#im getting my uterus out.

[wis-art]

I was busy doing commissions and dealing with chronic pain, but it's still lesbian visibility week so i hope you all feel seen :)

Both characters are trans women (she/her)

[laleywashere]

I am having surgery in a few hours and I am pretty terrified. Y'all send happy vibes? Send stories about happy things. Cat pics. Sanic doodles. Anything happy and chill to make recovery the next few days a lil better? I am by myself in a town I am not familiar with and any kind of comfort would be super appreciative. ❤️

Tell me about anything that makes you happy!

[pulsarspark]

GET THIS THING OUT OF ME

[fortjester]

ur supposed to get one period a month yea? not me. i'm periodmaxing. we're on the fourth month of the year and guess how many periods i've had. brother, we are solidly on no. 7

[sasha-whos-askin-racket]

I AM 14 MONTHS ON T, WHY IS THE DREADED STILL OCCURING.

[penicillium-pusher]

Something I've noticed lately is that every time I go to the doctor and they ask how long I've been on testosterone, they are always surprised when I say ~6 years, like in a way that suggests they don't interact with people who've been on t that long, and I'm just so??? What? Do transmascs not ever visit the doctor after just starting t? Where are the longer term t users and why am I one of the first ones in this establishment

[1zashreena1]

Real life shit underneath

I am afraid.

I am fearful of so many things right now.

My parents' health is failing at a slowly but ever more increasing rate and I am literally a thousand miles away. I had a not so great relationship with my mother growing up, but ever since she went thru menopause we've been on the mend. But because I'm the youngest child and they were older than was typical when they had me, I have less time with them to begin with. I fear that something drastic will happen with the limited time of good standing I have with my parents and I won't physically see them again before they die.

In order to move closer to them I am trying to get my partner a job at my employer, where there are still fully remote positions. Partner's current job requires in office and is only located here in Florida, Texas, and Georgia. Obviously I'm not moving from 1 dumpster fire to another, so partner jumping ship from his job is really the only option. However, I have heard nothing from my HR dept and there's not much else I can do about it.

I worry myself into being so nauseous that I can't even eat over the imminent political future here in the US. I have fought my entire life to be a person with human rights under the law (and I do mean my whole life, I've been politically active since like age 12, and no my parents did not usher me into this as they do not share many of my beliefs) and I'm tired. I'm just so tired. After being in healthcare thru covid, I'm just. Exhausted. I fear that I will lose access to hormonal birth control that I need for my incredibly severe pmdd, and then lose the right to work, to own property and assets, to lose ownership of myself entirely. That level of all-encompassing fear will eat you alive from the inside out.

My other furbaby is sick with something respiratory and, just like with Allover, I can't turn off the mental terror. Kimi is not in acute distress, but I'm scared to go to sleep because what if something happens and I don't wake up. If I can't help her and she dies. I don't think I could live with myself.

I'm starting to feel like all I am is just an ever shrinking ball of angst.

Pet tax pic as a thank you for reading this mess:

My babydoll Kimi

[yutamayo]

Period cramps like ZABUZA ZazaZABUzA

[technicalknockout]

LITERALLY FILLED OUT 2989947986 PAPER FORMS SO I CAN SKIP SCHOOL FOR A WEEK AND GO ON A FAMILY TRIP BUT MY UTERUS SAID NO. MY RAGE IS IMMEASURABLE

[gooopy]

Have to talk to a doctor about the potential for me to get a hystorectomy so i drew a little motivational pyro

[Image id: a pen and paper drawing of the pyro from team fortress 2. Theyre standing there with one hand up in a thumbs up. Next to them is a simple drawing of a uterus burning. End id]

[abxluv]

ouch what the fuck

[coiled-dragon]

If I sleep real good tonight and wake up feeling real good and I do art real good and I post it and I do more art and I post it and I do more and more art and maybe someone see's it and someone wants some and I do more art and I post more art and I reblog and repost and cycle it over and over again for my 60 followers who dont even check because they follow 500 people and I post more art and I beg and I try hard and I try to feel the semblance of satisfaction for the work I do when im paid then maybe

existing is worth it

[fujouppy]

MY PAINKILLERS FINALLY KICKED IN 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[bedforddanes75]

if i had wisdom teeth and i could just get them removed on a whim why cant i do that with my uterus too

[amyloveletter]

augghh ,.....

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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