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"it's the tradition", feat. viktor.
summary: it's christmas in runeterra and couples are sharing kisses under the mistletoe.
word count: 1.000. (yes! exactly 1k im happy with it :]
content warning: just fluff as always! :DD (written with s1 viktor in mind!!!
author notes: ITS 5AM AND IVE WRITTEN 2 FICS IN A DAY, maybe im going to die but fuck it we ball. love viktor and love xmas, i wish i could use sweaters but in brazil december is sooo hot but yeah, here it is a lil something for the holidays. hope u like it!! :)))
whenever some holiday approaches, piltover academy is adorned in it's colour by students. it's december and the halls are decorated with reds and greens all the way, bringing joy to those who look up and see the fairy lights blinking slowly to them. christmas is coming, and so is winter.
everyone is using their thickest coats, but there's still some people who are cold, even if they are holding hot drinks to warm up both their hands and their body, or if they are rubbing their arms, creating some friction that could maybe help it, or sharing kisses under the mistletoe meticulously placed on the tree near the entrance of the academy, which have all kind of things hanging on it. some letters addressed to santa, little brilliant baubles made in all type of materials you could think of, red bows and colorful lights, all made by it's students.
you wanted to spend your day like this, enjoying over your partner's warmth under the mistletoe. well, life isn't fair. he was already working and you needed to work too, but maybe you could bring him some sweet milk and cookies on your lunch break, right?
so once the clock hitted midday, you walked to the cafeteria, the same one you and viktor got out on your first date, and ordered enough cookies for both of you. the women on the other side of the counter packed them to you, putting the little bag on your right hand, while you carried the cup of sweet milk on the other. finally, you got out, hands full, hoping that you could bring him some of the christmas spirit when leaving those in the lab.
when you made it to the academy again, it was even more crowded than earlier, students going in and out, chatting and joking around, throwing snowballs at each other and playing in the snow. and again, the couples kissing under the mistletoe. and all you could think of was him. oh, how you missed his kisses. so you hurried up, the flashy holiday themed colors in the halls blending together in an indistinguishable blur.
once you reached his lab, you knocked on the door, anxiously waiting for an answer. you could feel how your heart thumped against your ribs, maybe it's the nervousness or just because you runned all the way to come here in time. “come in,” was all you could hear from inside.
you turned the door knob, pushing it so you could enter the lab. he was hunched over his desk, but once he looked past his shoulder, realizing you were the one who got in, his golden eyes immediately lighted up, just like the fairy lights, but shined even brighter when he seemed the baked goods you carried, then turning again to his work, “just wait a bit, i will finish this, ehh- hopefully soon.”
you came from behind him, leaving both the bag and the cup over his desk, “i know these are your favorites,” you put your hand on his shoulder, “and it's my break now, but soon i need to get back to work,” his hand stopped, no longer making calculations. he looked up at you, then at the papers in front of him, thinking if he should or not give in.
sighing, he let the pencil over the papers. you knew he would keep working if you didn't say it. “i guess i could give myself a break, then,” the corners of his mouth quirking up while he reached for the bag, opening it and letting the smell of the cookies bathe the place, bringing coziness alongside it. he shoved his hand on the bag, picking one up and biting onto it, humming softly when it melted on his tongue, then bringing the almost half cookie to your lips, only to put away and eat it himself.
he was laughing loudly, keeping a hand over his mouth, to prevent any crumbs from coming out. “you ain't fair,” you huffed, crossing your arms over your chest. you knew he was just joking, but you wanted to eat too, “i brought those so we both could eat. together!”
“i know, i know!”, he said, getting the cup of sweet milk and taking a sip of it, “but it's fun to tease you. can't help it,” he shrugged, looking at your pouty expression turning into one of anger. picking another cookie, he proceeded to feed you first, your frown immediately disappearing. he was trying to not laugh again, but he couldn't contain it, as he did so, soon the frown came back to your face.
“stop making fun of me and let me eat, for jannas's sake,” you also couldn't keep your smile from growing, it was such a good atmosphere that, even if you were mad at him for stealing your cookie and laughing at you, you couldn't be mad for longer than thirty seconds.
you were laughing with him, happy with how your lunch was going, eating and talking, so busy with everything that you didn't see him fidgeting, looking for something inside his jacket pocket. once there was no more food nor milk, he cleaned his hands, bringing one over you both, holding something up. a mistletoe.
you scoffed, running your hand over your face, “really, viktor?”, you were astonished, he truly got one of those just he could have an excuse to kiss you?
“well, it's the tradition, isn't it?”, he grinned, placing his free hand on your waist, bringing you closer, “any person who's under the mistletoe must kiss, it's correct?”
“yes, absolutely correct,” you put both hands on each side of his face, kissing his lips softly, tasting the sugar on his mouth. “but you taste like milk and cookies,” you kissed him again, just to make sure you got it right, “maybe next year i will bring you more of these, so we could kiss under the mistletoe again.”
“oh, christmas may be my favorite holiday now.”
#—swe writes#arcane x reader#viktor x reader#viktor arcane#ok! im sleep deprived but oh well i finished it before the end of christmas :D#it's 5am i want to sleep so bad oh gods#but i will prob still play some league before actuality going to bed hehe#originally i thought abt making hot chocolate with vik#but i love so much the mistletoe tradition to just not write it#and he is so.#arrrgh love him love him#oh and its rare that i happened to write 2 things in the same day#it was only bcs i promised i would make smth for steb and for christmas too#but couldn't write an xmas fic if i was already working on the steb one#so i started and finished both on the same say :)#im going to die oh well oh fu k#but whatever!! life is an amazing experience and im living it fully ((not sleeping properly ;)
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fake caname vn fruition here. hum hum hum my head hurts...
#hetalia#aph america#aph canada#hws america#hws canada#alfred f jones#matthew williams#caname#myart#video#fake caname visualnovel#favorite of mine#LEL#i considered starting work on a simple caname vn after i posted this because im crazy#and because i don't think i could manage making a doujin... but idk#i'm already sleep deprived. but that wouldn't rly stop me. i'll just ponder my choices
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ive completely forgotten what i had for them in my head so you're welcome to give your interpretations....
#this was so cool in my head too it came out so so wonky#well since im sleep deprived but. anywho theyre so silly#tsuna tyl is so cool to me. if i had to give a good example he'll be somewhat like yamamoto#the kind that plays dumb and is nice and all but knows more than what he looks like. since he's already silly people would think nothing-#changed until he pulls out his plans for a new underground base just to keep reborn alive. future arc youre truly one of a kind#never getting over that tbh#katekyo hitman reborn#sawada tsunayoshi#r27#reborn
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my voice has started to drop and ive been in a near constant state of gender euphoria this week :DD
#im so happy (≧∇≦)#i also disturbed the shit out of my jet lagged & sleep deprived little sister who hadnt seen me in weeks lmao#edit: but like imagine youre all kind of exhausted from work and holidays and heat and everything and when you come back home to#your transexual sibling you dont vibe too much with and the mf speak to you with another man's voice 😂😂 her face was the#funniest shit i cant wait to meet the rest of my family and see their reaction. its so funny cause plenty of them thought i had already#started hrt years ago so idk idk it's going to be funn
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HAPPY PRIDE!!!
Gente I know is no longer 1th of June but I really wanted to made something for the first day of Pride but didn't know what and than Full Moon happened and here we are
This was made in a rush, lit I made it everything today, but hey, is not half bad
DRAWING HELLUVA/HAZBIN CHARACTERS IS TOO HARD FOR ME
Not totally happy, I feel like I cannot capture the beuty sillyness of my gay clown just the right way, but practice make the master or something like that
If you notice I add some details to make it even gayer if even possible, So proud in that front
DYING
Very proud of this Sneak Peak I made myself
#SEND HELP IM DYING#joking#but I'm usually sleep by now#is like 2 am and I go to bed 23PM max#my soul is living my body#HAPPY PRIDE#I love my silly gay clown#helluva boss#fizzarolli#helluva boss fanart#dont be harsh on me pls#this is already a hard thing todraw for me#and Im also sleep deprived#Im gonna sleep#bye#there's something more gay than cowboy boots?#rainbow pants#nah jk#is the hat#that fricking hat is the gayest#my art
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big sketchbook art dump i suppose
"GIRL HELL 1999" – femtanyl with monika my dear <33
drawings featuring colin
drawings of tony n monika because theyre totally bffs i swear guys i sweaaarrr ......
the yellow one from the rock show
the two nerds from "Creative" – Ghost and Pals remix cuz i quite like them a bit i suppose
my awesome silly nr 1 kinnie that i love to draw when i feel like utter shit <333
#itz not very good . i meow#ive been struggling a lot the past days and i guess drawing physically has helped me out#not as much stress as opposed to digital drawing ; i can just doodle a character doing the same pose over n over again n call it a day#ive done more but honestly im proud only of these particularly#i love drawing tony n monika hanging out because they seriously are the only little guys i still cling onto#we have a rich history together i swear#i like how piko came out also ; maybe hes not as stupid as i thought ahaha ....#i already loved rana sm so there's nothing more i can say about her – she's perfect as she is#and i hope you can see that sayori's eyes are lifeless and decaying because shez just like me frfr#art dump#doodle dump#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#ddlc#ddlc monika#ddlc sayori#bocchi the rock!#nijika ijichi#can we ignore the fact my sleep deprived ass misspelled her name ?#please ?#ghost and pals#ghost and pals fanart#utatane piko#piko vocaloid#rana vocaloid#that is all .. bye-bye ...........
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I'm not even mad i lost that ap
#.. class is back for one proper day and im already sleep deprived#song is uninterrupted indigo on hard if anyone is curious#project sekai#prsk#pjsk#proseka#colorful stage
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Trying to come up with new names for the Gravity Falls AUs for fics or tag systems or something because there's no wordplay
Gravity Falls is called that because Gravity makes things Fall
Names like "Relativity Falls" and "Monster Falls" and "Reverse Falls" are very clear and concise and are therefore great names... but it is bugging me
#got several ideas already so might make polls#please leave suggestions if you want#anyway goona go back to brainstorming#sorry if this comes acroos as rude#i swear im not trying to be#just wanna blog and this is all thatts on my mind#also im sleep deprived so thers that#gravity falls#gravity falls au#monster falls#monsterfalls#relativity falls#relativityfalls#reverse falls#reversefalls
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missin homestuck right now, might as well bundle up in bed and read my books again with vodka mutini in my arm
Wish me well (please)
#homestuck#davekat#trolls#dave strider#dog girl#IM BLANKING WHY CANT I REMEVER THEIR NAMES????#I’m too lazy to search it up#I regret trying to be notmal#I can’t remember#is there something wrong with me#WHATS YOING ON#im so sleep deprived#please tell me#I am NOT searching their names#too much dhame#HOW CAN I ONLY REMEBER DAVES#I ALREADY READ THESE WTF#ok over it goodnight#OHHHHHHH#jade harley#john egbert#rose lalonde#i did it#be proud#of me
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I'm conflicted about if I should push through finishing art comm or sleep
Have 3hrs of sleep or none? 🤔 (I have class tomorrow)
#sleep deprive thoughts#randomapple thoughts#yesterday and teh day befroe that and teh day before that and tha....#i tried to finish comm but i ended up eaking up with my tablet on the floor (in other words#i fell asleep)#surprised i havent broke my glasses yet from falling asslep while drawing#i rememebr waking up and reading my answers for my assignment and it made absolutely no sense#i fell asleep doing ky assignment and honestly im glad i fell asleep befroe i passed that mess lol#might regeret this later when i#and delete it#anwyays ill try to draw and see i#what happenes#although it usually ends up ugly and i ahve to redo it all over again#okie maybe i should jsut sleep cause imma ahve to redo it again when its ugly cause im too sleepy to keep my eys#open#who needs to be drunk when sleep deprivation is already as bad if not worse lol
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imagine if mark just dropped this in the middle of the week and you'd be left wondering if the movie hes working on is either the fnaf or the barbie one
right until the trailer drops and its revealed is neither of them
#mine.#markiplier#barbie#barbie movie#fnaf movie#i know i just made a post kinda sayinf this already but im sleep deprived and this is very amuskng to me#really hope he can get some rest soon#hes so tired like i know he said it but if he didnt youre still able to see it#anyways i think im ready to sleep now
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He LIVED Bitches!!!!
Long post ahead
First thing first... I love this starting pallet (i'm definitely overthinking)
Not complete white not complete black with prominent shadows, because every major character in the show is grey and one half of each partnership likes to lurk in shadows...This just highlights that things won't always be merry and colourful, but they won't completely be helpless...
Now to the episode itself...
We knew Aya was going to jump... Glad she was oh so delicately caught by Aku... I didn't think it was possible to clear everything in one episode, but expect the unexpected i guess...
And the main part of Dazai being alive and kicking...No but really, this is such a relief...
I kinda had the whole thing in the back of my mind that they can't kill Dazai, he is necessary for the plot armour to plot armour and all that shit...
But there was equal chances of Asagiri taking notes from Isayama or Gege and just decide, fuck it... let's keep him dead....If not the confirmed dead thing, then the dead till stated otherwise route that Hori took.
But i'm soooo glad Asagiri didn't do that!!!
Also, glad to know he is still as cocky as ever
AND AND AND
I screamed!!!! My fam started looking at me for two whole minutes like i've just gone crazy!!!
Because we got the prettiest boy speaking!!!
The look on Fyodor's face when he realised he was played by the one he had completely under his control (or he thought he had)... I think he realised the 'shallow bond' comment haunted him in this moment
I will deep dive into what exactly happened in those seconds in a later post, but i just wanna say
This is soooo damn funny!!!! Like you have this big bad mafia boss who has been MIA for the whole part of world destruction and his precious city being in the centre of it all (lets face it mori loves Yokohama more than he loves the whole world, he would gladly let the world burn if it means keeping that damn trouble-magnet city safe!) - BUT BUT BUT, then when things start to look up you only get a mention of the said boss and that too with a goofy fact such as he glued in vampire fangs to one of his executives! Don't tell me it's not an embarrassing dad thing to do, because it is!!!
I just know he, Hirotsu and Koyo has a hell of a time getting teenage soukoku to adulthood alive!!!
I mean -
WHAT DO YOU MEAN SIR YOU USED TO DO THIS ALL THE TIME???
No one's doing it like them!!!
Plus i just know Manga coming out is going to be even more gay than the anime, there will be more explanations and more fruity moments!!!
On a sad note...
Fyodor actually seems to be dead ( even if i don't believe it)
It hurt so bad to see Gogol man going - i wanted him dead, no i didnt, but maybe i did. His voice alone mad me sad...
But you know what i'm not sad about???
Getting rid of Fukuchi!!!
I'm not going to pretend that i felt even an ounce of sympathy for him, his whole 'i did this so you can bring peace' or 'some sacrifices are necessary for greater good' thing seemed forced to me. Like a desperate attempt at ending his character arc on a forgiving note, positive note...
But like i said, most characters in this show are grey... But there was none of Fukuchi's shade, and i didn't like it, even if in the end he wanted peace.
i do feel sad for Fukuzawa though,
He will have to live with that curse...
Plus i don't think Fukuchi is completely gone...
Decay of angel's may be over, but the mess they have left behind is not, there is still the other side of the page and whatever the fuck went down in those two hours...
But i'm glad that atleast Aku and Atsushi are on same side this time...
and this looks so much like:
So yeah, it's just another start!!!
Plus, You remember Soukoku came to fame after final battle of Dragon Head conflict?
The Finale of Decay of Angels will the foundation of Shinsoukoku's journey...
The two of them against all the threats to come...
We sure are in for a treat!!!
#there are so many things i want to add#but i'm sleep deprived already#any more and i'll collapse#lets discuss more when im a bit more coherent#i love the fact that bsd is trending for two days still#bungou stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#bsd spoilers#dazai osamu#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd manga#bsd chuuya#bsd anime#bsd season five#bsd season 5#bsd s5 ep 11#bungo stray dogs spoilers#shin soukoku#akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd akutagawa#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#bungou stray dogs atsushi#decay of angels#nikolai gogol#pyrrha nikos#bsd nikolai#bsd fukuzawa
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also can i just take a moment to say how a show about "two witch lesbian ex lovers, two more lesbians that don’t really like them, a twink, and Patti LuPone" was the only powerful enough thing to get me to finally start shitposting on tumblr????
#and honestly idk why i deprived myself of this for so long???#this is amazing#its like i can talk about whatever im hyperfixated upon and nobody could care less#oh anddd i think i should also probably go to sleep#i have college tmrw morning#and yes i wont be able to watch the new ep as it comes out which sucks#but on the bright side i can already feel the satisfaction of finally coming home and getting to watch it#and then coming here reblogging stuff#and watching edits of them#and reading fanfics#agathario#agatha all along#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza
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im sick so i drew my girl nika to cheer myself up,,
#felix net i nika#fnin#my art#she has a tooth gap now!!!! and pimples!!!!! i dont make the rules!!!!!!!1!#her outfit in the first drawing is what she was wearing on the cover of 'orbitalny spisek' btw<3#ughhhhhh im having Nika Thoughts (tm) AGAIN#im not gonna elaborate rn tho cause i Dont Feel Great#maybe ill ramble about her tomorrow#i love drawing her sleep deprived and tired and pissed and sad<3333333 shes got Problems#sweet jesus i spent so much time on that first drawing........... im never drawing a skirt with a pattern again.#it turned out pretty cool tho i think!!#i used so much orange....... gee i wonder why:)#god i want atumn to come already. i want to wear sweaters and sweatpants and i want to be able to sleep at night without feeling like im in#a fuckin furnace!!!
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Attack for @illym
#digital art#art#artfight#team seafoam#af 2024#guilty gear oc#i love coming back to an artwork i made sleep deprived in an hour while i was rushing to meet the end of artfight#and then noticing 5 million mistakes that I want to fix only after ive already posted it#like theres some parts where im like 'dam i cant believe i managed to get it to look that good'#and other parts where im like 'I should be tried in a court of law for doing art this badly and thinking i'm hot shit'
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UMMMMM YOUR TAGS??
HOW DARE YOU WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS??
I get silly sometimes 🤭
no seriously tho, yes when Crowley first asks for the holy water he claims that its for "insurance" just incase the demons ever get him he could have smth to protect himself with. Which we do see him later use right? But Aziraphale first interprets this as Crowley's desire for a "suicide pill." And I mean, the implications are there, say Crowley did mean it like that, it'd all make sense.
"If it all goes pear shaped.." "i want insurance." They're talking about them continuing to "fraternise" and its clear that all Crowley can think about are the dangers, he seems cooler about it than Aziraphale who constantly mentions it, but he clearly is aware of the dangers and instead of wanting to run, Crowley decides if it all goes sideways, say in the event that Aziraphale were killed, he could use the water as a last resort, to escape eternal torment in hell.
Crowley needs reassurance, he clearly has some deeply rooted feelings of self loathing, I mean in s2 episode 2 he literally tells Aziraphale how lonely it is just being on "his side" and now he's alone again.
After everything they've been through, Crowley's on his side once more, not their side, his side. I mean its bloody tragic. And i wouldn't blame him for falling into despair, now wether or not he becomes a Duke of hell is up to interpretation. I personally think not, because despite everything, he does despise the system, and ahh i just i wanna see just how fucked up my little romantic fuck up can get. I love him
#mitch tag <3#hey hi#im sorry if this is nonsensical btw im really sleep deprived rn#im NOT normal about this show#if u already couldn't tell.#LIKE AAHH I WANNA CRACK OPEN AZIRAPHALE AND CROWLEY'S CHARACTERS AND SCOOP OUT THEIR INSIDES /aff#I LVOE THEM#snail rambles#snail answers#good omens#good omens 2#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#ineffable divorce#:((
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