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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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harrow: I cannot conceive of a universe without you in it. *creates a reality in which gideon never existed so she doesn’t have to recognize her absence*
#‘‘yes you can. it’s just less great and less hot.’’#SHE WAS RIGHT#anyway i hope IM right about what’s going on here because i feel like it could still turn out that harrow had a different reason for#erasing those memories#and if she did then i just got emotional for nothing#harrow the ninth#htn#htn spoilers#the locked tomb#tlt#tlt spoilers#harrow nonagesimus#harrowhark nonagesimus#griddlehark
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I really despise the Marvelification of Stranger Things, because all the interviews nowadays are constantly referencing how fast paced and epic and big the finale will be but the reason people fell in love with the show wasn't special effects or long episodes; it was the plot, it was the characters, it was the mystery. Stranger Things 1 may have been a story about a government conspiracy and a monster, but that's not why we stuck around. The show can throw amazing CGI, Russians, a battle within the American army and an apocalypse at the audience with the biggest budget known to man but if they forget to ground it and keep it central, it'll just get lost amongst a plethora of other "epic" blockbusters. We want Steven King, not Avengers.
#i think s5 has a TON of potential to be great don't get me wrong#but they need to drive home the characters#make the final fight rooted in emotion not throwing hands at each other and screaming#s4 i think was getting there by exploring max's arc and the hawkins plotline was perfect#so don't take this as me saying s5 will be bad#but s1 and 2 are my favourites for a reason#im just getting nervous based on them constantly banging on about how big the finale will be#ALSO they need to put emphasis on the mystery around will and the ud being frozen#if they keep it central and focus on will and eleven i think they can pull it off#but i hope this makes sense#stranger things#byler#will byers#stranger things five#st5#stranger things one#stranger things two
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what they deserved
#lol sorry not sorry#see i was gonna draw something nice and cute and fluffy#and then my brain went#no we're gonna be sad today#actually started tearing up a little while drawing today idk im feeling the emotions™️ more than usual for some reason#also was gonna draw fox bc someone sent a hilarious ask but he was refusing to cooperate today so that shall have to wait until another day#star wars#the clone wars#tcw#arc trooper fives#arc trooper echo#tcw fives#tcw echo#domino squad#domino twins#aviiart#hmmmmmmm looks suspiciously similar to another drawing ive done i wonder which (cough cough icemav)#sue me i was lazy lmao
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Olive Branch
Wrong Move
#bad touch... 2! anyway to save everyone from a novella in the tags i will be replying to this post afterward with some directors commentary#EDIT: go look in the replies for a link to my director's commentary with bonus thumbnails#this has been sat around for like 2-3 months unfinished for reasons i will expand upon there. lol#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat isabeau#isafrin#isiloop#sifloop#sloops#sloopis#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#emplore u to not look at the anatomy too hard here because i basically took the executive decision to IGNORE THAT SHIT to get this finished#so its absolutely scuffed as is the spacial reasoning of the whole thing. theyre just laid next to each other in a bed/on a bedroll#just bc i have no fucking clue how clear any of that is. like at all#also i do promise that most of the time when im bashing the dolls together in my head it is like 90% yay what if they healed and were happy#but like. im not drawing that. lol. everyone else can go do that. im here to articulate concepts rather than make nice emotions#so . priorities. anyway sorry isabeau being tied up in this unfinished larger comic meant i didnt draw u for ages elsewhere#theres enough isafrin out there i dont need to contribute
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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au
turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else
now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident
also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out
#turbo#turbotastic#fix it felix jr#80s boyfriends#hammertastic#headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT#and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s#this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it#turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun#and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out#he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details#and calhoun to just know about it#this just gets worse and worse#they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping#and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back#like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you#and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac#i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator#so yeah turbo HATES his ass#(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive#anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this#he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse#and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo#bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things#sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now#wreck it ralph#wir
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I am still a person even when I'm experiencing symptoms! The fact that I experience symptoms isn't dehumanizing! If I tell you about my symptoms and you decide I need to "humanize" myself that's you dehumanizing me
#the quicksilvers say#this is the emotional response not the reasonable one i just wrote in the other post#also im not human thats why i used person here
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Well my date liked Hellraiser so much I got dicked down 👍
#Probably for reasons mostly unrelated to Hellraiser but he really did love the movie#We went out for dinner then hit up an arcade bar before going back to my place. Had so much fun. He's great#The only downside is we talked after sex and he mentioned while he is into deeper emotional/romantic connection than just a fun casual thin#But he's not interested in a committed exclusive relationship unfortunately. I wasn't surprised cuz he's a real social butterfly#But I was slightly disappointed. His reasoning for being reluctant abt commitment was really understandable though#So idk! I think I'm fine with it cuz idk if I'm ready to commit to a relationship either#We have such great chemistry both physically and w our senses of humor n conversations and he's so hot and thinks im hot#I'm just gonna see where this goes#Oh also he did eat me out also
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they have so many belts....
#gillion seems so unhinged and bloodthirsty in the latest (28) episodes and im very sad about it :( i miss my serious noble dork gillion....#he leveled up and power got into his head... now he's smiting innocent people and acting like a fool...#chip has an emotional crisis over killing goblins and significantly grows as a character. meanwhile gillion gets corrupted#jay is slaying so hard i love her. she seems reasonable but no. she's insane when need be#anyways. rambling over#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jay ferin#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#my art#sketch
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seeing old dan posts and just. seeing a young queer person experience love, real (queer) love possibly for the first time and it just wrecks me a little. i remember my first queer relationship and how it felt like we were shaping the world to us in a way. half of the time the rest of the world felt blurry beyond us. and that wasn’t even long term, start to finish was maybe 6 months. i can only imagine being 18 and the overwhelming feeling of this is what it’s supposed to be. and when it lasts. getting to have anniversaries. to reach 15 years. i wonder what young dan and phil would have said, if they could glimpse into the future. or maybe they already knew.
#im so emotional about them always#i said it in the tags of another post but they really are my reason to keep hoping for it. love and safety and all that.#waahh#dan and phil#phan#nebulae.speaks
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Big question cause I’m so mad about how they were used: any ideas on changing Berryheart and Curlfeather from this book?
I have ONE controversial opinion and you must allow me this;
Curlfeather not apologizing to Frostdawn kinda rocks as an idea.
Obviously it reads as insulting because of how they gave Berryheart a Tom the Wifebeater ass Redemption Death in this book, and the general way that they've not approached her with the nuance she deserves is frustrating. I agree.
But hold my hand and walk with me. Imagine Curlfeather, mauled and bloody before the daughter she died saving. Frostpaw's gone through so much fixing the damage she caused, furious at the state her mother's in, the mess she made of RiverClan, all the suffering everyone's gone through... and Curlfeather says,
"I don't regret anything."
"Really? REALLY? I go through all of that, I come ALL this way, and you won't even give me a rotten little sorry?"
She doesn't give her mother a chance to respond, lashing her tail towards the grimmace that hangs off the side of her shredded cheek, "You're not sorry for how you lead to yourself looking like THAT?"
Frostpaw shoves her scarred throat foward, "You're not sorry for THIS?"
She claws dig into the sodden black earth of the Dark Forest, "You're not sorry you're HERE?"
Curlfeather is quiet, her remaining eye stoic like a stone. Frostpaw begs furiously, "NOTHING?"
"I will vow on our blood that I will not lie to you anymore," the demon's tone is soft and honest, "and I hope that means more than the insincere apology I could offer you otherwise."
Just when it feels like Frostpaw has so much anger that her body can't handle it, pain stuffs itself inside her in equal measure. Her stomach is sick with love, throat choked with affection. It takes her a minute to form the word,
"Why?"
"When my father, Reedwhisker, was taken by the Kin, I saw how they broke him. His uncle, Stonefur, did not buckle under Tigerstar. My grandmother Mistyfoot quietly rescued the Clan from his accomplice, Leopardstar, while Mistystar willingly worked alongside a vicious impostor."
Now that Frostpaw is the one who's waiting quietly, Curlfeather's voice flutters hopefully, "I was willing to do anything to restore my Clan to greatness," the specter pads foward, touching her nose to her daughter's trembling forehead, "except sacrifice you."
She didn't expect to feel the harsh sting of her daughter's paw smacking her across the nose. She reels back.
"You don't get it! It's not about YOU! It's about everyone you hurt! Dont try to pretend it was all worth it, you didn't make anything great, you just broke it!"
"I had to break it so it could be set back stronger. I gave you the chance for the power, and now you are making it better than it was."
"That was in spite of you! You told me to trust no cat and I had to unlearn that!"
"I saved you when I could have escaped with my life."
"From a situation you caused in the first place!"
"It was a warrior's death!"
There is a silence that settles over them. Curlfeather is snarling in offense. Frostpaw looks, again, at her mother's fatal wounds, the defensive stance. She's reminded of how the cats of other cultures don't always see scars as rewards for a fight survived-- just reminders of pain you've gone through.
"...it was a warrior's death," she agrees, gently, watching tattered hackles smoothen out, "...and now you're dead, while I'm still alive."
The emotion in Curlfeather's face is solemn, but otherwise incomprehensible to her daughter. The expression on Frostpaw's is equally unreadable to her mother. This is the only thing they will ever understand about each other-- that there is an irreconcilable difference between them, steeper than the divide between sky and earth.
The last words the demon speaks to her daughter are, "I love you."
It's only years later that Frostdawn can say, "I love you too."
#better bones au#BB!ASC#BB!Curlfeather#BB!Frostdawn#Asc spoilers#Star spoilers#Berry I know that Im planning to be a lot harsher with#Not irreconcilably evil but she isnt as reasonable as Curl because a lot of her emotions are based on spite and fear#But Curl is simply ambitious. She's ruthless even. She has a vision for the future of riverclan and sees many things as a means to an end.#She's capable of joy and whimsy of course but *intense* is how I see her. A sort of natural and commanding authority.#Somewhat like how her grandmother Misty seems like a relic of an older time. Curl feels like a noble warrior who stepped out of the past#A past that probably never existed.#But her commitment to it makes you think it did.
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I still don’t understand how the fandom decided that MIKE was the more emotionally closed off one out of the two of them.
Mike, who spills his guts every time Will so much as looks at him in S4, who calmly explained to El how she hurt him after Will’s body was found in S1, who is famous for giving heartfelt monologues, and is literally seen as the HEART of the Party.
And Will, who lied to his mom about the mind flayer in S2, AND to Mike about the painting, just so he wouldn’t be a bother. Who pretended to like baseball just because it would make Lonnie happy. Who hasn’t told a single soul about being in love for YEARS, and would happily take that secret to his grave.
Yeah, Mike cries less. That doesn’t mean that he isn’t extremely emotionally intelligent, or that Will isn’t constantly suffering in silence. Mike works through his emotions logically, Will bottles them up until he breaks down. The only times Mike actually hides his emotions is when he’s scared. The only times Will DOESNT hide his emotions is when he’s with Mike or Jonathan.
#Mike’s parents literally get mad because he’s too expressive of his emotions#‘im the only one who cares about Will’ is seen as ‘talking back’#but he’s very reasonably explaining how he feels#‘haha mike is so dumb. he’s so bad at emotions’ literally stfu#getting a bit heated. my bad#But i could talk about Mike’s mental process for hours#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#stranger things
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like. logically lucy was doomed by the narrative. she was already dead before the narrative started. but out of everyone, did it have to be her??
#i haven’t even watched the ep yet and i’m emotional over her#(i’ve given up avoiding spoilers. the only reason im going to catch up is for funsies)#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy spoilers#lucy frostblade
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ahhhh yes. mal du pays my beloved.
#isat#in stars and time#mal du pays#isat spoilers#technically#anyways this is a super specific thing to my thoughts but the basic idea is that i have a lot of headcanons about sif being a system#for a lotta reasons really. projection and source memories are a large one#ive named mal du pays lucius in my brain because its a common name in guadeloupe I THINK and well. thats the original insp for the island#its up to interpretation now buuuuuuut.....ya know. anyways i have many thoughts on sif system and lucius in particular#being what feels like a manifestation of all their negative emotions and symptoms#BUT BUT BUT#i also imagine theyre the first which is why their name is lucius to me. og host. sif is the split turned host. teehee#so naturally deep down they have a lot of their connection to the island#soooooooo. feelings ensue. yadda yadda i am typing too much#im so normal
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humm what if Erik died on the beach 🤨
in a perfect world Charles kills Moira in a rage
gonna need him sobbing over Eriks corpse snot and everything man he’s losing his breath he’s screaming
everyone else: 🧍🧍🧍♀️🧍
but ya know they’re a bit sad about it they’re in shock
gonna need a reference to romy in xmen 97 ep 5
“I can’t feel you”
when someone finally moves they convince shaw’s mutants to take them to the mansion (they really didn’t know what to do with themselves they would do anything)
Charles is NOT doing good get him a therapist 😿
funeral time 🤪
Charles starts wearing Eriks clothes
don’t know whether Raven would leave with shaws mutants or not (start a sisterhood lol)
Charles going straight to his depression era he didn’t even start the school yet going right into the alcohol cabinet
Hank, Alex, and Sean real ones forreal
idk where this would go from here on out but like ya know major angst maybe partially happy ending? dunno could be angst through it all
going back to the beach
Charles rocking Eriks corpse back and forth whispering sweet nothings and tears are just streaming from his eyes
kissing him all over
stroking his face
begging him to come back
girl is MOURNING
#sorry charles ur my favorite character its a requirement to torture you#gonna try and find stuff like this im sure there’s something#dipping into my movie moira mactaggert hate with this one#for some reason this isn’t angsty enough for me i need to be bawling#love it when fics make me express actual emotions#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#wish does not shut up#xmen first class#xmfc#beach divorce
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i’ll cry rn i love you so much 😭🙈
i did the red suki
Do you need a promotion? Cus this is giving Queen. I love this fuckin’ hell EVERYONE CLOSE YER EYES!!!!! Let’s make a baby tonight, Princess. 😏
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