake of yapping#i love procreate. its affordable and user friendly. theres just some very small inconveniences with its ui#i know nothing about developing and do not know what im talking about. for the record.#this is simply the ramblings of a humble artist who loves nothing more than to complain ❤️
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a gambling manga can be so homoerotic and weave the fate of two men together so intricately their meeting and deaths at each other's hands can only be called destiny
#usogui was SO right for bakuhal#usogui#bluh bluh text#the premise reels you in with cocky arrogant gambler wants to usurp a powerful shadow organisation#and then blindsides you with ACTUALLY hes doing all this for his boyfriend who he dearly wants to meet again#not to say he didnt intend to become the top of kakerou but the fact that his main goal was always to meet hal again#what kind of psychological mindgame romcom is this#i tweeted this but im rereading the series rn and i feel it strong enough to post it here too <3
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Finally back to my c2 watch and I just finished ep 140 and I am reeling from the last like thirty minutes. Like I knew what was going to happen with Molly but I still went on that absolute rollercoaster of emotions... I can't imagine watching that bit live. The dice truly gave us such a gift with Molly's whole story like you couldn't script something this good.
#im REELING#also only one ep left... 😢#i kind of took a break from my c2 watch bc i was busy but also#bc i didn't want it to end.....#but i gotta finish it i gotta#critical role#cr2#c2e140#kk watches cr2#kk talks about stuff#and by 'molly' here i mean The Tiefling That Is Lucien/Molly/Kingsley lol
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came for the kipo content stayed for the “omg why is this person’s art so pretty oh my gosh how do they do this what is this sorcery i love all of it oh wow look ocs that’s so amazing”
Coming for Kipo then liking my ocs is a development that feels so uplifting! Thank you :]
#ask#as for what sorcery its the dark kind i sacrifice a homophobe every drawing#its nice to know im still reeling in kipo fans#ur the ogs
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