#im going back into hiding lol
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cowboy!ellie keeping you bound with one of her ropes. your wrists rubbing against one another as the harsh grip of the rope secured the two above your head. “could look at you all day — keep you tied up even after i’m done with you, sugar.” the centre of your panties pooled with your own slick listening to ellie’s raspy words. “bet you’d like that though, right? makin’ you sit here all day, have you think about what else i could do to you?”
with your head thrown back, you could only watch so much as to what was happening beneath you. her fingertips following the trail of her saliva, inching closer and closer down south. her hot breath against your skin already got you going, it didn’t help that her tongue had already made a path before even keeping you still. “gonna make my girl keep her panties on just to watch how soaked they really get,” lips brushing against your stomach, “shows me how much you really need me, don’t it baby?”
you let out a soft whimper in response, trying to buck your hips upwards. she only chuckled at your weak attempt, gripping your waist to keep you down. her other hand coming up to cup your jaw. “already need me so bad, darlin’? haven’t even gotten started and your pussy’s practically beggin’ for my attention.”
#im going back into hiding lol#cowboy!ellie#ellie williams#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams smut#ellie williams x you#ellie williams x y/n#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x#tlou#the last of us#tlou 2#the last of us 2
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a smile would be nice
#my art lol#persona 3#makoto yuki#minato arisato#p3 protagonist#kotone shiomi#persona 3 femc#hamuko arisato#aigis#aigis persona 3#p3 aigis#ryoji mochizuki#insert that audio like OH GODDDDDD IM SCAREDDDD!!!!!!!!! bc yes THATS HOW I FEEL RN AUGHHGHGHhhh. interpret that as you will#i s2g everytime i actually take the time to try and do a nice bg IT GETS COVERED UP BY THE CHARAS. EVERY FUCKING TIME#also bruh not THIS about to be the thing that forces me to actually properly draw ears. like i can technically but i dont like doing it#cus they look weird. but some of these character designs look really weird/wrong imo if i try removing/hiding the ears so GRAHH#its like how sonic forced me to reexamine anatomy in my feeble attempts to draw sonic styled charas. aughhh#granted i still think i suck ass at drawing sonic charas and my regular humanoid anatomy thangs aint that good either#but its considerablyyyy better i'd say comparing to my art from like 5-7 years ago for example. so thats a good thing ig?#anyways back on topic. upscaled this bc i accidentally made it tiny and honestly i still dont know if this looks that good#feel like smthns missing or the lighting looks weird but i think im just gonna stop looking at it otherwise ill go insane
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Need an emotional support gf for horror movies because i really like horror stuff but i’m too anxious about the idea of getting scared to start it when i’m by myself
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#i feel like ive made this exact post before but my point stands😤#i dont usually get freaked out by things when i watch them#but like what if i DID??#the potential of being scared scares me more than the movies half the time lol#the way i keep going to start the blair witch project and then immediately backing out at the play button lol#i was hella scared of absolutely everything as a kid so i think i misjudge my horror tolerance a lot lol#need a buddy for support/to hide behind in case i do get scared#no fun when i don’t even have the option😤#im gay and i like sleeping
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Very silly sequel to my other Fuuta/Mikoto duet art -- it turns out both VAs were in this singing group anime together! (I haven't seen any other Milgram vas overlap songs, and now I've found two for them, huh...) I cut the songs together to make a fun little duet, but the individual versions are here: 🔥 ⚾
The outfits are courtesy of @clover0101 's au here :D
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#mikoto kayano#i hope you dont mind the tag but ahh i thought the designs were so cute :')))#if anyone knows of any other overlapped songs lmk 👀#i want to edit monopoisoner like this where they go back and forth (since the version i like has them both singing simultaneously)#but that requires some pitch editing and it was taking me too long to figure out#this was super quick but ill sit down and figure that one out sometime lol#they both have such pretty voices ;---;#i cant remember if putting links in a post actually hides it still or not but eh its fine#reblog my post boy#just something silly and fun while i try to remember how to draw adfsd#i feel like my art suddenly got worse so im trying to sneak in fun things here and there before i tackle my other#wips/beancret santa stuff...
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#UNSERIOUS ASS TEAM#“a couple of guys that are trying to get finnish passports right now [loaded silence.] JUST on the food alone!”#good save paul lol#“a couple of guys” paul it's okay you can say maffhew and roddy we knows its them#ekky honourable mention because im sure they had the passport talk back in the first finland trip so <3#sorry the newly weds are going through passport conversations#maffhew on his honeymoon with sasha and mikksy who finally stopped hiding his secret spouse roddy aka “half finnish”#rivetting narratives here#sorry the kitties falling in love with finland that paul joked about it is very special to me#it really was a couples getaway
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i have never resonated more with that image of matthew mcconaughey smoking, and have not felt such chaos at work like this in a long time

#mk’s work woes#lol don’t you just love how i disappear for a few days then come back and spam reblog half my dashboard#(which i’m sure im still days behind in amazing creations to reblog)#and just go back to whining about work again#truthfully all things considered it’s not like. Bad.#i even did a good job at a quick two slide presentation that my boss normally gives#like I even felt good about it which is rare let alone being told by multiple people i did good#but man today has just been one thing after another non stop and i’ve hardly had time to breathe#doesn’t help my schedule is all fucked up i worked 2nd shift yesterday and came in late today and just feel so…behind#i’m hiding in the bathroom for a few minutes just to try and regain focus by distracting myself with tumblr lol
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Sometimes I just look at Isabeau and just know that if isat came out and I got into it when I was like 16 he would be my favorite character and I would've gone absolutely buck wild over this man and feel like he was laser targeting me. But alas Odile has a grip of steel on me rn due to her virtue of being a middle aged woman
#rat rambles#stars posting#I feel like the biggest change in my taste in characters as the years have gone by is Im now far more biased towards old ppl lol#although tbf I was also the one person in 2016 who actually liked asgore so maybe Ive always liked parhetic old ppl#but yeah the reason isa is past me bait is because hes an exploration and subversion of the sort of tropes I Hated as a kid#and I still dont like them so isa still appeals to me its just not as much as he would have to a younger me#I do genuinely love all the party very dearly tho theyre all soooo good#I think my favorite part of isabeau is how like. of everyone we get to see the least facets of him but like in a very good way#this is a man who hides and bottles shit hes so fun to rotate#his self image is so carefully controlled compared to everyone else which makes him an incredibly interesting character to analyze#and I love that despite him seeming like the most emotionally stable person here on the surface he still clearly has like. hashtag issues.#like he's in that beautiful zone where its so so fun imagining what it would look like to truly break him#<- normal things that normal ppl say. like me.#I may have my very light beef with alt looping aus as a concept but hes probably the most interesting alternate looper to me#also my light beef exclusively relates to king quest stuff which is why Im a big fan of duo looper aus with sif#but honestly. isa might be the only one that I genuinely think works better as a solo looper even with taking king quest into account#although bonnie comes close. I <3 looper bonnie I <3 seeing fictional children go through the horrors#I think theres a lot of fun to be had with any alt looper au tho I just am a huge king quest fan so I like it when my favorite elements of#it dont have to be handwaved#but yeah the real question is how would younger me feel about mirabelle#because on the one hand: acearo character#but on the other hand: I have always been a little hater abt romance so idk if younger me would rly be able to follow her character well#I wasnt exactly good at character analysis back then lol#except for the instances in which I was but I dont have that sort of faith in my younger self#yknow Im thinking abt my history of favorite characters now and I think me being one of few 2016 alphys enjoyers might have been a prophecy#she was my quote unquote third favorite but in reality she was second#I think she chara and peridot su teamed up to define my taste in fictional characters for the next several years#and somehow that lead to olivia becoming one of my favorite fictional characters of all time#I say somehow as if that isnt a very natural conclusion
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ramblings of insane person
#i keep going back nad just typing on this when im watching lectures LMAO i don't even necessarily agree with myself anymore on all of it#it is 2024 and i have been thinking about hardenshipping all month. it is 2014 and i h#i can't even hide behind nostalgia though i played alpha sapphire early 2022 LOL this is just who i am#honestly though i consider my parents not getting me a copy of oras when i was a kid to be some kind of real tragedy can you imagine if i'd#had a 7 year head start. i mean i didn't have a 3ds until 2016 but at the time i would have literally sold my kidney to play oras#i love hoenn a lot though just bc as a kid most of the pokemon anime i would watch was dvds from the library cause i didn't have cable#so it was just the gen 1-4 seasons and i looooooved the gen 3 ones and the gen 3 movies soo much destiny deoxys was on repeat me and my#brother watched it like once a week i still love that movie. so i do have a lot of hoenn nostalgia. I LOVE HOENN. in all its square majesty#anyways oras are just such good games man so fucking good like they have actual spirit like it is not very often that i feel genuine wonder#anymore playing pokemon games but every time u use the eon flute to fly around and fully exploring sea mauville the first time earlier this#playthrough ohhh it does give me that feeling of like holy shit im playing pokemon pokemon is so cool i love pokemon#ahhh video james. long ass tags
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@anon-lemon with this ask and the resulting one shot: I also think freshwater merDrew is pretty hehe, the fish I based him off of is a peacock bass (maybe specifically royal peacock bass? With the more blue fin idk) but more dramatic. Like so:

(This is him in perfect nice lighting under shallow water probably but shh he’s beautiful)
Reference pictures I used under the cut


I love mixing and matching references. Idc what I heard growing up, life CAN be a buffet and I CAN a pick my favorite parts to mash together sometimes 😌
#sumii#if you draw smth for this#whether or not you use this as inspiration or to help#I might cry#I am a simple and fragile person#I see an art style I adore#learn the artist is also wonderful#and then get art made inspired by my stuff#and I’ll lose it in the best possible way#oh side note. the urge to make Andrew’s eyes all fisheye looking and blood red was. there#may have to digitally go back and try it bc that’d be freaky lol#but back on topic#this lil guy like 2-3 ft long swimming around the river hiding in the rocks#eating out of Neil’s hands#I’m gonna have to doodle him again specifically so I can give him m&ms#and also do a size scale#just out of curiosity lol#feels good to be very happy with my line work for once#im stopping while I’m ahead here#I definitely went for all look no substance in this design#don’t ask me any questions about where these fish live what they eat or what they do#I don’t know 💕#anway#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard#freshwater#mer au
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I might lack the motivation to see it through, but I really like your dazatsu works, so I was wondering how you motivate yourself to create fanfiction? How do you get into the headspace of the characters?
Motivation is a fickle mistress, it's hard to say what EXACTLY motivates me. I guess the best answer is 'I write the fanfic I wish there was'. The true 'write what you want to read', I am usually really motivated to write something I wish to read so badly - a hole in the market, or a certain concept I wish I could do my way that would cater to all the things I like.
Since I also primarily write shipping fanfics, engaging with canon/fanart/other fanfics on the pair also motivates me greatly. Reminds me of why I like the characters and want to write about them in the first place
I quite like getting into the headspace of the characters, at least those I like a lot, haha. For me, it's always the question of "would this character to this?" - when I think of them doing or saying something, I think back on what I know of the character, if there were similar situations to this one in the canon and try to think what would be the most logical thing for that character to do. Like puzzle pieces - canon gives you puzzle pieces, and you can either arrange them how you want, or see what new pieces can fit to existing ones.
I think just good thing to keep in mind when you writing a character do something is the question of 'why are they doing this'. The why's come from their personality, their past or the circumstances of the story (the events or even the rules of the world)
Also, something that motivates me and I'm very lucky to have - good community! Comments are a wonderful motivation. And the power of friends?? Absolutely amazing. Half my motivation to finish things is solely to talk to my writing friends about it 😂
I'm happy you like my works, thank you so much!
#v rambles#dazatsu#when it comes to dazatsu in particular getting into the characters is easy because i find them relatable lol#well. specific parts of them. maybe thats why i might stir into those parts a bit too much#like atsushi's politeness and self loathing#and dazai's 'joking to hide true feelings and stir conversation away' and 'logic above feelings'#shout out to chuuya. i love writing chuuya because we kind of speak in a similar way#it will sound wild but every time i write chuuya i fear to write him speaking too much like underfell sans#the vent diagram of me chuuya and underfell sans has 'the way they speak' in the middle and i do not know how to elaborate further#also color red. thats also in the middle of that.#cough. back to writing advice.#since all desktop ghosts ive programmed are in-character I had to go deep into character and I've been told im pretty good at that#i have fun deconstructing the reasons behind their actions#it can be super hard but. fun!
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current ocd theme is that someone is in my house trying to kill me every night can they please give me back the obsession that i am a fundamentally bad person or like any other one because i might actually call the police in the coming week if this keeps up
#was hiding in my bathroom for over an hour last night#hallucinating knocks at the door#seriously contemplating climbing out my bathroom window#until i gor convinced someoke was out there waiting for me#genuinely almost dialed 911#until i called my grandma and asked her to check all the house camera feeds to see if anyone was there#im checking my room every night under my bed and behind the doors#and as per usual#cant go downstairs at night without keeping a hand covering the middle of my back#to protect myself from being stabbed from behind. obviously#doing so keeps a murderer from manifesting into reality#because only people who let their guards down die#its the dramatic irony of it all#does anyone know how to make this all stop lol#still doubting whether or not i have ocd and i act like this lol#do yoi guys think i have it though#what if im just making it up#rips a chunk of hair out#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#idk#charlieog
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do u guys like her...

#twist rambles#having to write the id for this like. heres all the diseases.#sorry im like... ive been researching on and off all day and i truly do think i could fix her. pray fo rme that buyee shipping wouldnt be#too bad bc i want her soooo bad#bjd posting#and shes DIRT CHEAP. 1000 yen. like thats NUTS. they keep having to put the auction back up bc NO ONE will bid on this thang.#anyways. i am pretty confident now after all the research that... i could remove the face paint and resculpt her nose and then. paint it#again lmao. thankfully cordula (my resinsoul li/my VERY pink doll) has also had to have been full head painted so like... it shouldnt be to#bad? and w already having a body that SHOULD perfectly fit (given i can figure out the neck connector lol) i can just... paint her head to#match the body if i do go thru w it. i dont normally get like... this focused on what i assumed was an impulse purchase (havent bought her#yet) but i just... i keep thinking abt her like. i genuinely curse the autism object empathy bc every day ive been like checking the sales#page to see if it will truly be MY burden to bear.#anyways. i am making this post to get thoughts on her. do you guys see the cuteness hiding under the scaries.#if i DID get her it would be a massive liveblog adventure as i clean her up so. know that if you are invested in me deyuckifying beasts lol
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BAKUGOU FUCKER 🫵🏾?!?!?!?!?!?????!

DEPUTY P L E A S E!!! SXBJSKELHD
But okay… you wanna know what’s wild?
I wanted to first write for Deku when I start got into MHA and I would say I started off and still sometimes am a Deku girlie…
Now here we are and… yeah… 🤡
#hes one I’ve gone back and forth with to self ship… but now… clown nose might be going on honk honk lol 🤡#he’s the one & only selfship that would be younger than me too & he fucking owns that shit with pride wvkjxvshsj#OKAY SHUTTING UP NOW#IM GONNA GO HIDE UNDER A ROCK#anyway I love youuuuu#me & bakugo? unfortunately lol#is that a self ship tag I see 🫣#asks and such things 💌
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you know, its not brought up in fics often but ted is extremely well read. he doesnt brag about it, but hes read everything from f scott fitzgerald's b sides to ayn rand's doorstoppers to the sixteen book Ender series, etc etc etc. Ted reads about as much as we see Beard reading (which. in my head is a trait that was passed on, a new focus to sharpen the mind and keep him out of trouble and his mind off drugs, something Ted offered up as a coping mechanism for when his own dad died, a way to have fun and adventure and escape without ending up in jail like Ted himself had a handful of times before, scaring the bejeezus out of his ma.)
this turned into a mini fic and i lost my train of thought but point is, Ted reads So Much and more people need to pick up on this in fics please and thank you.
#ted lasso#hes got an artistic soul!#but also anyone whos fav book is the fountainhead must be both well read and stubborn as a bull#its a slog and thats coming from someone whos read both infinite jest and les mis#im getting through it slowly but surely. mostly to stretch my story endurance before jumping into atlas shrugged#also. yes i know we have no evidence that he read all 16 ender books#but having had read them myself i know in my heart of hearts that ted absolutely finished every one of them with gusto#probably on the bus to and from games with his team back in the US#no wait hold on. he was a backup punter right? that means LOTS of time sitting on the sidelines waiting for a whole bunch of nothing#lots of time was spent watching the plays and the team and formulating im sure (which is also probably why he trusts nate so much in the#beginning. bc that used to be him sitting on the sidelines taking it all in) but also theres long stretches of no play in american football#during which he probably read like a demon to keep his grades up and keep his scholarship#so that this ma never had to worry about him away at school. He wasnt going to get into trouble anymore not like he did in high school#he had to be the man of the house and gosh darn it was he going to do it with gusto#which meant good grades and learning about life and people and spending all that free time the right way#therefore: books. an easy habit that keeps him out of trouble and keeps his mama proud. plus itd be easy to hide from coaches under his pad#if they ever had a problem with it (which im sure they would at first but once he proved he was paying attention and wormed his way in#with the team even as a reserve well. they were less eagle-eyed after that concerning the paperback-shaped lumps under his jersey)#anyway have another mini fic i guess lol#im feeling a tad verbose today
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Broke my streak of not crying at work lol B)
#help i am hiding in the back becausw the only other pwrson on shift is mad at me for messing up an order lol#cant figure how to turn on the dishwasher because ive never had to turn it on before but if i ask him hell be pissed cuz hes the only one on#the coffee machine so cant leave it#a customer tried to be nice and hrlp me eith something but that just made it so much worse cuz like im not doing my job properly#20 mins until someone i know comes on shift who i can ask for help from but idk wjat to do until then brcause i cant do the washing and the#other guy doesnt want me on till and i cant go on till until ive pulled myself together and stopped crying :/#this is so embarrassing#luckily i dont think my coworker noticed but im like 90% sure some of the customers did fuck
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mannnnn do NOT let me go off thinking abt the war for too long bc apparently there is no future for us lol!
#wl26#war stuff#everything is going to shit#not enough soldiers so they grab anyone who cant hide or run and just throw them in there#and then the rest give men dirty looks for not joining the army#well why didnt YOU join the army huh?#''its a man's duty to-'' yeah and what would you do in his place. what would you do if it were you#what would you do if it were your brother or son. would you send them to their deaths because its their duty?#this country is full of hypocrites#but then i cant argue with the fact at this point we're just gonna lose everything#bc not enough soldiers means the russian army is gonna keeping moving further and further into our territory lol!#i wonder why nobody cares about our land being stolen#all the pacifists screaming at us to give away more of our land#but nobody's screaming at russia to stop fucking killing us#i hope all colonisers and imperialists die forever. but i cant really make that happen now can i#at least these fucks have a home to return to. and my people dont#at least they have parents to come back to and our children dont#but yeah sure lets give them more land im sure that'll fix everything and wont inspire soviet union 2 the electric boogaloo#fucking tired of it all. when will things be good
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