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I will freely admit it when I am wrong.
Reading the manhwa, I didn't think Lout of the Count's Family would actually ever get to the war part Cale has been talking about since the beginning.
And I sure as hell didn't predict the battles would be this brutal and badass. Holy shit.
#this is actually a really cool war action series??? the fuck???#it's all on me for believing in Cale when he said he was gonna find somewhere safe and luxurious to hide in#my bad!! should have predicted this honestly#but like#the battles are sick?????#and they're actually hard?????????#i keep gasping and shaking#(im starting the Gorge of Death battle now)#screaming#also really didnt expect all the torture wont lie xkfjjf this novel is brutal#love it#i swear it's not all on me a friend actually told me the story was silly and trashy (in a good way)#am happy about this development#lout of the count’s family#trash of the count's family#reading lout of the count's family#locf#tocf#lcf#tcf#cale henituse#kim roksu
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i can't stop thinking about how work husband took my hand in his to see my nails (i've been doing them pointy recently) and he was like, "you don't hurt yourself with these...? let me see," and went on to take my hand to his neck and scratch his skin. then he giggled and said "it's ok if you leave marks cause i don't have a girlfriend." hello. idk. i was shaking like a chihuahua. someone needs to tell me this man was flirting with me bc wtf was that.
#v speaks#did this in front of a mutual friend too.......#honestly. I'm gonna lie down now.#every time I think about it I want to scream.#wdym 'it's okay if you leave marks' I'm gonna eat you alive right now#👍🏼#im okay.
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#i was gonna put and option for like. i need glasses but i dont actually use them but. oh well#saying bc. im the only person out of my whole school class who wears glasses 💀 we are 20 people#polls#also i dont want to scream @ you so you reblog + those REBLOG SO MORE PEOPLE SEE THIS things make me. not want to reblog it at all but !#im honestly really curious so. please ?#also idk if this is the right place to ask since like 90% of my mutuals wear glasses i think but. oh well#ikna talks
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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.
#kazoo noises#charles leclerc#cl16#monaco gp 2024#zoomies posting#sports posting#like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work#weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town#because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough#for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson#(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL#BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared#(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand#gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and#there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are#gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker#(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have#him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born#maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner#sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives#gets to me#anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week
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excuse me as i go bury myself in a box of rocks bc it is with sincere regret and pain that i must inform you that as of s02e08 ARMAND STILL HAS NOT YET FUCKED THE OLD MAN.
#interview with the vampire amc#iwtv#daniel molloy#Armand#when are they going to rail the old man#HONESTLY WHAT THE FUCK#HOW DARE YOU#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND#bury me in the coffins and leave me in the wall#rei’s weekly have they railed the old man update#old man daniel
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Ride 746: Cheering and conclusion!!
Pag 1
1: I'll win!!
2: I will!! I'll become the sixth member!! This year for sure!!
3: I'll go!!
4: I will!! On the same stage as you, Issa!!
Pag 2
1: They're neck and neck!!
For sure!!
Pag 3
1: For sure!!
Pag 4
1: There are 50m left until the sensor line!!
2: Kuaaaa
3: Garuaaaa
Pag 5
3: Nii-chan, on!!
4: Damn, I get it
This resolution, is making me shake
5: Sugimoto!! I'm cheering for you!!
Pag 6
1: Danchiku!!
2: 30m left!!
Pag 7
2: I think I can hear, mixed together with Sadatoki's voice
3: Kawada's cheering
4: It's surprising, but I'm grateful
It's turning into strength for me, Kawada
6: Imaizumi....
Pag 8
1: is watching quietly
Can't be helped
2: They're the three core third years who put together the club
They can't afford to support one of us
4: But, maybe, if you supported me
I
5: I would have been
6: several times more strong than usual
Pag 9
1: I'm glad
For this training camp
2: It's been hard, but, Imaizumi, I could become your “buddy”, and run with you during these intense for days
3: Imaizumi......
4: I haven't told you yet
5: Once this race is over.... will you listen to me?
5: It's silly
A daydream
6: The reason why I want to run in the Inter High
7: I've been thinking about it since around a year ago
Before the finish line, running as teammates, wearing the same jerseys....
Pag 10
1: Go, Imaizumi!!
Got it, Teru!!
I.....
2: I thought that I want to push your back and for you to take the finish line
3: With these hands!!
Pag 11
2: Sugimoto
3: At first, you boasted that you were an experienced cyclist, but it was just words
During the first training camp, you retired halfway through
4: But you worked so hard
Secretly
5: And without resting, for three years
Sugimoto.....
6: Show me the moment your three years of progress bear fruits
Pag 12
1: Pedal!! Sugimoto!!
2: Yeah!!
Pag 13
3: Now
4: 30m!!
I'll pedal at full power!!
Pag 14
1: Garuaaaa
2: Sugimoto-san
3: You're really an amazing guy
4: I respect you from the bottom of my heart
Pag 15
1: Your heart is probably bigger than mine
2: The courage to boldly challenge, the earnestness of working so hard
The heart of never giving up until the end
3: You, who hid all that, are strong
4: Stronger than me, much more!! I finally noticed during the last lap
5: So
6: It's the end, so please
My heart is so small it can fit in the palm of my hand
So
Pag 16
1: Allow me to practice with you one more time, senpai!!
Pag 20
1: Garuaaaa
2: It's Danchiku
Danchiku crossed the sensor line first!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 746#rip to all the ppl who were cheering so hard for sugimoto i'm so so sorry for your loss ;A;#also im so sad too ;A;#but honestly im also sad for danchiku bc literally everyone but kabu was cheering for sugimoto no one was cheering for him lmao#maybe he'll get on the team but everyone would have preferred having sugimoto asdsafhjldf thats so sad#btw imaizumi screaming for sugimoto ;A;#sugimoto being so in love with him hes such a simp#he even imagines imaizumi calling him teru ;A;#i wonder whats gonna happen now.....#next chap is 24 pages so many things are waiting for us next week *eyes emoji*
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(Okay I wasnt going to post this but im actually pissed off.)
((TW INFERTILITY))
Dear Bridgerton fans who are unreasonably angry at Michael being Micheala in the new season,
You still have the book.
Let me bring up points that I've seen in arguments online:
1- "But her story is about infertility! Putting her with a woman changes everything!"
Queer women struggle with infertility too, in fact it can be very difficult for lesbians who wish to start families of their own as not everyone is able to adopt or find a sperm donor, and even if a sperm donor is found THEY CAN STILL HAVE INFERTILITY ISSUES.
Let me list off romance books that deal with cishet women and their infertility issues below-
Untamed Rose, Scandalous Mistress by Bronwyn Scott
The Devil in Disguise by Lisa Kleypas
The Friend Zone by Abby Jimenez
Thief of Shadows by Elizabeth Hoyt
What's Left of Me by Kristen Granata
Lord and Lady Spy by Shana Galen (this one is regency too)
A Secret Sorrow by Karen Van Der Zees
And many more if you google I just dont have all day.
(Extra point, in many of these books the women do not stay infertile and have a miracle baby...not only do many cishet women never get their miracle baby but lesbian couples literally cannot concieve)
And now let me list of books that deal with Lesbian women and their fertility issues-
.....
OH WAIT I COULDNT FIND A SINGLE ONE!!
This leads me to my next point.
2- Bridgerton is a love letter to minorities in romance.
As someone who is south asian myself, I have seen how western beauty standards and racism has treated women in our culture, literally go online and search up "which race would you not date" its disgusting.
I grew up only seeing white women be the desirable one in romances as did many others, you know what changed this for me?
Kate Sharma.
The international audience for Bridgerton especially with brown women of South Asian descent grew TREMENDOUSLY. We had a woman like us portrayed positively and seen as desirable, you guys genuinely do not understand how many brown women watch this show because of season 2.
If we had Kate, WHY should Lesbians struggling with infertility and Black Lesbians not have Francesca and Micheala.
3- "It should have been Eloise and Cressida!"
Why? Because Eloise is a loud mouthed feminist and Cressida is a mean blonde and they shared an understanding? Because theyre both white?
While I do want Eloise to be queer as well just think about that for a moment, while lesbian representation is scarce these days it is even scarcer for Lesbians who do not fit the norm...the mostly white, neurotypical, skinny, cis norm.
Genuinely think about how many times ypu have seen these tropes in wlw fiction, like sit and think about it.
Such as Black lesbians for example, you all are aware they exist right?
I want to reccomend this video by a sunny book nook which talks about how lesbians in a VAST MAJORITY of lesbian romance novels arent really...allowed to be complex characters and it would be some FANTASTIC insight for some of yall
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In conclusion, you are allowed to miss Michael, but don't you dare say this takes away from her story, as it ties into the very aim of the show.
Thank you for reading.
#bridgerton#francesca bridgerton#micheala stirling#kate sharma#bridgerton season 3#michael sterling#if youre gonna be in the tags or replies spouting racism or crying and screaming after this just get out#the only thing im upset about is them downplaying frannies love for John honestly#But then again#theyre probably going the compet fran route#wlw#lesbian#Youtube#nicola coughlan#luke newton#benedict bridgerton#that being said I hope Sophie is a trans woc just to piss off all the racists and queerphobes#the story would still be a cinderella retelling i would just cry while watching it#Not to mention MICHAEL IS A LITERAL COLONIZER IN THE BOOKS#MF will not shut up about india i wish to THROW HIM#i keep adding tags because im mad not to mention Sophie and Benedict in the books has a disgusting power imbalance like.....#This is a pattern with the male leads why do you not want some stufd changed???#when he was wicked
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So I got a very interesting glitch in a new playthrough of bg3
That angle tho. Dear god . And wylls face is hilariously fitting
#im gonna try and play my vision of wyll#just some guy who always wanted to be good enough and who wanted to ađpunt of something outside of his father's shadow#amount to*#and he fancies himself a hero and acts heroically and is almost arrogant smd all high and mighty about it#acting morally superior bc he clearly is doing the right thing and he sacrifices everything and gives himself completely to save others#but he still feels like a fraud... like he's acting out a role or playing a character#like he's nothimg outside of the title the blade of frontiers#and sometimes he feels resentful of all he's had to give up to keep up with this image he presents of himself#and theres Mizora who constantly manipulates him too bc its so easy to her to send him spiralling#and watching him get worse#phew honestly wyll had soooo much potential to be interesting and explore such complex issues of morslity and what it means to be a good#person and etc#honestly they should have let me write him#🙄#baldur's gate 3#bg3#lu screams
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GUYS YKNOW HOW I GOT ENSEMBLE IN HADEETOWN?? I JUST GOT OFFERED UNDERSTUDY FOR EURYDICE, PERSEPHONE, AND MAYBE THE FATES
#IM GONNA SCREAM OH MY GOD#my teacher talked to me in private to talk and was like ‘you had a really good audition and did so well’#honestly i can’t remember most of what she said my brain was going 100 miles an hour#BUT AHHHHH#its kinda unofficial like i’m not rlly an understudy?#but. i am ??#like i’ll only work on those parts if one of the people isn’t at a rehearsal#but i can still like work on the songs in private and stuff so#IM SO EXCITED THI#FOR ENSEMBLE AND FOR LIKE JUST MY TEACH SEEING MY TALENT AND HARDWOKR
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i'm actually going insane - why does thinking about my favourite characters lead to me sobbing and rolling around the floor, holding my head in my hands in agony
^ Not even thinking sad thoughts - thinking about how much I love them
#like??? what#im just sitting here watching some youtube and all of a sudden my eyes starts watering becuase i had 1 thought about one of my babygirls#like full-on i feel theres so much pressure in my brain when i think about them#is that normal??? am i dying??#i feel like i need to claw my skin off - tear it off my bones layer by layer and like dig my hands DEEP into my organs or brain or somethin#sorry that sounds weird but like - I'm feeling things#honestly i think i need to scream but currently unable so im just gonna power through#why must i experience things so oddly - why must i become obsessed with stuff rather than enjoy it normally#hmiae rambles#ninjago lloyd#lloyd garmadon#ninjago sora#ninjago pixal#pixal borg#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#aerith gainsborough#skyward sword link#leon kennedy#cove holden#qiu lin#ninjago#lego ninjago#ff7#ffvii remake#ffvii rebirth#ffvii#skyward sword#the legend of zelda#re2 remake
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ngl gamers, I think I'm gonna inevitably lose to the hormones and depression in the near future XD
Can't bring myself to be active cause I'm using a lot of energy to not vent post all the time. But fuck it, into the tags I go!
#I want NO MESSAGES regarding this. let me just be upset and alone#you spend most of your life trying to not succumb to sick brain but honestly I don't think it's worth it in the long run#my life is for better or worse....decent. but I've lost the drive and happiness to really DO anything a long time ago. like whats the point#the only reason I havent killed myself yet is cause Im too lazy (and dont have access to a gun for a quick getaway)#and I'm saying all this DESPITE having stuff to look forward to in the near future. it's like AUGH whats the POINT IM always gonna suffer#why does mental health take such a toll on ppl. this shit sucks ass. and I still feel excited for things in the future too? somehow?#but I also really want to die so. idk man. idk. maybe if I fall in love with someone then I can be distracted but all my walls are up#what's the point in anything anymore. *I* have to take the steps to improve myself and my situation#and I'd rather die. anyways who wants to make a pact that once we reach 40 we will marry each other#that might be fun#also my brain has gotten so bad that I am literally considering joining a hiking club to get out more and I FUCKING HATE HIKING#but I should probably do something out of my comfort zone to push myself and who knows maybe I will find a new passion#but let me tell you about the anxiety - oh BOY it's starting to act up again. hahahha#ah well sometimes you just need to scream your feelings out in the tags to get a lil clarity from the brain fog#one day I will fucking die/kill myself but for now I'll just try to make the best out of. whatever the hell this stupid life is. *shrug*#(but hey if any professional hitmen are reading this. feel free to. heh. you know ;) )#also I need to get back to art#gotta do my paid work and that one pic I lined months ago. and clay stuff *continues to bed rot another week because hahahahahahaha*#ah I wish I didn't fail all those years ago. then I would be free. I wish I was free#ok goodnight I promised myself that I would do paid work when I wake up tomorrow so hopefully no more migraines -pray emoji-
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Today, was a day.
Embraced in joys and sorrows;
Listen, love: enough was a day if all you did was
Lived it, breathed it, were here.
My day was one of those days,
Entangling me in sorrows more than joys, yet —
I have survived another one.
Darling, have a day,
If having a good one is too much;
Day by day, outlive all of your sorrows.
When a day happens to you,
Embrace yourself with understanding.
Listen, love: night is not meant to last forever,
Let yourself see the sun rise again.
Acrostic, November 2018
#poetry#poem#original poem#poems and poetry#poets on tumblr#free verse#acrostic#writers and poets#writers on tumblr#writing#inspiration#aesthetic#art#collage#digital collage#see I'm doing better at tags#you did well#you really did incredible today love#here you deserve a hug#i honestly don't care if this gonna be seen by a single person or by one hundred but whoever you are this is for you#my secret aspiration is to become this huge ass famous dude and you know why#so that i can climb up the highest figurative mountain and scream my knickers off YOU DID SO GOOD TODAY IM SO PROUD OF YOU KEEP KICKIN'#yeah that's it that's my best expectations of fame#not secret anymore
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people rly have 0 media literacy how do u watch the first episode of painoko and think that makoto is a crossdressing boy like! just bc she says so?! like it’s maddening to me that people have completely lost the ability to understand media beyond dialogue lines!!!!! i hate it when a show spells obvious things out but im starting to think y’all need it bc makoto is so very obviously a transgender girl in the closet. even if the author messes up with vocabulary and accurate representation, even if makoto and everyone else around her third genders her, she’s OBVIOUSLY TRANS. like hello?? why tf would a crossdressing boy present as a girl in school and expose themselves to transphobic harassment and then secretly change into the boys’ uniform to go home and say “goodbye real me” leaving her girl-presenting clothes behind. HELLO?! but y’all won’t get it till she grabs the camera, breaks the fourth wall and says “i am a transgender woman. i am not an elusive third gendered otokonoko. i am a woman in the closet. im still struggling to come to terms with it. my family and friends also dont get it. but i am transgender, keep this in mind for the rest of the episode.” like come on
#same with mizuki like how more obvious can it get.#im so done with y’all if i have to see another post on painoko calling makoto a ‘crossdressing boy’ im gonna fucking scream#it’s honestly a trend i have noticed in general like ofc especially with lgbt identities but also with characters’ intentions#if a character does not verbally spell smth out y’all won’t get it from context AT ALL#go read a good BOOK. go watch UTENA. reduce screen time. stop posting#+ i havent read the manga and i know it gets iffy at times but makoto is still trans y’all#sorry for the outburst#painoko#mine
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wow a post vaccine baby is no joke! Haha I'm in danger dot gif.....
#mama blogging#i am soooo so staunchly pro vaccine. give my kid all of em. give me all of em. lets gooo#but boy. motherhood has honestly given me more compassion for anti vaxxers.#the individuals i mean. not the ones who profit over misinformation but like families without platforms#this is distressing!!!#i can see how if you were in or found the wrong circles you would quickly get some terrible ideas#i'm pretty emotionally vulnerable right now and i actually feel a pull to Blame Something For Baby Cry!#i am able to remind myself that the benefits outweigh the distress#but im not gonna lie watching your baby scream while he gets shots#and then be miserable all afternoon#sucks!!!!!#idk i think we probably dont do enough to support young families on a structural level and that contributed to antivax mess!!!#anyway. yay vaccines. please pray for me as my child mounts a hell of an immune response.
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Thanks for continuing to work on the Galidraan AU even though you’ve got so much going on! It’s one of my favorite Star Wars fics, and I’m so excited to see where it goes!!!
I'm glad you enjoy it so much!! Galidraan is one of my favorite things to write, and it's one of the brightest spots of joy in my life rn, so even though it's very difficult to get to actually writing on it right now and the updates are coming very slowly, I am working on it in my head all the time and I'm very excited to bring you all on the journey with me!!
#asks#anonymous#galidraan au#the best part about galidraan is that it's so fun to write and all of you have fun reading it#the second best part about galidraan is putting dumb references in them that everyone screams at in the comments lmao#honestly im sooo looking forward to some of the later fics in galidraan#i just...it's gonna be like ten years before we actually get there lol
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I do appreciate everyones love and support for that dragon base I did. Once this work week is over I'll work on adding more traits and stuff to it for u guys❤
#ki screams#not art#honestly wasn't expecting anyone to actually buy it but like....damn yall really did and i appreciate it#if anyone has suggestions on traits i can add feel free to list any/all u think of#im definitly gonna be adding fur#and dreaded fur? ig?#idk if a dragon can exist as is they can have dreads too
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