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âStart of the season-dramaâ pt2
Max Verstappen x reader
TW: slight angst, raised voices
A/N: thank you sooo much for the support on part one!! doing a lil happy dance because of u xx
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Max had tried calling you over fifty times the past three days but you refused to answer. You didnât know if it was because you were still upset with him or because you were just that ashamed, but you couldnât find it in you to talk to him. You had hope that there was a reasonable explanation for the photos but no matter how hard you tried to come up with one they all ended with you heartbroken. You were terrified Max would confirm any of them.
You read his texts and listened to his voice messages, responding that youâd talk to him when heâd get back. When he threatened to take an early flight, missing the race, you told him he was being dramatic and then you wished him good luck. Max stopped trying to reach you after that.
You had called in sick to work Friday and Saturday, staying home to simultaneously write and watch the qualifying and the race. You werenât surprised to see Max bring home another win, but you felt bad when you noticed his seemingly bad mood in the post-race interviews. You could just assume you were the reason for the constant frown on his face and the dark circles under his eyes.
Sunday afternoon rolled in and you were restless. The fact that Max would be arriving back home tomorrow was starting to freak you out and you forced yourself to keep busy at all times not to overthink everything more than you already were. Currently you were standing on your tiptoes on one of the bar chairs, dusting the top of the bookshelves that were lining one wall in the living room. It obviously hadnât been done in years and didnât necessarily need to be done now either, but it was something to do. You were so caught up in your work that you hadnât noticed the sound of the front door being unlocked, the bags being dropped on the floor or someone entering the room. Max stopped on the other side of the room, brows furrowed as he took you in. You were wearing one of his shirts, by the look of it one of his oldest ones and he knew you wouldâve had to dug deep in the drawers for that one. As you reached the top shelf it rode up enough for him to see that you were wearing a pair of his boxers too and for some reason he melted slightly at the fact that you were dressed all in his clothes.
âBe careful.â You flinched, a gasp leaving your lips as your head spun around to follow the sudden sound. Max eyes widened as you wobbled for a second before regaining your balance and he thanked god he didnât cause you to fall.
âMax, youâre home already?â You were confused, trying to figure out if your calculations had been wrong. He nodded, having to stop himself from walking over to help you as you climbed down from the chair.
âI took an early flight, left right after the podium.â He paused for a second, feeling the anger heâd felt for the past few days bubbling up again. âFelt a bit stressed to get back here since my girlfriend has been refusing to talk to me.â You bit down on the inside of your cheeks, resisting the urge to roll your eyes.
âCongrats on the win, you were-â you began, but Max cut you off. He had told himself to keep calm, talk this through, but he felt the plan collapse almost immediately. He couldnât deny the frustration.
âAre you fucking kidding me? I donât want a congratulation from you y/n, I want an explanation! I want to know what the fuck happened on Thursday?â His voice was sharp, arms crossed over his chest. You looked away.
âWhat happened was that I wanted to come see you, but you said no.â You shrugged, the frown on your face deepening.
âI didnât say no, I said it was unnecessary- thatâs not even the issue here. The thing Iâm most upset- confused over is you said I had some girl?â
âI saw the pictures Max.â You glared at him, all the hurt and confusion and anger from the past few days coming back. âI saw you with her.â
Max looked even more bewildered than a second ago, flailing his arms out in exasperation. âWho?! What are you talking about?â
âIâm talking about your fucking date to the banquet!â You exclaimed, raising your voice to match his. âThe girl you snuck away with when you didnât think anyone would see!â Max just stared at you with wide eyes, lips opening and parting in confusion. You, however, took his silence as a sign of guilt. âI get that youâd want a girl whoâs willing to follow you everywhere, whoâs willing to give up her own life to be your trophy but fuck, Max, I thought youâd at least give me a heads up.â
âI didnât bring a fucking date to the banquet, where are you getting this from? What fucking photos?â
Without another word you reached for your phone, searching up the tweet that started this whole mess. Zooming in on the photo where he was cupping her cheeks you handed him the phone, crossing your arms over your chest the second he grabbed it from you. Max stared down at the screen, eyebrows going up before they were pushed together. Slowly he looked up at you again.
âBaby-â he began with a sigh, the apologetic tone of his voice had you assuming he was about to confess to cheating on you. The anger was quickly replaced with hurt and a shockwave of sadness. Suddenly your vision was watery and you took a step back, wrapping your arms tighter around yourself. Max seemed to understand, quickly shaking his head.
âItâs not what you think, not what it looks like.â
âOh come on-â you sniffed, but Max wouldnât have it.
âNo, I get how that sounds but just let me explain. Thatâs Rebecca, youâve met her. Tommyâs daughter.â You had to rummaged through your brain for a second before you could place the name. Rebecca was the daughter of one of Redbulls mechanics. Youâd met her a few times during races, she was a sweet girl. Your eyes widened slightly.
âIsnât she like seventeen?â
âYeah!â
You stared at him, even more chocked than a moment before. Max saw the look on your face and quickly shook his head. A shiver ran up his spine at the realization of what you were thinking.
âGod no! Not like that. She was at the banquet with Tommy but something happened, I think someone tried to pressure her into drinking and stuff- I met her when I came from the restroom and she was crying so I brought her out, away from everyone.â Max looked down at the photo again, frowning. âAway from the cameras, I thought. She was hyperventilating and I all could think about is when youâre having a panic attack so I did what I do then, I held her and I forced her to breathe with me.â When he looked back up you were already staring at him, lips slightly parted in chock. Max tossed your phone into the couch, taking a careful step closer to you. âThatâs it. Thatâs all that happened. I did what you taught me.â
âGod.â You let out a shaky breath, hiding your face behind your hands. Out of all the scenarios youâd constructed over the past few days, none even came close to this. Max hadnât cheated, he hadnât even been close to. Heâd helped an innocent girl, doing for her what he always did for you when you suffered from anxiety. The guilt was slowly settling in your stomach. Max watched you softly shake your head before you carefully glanced at him between fingers. âMax Iâm so sorry.â You saw him visibly relax when he realized you accepted his explanation and a second later he sunk down in the couch, seemingly exhausted. With a deep breath he leaned back, closing his eyes.
âFuck.â He sighed, reaching up to rub his forehead. âIâve been wracking my brain trying to figure out what I did and why you were so mad and not once did it occur to me that it mightâve been this.â Things were quiet after that. You crawled up on the barstool, pulling your knee to your chest, as Max stayed half laying down in the couch. Leaning your cheek against your knee you watch his chest rise and fall slower and slower. You almost thought heâd fallen asleep when he suddenly spoke again. âDid you think I cheated on you?â
âI donât know.â You answered honestly, making Max open his eyes to look at you. You felt your heart clench at the sad look on his face. âI love you Max, and I know you love me but-â
âBut?â He asked softly, moving to sit up properly. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, and watched your through thick lashes. You took a deep breath.
âBut sometimes I worry Iâm not what you want. I know a lot of the others wifeâs and girlfriends come to every race and you know, follow you guys around the world. I would understand if youâd want that too. Youâre always talking about how I should quit my job and- well I saw the pictures and I guess all my insecurities came to life and I freaked out. Iâm sorry.â You reached up to swiftly wipe away a stray tear and Max frowned. He reached a hand out, waving it as to call you over. You got the hint and slid down from the chair, carefully padding across the floor to him. The second you were within reach he pulled you down in his lap and you could practically feel yourself melt into him. God youâd missed having him close.
âYou are everything I want.â Max mumbled against the top of your head and you felt shivers run up your spine. You opened your mouth to answer but quickly shut it again when you felt the lump in your throat, a few tears spilling over as you blinked. Max let his arms snake even tighter around you as he heard you sniff quietly against his chest. âI love how much you value your job and Iâm so proud of you for actually being able to handle both studying and working at the same time.â You felt his fingers press softly into your side as he spoke, voice hushed and gentle. âI tell the guys all the time how smart you are, how much I admire you.â
âBut Iâm never there for you.â You whispered and Max carefully shifted the two of you enough so that he could look down at you. His eyes flickered between yours, hand moving up to wipe your tears.
âYouâre always there for me. Maybe not in person, but I always know I have you. Like you always know you have me, right?â He waited for you to nod before he continued. âI can race on my own, just like you work on your own. Whats important to me is that I get to come home to you.â He carefully picked an eyelash from your cheek as you processed his words. When he met your eyes again he offered a small smile, tilting his head slightly. âThat being said, if I could Iâd spend every second literally glued to your side but apparently thatâs not healthy.â You laughed at that and the smile on Maxs face widened. With something between a sigh and a chuckle you dropped your forehead back against his chest.
âIâm sorry again Maxie.â You mumbled against his shirt, feeling it vibrate as he hummed.
âDonât worry about it schatje.â He pulled you with him to lay down in the couch and it barely took a second before the two of you were comfortably entangled in each other. âHonestly, it was kind of nice seeing you that jealous. Itâs an achievement from my part, without even knowing.â He joked, earning another laugh from you as you lifted your head to look at him.
âFirst place the first two races of the season wasnât enough achievements for you?â
The grin almost took up Maxs whole face and you giggled at the proud twinkle in his eyes. Before he had time to say something that would have you slap him, you leaned in to press your lips against his instead.
Max was home and everything was alright.
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âsomeone olderâ



summary: in which Charles canât satisfy your sexual needs and you and Lewis share a little secret
warning: SMUT! (mdi), age gap, unprotected sex (wrap before u tap!), cheating, oral f, fingering,slapping, p in v, dirty talk, praise, degrading, thatâs all i think.. :)
note: iâm sorry that y/n will cheat on Charles, but i needed a victim đ„Č
I was in the bed, the night before US GP, Charles was in the shower trying to calm down for the next day. I was scrolling through Tiktok when he came out of the bathroom. I took a look of him, wet hair, visible v-shape, towel resting on the hips. I squeezed my things together at the sight.
âBabeâ I called him, he turned, after wearing his boxer, âYeah?â he said while looking himself in the mirror, adjusting his hair, âWhy donât you come here?â I asked patting the empty space next to me on the bed.
He didnât answer, he get on the bed, and left a quick kiss on my temple, before picking up his phone. I took his face in my hands, and lead his lips on mine. At first he followed the movement of my lips, but when I tried to deepen it, he moved away âBaby, I have the Gran Prix tomorrow, you know the rulesâ he told me.
The rules. In my opinion, lately, Charles has found all the excuses of this world for not touching me, and when he did, he couldnât satisfy my needs. I took his hand on my thing âCharles pleaseâ i begged âI need youâ. He scoffed, taking his hand off my thing âStop acting like a needy teenagerâ he said, turning to the side.
The next day, in the Ferrari garage, Charles was talking with the engineer about the car, and I was talking with Carlos about some good place to go eat. âHey guys, can I get in?â
I freeze, that voice, his voice. Lewis entered the garage, after Carlos told him he could, my eyes locked with his, and he wicked me, before go talking with Charles. âI just wanted to wish you a good luck for the race, since yesterday i couldnâtâ he said, talking with Charles and Carlos.
They talked for a while, and it was embarrassing how i couldnât keep my eyes off him for the whole time. âNow I really need to go, or my teammates will kill meâ he said laughing. After saying goodbye to the two pilots, he come towards me. He placed his tattooed hand on my lower back and left a sweet kiss on my cheek, way to close to my mouth, but Charles didnât notice since he was busy talking with some engineers, âI hope i see you laterâ he whispered in my ear, and then left the garage.
Before I started dating Charles, I had a sort of relationship with Lewis. Relationship is actually a big word. We would just hang up a couple of times, and then find ourselves rolling in the bed sheets of one of the two. More then a couple actually. But when I stared seeing Charles i completely cut off all the relationships with Lewis, and I asked him to keep this secret between us.
So every time I saw him, I tried to act my best, but Lewis didnât help me at all. Always putting his hand on my lower back, almost kiss me on the lips, and whisper things to my ear in that strong english accent.
after the race.
Lewis and Charles has been disqualified, and for the whole trip to the hotel, Charles hasnât said a word. When we arrived to our room, Charles quick changed and made his way towards the door. âWhere are you going?â i asked him, and he stopped at my words âI just want to be alone for a bitâ. I jumped off the bed and go towards him, âStay here.â I said putting my hand on his. One thing Iâve always knew about Charles was that in situations like this he likes to be alone, but heâd much rather be in the hotel room that God knows where, so i decided to give him his space. âI can go far a walk with Heidiâ I reassured him, sweetly smiling.
He just nod and go again towards the bathroom for change. I get out the room, closing the door behind me, not knowing at all where to go, until a name crossed my mind. Lewis. Ha has been disqualified too, and maybe he need someone to talk to. Just talk. I repeated to my self. Talk and nothing more. Before I could realize, I was in front of Lewisâ room, 404. I knocked, but he didnât open the door, so I thought that maybe he wanted to be alone too. What a stupid idea.
Before I could turn my self completely and go away, I heard the door open, and my name being called. I turned again, and I find Lewis leaning on the door frame, half naked, grey pants only, braids in a little bun, but two behind his ear, and a damn smirk on his face âNeed something?â ha asked
I gulped a bit, realizing in what situation i was putting my self into, âI..â, he didnât gave me the time to talk âCome on, get inâ he said moving from the door frame. It was like my brain wasnât working and my feet was walking by themselves. I entered the room, and Lewis locked the door behind him.
âSoâ he started indicating me to sit on the bed, and I did, âNeed something?â he asked again crossing his arms, knowing damn well he looks hot in that moment. âI just wanted to tell that iâm sorry for your disqualificationâ i said looking at my shoes.
âLook at me darlingâ he said getting close to me, and I did, âI just wanted to tell that iâm sorry for your disqualificationâ I said again. âDoes Charles know that youâre here?â he asked and I didnât answered. He got way more close to me, picking up my chin in his tattooed fingers
âDo you want tell me why youâre really here, or you want keep acting like the innocent girl we both know you arenât?â ha started caress my cheek. âI told you, i just wanted to tell you that iâm sorryâ I said, most like a whisper.
He get on his knees in front of me âDoes he touch you like a do?â he asked caressing my knee, I gulped âBecause I think thatâs why youâre hereâ he started caressing my bare thighs. âYouâre here because no boy, can touch you like a manâ I sighed, and squeezed my thighs together, and he smirked âTell me, does he make you feel the way that I did?â
I looked away from him âNo..â I said, he started kiss my thigh âLook at me darlingâ. He put his hands around my neck and without said nothing he harshly kissed me. It wasnât a love, sweet kiss, like the one that Charles would give to me, it was a needy, lust kiss. I gasped and he took a chance for put he tongue in my mouth. He moved the hand off my neck and put it again on my thighs, squeezing them possessively, I moan. He bite my lower lip, and moved his face between my legs. He started kiss my legs, then my thighs âAlways around with this squeezy outfitâ he got closer to my wet core âI bet he doesnât even fuck you in themâ
My skirt was not rolled on my hips, he smiled when he noticed how wet I was. He quickly removed my thong, and attached his lips to my wet core. I tried not to moan and I put my hand on this beautiful braids, squeezing them for pleasure. Without warning he put two fingers inside of me and I almost screamed.
âGod youâre so tight, babyâ his thumb stared made circular movements on my clit, the other hand put my thighs on his shoulders, while his fingers continued working inside of me. I bite my lower lip, trying not to moan, but Lewis slapped my cheek, âI want hear youâ
The more Lewisâ fingers worked inside of me, the more I got louder. My legs stared shaking, and now I was practically chocking him with my legs âLewis..â I called him between my moans. My walls started cleched around his fingers, and my mouth was spilling his name no stop. I came with a loud moan and Lewis kissed me and I savoured my taste from before.
Before I could recover from my early cum, that Lewis took my clothes off, i got closer to him, and removed his grey pants. I touched his now hard cock from the boxer, but he stopped me by kissing me again, and whispered to my ear âGet on your hands and kneesâ.
I did as told getting on my hands and knees and arching my back for him. He slapped my ass harsly âI bet he doesnât know what a slut youâreâ, he caressed my ass cheek and then slapped it again. I turned my head to look at him. Lewis took his boxer off, and jerked a bounce of times, that sight of him made my cunt clench around nothing. Lewis laughed at that and shook his head, âSuch a slutâ he said getting his cock closer to my cunt âClenching because iâm jerking offâ.
His cock was now running up and down my wet folds. I arched my back more, to get more friction âLewis.. Pleaseâ I begged him, but it looked more like a desperate whine. Lewis chuckled, and after harsly grabbed my hips, he entered me. I grabbed the sheets of the bed and moaned loudly his name.
âLook at youâ he groaned âGetting finally fuck like the whore you areâ. I moaned without replying, Lewis put his hand in my hair and with a strong grip he makes my back stick to his chest. âGod youâre so tightâ he whispered in my ear âNeeded someone older mh? Someone who knows how to fuck whores like youâ he told and started leaving open mouth kiss on my neck. I clenched at his words and he groaned in response âI missed this cuntâ he said, and put his hand around my neck.
At this point I was moaning mess, I put my head on his shoulder, and I almost yelled when he puts his thumb on my clint and played with it. All that came out of my mouth were moans and begs, I didnât even know what I was begging him for, but my brain couldnât think straight in that moment. âTell meâ Lewis slightly chocked me âTell me how good I make you feelâ
I didnât answer, and he slapped my ass, for sure leaving a mark. I moaned again âSo goodâ I shutter âYou make me feel so goodâ and he groaned. The room was filled by our moans, mostly mine, and the sound of our skin meeting each other. I was getting close, I could feel by the nod in my stomach and my legs shaking âLewisâ I called him for the million time âIâm closeâ I said.
âCome babyâ he said, while his movements were getting sloppier and he was losing his rhythm âMake a mess on my cockâ. It was all I needed to cum, I repeated his name like a prayer, and i left myself lay on the bed, not able to stand alone. Lewis came right after me, filling me up with his cum. He took his cock out of me and I whined for the loss of contact.
He laid next to me, and took my hair of my face. He left a sweet kiss on my lips âDid I hurt you?â he asked worried. Sometimes, it looked like the person who fucked me, and Lewis were two different persons. I shook my hand with a smile, and I kissed him again âIt was great, thank youâ I put my head on his bare chest, and Lewis caressed my back.
Another secret that we would share..
note: hi!! this is my first post here, I hope that you guys liked :), I read it a couple of times, but maybe thereâs still some mistakes. sorry but english isnât my first language.
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Hey, I was wondering if you could write something about the fact that the reader has been James's partner for 5 years, and while they are at their friend's birthday party they argue over silly things but they both take it to heart, so the reader decides to make James jealous with x man (nothing too far-fetched) then James gets really upset and takes the reader to his house and they have rough sex (where James takes out his annoyance on the reader) And by the way, let it end with some good ending.
I imagined this scenario with James 1998, when he becomes beefier đ€.
thank u anon, I shall say the word "beefier" on a daily basis now.
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â98!James Hetfield x Reader
Contains smut.
Hand in hand, James and I carefully step into the bar that we were told to go to by his bandmate Kirk and his wife Lani, finding all of our friends and some faces we havenât recognized yet all gathered around the bar to celebrate the guitaristâs wifeâs 27th birthday.
Smiles are on everyoneâs face while I release Jamesâ hand in order to pull Lani into a warm embrace, âHappy birthday!â I congratulate her, pecking her cheek and stepping back, watching as James congratulate her as well.
Kirk stood by her side with an even wider smile than I usually see on him daily, it warms my heart to see how many love he have as his eyes stays on Lani, seemingly mesmerized by her.
James and I stood back with the others as someone brings in Laniâs birthday cake, I feel his arm around me as he kiss my head, making me lean against him as we watch her make a wish and blow the candles.
Then, Kirk wrap his arms around her and kiss her passionately before exclaiming to the crowd, âHappy birthday to this amazing wife of mine!!â His cheeky smile spreads to Laniâs own face as everyone cheer.
I watch the look they share with each other, my eyes slowly falling to the wedding rings on their fingers.. then to my own empty finger.
Lately, Iâve been thinking a lot of how Kirk and Lani had only been dating each other for one year only, yet they have already gotten married not long ago in January.
I canât help but compare the both of them and their marriage to my five year relationship with James.
Weâve been together for so long, yet only ever keeping things as boyfriend and girlfriend. Sure, maybe it means heâs extremely loyal. But is it wrong if I just want to make things even more serious with him? I only ever wanted to be tied to him by an unbreakable vow and strengthen our love.
James and I sit down with the rest, drinking. My eyes slowly gaze upon him, the smile on his face as someone make a crappy joke. I feel the need to try to talk about it to him, finding the couple in front of us as a perfect topic starter.
I wait patiently for the perfect moment, clearing my throat as he drink. âHey, James?â I slowly call out to him. His blue eyes look over at me and he grin, âYea, baby?â He place the glass of drink back down on the table.
Taking deep breaths, I slowly speak. âSo.. Kirk and Lani make a pretty couple, right..? Canât believe theyâre already 11 months into marriage.â
âYeah, but eh thatâs love.â He answer casually.
I look down and sigh, âI um.. Well, what about us..?â I start again, he look at me with a raised eyebrow, a small hint of confusion on his face. âWeâve been dating for five years now, so Iâm wonderingââ
âGod..â He mutter and sigh, taking another sip of his glass.
I cut myself off when I hear this, a bit surprised by his attitude. âExcuse me?â I lean back in my seat and furrow my eyebrows, âWhatâs with the sigh?â I ask, sounding a bit offended.
He drowned his drink and sigh as he swallow the liquid, setting the glass down. He slowly turn his gaze towards me, shrugging. âLook, I love you and you love me. Isnât that enough luck for you?â
âLuck? Thatâs what you call our love? Not fate?â
He groaned and run a hand through his blond hair, âI donât mean it like that! Iâm just saying, we donât need to concern about marriage as long as we love each other.â He rambled out, rolling his eyes.
Though his words are partially correct, itâs his attitude that bugs me. âBut donât you think we should start a family? Itâs been five years, James. Five goddamn yearsââ But then he cut me off yet again.
âYea you said that already. Besides, youâre already a family to me like I probably am to you.â
âButââ
âCan you just stop thinking about it? Itâs a fucking birthday party, not a couple counseling.â
Feeling sick of his attitude, I sigh and stand up from my chair. âWhere do you think youâre going?â James ask me, a hint of surprise in his voice. Instead, I simply shrug him off and take my glass with me as I walk away to another side of the bar.
I didnât know why, but knowing he reject the very thought of creating an actual family, tying an ever tighter bond between us, making our love even more true, breaks my heart. I know heâs probably not ready yet. I know Iâm supposed to accept his choice.
But I canât stand the fact all of my friends had to shove their wedding rings in front of my face.
Sliding into a stool, I sigh and place my glass on the bar counter. I rest my elbow on the counter as I bury my face in my hands, rethinking the situation in my head. I find his harsh responses to be terribly unnecessary, he couldâve just responded with a softer response and try patiently to make me understand.
Thatâs when I hear someone slipping into the stool that was placed next to the one Iâm currently sitting on. My eyes slowly peek through my fingers to see the mystery person, finding a guy I have never seen before. To be fair, I donât know most faces here.
âHey there.â He greeted me, a charming smile on his face, his arms resting on the counter as he tilt his head and look at me with those chocolate eyes.
âHello..â I answer hesitantly.
Eventually, I discover that he was a close friend of Lani back then. Heâs actually quite a nice and charismatic man, his style is a huge contrast to Jamesâ, yet no less intriguing. His brown eyes always looking serious whenever I speak, appreciating every letter that enters his ears. But of course.. there wasnât any real special interest I have for him.
As he speak, I glance around the bar a little, a smile on my face now as he have lifted up my mood again. It didnât took long before I notice the cold jealous eyes from across the bar that belongs to none other than my one and only boyfriend, James Hetfield.
Usually, it was a danger to play with fire when the James youâre dealing with is this type of James. But seeing the way his eyes sends daggers into the guy in front of me, the way his fingers grip his glass tightly to the point it seems like itâs about to shatter, the look of jealousy in his face..
I canât help but grin to myself before I turn to the guy again.
Leaning slightly closer to the guy, I start talking more with him, making sure to laugh at a shitty joke he slip in that Iâd probably actually call cringe if only I wasnât testing James.
I put on my most stupid smile an twirl a piece of hair around my index finger as I listen to this guy ramble about something I surely and never will partake any interest in. He was definitely not James. He doesnât share the same interest as the ones that James and I would talk about nonstop almost everyday of every year.
Bored, I take my glass of drink and take a sip of it. Thatâs when.. I feel a hand harshly grip my arm and tug on it.
When I turn my head, I was met by a stern looking James. Itâs hard to tell what emotion was exactly built up inside those icy cold blue eyes of his, whether itâs jealousy, anger, annoyance, or everything in once. Nevertheless, the way his eyes immediately stare right into my soul gave my heart a quick pang of shock.
âWhaââ
âWeâre leaving.â
âButââ
âNo.â
Before I can say another word, he just drag me by my arm out of my seat and out of that bar, simply yelling to his friends; âSee you, man!â
I was forced to stay silent as he bring us over to our car and push me into the passenger seat before jogging to the other side of the car and get into the driver seat. I look at him cautiously as I slowly relax into the seat.
The ride to his house was filled with tension, he didnât even spoke a word or glance a bit at me, yet he kept his hand on my thigh, gripping it tightly and even massaging the flesh every now and then, especially when he got pissed off by the other drivers on the road.
Sure, I planned for him to fully unleash his jealousy. But I never really expected him to be this.. intense.
My heart was practically jumping in and out of my chest by the time we arrive on the driveway of his house, I try to speak. âJamesââ Then again, my words fail to come out as he immediately exit the car and go around to my side.
He opens my passenger seat door and suddenly grab me without another word, throwing me over his shoulder while he close the door with his other hand. I gasp and squirm on his shoulder as he carry me all the way into his house.
âJames- put me down..â I practically whined and grab onto his shirt, scared of falling and possibly hitting my head hard on the floor. I let out another gasp when he take his hand and land a harsh smack to my ass. I stop squirming and wince.
I couldâve sworn I heard him mutter something under his breath that I couldnât really hear clearly while I watch as he close the front door and lock it, still holding me on his shoulder as he start to walk us upstairs.
I wasnât quite sure what was happening. He was quiet. Way too quiet. All I could hear and feel is my own loud heartbeat while holding tightly onto his shoulder, I can smell the stinging but nice scent of his cologne filling my nostrils.
Even without being able to see his face, I can sense how he surely isnât playing anymore.
Then before I know it, we were in his room and he kick the door shut before storming his way to the bed and technically throwing me onto it, causing a small grunt from me.
His bed has always been comfortable, the sheets has been a witness of all the love we shared in his room and on his bed. Innocently, and.. not so innocently.
His large hand slammed down on the spot next to my head, his face leaning down close to mine, just a few inches apart. âYou fucking slut.â He spat, his voice deeper than I remember and his eyes colder than I ever saw. âYou did that on purpose didnât you?â
âDid what..?â I try to play dumb, though my eyes were slightly widened, intimidated by the proximity and how much tension heâs putting on tonight. I canât help but press my thighs together, feeling an oh so familiar soaking spot on my panties.
âYou know damn well what.â All of a sudden, he flip me over and push my dress over my ass, my eyes widening and I try to squirm out of my position of which is underneath him.
Denying my effort, he pull me back and keep me in place as he lift my hips up a little, pushing my head into the sheets as his hand lands harshly on my ass, leaving a red mark in the shape of his very own large hand, a loud gasp and a wince coming out of me. âTrying to make me jealous? That jerk didnât even look half good as me.â
I canât help but let out a small scoff at his statement, only earning another harsh spank to my ass. I wince and try to pull down my dress back, failing when his hand slapped mine away and hit again, even harsher this time.
He was mean. Always has been when heâs not in a good mood.
The worse part is I love it.
âDid you really think Iâd let you go home with a dick that small? Donât you know youâre mine?â He chuckle and pull down my panties slowly, I just knew he was smirking wide and cocky when he saw the sinful pool on my panties. âDirty girl..â He mutter as he throw the panties away.
An even louder gasp leaves me when I feel his tongue on my cunt, his hands holding my hips tightly in his grasp. âJamesââ I was cut off by another spank to my ass along with a harsh suckle on my clit, I moan and whimper, hips wiggling uncontrollably as he work his tongueâs magic on me.
I can feel him spitting onto my pussy before diving back in, his groan muffled. He sucked and licked and bite and technically made out with every part of me he found down there. Every single one of those action never failed to pull out the loudest moan from me.
My visions turns blurry, the pleasure always way too much to handle every single time. I will never underestimate the power this musician holds on me. He knows way too much about my weakness. Perhaps, thatâs because heâs the only man Iâll ever let discover the dirties part of me.
The moment his tongue slips through my folds, I lost it.
I was a moaning mess, gripping every part of the sheets that I could reach while he ate me out like a starving man. Yet his cock havenât even made it out of his boxers.
âJames please.. ahn.. more..â
I whined when he delivered even more rough spanks onto my ass, feeling the mark he left stinging and will surely make sitting a difficult task for me to do later on. Each time his palm meets my skin, more tears build up in my eyes.
A tight knot is felt in my stomach and the moment he gave a harsh suck on my pussy, I start to release on his tongue, moaning loudly to the point Iâm sure these walls around us might betray us and spill my pleads for him to our neighbors.
I can feel him lick me clean one last time before pulling back, his hand immediately going to his belt and unbuckling it. âWho said you can cum? Hm?â He sounds breathless yet annoyed at the same time.
Hips back down on the bed, I was still recovering from my strong release, tears spilling from my eyes to the sheets underneath me, soaking it. Thatâs when I feel him tap his cock on my ass. âHips. Up.â
What else can I do other than obey him and lift my hips up, though my weak state only allowed me to do lift it a little, which then James force with his hands to be up high in the air on display for him to completely ruin.
âIâll show you what that fucking dickhead canât give you.â He hold onto my ass before guiding his cock in with his other hand, immediately thrusting in a harsh pressure, meeting that one special spot in me right away.
I gasp and grip onto sheets, âOh fuck!â I cry as he grab ahold of my hips and hold it still, his hips ramming back and forth into mine, his well-sized cock stretching me out and hitting all the right spots in me Iâm sure he knows all too well.
His grunts along with the sounds of his balls slapping against my pussy fills my ears, yet they were no competition to my loud moans, they just keep pouring out of my mouth and might make me lose my voice later on. But I could care less. If this man stuffed inside me felt the need to take out his annoyance to me and show me who I belong to, Iâm ready all night for him.
âTell me youâre mine.â He murmured and deliver another hit to the already numb skin of my ass.
âIâm yours!â I moaned, âIâm yours Iâm yours Iâm yours!!â
âSo you do know your place, huh?â
Thatâs when I feel his fingers in my hair, fisting it into a ball. I wince when he tugged on it and hold onto it as his hips move in a surreal speed, thrusting in and out of me in a speed of light. My lips were parted as I pant and whimper at the feeling, almost like a dog. It was humiliating. But at the same time arousing for him.
My eyes rolls to the back of my head, tears rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably, my hips try to move to his rhythm as well, adding to the pleasure. I slowly turn my head back towards James, finding him smirking smugly, still groaning with every thrusts. âYea? You like that?â
He pulled me up by my hair and my back meets his chest, his arms wrap around me as he continue to thrust into me, my hands grip onto his arms as I lean my head on his shoulder. âCâmon.. answer me, baby.â He pull down the top of my dress now to pull out both of my breasts, cupping them in his hands.
âI love it!â I moaned out.
He chuckle and took ahold of my face, his lips finding mine in an instant, starting a sloppy and desperate kiss, our tongues meeting and rubbing against one another lazily. I whimper and look down when we pull away, âJames.. wanna cum..â I mumble, breathless.
He bury his face in my neck and start kissing and biting there, a mark was made right below my ear. âDo it with me, baby. Câmon.â
With one last weak yet desperate thrust, we held onto each other and let out the most sinful noises ever as we release our load together. His cum shooting into me while mine came gushing out and mixing with his while he pull out his cock.
Too weak, I fall onto the bed and whine as I feel our mixed cum slowly dripping out of my swollen and used cunt.
He let out a heavy sigh as he fell onto my back, kissing from my shoulder, to my back, to the back of my neck, and to my other shoulder. I just hum tiredly, appreciating his caring gesture in a small soft smile as I turn to him.
I lift his arm up and slip right into it, âIâm sorry forââ
âNo, I am.â
I look up at him with raised eyebrows, a bit taken aback by his sudden apology and refusal of my own apology.
He shook his head and look down, his hand reaching up to play with my hair, a habit he does every aftercare. âI shouldnât have said it like that to you.. I was being a complete unreasonable jerk. I shouldâve told you Iâm not ready..â He sigh and kept his head low with his eyes away, as if heâs embarrassed of himself.
âJames..â I sigh and reach up to cup his cheek, âDonât be sorry, please..â I whisper and kiss his nose, smiling softly. âWhat happened earlier is just a silly misunderstanding, okay..? I love you and you love me, as long as we have love and each other, the world doesnât matter.â I spoke, using his own words yet with a better arrangement. My voice gentle as I paint his face with kisses, pulling out his own smile as his blue eyes met mine again.
âGod bless your mom and dad for creating you.â He mumble as he tuck a couple hair behind my ear. I laugh softly and close my eyes as I rest my head on his chest.
#james hetfield#james hetfield x you#james hetfield smut#james hetfield fanfiction#james hetfield x reader#james hetfield fluff#metallica#metallica smut#metallica x reader#metallica fanfiction#metallica fluff#fanfiction#fanfic#smut
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oh, so many ideas so little energy and time,,, so ummmmm authors feel free to take a spin if you find something u like <3!!!!
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1.) inspired by Loving you is beautiful (darkfic) by @rippersz â wherein reader learns to enjoy Larissa's red flags rather than slowly wilt from the distinct skewed version of love :)
Excerpt:
You've been hurt by the world.
Pain is the only thing you remember, ever since you were young. Always remembered a yearning hunger deep inside your heart. Wishing to be loved, to be saved by someone.
But humans were monstersâ it wasn't until you've found yourself on the gates of the so called Monsters' precious academy that you've found what seemed to be the shelter from the storm that is your life; found the answer to your prayers.
Found her.
Your savior, your goddess, your beloved.
You won't lie, trusting such a vision was a bit hard to bear, because to be so lucky was not in your nature. But oh, Larissa is so tender, is so sweet, is so caring, and is ever so patientâ to stay by your side, equal parts loving and protecting you from harm. You feel a little silly now, asking all those questions then, about her kind; of how outcasts like her lived.
Isn't it such an irony, that it took you finding 'monsters', to find humanity?
Well. Well.
--and thats all ive got for it rn lol--
2.) ICE SKATER AU or wherein reader was a former ice skater but has since been retired, and is a part of their past they'd just occasionally brush off for stress relief. Can either be a new teacher for Nevermore or the new barista in town, who gets pestered to sign up by their former partner & still best friend (also a new hiree crushing majorly on one Coach Vlad :]) to a local skating contest. They didn't initially plan to, but after overhearing that a certain principal was interested in seeing the performances, well... local disaster gay brushes off the dust off their skates ;3
"You. Me. The lake, with your skates. NOW."
"Woah woah woah Y/N, hold on a moment. I thought we were going to the booth to cancelâ" Elijah says, but I whap him with a rolled up newspaper.
"Well, that was BEFORE I learned SHE was looking forward to watching the event." I start. "And since we both know I am a small, disaster gay with 0 rizz and speaking skills, THIS is my chance to get her attention! It's brilliant! It's foolproof! She'll never see it coming!"
"Who'll never see it coming?" Coach Vlad pops up half dressed behind Eli, and I blink.
"Hold up, are you guysâ"
"Yes." "N-Um." The two men look towards each other, before looking back at me. Eli mouths a yes.
"I cannot believe YOUR fucking luck!"
Bestie in Christ I WISH I had the luck, skills, AND charisma of THIS manwhore of a bestie-slash-longtime-skating-partner I have. Maybe then I COULD grab a whole fucking date with one Principal Larissa Weems. Is it too much to ask???
3.) academy time! Morticia/Larissa/Reader or where before everything went downhill, three girls had a secret worth keeping. bc i need the "and they were roommates + they're galpals <3" soooo bad
4.) 5 times they kissed + the 1 time they didnt FLUFF & then major angst >:) bc i love me a relationship establishment fic and then the worst pain imaginable to man aka Wifey death /// or if more fluff, just 5 dates and 1 wedding (BUT OFC THEY HAVE MORE DATES) :)
5.) Sleepy reader being a clingy mess and touch starved Larissa sooooo torn between having to get ready for the day vs staying in bed for 5 more minutes just to savor r's presence :')
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...and then the NSF ones
6.) Reader is being more of a brat than usual so Larissa punishes them the next day by making them wear a remote controlled toy for the WHOLE day & getting teased at the most inopportune times but they are not allowed to cum >:)))
7.) OH GOD TRADE OFF where usual brat reader has been a V good girlâą for some time and in turn Larissa allows them one (1) wish...... and R picks revenge by having mommy wear the accursed toy and being teased đđ»đđ»
8.) R making Larissa jealous soooo bad they need to be taught a lesson, marked & properly bred to appease the green eyed demon in Larissa's mind :) :) :) (and it works out bc R has been. entertaining v v filthy breeding kink thoughts oop)
9.) R has quite the closet of costumes and they find a cat maid cosplay đđ»đđ» practicing their meows and nyas and being all cute not knowing Mommy's been watching from the door the moment they started meowing
10.) oblivious reader unknowingly teasing Larissa all day and the woman is abt to FUCKING burst in horny except oh no???? reader was not oblivious and this has been part 7 of the 10 step plan to get Larissa as her gf >:))))))
#i am nothing is but a small and gay mess and i blame tall mommy for it#having so much clown thoughts abt a larissa weems x reader fic idea and im wondering if i can even commit to writing anything#larissa weems x reader#larissa x reader#fic ideas#insp
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hi hi hi I am working on your misc questions but I want to return the favor so your your BOYS i have. an interview.
For them all, what song are they listening to right now?
For Archie and Simon, what is one underrated quality they adore about the other?
For Gene and Cassidy, beyond all of their rivalry, are they worried about the other? Why?
For Archie and Cassidy, what's something about the world that gives them joy, even if it's small?
For Simon and Gene, what's something they do to make them feel like they're younger? Being a caretaker, or the adult, is hard. How do they destress?
and some lil this or thats:
For Archie, sitting under the stars or under the sun?
For Simon, date nights at home or out in the world?
For Gene, luck or fate?
For Cassidy, is the glass half full or half empty?
i hope this isn't too many but I am enthralled by your sillies and I will read anything with utter glee!!!!
seth it is never too many. if anything there aren't ENOUGH questions /hj (i don't mean to pressure u into asking more tho)
these are genuinely some of my favorite questions ive been asked UGH u know just what to ask seth these are unbelievably good. u know the drill. extremely long post incoming because these sillies are everything to me.
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what song are they listening to?
ok im going to give real answers for simon and archie but since i don't really know what songs were like. around. in the 1860s, i'm going to give a song that describes gene and cassidy's Current Mental State instead and the lyric i think encapsulates it best (i'm sorry in advance)
simon: "light my fire" by the doors
archie: "good old-fashioned lover boy" by queen
gene: once more to see you by mitski
lyric: but with everybody watching us, our every move / we do have reputations / we keep it secret / won't let them have it
cassidy: "hello it's me" by todd rundgren
lyric: you know that I'd be with you if I could / i'll come around to see you once in a while / or if I ever need a reason to smile
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archie and simon: what is one underrated quality they adore about the other?
archie:
archie is absolutely, positively, utterly, obsessed with simon's smile. and not the fake, practiced one he gives to strangers when making small talk or when he's trying to lighten the mood with patients. his real smile.
archie loves how slight it is, yet still somehow brightens his entire face. he loves the way it reaches his eyes with that subtle crinkle near his cheek. he loves that simon's teeth are just the smallest bit crooked, like he didn't wear his retainer as much as he should have as a kid. he loves the way it is usually accompanied with a snort-laugh. and he loves that he practically gets it all to himself.
simon:
i don't think theres a single part of archie body or personality that doesn't captivate simon in some way. if you asked him this, he would struggle to answer because how can he when everything is just so. perfect. but, his answer would ultimately be archie's eyes. they are the color of a stormy sea, yet somehow the warmest eyes simon has ever had the pleasure of looking in.
when they first met, simon would find himself staring at them far too often. he played it off like he was checking for neurological function, but i think archie knew. simon's wishes he could swim in them, they're just so lovely.
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gene and cassidy: beyond all of their rivalry, are they worried about the other?
short answer: yes. very much yes.
cassidy:
cassidy had been worried for gene since they met, but the reason has long since changed.
at first, he was worried about his views. he found him to be extremely disillusioned about the world. he didn't understand how someone could be so "passive" and still claim to care about others, and this worried him because he knew gene's inaction would lead him to a tough spot one day. the worry was masked by frustration.
then, it changed. when he saw that gene actually did put in the work to help his people (e.g. working late hours to break up bar fights and get people home safely, making sure the orphanages and churches were well funded, even if it came out of his own pocket, etc.), he began to think, ironically, maybe it was too much. he worried about gene stretching himself too thin, and being used by people (haha. take a look in the mirror bud.)
gene:
god. not a day goes by that gene doesn't worry about cassidy.
gene, being the deputy, has had a few run-ins with montana, and that is enough to get a sense for the kind of man he is. he is mean, cold, and not afraid to pull all the wrong strings to get what he wants.
if it wasn't for meeting him face to face, i think gene would still have a sense of him by the the way cassidy reacts to certain things. gene notices that cassidy is jumpy, and flinches whenever he so much as raises his voice (thought he tries his hardest not to). he notices that cassidy doesn't like eating in front of others. he notices that he closes right up whenever gene asks about his past. he notices that sometimes, he keeps his head tilted down so the brim of his hat can hide the deep bruise around his eye.
he worries that cassidy will never escape that man.
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archie and cassidy: what's something about the world that gives them joy, even if it's small?
archie:
archie appreciates a lot of the littler things in life. he loves when he finds a shirt or sweater that is just the right material and won't agitate his over-sensitive skin. he loves when pets look like their owners. he loves when simon falls asleep in his lap. he loves eating good food.
on a larger scale, he loved seeings acts of kindness. he loves seeing big brothers zipping up their baby brothers' coats and parents carrying their children when they get tired. its things like that that remind him why he fights as vigil-- to preserve happiness.
cassidy:
similar to archie, cassidy loves a lot of little things but specifically when he knows he had a part of it.
he loves seeing the little girls at the orphanage twirl and twirl in their new dresses after he donated a hefty sum. he loves seeing the couple that had their house destroyed in a hurricane raise their baby in the one cassidy and some boys from the gang built from the ground up.
more than anything though? he loves seeing people being kind to stray kids on the street. whether its a store clerk slipping the kid a can of beans or a lawman turning a blind eye when the kid snags a new pair of pants, it warms his heart because that was him. he would have given anything for just a fraction of that kindness.
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for simon and gene: what's something they do to make them feel like they're younger?
simon:
for simon, the answer is quite simple. sleep.
something about curling up, especially in archie's lap, makes him feel safe and cozy like he's a kid again. after a long day of work, it's exactly what he needs. when archie sees that he's overwhelmed or stressed, he'll often just open his arms in an invitation, and simon will completely melt into it. he's most comfortable when archie is laying down as well, that way he can lay his head on his chest and hike up a leg to drape over archie's middle. this man attaches to archie. and then archie is just. stuck there.
gene:
for him, it is definitely when he gets to pamper calliope. something about baby-talking his horse while he brushes every inch of her coat and braids her mane and cleans her hooves thoroughly brings him right back to when he was 15 and working on his father's ranch. he coos at her and feeds her sugarcubes and lets her lay her head in his lap while they both nap under the afternoon sun. its rare that he has a day off, but he'll most likely spend it with her. he loves that damn horse so much.
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this or thats!
for archie, sitting under the stars or under the sun?
it has to be sun. archie adores the sunshine and the way it feels on his skin. its a pleasant warmth that never fails to ground him and leave his head feeling just a little clearer. it drives simon crazy that archie consistently forgets sunblock.
for simon, date nights at home or out in the world?
at home for sure. he is very much an introvert. plus, his work and school requires him to be around a LOT of people. he's quite burnt out when he comes home, and wants nothing more than to spend a night with the person he adores, away from everything else.
for gene, luck or fate?
fate. he believes, in some way, everything happens for a reason. even if its a reason he can't quite understand himself, and even if its a reason he despises. all he can do is hope that his own fate is kind and merciful. it's all he can do.
for cassidy, is the glass half full or half empty?
in his heart of hearts, he'd want to say half full, but he can't. he's seen and experienced so many awful things in his life, and as much as he doesn't like to admit, it takes a toll on him. he puts on this front of a sly, competent, bright fellow, but in truth, he feels hopeless a lot of the time. trapped, even.
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SETH thank you so much for letting me ramble about my darlings. as always, never be afraid to ask more because i look forward to talking about these guys. these questions were AMAZING thank u so so so MUCH!!!!!!!!!
#my music taste is peeking through on that first question#ive been told i have old hippie music taste#cassidy's lyric is directly based off of a brokeback mountain edit i saw#and inspired by a new plot point i want to explore for gene cassidy#pushing my simon had braces as a kid agenda#they make me sick they love eachother SO. MUCH.#UGH AND WRITING ABOUT CASSIDY'S TRAUMA RESPONSES DEVASTATED ME#simon and archie#gene and cassidy#bug and seth shenanigans#oc questions#ask answered
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HI!! FIRST OFF I WANTED TO TELL U THAT I RLLY LIKE HOW YOUR BLOG LOOKS, LIKE THE COLOR OF THE BG AND THE FONTS COMPLIMENTS SO WELL!!
SECOND! YOUR DRAWINGS R CUTEE!!, I WANted to ask what gadget do you use, I've been drawing traditionally but I want to make money and enhance my skill more, I've been inspired by your art to keep working on my passion :D
If u want, may I also have some tips in drawing digitally? Like do u have to settle with one brush, or if u have to use pressure to control the value or the thickness of the lines?
I hope this isn't overwhelming!! I hope u have a very gud year!!
HEYY!!! HELLO!!! THANK YOU SOSOSOOO MUCH!! đđ to answer your question, I use the Huion Camvas Pro 16 and Clip Studio Paint! I've only had my Huion for a few months, but I love it and definitely recommend it! before that, I used an (embarrassingly old) IPad and Procreate!
Aaaand you definitely don't have to just use one brush! I switch mine up a lot, and it's good to experiment and find out which types of brushes you like!! But of course it's also okay to stick with one if you really like it :) Pressure sensitivity is very very useful! However, it's not necessary, and you can still make great art without it!! I use it a lot in my line work to give it some depth, but this can be achieved by just going over parts you want thicker/thinner again. Other than that, I say just experiment a ton until you find what you're comfortable with, and it's okay if something doesn't look good the first time! A lot of the time, artists have an expectation that they have to put their all into every work, but it's not true! It's okay to play around with your art, it doesn't have to be perfect! And it's good to take inspiration from other artstyles, and put different pieces together until you find what suits you!
Once again, thank you so so much, and I wish you the best of luck with your art!! đ
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For the Ao3 Year In Review Ask Meme: #13, #19, and #22 <333 I'm really curious about the theme one and I wanna give you the chance to hype yourself up ^u^ <3333 Love you!
WAH my #1 hypeperson...i love you too !!!!!!!!!!!!
13. what's a fic you think should have gotten more attention?
everybody (on twt, at least) is always so excited about my vague tweets about my "the blades ruined keith's mental health" fics, but then i do not get that same engagement on the fic!!! anyway
bad luck charm (twist the knife again)
and also at skyfall. always at skyfall. you guys want protective lance? you guys want empathy link jewelry? you guys want shiro and keith having the worst times of their lives? you want adam in space????
please. please. on my hands and knees begging pathetically
19. any new themes popping up in your work? or are there old themes resurfacing?
it took me this long to realize just how deeply lonely keith is and just how much his galra side effects him. i have also renewed my focus on his inner anger and rage and how much that side of himself scares him (versus how necessary it is on the front lines of a war, if he wants to keep his loved ones safe), but the loneliness that comes with that is something i haven't explored since like...2018 maybe? 2019? my fic output went down since 2019 so that could be one reason why i haven't explored as much of it but also just. i think with the distance from the show between 2019 and now i lost sight of some of the characters a little bit, and i feel like i'm finally finding my footing again
also renewing my focus on survival. how far are you willing to go to survive? to keep your loved ones safe? how do you grapple with the price of that, knowing your actions to save one person may hurt countless others? or, how do you look your loved one in the eye and tell them that one life does not outweigh infinite others, even if it is their life, specifically? wough. i missed this a lot
22. share a deleted scene, if you have one
i have so many deleted scenes all the time always. anyway i've tried and failed to rewrite the next chapter of stealing our own place in the sun so many times. vague spoilers ahead but a dozen different versions of this got scrapped:
Shiro wished he had a hangover. He woke to the sound of clapping and groaned, squinting against a bright light. Everything ached, but especially his head and his arms. When he tried to move them, he realized that his hands were bound behind him, and everything jerked into sharper focus as instinct kicked in. âOh, good, youâre awake! No need to panic!â Shiro whipped his head around, ignoring the pain in his neck and shoulders. He was bound to a chair in what could only be called a dressing roomâthere was a lighted mirror behind him. In another corner, there was a chair where his suitcase had been tossed haphazardly, Paladin armor spilling over the sides of it. Beside him stood a random alien wearing a headset, who looked more than a little terrified at whatever expression Shiro wore. Then, in front of him, a small green alien in a trenchcoat who was smiling far too broadly for the situation. âHi, Shiro!â said the alien, whose name Shiro didnât know. Shiro blinked and bit down on every question that bubbled up inside of him. He knew better than to just give information away. Then again, biting his tongue in the bar had done him no good, because the grifter alien was really a bounty hunter who knew exactly what and who he was. Or something like that. This alien didnât look the part of a bounty hunter, but really, Shiro had no idea at this point. âOh,â the alien said when Shiro didnât answer. He cocked his head. âWe didnât mess you up too badly with that stun gun, did we?â Before Shiro could react, the alien raised one of his four arms and slapped Shiro across the face.
ao3 year in review!
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HIIII happy (late) 4th of july!!
you are literally the sweet person to ever exist i canât believe its been like 2 years since we last spoke. its crazy how time flies
oh noooo im sorry that happened to you :(( im glad ur doing better and taking good care of yourself đđ wishing u a speedy recovery!
alsoooo good luck with house hunting! that must be so exciting!!looking for a new place to call home and making new memories in it! i just know youll find the most beautiful homey and perfect place!! im manifesting for u
im doing well!! not much happened except for school stuff but i just went to my first ever pit concert a few months ago! i saw the driver era (only because i thought ross lynch was hot lol) i didnt know what to expect for pit but i didnât expect to stand for 8 hours straight đđ AHHHH ALSO im seeing taylor swift in a few weeks and i literally cannot wait!!!!
im always thinking about u! talk to u soon!! good luck đ love youuuuuuu!!! đđđđđ
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happy late 4th of july to you too bestie!! I hope you had a great day!!
I'm sorry for the delay in answering this btw it's been storming here so my wi-fi has been in and out all day!
omg stop you're so kind to me I genuinely love talking to everyone and I consider you and many others here my friends so y'all make it easy to just repay the love I've been given!!
it's actually only been a year bub! I only know because I looked it up to refresh my memory about what we talked about before cause like I said a lot had happened and I couldn't remember if we'd talked since my accident. it was last year after my birthday and after harry's house came out. but really it's alright I don't want you to feel bad!
thank you so much for the well wishes †I realized after that I left some detail out of what happened to me and didn't explain it very well, but if I ramble on too much just feel free to skip over it! basically not only was I kicked but I went flying about 8 feet across my yard too, which caused me to have a compression fracture on T11 of my spine. I also had a contusion on my right hip (which is just a really, really deep and bad bruise), which is where the point of impact was. I will (hopefully) continue to improve, but having arthritis still causes me to have a ton of pain if I do too much physical activity. that part of my spine is also partly collapsed and always will be, but my neurosurgeon said that as long as my arms and legs are still okay that I should just slowly start to get back to "normal" life and listen to my body as I go along! I asked if I needed to keep up with x-rays or anything over the years but he said my symptoms would get much, much worse if the collapse got any worse and I would know I need to come back to see him. he also said IF I would've had to have surgery that it would take like 12 pins and a huge rod to correct things so I'm so SO lucky that things weren't any worse!
thank you so much for helping us manifest!!! it means more than you'll ever know because it hasn't been easy so far trying to find a place đ we live in such a rural area in GA and we originally wanted to stay in the same town because I was supposed to start a new job in january and we wanted to be close to my work. I probably won't get to take that job now (which is a whole other long story), and since there are very limited options we're probably gonna have to broaden our search to surrounding towns that are slightly bigger! we ultimately want a house together, but I think we're gonna have to settle for an apartment for now until we can find the perfect place for us. anything would be better than here rn though!!!
idk if I've ever talked much about my dad to you but we have as no contact of a relationship as possible even though we live in the same house. he's the reason for my accident and so the day it happened and we were waiting for the ambulance to come my mom told him that we wouldn't be coming back to this house. but then we had no choice we didn't have the money or resources needed to go elsewhere. I was worried as I got better she would forget about that and slip out of that mindset, but thankfully she hasn't! she just told me tonight we'd probably go look at apartments next week and that she can't wait to get out of here. I could truly cry at the thought of having a safe, clean, and comfortable space away from him. it's what my mom, my siblings, and our dogs all deserve!
how is school going? how much longer do you have to go? and oohh I'm so happy you got to experience a concert in pit!! it's amazing but it is soooo exhausting I hope you got lots of rest afterward đ when I saw harry I wore my ankle support thing to my pit concert to because I knew my feet would be swollen the next day probably. and taylor swift that's so cool!! I'm very excited for you!! I hope you have the best time!!! where are your seats for that show?
I'm always thinking about you too!! seriously sometimes I'll just think about you or how you're doing so just know you're always getting any spare good vibes I have sent your way âš thank you thank you for the good luck!!! love you moreeeee đ€
I was gonna tell you about getting to see stevie nicks and my road trip to see my little brother but I talked so much this time we'll save those stories for next time if you wanna hear about them!!
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heyya! I'm reading through your posts and I'm growing more and more confused about c!dream (like trying to put a puzzle together without knowing what it looks like at the end). Basically, I get that he built the prison for himself and had c!punz throw him in, but why would he do that? /gen
well!! to be honest, we don't know for sure bc c!dream is a bitch and rarely states his true intentions (or "reserved" as cc!dream likes to put it). it's all pretty theoretical at this point.
/rp
but!! we do know the end goal of dream's plan. his motives. he wants the server to be back to like what it was before (pointedly before tommy/wilbur/l'manburg arrived), without factions, war, etc. his way of getting there seems to be, so far, making himself public enemy #1 so the server will come together (as a community, as a "big happy family") and take him down. he's the self-sacrificing type, even if it doesn't seem like it, because all the distancing he's done and the actions he's taken leave him out of the family he's hoping to make.
he probably thought people were going to want him dead at the climax of the disc finally, hence the prison (think back to all of dream's comments on "Itâs just an option because if you canât kill somebody, you might need to lock them up.â (thank you @call-me-apple's lore doc which may help you do some digging of your own)). he wants to see his plan though, so he's not going to let himself die, but people also need to feel like they won, y'know?
as for punz. it wasn't specifically punz that put dream in the prison, but punz did lead the server to dream and has a pretty public "betrayal" so i get what you're saying. that! was to protect punz ("you should, but you should act like youâre not on my side. because if youâre on my side then youâll be in danger..."). dream cares very deeply about his allies and he protects them. you can see that with punz, techno, etc. he feels solely responsible for the server so he's not gonna be sacrificing his only allies left and right, y'know? he thinks a LOT about what they're doing and how he's going to use them. he's very mindful with his friends, even to an unhealthy level.
so.... long story short, nobody knows what's really going on besides dream, punz, ew!ranboo, and maybe techno. all we know is its a part of The Plan(tm) as remarked by punz after meeting up with dream. it might've been to keep him from being killed so he could see out the end of his plan, preparation time (such as other theories suggest), or whatever the hell dream has cooked up in his incredibly unstable tunnel vision. it wasn't supposed to go the way it did but uh. it was Supposed To Happen, so that's something i guess.
uh anyone is free to add to this post we need to hold hands like little kids in this dark abyss
#my asks!#my posts!#theories!#abyssal-starlight#dream#dreblr#dsmp theory#dsmp analysis#c!dream analysis#c!dream#this doesnt really answer ur question but i hope it helped!!!!#we're all kinda in the dark on what dream is thinking about at any given moment tbh#it was nice to see ya in my notes :DDD#if u keep looking to find some answers i wish u good luck!!!
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mwah your art is good and nice :>
can I ask for some advice? no worries if u don't want to answer.
do you have any tips on how exactly to practice art? everytime I ask for art advice everyone always says "practice" but idk what to practice first! do you have any strategies for learning how to draw something? do you do excercises? and if so how do they work?and are there any beginner mistakes I should look out for and change specifically?
thank you so much!! have a wonderful week :>
thank you so much! im ok w answering! i dont want to speak as if i am an expert on how to draw things in general as i am learning as well and definitely am not completely learned, so i might not be the best person to ask since im not very professional w my art as I do it as a hobby (and I can only speak on mostly digital cartoon matters) but i reallly hope to try and help u out even a lil ! im really happy that youâre eager to draw :] I wish you so much luck muwah muwah
i also hated when ppl told me âjust practiceâ and i dont wanna inflict tht on u EITHER LOL but also thats just what i ended up doing for awhile but i tried to find some things to help ^_^
tips for practice:Â My number one rule is that practices should be challenging but still fun, I know it can get frustrating trying to redraw a pose over and over trying to get it perfect. And over time it rlly is all about muscle memory, the longer you draw the more your eyes will pick out specific shapes in everyday life and convert them into its own vision of them! or at least its good to look at life that way, try to pin point key shapes and stress less on details in practices. after you look at key points, THEN you can go over what you have and draw in and over it to make it more âcomplete.â To stop practices from getting too stressful I recommend starting out drawing what you want a little more simple looking than ur desired finished product. This helps eliminate the pressure of everything not looking âperfectâ and keeps your art more loose and fun. Doing this a few times is gonna get ur brain to recognize patterns in art and how things look/flow in anatomy and such. dont get stuck in ur own head abt perfecting everything to the point you either 1) give up bc ur not at a level capable of it being 100% âperfectâ or 2) focus so much on making it perfect that you end up saying the work looks âwonkyâ or stale in dynamics, So while I do think studies help, donât get too lost in them. I always practice with media I enjoy too, whether itâs characters or fashion I enjoy.
Strategies learning to draw something: people get mad abt this one but I think tracing reference photos is great. its been awhile but When I tried learning to draw hands better at first I would trace them then put the traced image to the side of the canvas, then try and replicate what my mind saw as its most important angles and aspects. Same for clothing folds/hair/etc! I think itâs maybe not the best idea to trace the ref and use the tracings as is, because you learn more from tracing it then trying to replicate and simplify what u learned into the style youâre working in. Find what shapes you like from them and donât over detail it. you may have to go by eye and think âwhat parts of this ref photo should i simplify to fit my styleâ and for me, its usually adjusting the length of the torso and then the limbs by associations. i dont recommend feeling like u need a reference for every art you make though, its ok to let ur own head try out its own sometimes too while trying to learn this, see if it remembers any call bad from the past referenced sketches! over time ull remember where everything goes more, these days i rarely kick myself to use refs but im sure they still would help to use, but figure drawing simple blobby figure in a bunch of random poses was a big thing i used to do as well to get better at full body art + overall dynamics (still does this). also paying attention to silhouettes is greatÂ
Exercises and how they work: I WANNA HELP U SO BAD BUT to be honest, all the works on my blog ARE exercises! i rarely actually do finished pieces, if u scroll thru my posts ull notice most r sketches. i usually just fill up a page and call it âwarm upsâ then i get attached to some of them, take a few, and just line them up pleasingly on a smaller page, then color them in (or sometimes fix the lines to be more clean too). im not rlly a person who âexercisesâ to practice, it more so happens from just me drawing a lot for fun as a hobby! but i really should. i will tell u this has humbled me a lil i need to start practicing too đ LOL but a good exercise is to look at what ur inspirations do, and study it. Make a collage and write out what you like most abt their styles/what u want to gain from them. For ref Hereâs a page I did awhile ago when someone asked me abt my insps:
i also look at fashion magazines and as well as anime figures and take insps from that sometimes with learning cool poses and compositions to convert into my own things
Beginner mistakes to look out for: its hard for me to pin point âmistakesâ beginners make, as sometimes we cant avoid all of them or even notice them, progress comes from growing out of old ways. some mistakes are even the foundation of ur future amazing cool style! but i think some things to look out for could be these, from my own old art experiences
Hands were the first thing I learned bc i liked drawing them. I donât know if that is the best way to go but I think it is smart to practice sooner than later, here is a lil guide thingggyyy wingyyy from awhle ago
i see beginners shy away from drawing signs of age in people, sometimes adding too much detail on an older person in cartoon art makes it look weird, so i try and hit the key markings on ppls faces of age.
Too thin of lines. sometimes its a stylistic choice to use thin lineart, and it can look amazing ! but sometimes it can flatten an image if ur not familiar with its flow. im not saying use thick line art, but more so to keep in mind the weight of ur strokes, adding depth with a thick thin combo of line art can do SO much for the simplest of pieces. heres a visual from a while back when i talked abt my brush + more abt lines:
but if ur desired style is thin lineart that is cool too! tbh it was just harder for me as a beginner
sometimes artists think they need to do full lineart for everything and then hate how it looks compared to the sketch, do not fear i will introduce u to my bff: painting over a sketch, extractinging the lines, then calling it line art. i only do this sometimes but its a fun exercise-ish thing to do in a pinch. example:
finding what shading fits ur art. sometimes ill see ppl starting out who have a style thats very simple, but they use a very detailed rendering process on it. this is not something id ever police of course, art is each persons own choice! And it CAN work. It can be so cute! but sometimes mixing two very contrasting mediums of art can throw off the âput togetherâ look of it. i use to abuse the airbrush tool thinking it made my simple style look super cool and detailed, but looking back on it now those pieces looked a little off, having such a simple style have somewhat more realistic shading. dont get me wrong the ability i see ppl use rendering like that is so insanely talented! but i found cellshading to be a good match for cartoony art like my own. a tip i learned way too late abt that is rather than shading each layer by color picking a darker color, instead use a clipping mask over the entire art (above line art too as I color my lineart) and lasso tool the areas u want shaded + fill it w a saturated purple then set to multiply + lower opacity. also, sometimes coloring can come out chalky looking when u meant for it to be smooth and transitional, i think this comes from overshading and overlighting pieces without reason. pay attention to where the light source is, and focus on making the shaded and lighter areas nice shapes that cover the necessary areas, then u can add additional shading to the smaller details of what should have a casted shadow/light Â
its good to spice up ur art now rather than later, focusing making ur art pop more w backgrounds will help ur coloring skills look better too! i dont mean detailed huge backgrounds, a small lil color pallet and design rather than a blank white bg. like this will make u feel better abt it or at least it helped me *sweats* yeah:
beginners tend to draw blank faces like â:)â but I think a good thing to do is try and get silly with expressions early on. Itâs okay if the mouth hangs off the face cartoonishly with joy or shock, itâs ok if the eyebrows are super high in surprise.
tracing and pasting it as is (already said this but Iâve seen ppl do it a lot with hair styles and it makes it look alienated from the rest of the style) (final fantasy fans found critically injured) n if need a ref for a pose, using a real humans anatomy as-is doesnât look quite right on a cartoonyish drawing. Shortening torso and legs usually comes out of this for me!
flip ur canvas i promise u itâll be less embarrassing over time!
using guidelines for perspective and foreshortening is GREAT. Do it stylistically rather than realistically to add some groove to it...yay. Having silly perspective in art can make it look like a 10 so easily opposed to a normal front facing sketch. Look at cool poses from fashion magazines! Donât be scared to draw something you donât feel confident in conveying perfectly, this is why progress redraws exist :)
Drawing the hairline b4 u draw the hair is great, it helps u understand where their hair flows from, where it starts and stops, AND prepares u for drawing bald ppl. Also donât make the head too big, the skull IS bigger up top, but sometimes I see an alien head affect.
Anatomy is an interesting mistake that beginners make a lot, but itâs one they find harder to notice! When I started out, all my art would be SO wonky, but I didnât even realize it! It still happens today too! specifically though I see beginners struggle with the arms in this department. My advice is to try and measure them out and make sure they donât go past the knees, and are the same length as each other when Unfolded. asking for criticism is hard but it helped me realize when i would make something bigger/longer than it should have been in my art, and stuck with me being able to go âoh... i see it LOLâÂ
clothing wrinkles- do not over do it! Too many wrinkles and shading can look unpleasant and wirey- like a plastic table cloth all bunched up which isnât exactly what ppl wear. pay attention to gravity too
I hope this helped even a lil im sorry tht Iâm not very good at explaining or didnât have much to sayyy! If u have any troubles no guarantee Iâll have the answer, but ur always free to ask!
#asks#faq#I hope ur week is going good n that uâll have fun creating đđ #long post#not tomaart
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UNTIL I FOUND YOU [CHAPTER ONE]
â"WHERE OUR FATE IS ALIGNED."
m.list . chapter two
kazuha is well aware that his life will be much heavier to burden. where heâs forced to grow up so fast on his age.
the kaedehara clan was once a surviving clans of the raiden gokaden, five bladesmithing  schools in inazuma. each of the families specializing their own unique forging art and the kaedehara clan carry the isshin artâs practice up until the case of the eccentric. his clan and the yashiro commission were tasked to track the fleeting swordsmiths for they failed to meet the deadline on forging an important goshintou. but they were unable to prevent them from escaping. hence, his clan severely punished and gradually fell into ill. the kaedehara clan disbanded the practice for unknown reason and trying to keep up living. kazuha tried to help his father to carry the clan but doesnât allowed him. with that, he helplessly watch his father suffered until he grow up as he tried to live his life like other children would and his freedom that his father wished for him.Â
in the time since the kaedehara clan disbanded by him and start his journey, kazuha have traveled across islands on inazuma. unlike those hardships through his journey, he find it endearing to be surrounded with nature. it brings peace to his weighing heart.
looking through the silhouette of the tenshikaku with some structures surrounded, he sighed. âyou know, they say that visions represents the archonsâ gaze.â
his friend beside him, tomo seemingly disapprove. âbut is being an archonâs gaze really a blessing?âÂ
âI donât know... maybe?â kazuha expressing a doubt to his statement. heâs never bothered listening to something related to the divine until he started to travel. then, he, tomo suddenly chuckled.Â
âcoincidence, youâre the second person to question that to me.â
the maple boy raises his brows in question. ââŠwhoâs the first?â
. . .
âyeah iâm carrying the goods from liyue. glaze lilies and other medic plants.â tapping on the table impatiently, waiting for the inspector to get their approval. you just arrived at inazuma with beidou dropping you off for a week or two. business blooming at liyue when inazuma is desperate for herbs and thatâs the problem. you're part of the crux and your job is to take whatever the adventurerâs guild commission you. youâre ok with it of course unless itâs coming from inazuma. solemnly sweared to yourself to not rather get involved or acquainted anyone from this pensive city but youâre out of luck. countless of boxes surrounded your form which made the inspector sweatdropped, didnât want to pry you any further.
âu-uhh⊠yes. your papers are all in order. only these are needed of signatures. welcome to ritou. the kanjou commission will be here shortly to receive the goods.â the inspector struggled to put up their professionalism. even the soldiers guarding the boarders didnât dared to seize your dendro vision.
âyeah no shit. the strict assessments must be the reason why no one from liyue never dared to answer your pathetic commissions because of these âeveryday sign-inâ papers. archonsâŠâ you rolled your eyes and start scribbling on the said documents. while youâre busy signing, you can hear the gossips from citizens on the corners.
âshe have a visionâŠâ
âwhy does the guards doesnât bother to get her vision?â
âwait- is she one of the fugitives who got reported to the officials a lot?â
âshe might be the one⊠still none of the guards move an inch.â
ahh. here they go, you thought. you got used with listening to those gossips and you treat it like a passing wind. they never bothered you but the last part is an exemption... once youâre done, you slam the papers on the table and leans dangerously on the poor inspector.
ânow listen here you asshat, a little birdie told me that youâre the one who repeatedly reported me for having a vision. seems you donât remembered where I belonged and my business here in inazuma and I will make you remember.â
your eyes pinned on their shivering figure and grabs their colar so thightly that they got chocked. âiâm someone who works under the qixingâs orders. someone who will take your commissions on liyue so if youâre planning to contact the commissions, youâll be the first one i will kill to your sleep.â
letting go of his colar, the whole crowd watches the girl took an action so bravely against someone from kanjou commission. they're all in awe. âas the mighty shougun once said that âhe or she who is useful to the decree will be seen as exceptions.â am i right? inspector."
it is true that someone told you the culprit. you're thankful for your commissioner to dismiss you from those reports. but your vigilance must still remain.
the inspector bowed in fear of breaking the contract you both made. you are known of someone who lived in liyue after all. "i-i sincerely apologize for my recklessness!"
'unbelievable.' you huffed. grabbing the signed papers again and throw at his way. such power you hold, a commission made them neal for you. who are you? and what title you hold?
but you're just y/n. y/n from liyue. y/n from the crux. y/n who fought with the mighty beidou against the haishan. your deeds was mentioned some corners of teyvat.
or so they thought.
"hmm... have you heard the passing family of tachibana clan?" kazuha's eyes went wide in surprise.
. . .
the tachibana clan is a part of the raiden gokaden, carrying the practice of the hyakume art. one of the most difficult practices to learn, only few who mastered the art. but alas, the clan have met also their downfall. during the case of essentric, those few were found dead. only your father remains. unfortunately, the shogunate began suspecting his clan because they also have some of those swordsmiths are from the family of tachibana. in fear of getting killed for he hold the responsibility for the failures, he fled with his family.
"ohh! those lavender melons looks fresh." maybe you don't mind staying on inazuma for a while.
now you're here. still fresh and alive. your identity changed into somethign else but carrying the tachibana name.
no one remembers that family anymore but entitled as "criminals". they were considered as "dead".
âby the order of the vision hunt decree, hand over your vision now!â
yeahhh you changed your mind and youâre fucked.
before it all happened, it's been two weeks has passed and you're finished running errands of delivering the goods across the island. to the kujou clanhouse at kannazuka island and way ahead to the watatsumi island. no one knows your relations with the divine priestess of the watatsumi island because you visit them in secret. then here you're back at narukami.
you were simply exploring the mt. yougou just ahead of the kontante village, awaiting the crux fleet's arrival to get you out of this predicament. staying here any longer would will add another red flags. you may seem immune to the kanjou commission's orders but the shogunates you encountered were from the tenryou commission. question is, where the fuck did they come from in the middle of the forest?
still, you're really fucked.
âahhh⊠no thanks. bye.â
panic rushed through your veins as you leap off from their grasp.
. . .
running circles in between the mt. yougou and chinjou forest for time period and yet, the shogunate's stamina are far from drained than yours. or just they forced themselves to chase over your tail. their perseverance are to be feared and it's true. their forces are stronger than you thought.
the guards found their way to surround you. "hand over your vision, now!" yeahhh no.
you pull out your weapon and aim it to the guards. your dendro vision lighten up too while you attack. the power of nature made them flew out of the window. you brutally killed some soldiers on your way when you attempted to escape.
taking some few more laps, you're almost reached out to your limit. luckily that they reached theirs before you do. hidding admidst the shadows, the tenryou commission come into hault and searches any h/c they see. you take this chance to distract the shogunates by throwing a rock on the opposite direction where there's a hillichurl camp located.
"yargh!!" the hillichurls got alarmed of the sudden danger. they began to attack whatever living they see, waving their weapons at the soldiers.
"sir! it looks like we scare them out! there's still monsters up ahead and we have already lost her. we have to retreat!" one of the soldiers screamed. the shogunates struggled to fight off the hillichurls and they keep adding if they kill one. they have no other choice but to scram.
when the occurance happened, you already fleed out of the forest and making your way to the cliffs of the auraumi. that was a hellish experience you admit. you're panthing like heck. the sweats crazily runs down to your neck. "running.. for hours... from the shogunate..circling around narukami..never... reccomended...." you mumbles in between your breaths. but you being a risktaker, enjoy all those chase. it is fortunate that the ruin machiens are far from you so you sat down under the tree, leaning against it to take some rests.
hours had passed and you didn't noticed a man approching your sleeping form carefully to not startle you awake in which he failed.
you slowly open your eyes from your wake. the sun have already set down with it's own half are under horizon. the visible half reflected on the ocean. the dusk with the breeze from north are present, it lulls you back to sleep. but you heard the leaves rustling beside you, alarming you there's another presence nearby.
"who's there!" your eyes shoot up direcly to the sign of danger, but only to find a mysterious man with whites and reds are designed around him. yet, you find yourself mesmerize under those ruby eyes with his ash blonde hair displayed nicely. the male looks like on the same position as yours, currently gazing to those e/c locks. oh damn, you look so 'breath taking/pretty'. both of your thought at the same time.
then, the male's expression changes to perplexed ones. he surely found you familiar. but he can't click his tongue for it.
feeling like eternity, the tension between you are getting noticeable as you're the first one to broke the contact. "shogunate!!" you suddenly shouted.
the man is astounded at your unexpected reaction. "i... beg you pardon?"
you shook your head with a panic of your voice."no i ain't getting fooled with that pretty face of yours! nuh-uh!!"
"uhh- no! wait! miss! i'm just a..." before he could finish, you already start running away incredibly fast.
"wanderer..." he mumbled as he watches your silhouette getting smaller from the distance.
there's another man behind him that you didn't noticed, is amused of the scene especially to you. he chuckles and nibbles on a wheat. "well, that was sooner than i expected."
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Do u have any advice or recources on learning 3d art? I really love ur GQ model and hope I can make something of similar quality some day soon :3c
I get this question surprisingly often and it's kinda hard for me to answer because I'm really not that much of an expert? The way I did it was: Go to college for game art, learn 3D stuff but focus on 2D, and then after college dedicate yourself to modelling a lowpoly Vtuber avatar inspired by an artstyle you love (Mega Man Legends) out of spite because you hate the push for realism and barely noticeable graphical improvements in AAA games.
Like, I guess the few tips I think I can give are: get a strong focus, a design you really want to realise or an artstyle you really want to learn to replicate, to keep you motivated when things get hard or go wrong (and they will go wrong, this is the universal truth of 3D modelling). and then just look stuff up when needed/ask people for help (you're doing that, good job!) Also be inquisitive about the program! (I use Blender) Experimenting with tools and settings has taught me a lot honestly, and I've invented silly little useful techniques this way.
OH also when you're trying a new thing, like rigging or testing out how a tool works, just do so in a new scene! I find it helps when you don't have the clutter of your actual project during that, yknow?
Anyway I hope that helps at least a bit! Thank you for the compliment and I wish you luck on your journey :>
#I never feel like i have a good answer to this question sahjgahsf#I learned 3D half by industry professionals teaching me and half by brute force#but I hope I'm doin alright anyway??#Thank you for the question I do appreciate it!!
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Monstrum Sans and how he works
Good god, this is going to be a long post. Thank you, and good luck to those who make it through all of this, brain fumble of LOOOOOORE. Also, feel free to ask me questions. I am willing answer anything yâall might be interested in.
  As this is the first post for this series. I also, donât have a name for it quite yet. I have just been calling it âCANâT BE SANSâ kinda taking in sansâ original meaning, without. So the name translating to âCANâT BE WITHOUTâ. aaaaaaaaand if I wasnât calling it that it was just âMONSTRUMâ. I would also like to throw out there. I. AM. NOT. GOOD. AT. CONSTANT. POSTING. I AM REALLY SLOW. That is just me. Wanted that clear, and out in the open.   Okay, so quick note, I am not the best with words writing words. My dyslexia does not help. So if you do look at the pictures, just know I may have forgotten a few words here and there. Just a heads up!Â
Who or what is Monstrum?   Let's get this out of the way. He is a God in terms of the Underground. He has a, really, u n f a t h o m a b l e number of SOULS in his person. He also lives as an outsider of Frisk and Charaâs AU. As Monstrum has explained one time to Frisk and Alphys, he was formed from a collapse of a megavurse. A megavurse being the whole cannon of a singular âPLAYERâ. How that happened, Monstrum himself is unsure. All he ever stated it on it was, â0n3 94y. 1 ju5t 507ttâ4, w0k3 up.â [Translation brought to you by Frisk: One day. I just sorttâa, woke up.] He also says the numbers and letters as they are. Here is what he is saying in physically words, âZero N three nine four Y. One J U five seven T T four, W zero K three U Pâ. So yeah no one can understand him unless you can see the text box. And in this AU, that is only the âPLAYERâ characters. Such as Frisk   Now, he can do just about anything he wants, but chooses to follow the rules of whatever the world he falls into. He does not wish to break anything or cause harm to any universe, no matter how destructive or horrible it maybe. He treads lightly If he follows the rule of a world, why does he do things he shouldnât Frisk in a world that is not his?   Well, Monstrumâs original SOUL is unknown. Although, the ones around him do believe his original SOUL was a Bravery or Justice SOUL. Why they think that is, Monstrum is known to very expressive, but to be very blunt when asked things. So when Monstrum find Frisk alone, and very vulnerable. Looking for someone for comfort, and protection while trapped all alone in a geno run. He had a sort of sense of guilt if he did nothing to help, giving a form of protectiveness when he found how frail Frisk was.   Also, when Monstrum dose help and is willing to leave and watch from the shadows. Frisk keeps calling him âSansâ. As Monstrum may not have the overall appearance of âSansâ, and by no means does he count as a âSansâ, this sort of gives him a role to play in Frisk and Charaâs AU. Now connecting him, as Frisk wishes him to stay. So he is willing to fill a role of someone he may not like, or want to meet. If Monstrum was âmade outsideâ of Frisk and Charaâs AU, why did he come to this abandoned AU?   When Monstrum just woke up that one day, he meet a âPLAYER AVATARâ/âPLAYER INTERFACEâ named ââââââ. And was willing to guid the goliath monster. One of the questions being, where he was. The answer, the LOST LIMBO. As the âPLAYER INTERFACEâ explained, â[...] Some like to call this the VOID, but this is much more different. This is where abandoned AUâs and Megavurses go to stay in limbo.â Asking of his purpose was left with, âits up to you. Find your own role.â ââââââ sort of leaving him to find his own world to find. Or to remove.   He didnât know where to go as the LOST LIMBO was absurdly large, and finding his way around or even a place took a long time. Or what felt like a time. His first world found, was the AU he ended up staying in. When he found Frisk and Charaâs world, he was asked to stay by Frisk and did. If Monstrum was to fall in love, who would he fall in love with?   Monstrum is Ace, also his attacments are that of a fatherly protection over Frisk. This also extends to Chara but, more like an uncle than a dad. Now to the other monsters, he is protective over them. But more in a friend or acquaintance thing. So, no love stories sorry. However, if you wish to ship him you are allowed. I canât stop you. If I could ask but one thing, it would be that you make the person he is with an adult. Monstrum is protective over younger characters, he is not attracted to them.
So Monstrum is a god. What is his abilities?   Monstrum can do anything he wants. He has a stupid number of SOULs, which means he has things that are outside of just the Undertale Omegaverse. Omegaverse being fandom/true world cannon of the creative. He can travel to other places, other Omegavurses and Megavurses. Monstrum is not limited to Undertale. As his appearance may be of the format, you will still knodice, he does not act or play the part of an UT character. Once again, the others around him have made theories on this and that.
  But to drive home to the main question. I will list the ones he has shown. [Note he does not have a Gaster Blaster.]
á§ Form change [Even If it is rare, it did happen at least twice in the AU world]
á§ Summoning Giant hands. Mainly used for combat, and for long range battle.
᧠Character Animate [Giving one of the countless SOULS to the WORLD CODE to recreate the a character. Example, Chara was given a form from Monstrum. As this may use the CODE of the character. It is not the memory of the characters. Only their personalities. So no Trauma :) Also, their appearance is different as they are coming from Monstrum. And the appearance reflects SOUL. Some will keep their OG WORLD CODE POWER, and some (Chara) get diffe]
᧠A hammer with a red [X] and a green [O] on its fronts. Both sides have their own ability and symbol. What does this hammer do? Turn on and off code. Red, or [X], makes things False. While green, or [O], makes everything True.
á§Â Another way Monstrum can battle is with is tail and horns. Monstrum is a brawler of sorts. So he will always choose to get up close and personal to fight. His tail can be extended for longer attacks.
That's all I got for now! Maybe more later!Â
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close friends | t. holland
pairing: tom holland x fem!reader word count: 3.1k warnings: some language, some angst if u squint. otherwise it's just fluff and tom being tom. didn't proofread this. a/n: so tumblr decided to be a little bitch and deleted this t w i c e. so i had to write this t h r e e times. this came up in my head after i got like three notifications that tom posted something on his ig story, and then it turned out he deleted them. as always, english isn't my first language so i'm sorry if this gets confusing bye. also, i was listening to cardigan by taylor swift as i wrote this.
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so we all know tom sucks at instagram. that's a surprise to literally no one. no matter how many times you tried to teach him he still doesn't get it, and it was only a matter of time before he finally posted something he shouldn't have.
it was just one of those days, you missed him like hell. he was away filming the third spiderman, and you had to stay behind because of work.
naturally, you relied on face time and texts to survive and fill the void he left behind. you loved talking to him, listening as he rambled on and on about his adventures on set. a love-struck look on your face as you tried your hardest to stay awake despite the urge to close your eyes.
eventually, sleep took over you, and you drifted off with the sound of his voice lulling you to sleep. he stopped talking abruptly when he didn't hear your soft chuckling in reply to the story he was telling.
instead, he saw your sleeping figure, long steady breaths moving your chest up and down. and he cursed himself for making you stay up so late for him. he took one last look at you, taking a screenshot of your sleeping form.
he quickly hung up the video call and opened instagram instead, uploading the screenshot to his story,
'missing my favorite girl, thank you so much for everything you do for me. x @yourusername'
the next morning you woke up to the sound of your phone buzzing. at first, thought someone had died as one notification after another filled your screen. most of them came from instagram, so you opened that app first.
thousands upon thousands of mentions, tags and new followers. you frowned, and suddenly a text from your friend popped up at the top of your screen.
'omg just saw his story. so happy for u both'
who's story? what was going on?
you refreshed your timeline, and tom's icon appeared, a colorful circle around it. an odd feeling sank in your stomach. you tapped his icon and suddenly your screen was full of... you.
a picture of you, sleeping. tom's smiling form in a small rectangle on the bottom right corner.
oh god. you read the words he wrote, over and over again. your heart pounding in your chest, and a sudden wave of fear ran through your body. but then you read his words once more, and all you could feel was love. pure, unconditional affection.
sure, your families and closest friends knew about you, but you hadn't talked about making your relationship public yet, but there was nothing you could do now.
you sighed, leaning back on your pillows. a small chuckle left your throat.
you grabbed your phone once again, quickly facetiming tom. you knew he had an early call today, and you hoped you could catch him while he was still in his hotel.
it ran once, twice, and then you saw him, hair all over the place, bare chest. hands rubbing sleep off of his face.
"mornin', darling." he said, his raspy morning voice making you smile.
"hi, baby. did i wake you?" you asked, sitting up and crossing your legs.
"yeah but it's fine, princess. i did keep you up last night so it's only fair."
"i'm sorry about falling asleep on you, that was a really nice picture you took last night," you lifted one eyebrow, and watched as he smiled at you sheepishly.
"i thought you looked really pretty, you always look pretty," he said, grabbing the water bottle on his nightstand and taking a swing.
"thanks, i hope the whole world thinks so, too," you declared. leaning your chin on your fist, watching him expectantly.
he did not react like you had expected him to.
his breath hitched as he sipped his water, and suddenly all you could see was the cream-colored ceiling, as you heard him spitting out and coughing.
"tom! oh, my god! are you okay?" you asked, getting on your knees and holding your phone up to your face, "tommy?" you repeated when he finally stopped coughing, you could now hear his heavy breaths.
at last, you saw his curls appear from the bottom of the screen.
"wh-what did you just say?" his voice was rough, his chest heaving.
"are you okay?" you asked again.
"ye-yeah i'm fine. babe, what did you mean by 'the whole world'? did something happen?" he asked, frowning. you echoed his expression, watching him for a second.
âyou posted a picture to your story,â you repeated, and he nodded.
âyeah, i posted it to my close friends, i-â he stopped mid-sentence, eyes growing comically wide. âoh shit, did i-â he caught himself off as he threw the phone to one side, you heard him fumbling around for his laptop and you snorted. âshit, baby, donât tell me i posted it⊠fuck!â you couldnât keep it in any longer, you broke out laughing.
âof course this is how the world finds out about us!â you continued giggling until your stomach hurt.
âfuck, princess iâm so sorry, i didnât mean to, i swear i- why are you laughing!?â
âtommy, tommy! itâs okay, baby, donât worry. iâm not mad,â you stopped once you noticed his pouting. âitâs fine, my love, i donât mind. sure itâs unexpected, and a little sudden but i wouldnât have it any other way. i knew what i was getting into when we started dating,â you told him honestly, wishing you were there to give him a hug and kiss him all over.
âdarling, iâm really, really sorry. i swear i thought i tapped the green button like you told me toâ he continued his sulking, nervous eyes glancing back and forth from his laptop screen to you.
âi know, baby, i know this is not your forte, and i really appreciate the sweet gesture, honestly. i love you so much,â you told him as you bit your lip. folding your legs to your chest, wrapping one around them.
âgod, i love you. i swear iâll make it up to you,â he ran his hand through his hair, giving you a quick peek of his bare chest.
âiâll hold you to it,â you chuckled, you glanced to the clock on your nightstand, sighing when you saw the time. âiâve gotta go,â you said as you stood up and stretched. a wicked idea ran through you head. âiâve got like five meetings today, so iâll probably be busy most of the day. just in case i donât reply or something,â you made up you lie quickly. grabbing your laptop and opening a new tab.
âoh, okay. iâll be on set until like 1 am, so weâll talk tomorrow?â he asked, eyes bright. you nodded, biting your lip.
âdefinitely. i love you,â you blew him a kiss. he smiled, and you felt your heart swelling.
âi love you, too. good luck today!â he said as you reluctantly hung up the call.
you immediately got to work, calling your assistant and telling her you were taking a few personal weeks, and to email you in case of emergencies. next, you texted harry, asking him to call you once tom was busy on set.
you waited for the page to load, and once you had bought your one-way ticket to atlanta you hurriedly threw some pre-planned outfits into two suitcases, just in case. your phone rang and harryâs face popped up on your screen. you quickly answered the call, and let him know of your out-of-the-blue plan. he agreed to meet you at the airport and drive you to set. and because of your recent and sudden rise to fame, he suggested you wear all black and a cap. you followed his advice, throwing on some sunglasses as well, as you had seen tom do many times before.
once you reached the airport and checked-in, you bought some coffee and breakfast, as well as some food for the flight. you opened instagram, seeing all the messages and comments. you had seen how the fans reacted when their favorite celebrities announced a relationship, and you knew to expect the meanest comments, and even death threats. for your own sake and peace of mind, you allowed yourself to scroll until you read three of those, and closed the app.
once the plane took off, you tried to catch some sleep, preparing for the inevitable jet lag, but your mind kept buzzing from one scenario to another. so you took out your book and tried to read some chapters, putting in your earbuds, music playing quietly.
when you finally, finally landed, you stretched your legs and grabbed your bags, putting on the cap and sunglasses again, you spotted a familiar head of wild curls. you quickly approached harry.
âwhat happened to all black and a cap to go unnoticed?â you asked as he took one of your bags in his hands.
âthink about it, two kids wearing black, a cap and sunglasses? people would think weâre up to no good.â he gave you a tight hug, youâd missed him almost as much as youâd missed tom.
he caught you up on everything he and tom had been doing these past months, you shifted in your seat in excitement, the sleep that was slowly taking over you on the plane had now disappeared from your body.
in what was probably a 15 -but to you felt like five- minute drive, you got to the hotel to leave your bags and take a quick shower. harry left you alone in tomâs room, making his way to his own room next door. he said heâd order something for you to eat whilst you got ready to see tom.
you took the quickest shower ever known to humankind, and when you walked out of the bathroom after using tomâs shampoo and conditioner, -youâd missed his smell all over you. the few forgotten hoodies and shirts that were once drenched in the smell of his soap and cologne, were now very faint.- you wrapped a bathrobe around your body, rummaging through tomâs clothes until you found one of his shirts.
you pulled it close to your face, sighing at the familiar scent youâd missed so much. you got dressed quickly, grabbing your now fully-charged phone and the key to tomâs room that harry had left on a coffee table. you knocked on harryâs door and he let you in.
âi just texted tom, he says theyâve got like three hours left.â you sat next to him on the couch, the table in front of you filled with food waiting to be devoured.
âmy poor baby, they overwork him,â you pouted, reaching for one of the plates.
âit was his idea, said heâll do anything that helps finish filming sooner.â you stopped chewing your food.
âwait, really?â you asked in disbelief, you knew tom loved his job, and you found it odd that he wanted to cut his time on set short.
âyeah, itâs been rough for him. not having you around, i mean, after he spent months with you. heâs been pretty distracted lately. messing up lines, heâs been waking up late and missing early calls...â your heart sank at the words. you ate the rest of your food with a knot in your stomach, cursing yourself for not getting there sooner. soon enough, you were back in the car, your leg bouncing up and down. you fell asleep on your way to set, waking up when harry parked the car and nudged your shoulder.
you stepped out carefully, your head turning back every few steps you took, in fear that tom might catch you. once you reached the stage where tom was filming, you flashed the visitor badge harry had given you to the guard and he let you both in. you walked in as you leaned down, your forehead against harryâs back, shielding you from the curious stares. harry told you to hide behind a giant box where they kept some lights whilst he spoke to the director.
although the box was big and tall enough to cover you completely, you crouched down, straining your ears for nearing footsteps. you heard two sets of feet approaching, your heartbeat racing.
you were met with your accomplice, a friendly-looking man behind him. you stood up as they approached you.
âthis the girl?â the man asked, and harry nodded, ânice to meetcha, iâm jon.â you shook his hand, âokay, so weâve cleared tomâs schedule for one week, weâll need him back fully recharged and ready to work like itâs his first day on set, youâre welcome to stay as long as you like, if it means heâll work better if youâre here you can stay until we're done. i really donât mind, i just need my guy back.â you blinked at his words, nodding slowly. âweâve got a couple hours left tonight, iâm all up for some cheesy reunion, but itâll have to be when weâre finished, i can barely keep him focused as it is.â
with that he left, and harry led you to tomâs trailer, where you caught some sleep while you waited. like that morning, you woke up to your phone buzzing. you reached for it, sleep leaving your body as you read the text.
âjust finished filming for the night, iâm exhausted. miss u, love you. x.â
all rational thoughts left your head, you opened the door to tomâs trailer and sprinted out of there until you reached the set. your eyes finally, finally met his figure, and tears filled your eyes.
your legs moved on their own accord, you mumbled apologies as you crashed into people, but you didnât care. tom had his back to you, and even though he wasnât wearing the spiderman costume, youâd recognize that ass anywhere.
âtom!â you called out, stopping a few feet away from him. you saw him whipping his head around, eyes scanning the sea of people. you made your way up to him, âtommy!â you repeated, and he finally turned around.
his mouth wide opened in disbelief, arms twitching, feet running towards you as you did the same. you crashed into each other, your legs wrapping around him, arms around his neck, fingers curling on his soft hair. his hands running all over your back, your hair. pulling you as close as humanly possible.
whispers of âi love youâ, âgod, i missed youâ, ânever leave me againâ, and âi promiseâ were exchanged. you tightened your hold on his hair, pulling back to look at him.
âhi,â you whispered, your nose brushing his.
âhey,â he replied, burying his face on your neck again, pressing small kisses anywhere he could reach. his hands settled on the back of your thighs as he spun you two. you giggled, sniffling as a few tears escaped your eyes.
you could not care less about the people around you, all you could think about was the boy wrapped all over you, your favorite boy. tom led you back to his trailer, where you finally untangled yourself from him. he settled you down and you immediately wrapped your arms around his waist, pulling him close to you again.
you had been starved of his touch for so long, there was no way you were letting him go anytime soon.
after many kisses, touches, tears, promises and more kisses, you left for the hotel. harry had already left, getting a ride from another cast member to leave you two alone. at that moment you swore youâd make him godfather of your firstborn child.
as you waited for tom to step out of the shower -you wouldâve joined him, but three showers in a day seemed kind of excessive-, you laid down on the bed, throwing the covers over your body, tom's scent engulfing you. you breathed in happily. you tapped on your phone, replying to some work emails when you received a text from harry.
âi believe the ball is in your court. youâre welcome.â
next, you received a picture of you and tom. harry mustâve taken the picture when you and tom were too lost in each other to even notice anyone around you. in the picture, your legs are around tom, bodies pressed closed together, your noses touching as you stare lovingly into each otherâs eyes. it was a beautiful picture. and the black and white filter harry had applied to it made it seem like one of those old pictures of wives reuniting with their spouses after the war.
you smiled, heart swelling with emotion as you contemplated your options. you hummed quietly, tapping the instagram logo and waiting for the app to load.
you quickly uploaded the picture harry sent you tagging both him and tom and adding a quick caption before you shut down your phone. you were drifting off to sleep when you felt familiar arms around you.
you leaned into tomâs touch, your back resting against his chest, legs tangling with his as he interlocked his fingers with your own.
âthank you so much for being here, my love. i love you,â tom whispered into your ear, pressing a kiss to your cheek.
âiâll be here whenever you need me. iâll always come back to you.â you turned around, facing him. you kissed the corner of his lips, and he cupped your cheek, his lips meeting yours in a slow kiss, filled with emotion. your fingers played with his fingers as you moved to straddle his waist. âi love you,â you broke the kiss reluctantly. as much as you both wanted to make love that night, youâd made it your top priority that tom took his time off to rest as much as he could, and that included that first night.
you gave him one last kiss, going back to your previous position. the familiar and comfortable weight of his arms around you, the feeling of his lips on your neck, his chest rising and falling against your back, you couldnât ask for anything better.
the peaceful environment you had created suddenly burst like a bubble as tomâs phone pinged over and over again. you heard him grunting, arms reluctantly leaving you.
tom chuckled, putting his phone on do-not-disturb and throwing it somewhere on the bed.
âyouâre perfect for me, my favorite girl.â you smiled, leaning into his touch as he kissed you all over. sleep quickly taking over both of you.
tom swore his heart stopped when heâd seen the picture you posted. youâd never looked more beautiful than when you were staring up at him, your bottom lip between your teeth. the words you wrote as a caption were the last thing on his brain as he finally succumbed to sleep.
âi said, âi bet you canât keep this a secret for five months.â he said, âdarling, i wonât make it past three.â @ tomholland2013 itâs been 10 months, who won?â
edit: i just saw henry cavill's ig post and omg what is my life. pls respect celebrities' privacy and relationships.
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roses and riots: chapter 1
i could count the stars (wait until the dawn
notes: apoc au ^-^ this has been in the works for a while, so hope u guys enjoy! thanks to @b1rdza for the title and the letting me plan things w them :}
tws: blood, injury, violence, talks of death and zombies
Ranboo stared at his phone, slightly cracked and looking worse for wear, reminiscing over the photo on his lock screen. A picture from two months ago of him, Tubbo, and Tommy beaming at the camera. Ranboo returned the smile. Probably a picture Wilbur took on their moving day.
Two months ago, Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo began living together. Two months ago was the last time everything was normal.
Ranboo leaned against the wall of the now crumbling apartment and laid his head back against the foggy windows with a sigh. He could hear Tubbo in the other room quietly singing a cheerful tune and fiddling with some new gadget on his own. Tommy still wasnât home from the scouting trip he had left for hours ago, and as the minutes ticked by, more and more anxiety gnawed at Ranboo's stomach.
Speak of the devil, Ranboo thought to himself as the communicator next to him began to buzz. It was Tommy, unsurprisingly. Ranboo gingerly set the phone down and picked up the other device. âHello?â
âRANBOO, GET - krzzkr - HERE, THEREâS - skrzzkz - FUCKING HORDE HEADING OUR - krzzssz - HELP-â
Ranboo flinched and held the speaker away from his ear as he sprang to his feet. âOh god, alright. Hold on, Tommy, Iâm getting Tubbo and weâre going. Where are you?â He pulled on his boots and grabbed the musty red rucksack that hung next to the door.
âWEST- kzzszrt - NEAR THE DINER-â
âJust stay calm, Tommy, find a hiding place, you know the drill,â he knocked on Tubboâs door urgently, but there was no response. "Are you k- whatever," Ranboo threw open the door, muttering to himself. Tubbo yelped in surprise as the door swung open, flinging his arm out and knocking his project onto the carpet. âWeâve gotta go,â
Tubbo took a deep breath and raised an eyebrow. âWhatâs up, bossman?â
Ranboo began to explain, but Tommy seemed eager to take matters into his own hands.
âTUBBO, THEYâRE FUCKINâ AFTER - skrzztz - YOUR HELP RIGHT NOW, GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE - kryzztz - TO GOD I WONâT FORGIVE YOU IF I DIE,â he yelled through the radio. Tommy was breathing heavily, and Ranboo and Tubbo could hear quick, heavy footsteps pounding against the pavement.
âOh fuck, okay, weâre coming, Tommy!â Tubbo grabbed his yellow bag from the foot of his mattress, abandoning his gadget and nearly knocking over his trash can full of failed prototypes. âWhere is he?â he asked Ranboo, straining as he tugged his shoes over his heels.
âWest Elm, near the diner,â Ranboo said as he pulled his mask over his face, leading Tubbo into the kitchen and grabbing his crowbar from the counter. âWeâre on our way, just stay hidden and stay put.â Ranboo ended the transmission before Tommy could keep shouting at him and pulled open the door. âLetâs go, Tubbo,â
Tubbo hoisted his bat over his shoulder and tugged his goggles over his eyes. Wordlessly, the duo slunk out from the crumbling apartment building and down the street.
Nothing new, Ranboo noticed as the two speed-walked around the dilapidated city. Broken glass lined the pavement in front of shopping outlets, rotting wooden planks covered doors and windows, and the smell of flesh and blood filled the air around them, pungent and nauseating. The acrid scent slithered through the mask over Ranboo's nose and snaked into his nostrils, and he fought back the urge to heave as he swallowed the bile rising in his throat.
Rapidly rounding a corner, Ranboo tore his eyes away from the city scenery, stifling a gasp of surprise as he and Tubbo found themselves face to face with a gathering of the undead.
With bulging eyes and mouths lined with yellowed, broken teeth, the pack shuffled down the debris-covered road in the opposite direction, still oblivious to Ranboo and Tubbo's appearance. They seemed too busy tracking something out of sight to pay attention to the smell of fresh, unspilled blood nearby. Unfortunately, Ranboo realized with a sinking feeling in his stomach, the thing they must have been searching for was Tommy, and to find him, he and Tubbo would have to make it through the horde of the starving dead.
Tubbo stared ahead at the mob, a sour expression painting his face. "Don't tell me-"
"We have to, Tubbo. Unless you want to leave Tommy to die over there."
"I'm gonna be honest bossman, that sounds pretty fuckin' appealing right now," Tubbo replied dryly.
"I really hope you're joking," Ranboo answered. "C'mon," he urged, gripping the crowbar in his gloved hands, and charged forward like a bull.
The zombies, luckily for Ranboo, moved slowly, giving him time to react between attacks. He swiped nimbly with his left hand, slamming the metal bar into the face of a corpse, taking its head off with a satisfying crunch. Ranboo heard a grunt next to his ear and rolled out of the way right as an undead creature swung at him, nearly grabbing his arm and pulling him back. He brought the crowbar down into the skull of his attacker and looked away as the creature made a strangled sound in the back of its throat. Bobbing and weaving through the sea of the undead, Ranboo slammed the crowbar into every shambling body he could reach, over and over again. He yelped as he suddenly felt something grab his arm, sending a wave of pain up his arm from the iron-like grip. He wrenched his hand away frantically and stabbed the crowbar into the zombie's eyes. Breathing heavily, he scrambled away from the horde and into the clear at last. Ranboo gripped his sore arm and anxiously looked over the sea of corpses. Tubbo hadn't come out of the mob yet, and Ranboo's stomach twisted with fear at the thought of something happening to him.
A loud smack came from somewhere inside the cluster of bodies, and at last, Tubbo appeared, waving his bloodstained baseball bat like a madman and shouting a string of curses at the undead hands grabbing at his clothes. He ran to Ranboo's side, gasping for air. "Don't ever fucking make me do that again, okay?"
Ranboo grinned, relieved that he seemed unharmed. "Alright, alright, whatever," he said, flicking a drop of blood from his face. "We have to keep moving or they'll catch up with us."
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Tubbo and Ranboo slid open the diner door silently, stepping over the upturned chairs and tables as they walked into the abandoned building. "Tommy?" Tubbo whispered. "Are you in here?"
"Tubbo?" A voice answered. A head of curly blond hair popped up from behind the counter, and an unmistakable look of relief swept over Tommy's face when he caught sight of the two. "Thank fuck," he muttered, breathing a sigh of relief and dragging himself to his feet, hauling his backpack with him. "I wasn't sure how much longer I'd last." Crawling out from behind the counter, Tommy pulled his green bandana down from over his mouth again and faced the duo. "How'd you get through that giant fuckin' mob back there?"
Ranboo and Tubbo held up their crowbar and bat, respectively. "We managed," Tubbo said with a shrug. "That's beside the point though, why have you been gone so long? You were supposed to be back, like, two hours ago!" The three inched towards the door as Tubbo talked, slipping back into the streets and booking it in the opposite direction they came from.
Tommy huffed, trying to keep up with his friends. "Other than those dickheads back there keeping me away, I stopped by Phil's place for a bit to get us some food," he explained through deep breaths. "We haven't been able to get out much, thought it'd help." He held up his lumpy bag, obviously full of cans and boxes.
"Tommy, you know carrying food long distances is dangerous," Ranboo huffed, pulling ahead of the group as they rounded a corner. "Those things can smell just about everything, what made you think that was even slightly a good idea?"
Tommy made an indignant scoffing noise in the back of his throat. "Well, ex-CUSE me, Boob Boy, for wanting to help out you and Tubbo. That's my bad," he said, placing unnecessary emphasis on the last two words.
Ranboo rolled his eyes with faux annoyance as the three of them kept walking. "How many times have I told you to stop calling me that?"
"Not enough clearly," Tubbo answered, amusement obvious in his tone.
"Oh my god-" A hand flew over his mouth as Tommy suddenly took a sharp turn and flattened him against the bricks of a rundown building. Ranboo bit back a pained grunt as his aching arm hit the bricks. "I can hear those fuckers nearby," he removed his palm from Ranboo's masked mouth, and the three of them pressed their backs against the crumbling wall. "Is there another way we can take?"
He pressed his lips into a thin line, eyes darting back and forth as he strained his ears to listen for the familiar groans of the undead. "There are only a few that won't take us, like, two hours," he whispered. "Most roads loop around the city, and-"
"-and there's no way in hell that we'd make it back alive if we travel in the dark," Tubbo finished bleakly. He stared at the ground, lost in thought as though he were hoping the answer would write itself on the sidewalk. "So what now? Just stay here and wait until the morning? Surely not," he looked up at the other two. "I mean, that's a death wish right there,"
Ranboo and Tommy nodded silently. "I guess there's always Phil's place, but that's a couple dozen blocks down the road," Ranboo suggested, glancing up at the sky. It was only marginally darker than when they'd left, but Ranboo knew the light wouldn't last for much longer - especially not with the luck they'd been having. He absently rubbed his sore arm, careful to keep something from hitting it again. "We'd have to leave now to be there before dark,"
"Don't tell me we have to fuckin' walk even more," Tommy griped loudly. "I just got back from his place, are you sure there isn't a faster way home?"
"We can leave you here with the horde, if that's what you prefer," Tubbo retorted. Slinging his yellow bag over one arm and hoisting his worn baseball bat over the other, he dashed down the street, calling to Tommy over his shoulder, "Hurry up, dickhead!"
"Tubbo, wait-!" Tommy shouted back as he and Ranboo followed suit, jogging down the sidewalk behind Tubbo to the safety of their friend's home.
It was nearly dark by the time the three came to the pale blue house. It sat on the city outskirts, barely safer than the houses on the inside but at least ten times cozier. Tommy rapped on the door raucously, and Ranboo and Tubbo cringed as the sound echoed, definitely alerting the nearby zombies to their presence.
They didn't have time to worry about that, thankfully, as Phil greeted them at the door, looking relieved. "You guys scared the shit out of me," he breathed as he ushered the three teens inside. "You can't just be out wandering and knocking on strangers' doors,"
"Phil, if you were a stranger, this would be very awkward right now," Ranboo said, kicking his boots off and shoving them in the corner.
"I'm- oh my god, you know what I mean," he replied exasperatedly. "Be careful out there, is all. I don't know what I'd do if you guys got hurt."
Silence fell over the group as they heard the subtext of Phil's words. 'If you guys got hurt again.' Ranboo peered over at Tubbo, whose hand had subconsciously drifted up to trace the burn scars that outlined his face. Ranboo's own hand had floated up to touch his bruised arm carefully. He wouldn't tell Phil about it. Not yet.
Coughing, Ranboo broke the silence as he drew his hand away from his injury and undid the clasp on his cloak. "Welp, uh, I'm gonna sit down if anyone else wants to come," he invited, plopping the heavy fabric in a pile with the rest of his things and wandering into the living room.
The fireplace was burning, and Wilbur laid next to the orange flames, half-lidded eyes staring sleepily at the ceiling. He blinked and sat up as Ranboo entered the room, still alone as Tubbo and Tommy followed Phil into the kitchen, discussing something Ranboo couldn't quite hear. "Hey, Rhombus," Wilbur smiled, holding back a yawn. "How goes it?" His eyes darted briefly to the yellow sweater Ranboo wore.
Ranboo shrugged, removing his mask and catching the brief smile that flickered across Wilbur's face. "Could be better, I suppose," he replied.
"I think you said that last time," Wilbur noted.
"Yeah, well, it's been hard to be great recently," Ranboo said, barely audible.
Wilbur nodded sagely nonetheless, shuffling away from the fire to sit on the carpet in front of the couch. "You're not wrong," he agreed. There was a moment of silence as Wilbur looked up at Ranboo, who sat stiffly on the sofa, clutching his arm lightly and staring blankly into the fire. "You all good?"
"Y-yeah, I'm fine," Ranboo answered, blinking himself out of his stupor and brushing a strand of hair from his eyes. "Just- pain is all. Nothing a little sleep can't fix," he insisted. Ranboo could see the doubt in Wilbur's eyes, and it made his stomach churn. He wasn't sure why. "I'm alright, seriously," he repeated. "I'd let you know if I wasn't, you know that."
"Right." Disbelief laced Wilbur's words, but he didn't pry, nor did Ranboo want to offer an explanation.
Wilbur opened his mouth to say something else, but he didn't get the chance as Tubbo peeped his head into the room. "Dinner's ready big man, if you're interested," he said, jabbing a thumb behind him towards the kitchen, the comforting smell of potato soup wafting through the house. "You too, Wilbur, I guess," he snickered.
Ignoring the lighthearted banter between the other two, Ranboo inhaled deeply, savoring the scent. It smelt like home, he thought, a small smile painting his face. Wordlessly, Ranboo padded through the doorway into the kitchen, where Techno, Tommy, and Phil sat around the table waiting.
"There you are," Techno greeted him, reaching for the soup spoon. "We were starvin' to death in here, c'mon man," he joked.
Ranboo huffed a laugh through his nose. "Sorry about that," he apologized, running a hand through his hair. "Been a long day." He caught Tubbo's eye, who agreed with a slight head nod.
"It's alright, mate," Phil assured him. He held the bowls as Techno ladled soup into them carefully. "We get it." Phil handed him a bowl, steaming and cozy, and Ranboo gratefully accepted. "Just hang out for a while, alright?"
The six of them sat around the small kitchen table, eating together and listening to the radio as songs old and new alike filled the air. Tubbo and Wilbur sang duets, and Techno and Tommy made increasingly strange parodies as Phil and Ranboo watched with amusement.
Tommy and Techno were mid-song about Phil when the music suddenly stopped, harsh static cutting through the joyful atmosphere like a knife.
"WE INTERRUPT YOUR PROGRAM FOR AN EMERGENCY ANNOUNCEMENT," the prerecorded sample recited. "ATTENTION, ALL CITIZENS OF NEW LENSLING COUNTY: A MANDATORY EVACUATION IS BEGINNING TOMORROW AT 11 AM. ALL PERSONS LIVING IN THE CITY MUST RELOCATE BEFORE THE END OF THE WEEK."
The once bright mood at the dinner table quickly sank, dread and icy cold fear replacing the warm feeling of family and safety.
"What the fuck?" Tommy murmured, turning the radio volume up to the max.
"COUNTY OFFICIALS WILL BE INSPECTING HOMES TO ENSURE THAT EVERYONE HAS EVACUATED. SAFE CITIES ARE AS FOLLOWS: ATTSTONE, WORWICKE, LANGSTEDSHIRE, SHANTOWSEA, AND SOUTH BIRBED. FURTHER QUESTIONS WILL BE ANSWERED AT-"
Wilbur turned off the radio with a harsh slam. "Great," he growled. "What the fuck do we do now? Surely they don't expect us to just be happy with this!"
"All our shit is still at home!" Tubbo added, agitated. "There's no way we have time to grab it tonight, and it'll take ages to get back to the apartment in the morning!" He grumbled. "This is bullshit!"
"Calm down, you two," Phil cut in, trying to curb the anger bubbling in the air. "We'll figure something out, okay?"
Tubbo and Wilbur had the same disgruntled look in their eyes, jaws set and eyes shadowed. "Fine," Tubbo muttered, standing up to look at Phil. "Tell us then, what's the plan? Do you even know what's going to happen to us?"
"Tubbo," Ranboo warned. "Calm down. We're all figuring it out as a group."
Tubbo folded his arms and sat heavily in his chair, still irritated.
Techno was already rifling through his things for a map of the county. "The safe zones were all cities nearby," he said, seemingly to himself. He rolled a thin map out over the table, careful to avoid the drops of soup. "Attstone, Worwicke, et cetera. The closest one to us would be-"
"South Birbed, innit?" Tommy finished, shoving his now-empty soup bowl out of the way to lean over the table. "It's 'bout a week-long trip on foot," he explained. "We could be there in no time if all of us leave first thing in the morning,"
"Hold on, Tommy," Techno stopped him as Tommy took a breath to say something else. "One of us needs to stay behind and let someone know where we're goin', right Phil?"
"They need to send a message to all the safe zones to tell 'em how many people to prepare for," Phil confirmed. "I'll stay behind, tell whoever may stop by that the six of us are heading south, yeah?"
Ranboo and the other four shared a look of hesitance, none of them quite sure how to respond. "I don't want to leave you behind, Phil," Ranboo admitted. "Are you 100 percent sure you'll be alright on your own?"
Phil waved a hand dismissively. "You don't have to worry about me, mate. I'll catch up with you all in no time."
Phil's promise sent a wave of relief around the room. Wilbur and Tubbo looked more at ease, and Ranboo, Techno, and Tommy all breathed a sigh. "We should probably pack up our shit, I guess." Tommy rose to his feet, stretching and yawning. "Early start tomorrow, aye?"
They all stood, some more hesitant than others, and dispersed to their respective sleeping quarters. Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo trekked upstairs single file, carrying their bags, weapons, and everything in between into the large bedroom silently. It wasn't like they hadn't done this same thing before, but something about knowing it might be the last time for a while made the mood feel more somber than usual.
Tommy flopped onto the large, pillowy mattress with a sigh. "I can't believe we're being fuckin' kicked out," he muttered crossly, a change in mood from the upbeat leader persona he'd put on downstairs (probably to prove himself to the adults). "And to South Birbed of all places!"
Ranboo snorted, his eyes crinkling up with laughter. "What did South Birbed ever do to you?" He asked, watching as Tubbo crawled onto the bed next to Tommy.
"I dunno, it just seems like a shit city," Tommy shrugged.
Tubbo smacked him with a pillow, and Tommy yelped in protest, shouting a string of curse words at his assailer. "Mercy, mercy!" Tommy begged as he and Tubbo began a pillow fight.
Ranboo looked on with mild intrigue but didn't join the party. Instead, he slipped away from the other two into the bathroom and shut the door.
He pried his gloves off his hands and rinsed his face, desperate to clean the dirt and grime from his forehead and fingers. Ranboo stared at himself in the mirror, watching beads of water run down his face. He looked like a mess, he thought briefly, before drying the water with a towel. He winced, feeling a shock of pain flow up his arm as he blotted the water with the scratchy cloth. Deftly, he rolled up his sweater sleeve to examine his arm.
A little bit of broken skin, Ranboo noticed. He caught sight of a few small indents, which he assumed were from fingernails digging into his arm when the zombie had grabbed him. He made a mental note to keep checking the wound before it got infected and rolled his sleeve down again.
With a newly clear head, he reentered the bedroom quietly. Tommy and Tubbo had already claimed the bed, he noted, as the two laid on either half of the mattress, Tommy's head and Tubbo's feet on one end and the other way around at the foot of the bed. Ranboo sighed as he realized he'd have to sleep on the floor. Swiftly, he snagged a pillow from the bed, careful not to wake the already-snoring Tubbo, and dragged a throw blanket from a basket to sleep beneath. Begrudgingly, he laid on his makeshift bed, staring at the ceiling.
He had never noticed it before, but shining overhead was a galaxy of artificial stars, blinking and twinkling. The question of "why" briefly crossed Ranboo's mind as he stared at the bright little shapes above him. It made sense, he supposed, since the room belonged to Wilbur years before he, Tommy, or Tubbo ever stayed there. Still, he thought, it was surprising that Phil had kept them up there after all this time. Maybe he wanted to keep a little piece of the good times with him.
Ranboo felt a pit form in his stomach as he thought about the future (or possible lack thereof). The uncertainty made his stomach churn as he yawned, eyelids drooping. Thoughts of traveling and an image of the artificial galaxy were fresh in his mind as he rolled over that night, shutting his eyes and letting the darkness of sleep wash over him at last.
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Seeing Red | bodyguard!Bucky Barnes x actress!reader (part 4)
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3)
series summary: bucky used to brag that he didnât have a celebrity crush, or really care about famous people at all, which is what made him the perfect person to start working for a celebrity like yourself.  except, of course, itâs just his luck that heâd fall for you. Â
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warnings: smut!!, overstimulation, oral f receiving, lots of dirty talk and begging, very very subtle d/s dynamics if you squint, slight angst??, awkwardness, piningÂ
Buckyâs heart was racing as he tried to prepare himself for what was coming. It was never easy to watch that scene of you being fucked by somebody elseâ even if it wasnât real, and even if it was technically your character that was getting fuckedâ but it was going to be an entirely new struggle with you a foot away, laying next to him on your bed.
âWe only did two takes of this,â you remembered, talking over the conversation on-screen. The smash cut to you being shoved against a wall, lips fighting for dominance in a searing kiss, made you chuckle. âThis we had to do, like, a million takes.â
Buckyâs hand tightened into a fist at the idea of you kissing this guy over and over. âIâm sure he was real broken up about that,â he grumbled sardonically.
âNo, I promise he actually was,â you defended, âI was terrible. I kept laughing and ruining it, and it meant we had to keep starting over.â
That relieved some of his jealousy, hopeful that laughing meant you werenât attracted to your co-star or turned on by filming a love scene. He still felt his heart clench as he watched your shirt get pushed up and two hands (both flesh, like he was showing off or something) grab at your breasts. Sooner than he was prepared for it, you were being thrown down onto the bed and moaning loudly, nails digging into his back as he stared down at you.
âI canât even imagine how many guys have gotten off to this scene,â you shuddered.
I canât believe Iâm one of them, Bucky thought as he swallowed dryly. âWhat about the guys on set?â he wondered aloud. âDo they ever, you know, getâŠâ he whistled and pointed his finger up straight, hoping it was enough to get the idea across.
You laughed, playfully shoving him on the shoulder. âThey have tape for that, to keep everything down in case they get a little too into it.â
Glancing to the screen, he wondered how this guy didnât pop the tape right off.
âHave you everâŠ?â Bucky pressed, heart rate picking up as he pushed the boundaries a little bit.
âHave I ever⊠been turned on, while filming?â you finished his question. âNo,â you scoffed, sounding bemused and taking another swig of your drink.
âWhy not?â
âI guess theyâre just not my type,â you shrugged.
âMovie stars arenât your type?â Bucky joked, but your answer was completely serious.
âNope.â
He nodded slowly as he contemplated that, taking a moment to build up the courage to ask his next question. âWhat is your type?â
You smirked a little, and he wasnât sure at all what it meant aside from the fact that he was done for. Whatever you were gonna say was sure to break his heart. âTall, dark, not famousâŠâ
He could so picture you picking up fans at bars; you must have no trouble at all finding guys to mess around with. Yep, totally heartbreaking.
âGood driverâŠâ you continued, voice a little quieter and a little deeper.
Bucky cleared his throat anxiously. âI guess that rules me out.â
âWhat? Youâre great; havenât even blown any red lights or made illegal U-turns.â
âI mean, good drivers donât eavesdrop on their passengers,â he explained, âespecially when theyâre with tall, dark, not-famous friends of theirs in the back.â
You laughed a little, half-lidded eyes looking him up and down. He felt very exposed under your gaze. âI didnât mind,â you shrugged.
Oh god, oh fuck, Buckyâs mind raced, weâre talking about it. All this time and weâre finally talking about it. What the fuck do I say? âI still shouldnât haveââ he began.
âI wanted you to,â you interrupted firmly.
âYou⊠wanted me to look?â
âWanted you to do a lot more than that,â you admitted.
He looked back at you with wide eyes, entirely devoid of thoughts or words or ideas on what to do in the moment. Sure, it was pretty heavy flirting, but it wasnât necessarily an invitation. You said wanted, past tense, it didnât mean you wanted him now. Maybe you were just letting him know he missed his chance. If he did the wrong thing and upset you, heâd never forgive himself.
âSeemed like you were pretty satisfied with what he was doing,â he remembered, hearing the waver in his voice and cringing.
âOnly cause I was thinking about you,â you grinned. âI do that a lot, actually. Iâm just usually alone when I do itâŠâ
He shivered as you shifted onto your side and leaned towards him, reaching across his body to set your beer down on the bedside table next to him; with you so close, he feared his heart would beat out of his chest. With the beer set aside, all you had to do was let your hand pull back to rest on his chest, and lift your leg up to rest on his, and you were straddling his side like it was the most simple, casual thing in the world.
But it wasnât. It was the most insane thing that had ever happened to him. He looked down at you and blinked a few times, confident the hallucation would end but nope, he could feel the warmth of you radiating through his clothes, threatening to burn him alive.
âIâm usually in this bed, right here,â you continued slowly, and he had trouble keeping track of what you were saying with your finger trailing along his chest through his shirt, âwarm under the covers, wearing a lot less than this, knowing youâre just a few rooms away and wishing you would come in here and touch meâŠâ
"Iâm here now,â he replied, just louder than a whisper. âCan I touch you?"Â
âTake off the gloves,â you requested softly. He was quick with the right one, but hesitated before removing the leftâ the moment of truth. Your breath hitched as the light caught the golden and black metal, and he winced.
âThat bad?â
âNo, no,â you denied, âitâs⊠sort of beautiful, actually.â
With you wrapped around his left side, it was natural for his right hand to move up your thigh. His left hand brushing against your face seemed to surprise you, though.
"I'm sorry, is it cold?" he asked gently.
"A little," you giggled, "but I don't mind."
Demonstrating how little you minded, in fact, you slowly kissed the tips of his bionic fingers, getting more and more adventurous until you were suddenly slipping two of them into your mouth and down past your throat.
"Fuck," he shivered, silently thanking whatever gods were out there that technology made him capable of feeling the wet warmth of your mouth on his fingers.
"Just skin everywhere else, right?" you smirked. "It's not a Swiss army knife down there?"
"Nope," he laughed, "flesh an' blood."
The blood aspect was especially salient as his cock filled so fast he thought he might pass out. Your hand slipped down and started to ghost over the front of his jeans, and he fought every instinct to keep from bucking up into your hand. You started to go for his belt but he sat up a bit.
âWait,â he requested, clutching your shoulders a little; as soon as you looked back at him, he pulled you into a kiss, probably a little too aggressively but he was too pent up to care. After all this waiting, he actually had to hold himself back a bit compared to how he really wanted to kiss you. He moved his lips against yours slowly but with determinationâ and it was you, in the end, that started to slide your tongue along his lips until he opened them, giving him a chance to taste your mouth like heâd dreamed of for so long. Past the beer was the unmistakable flavor of you, and he was instantly addicted to it. His arms wrapped around you and held you close, one hand tangling in your hair a bit as you started to lean into his palm. Your hands clutched at his shirt, the warmth of your touch managing to permeate through to his skin, and he heard the softest moan from you right against his lips. It was perfection, and he wouldâve been happy to stay like that forever if it werenât for you sitting up to straddle him. He couldnât decide if it was the sight of you on top of him, or the weight of your body on his, or the feeling of your thighs clenching a bit just above his throbbing cockâ it was probably all three, but he suddenly became so needy for you that his head was spinning.
Still absorbed in the kiss, he reached down and gently pulled at the knot holding your robe shut, letting it fall open before pushing it off your shoulders slowly. You smiled against his lips and sat up, taking it off the rest of the way to reveal your entire nudity underneath. Youâd think that he wouldâve wished to be naked with you, and that certainly wouldâve made a few of his ideas a lot easier to act upon, but something about your bare body compared to his covered oneâ something about your mound grinding on his jeans like thatâ drove him fucking wild.
âGod, baby,â he praised with a purr, running his hands all over whatever he could reach. A movie could never do a body like this justice. It deserved to be appreciated and worshipped in person, which was exactly what he planned to do.
âYour turn,â you giggled as you leaned down, unbuttoning his shirt hastily. He was proud of the way you bit down on your lip as his skin was exposed, though he was also a bit embarrassed to reveal he was wearing his dog tags underneath. âA little more metal under here than I was expecting,â you smirked, trailing an errant finger over the silver chain. âThereâs always more to you than meets the eye⊠what other secrets are you hiding, hm?â
Right now, he wanted you to have all his secrets. He wanted to give you everything. âIâve wanted this for so long,â he admitted first.
âI donât think thatâs that much of a secret,â you smirked as you finished the last button.Â
He sat up to help you discard the shirt, shivering as your touch trailed over his chest, his abs; then his scars, and the rest of the arm. He used it to pull you down by your neck for another kiss, testing the waters by getting a touch rougher and letting more of his desperation seep through. You responded very well, your moans gliding from your tongue onto his as your hips started to rock on top of his. âNeedy little thing, arenât ya?â he gently mocked, smiling as he started to kiss down your neck and onto your shoulder. âRidinâ me through my jeans, like a damn teenager dry-humping after prom.â
âHnng, Bucky,â you choked, slowing down.
He grabbed your hips with both hands. âHey, I didnât say to stop.â Â
With a moan and renewed vigor, you moved faster on top of him, the rough denim clearly a bit too much for your sensitive clit as your thighs began to quiver where they were clamped down around his. The stimulation on his cock, alternatively, was rather dulled through such thick clothingâ it was just enough to keep him desperate, but not enough to get him too near coming, which was the way he wanted it at the moment. If anything, it was the sight of you rubbing yourself on him desperately that put his restraint at risk.
âCan you feel how hard I am, baby?â he growled a little. âCan you feel how hard you make me?â
You nodded with a little gasp. "God, Bucky, I want it in me now."
"Not yet, pretty girl,â he soothed with a smirk. âI need to taste you first."
He flipped you onto your back and settled on top of you between your legs; he kissed you one more time, resisting the urge to rub his hips on yours again before heading down south to suck your nipple between his lips. You were so sensitive, moaning loudly each time his tongue circled the bud, and he moaned at the feeling of the skin hardening against his tongue. He made sure to give some attention to the other one before making a show of kissing down your chest and stomach, looking back up at you with a stare that he could only hope carried all the weight that he was feeling.
"I get it," you grinned down at him, "this is how you reclaim your territory. You're gonna do what he did to me, but so much better until I can't even remember his name, right?"
"Sweetheart, you didn't even remember his name thirty seconds after it happened,â he reminded you between kisses, moving lower and lower on the bed.
"So you're not trying to assert dominance over sexual competition?" you pressed with a gleam of challenge in your eyes.
"You need to stop reading those evolutionary biology books," he laughed, but then got a bit more stern. "Think of it this way: I don't see any of those stupid boys as competition. They're nothing. It's you who needs to know that nobody can make you feel as good as I can."
That seemed to shut you up for the moment, and he smirked before getting back to work kissing along your spread thighs and shaking hips. He could already smell your need in the air, intoxicating to the point that he struggled to stay focused on mercilessly teasing you. He wanted to taste you so bad, but he needed to hear you beg him for it. He started with one finger gently exploring your folds, slow and light, until he felt your hips trying to push up into him for more stimulation. Then all he had to do was kiss that spot right on the inside of your thigh that wasnât quite where you wanted him, and you arched your back with a desperate whine. âBucky, please,â you whimpered.Â
He laughed a little, amused by your little sobs and the way your hands clutched at the comforter beneath you. âTell me what you need, sweetheart.â
âYour mouth,â you gasped.
âWhere do you want it?â he asked innocently.
You snarled with irritation but answered anyway. âMy pussy.â
âI donât think I understand,â he encouraged, voice getting deeper on accident as his own arousal became too intense to ignore.
You growled frustratedly but got what he was getting at. âI need your mouth on my pussy, Bucky, pleaseâŠâ
âWell, why didnât you say so, darlinâ? All you had to do was ask,â he grinned as he roughly grabbed your thighs and buried his face in between them, sloppily exploring you with his tongue until your taste coated his mouth and overwhelmed all his senses.
âFuck!â you yelped, shivering against him. âOh god, yes, Bucky, oh my godâŠâ
âIs this what you wanted, pretty girl?â he asked, pulling back just as much as he needed to to speak.
âYes, Bucky, just like that,â you nodded wildly, âfeels so good, donât fucking stop, pleaseââ
He dove in again, finding a pattern that allowed him to suck on your clit and push his tongue inside you simultaneously. That was the combination that seemed to rile you up most, your hands searching for something to hold on to until they suddenly found purchase gripping his hair, guiding him as your hips bucked against his face. That was fine with himâ more than that, in fact, cause he thought it was so sexy when you demanded control like thatâ until you switched from pulling him in to pushing him away. That wouldnât do at all; with a growl, he grabbed your wrists and forced them down beside you, holding them firm as he licked at you rougher and faster.
âFuck, Bucky,â you sobbed, back arching so much that he had to fight to keep you in his mouth, âright there, right thereâ oh fuck, Iâm gonna come.â
He nodded, but it wasnât permission; it was âof course you are.â
Your walls clenched so hard that your entire sex was pulsing in his mouth, your taste getting stronger in the same way your moans got louder. He wanted to hold you there as long as you could, and that turned out to be quite a while; he stopped when your screams of pleasure started to push too far into pain, finally letting you rest⊠for a moment, that is.
He watched your panting breaths catch as he slowly pushed a finger into your hole; it was still pulsing a little bit from the orgasm, and was unbearably hot and wet.
"Fuck, this pretty little pussy is tryin' to suck me in, you see that? Wants me so badâŠ"
"M-more, Bucky, please," you whispered. He obeyed and slipped in a second finger, slowly twisting and trying to open you up for him.
"You like that, pretty girl?" he asked with a smile as he watched your back arch, returning to suck on your clit without waiting for an answer. He relished the weight of your thighs on his shoulders, taking mental note of where he had to touch you to make them clench around his head. You kept repeating 'yes' but he didn't think it was intended as an answer to his question because he was pretty sure you hadn't even heard the question. Still, it was answer enough nonetheless.
He could tell it wouldn't take that long to get you there again, with your g-spot all swollen from the last one. He didn't push too hard on it yet, just letting his fingers curl ever so slightly to apply a teasing amount of pressure. Â
"Don't you wanna fuck me?" you moaned between sobs.
His cock seemed to process that question before his brain did. Â "Yes," he answered quickly, even though he thought it was rude to talk with his mouth full.
"Then get on with it," you suggested desperately. "Come on up here and fuck me."
"I'm not done with this yet," he insisted.
Your head fell back as you hissed frustratedly through your teeth. "Damn you and your⊠thoroughness."
"No point in doing anything if you're not gonna do it right," he laughed. "Besides, I couldn't stop now when you're about to come."
You looked back at him for a second like you didn't agree with that assessment, until he curled his fingers again and your walls rippled erratically around him. "Fuck," you shuddered. âPlease fuck me, please fuck me, please,â you sobbed, âI need it so bad, I need you inside meâ Bucky, pleasepleasepleaseââ
He growled against your skin, struggling to resist that but desperate to make you come just one more time before he gave in. His cock really hated that he wasnât giving you what you wanted, throbbing and weeping another drop of precum just to remind him of his own desperation. But he stayed strong, focusing on his task as he felt your walls tighten around him with another orgasm.
You nearly screamed with this one, your voice breaking as your nails dug into the bed beneath you. You looked fucking perfect with your head thrown back in pleasure like thatâ and you tasted even better as a gush of your arousal coated his tongue. Â
He kept circling your bud with his tongue until you started to sob a little and try to push him off of you, âcanât take anymore, pleaseââ
And he took pity on you, for onceâ or maybe it was moreso pity on himself as he sat up and palmed himself through his jeans. He was so hard it hurt, and you looked like you could tell by the way you looked up at him: a glimmer of mischief in your eyes, still, even with the way theyâd glazed over a bit from coming so hard. âGet over here,â you purred as you sat up and pulled him down on top of you, kissing him again as your hands slipped down to clutch at his chest.
Of everything heâd imagined, he had never even thought to consider what it would be like to be undressed by you. Those nimble fingers fiddling with his belt, working open his fly and zipper with such unabashed desperation, like you needed him more than youâd ever needed anything⊠truly, it was intoxicating.
Then again, it was nothing compared to your hand slipping into his boxers and wrapping around his cock. He was sure heâd never gotten so much out of just one touch before, and he had to fight off the moan bubbling in his throat. Your hands were so soft as they started to gently stroke him; his hips moved of their own accord as they started to thrust into your grasp.
âGod, I need you to fuck me,â you groaned, âplease, Bucky, need it so bad.â
Entirely speechless as this point, all he could do was nod as he pushed your hands off of him, pushing his jeans off quickly so as to be away from you as briefly as he could manageâ and then he was on you again, kissing you everywhere he could reach, moaning when he finally let his cock brush between your legs for a moment. Even just that and he was already coated in your slick: the rewards of demanding to be thorough, clearly.
âPlease,â you sobbed, âput it in me, canât wait any more, Iâve waited so longâŠâ
It almost made him stop to think, because it was ambiguous if you just meant tonight or more. But you were begging him for his cock so he wasnât really in any position to think.
So many times he had wondered if your real moans sounded anything like your fake ones from the movie. He fantasized for months about a chance to make the comparison. But with you in front of him, under him, biting down on your lip as he pushed into your perfect warmth, he couldnât even remember that youâd ever been in a movie. He couldnât think about anything else but this moment, right now, and he didnât want to.
âGod, Bucky,â you sighed, as if the two were being regarded at the same level in your mindâ and he wasn't even halfway in yet.
Equal parts of him wanted to ease you into it and to tear you in half. You'd always ignited this paradox in him, this instinct to protect and to destroy, this desire to cherish you and dominate you, but it was most apparent now. It made him worry that he could never really give you what you deserved, but naturally, he was at his most selfish in this moment. He had only just begun to push himself into you and he was ready to justify anything to get the rest of the way and bury himself to the hilt.
Your body opened up to him slightly, enough that he felt mostly right about going a little deeper; you gasped and clutched at his forearm, and that was only just barely enough to stop him as a sick pressure of arousal made his gut twist. Oddly enough, your nails biting into his skin did more to egg him on than it did to slow him down.
He kept his eyes trained on where your bodies were joined, watching in awe at the way you looked stretched out around him; he could feel your struggle to take him in the way your walls quivered and quaked, but he could hear how much you enjoyed it as you moaned and gasped beneath him.
"I want it all, Bucky, please," you begged. Just because he needed to, he was rough with the last inchâ not enough for it to be really brutal, but plenty to elicit a precious little sob from you.
It felt so good to be all the way in you that it nearly made him dizzy. Â
"Baby," you whispered, and it sounded just like the way you'd said it in the back of the car, just like the way he'd committed to memory and stowed away in his mind to visit whenever he needed to feed his addiction.
How could his chest not burn with jealousy when he remembered that night? How could he cope with that jealousy with anything but pinning you down and fucking you hard and fast like it was the end of the goddamn world?
You all but screamed as he did it, your whole body shaking as he pounded into you. He feared it would be more than you could handle but you went from wet to dripping in an instant, your moans loud and hoarse but undeniably a sound of pleasure. It turned him on even more to know that you liked getting fucked this hard; maybe he didn't need to worry so much about holding back, if this was gonna make you bite your lip and look up at him like that.
"Bucky, oh my god," you sighed, a hint of disbelief in your tone, "it's so good, fuck, you feel so goodâŠ"
He wanted to hear more, but he couldn't resist capturing your lips in a kiss first, sloppy and aggressive and needy but overall perfect. It was almost like he could taste your moans as they vibrated over his tongue, until he could barely tell his apart from yours anymore. Pulling back, his dog tags were dangling over your face, and you looked so damn good with his name tickling your skin. Â
When he lifted your legs and pushed them back up into your chest, you snarled and clutched at the sheets beneath you. "Too deep?" he asked, not sure himself if it was concern or taunting or somewhere in the middle.
"So fucking deep," you answered, "but not too deep."
"Then maybe I'm not deep enough," he smirked, and you laughed.
"You're trying to ruin me, is that it?" you pressed.
He was afraid to be entirely honest, but your tone wasn't one of fear. "Something like that," he admitted after a moment.
"It's working," you sighed as you pulled him down by the chain of his tags, kissing him again as your arms slipped around his neck and held him close.
His hands squeezed your thighs, before taking a detour to run up and down your legs. It made you shiver, and he felt it from inside you which was overwhelmingly erotic. The time heâd spent making you come so many times was paying off: for one, you were so wet it made him feel a little-lightheaded, but also it meant that he felt familiar with your body now. He knew what it meant when your walls tightened just so, when you bit your lip that way, when your moans sounded all breathy and strained. That being, of course, that you were about to comeâ and he couldnât wait for you to come just from being fucked, make a mess all over his cock.
And yet, there was still so much more to discover: like how it felt when your legs wrapped around his hips to keep him inside, or when your fingers dug into his shoulders as you looked up at him.
âGonna come,â you warned him with half-lidded eyes and your mouth fallen slack, âoh my god, Bucky, youâre gonna make me come.â
He growled and tightened his grip on your thighâ something to stabilize him as he fought so hard to stave off his own orgasm. You felt so good and he could probably come just from the sight of you like this anyways, let alone being inside you right now. Think about baseball think about baseball think about baseballâ
âYes!â you screamed. âRight there, oh fuck, Buckyyyyy!âÂ
âFuck,â he hissed, completely unable to think about anything but you, lost in the way you cried out his name as your walls fluttered and pulsed around him so perfectly. Â
Maybe he was disturbed for thinking you looked pretty with your eyes filling with tears. He was definitely disturbed for taking some pride in making you cry. Of course, only because he was making you cry from this. If he had it his way, Bucky would make you cry in only this way, every day, foreverâ and make sure nobody made you cry in any other way, while he was at it. You hiccuped your sob as he continued to pound into you, refusing to let up even as he leaned down to kiss away your tears. âS-so good,â you mumbled weakly, âBucky⊠pleaseâŠâ
"Fuck, gonna comeâ I'm gonna come," he stammered his warning.
"Inside me, please," you whimpered, "I want it inside me."
"Jesus Christ," he hissed, shaking his head in some form of exhausted shock. You grinned, wrapping your hands around his neck and pulling him closer to you until your lips brushed against his ear.
"Bucky, I want you to come inside me," you repeated in a slow whisper. "I want every drop of your come in my pussy, I wanna be so full of you, I wanna feel it leaking out all night, I want you to make me yours."
How was he supposed to hold back anymore, with you talking like that? With you weaving your fingers into his hair and tightening your legs around his hips, with you kissing him deeply and suddenly? A weak moan was lost to your lips as he filled you, warmth washing over every part of him until he thought he might just melt. You smiled against him, and he summoned just enough strength to not collapse on top of you and surely crush you with his weight. Instead, he gave you one last kiss before burying his face in your neck, laughing exhaustedly. Â
"Mine, huh?â he remembered. âYou really mean it?"
You hummed quietly, holding him tightly. "I probably shouldn't answer that question just after you made me come a dozen times."
"No no, you should,â he pressed as he pushed up to hover over you.
You smiled and looked back up at him. "I'm yours, Bucky."
He growled, leaning down to give your neck light teasing kisses. "Fuck, keep talkin' like that and I'll double that dozen."
"My body couldn't take it," you asserted.
"I'd make you take it," he promised.
You bit down on your lip, and he couldn't help but chuckle a little. You weren't as good at feigning innocence as you seemed to think.
"Oh, you like that," he posited. "Maybe someday I'll tie you down and make you come until all you know how to do is say my name, hm?"
"Bet it wouldn't even take you that long," you admitted. "I already feel pretty braindead."
Testing that theory, he reached down and drew light circles over your swollen clit with his thumb, even just that subtle touch making your legs and inner walls quiver as your back arched.
"Bucky," you whimpered as you tried to push his hand away, "s'too much, pleaseâŠ"
"Nuh uh, pretty girl, I wanna see you fall apart again. You know how many times I dreamed of making you come?"
You shook your head.
"Me either, but I wanna keep doing it until I feel like I've reached a number that at least comes close. I've finally got you in my arms and I won't let you go until I've made up for all the time I wasted."
Notably, his cock which had begun to soften inside you was now getting hard again, from some combination of watching you and feeling you in this moment.
âHow do you feel about a second round?â he suggested with a smirk, even as his muscles ached already. Your eyes went wide but your walls clenched, too. That was answer enough for him. âI might break you,â he warned.
âPromise?â you smirked.
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