#im actually pansexual
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realizing my dilf obsession comes from crippling trust issues, all the boys my age being fucking CREEPS or lashing out at me, and the fact my dad went BYE BYE from cancer when I was 7 🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️
#vent#?#idk ranting with a friend and this is what I pulled out of it#DADDY ISSUES#YIPPEE#✨✨✨#god wanted me to by lesbian#im actually pansexual#by that I mean women and dilfs
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Nimona was the first piece of media i found after realizing i was nonbinary that spoke to me, i read the webcomic every wedsneday in my history class in 7th grade. Middle school was hard for me because i was one of two kids in my whole grade that was out as some form of queer (pan, i didnt come out as nb until high school) and i lost a lot of friends from it. But also from just being "weird." I tried to come out to my dad at one point and heard nearly the same line balister says to nimona in the new movie "wouldnt it be easier to be a girl?"
I am now 21, working in a library where i see kids gravitate more and more towards graphic novels and we have the nimona graphic novel on our shelves, and i have waited so long to watch the movie, that when i finally watched it, i could not believe it was not just speaking to me, but screaming to me. Im a nonbinary individual that loves men in a queer way, and yet has been a weird little girl outcast for things other people did not understand. I have seen grown adults attack children online for not being straight or cis, and seen them say it is under the guise of protecting their kids. In the time between now and reading the webcomic in my history class, i have felt so many different ways about my identity and my existence, and holy shit does the nimona movie speak to me. In almost every stage of my life.
N D Stevenson, and all the people who made this movie survive and be possible, you were able to reach into the core of my being and make me feel just as seen as i first did when i laughed about shark boobs in a middle school computer lab. Thank you so much!!
#nimona#nimona movie#nd stevenson#eugene lee yang#riz ahmed#balister blackheart#ambrosius goldenloin#nonbinary#pansexual#pride month#pride#you can tell i care because im actually tagging shit#oh my god this movie is one of the most important pieces of queer media to me rn
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SAPPHIC ARTISTS TO LISTEN TO
(instead of writing your 69th essay about how Taylor Swift is a closet lesbian)
Starting off with my holy trinity:
Rina Sawayama (she/her, bi/pan): if you follow me you're probably aware of what a huge Rina fan I am. Lots of pop and rock, with a chunk of her earlier songs being R&B. Her debut album SAWAYAMA (my favourite album of all time!!) was her major breakthrough moment as it received critical acclaim and her sophomore album Hold the Girl made her the highest charting Japanese artist in the history of the UK. Known for her musical versatility, she made her acting debut in John Wick 4. I recommend: Cherry, Frankenstein and Bad Friend
Janelle Monáe (she/they, bi/pan): pop, funk, neo-soul and psychedelic. They have an entire series of concept albums about an android named Cindy Mayweather (her ALTER EGO?!) as she commits the crime of falling in love with a human. Lots of social commentary. Her album Dirty Computer comes along with a narrative film and a book taking place in its world. She's starred in movies like Antebellum, Glass Onion and Moonlight. I recommend: Electric Lady, Django Jane and Pynk
Raveena Aurora (she/her, bi): Experimental pop, R&B and soul. Her second album Asha's Awakening is a concept album following the journey of Asha, a Punjabi space princess, as it explores Aurora's South Asian identity and past relationships. Such a beautiful and soft voice to die for. I recommend: Headaches, If Only and Kathy Left 4 Kathmandu
Moving onto some other artists I like:
Boygenius: a band comprising of three sapphic women- Phoebe Bridgers (indie darling™), Lucy Dacus and Julien Baker (the first two are bi while the third is a lesbian). Indie, folk and alternative rock. Very melancholic. I urge you to check out their individual projects too (especially Phoebe's, I love her Punisher album). I recommend: Emily I'm Sorry, Satanist and True Blue
Kelela (she/her, queer): R&G, electronic and alternative R&B. Her debut EP Hallucinogen covers the beginning, middle and end of a relationship in reverse chronological order. Her second album Raven showcases Black futuristic art, which I fuck with. I recommend: Contact, The High and Bluff
Zolita (she/her, lesbian): dark-pop, R&B and electropop. She incorporates witchcraft into her music and mvs. She literally has an EP called Sappho what more could you want? I recommend: Holy, Ashley (the sapphic Speak Now) and Bedspell
Victoria Monét (she/her, bi): pop and R&B. She's written songs for artists like Ariana Grande (7 Rings) and Chloe x Halle (Do It). Go stream her Jaguar EP you will thank me later. I recommend: Touch Me (erotic sapphic song), Cupid and Love U Better
And finally some honourable mentions (can't make this post too long now can I): mxmtoon, Michelle Zauner, Arooj Aftab, Sir Babygirl, Dodie, Chloe Moriondo, Lauren Jauregui, Baby Queen, Sara and Teagan, The Butchies, Sofya Wang and Melissa Etheridge
#god works hard but i work harder#anyways. im going to sleep this took way too much time#sapphic#lesbian#bisexual#pansexual#music#NO I AM NOT TAGGING EVERY ARTIST HERE DO YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING DIE???#or actually#rina sawayama#janelle monáe#raveena#boygenius#kelela#zolita#victoria monét#okay but i'm not tagging the honorary mentions that's way too many#music recs#anti gaylor
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I actually need smt gay happen to me asap or else I will combust
#who wants to make sure i dont combust#im actually going insane#hehe#:3#transmasc#pansexual#gay#ftm#ftm mlm#trans mlm#mlm yearning#mlm thoughts#trans#mac speaks
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TW: SUGGESTIVE?
✦𝑆𝐼𝐹𝐹𝑅𝐼𝑁 𝐵𝑈𝑁𝑁𝑌 𝑆𝑈𝐼𝑇 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝐶𝐻𝑅𝐼𝑆𝑇𝑀𝐴𝑆! ✦
#in stars and time#isat siffrin#siffrin#siffrin isat#isat#ℎ𝑒ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑖𝑡#im so gay with siffrins boypussy but im actually pansexual WITH HER BUTT
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i think if a femme ever traced my collarbone with her finger and called me "dog" i would simply have no choice other than to implode in on myself
#im such a fucking dyke#it's actually embarrassing#lycanthropic lesbianism#lesbian#sapphic#sapphic yearning#dykeposting#femme#i <3 femmes#bisexual#pansexual#mspec lesbian#transfem#transmasc#t4t#trans 4 trans#trans4cis#homosexual#therian#therianthropy#otherkin#irl werewolf#anti transid#anti rq#anti proshipper#terfs fuck off
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please tell me you guys get this reference 😭
#memes#vent#vent post#i wish i was joking#im sorry#self h@rm#sorry for being depressing#spotify#hitting beans#i wanna cvt#roblox#funny#bisexual#gay#asexual#pansexual#nonbinary#bpd safe#bpd vent#bpd#actually bpd#bpd thoughts
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IM LAUGHING SO HARD AT THIS LMAOOO
#acotar#pro tamlin#tamlin#a court of thorns and roses#its literally just funny idk i have nothing else to add#this is pro tamlin because i like tamlin#top reply was ‘this is homophobic somehow’ which is 1- funny 2- i forget not everyone knows tam and hcs him as pansexual😔#arson yaps#do i tag this interview with the vampire#iwtv#i know some mutuals fancast him as tamlin and i can see it and im nodding but hes not my fancast#i dont think i actually have a fancast for tamlin cause i know like 10 celebrities#hes just what i think and i never want an acotar live show. ever.
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Tis basically the fcking season 🍁🎃✨️
{ ðeal wıth ıt } 🧡
#ayyyy im fcking broken#but at least fall is here#basically#proof of an actual smile#ew spooky#fall 2023#halloween 2023#spooky season#graveyard girl#wlw yearning#sapphic yearning#girls who like girls#sapphic#lgbtq#pansexual#fml#💔#yes i made my friends do a sears catalogue level photo shoot of me
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no i’m not GAY i just want to dress like a fucking 1900s NEWSBOY and wear a fucking NEWSBOY CAP and BRITCHES and get girls to like me IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK
#newsies#switch “girls” with “racetrack higgins” and you’ve pretty much got spot conlon huh#please ignore this#send help#ive got a good excuse i’m losing my mind over here im going to EXPLODE#i’m gonna go boom#💥#i exploded :(#pansexual#bisexual#UGH I WANT TO WEAR A NEWSBOY CAP TO SCHOOL I WOULD LOOK SO SEXY#unfortunately ive actually got a good reputation at school#keyboard smash#shitpost#newsies broadway#newsies uk#yes this is for the newsies fans#and idk gay people#gay#musical theatre
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you don't play :( you're no fun :( | march '24
#i said to myself: katherine no more lana lyrics but i literally cant im sorry shes all ive listened to in months#i was gonna do another unreleased one but i tampered the urge to be pretentious so.... you should thank me actually#i was gonna do reflections but im too egzorsted. its been so hellish. i actually cant put into words how hellish#but i have the gucci shoes ive been eyeing for months so. its all g !#and also when i went to the uni bar some girl was like to me 'you look like a vision' and now im like OF contingency plan back ON BAYBEEEEE#meta pansexual thoughts but compliments from girls feel so much more intimate. im not a baby gay why does it still make me 😵💫❤️🔥❤️🔥#photography series#part 4(?) of 2024
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Look, I usually don't get serious on this app, but after the election yesterday, I feel just devastated. I am a trans disabled queer satanist, with him winning I don't feel safe.
I'm not trying to play this up for laughs, I am being serious. I don't feel safe. I don't want to feel like this, but with project 2025, I am terrified, and I don't know where else to post this. How could this happen? I don't want to be afraid I don't want to be contemplating what the hell am I going to do... I don't want to be in this country.
Are we going to have to move? We can't afford to! I can't move! We can't move! My mom works 2 jobs! My twin is in college! I'm about to be in college! I live in Michigan! When I was younger, it was relatively progressive! Now it's getting more conservative, and I'm scared! Am I going to have to get my tubes tied? I was never planning on having kids, but if abortions became basically impossible to get or even outright illegal, I don't want to be forced to give birth! What if something horrible happens?! I don't want to die! These bans have already killed!
#election 2024#us elections#election results#actually autistic#disabled#trans#satanist#im scared#im crying#I don't want to be here#i dont want to be here#in america#I dont want to be here in america#what am I going to do#am i going to have to get my tubes tied#am i going to have to move#i can't move#we can't move#i can't afford it#we can't afford it#i physically can't#i am physically ill#i am physically disabled#we have 5 pets#we own our house#michigan#queer#pansexual#asexual#pan
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i would have put more emphasis on lakes sexuality in her original season. We only know she’s a lesbian because of a pride post. It would have been cool to see her talking about it with Rosa maria or maggy. About how she doesn’t want to get married to this guy because she isn’t attracted to men, but doesn’t have the words to describe it. Maybe Rosa and maggy help her realize that being same sex attracted is normal and nothing wrong with it. (Maggy autocorrected to maggot like 4 times wtf)
fr like i think besides jaiden, season 2 had no mention/hint of queerness and then BAM half the cast shows up in the pride post. uhhh thanks for the half-assed representation from unbearable/boring characters that we will never see again i guess! you’re so progressive ONC!
#at least tomjake and gabellie are clearly queer but i feel like they just slapped pansexuality on hunter bc RePrEsEnTaTiOn#and DO NOT GET ME WRONG. PAN HUNTER IS REAL TO ME. but is it to ONC lets be serious#ofc mspec people dont have to show attraction to the same gender to be valid (thats not what im saying)#im saying that ONC just slapped that label on him so theyd be progressive#and do nottt get me started on trevek omfg its so fucking clearly fan service its just sickening#they showed no signs of 1) being bi and 2) liking each other in the first season#AND DEREK STILL DOESNT SEEM TO LIKE TREVOR. BY THE FUCKING WAY. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WE’RE ROOTING FOR TREVOR TO GET WITH A MAN THAT#DOESN’T EVEN LIKE HIM????????????#but whatever middle aged yaoi or whatever anything to get people talking about the most mid show on youtube rn#and like. karol? is a lesbian? really? this is just hunter but they wanted to be praised for older gays instead#anyways tl;dr onc just slapped some queer labels on the characters not because they care about them being queer#but because they wanted to be praised for diversity and make us forget the show is actually just shit#disventure camp#lake disventure camp#plot rewrite
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need a cute guy to cuddle with to fall asleep in their arms😭
#im actually so touch starved#just wanna feel someones war#warmth*#war too sure#transmasc#pansexual#gay#ftm#ftm mlm#trans mlm#mlm yearning#mlm thoughts#trans#:3#mac speaks
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if you are a girl or if you are queer and you like american psycho please marry me 💍
#american psycho#patrick bateman#christian bale#pansexual#movies#horror movies#lgbtq#lgbtq+#girls#lgbt#gay#interests#this makes it sound like 3 separate things but actually im fine with that. if you are a girl#or queer#or like american psycho#any of the 3#marry me
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When she’s so fucking perfect you go literally feral every time you think of her but also it’s best friends to lovers so you can display your rabidness for her
#chat is this real#chat am i cooked#chat im cooked#chat im losing it#chat im going insane#chat is it over for me#chat i love her#chat help#chat am i crazy#chat am i tweaking#chat am i insane#more nblw content!!#nblw community#nblw memes#nblw stuff#nblw post#nblw love#nblw#gay#lesbian#pansexual#autistic rambling#being autistic#actually autistic#autism rizz#the autism is autisming#autistic spectrum#autistic experiences#autistic things#autistic community
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