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amyloveletter · 2 months ago

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augghh ,.....

#girl i wanna cry so bad #im so tired #and my gormones are not helping #my mother just fucking bombarded me with so mant questions about uni and i know shes trying to help #but im genuenly so tired i just want to go to sleep #and she keeps asking me stuff and im standing up and my uterus hirsts so bad but she didnt stop expanding #on shit that was SO unnecesary #fucking . have u not heard me before #i told you 5 times that im not recursing this class because it would be so bad #and you keep asking my stuff about what if i did retook it #why do you never listen !!!!!!! and then when im tired of trying to get a word in #you start complaining that this is jow a lonologue and not a concersation !!!!!#my sister in christ whenever i try to speak you dont stop tlaking. what do yoh mean #and i took 2 bugs out of the house and now i have phantoms bugs feelings . feel like there are moths flying toward sme #would be ok in other situations but i cant deal with the phantom sensation rn #crying from frsutration. help!!!!!#im genuenly so sad and angry and upset #not even at my mom. shes ok but rn shes getting on my nerves because im very sensitive and im so tired #i just want to sleeeeep. please.#girl i frel like such a failure #the 10 girl goes from getting 10 in four classes to barelt passing 5 classes. devaststing #i prommy i know im more than my grades but my ego is not feeling it this time #i feel so burned out time is slipping through my fingers #i want a hug 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪 fuck #sorry for the long venty post. if u read this far u deserve an award

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padmesbox · 1 month ago

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Adam Page: international playboy

#aewedit #wrestlingedit #adam page #hangman adam page #hangman page #pwx wrestling #cwf mid atlantic wrestling #my gif #hanger gif #ik this isn't aew but he is an aew talent and that's the only tag that is activefjvhbjh #he is fascinating to me bc he said on renee's podcast that before marrying he'd been with his wife on and off since high school #and that he didn't know anything about dating bc he's been like a one girl man for the most part #yet here's here trying to be all suave and flirty but it mostly comes across like awkward and adorable like????#i love him so bad i wanna cry 😭#also obsessed with the fact that he doesn't miss a chance to tell the world he is a freakgfjnfjkgnj #question for people more knowledgeable on adam page lore are the girls he's hugging in the audience just 2 random girls he went to hug #bc that'd be unbrearably cute fr lol #or did he know them already or are they like his cousins that'd make things awkward for this gifset lmao #i'd have to delete probs #his smile is so fking cute i will *** myself

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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thought you'd enjoy this art by ozanpulat on insta.

OH I DO I DO VERY MUCH ENJOY THIS

#snap chats #THANK YOU FOR SHARING !!!!!#i saw this on twitter a few days ago actually but i love looking at it ......... op's mind in on a different plan than ours its so good #like fuck man he COULD be a vanguard if we give him a big Fuck Off chair thats so obvious and yet.#a literal tank even ....... omg ultimate tank duo with him and mags 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#new way to approach your crush unlocked Hey Girl Do You Wanna Tank With Me .... Wanna Be The Charles To My Erik.. no greater honor than tha #or ultimate Fuck You idk no onen likes playing tank .......#ironically magneto does work exceptionally well when he has another tank with him its like Ideal Strat to have him with another tank #ofc he can work on his own and In General its good to have a second tank but his kit benefits a Significant amount from a second one #anyway im gonna throw up crying now knowing this'll never be real. this is such a good concept im obsessed with it ...#any idea of charles in rivals has me obsessed but i gen love this sm... we focused a lot on him as a strategist so this is an epic alt idea #and strategist aint BAD .. i just love the multiple options we've thought of here today ... very epic ..

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otomedomme · 15 days ago

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A lot of the twitter Sylus girlies are only mad about Caleb because Sylus isn't brand new anymore like there's legit criticism to be had about his lack of red and purple stellacrum cards but a lot of the comments just ain't it

I'm a Sylus girlie who's had a neutral option on Caleb since I started playing but I get second hand embarrassed by the shitstorm on twitter

Cause they childish Anon. Sylus doesn't just attract "the girls who want security" or "the girls who are deep and sensual" he attracts the girls who grew up crushing on Edgelords like Sasuke and Jeff the Killer, went through a "I'm not like other girls" phase and think they're so cool and edgy now because there's a man programmed to like their try hard vapid asses who would still be too insecure for him if he was real.

He attracts the girls who unironically read "After" or read "Slave y/n x Mafia" fanfics and think those are deep love stories.

They're like the Astarion girlies who ascend him for the "dark edgy fanfic-y" side of him- They don't actually like Sylus they like what he represents for their mundane asses and the dark Wattpad fanfics they're already writing in their heads.

Legit that's what it boils down to "My baby Sylus isn't getting attention anymore!!! 😭😿" <- That's them because they're so insecure they don't think their man will be just fine. AND they're likely the ones who are ungrateful as shit for new content because they never got told no in their life and probably also project that on Sylus because they want him for his money too (it's funny actually-)

I literally agree with you on the Stellacrum thing: Sylus has A LOT of pink green and blue cards that make him fit nowhere when working with him and frankly I think there's stuff to talk about with him but tearing down Caleb ain't it.

Like you said it makes the Sylus girlies group look cringey and like they're the problematic side which shouldn't be happening since the LnDS fandom should be a fun space for everyone.

#love and deepspace #lnds #love and deepspace sylus #lnds sylus #love and deepspace sylus girlies #lnds sylus girlies #moira asks!#literally i feel bad for you guys because sylus is a good dude who attracted the worse people in a fandom #i dont believe some of these girls actually like their man they just like what he represents outwardly #they probably also read mafia fanfics too #theyre as bad as the a!astarion fans who cope and say ascending him is good when it aint #like theyre delulu and the bad type of cringe and need to go #i swear twitter is for the people who didnt get enough attention at home so they gotta bitch and cry there instead of fix themselves #dont go to twitter yalls especially if you wanna be happy.#nah but sylus girlies really yalls gonna be relegated to the toxic side if you dont get a grip #sylus girlies #sylus fans #if you read After and liked it- Kindly get help.

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lalilsa · 2 months ago

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#i will cry so bad listening to the rosie album i wanna die #rosé #number one girl #rosie #blackpink #Spotify

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kindheartedgummybears · 1 year ago

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you wanna know what??

I am

TIRED

of overmasculinized werewolves!!!!

I WANNA SEE A

WEREWOLF

WALKING AROUND IN A CVNTY LITTLE OUTFIT!!! WALKING THE STREETS!!!! DISEMBOWELING CREATURES!!!!

I WANNA SEE WEREWOLVES COVERED IN BLOOD AND GORE WHILE WEARING A SHORT SKIRT AND CROPTOP WITH HELLO KITTY ON IT!!!!

I WANNA SEE A WEREWOLF WALKING AROUND IN COTTAGE AND FAIRY AND PRINCESS CORE OUTFITS!!!!!! WITH A DEAD MANGLED RABBIT IN ITS MOUTH!!!!

AND MAKE THE WEREWOLF

D I S G U S T I N G ! ! !

#i am TIRED of seeing all these manly man werewolves that are all copy and paste white boys #I am TIRED of seeing all these woman werewolves being butch and masculine(also mostly white) or submissive!!!#I WANNA SEE SOME PLUS-SIZE WEREWOLVES I WANNA SEE SOME BLACK ASIAN LATINO MIDDLE EASTERN NON WHITE WEREWOLVES!!!!! THAT ARNT F3TIZIED!!!!!#I WANNA SEE A G I R L WEREWOLF THATS INTO “G I R L Y” THINGS!!!!! LET THE WEREWOLF BE A SLVT!!!!!#LET THE WEREWOLF BE IN THE TRADITIONAL CLOTHING OF ITS CULTURE!!!!#AND RIP AND TEAR AND MAUL AND CRY IN THE MORNING AFTER DOING ALL OF IT!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#no but fr can we werewolf fans like. actually sit down and reflect on the inherent misogyny of werewolves??? ESPECIALLY IN MEDIA #like. almost EVERY. SINGLE. WEREWOLF. in movies and shows and stuff are always a buff white man with anger and trust issues #and on the rare occasion that there *is* a woman werewolf shes always either over masculine or “weaker” than the “stronger alpha male” were #olf and only seen as a mate. AND shes always “calmer” and “maternal” and “calms the alpha male down🥺🥺”.AND she never has an actually good #werewolf form its always either wolf tail and ears or full wolf. or if it *is* actually a decent werewolf her transformation is offscreen.#like whyyyyyyyyyyyyy are people so scared to make women go ape shit?????? werewolves are NOT pretty creatures!!!! STOP MAKING THEM PRETTY!!#(lmao jk we know why they're so scared hashtag male gaze)#like yes. werewolves ARE pretty but not in the “dog show 30k$ poodle” kind of way i see some people making them(not that that's bad tho)#AND ALSO LIKE. ARE WE JUST GOING TO PRETEND WEREWOLVES LITERALLY WEREN'T MADE FOR WOMEN AND MINORITIES???#like. once a month someone turns into a raging bloodthirsty unstoppable beast driven by the moon and instincts with an insatiable hunger an #need to hide away from people due to them wanting to kill you or fearing you simply because you're a werewolf. they don't know you. they ju #t see you as a creature that might hurt them. constantly being hunted down to be killed simply for existing.#WHAT PART OF THAT SCREAMS: “ah yes. White man.”#IK theres going be people(men and pick mes) that see this post and think “this bitch is overreacting” and tbh idc.the girls who get it get #the girls who dont dont.#anyways shout out to Ginger Snaps trick or treat and every other piece of media or fan piece with disgusting non-f3tiszied woman/poc werewo #i love yall #*smooch smooch*#Werewolves #Werewolf #Lycanthrope #Lycanthropy #Werewolf AU #Yeah. Im tagging that too. I see yall.

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twistedappletree · 11 days ago

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i think i’m getting close to leaving my job & this state tbh because tell me why my client just made me feel like absolute shit about finally taking action to fix my teeth???

#she was so fucking bitter and mean about it for NO reason #like ‘ohhh so you suddenly wanna fix your teeth because you saved money? 🙄’#like the way she said it was so #almost angry??#it’s not like it’s something random i decided to do either #she knows about my bulimia and the damage i caused like none of the fixing is cosmetic #not that it would matter if it was i can fo whatever tf i want #but HOW is that a bad thing??#how tf is someone working hard as shit to save for MEDICALLY NECESSARY dental care a bad thing?????#am i fucking missing something #omg it pissed me off so bad it was such an immature mean girl moment #like i was literally crying and screaming in my car while driving home bc it just pushed my last fucking button #idk man lately she’s just been getting more and more vitriolic towards me and i dont fucking know why #and she justifies it by getting me gifts paying for certain things and paying me etc #as if that absolves her shitty fucking attitude like???#i’m getting to my breaking point with this shit she’s acting like a 2.0 version of my narcissistic mother #😭😭#i still cant stop crying fuck sndnajsjdjs #apple babble 🍎#non fandom

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natasha-in-space · 5 days ago

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Wanted to finally get some writing done, spent the entire day at the vet worrying sick for my kitty instead :/

#mia babbles #she's alright as i got her in fast enough #tho i'll have to take her to her infusions for a week :“”“)#rip to my plans of buying some new gaming stuff vet bills are making me wanna cry #she had me worried sick tho so i'm just glad she's going to fine (hopefully)#poor girl was shaking so bad and hiding in my arms the entire time :(

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indigopoptart · 9 months ago

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man i love the people im surrounded with. how did this happen. youre all so lovely😭

#istg tumblr is the BEST place to find people #all my current online friends who im close asf with are people i found on here #my girl my besties hell even some of my mutuals i dont talk to bruh #almost all of em were found on here #who knew life would turn like this bro. who knew #its grateful hours rn stfu idc #like yall. i cannot put into words how much you mean to me #im finally getting out of a mental rut thats lasted me a few months (school related) (school just ended)#and the fact YALL STAYED BY ME???#its small nd yall r gonna be like dub miguel. friends do that #but i aint never had that #like the past three years around this same time i have lost people important to me and lost core support systems over and over and over #and it feels nice that im better enough/healed enough #and surrounded by people who truly care for me #that thats not the case anymore. its so liberating and god does it make me want to cry tears of gratefulness that this is my life now #i am loved in so many ways that i cannot even recount right now.#sorry maternity classes gang (group chat) im gonna lovedump later on you tonight probably #man. mann.#this is my life #like #/pos #thats so lovely man.#wanna namedrop yall so bad bc people deserve to know you all and deserve to know how beautiful and loving you are #but ik i shouldnt for privacy😭#ily all tho #even if we aint talk much ur presence is always appreciated by me #sorry sorry ill shut up now😭#indigo speaks #yapping

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dariasonlinedairy · 14 days ago

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i wanna throw up when I'm thinking that there are tons of disgusting men on this app, stay away from me if you're one of those, pretty please or I'll lit get my ak47 out, thank you

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saeshiraw · 1 year ago

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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sugarcandydoll · 10 months ago

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i feel so so sick idk what to do ♡😣💕

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one-vivid-judgment · 2 months ago

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If someone else asks me about the next L&L chapter today, I'm genuinely gonna go down to the Earth's core and I'm gonna live the rest of my life there with those ugly ass monsters from House of Ashes

#these are the exact comments I've been dreading to get #and I've gotten TWO just today #that ask from earlier (which thank you for the latter ask anon. i appreciate the support /gen)#and now a comment on the fic itself #i had just closed the word doc for the day too cause I'm genuinely exhausted of trying to come up with something and it WON'T COME #so you can guess how that hit #and I KNOW this person doesn't mean it in a bad way #but jesus fucking christ I genuinely just wanna cry now wtf stand up girl #doesn't help that I'm about to go on my period aka I'm sensitive as fuck and shit hits personally #and also considering they were gushing over TanFang and the next chapter is gonna be full MickMatt... yeah #damn talk about feeling like a disappointment lmao

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justthinkingaboutlouis · 3 months ago

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#i wanna kill this TC who stopped me and enquired me as if i stolen some one's stuff or carrying a bomb in my hand just because it #looked like a luxury box #yes i think it is somewhat luxury no middle class people would be able to afford it but fuck that man the way he insulted me in the platfor #i had to defend my own package as mine? what do these people think of themselves just because a loneky girl looks helpless they can attack #and humiliate her #that's why I don't like to go outside #fuck these unkind men #yes i was going through ac compartment to get to mine i wasn't even touching anything he was just questioned me out of all the people #that were passing by?#also yeah my mistake i even set foot in that dirty compartment but i do not deserve to be seen like a thief #I'm never travelling on this ugly train #i don't know i just don't like the way he treated me that's all #i wanna beat him up so bad #it wasn't even like he misunderstood something it was clearly a look that richie rich give to poor people in this country #what's it takes them to be not be rude and not to insult innocent people just like it pleases them #i wanted yo punch him i still do but also I'm crying like a little girl i don't like this

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randall-lloyd · 4 months ago

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lmao what the FUCK did I miss, dsaf fandom??

#lloyds meowing #me when im glad i stopped following orchestra or whatever the fuck it was omg #and that was just bc the vibes were awful. omg.#also to the person defendin them i checked your notes and babe.#theres so many victims of this goofy ahh tool #BUH BUH BUT. WHEN I LOOKED THROUGH THEIR BLOG I DIDNT FIND NOTHIN!! I SCROLLED AND SCROLLED girl stfu.#i didnt like that mf for how fucking. NASTY their attitude towards people is #'but its dsaf its a dark game' bitch its dayshift at fucking freddys.#you can get rickrolled by the goddamn bear animatronic AND you can go on a bad trip and kick balloon boy #its only serious if youre actually fucking trying to get a good ending #most of the endings in dsaf 3 alone are jokes. dying of old age after kicking davetrap out n saying nah??#the multiple times that orange asshole can go to jail OR get killed in comical ways #wah wah wah its not a healthy workplace relationship HENRY LOBOTOMIZED HIS BUSINESS PARTNER?! HELLO????#some of you people are so fucking insufferable im actually actively losing braincells.#yknow what.#lloyds hissing #fuck you smh im about to start doing my own fuckin thing without having to worry abt some annoying ah bitch crying abt what things i ship #girl you want people to be mad at n ridicule go find those lil weird fucks writing incest.#bc theres a lotta them im still fucking blockinf #blocking** but yeah fuck yall smhsmh some of you are cool #but some of you make me wanna drink until my liver turns so hard into a raisin that my great great grandchildren are gonna have issues.

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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Salty bitch in me sooooo satisfied by the fact that I probably make more money than the person who made my life hell last year lmfaooooo

#speculation nation #chatting with a coworker about how they ended up seeing her by chance #and she Asked about me. she seemed so preoccupied with me Specifically it seems!#and she apparently mentioned how shed consider coming back here and im just loke #lmfaoooooo girl im in charge of the hiring now and there is no WAY id hire her back #even without the personal grievances. she just caused some Real problems. like hell id accept her back.#but also she was a total BITCH to me. like really fucking nasty. and yeah maybe im still holding a grudge about it!#im a chill person but when someone makes me cry that hard for that long TWICE #yeah fuckin right id hire you back. keep dreaming.#anyways ive just been hanging out at work and chatting Whoops hfkshfj #my shift ended an hour and a half ago. i really should be going home soon.#the good news is i should be able to secure the lease renewal for only $40 more than the original renewal offer #the bad news is they havent replied since sending that which means its not in writing yet #WHICH MEANS the showing is still on for tomorrow. ugh.#which means i need to clean. blegh.#i guess having the pressure to clean isnt the worst but i really dont wanna lmaooo #at least i do have tomorrow off. i can make it work...#but yea my anxiety is a lot more manageable now. tempered by the satisfaction of being better paid than an old enemy #IT'S KIND OF FUNNY to call her that but she kind of is. it was mostly 1 sided bc she took issue with Me #i was fine being friendly work acquaintances but noooo she had to go and make my life fucking hell for several months #the social atmosphere has changed man. im not letting a snake back in.#im a nice person but i am a Resentful person. if youve wronged me i am never fucking forgetting.#but yeah i make more money than her ❤️ yay ❤️

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