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Random thing I learnt while doing research for a paper:
The beginning of German (radio) broadcasting history started in the so called Vox-Haus (Vox-house) with the broadcast of the first radio show for entertainment.
And there is a TV channel in Germany which is called VOX and its colour scheme is red-black.
Vox, I have questions.
#my brain was already spending too much time thinking about Hazbin Hotel bc of the whole radio stuff#and then Vox appears like that#is Vox German in my head now?#yes#this one paragraph about the Vox-Haus gave me way too many ideas for headcanons#I just live for the coincidence here#and the coincidence that VOX has Alastor's colour scheme#vox#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#late night shitpost#akikos shitpost#okay but you need to know that the Vox-Haus was demolished in the 70s#and the TV channel VOX was founded in the 90s#ignoring the time related issues#this looks like as if VOX decided to give up his radio business and went into television business#getting rid of evidence that he ever worked in the radio business#just saying you can create some head canons out of this#yes I've spent too much time thinking about this for no reason#the TV channel is btw not related to the Vox-Haus in any way#it's just a coincidence that they share a name
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Wuh oh (Patreon)
Bonus:
The novel experience of being crushed by a giant rock, a visual metaphor
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Loop#Yaaaay suffering <3 <3 <3#Lol#Starting with a cute practice Sif to get used to drawing them a bit more they're so cute what the heck#He's so shaped I love that for him and about him#Crisp design very nice#Sif really is the embodiment of ''Ignorance is bliss'' and being so maladjusted about it :'D#His memory issues make the me a sad#Ironically I try not to think about it too hard or else I'll get Really sad lol#Memory is the foundation of individual personhood! It's such a tragedy weh#Him brushing things off by falling back into his issues is just so agh Sif no you deserve better!#Some sillies lol I never know if I should give content warnings for these kinds of jokes - I don't make them often!#Loop's line in the Jello streams is So good I couldn't not lol#Happy Wednesday fr btw lol yes I did do that on purpose#The last one agh the red and like - can we talk about Sif (and Loop's and Odile's) specific portraits where their hands do the spark thing??#I always forget how art can be Whatever and that overlapping/removing lineart to imply shapes and movement and just jfdslafd#It's so cool I love it so much it's very inspiring#The bonus is mostly a joke lol - again while watching the Jello streams Lenti was talking about how much she relates to Sif#And I was privately like ''Haha thank goodness I don't relate to him! Couldn't be me!'' And Then#It's fine lol I'm aware of my overlapping issues - I fall more on the Isa side of ''Sounds fake but okay'' but yeah.....yeahhhh lol#As long as I don't get trapped in a time loop about it! Poor Sif haha
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if no one got me i know Sera will always get me. Sera i love you. You'll always be so precious to me.
#remember the thing i mentioned about 'talked about Sera to my therapist while crying'? i meant this bit#always had issues with my hands especially pain in my left hand#and at the time i played DAI for the first time it was a deadly thing that also my parents were constantly telling me to just ignore#bc they needed me to do all sort of things which worsened the condition of my left hand#ironically the one thing people say is unreletable about the Inquisitor: the magic left hand everyone see as useful while it kills you#was what i related to the most#and it was legit the first time during this period I read someone being so offended on the behalf of my pain#so caring so gentle. still makes me cry to this day#anyway it's been a few months i have a hell of a pain on my left wrist bc fate is cruel and i always suffer on my left arm#but i never forget sera#was talking about how companions in da4 don't seem to care about Rook#and so many parts of companions caring about MC popped back in my mind. And then this one and i cried.#in MY HC after Trespasser and disbanding the Inquisition the Inquisitor would move between Orlais and Kirkwall the most#taking advantage of the Mansion Varric gave her and all#and Sera would go with her everytime and they'd be roommates#in Kirkwall getting drunk in the Hanged man while Ithena and Varric talk about their exes and Sera telling them they can do better#in Orlais just going full Jennys on the nobility to distract themselves and help Leliana#genuinely feels that even if each companion in DAI goes on their separate way Ithena will have stayed with Sera as long as possible#my city now#ichablogging dai
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getting mental healthcare is really cool, its like asking someone to take a sledgehammer to your self-interest and then saying thank you after because it makes your life moderately easier even though you have to deal with this shit now
#red rambles#my psychiatrist wants to put me on anxiety medication to help me sleep because she thinks the issue with me sleeping and stuff is ptsd rela#related and I CANT REALLY ARGUE??? i dont think it is and as far as im concerned i dont feel anxiety at all but like I CANT REALLY ARGUE. i#keep thinking about it because to be completely honest this pisses me off more than i can express in words and ive been gnashing my teeth#about it all afternoon and like i dont think 'i have to play loud and abrasive music at night or else i jerk awake at every sound and can't#convince myself it was nothing and also have auditory hallucina#oh fuck. lmfao i forgot to mention that.#she was even talking about how auditory hallucinations are a lot more significant and i do just kind of have low grade auditory hallucinati#all the fucking time i just dont pay attention to them because i play music and ignore it. hashtag mentally healthy and sound#like im fine the last time i heard a coherent Voice telling me to coherent Do Things i was like 17 lmfao#but i sure do hear footsteps that aren't and breaking glass that isnt and indistinct human voice murmuring sounds that arent all the time#........ fucking i dont feel like emailing her to be like hi i forgot to mention this because i am so good at tuning it all out.#if its that big a deal it'll start mattering for realsies and if its not ill just let it lie until next appointment#ANYWAY THAT DOES KIND OF SOUND LIKE THE BEHAVIORS OF AN ANXIOUS PERSON. A LITTLE.#the jerking awake if there are noises and making up noises to jerk awake to bit. specifically#but also like it doesnt scare me it just makes me wake up and then i am awake and going 'what??? bhuh???' and then im mad im awake but#im not scared very often. it takes a lot. ignore that the last time i got significantly capital s scared was like two weeks ago i thought m#friend's house was on fire and they were about to go to sleep and die. thats a reasonable situation to be freaked out in#ANYWAY THIS PISSES ME OFF REALLY BAD. I DONT LIEK IT.
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#I haven’t been online all day so idk what the discourse has been like compared to yesterday#But can I just say that in a lot of videos that I saw - Brittany and Taylor were studiously ignoring each other#And I have been reflecting Jaime’s post about who else was in the box and what the event was and who was invited#And I feel like I fell into the trap of trying to interpret an entire social situation based on a few moments#And forgot that she and Brittany both have conversations and experiences outside of what we witness#Which I am usually fairy aware of with Taylor but I think it’s easier to slip into it when she does something that I wouldn’t do#Like it’s just so much easier (for me) to dehumanize people when they’ve done something “bad”#And that pattern seems related to the internal cancel culture (bullshit) and the desire for accountability (punitive version)#Which creates this impulse to sort people as good and bad#Which is not at all to say that I imagine Taylor is theoretically justified in being friendly with someone endorsing a dictator#But that my reaction to my assumption about her being BFFs with that vile woman led me to jump on a hate train without watching the footage#And like everybody has a right to be upset by her actions- which are pretty literally enabling a dictator to benefit from her name.#But I don’t think it’s as simple as her being besties with the lady. And I am trying to remind myself that I am not on a global stage#I was just as friendly with a trumper a few days ago at an HOA picnic. Which does not exist in a vacuum-#I am politically active in the community around some big picture stuff and part of that means I need the truly vile people to respect me#And i need to ask about their kids and remember their names and their health issues or whatever and let them hug me#Because that is what being in a collaborative harm reduction type political position means for me. I get waaaayyy..#More radical shit done when they trust me and enjoy chatting with me about trees and know I see them as human#And Taylor is obviously in a vastly different situation than me - she has a lot more power in many many ways- but she also#Certainly has more context (like me bc she’s a whole person) that we’re not privy to.#Idk sorry for the long rambling praxis rant#Just was at a RJ training all day talking about prison abolition and now am processing by philosophizing about Taylor#Just there’s a lot less dopamine hits in taking a step back then there are in reposting stuff without context#Which again is not to say that anyone shouldn’t be upset. The situation is imo objectively upsetting.#And taking a step back and giving a person the benefit of the doubt is most often allowed for white women#And we should practice taking the time to do that whenever we can and like if I can’t even do it with a famous lady I don’t know#How am I supposed to learn and practice doing it in my own life#Idk#c#TJ
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Hey, do you got doctors appointments you need to schedule but haven’t for whatever dumb reason (for me, laziness. probably. no no, complacency. That sounds better)? Well, go do it! Now! or soon! You need to just hurry up and schedule that shit! I’m sorry! Make the call! You gotta! You’re probably gonna have to wait multiple weeks for the appointment anyway, so if you wait until the problem is really bad, then you’re just condemning yourself to waiting extra long to get checked out. Jeez!
#this is mostly directed at me#still having breathing issues#it maaaaay be related to sinus issues. I don’t think that’s entirely it but it’s worth a shot#My sinuses have been messed up for so so long and it’s killing me and I just now set up an ENT appointment#so now. good job at making the appointment. but now you gotta wait 2.5 weeks just for the initial check-in#I just want someone to stick a lil camera up my nose and see why my lil holes always feel so swollen 🥺#my poor lil holes 🥺#but I’ll probably have the initial meeting and then if I can convince them to scope me out that’ll take a bit to schedule. probably.#been having breathing issues lately which you may have noticed if you skimmed any of my recent flood of text posts#went looking back through old head scan reports and and saw some mentions of nasal polyps and blockage#that of course no one ever mentioned at the time#and I’ve always suspected that my sinuses might be deviated or have growths or whatever bc breathing was never my strong suit#but maybe it’s nothing 🤷🏻♂️#but maybe it’s something. that’s the thing. I should have looked into this before it got bad#I have a real bad issue with complacency#life doesn’t even have to be GOOD. as long as I can live and not be stressed and be lazy I will 99% of the time just do nothing#hence… why my life is like… this. uneventful. sad. bare minimum of an existence.#this is getting too existential and self-deprecating#I don’t know what I’m going to do for 2.5 weeks. stressful.#I know it won’t fix all of my problems. not my MAIN issues. but doing SOMETHING is not nothing. especially if it takes the edge off#too many tags#you can ignore this#just go make that phone call!#I’d make it for you if I could!#text
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My view every morning while I sit on my couch before I start whatever I have to do during the day. Not half bad.

Had to put the yellow mums on the table, as the smaller ones (lower right) keep getting blown off the table and and smashed.
I wish I could be content. I still struggle but I am way better than I was. I’ve lost 35 lbs and counting since getting off some of the heavier psych meds, so physically I am healthier (I guess…I’m always fucking tired). I can do my hobbies again, I’m making it to work, I have my own little place. But is that it for someone with a chronic mental illness? Is that all I can hope for? Will I ever be able to go back to my career again? Will I continue to hide, making myself as small and quiet as possible so as not to bother anyone? Will anyone see me again, in spite of that?
#picture#outdoors#reading#now if i could bring myself to start going for walks again#i’ve had no energy#chronic illness#pmdd#fuck the other diagnoses#except generalized anxiety disorder i so have that#i think the pmdd has been my struggle the whole time#but since uterus-related issues tend to get ignored#in recovery#tired of being invisible#tired of settling#mums
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more than a month after my previous kotor update i am happy to announce that i have finally met jolee and had him join me <3
#el plays kotor#yes im still on kashyyyk dont look at me#i was distracted by other games for a sec lmao but sth made me return to kotor yesterday#and now the party is complete!!!#and i have found 3 star maps and the plot is thickening!!!!#i keep wondering. if i hadn't been spoiled abt the pc's true identity would i have pieced it together by now#bc the foreshadowing isn't exactly subtle#or maybe it just feels unsubtle to me precisely because i know what is being foreshadowed....#but like. from the very beginning carth is like hmm its kinda sus that you happened to be on the endar spire#and then all those conversations with bastila that make u go hmmmm what's that supposed to mean#and then... when getting the star map on kashyyyk the hologram says sth abt you matching the required behavioral patterns or whatev#and that the last time it was used was five years ago And you can reply with 'hey revan was in these parts five years ago right'#like!!! yeah!!!! it was me!!!! i was the last user five years ago thats why i match the pattern i am revannnnnnnn#i have to know. did the first kotor players back in 2003 figure it out by this point hngngngnhng#or like any other players after 2003 who played and managed to avoid spoilers#anyway back to jolee. he is so cool but also so squishy on god#apparently some ppl give him a blaster to keep him out of melee but like you cant give a blaster to a jedi..... so uncivilized.......#i set him to use force powers until he runs out of force points#but the moment he runs out of force points and jumps into the fray he goes down. sigh#maybe im doing something wrong again. maybe i should let go of my jedi pride and just give him a blaster#i should also probably use all those energy shields and battle stimulants i have hoarded. i keep forgetting abt them lmao#also!!! @ the mutual who sent me that kotor related ask also more than a month ago i just wanted to let u kno. i have replied to it#i mean if u missed it or if u didnt get a notif or forgot or anything else that's cool !!#i just get all worried that ppl might think i havent answered and that im ignoring them if they dont indicate they've seen the reply gfhgfh#but that's a me issue. i just wanted to make sure u knew 🫶#anyway!! next stop manaan maybe#but first a detour to tatooine to deal with mission's useless deadbeat brother
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oooh there about to be some mfing ND on ND crime at work if this fucker keeps trying me
#high anxiety noise sensitivity high sense of justice ND#meets vocal stims and 'doesnt do his job because he knows he can get away with it and push shit onto other ppl' ND#like he NEEDS a job coach and he needs help but there's like. INTENT in this shit he does. like he KNOWS and i feel like#all the NT's at work just ignore it and let him do it because they dont fucking realize it IS something he can help and change#he has focus issues and memory issues. all valid but not at all related how he actively ignores direction or gets sassy and how ill watch#him fuck shit up after having looked around to make sure no one sees him. shit he's been told SOOOO many times how to do/etc. AND HE KNOWS#i have told this bastard sO MANY TIMES to not abandon me in the evening to cover his TEN+ MINUTE BATHROOOOM BREAAAAAAAAKS!!!!!!!!#and he just walked out before i could even say No. I won't be Covering Your Position. Get a Manager.#and i was late getting home#wishing ill intent on him!!!! im tired of everyone having to fix his shit or deal with his gross behavior or get extra work#just because management doesnt know how to deal with a bad employee who HAPPENS to be ND and because corp wont get him a job coach#it's not FAAAAAAIR AND IM OVER IT!!!!#cw negativity#anyway the plus side of coming home pISSED is im awake and ready to write#and like MULTIPLE PEOPLE HAVE QUIT /because/ of this dude like idk if there's legal shit involved or like fucking what but like i have#no idea why he still has a job. he's been there longer than me btw. i think at some point he said like fucking 5 years#PERISH!!!!
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Warum sagt deine Mutter nicht "Gesundheit" und ist dann sauer wenn Andere es sagen?! Ist die immer so oder nur bei dieser einen speziellen Sache?? o_o
(Frage in Bezug zu meinen tags in diesem reblog)
Keine Ahnung, warum sie kein Gesundheit sagt, aber ich hab ihr schon mehrmals in der Vergangenheit gesagt, dass ich es schön fände wenn sie es sagt? Einmal hat sie die Ausrede rausgeholt, dass ich doch komisch niese und sie denkt, es wäre ein Husten (sie sagt es aber auch nicht wirklich zu anderen und andere haben kein Problem damit mein Niesen zu erkennen lmao ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
Sie ist nicht wirklich sauer, wenn andere es sagen? Ich glaub, wenn andere es sagen fällt ihr nur auf, dass sie es selbst nicht macht und is deshalb eher mies gelaunt? Die Emotionen sind wahrscheinlich eher auf sie selbst gerichtet, weshalb sie mal ein bisschen davon angepisst war. Aber ich hab sie nie näher danach gefragt. Ich sage ihr lieber, dass ich es gerne hätte, wenn sie mir mal Gesundheit sagen würde, als das ich frage, ob sie tiefere Gründe dahinter hat, es nicht zu sagen :/ Man denkt, dass so ne kleine Nettigkeit nicht schwer wäre aber bleghhh scheint schon so zu sein?
Zugegebenermaßen vergisst sie oft solche Art von Sachen 💀 Ich kann ihr noch so oft sagen, sie solle mich doch bitte als ihr "Kind" anstatt von "Sohn" vorstellen und sie kriegt es trotzdem nicht hin. Hat sogar neulich, als wir wo offizieles waren, wo ich meinen Ausweis zeigen musste, "Tochter" gesagt anstatt "Kind" 💀 Ist es soooo schwer ein geschlechtsneutrales Wort zu sagen??
Aber ne, sie sonst nicht wirklich sauer, wenn andere Leute besseres Benehmen haben als sie. Ich habs nur gerne, wenn mir Gesundheit gesagt wird und sie sagt es nie, außer andere sagen es zuerst, warum auch immer das so is :/
#ask te jaxon#anon#ich wollte gerade schlafen gehen (wir gucken nicht auf die Uhr) und noch nen bisschen tumblr scrollen#und sehe dann diese frage#saß hier gute 10 minuten oder mehr am überlegen wie verdammt ich man nochmal deutsch schreibt#es ist jahre her das ich was größeres auf deutsch geschrieben habe lmaooo#my mom's just weirddddd#i dunno why she feels competitive or smth only after other people said it to me first#the time she was pissed was because it was like a stranger at a clothing store and i pointed out to her how nice that was of them#that was the time she also told me my sneezing sounds like coughing#i have a lot of voice related issues stemming from my mom to friends comments and also dysphoria#and sneezing is still a noise i make with my mouth so like?? constantly having sneezes ignored when with her is not;;#the healthiest for my mind lmao#i sneeze often too so my frustration builds up pretty fast towards that when visiting her#sorry i switched to english in the tags it's more comfortable for me especially online writing in german is so hard 💀#native language who german is so hard lmao
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Casually tearing up to the line 'we dragged ourselves through hell and we'll be dammed if we go back' on my way to class. As one does on a regular monday morning
#strangers and die4u and darkside are very relatable in these trying times#anyway#i decided to no longer have any eating disordered behaviors nor to have any issues with my body#wtf i did this for over 8 years and felt so Free when i got over it and now I'm just ignoring the past 4 years of freedom to crawl back#into this hell?! like what? i hate it here goddammit#but whatever. I'm free now lol#void screams
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i know i'm behind on monthly fic recs btw, i'm so sorry 😭 life has been kinda shitty the last few months and i just haven't had the energy. i will do them at some point tho, i promise, even if it's next year lol.
#no one has asked or anything i just#wanted to let you all know#i don't wanna say i'll have time this weekend but#maybe#hopefully#my issues are family related and everyone is probably gonna be here this weekend since it's a holiday so#no promises#here's to hoping tho#ignore me
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i mean i do not personally relate to sweet nothing being about mothers in general like....at all lol. my mother uses any and every vulnerability of mine against me eventually so i cant super relate to the softness and comfort of having a mom to run home to. but its just so andrea swift it makes me wanna die
#as an example back in 2017? 2018?#i mentioned off handedly to my mom i was trying to get taylor tickets and had to like plan for the presale or whatever#and of course she just kinda went oh uh huh. okay. bc she doesnt think anything about me is interesting unless it serves her#but then a few weeks later when we were fighting about something or other she was like 'you need to spend less time getting taylor swift#concert tickets and more time focusing on getting a job and getting through school'#as if those are mutually exclusive or even related. and thats the thing she never listens and totally ignores me#but somehow she remembers my hobbies or my likes when shes fucking angry and wants to use it against me#and this is what she does with just my hobbies imagine the shit she has done when ive been vulnerable about#my emotions or issues in my life lol. like she would absolutely tell jake anything i said about him. not that i would ever go#to her for relationship advice but everything has to be 10000% perfect when i talk to her about my relationship#or else she will be like oh this is happening because youre such a bitch to everyone or because you dont do blah blah blah#anyway so cannnot relate lol but id like this song to be about andrea#sweet nothing#midnights#ts#op
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nightly realization that my mother will never be who i need her to be and she was not in fact lying when she said “i don’t know how to parent without dad.” yeah so im killing myslef hows yalls night
to clarify: that last part is a joke
#you know how model parents say ‘I could never be embarrassed of you’?#well this is the opposite#im embarrassed of her#it’s a weird feeling to be ashamed to be related to your mother#ma’am that man quoted bible verses at you after you broke up to try and coerce you into a relationship#then when you refused to date him again he brought up your dead husband to accuse you of being so fundamentally unlovable#that the only way you could have a partner again was if your husband rose from the dead#you only dated for two weeks#but a month later#you got back together#because your issue with him was that he ‘ditched you three times in two weeks’#go girl! model low standards for your five teenage children!!!#you asked your kids if he should come over#and they all said no#so you said (and i quote) ‘you guys said you didn’t want him over so he’s not coming over’#only for him to come over the literal next day!!#it’s so brave of you to act like a repressed fundamentalist Christian 15 year old despite being a 42 year old woman#who said that women can’t be trendsetters?#all that to say… mom you’re a fucking embarrassment and im ashamed to be related to you#you’re fucking pathetic#every insult I could say would be disrespectful#because i respect unhinged people deranged people rude people and ignorant people#ten thousand times more than I could ever respect you#so yeah- congrats on your newfound shitty mom status!#personally i can’t wait to watch our relationship slowly dissolve in once i move out#and im even more excited for the day that i try to have (yet another) honest conversation with you and you look me dead in my eyes and say#‘I don’t know what I did’#ive tried ive fucking tried to come to you but you can’t listen because you’re too wrapped up in your own personal tragedy#and by that I mean i dread it!#regs rants
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#not fandom related#personal log stardate#haven't turned my q back in bc i still want to rb all these elementary posts while im still obsessed w it#my practical ends on friday so after that i can finally post again#also im fucking crawling up the walls bc that doctor's office that has the documents i need for too surgery coverage hasn't replied to my#email yet. it's been over a week!!! who tf doesn't answer their fucking emails not within a week#i wrote another one today. i wrote them i need the documents until April 1st or else my health insurance won't cover the surgery#im on a fucking deadline and they don't reply to my fucking email. FUUUUXK!!! like if you're understaffed or don't hv time or can't do it#just let me fucking know so i can find a different doctor. im this close to freaking out. if they don't answer by tmr ill call their office#and then i hv to pretend im not pissed off as shit at them for ignoring my emails bc they still need to give me the documents#and they still need to prescribe me my T for like. forever#just answer my goddamn email for fucks sake!!!!#idk what happens if i can't provide the documents until April 1st. i suppose i can show my emails as proof that i was taking care of the#issue and that it wasn't my fault i couldn't stick to the deadline. but pls just answer my email pls like i even wrote the dates the tests#were done. u just hv to go into my file look for dates i provided and attach the files to the email and send it to me. this could only take#10 min. so pls pls pls im begging in my knees im gonna lose my shit some time this week if they don't respond to my inquiry#*SCREAMS*
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#tbh I can understand hades going fully off the rails in hadestown#hehehe pun#because like imagine not being with someone for 6 months and then having them around for 6 months#within the musical they’re just in love and hades is literally stuck in the underworld because life isn’t fucking fair#so there you are all stuck in darkness and shit and then you find sunshine and they agree to love you back like !?!?!?#okay cool but then you can’t be with them because the world needs or some lame shit so you’re like okay cool yeah you’re literally the only#equal I have and in the second chant from the original recording Persephone says she was hungry for the underworld before even meeting hades#and take that how you want but I’m just imagining like Persephone and Hades as the duo that Understand each other on a level no one else#does and obviously that’s still there but of course Hades has spent so much time alone and then he gets Persephone but not an actual like#happy ending right? so of course he’s gonna pick her up early and bring her back late#and the gospel call and response of why we build the wall shows that Hades doesn’t really see himself as a god anymore he’s the preacher its#a step down and so he’s basically just Adandonment Issues the god at this point who’s also denying that he’s literally a god. that doesnt#have to make sense lol it’s just me in here but also it makes so much sense he’d be a dick I mean he’s cast in shadow and left in the dark#and he doesn’t want to be also in his mind why would Persephone even want to be with him? he’s the god of the dead and she’s his opposite#he’s night she’s day like why would she want to live in shadow with him anyway? so he holds on tight not only to Persephone (and that’s#figurative) but to his title as the lord of the underworld so he makes deals and keeps the dead working (and yes this is ignoring the#themes of anti capitalism and pro-unionization) and honestly it’s a great modernization of the myth because a lot of men are struggling with#the idea that women are now (mostly) going to be with them not for what they provide but for who they are because they don’t feel like#anything (which relatable) and just the general issues of loneliness that a lot of people are feeling (yet ironically don’t feel comfort in#knowing others are lonely too) and I’m just saying if I had someone who Understood imma go ahead and cling to them too but I don’t so i get#judge from the outside lol which is fun#this is mostly about the bee I tried to save but couldn’t and also the sunflowers but it’s fine#I think it would be cool to run the underworld though and he’s got the best dress sense of anyone in the musical so idk what my point even#was now lol#oh right anyway idk justice for hades or something this is mostly just random thoughts but idk anyone else as obsessed with the musical as i#am and that’s why this goes in a super secret special post
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