#but its mainly dudes and dudes that have bullied me in the pasf
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got told to join lacrosse... why am i actually considering it
#like idk how to feel#cuz its kinda apealing but idk#cuz like wut if im dog shit at lacrosse#and im scared of joining the school team#i want to do hockey but theres nothing in my area cuz i live in the south#and my friend thinks i should join wrestling but like then id have to join the womens team and i cant do that#like id love to do wrestling but i am NOT being on the womens team#and like my school has 1 lacrosse team for both men and women#but its mainly dudes and dudes that have bullied me in the pasf#and like we're chill now but like...#idk#and like ive nvr been on a school team and like its smth i want to do but like im scared cuz like wut if im absolute shit#and like most of these people have been doing lacrosse since middle school and ive nvr even been to a game#but like ive been thinking abt doing lacrosse for a couple years ive js been out of shape cuz of body issues#but like i wanna get better abt that this year and if i keep that up into next year then maybe ill join the team#if i actually practice lacrosse#but like i dont have a stick#and i dont wanna waste my parents money if i dont actually play#cuz like wut if i get my mas hopes up and then dont do anything and ive js waisted her moneu??????#i mean im def not going out for the team this spring#and like ive got over a year till next years season#so like ive got time#but idk
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