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LMAO HELPPPO

I love how I haven’t seen most of my mutuals faces but I’ve definitely seen what the inside of their skin looks like

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Age? should be in your bio...

I am 20 years old, an adult.

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the mental illness washing away when I drink

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24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? :3

Uhhh my best subjects in primary school was reading, I was like 4 stages above everyone else in my year.

Secondary/high school was art and English.

And now I absolutely love English as I'm studying it for college :)

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🏮IF YOU IGNORE THIS, YOU ARE DOOMING MY FAMILY TO DEAΤΗ

Hello, I am Aseel from Gaza

Please donate to save our life

I apologize for what I am about to ask. I have a heavy and exhausted heart. Unfortunately, the situation became difficult after my father injured, and my father's health condition deteriorated

donation of only 20$ from each person, 20$ will save my family from death in Gaza

I lost part of my family, my home and everything

I do not know whether I will survive or die in this war, but I know that your help will contribute to saving my family from death.

My campiang vatted by @90-ghost @fairuzfan

https://gofund.me/16fe6e48

First off, don't start with that first statement in my asks please. That's a huge burden which I cannot take upon.

I am giving my condolences to you and to your father, but unfortunately I cannot donate as I am a broke college student who only has enough money to get water everyday.

I am forwarding this to my mutuals/followers/any passerby's on my blog, whom I hope can assist you in your time of need.

All my prayers and thoughts go to you, your family and everyone in Gaza. 🙏 🙏 🔊🔊🇵🇸🇵🇸

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I hate how I want to cry about this.

no matter how long I stay clean, somehow it always feels better to relapse 🤨

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Shit.

girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived

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Real please tell me this is ok

bpd is your 'i'm doing good/ok' being simply a state of complete numbness between the mood swings, in those moments youre not overjoyed, or so depressed you feel like youre dying, or scared to death, just. empty and numb, you feel nothing at all so this must be what 'ok' feels like, right?

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Having a moment where I feel okay but I don't feel okay. But if I s3lf hærm I don't have any reasoning on why and I feel like so many people will be disappointed. But if I don't then I'll feel devastated that I didn't.

What the fvck is wrong with me.

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Sometimes I feel like this yeah

I feel like such a burden to my bf since he has to live w my mental illness. Deep down i feel like the best thing to do is kms so he can get the burden lifted off his shoulders

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being this fucking miserable is the one thing I’m good at.

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well my plan didn't go, "down" today. I guess I'll just have to try again tomorrow.

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:♡🍮.•♬✧⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾*+:•*∴🎀 ꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷!!

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another ask game cuz these are rlly interesting

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

We'll do these asks back and forth then hm? Lmao (I don't mind, it's the only conversation I have until later on in the day)

My last dream (funnily enough) was that my fp (thank you for teaching me what that meant) turned into an Oreo and so did I and we had to find the milk carton in the fridge, a glass cup with a handle and we had to find a way to pour the milk into the cup to dunk ourselves in there or we'd di3.

So. Yeah.

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ask game!!

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

ooooh, now this is a tough one.

Nah, I'm joking.

So I don't know about you but I'm going into college, right? I need to do a practice exam before I start, to evaluate where I am and so they can help me forward. Simple enough, right? Or so I thought.

To cut it plain and simple, I sat between a couple of 16 or 17 year olds, who (all 9 of them) managed to be friends, come from the same school and want to be in the same college classes together. Okay fair enough (I suppose)

What I didn't realise is, that these girls were a bunch of assholes. I mean that in the politest way possible (I don't want to get t-worded for my behaviour.)

Two of them kept holding hands across my keyboard, sending notes to one another and asking me to pass them while I was *trying* to do my work. They got really close to my face and started whispering to one another and when I told them to "stop"

They mocked me and laughed.

Over and over again until I started to breakdown and then I had a panic attack in the back of the classroom. I asked for a teacher to escort me back to the reception area as I didn't feel safe enough + severe social anxiety and one of the girls said

"imagine having to have someone take you out of the classroom to (insert room here) that's embarrassing. Just walk there yourself." And gave an annoyed/disturbed look at me.

In conclusion I hope they're not in my class in September or else I'll fucking cry.