#im high right now so no hate
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#ok this photo is kind of a nightmare i know but hear me out#im high right now so no hate#but i just#i love that they’re still just straight up weird guys#like. they are so strange still#even after how hard hollywood hit rob lmao they’re still#offputting but in a good way#like they’re posing for a photo like they’re annoying their whiskey guy#which they probs are#stupid it makes me happy smashing my head into a wall#thoughts
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#me: ive gotta read so fucking much by monday if i dont wanna look like a fucking idiot in my lab meeting monday#also me: if i dont draw maid sanji right fucking now im gonna puke#can u tell what my 2nd favorite shojo was in high school? many scenes still live rent free in my head#clannad was my 1st fave btw lol#also. god i kno i say this on every sanji post but i think abt him so much ever sing day#she is my absolute favorite babygirl. i hate him. i want her to suffer forever#female sanji#me in 2014: what if girl sanji? me in 2024: what if girl sanji???#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#one piece
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The De Nile sisters!
#monster high#monster high fanart#cleo de nile#nefera de nile#monster high gen 1#monster high redesign#artist on tumblr#character design#been working on this for days i needed to hurry up and post it before i started to hate it#this isnt meant to be a redesign of the two pack btw it just made me want to draw them together so i could figure out their styles#it is interesting tho cuz i gave cleo triangle theming and nefera diamond theming#but the two pack does the opposite which made me feel weird#but now i think im right since nefera's cheek gem is literally a diamond#anyway i wanted cleo to have a more casual style where nefera's is always elegant 100% of the time#i know all the mh ghouls are always overdressed but with nefera its on a different level#i might reblog with some more info on how i reimagined them story wise#but for now i'll just say that cleo is in her final year of high school (basically she's 17/18) and nefera is the equivalent of 21/22#my art#sabz art#EDIT: you can tell i haven't posted in a while cuz i completely forgot to add an ID!!#i was wondering why posting this was so quick#its because i was being a forgetful asshole!!! so#id in alt
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when did anons get nuked 😟
they wouldnt stop spoiling deadpool 3 and now i've seen it but kept anon off to prolong the punishment so they feel it
#sci speaks#i'm kind of glad i have anon off at the moment. i know i'd be getting so many bad deadpool takes in there right now.#im seeing so many bad deadpool takes on the internet at large right now#i hate when i bad piece of deadpool or spider-man media is released because i go through the inevitable motions of#“they dont know them like i do” and i hate being like that#i think its a curse having hyperfixations that are so high profile but only because of like. bad movie adaptations.#they're otherwise obscure. and with wade wilson who has. so few actually good adaptations actually. its nearly impossible to find#a good faith deadpool fan who doesnt just like him because hahaehehe he says fuck in the movie#did you hear that he said fuck! thats so smart and subversive because usualy... superhero dont say fuck.
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cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
#ray's tag#ava victim#victim ava#animator vs animation#ava fanart#keys' art#undescribed#i'd like to thank this song for getting me through my freshman year of high school#anyways i like making these posters. especially of the sticks- anatomy is a bitch and i hate it and it's way easier to just . Lines#yknow?#because let me tell you right now i do NOT have the energy to fight torsos every time i pick up my phone to draw.#procreate halftone tool you will always be famous#but uh. yeah. been thinking about victim lately. their actions make So Much Sense when u remember their history#im gonna eat lunch now byebye!#the fucking stick figures
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//NOW I KNOW WHY IT HAS SELF-HATRED TAGGED ON IT
#🌊 | outside the ship / ooc#[ IT MATCHES WITH MY HEADCANONS IM WEEPING RIGHT NOW ]#[ HIGH TIDE MY BABY BOY PLEASEEE YOU ARE MORE THAN CAPABLE OF BEING A SIRE / CARRIER ]#[ DONT HATE YOURSELF BECAUSE OF YOUR HEAVY ARMOR BUILD I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHH ]#[ RAHHHH IM DESTROYED ALREADY ]
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you guys i love college so much
#i hate assignments.#BUT LIKE HOLY SHIT I THANK GOD EVERY DAY THAT IM NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL#im an adult who is alive and has a life and does things as an adult and gets treated as an adult and i get to pick my own classes and#i can buy myself things if i want to.... and im active in my club and we're going to travel to another school to compete#I GET TO TRAVEL TO ANOTHER SCHOOL TO COMPETE AND HAVE A TEAM BONDING THING AND DO LONG ROAD TRIPS ABOUT IT#AND MY SPORT OF CHOICE IS LITERALLY LYING#IM IN MOCK TRIAL CLUB AS A WITNESS. I SIT AROUND COMFORTABLY AND WATCH THE LAWYERS DO THEIR THING AND THEN I SOUND SYMPATHETIC ON STAND#ITS SO#it's really fun.#and also i get along with my siblings so much better now that i dont live with them#im not getting mad at my sister all the time just because she Makes Sounds. im not getting annoyed with my brother for being argumentative#we just. hang out.#(frequently lmao)#and my mom and i keep going out to eat#and i visit my dad for lunch most weeks#and we all HANG OUT#and . fuck. i love life#and being an adult who gets to live it#and COLLEGE#next semester im going to take a couese on Detective Fiction#and probably get a job or internship to fuel my spending addiction 🤑💰#💸!!!#* AND MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. WOW. FUCK. ITS ALL UP TO ME#AND I DONT HAVE TO GET UP EARLY EVERY MORNING#AAAAAA#my grades aren't fantastic. right. i know they're not. but im not failing any classes. and i get along w my professors.#i like econ a lot more than i expected to
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sorry if I become extra annoying im kinda tweaking over being on my own for the first time sooooo I might let myself become extra indulgent 💔💔💔
#‘aren’t u already super indulgent’ you’d be surprised#everything will be tagged either fanfic bullshit or gayalanwoke if you wanna block 😭#sorry i kinda maybe sorta will be having a moment. for a while.#idk if I can call myself disabled. but like yall know I have diagnosed cptsd and suspected-autism#sooooooo#taking care of myself is. not easy. At all#I can hardly manage with my parents#and now . idk. basically my routine for the past 20 years is being disrupted and im not handling it well#not only that. just.#again like I said taking care of myself in general is really hard#AND I have . college now.#lord 😭#I’ve always been a straight a student in high school and community college right#four months after my cptsd developed? I dropped out of community college 🫠#bc I literally couldn’t handle it#that was last February#now im at a . four year school#so#im tweaking#like actually this time#and since hyperfixations are All Consuming . they are as helpful as they are debilitating yk#so like yes this show/the fic might contribute to education problems. buttttt it’ll also stop me from crashing out!!!!!#so . yeah. yall might be hearing a bit more from me 😵💫#or#I’ll become extremely self conscious and never follow through#sorry#this is so funny I’m freaking out that yall might be angry im posting abt stuff that makes me happy LMFAOAOO#THIS IS LITERALLY ALL IN MY HEAD LMAOOOO#yall: hey gayalanwake! what’s up? cool binder. hey gayalanwake! wanna come over to my house today? :D#me: they alllll hated me 🐺
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Is there any canon info about belphie being able to give people the best dreams (or the worst nightmares) theyve ever had in their lives?
i think a belphie induced dream would feel real to life but everything good would be dialed up to 100. while for nightmares its the same but for everything bad to the point where you can actually feel pain
Anyways I was imagining him giving MC a forehead kiss while theyre napping and they wake up later amazed like
Wow i had the most amazing dream and it was so vivid too....how do i go back?
#ik someone has had to bring this up#if they did pls send the link 🙏🏾#or is this a hc i just made up right now#i slept poorly boo#i was doing so well too#im pretty sure i hated when [redacted] did the kiss while ure sleeping thing but ill let it slide for belphie in this particular post#its for my imaginings....#a good dream for me always involves eating very high calorie food with no consequences#in the belphie induced dream#the food wood taste super legit#like id be shocked when i wake up and realize it was a dream#also i would be meeting so many fictional characters probably#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me belphegor#obey me belphegor x mc#tada
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Really into the episode of Ouran where this girl confesses her love to Mori but he doesn’t feel the same because he’s into Honey and the girl’s reaction is just like YIPPEE I LOVE YAOI THATS SO COOL FOR YOU YAY 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#ouran high school host club#i watched ouran when i was 13 and repressed ah the classic experience yes yes#and i always said id rewatch but never did. until now cuz im going through something#im like halfway through and yeah id say theres quite a lot that ages like milk lol#like mostly just the way haruhi is treated is just. bad lol#a good thing is i like how haruhi personally feels about their own gender where they really honestly dont fucking care#which was a big relief cuz similar cases will have the ‘secret girl’ character either be really defensive#or you know. be like a naoto where its actually just the most uncomfortable thing ever#but the problem is the way that tamaki and occasionally the twins are like really obsessed with the girl thing#and constantly want haruhi to take on a feminine role cuz that wouldnt threaten their sexuality as much#tamaki in general is written so fucking weird lol and i do remember being based back then and hating him#and i never liked him with haruhi like im sorry hes just the worst option#hes capable of being funny when hes not being weird but I think he still ends up feeling horribly written#like when hes having his DRAMATIC LOVE INTEREST moments they just feel so horribly out of place#and theyre often times just badly aged tropes also the way haruhi is written in relation to the other members is weird#like i can see why theyd like the other characters but ive not really seen any reasons for them to like tamaki#but then the show will just randomly be like ‘oh yes haruhi thinks tamaki is a lovely person’ and its like. ooookay?#its ass lol and im probably preaching to the choir but like. haruhi is way better with a woman right?#i just know some desperate ass bastards have made some haruhi/renge content and i get it#other than that stuff i dont like i will say i enjoy what exists outside of the weird haruhi stuff#i like the characters and the concept is very funny and the episodes where everyone is normal are charming#and you know i gotta appreciate it for the impact it had on lame ass gay people even if the queer content is messy#ouran was just like. what we had for a long time. or at least was the most popular anime that featured queerness in some positive capacity#but also like. as it goes with this stuff once youve gotten to see better representation#you look back and youre like wow. im so fucking glad we can do better than this dogshit 😩
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im such a loser it hurts. i’ve gained a lot of weight over the last year and it makes me hate my body. my job sucks and pays so little i feel ashamed just thinking about it. my grades are bad and my writing is mediocre and devoid of meaning. why do i even exist
#hate hate hate hate myself#when did it all go wrong#though i guess it was never right in the first place#my whole life ive been pulling through by the skin of my teeth. and of course it doesnt look this way#with the impressive list of high ranking schools i studied in and good grades and aced exams#but it never brought me happiness. it was just something i had to do. was supposed to do because i was good enough#and i never enjoyed studying there. it has been a constant nightmare#and now im working the job which is not bad. but being there makes me feel like im actively dying#and yeah. the salary. it Sucks with a capital s#and all my attempts to find a better paying job so far resulted in nothing#i have a good life. i have a nice apartment with a short commute. a loving partner. enough money to live comfortably#so i feel like i shouldnt complain#but the horrors persist through it all#its just been a constant struggle. and whatever i do it doesnt go away#sorry. im upset and tired and my heas hurts#will probably delete this tomorrow#arnold’s laments
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Writing a chemistry report but the expected values and values calculated on excel don't match even tho I entered the exact same numbers
#end me now i hate this class#non of this freaking makes sense and why are the values so freaking high???#i dont even know if its right?? and idk anyone in class to even ask#the prof scares me and 100% sure he thinks im dumb 🤡😭#chemistry#💭 thoughts
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applying to more jobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha :))))))))))))))))))
#i guess this isnt too personal but i work in the library field and to be an actual librarian you need a masters degree in library science#(which i dont have yet. i dont even have my bachelors until june)#(but i DO have almost 8 years of public library EXPERIENCE which has to count for something right?)#anyway my hopes are low that i will get any of these jobs and getting lower by the second because they ALL require an mlis#and thats fine! i dont mind working an assistant job until im 40 if thats what it takes#but i just need to FIND ONE#i just need ONE job that pays at least 30k. maybe even at least 25k and i could make that work#im not in a position to move out rn bc im still paying for college which kind of limits my choices#so im trying to keep it together lmao. when i graduate i may still only be able to get a part time but maybe at a high enough wage#and then i can MOVE there and i wont be pissing money into my gas tank#:( i wish i picked a different field#i know i can change my field whenever and i fucking WILL at this point but i need something NOW so i can move out#and all i have is public library experience :(#when i graduate ill start thinking genuinely about alternative fields i could get my foot in but for now im just sad and poor and stuck#i think about how different my life could have gone if i chose literally any other field and it makes me burst into tears#i HATE money. i hate having to fucking worry about this all the time#like i love it (bc i need it desperately) but there is nothing i hate more#well. back to applications :(#im being so dramatic btw. for ref ive literally applied to 2 jobs my entire life and only been rejected to one of them#which happened last month#i do think these people will all reject me but i dont have evidence yet to become all kms about it#im just scared lol
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dont read if sensitive
#.#i uhm#dontnfeel good about anything right now#at all#i hate myself actually#like#desperately so#i relapsed#on purpose i guess?#it felt like the only thing tha could make me breathe right again#it worked#i can breath#but#i fee horrible#i hate myself#i want to finish the job#how do you move on from this shit#i cant tell anyone#im scared#i wasnt th inking#ive got a swim meet and i hope its high enou gg up so no one can see it#i hte myself#i hte everything#nothing has a point anymore#i dont see the end goal anymore#i just keep getting stupider and stupider#and uglier#and more disgusting#tw sui talk#tw sh in tags
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also im kinda over attempting to rescue a mouse or rat. the requirements and hoops to jump through for mainely rat rescue are genuinely ridiculous. they require less for people trying to adopt a literal child through the state. i know. because i was one of these kids they handed out for free because the people who adopted me took three hours of a parenting class and got a background check. to child abusers and a pedophilic woman.
but no back to the rescue theyre seriously so insanely choosy that i know for a fact im not going to be approved despite having one of the best setups maybe in the entire state.
so i'll be going back to petco in a few weeks.
#literally so fucking depressing because theres a thousand mice in the shelters right now due to a man overbreeding them#and ive never wanted to support rodent mills#but it's literally--and i do mean literally-- the only fucking option#because even if i do jump through all these hoops with mainely rat rescue they basically only have rats#ive been looking for weeks now#they havent had a SINGLE FUCKING MOUSE EVEN ONCE.#not to mention the fees.#at mainely rat rescue it's only 10#but at every other animal shelter that's supposed to have some of these mice transferred?#it's fifty.#fifty fucking dollars for a mouse#not even from a high quality breeder#literally an inbred mouse.#so yeah they are outrageous and im over the idea of entertaining 'oh no i only rescue my mice'#because i dont#and i'll admit that#the only place to get mice within a 10 hour drive of me is petco :'))))#and yes i fucking hate it
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one day i'll get the courage to say the words i want
#sage's diary#010#11/22/2024#(currently a bit high while making this so forgive me)#hate being so scatterbrained like this. makes it hard to formulate thoughts and say the right things#this is what i get for having unmedicated ADHD i guess#while sometimes i wanna say whats on my mind. its also best if i just didn't say anything at all i think#“i want to be mysterious so bad but i just cannot shut the fuck up”-type beat#i always wanna say certain things towards certain people but constantly hesitate so i don't risk discomfort or even just embarrassing mysel#i think its just. wanting to be my TRUE self around people but feelign like i have to hold back lest i drive people away? idk#or maybe im just overthinking things cause im high and its late#regardless. i wish i could really say whats on my mind alot of the time but i shant.....#in actual news WE FINALLY GOT OUR LIGHTS TO WORK :DDDDD so now we're not just relying on lamps for light sources!!! yippee!!!!!#also hoping to actually get more owed art done tomorrow. its only 2 pieces but it feels like so much more to meeee :[#i think i'll be fine. we'll see
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