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ranting on the blog cos i fucking can!!!! saw a post talking shit about a fic that involved an asexual character and im just annoyed!!!!
i hate reading a fic and seeing the comments and one of them is like “hey this piece of work is shit cos u represented this asexual character wrong >:(“ when the work represented the asexual character PERFECTLY FINE but theyre not sex repulsed.
the character could be shown making sex jokes or even just casually talking about sex and somehow its an issue? lord FORBID theyre in the bedroom too (no matter if they’re participating or not)
funny enough asexual people arent all sex repulsed, idk how many times this needs to be said? not all asexual folk are the silly weird “sometimes i forget sex exist!” character thats become to prevalent in media now. and im not saying being sex repulsed is bad/being stereotypical, being sex repulsed is fine! ok! amazing! but what im saying is it isnt the only way to be asexual.
honestly any representation of asexuality is good representation cos its a (sparkle effect) SPECTRUM (sparkle effect) some are sex repulsed, some are sex indifferent, some are sex favourable, some are sex weird and some just really wanna touch some ass. You literally cannot misrepresent asexuality unless you purposely write a canon ace character as allo. you cannot misrepresent asexuality cos people are weird and odd and different.
im sorry if your uncomfy with an asexual character being written/shown as being sex indifferent/sex favourable but please just block the tags, dont read the work, dont interact and fucking dont comment. youre acting like an ass and making someone feel bad for no reason. its fine to be uncomfortable cos funny enough you have the right to but dont put others down cos you’re uncomfortable.
it happens so often no matter if its fanfiction, artwork, whatever-the-fuck, anytime an asexual character is shown in a sex related situation theres a problem. unless if the character has been specified to be sex repulsed, shut up and let people have fun.
it gets tiring thats all?
(not using any specific tags, only cos i dont wanna get harassed but if you somehow found this congrats ig)
#ignore me im just sick of people#oh my god you can also tell when its some ignorant allo person too#“im an ally and your sexualizing asexuals!!!” when in the notes the author literally says theyre ace💀#ill delete this later im just annoyed#oh my god how people get upset if an asexual character dates an allo character#ace4ace relationships are awesome!!! but so are ace4allo relationships!!!!!!!#if ur wondering what fic im talking abt btw i wont specify only cos this poor dude got blasted in the comments but it was a caleb x essek c#its funny cos the people see the asexual colors and just assume theyre not into sex#do you know???? what demisexuality is???? good sir??????#like guys cmon🥲#omg not to be that guy but the tma fandom is bad for it too#let people self project please🙏#unless if the creaters said the asexual character is sex repulsed stfu#cupid chaos
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Does anyone else feel a debilitating fear of getting better? Is this normal? Does it secretly prove I'm just faking everything for attention? Probably tbh
#cicadas vent tag#likr#i was looking at my knee would and realised it was getting kinda better#and felt almost . disappointed and afraid#and with mental illness the feeling is rven worse#like of course i want to get better!!! obviously!!!#but i feel almost sad when i realized i havent had a suicidal thought in a while#but tbh#the fear of never getting better is also terrifying#it must be so annoying to watch me hate myself and hurt myself over and over again and not get any better#but the idea of getting better is scary too#yknow?#its all terrifying#maybe the only non scary reality is one where i isolate myself from all of my friends forever#but that just makes me sad#ok this feels kind of all over the place but . idk its a very all over the place kind of feeling#delete later#ok this one is getting taken out of the drafts early cuz i just refused my parents offer to wash my knee#and one od my thoughts was 'what if it stops hurting'#im fucked up like deeply i think#btw im doing fine now im so cozy just . yeah
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do you guys ever feel too scared to reach out to a friend you haven't spoken to in a little bit bc i do. im TERRIFIED for some reason
#num speaks#ive got a few friends that i havent spoken to in a bit and i REALLY wanna talk to em but like#what if i annoy them. what if they dont wanna talk to me.#and like i wanna reach out bc... yk theyre my friends but then i got lost in my head and think all negatively#ALSO im scared bc i usually reach out so now i feel like if i do it again ill just be annoying#HELP!!! HELP ME!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!#and like i know its stupid. but im always scared that my friends are annoyed with me and dont wanna talk to me anymore#and like what if they think its weird that im reaching out after a bit#BUT LIKE. IF IT WAS ME AND SOMEONE REACHED OUT TO ME ID BE SO HAPPY??#make it make sense....#pleak. i just wanna talk to my friends and not worry about being annoying.#am i... just a wuss????#anyway im just ranting bc ive been a tad bit worried about that sorry </3#ill probs delete later...#if i remember LMFAO
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#yall can defend doctors if you want but you will NOT be doing it in my notes#im a disabled chronically ill person i know intimately and first hand the ways the health system and doctors#are subpar and flawed#and you knowing some good ones does not mean a vast percentage of them are not terrible#dismissive#and uninformed#delete later#personal#sidenote. whats w people on this website rebloggihg posts just to argue w them in the tags#annoying assess
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cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((
#my thoughts#i slept like 3 hours but my roommate kept moving and it bothered me where every movement made me irrationally angry#and i keep waking up and having immediate brainrot lfjkfnfjnf so its fun but also not bc im literally SO drained pleasssseee shut up brain#like baby i have a presentation tomorrow at 8:30AM and i have to do a whole reflection paper#go to fucking sleeeeeeep#and the worst part is i FORGOT to eat . before bed . cuz i was too tired and said fuck it ill eat in the morn#which is horrible bc now im like. starving and gross bc i also didnt do anything i kinda just collapsed JFKDNDKDN#but i dont wanna get up. because. um. four am and i dont wannnnaaa eat.i waanaa eat in the morning#so ive just been holding stan bunny close and thinking thoughts while actively trying to sleep JFKDNFKDJD#anyways. Im a functioning human person!#: D !#GggfrRRRAGGhggh#so annoying bc i usually can sleep on command like its nothing lmfao#but i have too many things on my frickin mind i cant shut it up pensive#anyways THIS IS A LONG TAG THING NSJFJDKFJD UHHHHH runs away#DELETE LATER????
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#im overemotional at work rn and need to vent so ill probably delete this later#but i got a migraine again today and im close to tears rn at work bc i wanted to come in and i wanted to do my job well but my frigging head#wont stop hurting and it's making my eyes sensitive to light and just making me overwhelmed by the crowds#I'm lucky i got a super easy position tonight and my partner told our lead and she's gonna send me home early#but im just tired of my body not working right#it's probably bc of all my screentime that im getting these migraines#and stress about some things#but its so infuriating#im lucky it's not a chronic problem but its just annoying#maybe i need to take better care of myself idk#anyway I'll shut up now
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#not feeling so great as of lately#i thought it was just that i was thinking about stuff at a too late of a time yesterday but now its morning and i still feel bad#sure i slept very badly so maybe its still that but idk it still doesnt feel great no matter what the reason is#i feel like. so annoying lately#and like yea maybe i am and it shouldnt matter yk like all that ur allowed to be annoying and just be urself and whatever#but it just of takes a lot out of u when u t talk about ur interests or ur day or smth ands like everyone just brushes it off or ignores u#and obviously im probably being dramatic like this is a busy time of the year!#and its not always about me and like other ppl have their reasons to do what they do u know#but it still feels bad :'))#also this isnt about like anyone specific its like a combination of little things that FEELS bad to ME not a thing someone else does#like i know ppl dont have to care about stuff yk i like that i KNOW they dont care about so like what do i expect#and i dont ever know what to say to stuff idk anything about either so its very understandable#but its took me years to like. talk about things i like without prompting so it feels like a big hit when i dont get any reaction back fsgsh#and thats not trying to blame anyone else either its not anybody elses fault im not good at something#i think my kind of insecurity is showing one of my friends had to reassure me that yes they do want to hear how im doing fsgsh#but im thankful for that it feels good to hear when ur feeling kind of unstable with ur relationships fshsh#also since i am feeling like. unstable on EVERY relationship i suspect its just seasonal depression or stress or something#still wont stop the brain from like trying to blame itself lmao#this is kind of stupid idk what im trying to even say here#my post#vent#maybe ill delete it later?? this feels stupid
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i block every mf on any social media that uses the phrase girl math oh my FUCKING GOOOOOOD ILL KILL YOU. ACTUALLY. what a new quirky way to express your internalised misogyny coated in shallow feminism and presented in a way that fucking emma chamberlain would in 2017
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Thinking about going to World Most Boring Bible Study Ever. Idk yall. Idk. Idek.
#the number of times i have faked a call yo leave early. the number of times ive played solitaire on my phone. i got to the potty to kill tim#like! just answer questions its not that hard!!!!!!#you dont even need to be right just throw some spaghetti at the wall and see what sticks!#also group leaders stop reading questions from a script from your phone#ALSO PLEASE CAN WE STOP GOING THROUGH THE SAME VERSES WE GO THROUVH ON SUNDAYS#this is why we have a split in our life group/church crowdm just sayin#i just. i just miss doing bible studys with people who were way smarter than me#being a church kid in a college church is just 👁👄👁#i shpuldnt be dreading going to bible study!!!!!!#so its probably a me problem right?!#and also the group leaders have had to tell me to stfu more than once (politely. which was really annoying. dont pussyfoot around!!)#also our only bible study is also our ~only space for new comers~ so i get in trouble if i get too meaty in my excitements and theology#EHICH SHOJLDNT BE MY FAULT!!!!!!!#and YEAH it IS my fault that its my only spot where im spiritually feeding. but also there is a secret eomens group people mention that..#i guess im just excluded from? but also i know most of the women dont like me bc I have interminable Doesnt Shut Up Disease l#like i understand fhat yes it is a little my fault rhat me talking about deep theology makes them feel inadequate but also THAT SHOULDNT BE#guh. i also forgot my meds today so im a little bit more mulish and hard hearted#and i KNOW its a teachable moment amd God is usimg this to temper me or something else but im feelimg grumblr#and ill probably delete this later.#and i have to got to work ok bye
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i love how the medical advice i get to not make my condition worse is to simply control it. like wow cool, idk why i never thought about doing that before, thank you i'm cured :)
#i am being sarcastic#yeah so. after a year of poor health i have been officially diagnosed with diabetic peripheral and autonomic neuropathy#so theres no way to treat it. no way to make it better. it will only get worse as time goes on#my doctors have told that. in order to make it progress slower. i need to control my diabetes#like okay dude. its not like ive been trying to do that every day of my life for 10 years or anything#and ive also been told not to sit up or stand up too quickly. and not to stay stabding or in a seated position for very long#cool. its not like i had to sit in a waiting room for 4 hours today or anything. again i am being sarcastic#ughhhh sorry for the venting im just. very sad about this. sorta annoyed. and kinda angry#my neuropathy has been slowly developing over the last 5 years. like. i only just turned 22#vent#mumbles#type 1 diabetic#chronic illness#disabled#delete later
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the longer I exist online the more I feel like a lot of people think politics are like. awareness fairs. about awareness.
#im mostly talking about how like. 'how is no one talking about this' has become some kind of. badge of morality somehow#like this is really niche internet things and i dont think im explaining it very well but it is annoying#that some people approach bad news as if its some kind of underground band#and that if they are the first person to bring said unknown issue/event to other people's tls then theyre like. somehow inherently more#ethical and aware compared to the person who didnt know#idk. im not explaining this well. its just that it feels like people are shouting BE AWARE !!! at you about an issue you really cant help#with while trying to manage the thirty other trash fires happening around you#and like. all this to say that we should show up for each other as people especially when youre an american like me and ur government is#actively has a hand in most of the world issues rn#but idk... im really confused all the time and trying to keep the whole world in mind while also trying to help out the people in front of#me is hard. and its kinda fucked#im sure ill delete this later i just. needed to speak to the void
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just blocked an (old-ish) mutual for having such a shitty typology opinion... sigh
#'typology is so difficult to study unless you actually care about that shit dont even waste your time'#please shut up#'you're ruining people's fun when you tell them to study functions'#no??#no ones forcing anyone??#16p is shit#domain-based mbti is broken stereotyped and inaccurate#whatever#vagueposting#ill delete this later maybe#im just kinda annoyed
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Something I struggle way more with than ships I dislike are ships that I would be at least open to maybe consider if not for the fact that the majority of its shippers so very clearly only pair them together in order to avoid the more common ship they condemn for being ""problematic""
#not gonna name any but fucking#any ship that gets reduced to OOC ~wholesome~ caricatures of themselves#while its shippers spend way more time complaining about another ship#is THE most effective way to turn me off a ship#i dont even have to like the dissed ship in fact its almost more annoying when i dont#cause i hate open and targeted bashing way more#especially when filling up ship tags when you just wanna find fun stuff#smh#ill delete this later probably im just so annoyed rn LMAO#sharan talks
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yall to be Honest I'm lowkey regretting going to grad school lmao. my classmates are great and I dont have any great beef with the professors but it is an Exhausting level of work and I'm p sure I'm having a bipolar episode/flare-up of some kind because of it (thanks, brain, that is Not helpful) so I may be 99% offline as far as this blog goes. which SUCKS because I dont WANT to but. oh well!
#i can just FEEL my brain latching onto that annoying “im bad at art and actually i hate it and i wanna leave” schema#fucking swatting it with a rolled up newspaper and yelling PUT THAT DOWN STOP IT#rambles.txt#delete later#i fuckin hate being mentally ill dude. AUGH.#i can drop out after May for sure but. i need to have a plan. and i currently do not
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#dude im. feelin worse than i have in a long time. and i hate it#i feel small and weak and annoying#i feel unwanted and unloved#and all i want is to be talked to. for them to just. say literally anything to me#its so hard to believe anything that Sounds good rn because everything feels bad#and im trying so hard not to believe the intrusive thoughts that this is malicious and i know them!!#i dont actually think they'd be malicious like this but im fucken scared! things will be changing and i dont know what im doing#and i was supposed to know what i was doing by now!!!!!!! this was supposed to give me the time i needed#i just . didn't realize how much borrowed time i had and how fast it was running out#or is that also an intrusive thought? am i putting this person in a bad faith like because its what i expect and fear#or am i justified in feeling ignored and shit#:((((#idk man but i need to get out ofmy head so. guess ill try and sleep#delete later#probably
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i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐
#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game'#fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!!#i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all#literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt#if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i.#all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion#i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!!#dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle#i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool#and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it#i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!!#why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add#and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3#man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk-#to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want#ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever.#might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go#.vent#listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing
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