#ill play a game and chill

[insight-chronicles]

This has raised an interesting question for me...

Can I be accepting of something if it annoys/irritates/or causes me to feel some other negative feeling?

My main example for me is the "without volume control" and "screaming meltdown". Like I have a strong dislike of people and as a result limit my time outside the house so I don't have to deal with lots of people at once. How if I am out of the house and there is something particularly loud happening, i.e. an autistic person with no volume control, this annoys me. However, I would never go up to that person and ask them to be quiet. I understand that I am in a public space and therefore cannot conform the world around me to my liking. That is what my home is for.

I mean I'm not accepting of it because I really don't like it but I am accepting because I'm not going to ask/tell them they need to stop/be quiet/get themselves together.

Like it's their life, they have to live with it the whole time and deal with people hating on them and I don't want to be another person to add to that because my trip to the shops got a little bit worse. And instead of going home and being productive I am instead going to have to go home and decompress. But that's not their problem, it's mine.

happy autism acceptance month. this month, regardless if you're abled or disabled, allistic or autistic, try to consider if you really do accept people with autism. all aspects of autism. people who:

without volume control

talk to themselves or make sounds (seemingly) at random

have huge screaming meltdowns

stim any way, including smearing body fluids

only talk about one subject and will never "move on"

stare inappropriately

struggle with personal hygiene

are unemployed

who left education early ("dropped out")

has a carer and will always need one

don't use mouth words to communicate

have comorbid intellectual disability and don't want to separate that from their autism

autism acceptance month can't truly be about acceptance if we don't broaden our understanding of autism and confront our internal biases. these things listen above are normal parts of autism. sometimes very common. there's stigma around them, but that's stigma we can actively fight.

[choccy-milky]

MC doing what we all wished we could do (aka napping on the floor with ominis )😴💕

[gifti3]

sometimes i kinda forget about the yandere aspect of ray and then ill remember he killed blaze cause he flirted too hard at the mc

[moeblob]

OC

[holysheithyall]

security breach shenanigans based on my own playthrough

[shokupanda]

me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh

[spidermansballs]

got told to join lacrosse... why am i actually considering it

[kittenpower05]

I don't normally like sharing wips online because I'm very self-conscious about the "beginning/ugly" stage of the process, but I just finished In Stars And Time and. Look. I cannot be normal about it.

Spoilers for isat end of act 3 under the cut!

Plus some bonus doodles I did in class on notability, while I'm still feeling open to sharing rough artwork (forgive me as reference images were limited at the time)

[astral-scout]

brother watches youtube shorts on the living room tv and it comes from inside by the living tombstone seems to be one of the trendy youtube shorts songs ? and every time i hear it my fnaf phase twitches from its place buried deep in the back of my mind . i feel like watching a matpat video

[c0rpseductor]

tfw you fall into the trap of thinking your negative emotions are something to be immediately fixed as opposed to gently tolerated and tended until they run their course and then remember you have to sit with your feelings patiently instead of shove them under the mattress

[truethes]

hoyo gives me a blonde and I immediately become obsessed with them ❤️

[technikki]

HAHA HA FUCK YEEEEAH BABY PAPER MARIOS THOUSAND DOORS VIDEO GAME

[dvasva]

confession, i cant enjoy playing stardew valley anymore. theres too much in it and its too complicated for me.

[cosmicrhetoric]

im realizing ive never played an rpg with romancable companions like i completely missed the boat on the mass effect/dragon age type games in high school. kotor doesnt count imo and the last long form rpg i played was literally 36 bit. that being said even if i KNEW it was coming (like i knew it was coming. sort of) lae'zel hitting on my tav shocked me so much i logged off LOL

[meatriarchived2]

gonna be a random thought to set down but just one thats been bubbling for a couple days so bear with me if you actually read thru this lmao but -

know theres always those posts that go around that say to not be afraid of setting boundaries or curating your space for yourself etc. and while those little reminders are always nice it is always an entirely different thing actually putting that into practice. and especially in cases where theres alot of entanglement with certain aspects of connections made ooc & ic in relation to yknow, rp and everything - makes things difficult to even consider unraveling just bc of how many layers and sometimes people or muses or plots that can be affected by setting & enforcing personal boundaries or looking out for yourself & your own best interests when it comes to how things may be affecting your mood or mental state.

august for me has very much been a sitting myself tf down and re-evaluating some things on a personal level and particularly with what im willing or not to tolerate or look past, and generally just focusing mainly on being at ease and not being so anxious with shit. and part of that is deciding to be actually more firm when it comes to what makes me uncomfortable or that tugs on a trigger etc rather than brushing it off. and for me at least the little stepping stones have been nice to see myself navigate towards in the last couple weeks and im proud of myself for that, considering ive habitually chosen for years to bite my tongue when things boundaries or thoughts/feelings are pushed or disregarded etc.

august ive been mainly focusing on just being a little more at ease & at peace for the most part and, it feels generally not so stifling or uncomfortable being in my little spaces again as it kind of has been for a while. easing back into things slowly so the burnout on a few fronts ive been dealing with dont get overwhelming but its just feeling nicer in my spaces again & rekindling that fun & love with things too.

sometimes things are simply necessary for your own well-being, even if it seems & feels mean or cruel or isolating to do. sometimes you do need to consider yourself first, and thats okay.

anyways.

good morning & have a good day everyone, im sending you all kind vibes & kisses to the sky <3

[elegyofthemoon]

me trying to catch up w love and deepspaces new stories going 😰