#go to fucking sleeeeeeep

[whatthefuckisasweep]

cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((

[kartana]

I feel so sad this sucks i can't stop thinking about doing everything wrong with v I feel like im gonna cry I hate going to sleep early the day after I stay up it's just hours of laying down with stupid train of thoughts that come at night and I can't sleep I just want to sleep I don't want to feel so awful in the morning I don't want to feel awful right now I wish I could just get my thoughts in order get to the point and cry and be done with it. Nothing is going to change from yesterday to today to tomorrow I will just have been miserable and things won't change because of it I wish the world was kinder I wish the world wasn't so cruel I wish things were different I want to cry and now I can't even feel that anymore.

[sparklehag99]

Woke up to a migraine AND an allergy attack, and have two can’t-miss meetings AND a conference I have to attend over zoom and I would truly rather die. Apparently they might cold call on us to answer questions during the conference????? Is that not fucking illegal????? It should be fucking illegal.

[francisforever2014]

me and my circadian rhythm r like this lately if i’m being honest

[gwenmontrose]

Med school is legalised torture, so I guess this technically makes me a masochist?

[orcelito]

well the good news is im gonna look the part of someone who hasnt been to class in several weeks

[itzanotheremo]

im so tired but i cant sleep after hearing destroya play. i couldn’t even skip it because my phone is surprisingly slower than me (i have the IQ of a tree) and now i have gerard’s $3x moans stuck in my head and i do have school work to turn in but u know what fuck it im just gonna go cry :D and i have to wake up at 4:30 so i can shower so i can straighten my hair so i can go to school looking normal and i could just take a shower now but im too lazy to get out of bed and im as comfortable as someone with worse back pain than a 70 year old war veteran can be anyways baiiii i hope u guys actually get sleep :3

[elprupneerg]

I know you’re not supposed to trust any thought you have about your life past some late hour, but also consider that maybe my 3am having trouble sleeping brain is actually super correct about everything forever

[akioukun]

Please hold I need 3 consecutive business days to recover from this. Bambi I adore you, this is so sweet

based on @akioukun’s seasons au. this au has stirred me up inside in the best of ways, i hope i do it justice with another little ficlet!

he searches for days.

Steve’s gone missing and Billy has no idea where to even begin looking — because Steve’s always just been there, just out of reach and on his own in a world of quiet loneliness beside Billy. always there but never truly present, not unless Billy touched him. grounded him, in a way.

Billy understands that it’s not easy being what Steve is. how he goes through every day feeling empty and half alive and waiting for winter to come and put him to sleep. to let him rest until he can get back on his feet, reenergized.

the first chill that Billy feels in the wind puts him on edge. it’s too early, he’s not ready, Steve is still missing and winter can’t come before autumn.

Billy won’t allow it.

so, he searches. he takes his heat from the sand and shore and into the forest, deeper and deeper where he knows Steve often retreats to. where he likes to wander alone, tending to the flowers in his chest in secret, as if Billy doesn’t know about them.

worry creeps up on him, like winter does. the first frost will be soon. and if he doesn’t hurry, he’ll miss Steve. he’ll have to wait until he’s ready to wake up again but Billy’s not ready to let him sleep just yet. there’s so much he has to say and so much he wants to do with him.

it’s not fair. he knows seasons are fickle and will leave whenever they wish, without a word because thats their nature, but it’s not fair. he makes the days hot but the mornings and evenings are cold and empty without Steve.

he goes further into the forest, where he’s never been before.

and that’s where Billy finds him, just on the soft bank of a small river. Steve’s asleep, curled up on the ground like a babe with moss growing over his body like a blanket and flowers sprout from his body — from the soft moss on his chest and arms and legs. he’s decaying beautifully, resting under a cover that he created with Billy, finally asleep and ready for winter. he’s as he should be. autumn will always rest and decay and he’ll wake when he’s ready. Billy will just have to wait.

so, he sits next to his sleeping autumn and feels like the earth just before winter — cold.

[legacyshenanigans]

All the boys waking up with wavy heads from potion shenanigans the night before (Hungover basically)🤣

Sebastian: *rolls over in his bed coming face to face with Leander* URGH?! *kicks him out of bed*

Leander: *lands on the floor ontop of Amit* Oi?! What did you do that for?! ARGH, my head!

Amit: *groans* Get off me please....

Leander: Sorry Amit, blame sallow.. *crawls across the floor over to Garreth, who's spread out on a sofa snoring, with Everett curled up in ball next to him*

Sebastian: Why the fuck were you in my bed? OOOH GOD, I feel like death..

Ominis: *popping up from the covers on the other side of Sebastian* Me too..

Sebastian: AAHH! Jesus..Where did you come from?

Ominis: *confused blinking* ...I dont know. Stop talking...*grabs his own head in agony*

Leander: How the hell should I know why I was in your bed!? Garreth..Hey Garreth, wake up.

Garreth: *lazily* Sleeeeeeep

Leander: No, come on *pats his face*

Garreth: *Opens one eye* Fuck off..

Amit: *sits up too quickly* Oh god..I shouldn't of done that! Uuuurgh..Whoevers idea that was last night is a fool..

Everett: *stretches out his arm and hits Garreth in the face*

Garreth: Fuck *grumpy mumble as he sits up*

Everett: Oh! Sorry!

Ominis: Everett shhhh, no shouting, I beg of you.

Everett: ...*whispers* Sorry

Leander: Are you ok Garreth?

Garreth: *face like a moody child* Fuck...Off...All of you.

Sebastian: *chuckles* OooOooh look at you, don't think I've ever seen you so grumpy.

Leander: ooof..I'm hungry.

Sebastian: Make yourself useful and go and grab us all some food then..

Leander: Get your own damn food Sallow! I can barely stand right now though..

Amit: .....What time is it?

Everett: 10 o clock.

Amit: ....Oh no. Oh nononono.

Ominis: What's wrong?

Amit: I have an exam today.....

Sebastian: Shiiiiit *laughs* what time?

Amit: Half an hour ago..

Leander: Pffftt! *laughs*

Amit: I don't know why you're laughing Leander....We're in the same level for charms class. So you had an exam too.

Leander: .....What?!

Garreth: *flinches awake from falling asleep again from Leanders shout*

Sebastian: Paaaaahahahahaha!!!!

Ominis: *irritated moan as he puts a finger over Sebastians mouth* Shhhhh, *snuggles into his back still sleepy*

Sebastian: *whispers* Ominis..Don't cuddle me in front of everyone.

Ominis: SHHHHHH. My head hurts.

Everett: What are you two doing over there?

Sebastian: Listen its not what it looks like, he's not well ok, shut up.

Garreth: NONE of us are WELL..I feel like absolute shit...

~

[wyn-n-tonic]

I have first time homebuyer counseling and I just want to fucking go to sleeeeeeep.

[hypomanicdaydream]

CAN'T FIGURE OUT IF I'M MANIC OR DEPRESSED.

I have been tired for days and I'm low on motivation and I don't want to talk to anyone or go anywhere.

But it's 3:30am and I can't fucking sleeeeeeep, and I can't turn my thoughts off, and I've got it in my brain that the ✨️ universe is trying to tell me something ✨️

And also I had a dream about a girl last night who I don't know but she was wearing a hoodie and I can remember the way it feels, and we were slow dancing and the way she talked and looked at me. Oof. Now I'm obsessed with whoever that was, bc the chemistry was reeeaaallll.

Dreams like that are unusual for me but I have more vivid dreams when I'm depressed.

And also I got a weird vibe that I needed to check my messages on FB but there was nothing, so I checked everywhere else and there was nothing.

So yeah, who tf knows if I'm manic or depressed. Maybe I'm having a mixed episode? Idfk man. I'm tired but I'm not tired. Fingers crossed I can fall asleep soon. I've been laying here for 2.5 hours trying to sleep and it's not happening.

[blueempty]

Posting super late cuz today was really good

Its 5am so I gotta recap quick and go to sleep but, me and the partner went back to the farmers market and got some stuff including marigolds that I hope will help control pests around the other plants. I really wish there was a way to let bees into our balcony though cuz the bee's were loving those things

We went and got boba and it was super good, then we came home and I played Dokapon Kingdom some more which has been a fucking nightmare but we are closing the wealth gap between us and my brother. Then he went to bed and me and my friend started a Barony run. I'm a skeleton warrior and shes a human rouge. We have had some insanely good luck and we stomped the baron easily, like super free, and I had classic ending off so we're going on to the last 5 levels and its looking really promising as long as I dont get bone blasted by magic enemies. But I've never fought any of those guys so its a little scary. I got a life saving buff from the Sokoban gods though so I think I've got a revive plus the fact that one of us can be a ghost and help the other. That game is so good

The ooooother thing me and the partner did was carve pumpkins, which was her first time. They came out really good and we have a bunch of seeds to cook now. She had a lot of fun de-gooping them. Shes da best I love her

The Umbreon is hers, Rowlet is mine. Time for sleeeeeeep

Peace and Long Life

[stevethehairington]

neighbor has been on the phone for DEADASS THE PAST LIKE 5 HOURS NO FUCKING JOKE and she's so motherfucking LOUD i can hear her whole entire fucking conversation and i want to dIE ITS 12:30 AM SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO TO SLEEEEEEEP LADY GAHHH

[mischiefmagpie]

Christ I work 10 hours tomorrow and wont get another day off for 8 day. Family, please i wanna go home. We have an hour drive home please oh my god i wanna leave i need to fucking sleeeeeeep

[tinyluvs]

the way i’m still working should be criminal, but you also should be sleeping. wishing i could be there to tuck you in and tire you out. wishing i could see your sleepy eyes, bet they’d be even prettier if you were all fucked out, but i’ll try and help you more with that another night. 🐶

i was literally just about to go to sleeeeeeep i swear!! should still come tuck me in though and tire me out

my eyes are always soft n sleepy cos i’m always high hehe 🤭