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“a part two to love, lies, and sim jake” - enhypen campus series
🌿 After YN found out about the bet, Jake apologized, revealing he ended it before asking her out for real. Though hurt, she played along, but his constant effort and genuine care slowly broke through her walls, and trust began to rebuild between them.
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You didn’t plan to see him again so soon.
But there he was sitting alone on the bleachers behind the field after school, hunched forward with his elbows on his knees, eyes cast downward like the weight of the past few days was finally too heavy to carry. He looked smaller somehow. Not physically, but… quieter. Like the version of him who used to light up every room had dimmed.
You hesitated. Part of you wanted to turn back, to leave things unfinished and avoid another scene. But your feet moved anyway, slowly, carefully, until you were standing in front of him.
He looked up, his eyes meeting yours. For a second, nothing was said—just the breeze brushing past and the silence between two people who didn’t know how to start again.
“I didn’t know,” you said finally, voice soft. “About the bet. That you ended it.”
Jake stared at you for a moment, jaw tense, eyes tired. “Would it have changed anything if you did?”
You bit the inside of your cheek. “Yeah. It would’ve.”
He gave a small, humorless laugh, then looked away. “Too late now, huh?”
“No,” you said quickly, sitting beside him before you could change your mind. “Maybe not.”
Jake didn’t say anything at first. Then: “I was an idiot, YN. For agreeing to that bet in the first place. For not telling you sooner. I thought I could control it—my feelings. Thought if I kept it casual, it wouldn’t mess everything up. But then it stopped being casual, and I didn’t know how to fix it without losing you.”
Your heart twisted. “Why didn’t you just tell me?”
“Because I thought you’d never believe me,” he admitted. “And I didn’t think I deserved a second chance. I’ve seen it happen to heeseung and it still keeps him up , I didn’t wanna take the chance with you.”
Jake stared ahead at the empty field, jaw tight, like he’d run out of words to say—or maybe like he was too afraid to say the wrong one.
You sat next to him, your voice low but sharp. “Then why did you come running back to me?”
His head turned toward you slowly. “Because I couldn’t stay away.”
You scoffed, shaking your head as a bitter laugh slipped past your lips. “Right. After everything. After the bet, after humiliating me in front of everyone, after pretending to care…”
“I wasn’t pretending,” Jake cut in, voice firmer now. “Not when I kissed you. Not when I asked you to be mine. Not when I stayed up all night hoping you’d text back.”
You looked away, jaw clenched. “You made me feel like I was something to win.”
Jake exhaled hard, like the guilt had been burning in his lungs. “I know. And if I could take it back, I would. All of it. The joke, the dare—everything that hurt you. But the way I feel about you now?” He looked at you then, eyes soft but intense. “That’s never been a lie.”
You didn’t respond right away. Your throat was tight, like the words wanted to come out but didn’t know how.
Finally, you muttered, “I don’t know if I can believe you.”
Jake nodded slowly, not pushing. “Then don’t. Not yet. Just… let me show you.”
And for once, he didn’t try to close the distance between you. He didn’t reach out. He didn’t beg.
He just sat there, quiet and waiting.
Like he finally understood that trust wasn’t something he could ask for—he had to earn it.
And so that’s what he did.
The next couple of days, Jake didn’t text you paragraphs or blow up your phone with apologies. He didn’t show up unannounced or try to corner you in the hallways. He didn’t force you to talk when you weren’t ready.
Instead… he showed up differently.
He waited outside your classroom after the bell, never too close, never pushing—just there. Quiet, patient, like a steady presence.
He started walking slower when he saw you down the hall, letting you pass instead of calling out your name.
He laughed a little softer when your friends made jokes, stealing glances your way but never trying to pull you in unless you wanted to be.
He wasn’t perfect. He still fumbled sometimes, caught himself staring too long, said your name like it was still his favorite word—but he didn’t try to take anything more than what you were willing to give.
And even if you didn’t say much, even if your heart still felt bruised and hesitant, you noticed. You noticed it all.
Because Jake Sim wasn’t trying to win a bet anymore.
He was trying to win you.
And this time, it wasn’t about pride.
It wasn’t about proving something to his friends.
It was about proving something to you.
That he was serious.
That he meant it.
That he’d stay—without the game.
It was subtle at first.
You didn’t even realize the way your walls had started to shift until you caught yourself smiling at something he said in passing. Something stupid—probably about his dog or how he nearly tripped over a soccer ball in gym. But your lips had curved before you could stop them, and when you realized he saw it, you quickly looked away.
Jake didn’t call attention to it. He just smiled too. A quiet, knowing one. And kept walking.
Later, you found a note in your locker. No big dramatic gesture—just a piece of notebook paper folded in half.
Hope today’s better than yesterday. That’s all.
— J
You stared at it longer than you’d admit. Kept it tucked into your sleeve. Didn’t text him, didn’t mention it, but the knot in your chest loosened—just a little.
At lunch, Yuna nudged you. “He’s trying,” she said gently, not with that sharp tone she’d used before. “Really trying.”
You didn’t answer. You just watched him from across the courtyard, laughing with Sunghoon and Jay—but every now and then, glancing your way.
Like he was making sure you were still there.
By Thursday, you found yourself slowing your steps so he could catch up.
By Friday, you sat next to him during study period and pretended not to notice when his hand brushed against yours on the desk.
He didn’t push. He didn’t ask. He just looked at you with those soft, unguarded eyes and smiled like that moment was enough.
And somehow…
For now, it was.
Saturday came, and with it, a text from Jake.
simjyn:
Hey. I was gonna go for a walk later. Clear my head. You don’t have to come but… if you do, I’ll bring snacks.
You stared at the message for a good ten minutes. No pressure, no “we need to talk,” no expectations—just Jake, being soft and careful. The kind of boy you weren’t sure existed weeks ago.
You didn’t reply right away. But a few hours later, there you were—hoodie on, hands in your pockets, meeting him just down the block.
He grinned when he saw you. “You came.”
You shrugged. “You said snacks.”
He held up a bag of your favorite chips with a lopsided smile. “I don’t lie about the important things.”
The two of you walked in comfortable silence for a while. The streets were quieter than usual, the air warm with the smell of spring. Every now and then your shoulders would brush, and each time, Jake would glance over, like he was still surprised you hadn’t pulled away.
“I meant what I said,” he said eventually, voice softer than usual. “About showing you. I don’t want to screw this up.”
You didn’t answer at first. The sidewalk was cracked and uneven beneath your feet, like your thoughts.
Finally, you spoke. “You already did screw it up, Jake.”
He flinched, just a little. But he nodded. “Yeah. I know.”
You turned to him then. “So don’t just tell me. Show me. Keep showing me. Not just this week. Not just while you feel bad.”
Jake stopped walking. “I will.”
You searched his face for any sign of hesitation, but there wasn’t any. Just him. Raw and real.
He took a careful step closer. “Can I—?” he started to ask, but stopped himself.
And for once, you closed the space between you.
Just a little. Just enough to let him know that maybe—maybe—this was the beginning of trust again.
Jake didn’t touch you. He didn’t try to hold your hand or pull you into some movie-perfect kiss. He just smiled, slow and genuine, like that one small step meant everything.
And honestly?
It kind of did.
The next week passed like the world had slowed down—but in a good way.
There were no dramatic declarations, no big speeches. Just… Jake.
Sitting next to you during free period, not too close, but close enough.
Sliding you a note in class with the dumbest doodle imaginable—your name in bubble letters with a little crown on top.
Sending you a playlist that started off upbeat and chaotic, but slowly drifted into soft, late-night kind of songs you didn’t expect from him.
Smiling like he had a secret every time your eyes met in the hallway.
And you?
You found yourself waiting for it. For him.
You told yourself you were being cautious. That you hadn’t forgiven him yet. That your heart was still bruised from what he’d done.
But when he laughed? It didn’t hurt.
When he said your name? You didn’t flinch.
And when you caught yourself smiling—again—you didn’t look away this time.
It was Friday afternoon when he found you sitting alone near the back of the school garden. The spot you always went to when you needed to think.
He didn’t say anything at first. Just sat down beside you and handed you an iced drink—your favorite.
“I like this,” he said after a minute, eyes on the sky. “Just… being here. With you. No pretending. No games.”
You didn’t respond right away. The breeze was light, the sun warming your face.
“I still don’t know if I trust you,” you said quietly.
Jake didn’t flinch. “I’ll wait until you do.”
You looked over at him. Really looked. And maybe for the first time, you believed it.
Not because of his words.
But because of how he’d changed when he stopped trying to win you
And started trying to deserve you.
So you leaned back, sipped your drink, and said nothing else.
But Jake’s smile widened.
Because silence from you now?
Wasn’t rejection.
It was peace.
The next day, Jake found you by your locker before first period, his hands stuffed into his hoodie pockets and a hesitant look on his face.
You noticed right away—something was off. He wasn’t smiling like he usually did when he saw you, and the usual playful sparkle in his eyes had dimmed.
“What’s wrong?” you asked, shutting your locker slowly.
He rubbed the back of his neck. “I have to go to Australia. Tonight.”
Your stomach dropped. “What? Why?”
“My aunt’s sick. It’s… not great,” he said, voice softer than usual. “My parents already left, but they want me to be there too—for a few days. Just to help out, be with the family.”
You blinked, trying to process it. “How long?”
“Just a week,” he said quickly. “I promise. I’ll be back before you even get the chance to miss me.”
You tried to smile, but your chest felt tight. “Are you okay?”
Jake nodded, stepping a little closer. “Yeah, I’m just—worried about her, that’s all. But I didn’t want to leave without telling you first.”
You looked down, chewing your lip. He reached out, gently brushing his fingers against yours.
“I’ll call every day,” he said. “Swear on it. Even if it’s just for five minutes. I don’t want to go dark on you.”
You looked up at him, finally meeting his eyes. “You better.”
He gave you a small grin, the kind that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “You know me. Annoyingly consistent.”
Then, quieter, he added, “I’ll miss you.”
And before you could even respond, he leaned in, pressing the softest kiss to your forehead.
It was gentle. Familiar. Something that said, I’ll be back.
And somehow, even with your heart tugging in your chest, you believed him.
And maybe, just maybe… it was the start of forgiveness.
By Monday, the whispers had started.
It wasn’t just glances anymore—it was full-on stares, hushed giggles, and not-so-subtle side-eyes when you walked into a room.
You were halfway to your seat in homeroom when you heard it.
“Do you think she did something to him?”
“She had to. There’s no way Jake Sim just—changes.”
“Dude hasn’t flirted with anyone in weeks. Not even once. He’s not even posting thirst traps anymore.”
“That’s, like, unheard of. What did she do? Put a spell on him?”
You rolled your eyes as you sat down, biting the inside of your cheek to keep from saying something.
Apparently, the student body couldn’t comprehend that Jake Sim—the golden boy, the walking distraction, the school’s certified heartbreaker—might’ve just… grown up. Or fallen for someone. Or both.
You heard someone mutter behind you, “Honestly? Kind of iconic if she did. Like… imagine taming Jake.”
The seat beside you stayed empty. You glanced at it without meaning to.
Jake’s chair. Still untouched. Still waiting for him to come back.
And even though you weren’t sure what this was between you and him yet—or where it was going—hearing the way people talked made you feel something you hadn’t expected:
Protective.
Because sure, maybe Jake had been a reckless flirt once. Maybe he hadn’t been the safest person to care about. But he was trying. He was changing.
And he deserved the chance to do that without being a punchline.
Even if you weren’t ready to say it out loud, you knew it deep in your gut—
Whatever you and Jake were building… it was already real enough for people to notice.
Back home, everything felt quieter without him.
You didn’t realize how much space Jake had taken up in your day until he wasn’t there to fill it. His empty seat in class, the silence where his random texts would pop up, the way your phone didn’t light up with his name the second you unlocked it—it was strange.
You hated to admit it, but… you missed him.
More than you wanted to.
You found yourself hovering over his contact a dozen times, thumb lingering on the call button. What would you even say? You still didn’t know how you felt. Still didn’t know if you were ready to let yourself fully trust him again.
But that didn’t stop your heart from aching.
So, one night—when the silence in your room felt too loud and the thoughts in your head wouldn’t shut up—you caved. You tapped call.
It rang once. Twice.
Then—“Hello?”
His voice was raspy, low. He sounded half-asleep. You glanced at the time. 4:02 AM in Australia.
“Oh my god—Jake, I’m sorry,” you blurted. “I didn’t mean to wake you up. I’ll call you back later, just go back to sleep—”
“No,” he said quickly, voice still heavy with sleep but suddenly more alert. “No, stay. Please. I wanna stay on the call. For you? Always.”
You went quiet, swallowing down the guilt that rose in your chest.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah,” he breathed, a smile tugging into his voice. “Hearing your voice is already better than sleep.”
You let out a soft laugh, shaky and a little embarrassed. Then, without really meaning to—you started talking.
Not about anything huge. Just the little stuff. The rumors at school. How Kazuha almost knocked over a vending machine trying to get a free soda. How the cafeteria ran out of your favorite chips and it weirdly ruined your day more than it should’ve.
Jake didn’t interrupt. Didn’t talk over you. He just listened—soft, warm, awake only because you needed him.
And eventually, your words grew quieter. Slower.
“I didn’t think I’d miss you this much,” you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. “It’s stupid. After everything, I should still be mad. And I am. But… I miss you anyway.”
There was a pause. Then his voice, low and soft through the speaker:
“I miss you too. Every second. Even the ones I’m supposed to be sleeping through.”
You smiled, curling deeper into your blanket, heart beating too fast for how calm your voice sounded.
Maybe this wasn’t forgiveness.
Maybe it was just… a step toward it.
But for now, lying in bed and hearing his sleepy breath through the phone—
It was enough.
The next day, the evening settled in quietly—soft rain pattering against your window, the smell of shampoo still lingering in the air as you curled up in bed in your oversized hoodie. Hair damp, phone warm in your hand, you finally gave in and called him again.
Jake picked up almost instantly, like he’d been waiting.
The screen lit up with his face, a sleepy smile tugging at his lips. His hair was a little messy, eyes a little puffy—he looked tired, but the kind of tired that made him look softer.
Then he paused.
You tilted your head. “What?”
Jake blinked, then bit his lip, trying not to grin. “Nothing,” he said, voice all low and lazy. “You’re just… cute like that.”
You rolled your eyes, pulling your hoodie closer. “Like what?”
He laughed quietly. “Like that. All soft and cozy. I dunno. It’s just…” He shrugged. “I’d like to see you in my hoodie one day.”
Your stomach did this stupid little flip, but you masked it with a scoff. “You’d probably never get it back.”
“That’s the point,” he said, eyes shining with something gentle.
You looked away for a second, trying not to let the smile win—but it crept in anyway. You hated how easy it was to slip into this, how warm his voice made you feel even when you were still trying to protect your heart.
Still… you didn’t change the subject.
Instead, Jake shifted the camera and suddenly, a golden blur popped into view.
“Oh my god,” you said, sitting up. “Is that Layla?”
Jake beamed, gently scratching behind the ears of his border collie. “Yup. She’s been sulking without me. But she likes calls with you.”
Layla barked softly, tail wagging, and it made something in you melt.
You smiled quietly. “She’s so pretty.”
Jake looked back at the screen. “She’d love you.”
You hesitated for a beat, watching him, the way his hand rested gently on Layla’s fur, the way his face relaxed when he looked at you like that—like you were something precious.
“I’m still figuring things out,” you said softly.
Jake nodded without hesitation. “I know. And I’ll wait, remember?”
Your walls were still there. But they were softer now, worn down in places.
And maybe… just maybe… you were starting to believe he really meant it.
The next night, you weren’t sure why your fingers moved so quickly to hit call.
Maybe it was the silence of your room again.
Maybe it was the way his name lingered in your head all day.
Or maybe… you just wanted to hear his voice.
Jake answered with that same smile—bright and sleepy and just for you.
“Hey, pretty girl,” he said, voice a little hoarse, a little teasing. “You always call me right before bed. Not that I’m complaining.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t hide the smile tugging at your lips. “Maybe I just like seeing Layla.”
Jake laughed, turning the camera to show Layla curled up at his feet. “She missed you too.”
You hesitated for a second. Your heart picked up.
And before you could overthink it, before your brain could yell no—you said it.
“I missed you,” you said quietly, voice softer than usual.
Jake blinked. His smile didn’t falter, but you could see something shift behind his eyes—like the words landed a little deeper than either of you expected.
“You… what?”
You swallowed. “I said I missed you. Don’t make me say it again.”
His lips curled into something warm and slow, something real. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to hear you say that.”
You looked away, cheeks heating. “Don’t let it go to your head.”
“I won’t,” he said, still grinning. “But just so you know… I missed you more.”
And just like that, something shifted.
Not huge, not loud—but it was there.
A new softness in the way you looked at each other.
A new kind of trust threading its way through the call.
You still weren’t all the way in.
But you were no longer holding all the way back either.
“Three more days,” Jake said through the screen, stretching his arms above his head with a groggy little yawn.
It was morning there, the sunlight barely creeping in through the curtains behind him, and his voice was still heavy with sleep. His hair was messy, sticking up in every direction, and you could hear Layla snoring faintly in the background.
You smiled at the sight, tucked under your blanket, phone propped up on your pillow.
“Not that I’m counting,” he added, eyes flicking up to meet yours through the screen with a crooked grin.
You raised a brow. “You literally said that exact thing yesterday. And the day before.”
“Okay, so maybe I am counting.” He shrugged, grin widening. “What can I say? I miss you.”
You rolled your eyes, but this time, you didn’t try to hide your smile.
Jake leaned closer to the camera, as if trying to get a better look at you through the screen. “What about you?”
“What about me?” you said, playing dumb even though your heart was already speeding up.
He tilted his head, voice soft. “You still miss me yet?”
You let a pause hang in the air for just a second longer than necessary before you whispered, “Maybe.”
Jake let out a low laugh, running a hand through his messy hair. “That’s all I get? A maybe?”
You bit your lip, trying to look annoyed, but the truth was written all over your face. You missed him more than you wanted to admit, and saying it out loud felt like giving up the last bit of control you had left.
But still, you added, “Three more days.”
Jake’s gaze softened. “Yeah… three more days, and I’m yours again.”
You looked at him, really looked at him—sleepy, sincere, and a little too perfect for his own good.
And in that moment, it hit you:
Maybe this was real after all.
And maybe… you were finally letting yourself believe it.
There was a soft knock on your door—three gentle taps, familiar and unhurried.
You peeled yourself off your bed, phone still warm in your hand from just hanging up with Jake. Padding over in your hoodie and socks, you opened the door.
Yuna stood there, arms crossed, an all-too-knowing smirk already forming on her face. “You’ve been on the phone every night,” she said, stepping inside without waiting for an invite. “I swear, I can hear you giggling through the wall.”
You flushed immediately. “I do not giggle.”
“Sure,” she said, plopping down dramatically onto your bed. “Just like how you’re totally not falling for him again.”
You shut the door behind her with a sigh, leaning your back against it. “He’s… different now. I don’t know, Yuna. I can’t explain it.”
Yuna looked at you for a long second, all the teasing melting into something more sincere.
“I believe he’s actually trying,” she said softly. “I do. I’ve been watching. He’s not flirting with every girl in sight. He hasn’t pulled one of his stupid ‘fuck boy’ games since the party. He’s… quieter. Focused. On you.”
You bit your lip, walking over to sit next to her on the edge of the bed.
“But I’m still pissed,” she added, voice firmer now. “What he did to you? The bet? The way he played it at first—that wasn’t okay. And I hate that you got caught up in it.”
“I know,” you said, eyes on your lap. “I hate it too. But it’s not like I didn’t see it coming. I just… didn’t expect him to change.”
Yuna was quiet for a second, then nudged your arm with hers. “You don’t have to forgive him all the way. Not yet. But you’re allowed to feel what you feel, okay? Even if it’s messy.”
You looked at her—your best friend, the one who always had your back even when you were being stubborn—and nodded.
“Thanks for not saying I told you so.”
“Oh, I totally told you so,” Yuna said with a smirk. “But I’m saying it with love.”
You laughed, and for the first time in a while, it felt real.
Later that night, after Yuna had left with a dramatic “Don’t stay up all night whispering sweet nothings,” you were back in bed, your thoughts buzzing.
You stared at your phone, thumb hovering over Jake’s name. It felt different now—not like you had to call him, but like… maybe you wanted to.
So you did.
The screen lit up, and after just one ring, his face appeared—eyes half-lidded, hoodie hood pulled halfway over his messy hair.
“Hey,” he said, voice all gravel and sleep. “Missed me already?”
You snorted, shifting under your blanket. “It’s only been a few hours.”
Jake smiled lazily. “Still counts.”
You studied him quietly for a moment—how tired he looked, how soft he sounded when he was with you. And for a second, it almost felt easy. Natural. As if things had always been like this between you.
“Yuna and I talked,” you said.
Jake blinked more awake. “Yeah? What’d she say?”
You shrugged. “She still doesn’t like what you did. But… she believes you’re trying.”
Jake leaned back against his pillows, hand dragging down his face. “I deserve that. I don’t expect anyone to forgive me right away.”
There was a pause. His eyes flicked back to the screen. “But you talked to her about me.”
You rolled your eyes playfully. “Don’t get cocky.”
“I’m not,” he said, grinning. “Just… glad.”
You rested your cheek on your pillow, watching him through the screen. “I don’t know what’s going to happen when you come back.”
“I do,” he said. “I’m gonna see you. And I’m gonna keep proving it—every day. No games. Just me.”
Your heart did that thing again—that annoying, traitorous flutter—but you didn’t stop it this time.
“Three days,” you whispered.
Jake smiled so softly it nearly knocked the air out of your lungs. “Yeah. Three days.”
And even with all the scars and hesitation…
You couldn’t help but feel a little bit like you were finally getting your heart back.
Two more days.
That’s what you’d told yourself all morning.
Just two more days and he’d be back. Two more days and you’d see him—really see him—not just on a screen.
But that night, something felt off.
Jake hadn’t called.
Not even a text.
Not a “good morning” or a sleepy voice note. Nothing.
You tried to brush it off at first.
He’s probably tired. Maybe busy with his family.
But the longer you stared at your phone, the more uneasy you felt.
You sent a message. Then another.
And when the little “Delivered” didn’t change to “Read”… you panicked.
You tried calling. Once. Twice. Then five more times.
Your fingers moved on their own—FaceTime.
The screen rang for what felt like forever before finally—
Click.
His face appeared, flushed and damp, water still running faintly in the background. Steam curled around the edges of the screen, and his wet hair was slicked back. He was clearly still in the shower, the camera only catching his bare shoulders and face, but—
“Y/N?” Jake asked, breathless. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
Your words came out rushed. “What’s wrong with you? Why weren’t you answering? I thought— I don’t know. I thought something happened—”
Jake blinked fast, clearly still trying to process. “Shit, I’m sorry. I was in the shower. I left my phone on the counter but it wouldn’t stop buzzing—I thought someone died.”
You breathed out a shaky laugh, rubbing your eyes. “You scared me.”
He frowned, guilt all over his face. “I didn’t mean to. I swear, I just— I was in the middle of shampooing and suddenly it’s like twelve missed calls—”
“I thought something happened to you,” you admitted quietly, voice softer now.
Jake’s brows knit together. He adjusted the phone slightly—still just his face and shoulders on screen—and his voice dipped low. “Hey… I’m okay. I promise. You’re not overthinking, alright? I should’ve texted you first. That’s on me.”
You nodded, but your heart was still racing.
He gave a crooked smile. “For what it’s worth… I’m kinda glad you spammed me.”
“Why?”
“Means you care,” he said simply. “That’s all I ever wanted.”
You looked at him, steam rising around his face, eyes tired but warm.
“Next time,” you muttered, “at least answer before I have a meltdown.”
Jake chuckled. “Deal.”
And even though the call wasn’t long…
And even though he was still in Australia, two days away—
You went to bed that night with your heart just a little more at ease.
The next morning, sunlight filtered through your blinds as you sat cross-legged on your bed, phone propped up in front of you. Jake’s sleepy face filled the screen—his hair a little messy, eyes soft and hooded from just waking up. It was night over there, but he still looked wide awake for one reason only.
You.
“Okay,” you said, holding up two options. “Sweater or hoodie?”
Jake squinted, rubbing at his eye. “Wait, wait, go back to the blue one. The knit one.”
You held it up again, amused. “This?”
“Yeah,” he said, already smiling. “That. With the jean shorts. You’ll look so good, I swear.”
You gave him a look. “You didn’t even see it on.”
“Babe,” he said, voice low and teasing, “I already know. Trust me.”
You rolled your eyes but tugged the sweater on anyway. It was cozy, a little oversized, sleeves dropping slightly past your wrists. Paired with your denim shorts and a quick glance in the mirror—you had to admit, he was right.
You turned back toward the screen to find Jake watching you with this quiet, lopsided grin on his face.
“What?” you asked, reaching for your mascara.
“Nothing,” he said. “Just… you’re really pretty.”
Your hand paused mid-air. “Shut up.”
“I’m serious,” he said, his voice softer now. “Like, stupid pretty.”
You bit back a smile and kept doing your makeup, feeling his gaze linger. He didn’t say anything for a bit, just watched you brush and blend and put on lip balm.
“I don’t care how jet-lagged I am tomorrow,” he said suddenly. “I’m staying up all night with you.”
You glanced at the screen.
He looked dead serious, head resting on his pillow but eyes locked on you.
“I’m gonna hug you so tight,” he said. “Like, refuse to let go tight. And kiss you until you tell me to stop.”
You pretended to be unbothered, but your smile gave you away.
He laughed gently. “That a yes?”
You shook your head, cheeks warm. “We’ll see.”
Jake yawned and nestled deeper into his sheets. “One more day…”
“One more,” you echoed, slipping on your shoes.
And as you grabbed your bag and headed out the door, you couldn’t help but feel the smallest flicker of excitement under your skin.
Just one more.
That whole day felt… weird. Good weird. Butterflies-in-your-stomach kind of weird.
Everything you did—walking through the halls, sitting through class, zoning out during lunch—had one repeating thought in the back of your mind: Jake’s coming back today.
You weren’t texting him much. Just a few updates here and there.
He sent you a photo of the plane window, captioned: Next stop: you.
And that alone had you stuffing your phone into your locker before you completely melted in front of everyone.
By the time school ended, your legs were bouncing nonstop on the bus ride home. You told yourself you were being chill. Normal. Totally not overthinking the fact that Jake Sim, the boy who once treated girls like trophies, who once made you a bet, was now someone you were waiting for.
And maybe even falling for.
You got home, changed into something a little more comfortable, and threw yourself on your bed—phone clutched in your hand like it was your lifeline.
Then, a text buzzed through:
@simjyn: Landed. Be at yours in 20. Don’t freak out.
Your heart immediately started freaking out.
You sat up fast, checked your reflection in the mirror, and tried to tell yourself it wasn’t that deep.
But it was.
Because this wasn’t just any visit.
This was the first time you were going to see him since everything—
Since the bet, the heartbreak, the slow rebuild.
Since the quiet confessions and late night calls and the I miss yous.
This was real.
And you were about to find out just how real it truly felt… when he was standing right in front of you.
The next twenty minutes felt like an eternity. You paced around your room, picking up and putting down random things—your phone, your makeup bag, your shoes—anything to distract yourself from the nervous energy building in your chest.
You had to keep reminding yourself to breathe. It’s just Jake. It’s just Jake.
But it wasn’t just Jake, was it?
It was the Jake. The one you’d spent weeks on edge about. The one who’d broken your heart and then somehow, miraculously, started piecing it back together. The one who told you things that made your stomach twist in ways you didn’t want to admit.
The doorbell rang, sharp and sudden, making your heart jump into your throat.
You took a steadying breath and headed for the door, barely holding it together. When you opened it, Jake was standing there, grinning like he owned the world. His hair was a little messy, his eyes bright, and there was a certain softness to him that you hadn’t expected.
“Hey,” he said, voice low, a little hoarse from the travel. “Miss me?”
You just stared at him for a beat before a small laugh escaped your lips. “Are you really gonna ask that after everything?”
Jake stepped inside, closing the door behind him as he swept you into a hug. The warmth of his body was instant—familiar, comforting—and for the first time in days, you felt like maybe this was right. Like maybe it wasn’t a mistake to want him around.
“I’m sorry,” he said, his voice quiet now, like he was finally ready to admit it. “I know I messed up, but I really meant it when I said I wanted to try. I’m here for you. I want this… with you.”
You pulled back slightly to look him in the eye, your heart still racing from the flood of emotions crashing over you.
“You’re not just saying that because you’re back now?” you asked, unsure if you were ready to hear the answer.
Jake’s hand cupped your cheek gently, his thumb brushing over your skin as if he was trying to memorize the feeling of you. “No. It’s not just because I’m here. I was never going to get off the plane without making things right. I wanted to be here. For you. For us.”
You couldn’t say anything, couldn’t form the words you needed to say. Instead, you stood there, eyes locked on his, and let the silence speak for you.
Finally, Jake leaned in, pressing his forehead to yours. “So, how about we just… try again? No games, no past stuff. Just us.”
You took in a shaky breath, then nodded.
“Okay,” you whispered.
Jake smiled, that familiar cocky grin back on his face, but there was something new in his eyes—something deeper. “Good,” he murmured before gently leaning in to kiss you.
It was soft, tentative at first, like he was waiting for permission. You let him, sinking into the kiss, and for that brief moment, it felt like all the tension and uncertainty of the past few weeks just melted away.
When he pulled back, he grinned again. “Tomorrow, I’m not jet-lagged. We’re going out. I’m taking you on a real date.”
You laughed softly, still in a daze from his kiss. “What’s a ‘real date’ to you?”
“Dinner, movie, some late-night snacks, maybe another kiss or two…” Jake shrugged. “The usual, but with less games.”
You smiled, the butterflies in your stomach fluttering in response. “I think I could get used to this.”
Jake just chuckled and pulled you close again, arms wrapping around you like he wasn’t planning on letting go anytime soon.
For the first time in what felt like forever, you allowed yourself to relax into him, knowing that whatever came next, you were finally ready to let things unfold.
Jake stood by the door, his hands casually in his pockets, looking around your room like he was trying to make himself comfortable. His eyes settled on you, and there was that same soft look he always had when he wasn’t being cocky or teasing.
“So, uh…” he started, rubbing the back of his neck, clearly a little unsure for the first time tonight. “Is Yuna here?”
You blinked, glancing toward the empty bed across the room. Yuna was out with her boyfriend, which left you alone in the apartment for the night. You’d assumed it would just be the two of you hanging out, but the way Jake asked made your heart skip a beat.
“Uh, no, she’s out with her boyfriend for the night,” you replied, biting your lip. “Why?”
Jake looked almost shy for a second, before shrugging. “Well, I was thinking… maybe I could stay here tonight?” His voice was hesitant, and for a moment, you weren’t sure if he was asking because he really wanted to, or if it was just the most natural thing for him to do. But when his eyes met yours, there was a sincerity there that made your stomach flutter.
You froze, a nervous little laugh escaping your lips. Stay the night?
You’d never had a guy stay over, especially not someone like Jake—someone who had once seemed like the kind of guy who’d never do anything that serious with someone. The idea of him being so close to you all night, even after everything, made your heart race. You couldn’t lie—it made you feel… nervous.
“Uh… yeah. Sure,” you said quietly, looking down at your feet, suddenly feeling shy.
Jake smiled, a bit relieved. “You sure? I don’t wanna make it awkward or anything, I just… I’ve missed being with you.”
Your heart melted at his words, but the nerves were still there, fluttering in your chest. “It’s not awkward,” you replied, glancing up at him. “I just… haven’t really had anyone stay over before. It’s… different.”
Jake stepped closer, his presence suddenly overwhelming in the best way. He reached for your hand and gently tugged you towards him, his smile soft and comforting. “We don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for, okay? I just wanna spend time with you. Just you and me.”
Your heart skipped a beat at his words. “Okay…” you whispered, not sure what to expect, but feeling strangely calm in his arms.
Jake’s lips pressed softly to your forehead, his hand still holding yours as he led you to the bed. “Then, how about we just watch a movie? You pick.”
You nodded, still feeling that little wave of nervousness, but somehow comforted by the way Jake treated you. This wasn’t a game anymore, and maybe it wasn’t the big leap you’d both once imagined. But it was a step, and that was enough.
As Jake settled next to you on the bed, you grabbed your remote and flipped through the options. He leaned against the headboard, pulling you closer, as you snuggled into his side, your heart beating just a little faster than normal.
You weren’t sure what the future held, but right now, in this quiet moment with Jake, you were willing to let the night unfold however it came.
And, even if you were nervous, you didn’t mind that he was here. With you.
The bed felt a little too big for just the two of you at first. You were trying to settle in, but your nerves kept making it awkward. You told yourself it would be fine, but the reality of him being here—so close, sharing this space with you—was a little more overwhelming than you expected.
Jake, on the other hand, was perfectly at ease. He’d clearly been in similar situations before, and the way he moved around the bed, adjusting the pillows, grabbing the blanket to throw over both of you, was effortless. He wasn’t even trying to be cautious. To him, it was just another night, another moment to relax.
You, on the other hand, lay stiff beside him, your back to him as you tried to make yourself comfortable without being too aware of his presence.
Then, you heard him yawn. “So… not bad, huh?” he said casually, turning on his side to face you, his gaze sharp and mischievous. “I mean, I know you’re probably not used to me being here, but don’t worry. I’m a great bedmate.”
You snorted, rolling your eyes even though you couldn’t hide a small smile. “Yeah, sure. No more moving around, okay? I’m trying to sleep.”
Jake grinned, clearly not even the slightest bit tired. “It’s only like 6 AM for me, babe. It’s morning in Australia, so I’m wide awake.” He paused for a second before adding, “And don’t worry. I’m not that bad. I’ll let you sleep.”
But he didn’t.
The next few minutes were a blur of shifting blankets and restless movements. Every time you thought you might finally fall asleep, Jake would adjust, making sure you felt every inch of his presence next to you. It was like he was a human radiator.
He kept moving, lightly bumping into you, his arm brushing against yours as he stretched and shifted again. You groaned, turning onto your back, trying to get some space. But Jake had other plans.
“C’mon, you can’t be mad at me forever,” he murmured, his fingers trailing over your cheek as he pinched it, all while giving you that infuriatingly sweet smile.
“Jake, I’m trying to sleep,” you snapped, your voice more irritated than you meant it to be.
“I know. You’re cute when you’re grumpy.” He grinned and leaned in to pinch your other cheek. “You’re like a little puppy when you’re all sleepy and mad.”
You huffed, swatting his hand away, but Jake only laughed softly, ignoring your protests. He pulled you in closer, wrapping his arms around you tightly, so there was no escape.
“What are you doing?” you muttered, fighting the urge to squirm out of his grip.
“I’m cuddling you. Isn’t that what you do when you’re sleeping next to someone? Come on, you can’t be mad at me. It’s cute when you’re mad.” Jake’s tone was teasing, almost too playful for how much he was invading your personal space.
You gritted your teeth, pushing at his chest weakly, but the more you tried to get away, the more he pulled you in. Eventually, you just gave up, sighing in frustration, the warmth of his embrace making you feel a little too comfortable despite your annoyance.
“Seriously, Jake, I’m not in the mood for this,” you muttered, trying to wiggle free.
But instead of letting go, Jake’s hand rested on the top of your head, gently stroking your hair, as if trying to soothe you. “Shhh. Just relax, okay? You’ve had a rough couple of days. Let me take care of you.”
His words were soft and gentle, but the way he was treating you, so carefree and natural, made everything feel more intense.
You felt your face flush. God, why was he so affectionate?
Your body was tense, but Jake didn’t seem to care. He continued his little “babying” routine, pinching your cheeks again, running his hand down your arm. “You really are cute when you’re trying to act tough.”
You shoved his hand away again. “Stop!” you groaned, your face burning now, both from being flustered and from how absolutely done you were with his teasing. But even as you spoke, you couldn’t help but feel your frustration shift into something else. The warmth of his closeness, the way he kept trying to make you laugh—despite how embarrassed you were—it was impossible to ignore the fact that a part of you was starting to soften.
Jake seemed to sense that too, because his smile softened, and for a brief second, he pulled back just enough to look at you seriously. “Okay, okay. I’ll stop… for now,” he said, but there was a playful glint in his eyes that told you he was far from done.
“Good,” you muttered, turning to face the other side of the bed.
Jake’s voice suddenly broke through the quiet, whining as he flopped onto his back. “I’m bored!” he groaned dramatically, his arms thrown wide as he stared up at the ceiling. “This is so lame. Can we do something fun?”
The frustration that had been simmering inside you all night bubbled over. You were already feeling irritable from his constant moving around and messing with you, and now this? You turned on your side, facing him, opening your mouth to let him have it.
“What do you mean, bored? You’re the one who—”
Before you could even finish your sentence, Jake was already leaning in, his lips pressing urgently against yours, silencing whatever you were about to say. His kiss was sudden and intense, catching you completely off guard. The feeling of his lips on yours made everything in you freeze. You were mad, frustrated, confused—and yet your body couldn’t help but respond to him.
You pulled away, heart pounding, cheeks flushed. “What the hell, Jake?” you gasped, feeling a little more than just flustered.
Jake smirked, a glint of mischief dancing in his eyes. “Shh,” he murmured, his voice low and playful. “You were about to yell at me, weren’t you? I just had to shut you up for a second.”
Before you could even process what was happening, he kissed you again. This time, it was slower, deeper, and when he pulled away, your lips felt tingling, your mind a little hazy.
But Jake wasn’t done. His hands slid to your waist, and in one fluid movement, he was over you, his body hovering above yours. His eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that made your heart race, and his breath was coming out in soft pants.
“Jake, wait, we can’t—” you tried to protest, but your voice faltered as his lips moved down to your neck, his body pressing closer to yours.
“I’ve been waiting for this,” he murmured, his voice thick with something you couldn’t quite place. He kissed you again, more passionately this time, as his hands moved to pull you even closer. Every touch, every kiss, only seemed to stir something deeper in you.
And even though you were still mad, flustered, and unsure, you couldn’t deny how badly your body responded to his closeness. The kiss deepened, the air between you thick with tension and the weight of everything unsaid.
It was like you couldn’t breathe without him, even as your mind screamed at you to pull away, to think clearly. But all you could focus on were his lips, his hands, and the way his body made yours burn with the kind of heat you hadn’t expected.
And in that moment, everything else just seemed to fade away.
You pulled away from Jake just enough to catch your breath, your chest rising and falling rapidly. The heat between you was still lingering, and your heart was hammering in your chest.
“Jake,” you whispered, your voice shaky. “Don’t… don’t leave any marks.”
Jake paused, looking down at you with a mischievous grin. “What, are you worried someone’s gonna see? You know, it’ll just be our little secret.”
You felt the tension rise in your chest. “Jake, seriously. No marks.”
But he only smirked, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “Too late,” he said softly, pressing his lips to your neck again. His kiss was soft at first, but there was a quiet intensity behind it, his lips leaving a trail of heat.
You gasped, a shiver running down your spine. “Jake…” you protested weakly, but his lips were already moving with more confidence, his hands gently pulling your body even closer to his.
“Shh,” he murmured between kisses, his breath warm against your skin. “You’re just too irresistible, you know that?”
You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to focus, but the way his mouth was slowly marking the sensitive skin of your neck made it hard to think. He didn’t seem to care about your protests, and in a way, you didn’t want him to. The moment was too intense for you to pull back now.
“Jake, I said no marks,” you breathed, but your voice wavered as his lips pressed harder against the skin of your neck.
But Jake’s grin never wavered as he kissed you once more. “I’ll be gentle,” he whispered teasingly. “But you know you like it.”
And before you could say anything else, he placed another kiss on your skin, and this time, it was more than just a light touch—it was deeper, more possessive.
You couldn’t help but groan, your body reacting in ways you hadn’t expected, and all of your careful reservations melted away beneath him.
Jake pulled away for a moment, his eyes dark with something you couldn’t quite place. He gave you a slow, almost predatory grin before sitting up slightly. Without saying a word, he pulled his shirt off over his head, tossing it carelessly to the side.
Your breat caught in your throat as your eyes involuntarily roamed over his toned chest. It wasn’t like you hadn’t seen him shirtless before, but now… this felt different. The way his body moved, the way he stared down at you with that same confident smirk—something about it was making your pulse quicken.
He watched you carefully, gauging your reaction. “You okay?” he asked, voice low, teasing.
You swallowed hard, trying to collect your thoughts, but they were all scrambled. “I—yeah,” you muttered, not entirely sure if you believed it yourself. You wanted to look away, to regain some control over the situation, but your eyes kept drifting back to his chest, his body in a way you couldn’t quite pull yourself away from.
“Good,” Jake murmured, leaning back down toward you, his body pressing against yours once more. “Because I’m not done yet.”
You barely had time to process his words before his lips were on yours again, pulling you into another kiss that made it harder to think about anything else. The way his bare skin felt against yours, the warmth of his body, everything seemed to blur into a haze of desire and confusion.
Despite all the hesitation still lingering inside you, your body reacted instinctively, leaning into the kiss and feeling that undeniable pull toward him. And for a moment, everything else—your worries, your reservations, your doubts—faded into the background.
Jake’s kiss deepened, the intensity of it making your pulse race, and you could feel every inch of him pressed against you. Your heart pounded in your chest, and despite your earlier protests, you couldn’t stop yourself from responding. He was so close now, his body hovering above yours, the heat from his skin making you feel both excited and nervous.
His hands gently moved to your sides, his fingertips grazing the skin just beneath your shirt, sending a wave of electricity through your body. You wanted to pull back, to stop it before it went any further, but every part of you—every instinct—wanted to stay.
“You don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for,” Jake murmured against your lips, as if sensing your hesitation. His voice was quieter now, softer, and you could feel the tenderness beneath the teasing tone.
You closed your eyes, trying to steady your breath. “I know,” you whispered back, your voice trembling slightly. But the tension was still there, between you both, thick and palpable.
Jake shifted slightly, lifting himself up just enough to look down at you. His hands gently cupped your face, his thumb brushing along your cheekbone. “I don’t want to rush you,” he said seriously, his eyes searching yours for some kind of reassurance. “But if you’re still unsure about anything… just say the word, and we’ll stop.”
For a brief moment, you felt the weight of your emotions, the confusion swirling inside you. You wanted to trust him. Part of you did. But then the doubt crept in—how much of this was him really caring about you? And how much was just him playing his usual game?
You tried to push those thoughts away, your hand reaching up to gently rest on his chest. “I’m just… trying to figure things out,” you confessed, your voice quiet but honest.
Jake gave you a small smile, his thumb now gently rubbing over your skin. “I get it. And I’m here, okay? Whatever you need.”
And for the first time in a long while, you felt like maybe, just maybe, there was a chance things could be different between you two. The trust you had been struggling to build was fragile, but it was there. And despite everything—despite how complicated things had gotten—you couldn’t ignore the warmth that spread through you when you were with him.
“Thanks,” you said softly, looking up at him. “I’m still figuring it out, but… I don’t want to let you go.”
Jake’s smile widened, his eyes softening as he leaned down to kiss you again, slower this time, as if trying to communicate everything he hadn’t said with his actions. It wasn’t perfect, and you weren’t sure where things were headed, but for once, you let yourself believe that maybe this could be something worth fighting for.
The air was heavy with the quiet aftermath, both of you lying side by side in the tangled sheets, the room still filled with the lingering warmth of the moment. You didn’t speak at first, unsure of how to break the silence. Your heart was still racing, the intensity of everything that had happened swirling in your mind, and a part of you felt vulnerable, exposed.
Jake lay on his back, one arm draped across his chest as he stared up at the ceiling, his chest rising and falling in slow, steady breaths. He seemed calm, but you could see the subtle shift in the way he was holding himself, like there was more going on behind his relaxed exterior than he was letting on.
You turned your head to look at him, your heart still pounding in your chest. “Jake…” your voice was quiet, almost hesitant, like you weren’t sure what you needed to say. You wanted to ask so many things, to know where you both stood now, but the words seemed stuck.
Jake turned his head to face you, his eyes meeting yours with a softness that you hadn’t seen before. He smiled, though it was more subdued than his usual cocky grin. “You okay?” he asked, his voice low and gentle, as if he was giving you space to process everything.
You nodded slowly, unsure of how to explain what you were feeling. “I think so,” you whispered, but the words still felt hollow, as if you didn’t fully believe them yourself.
Jake reached out, brushing a strand of hair from your face, his touch surprisingly tender. “You don’t have to say anything if you’re not ready,” he murmured, his thumb lightly grazing your cheek. “But I’m here. And I meant what I said. I don’t want to rush you into anything.”
You looked up at him, feeling the warmth of his words sink in, and for the first time in what felt like forever, you felt a little more grounded. Maybe you didn’t have all the answers, and maybe this wasn’t perfect, but you weren’t as afraid anymore.
“Thanks,” you said softly, your voice barely a whisper.
Jake’s smile grew, and he leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “You don’t have to thank me. I just want you to be happy,” he murmured.
For a moment, everything was still, the only sound the faint hum of the night outside. It was messy, and maybe you weren’t ready to give everything over just yet, but you knew one thing—things with Jake were no longer the same. Whether that was a good or bad thing, you weren’t entirely sure, but for now, it felt real.
And for the first time in a long while, you let yourself believe that maybe that was enough.
The peaceful silence that had settled between you and Jake was abruptly shattered by the sound of a door creaking open, followed by the unmistakable click of a lock being turned. You both froze, panic and confusion flashing across your faces.
The door swung open, and to your horror, Yuna and her boyfriend, Mark, stood in the doorway, eyes wide with shock. Yuna’s face was a mix of disbelief and surprise, while Mark’s expression was one of utter confusion.
“What the hell?” Yuna’s voice was sharp, but still laced with the shock of what she was seeing. “It’s three in the morning, why the hell are you two—?”
You scrambled to sit up, suddenly feeling exposed in a way you never thought possible. Jake, always cool and collected, sat up quickly too, his face just as surprised. He looked at you, then back at Yuna and Mark, clearly trying to gauge the situation.
“Yuna,” you stammered, your voice betraying the chaos that was suddenly consuming you. “I… um, it’s not what you think.”
Mark looked between the two of you, eyebrows raised. “Y/n and Jake…such a weird combo. What’s going on?”
Yuna stood frozen for a moment, then slowly closed the door behind her, her eyes never leaving you. “This is… Wow,” she muttered under her breath. “We should’ve knocked.”
“Yuna, it’s… it’s not like that,” you said, your words coming out rushed, a little too desperate for comfort.
Jake was the first to break the tension, his usual cocky grin slipping back onto his face. “No, actually, it’s exactly like that,” he said with a shrug, leaning back against the headboard, his tone casual as though it didn’t faze him in the slightest. “But, uh, a little privacy wouldn’t hurt next time, right?”
Yuna’s gaze flickered between the two of you, her face still unreadable, but Mark’s expression turned more thoughtful. “Alright, well, we can talk about this later,” he said, stepping back toward the door. “But seriously, next time, maybe lock it, yeah?”
Before either of you could respond, they turned and walked out, leaving you alone in the room again. The door clicked shut behind them, but the silence felt deafening now, far more overwhelming than before.
You let out a breath, your heart still racing. This wasn’t how you imagined the night going, but then again, nothing about this situation had been how you expected.
Jake leaned over, a playful smirk on his lips. “Well, that was a nice surprise, huh?”
You shot him a look, still feeling a little dazed. “I think I just want to sleep now,” you muttered, pulling the covers up around you, your face flushed with embarrassment.
Jake just chuckled, his hand resting on your arm. “I don’t blame you,” he said softly. “We’ve had enough excitement for one night.”
But even as you tried to settle back into the quiet, the strange events of the evening felt like a reminder of how everything between you had shifted. Whether it was for better or worse, you didn’t know yet. But one thing was for sure: it wasn’t over.
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ggukgoldensoul ¡ 4 months ago
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GLASSES
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pairing; idol!jk x reader
summary; jungkook comes home from a rehearsal to find reader wearing glasses for the first time.
warnings; dom!jk, oral fem, fingering, clit play, fluff aftercare, again jungkook is so down bad for reader.
a/n; a little bit short but i should be sleeping and instead im writing this because i needed to write it, so enjoy this.
word count; 663
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the tv was long forgotten now that jungkook was home. she knew he was exhausted, she had prepared him dinner, his favorite dish and also a nice bath, a massage and some cuddles that she knew would help him sleep after a long day of recording and practicing. that is what she had planned… but jungkook had other plans for the night. and all because she was wearing glasses.
her legs were on his shoulders, underwear forgotten, jungkook’s tshirt also forgotten and his head was buried on her. 
his hands were gripping her tights, nails digging on them while his tongue worked on her, feasting like a starved man. her moans filled the room as jungkook sucked on her clit, “jungk- ah- kook, fuck” she gripped his long hair and her back arched, feeling the pleasure on her spine like an electric shock. 
his hands searched hers and squeezed them, as if saying that he is there and he isn't going anywhere. his tongue never stopped, he went to her clit, biting it softly and sucking it making her scream, legs trembling and head dizzy. 
his tongue went to her hole again and pinched her clit, moving his fingers to create the friction he knew would send her into a storm of pure pleasure. “kook- kook- im cumming- fuck im cum-” and with a last lap of his tongue on her core, she came undone underneath him. her mouth opened into a silent scream and her hands squeezed tightly his. 
jungkook kissed her clit one last time and travelled up and up, kissing and biting every bit of skin he found until he reached her mouth and kissed her. tasting herself on his lips, she felt his fingers play with her folds and entrance. “kook, please-” his tattooed hand cupped her jaw, his thumb stroking his lips. “you can do it babe, one more, ok? just one more” he whispered. not giving her time to answer, he shoved two fingers into her.
her hand gripped his shoulder, digging her nails and moaning to his mouth. “that’s it babe, my pretty girl, so good for me.” his pace was slow but hard, hitting her g spot. “you like it? i know you do. all of this is because of you, your pretty face with these glasses that make you look so fucking sexy, i love you so much.” 
his words hit her hard, she had never felt so loved before, nobody had cared for her the way jungkook did, and she was so thankful to have him. 
she felt her climax again, she was feeling so good she didn't want it to end. jungkook knew she was near, he could feel it in the way her walls clenched, how she was squirming and moaning. his thumb stroked her clit while his fingers sank into her, fast, deep and hard.
“kook- kook- bae, i wanna cum please, please, please.”
“whatever my princess wants.” his lips kissed her neck and with a last thrust of his fingers she came undone again. her breathing was rapid and labored, closing her eyes, she rested her forehead against his and jungkook whispered sweet things to her. a few minutes passed until she felt awoken again. her eyes opened and jungkook smiled softly at her, rising her glasses a bit. “you okay there?” she nodded and hid on his neck. “my pretty girl”a kiss to her forehead, “i love you so so much, i think im going to die.”
“hmm, dont you dare die now kook, we have too many things to live.”
“yeah thats right, but now” he took her in his arms “its time for a bath and then to bed.”
“youre the perfect boyfriend.”
“i know babe.”
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fromrory ¡ 12 days ago
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Where’s the dog !
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POV: Fem!Reader & Damian Wayne Pairing: Damian Wayne x Fem!Reader Genre: Fluff | Humor | Chaos | Domestic Softness Featuring: Titus Word Count: 1K .Taglist🏷️: @simpingmyassoff , @shootingstargirl2001 (if you want to be added,comment down below!) requested by: @simpingmyassoff sorry it took long!!! I was finishing classes A/N: English isn't my first lenguage,enjoy! ! ! A/N 2: It's kind of inspired in how @fromdove (💕💞💓💗💖💘💝) writes damian. . .,please GO CHECK HER BLOG ! ! ! !
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“He hid again,didn’t he?” 
‘’Pffft– what? Of course not!”
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POV: You
Dog-sitting Titus should be easy. I mean, come on. He’s a dog. A big dog, sure, but mostly a big, fluffy, lovable dog who just wants to nap, chew his squeaky toys, and occasionally judge me for my lack of treats.
I’d done this countless times before. Titus stayed with me while Damian was off doing who-knows-what, and I’d happily take care of the giant fluffball. Feed him, walk him, throw his favorite toy until he got tired, repeat.
Simple.
Today was supposed to be just another normal Titus-sitting day.
And yet here I was, standing in my living room with my hands on my hips, heart thumping, and pillows thrown all over the floor like a tornado had hit my apartment.
Because Titus had vanished.
Literally.
It started an hour ago. I was cleaning up after one of Titus’s enthusiastic toy-chasing sessions, when I glanced around and noticed he wasn’t at his usual spot by the couch. No gentle snoring. No wagging tail brushing against the carpet.
Nothing.
That’s when my phone buzzed.
Lil’ Bratman 🦇:  I’m on my way to pick up Titus.
Oh great.
Great.
Because Titus was nowhere to be found.
“Okay,” I muttered, dropping onto my knees, scanning the floor for any signs of him. “Keep calm. He’s probably hiding. He loves hiding.”
Except that usually, when Titus hid, I could hear him. His nails tap-tap-tapping on the hardwood, or the faint squeak of his favorite red toy being tossed around. This time? Silence.
And the clock was ticking.
Damian’s text came again.
Lil’ Bratman 🦇: I’m five minutes away.
I was about to text back a frantic, “Hey baby! Um…I think I lost your dog,don’t kill me. xoxo” but I knew that would only make things worse. Damian’s eyebrow raise would be legendary.
No. I had to find Titus before Damian showed up.
So I launched into full search mode.
First, the couch cushions. I flipped and dug through every crevice, fishing out dust bunnies and a couple of crumbs, but no Titus.
Next, under the coffee table. No wagging tail. No big eyes staring at me.
“Come on, Titus,” I whispered, voice catching. “Please don’t make me look bad in front of Damian.”
I moved to the kitchen, thinking maybe he was trying to steal some snacks, but no. Empty floors.
The balcony door was closed, so no chance he escaped outside — plus, I was pretty sure he’d never survive the drop without some serious bat-gadgets.
Then I heard it. The tiniest squeak.
My heart jumped.
Titus’s toy.
I followed the sound, creeping around my bookshelf — and suddenly, there he was.
Curled up in the tiniest corner behind the books, happily gnawing on his red squeaky toy like it was the best thing in the world.
Oh my god.
Relief slammed through me in a tidal wave.
“Titus! You little stinker!” I scooped him up before he could run off again. His tail thumped against my arm as if to say, “I was just having some alone time, chill.”
I didn’t care.
I hugged him tight.
And then, because I was officially losing my mind, I looked around at the disaster zone my apartment had become.
Pillows from the couch tossed everywhere.
Blankets flung like flags of defeat.
My coffee table now sporting a suspiciously large scratch.
“Okay, okay, calm down,” I told myself. “Damian’s coming. You can do this.”
Almost like the universe heard me, the doorbell rang.
My heart jumped again.
“Okay, Titus,” I whispered, setting him down. “Time for Operation: Don’t Look Like You Lost Him.”
I straightened my hoodie, took a deep breath, and opened the door.
Damian stood there, expression unreadable, as usual.
His dark eyes flicked from me to Titus—who was now sitting politely by my feet, tail wagging.
“Welcome back,roohi! ,” I said, voice a little too cheerful.
Damian’s lips twitched—maybe the closest thing he had to a smile.
“You seem… relieved.”
I flushed. “Really? You’re making up things again”
He took the leash from my hand and clipped it to Titus’s collar.
Titus immediately jumped into Damian’s side, tail wagging furiously.
Damian glanced back at me, then said quietly, “I suppose I won’t ask where he was.”
I opened my mouth to protest.
But the way his eyes softened told me he already knew exactly what had happened.
And maybe, just maybe, he was choosing not to make me explain.
POV: Damian Wayne
I texted her fifteen minutes ago.
I’m on my way to pick up Titus.
Simple enough.
When I arrived at her place, I expected to see Titus sprawled on the floor, maybe half-asleep, or at worst, begging for a walk.
Instead, the door swung open, and there stood her—looking disheveled, slightly flustered, and clutching Titus like he was a fragile treasure.
My eyes scanned the room.
Pillows were strewn everywhere.
The coffee table bore a fresh scratch.
Blankets were tossed haphazardly.
The couch was upside down.
Clearly, some kind of Titus-related chaos had ensued.
I kept my expression calm, though inside I was amused.
“Titus,” I said softly, kneeling down to the dog’s level.
The giant mutt wagged his tail, tongue lolling happily.
Relief was written all over her face.
“You seem… relieved,” I said quietly, not really expecting a reply.
She flushed and gave a small laugh.
“Really?,” she said, “ You’re making up things again”
I clipped the leash to Titus’s collar.
The dog immediately pressed against my leg.
I didn’t press.
I glanced back at her.
“Where was he?”
She opened her mouth, then closed it.
Some things were better left unsaid.
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under your spell | megan x g!p!reader | part one
synopsis: you thought friday night meant staying in, but manon dragged you to a strip club miles from home. the usual clichés don’t prepare you for one dancer who hits the stage like she owns it. no lingerie, no fake smiles, just calculated moves and eyes locked on yours. by the time you’re handed a room key, you’re not sure who’s watching who anymore.
author’s note: not proofread, bare with me lol. and also!! you guys!! i wasn’t even going to post this today but since our meiyokie came out i had to! so so so happy for her and so happy everyone’s being supportive :)) she deserves all the love in the world! happy pride month <3
warnings: mdni. stripper!megan x g!p!reader, slightly manon x lara, mentions of alcohol, drinking, smut (blowjob, reader recieving). reader is kind of a loser lol, probably will make a part 2.
word count: 3.6k
🏷️: katseye, megan x reader, megan skiendiel x reader, katseye x reader, katseye smut, megan smut.
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you didn’t even want to go. it was a friday night, you had a shit ton of uni work to do tomorrow, and you had already worked your ass off at the gym earlier. you made manon promise she wouldn’t try to drag you out of the apartment for the weekend. she annoyed the shit out of you every time she wanted to go out, and you always caved; went with her to whatever shithole club she found on some shady instagram post, stayed there for fifteen minutes tops, and ended the night leaving her and daniela grinding on strangers while you rewatched modern family for the sixth time this year.
and now here you are, standing in front of a club whose name you couldn’t even pronounce, watching your friend dig through her purse like her life depended on it.
— why did you choose this place? of all the clubs we could go to, this one’s like a full uber ride away from our place…
— because this club is absolutely legendary, and you’ll see why in a couple of seconds, my dearest friend. — you stared at her, blankly, until a group of half-naked girls with tramp stamps and singles falling out of their purses walked out of the club.
— dude. did you bring me to a fucking brothel?
— oh my god, no??? what kind of friend do you think i am? you wound me. — she said dramatically, pulling her id from her purse and signaling for you to do the same. manon handed hers to the absolute butchiest stud you’ve ever seen guarding the door, and you followed suit; only to receive two condoms in return, making you shoot her a wide-eyed look.
— well technically, it’s just a normal strip club. with some fun little rooms built inside…
— i’m staying for twenty minutes and then i’m bouncing. got it? — manon rolled her eyes but nodded, knowing damn well that was the best deal she was gonna get out of you. — and you’re getting me a beer.
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you had just opened your bottle when the “performances” started. hanging near the bar was good enough for you; while manon was already separating her money like a bratz doll doing her taxes. the lights went down, some sensual music started playing, and you immediately rolled your eyes. could this be any more cliché?
the first girl came on stage; she looked indian, wearing a two-piece green lingerie set, and started dancing with this slow, confident rhythm while staring down the crowd in front of her. she was good, no denying that. you looked over at manon and saw her happily slipping singles into the girl’s thong like a five-year-old feeding a vending machine. it made you laugh a little, even.
you took a sip of your beer, checked your phone, wondering how much longer this self-inflicted torture would last before you could return to the sweet embrace of your bed and whatever episode cam and mitchell were losing their minds in.
you turned your phone off and looked back at the stage. the indian girl had just left, and now the lights were changing again. the music was less tacky this time; some pop song you didn’t recognize, and then she walked in.
and she wasn’t like the others.
she wasn’t wearing lingerie or anything super revealing. instead, she had on a tight black tank top, tiny black shorts and silver accessories. somehow, she looked way hotter than all the other girls whose uteruses were practically waving hello at you. she moved slowly, deliberately. like every step had purpose. and yeah, it probably did; this was her job. but still, there was something different about the way she did it.
she didn’t look at anyone. she didn’t perform for anyone. she was dancing like she was the only one in the room. like she didn’t need anyone’s gaze. but she still owned it. and then, her eyes met yours.
just for a second. and that was enough.
she didn’t look away.
and you were right. she was dancing for herself. but now? now she was dancing for you too. her eyes stayed locked on yours, and there was the faintest smirk on her lips. like she knew exactly what she was doing. like she was having fun with the way you were reacting.
your mouth went dry. your legs tensed. and between them, yeah. your dick was doing things. you felt like the worst kind of straight man alive.
and just when you thought it couldn’t get worse; she took off her shirt.
you almost broke the damn beer bottle in your hand.
who the fuck was this girl?
the show ended. she scooped the cash up with one smooth motion, and; just before walking off stage, she looked at you one last time. and disappeared.
you stood there like an idiot. that girl had just made you feel fire burning through your veins and then vanished into the night like a cat that knows exactly when to disappear before you can pet it.
manon came over, and her smile was so wide it looked like her face might split in two.
— see? not that bad, right? better than that nerd ass star fight convention you go to every year.
— first of all, it’s star wars, not star fights. if you’re gonna roast me, at least get the name right. second of all… do you know who that last girl was? — you finished your beer in one go, making manon raise her eyebrows.
— you mean jade? yeah, she’s something, huh? — the ghanaian girl grinned, clearly already a fan. — last time i came here, she did a split on stage while twerking. we stuffed her panties with ten-dollar bills like it was a charity drive.
— so interesting that i lent you 150 bucks and you’re out here donating it to hookers every weekend.”
manon looked offended.
— for the millionth time, they are not hookers, dumbass. — she smacked your arm, and you laughed. — if you respected me, i’d be a good friend and hook you up with miss jade over there. but now i want you to die alone.
— stop being so dramatic, for once. you are a good friend, and you will, in fact, hook me up with her.
— please. what are you even gonna do? shove that lego lightsaber you keep between your legs into her?
before you could respond with an appropriate level of rage, the first performer walked toward you two; and you could almost feel manon’s jaw dropping from where you were standing.
she had that kind of smile that made her look almost unreal — mysterious eyes, lingerie clinging to her perfect curves, and a presence that made your spine straighten on instinct.
— well, if it isn’t my favorite fan?
— biggest admirer, and yours truly, manon. — she said, kissing the back of the stripper’s hand like a total simp. you rolled your eyes. there was nothing gentlemanly about a girl who had an entire empty lays packaging collection next to her bed.
— very, very nice to finally meet you, manon. but i’m actually here to give your friend something. — she turned to you, and you blinked in confusion. she handed you a key. it had the number “21” and a cherry drawing on it.
— end of the hall. someone’s waiting for you.
you hesitated, glancing at manon; even if she was annoying as hell, you didn’t love the idea of leaving her alone in this place. — don’t worry, i’ll take very good care of miss manon over here while you’re gone.
— see, dude? now get the fuck out. bye-bye! — manon pushed you like a kid pushing their mom once she dropped them off at summer camp, and you rolled your eyes as you finally turned and left.
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you walked all the way down the hallway, passing by numbered doors, muffled giggles, and, most bizarre of all, completely different soundtracks leaking out of each room. it felt like each door was its own little parallel universe. some had sensual r&b, others were blasting k-pop (?), and at one point you swear you heard the harry potter theme.
don’t ask. don’t look back. just keep walking.
when you finally reached door 21, the one with the little cherry sticker on the key, you stood there for a second. just… stood there. you weren’t nervous; or maybe you were. it wasn’t clear. you’ve had your fair share of messy nights, but this? this was absurdly out of your comfort zone. you were a “read the wikipedia page and the sources” kind of person, not a “walk into a mysterious club room where a literal goddess might be waiting” kinda person.
and yet here you were.
you unlocked the door.
and she was already there. jade. sitting casually on a velvet couch like it was her throne, legs crossed, wearing the same outfit from the performance, with her bare chest looking at you; out and proud. she didn’t say anything at first. just looked at you like she knew exactly how fast your heart was racing.
you opened your mouth to say something, probably something stupid, but she got up before any sound came out and walked toward you slowly, deliberately.
— you’re cuter up close.
her voice was smooth and warm, like honey stirred into tea. but there was a glint in her eye; mischief, maybe. hunger.
you let out a nervous laugh. — yeah, well. you’re… insane.
she tilted her head. — good insane or bad insane?
— the kind that makes someone watch one dance and consider faking their own death just to move into your basement.
that made her laugh. genuinely. and that eased something in your chest. just a little. you were relieved that she wasn’t weirded out by your own weirdness.
she stepped closer and, without asking, took the empty bottle of beer from your hand and set it on the dresser beside the couch. then her fingers; cold at first, brushed your jaw.
— let’s play a little game, baby. i’m gonna ask you three questions. for every one you answer honestly, you get a reward. lie, and you go back to your little beer at the bar. deal?
you blinked. — do i even have a choice?
— not really.
she took a step back, like she needed space to see you properly. her arms crossed over her bare chest, but not in a closed-off way. more like she was sizing you up. like this was part of the game, and she was already winning.
— first question… — she said, cocking her head slightly. — …what exactly did you think about when i took my shirt off?
you didn’t answer right away. your mouth opened, then closed. then you licked your lips and gave the most nonchalant shrug you could pull out of your ass.
— that i was going to hell.
jade grinned. — good answer. very catholic of you.
she walked over and pressed a kiss to your jawline; featherlight, like a secret.
— that’s your first reward.
you tried not to react too much and failed spectacularly. she took her time with the next question. she paced a little, running her fingers along the edge of the couch, like she was deciding how mean to be.
— second question. what do you want me to do to you?
this one hit a little lower. literally. you shifted your weight, suddenly too aware of how warm the room was. your brain short-circuited for a second. then you cleared your throat and gave her a look that tried; and mostly failed, to be confident.
— i want…
she raised an eyebrow. — careful now. you only get one sentence.
you exhaled. — i want you to make me forget my own name.
her eyes lit up. not in surprise; in satisfaction. like she’d known you’d say something like that, and she was so ready to deliver.
she pushed you down gently, and you landed on the couch behind you. jade straddled your lap without warning, her hands resting on your shoulders.
— that was a very, very good answer.
her mouth found yours before you could reply, slow and purposeful at first, then deeper, with this soft little noise from her throat that made your whole body shiver. her fingers slipped under the hem of your shirt, dragging it up slowly like she wanted to memorize the feel of your skin.
you’d had kisses before. you’d had hookups before. but this felt different. not rushed, not transactional. like she meant it.
she pulled back, just enough to talk against your lips.
— third question... when you woke up this morning… — she trailed a finger down your chest. — did you have any idea tonight would end like this?
you laughed breathlessly. — absolutely not.
— wrong.
you blinked. — what?
she leaned in, whispering against your ear:
— the moment you put that tight-ass shirt on, showing off these muscles, you knew you were having someone on their knees tonight.
and before you could argue back, her teeth grazed your neck. she kissed your skin hungrily, as if it was the last thing she would ever do in her life. your hands went straight to her waist, in an attempt to bring her closer to you. and this time, it was rougher. a little messier. there was no more teasing. she tasted like cherry gum, whiskey and something distinctly hers; sharp and addictive, like biting into something you weren’t supposed to want, but did anyway.
your fingers curled against her waist, digging in just enough to make her shift above you, slow and deliberate. her mouth trailed down from your lips to your throat, then lower still, every kiss a promise wrapped in silk and teeth.
— you’re so warm, baby… — she murmured, like it was a secret she hadn’t meant to say out loud. — i could stay right here forever.
you would’ve let her. fuck, you would’ve begged.
her hands explored like they had all the time in the world. slow circles at your hips, a thumb brushing under the waistband of your jeans just to feel you twitch. at this point, your dick was already rock hard under your pants, trying its best to be released from the fabric. you were trying to play it cool, trying not to give her the satisfaction; but she saw through it. of course she did.
— trying to be good, baby? — she whispered, tongue flicking out to taste the answer before you could speak. — or are you just waiting for me to make you bad?
your breath caught. she smiled.
she shifted again, grinding down on your cock just enough to draw a sound out of you that you didn’t even recognize as your own. like a prayer torn from a throat that never learned how to kneel.
— mmm… there it is. — her voice was velvet and smoke. — that’s what i wanted to hear.
and when she finally dragged her hands lower; no hurry, just cruel patience, it was like being unravelled by a storm you’d walked into on purpose. feeling her hands grabbing your cock made you go to heaven and back in just one second. she unzipped your pants with just one hand, with a mastery that made you think she was even hotter. your member hit your stomach once your zipper was completely open, leaking enough pre-cum to stain your boxers; which made her laugh a little. — fuck, i can’t wait to taste you…
she started to stroke you slowly, as if she wanted to torture you on purpose. your hips bucked involuntarily, wanting to feel her hand as much as you could. everything else faded: the music from the hallway, the fact that you didn’t even know what time it was, your name, your rules, the little voice in your head that usually kept you safe.
gone.
just heat, pressure, her.
you clung to her like you were falling. maybe you were. but god, what a way to go.
her mouth was everywhere now; neck, collarbone, that soft spot just below your ear that made your stomach knot and your fingers tighten around her. every touch was purposeful, like she was writing something on your skin in a language only your nerves could understand.
you didn’t speak. couldn’t.
your brain had gone quiet in the best way; no spirals, no second guesses. just sensation. just her.
her hand stopped for a second just to slid beneath your shirt again, this time tugging it upward with slow, unbothered confidence, like she was unwrapping a gift she already knew she wanted.
— arms up, baby.
it wasn’t a question.
you obeyed without thinking, shirt discarded somewhere behind the couch like it never mattered. her eyes roamed over you then—hungry, appreciative, almost reverent.
— fuck… — she said it like a blessing, soft and full of heat. — look at you.
she climbed back into your lap, knees pressing into the cushions on either side of your hips. your bare chest met hers; warmth against warmth, and it sent another shiver rippling through you. her hands slid up your back, nails trailing lightly as her hips began to roll again, slow and devastating.
you couldn’t help it; you bucked up, chasing more friction, more of her.
she laughed, low and breathy, and kissed you again, deeper this time.
messier. wetter.
you were falling apart in her hands, and she knew.
she loved it.
her mouth dropped lower, tongue tracing down your chest, your ribs, your stomach; every inch of you claimed by heat and lips and the scratch of her teeth when she decided you could handle a little more.
you gasped, one hand slipping into her hair.
not pulling her away. never that.
you were just grounding yourself. trying to remember how to breathe.
she looked up at you from where she’d paused, mouth hovering just above the edge of your waistband, fingers hooked there lazily.
— still doing okay? — she asked it sweetly, but her eyes told a different story; dark, wicked, knowing.
you nodded, because words had long since failed you.
— good. — she grinned, slow and smug. — then i’m not stopping ’til you forget what breathing feels like.
and just like that, jade wrapped her lips around your throbbing cock, and you stopped caring about anything but the way her name tasted in your mouth when you moaned it. — oh, fuck…
her name slipped out of you like it had always been there; half prayer, half curse, drawn out from somewhere deeper than language. she smiled against your skin when she heard it, the kind of smile you could feel; lips curved, warm breath ghosting over you, a hum of satisfaction in her throat like she’d just tuned the frequency of your body and found the perfect pitch.
— you’re so tense, baby… — she murmured, knuckles brushing dangerously low. — let me fix that.
and god, you let her.
you fell back against the couch cushions, jaw slack, pulse loud in your ears. your hands made a makeshift ponytail on her hair, trying to hold onto something solid while she stripped you down like she owned you, like this was her personal ritual and you were the altar.
then her mouth was blowing you again, her cheeks hollowed out as she tried to get more suction.
she was slow about it at first. torturously slow. tongue dragging, lips parting, hands keeping your hips pinned just enough to remind you who was in control here. and you wanted her to have it. every inch of it. every ragged sound you made, every trembling muscle, every helpless roll of your hips.
you were unraveling, and she was watching you come apart like it was art. like your wreckage was her masterpiece.
— that’s it, baby… — she whispered when your fingers threaded tighter into her hair. — don’t hold back now. i want to hear you.
and you gave her everything.
no filters. no pride. just need, bleeding out of you in sounds you couldn’t stop if you tried.
when she picked up the pace, it was like something inside you cracked wide open; pure sensation rushing in, blinding, aching, perfect. your spine arched, your thighs tensed, and the pressure built so fast it almost scared you.
you tried to warn her. tried to say her name again, to tell her you were close, but she didn’t stop. didn’t want you to speak.
she just looked up at you with those dark, wicked eyes and moaned around you; low, deliberate, like she knew what it would do to you. like she wanted to be the last thought in your head before you shattered. — cum for me, love… let me taste you, please…
and then you came.
not gently. not quietly.
you broke.
and she held you through it, every wave, every breathless tremor, every raw piece of you laid bare in her hands. — that’s it, love… give it all to me.
by the time you could open your eyes again, she was back on your lap, straddling you like nothing had changed; but everything had.
she was smiling, a little smug, a little proud.
she wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and kissed your cheek sweetly, almost innocently.
— so… — she whispered against your ear — ready for round two?
your laugh came out half-wrecked, half-dazed. — i don’t think i ever stood a chance with you, jade.
she pulled back just enough to look at you again.
— megan. — she said, cupping your face with both hands like you were fragile now, something precious she’d broken and would spend the rest of the night putting back together. — my name is megan.
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No More Ghosts
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Pairing: Paige Bueckers x Azzi Fudd x Reader
Warning: Smut….MDNI……
Fandom: Women’s College Basketball/ WNBA- Dallas Wings
Summary: A name slips; love fractures, then it heals
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It happened in a moment I couldn’t take back.
We’d been tangled up in each other, breathless and flushed, their hands everywhere, lips on my skin, bodies pressing into mine like they couldn’t get close enough.
Paige behind me, her strap deep inside, Azzi in front with her mouth trailing down my chest—until my head tipped back, and I moaned a name that shattered the world around us.
“Kie—oh, fuck—”
Everything stopped.
The air went cold. Paige froze mid-thrust. Azzi lifted her head, blinking like she’d been slapped.
Silence.
I stared at them, wide-eyed, heart plummeting.
“No,” I whispered, horror in every syllable. “No, that’s not— I didn’t mean—”
Paige stepped back. The strap slipped out of me. Azzi sat up, the warmth in her touch gone.
“You said her name,” Azzi said flatly.
“It just— It slipped,” I begged. “It was a mistake. I swear to God—”
“I don’t wanna hear it,” Paige muttered, grabbing her hoodie. “Just—don’t.”
They didn’t yell. They didn’t cry.
They just left me there. Naked. Cold. Alone.
For the next three days, they barely spoke to me.
I apologized every way I could think of—texting, calling, leaving little notes on their pillows, cooking their favorite meals.
I even sat on the couch in one of Paige’s hoodies, quiet and soft-eyed, hoping one of them would look at me long enough to see how sorry I was.
Nothing worked.
They weren’t cruel. Just… distant. Detached.
Paige sat across the room scrolling on her phone.
Azzi listened to music with her headphones in.
I’d walk into a space and feel it ice over, like I was the punchline to some awful joke they were trying not to hear.
I tried to be patient.
I understood why it hurt.
But by day four, something inside me cracked.
If they wanted to ignore me? Fine.
I can play that game too.
So I stopped trying.
Stopped saying good morning.
Stopped folding their laundry.
Stopped smiling when they walked into the room.
Stop letting them know when I was going out- which spoiler alert I would turn my location off and just hit the gym.
I gave them cold. And it wasn’t long before they hated it.
It hit Paige first.
She came into the kitchen while I was finishing my coffee, wearing just boxers and a cropped tee, messy-haired and pouty.
“Hey,” she said casually, leaning against the counter.
I didn’t look up. Just kept scrolling through my phone.
“…You ignoring me now?”
I sipped my drink. “Didn’t know we were talking again.”
Her jaw clenched.
Azzi found out next.
She walked in after her shower, towel around her neck, damp curls sticking to her collarbone.
“Want to watch a movie?” she asked.
I stood up without a word and walked right past her.
By that night, they were fuming.
I had walked into the room to go take a shower, when both Azzi and Paige walked in.
Paige entering the room first and speaking.
“You’ve made your point,” Paige snapped.
“Oh, now you care?” I said bitterly. “After four days of treating me like I don’t exist?”
Azzi crossed her arms. “You said your ex’s name while we were loving you. What did you expect?”
“I said I was sorry!” I shouted. “Over and over! You didn’t want to hear it!”
“We were hurt,” Paige muttered.
“And now you’re mad that I got tired of being punished for something I didn’t mean to say?”
I didn’t realize I was crying until Azzi stepped forward.
Her voice softened. “You hurt us.”
I blinked through the tears. “And now you’re hurting me.”
None of us spoke for a beat.
Then Paige stepped closer.
“You wanna know what I- we felt that night?” she asked, voice rough. “Like we weren’t enough. Like no matter how deep either of us were, how much we loved you, some ghost still had more of you than we did.”
My lip trembled.
Azzi cupped my cheek. “We were scared. That we don’t have all of you.”
My chest ached.
“You do,” I whispered. “You both do.”
Something shifted in the air.
Paige’s eyes darkened. “Prove it.”
I barely got the word “okay” out before Azzi shoved me back onto the bed and straddled my hips.
“You don’t get to say her name,” she said, kissing me hard. “Not tonight. Just ours.”
Paige pulled her hoodie over her head, muscles flexing under her sports bra. “We’re not holding back anymore.”
I gasped as Azzi’s hand slipped under my shirt, tweaking my nipple just as Paige dropped to her knees in front of me.
Her hands pushed my legs apart, her mouth kissing up the inside of my thigh.
“I missed this,” Paige murmured.
“Missed how sweet you sound when you’re begging.”
Azzi bit my neck lightly. “Let’s see how fast we can ruin her.”
They took me apart.
Azzi pinned my wrists above my head as Paige worked her strap in, slow and deep, my legs wrapped around her waist.
I moaned, eyes fluttering, body arching into every touch.
“Feels good?” Azzi whispered, trailing kisses down my jaw.
I nodded helplessly. “Y-Yes—God—yes—”
“You’re ours,” Paige growled, hips snapping. “Say it.”
“I’m yours,” I whimpered. “Only yours.”
Paige pulled out just long enough for Azzi to slide in behind her, her own strap already dripping with lube.
I barely had time to breathe before Azzi thrust into me, this time harder, deeper.
“Fuck—Azzi—”
“Shh,” she said, kissing me. “Take it. You can take both.”
Paige took my mouth, silencing my cries, while her fingers played with my clit in tight, delicious circles.
I couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe.
Just moaned and writhed and let them take what they needed.
At some point, they flipped me.
Azzi held my legs open while Paige slammed into me from behind, her strap hitting all the right spots.
Azzi leaned down, her own strap brushing against my lips.
“You want it?” she teased.
I whimpered.
She slid in, and I nearly choked, the sensation of both girls inside me overwhelming.
Paige’s grip tightened on my hips. “She’s drooling.”
Azzi moaned. “She’s so full.”
I gagged on Azzi’s strap as Paige reached around to rub my swollen, sensitive clit again.
“Come on, baby,” Paige whispered. “Let go. Come all over us.”
And I did—harder than I ever had.
We collapsed into a tangle of limbs, sweat, and shaky breaths.
Azzi pulled me into her chest, kissing my forehead.
“I love you,” she whispered. “Even when I’m mad. Even when I’m hurt. It never stopped.”
“I love you too,” I croaked.
Paige curled up behind me, her hand on my stomach, stroking softly.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered again.
She kissed my shoulder. “We know. We’re sorry too.”
I turned my head, meeting both their eyes. “No more ghosts. No more doubts. You two are everything.”
They smiled, tired and soft.
Azzi whispered, “Forever?”
“Forever.”
And as I drifted off, cocooned between the two women I loved, I felt whole again.
Unbreakable. Ours.
The next morning, sunlight bled in through the blinds, soft and golden, warm across my bare shoulder.
I was the first to wake up, which rarely happened—Paige was usually up before the rest of us, sneaking into the kitchen for coffee and shooting half-asleep selfies to her private story.
But this morning, she was still curled around me, shirtless, warm, one arm tucked under my neck and the other flopped over my waist like I was her emotional support plushie.
Azzi was on the other side of me, hair sticking to her cheek, lips slightly parted in that precious way she only slept when she felt safe.
She had one leg draped over mine and her hand resting low on my stomach, fingers twitching every now and then.
They were wrapped around me like I was gravity. Like if they let go, the world might tilt sideways.
And God, I’d never felt so loved.
I shifted a little, just enough to adjust my neck, and Paige let out a small groan behind me.
“Don’t move,” she mumbled, voice hoarse with sleep.
“I was trying to stop my arm from falling off,” I whispered.
She nuzzled into my shoulder. “Let it fall. Don’t care. Wanna stay here.”
I smiled. “You’re clingy in the mornings.”
Azzi stretched behind me with a soft hum, then kissed my temple.
“You’re warm,” she murmured. “Like a little space heater.”
“Hot girls run hot,” I teased.
Azzi chuckled. “Clearly. You nearly set the sheets on fire last night.”
I groaned and hid my face in Paige’s chest. “Okay, too soon.”
Paige laughed sleepily and pressed a kiss to the top of my head. “You’re lucky we’re obsessed with you.”
I peeked up at her. “Still?”
She blinked down at me. “Always.”
Azzi gently turned my face to kiss my cheek, then whispered, “Even when we mess up. Even when you do. We figure it out.”
I melted between them like honey left in the sun.
We stayed in bed way too long—sheets tangled, limbs wrapped, kisses traded lazily between all three of us.
At one point, Paige got up to pee and came back with a tray of water bottles and fruit snacks.
“This is what champions eat,” she declared, tossing two bags of Scooby-Doo gummies on the bed.
Azzi sat up, rubbing her eyes. “You brought exactly two fruit snacks and didn’t think we’d fight over Scooby?”
“There’s like five packs in there—” Paige started.
Azzi immediately snagged the pack with the blue Scooby gummies and tossed it to me. “She gets the best one. She earned it.”
I beamed. “Finally, justice.”
Paige rolled her eyes and collapsed next to me again. “Y’all are lucky I’m obsessed.”
“You keep saying that,” I teased, “but I don’t see a ring.”
Azzi raised an eyebrow. “Careful. Paige has a Pinterest board.”
“Lies,” Paige muttered, blushing.
“Really?” I grinned, climbing onto her lap. “Am I on it?”
“You might be the whole thing.”
My heart fluttered. “Then I guess I’m lucky too.”
Eventually, we got up—Azzi in one of my oversized shirts, Paige in boxers and mismatched socks, me in Paige’s old UConn hoodie and nothing else.
They kept brushing against me—Azzi with passing back hugs while I poured coffee, Paige tapping her fingers against my lower back when she reached past me for the peanut butter.
At one point, Paige caught me leaning against the counter, eyes still sleepy, and she pressed a kiss to my forehead.
“You look soft today,” she said.
“I feel soft,” I mumbled.
Azzi sat on the counter, sipping her oat milk latte. “That’s ‘cause you’re safe now.”
The words hit me deeper than I expected.
Because I was safe. With them.
And even after the hurt, the silence, the pain of saying the wrong name—they still chose me.
Still worshipped me.
Still loved me.
After breakfast, Paige pulled me onto the couch and laid with her head in my lap while Azzi curled up on the other side and threw a blanket over all of us.
We didn’t talk much. Just let the comfort settle.
I threaded my fingers through Paige’s hair while Azzi rubbed slow circles on my thigh.
At one point, Paige murmured, “I know it was an accident.”
I blinked down at her. “Huh?”
“That night. What you said. I know you didn’t mean to.”
Azzi nodded softly. “We were just scared.”
“I know,” I said, voice cracking. “And I hated that I made you feel like that.”
Paige reached up and pulled my hand down to kiss my knuckles.
“You didn’t lose us,” she whispered. “You never will.”
Azzi added, “Even when we sulk, we’re still yours.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat. “You promise?”
“On everything,” Paige said.
“Always,” Azzi echoed.
We stayed there for hours—napping, talking, watching dumb videos on Azzi’s phone.
There was no more tension, no lingering anger.
Just the warmth of love that had bent but didn’t break.
They took turns kissing me until I couldn’t stop smiling.
“I don’t deserve you,” I whispered once, half-asleep.
“Yes, you do,” Paige said firmly, pulling the blanket higher. “You deserve everything.”
Azzi snuggled in closer. “And we’re gonna keep giving it.”
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sierrale8ne ¡ 5 months ago
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nsfw // big freak shit alert! jealous!p, bratty!venus, strap sucking, strap-on sex, spitting, degradation, ass play, toxic!p comes out to play a lil bit, time jump (summer 2025, all-star break)
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The feeling of a vacation never really got old for Venus and Paige. The worked nearly year round. Especially this year, it’s been a year since Paige has gotten a break seeing as the end of her college season transitioned seamlessly into her professional season.
As for Venus, she was lucky that the Patriots were, if not the worst, one of the worst teams in the NFL. Meaning that all the media work she was needed for ended in December. But with Paige getting drafted to Dallas, and the Cowboys coincidentally having a vacancy in her position, the second Venus touched down in Dallas meant she was back to work.
So you could assume this break, even if short, was much much needed.
Their cruise vacation had become a bit of a tradition. Once every summer, they found themselves on their adult only cruise indulging in a five days of drinking, relaxation, and sex. How could one forget about the sex.
It was always a great time, but now? Venus would rather be anywhere but this damn ship.
They went down to the deck together, music and a few cocktails enveloping the two in their own little world. Then Paige wanted another drink, so she left for the bar, insisting that Venus sit pretty for her until she got back.
What the tattooed girl didn’t expect was for Paige to be enveloped in conversation with another woman at the bar
It’s all Paige’s fault. Her pro contract came with more deals, more money, and more eyes. More eyes from women who couldn’t seem to get enough of the blonde. The fact that she looked as sexy as possible in her light washed jorts and sleeveless graphic shirt, the blonde of her hair flowing in the caribbean breeze, didn’t fucking help.
She saw red. The way the woman smiled in her face and bit her lip, every few minutes reaching over to touch her girlfriend’s arm. The way she laughed at every little thing Paige said, which was even more aggravating because the blonde was not that fucking funny—
“You come by yourself?”
The voice echos in Venus’s ear, making her turn around slightly to see who’s speaking to her. The older woman is tall, nowhere near as tall as Paige, but tall enough that her head tilts up to see her. Her hair was dark and short and shaggy, just barely falling over her shoulders.
“I’m sorry?”
“I said, are you by yourself?” The woman repeats, leaning downward to project into her ear.
Venus knew better. She knew that if Paige were to turn around, even just for a second, and get a glimpse of her and this woman, she might actually blow a vein. Which made it all the more exciting.
“More like left alone.” Venus responds, very tentatively pushing back her hair over her shoulder. The trail of jewelry cuffed on her ear being put on display.
The woman looks almost astonished. “And who would leave your pretty self all alone?”
That woman in question sat at the bar. Still, waiting for what felt like years for her dirty shirley and Venus’s lemon drop. Her feet were propped up against the ledge of the stool, feet bouncing as she heard the blonde beside her speak flirtatiously to her.
Paige thought she was doing great at keeping the flirting to a minimum. She moved her arm back every few seconds and made sure to break her eye contact before the woman got the wrong idea.
It was when she took a quick peak— just over her shoulder, to make sure her girlfriend was safe where she left her— that she saw it. Venus’s hand on another woman’s shoulder.
She couldn’t fight the smirk on her face, no chance her girlfriend was blatantly flirting with someone else right in front of her.
Normally, while looking at her girlfriend, she would be nearly falling to her knees. Venus was laced in sex appeal, and the outfit she wore right now only enhanced it. The set was black lace, the lack of fabric intentional due to the Caribbean summer heat. The material was thick enough to keep everything held in place, but thin enough to give Paige and whoever else they’d come across a show of every curve and valley of Venus’s body.
But now? She was livid, watching her smile and toss her head back with laughter. How she kept leaning in to whisper in the woman’s ear. Every move was purposeful, like she knew that Paige was watching. Which she was.
Her eyes dart to the bartender, who was passing off that lemon drop she ordered. An idea flashed across Paige’s face as she grasped the plastic cup in her hand.
“You like lemon drops?”
Yeah, two could play at that game.
It was obvious that Paige was now trying to piss her off, that she was lengthening whatever stupid fucking conversation she was having to get on every one of her nerves. Venus was always one step ahead of her, however.
She thought Paige had lost her mind. That there had to be some otherworldly force responsible for her actions, because Paige buying someone else a drink in front of her own eyes was diabolical. Unthinkable even.
So when the woman, who she had now known as Maia, reached for her hand and asked her to dance, she took one glance at her girlfriend and when she saw Paige hand her drink to another woman, she said yes.
Venus dragged Maia across the dance floor, purposefully finding a spot right in front of the bar where, if turned around, Paige would see with her own two eyes what she was up to.
It was a brilliant idea in her own head, one that would serve as the most perfect payback.
Lover/Friend by KAYTRANADA echoes through the speakers, string and strobe lights decorating the deck. Venus is determined. She presses her ass against her, slowly moving to the music.
She loses herself in the music pretty quickly, hips swaying and eyes closing. Maia attempts to keep up, and all Venus can think about is how badly this should be her and Paige right now. How it should be the blonde behind her, gripping her hips and whispering in her ear about how badly she wanted to take her back to their room.
It’s partially the reason why she starts acting out, grinding her hips in a way that makes Maia let out a low whistle into her ear.
They dance through the rest of the song while the woman grips Venus’s waist, the action makes her head shoot up, smile quickly growing when she felt Paige’s eyes on her.
They were a piercing shade of blue, stuck to every inch of her body. Venus’s job was complete. She gave the blonde a smirk, before looking away, grabbing Maia’s hands from her hips to turn around.
“How about you get me a drink?” She teases, tongue darting over her bottom lip. Her eyes ever so enticing and rimmed with black.
“Yeah?” Maia asks with a bite of her lip. It takes every bone in her body to not cringe at it. “What do you want?”
“Vodka cranberry.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
She’s walking off to the bar within a matter of seconds, leaving Venus alone to dance to another song. The atmosphere was booming, enough for her to forget that her girlfriend had almost blown a blood vessel with how pissed she had grown. Venus’s phone buzzes in her purse, and she reaches in to grab it almost immediately.
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Paige worked fast, because within a matter second she felt arms around her waist, nails digging into her hips with an anger that could only belong to her girlfriend.
And then she felt it.
The feeling of Paige behind her, her front pressed dangerously close to her back, and the strap that was very obviously felt underneath her jeans. Venus nearly scoffs, surprised that she didn’t notice it earlier in the evening.
“We’re leaving.” Paige mumbled into her ear, like the statement is final.
Venus hates that, of course, because she’s her own person. A certain irritation rises within her which blends terribly with the growing arousal between her legs. “But I’m having so much fun. I thought you were too.” She pouts teasingly.
“Venus.” Paige draws her hands back, slighting pushing her girlfriend forward with a hand to the small of her back. “I’m going to our room. You got five minutes to get up there, or i’m fucking you up.”
It took Venus seven minutes.
Which was an absolute no go.
Paige was on her the second the door swung open, gripping her hips and pushing her onto the bed as she avoided meeting their lips. In her mind, Venus didn’t deserve a damn kiss. Not after tonight.
She tugged of her shirt with a vigor, a rip tearing its way through the very center to reveal her bare chest. It wasn’t a surprise that she went braless, If anything Paige should’ve expected it from her.
Venus shot up, her face visibly reddening in a mix of annoyance and disbelief. “Paige!”
“Shut up.” The blonde grunts, reaching for one of the many hair ties on her wrist to pull back her hair. “Ion wanna hear shit from you, just shut up.”
Surprisingly, Venus listened, the tiniest huff escaping her lips. Paige shot her a look before shaking her head. It was hard to decipher what that was about. Maybe she was still heated, or it was the image of her dancing on another woman, or maybe it was that even through it all, Paige thought she was the sexiest woman in the world.
Probably the latter.
Paige was almost immediately reaching under her skirt for her panties, kissing her teeth at just how soaked they were.
“You wanna tell me who you’re this wet for?”
“I thought I was supposed to shut up.”
Paige nods, almost as if Venus got her on that one thing. Her hand pressing closer to the woman’s wet cunt, feeling up her clit through the material of the lace. Venus sucks in a sharp gasp, trying to keep quiet as instructed but also push at that button on Paige’s nerves just a bit more.
Her fingers travel slowly, dipping under her underwear and running through her folds. Paige is barely tactful about it, she doesn’t care about getting Venus off and that’s obvious by the look in her eye. She just wants to make a point. To prove that it’s always going to be her.
“P—ah!” Venus yelps when Paige’s finally pushing them in, rough and fast. Her fingers curl almost instantly, the squelch of her cunt echoing off the walls. She was dripping like a faucet, arousal trailing down Paige’s long fingers.
But it only lasts so long, because Paige pulls them back out. Looking intently at the glisten of her fingers.
“Maia would’ve fucked me by now.” Venus shrugs, effectively putting the nail the coffin.
Paige freezes and a smirk travels to her lips. “You said what?” She asks with dark eyes.
“You heard me.”
That alone is enough for Paige to bring her clean hand to her shorts, licking the other clean before unbuttoning them. “On your knees, V. C’mon.” She instructs.
Venus does as told. Her ass slips down the edge of their bed, she sinks to her knees before her.
She thinks about how good Paige looks like this, jeans undone and boxers on display. Her hair in a messy bun, the pink of her lips, the column of her neck.
She stares at the center of Paige’s boxers, right where the pink of the silicone dildo sits comfortably. Venus grips at the waistband of the jeans, tugging them down her tanned legs, the muscle of her thighs flexing as she steps out of the clothing.
“Get it nice and wet, ma.” Paige bites her lip. Her girlfriend looked like a slut, in every aspect of the word. Venus’s eyes blown wide, slightly watery. Her pierced nipples on display, the blondes’s name sitting nicely above her collarbone in a small cursive.
She grips the strap in her hand, her spit shooting out over the tip. The action nearly makes Paige forget she’s supposed to be mad at her.
Venus’s lips press against the side of it, tongue lolling out of her mouth and back and forth against the shaft. When she finally does take the strap in her mouth, the moan that Paige gives her is almost pleasureful enough.
The silicone stretches Venus’s mouth wide, almost too wide. All seven inches slide down her throat, muffled gags drowning out Paige’s groans. The blonde swore she could feel it, feel the warmth of her tongue and the sucking of her mouth.
“So messy, baby.” Paige hums, “gag on it, jus’ like that.” Her large hand sinks into Venus’s braids, the other cupping her chin to angle her the way she pleased. Then she starts moving her hips.
Angry sex isn’t common between the two, which is odd considering the fact that they argue over the dumbest things every single day. But in Paige’s mind, even if she technically started it, Venus took it too far. So far that Paige wanted nothing more than to fuck her stupid. To make her jaw ache from how rough she would fuck her face, make her legs feel like jelly, make tears fall from her eyes and down her cheeks and apologies spew from her lips while Paige fucked her until she tapped out.
So, the athlete held Venus still while she drew her hips back and forth. Saliva pooled at the corners of her mouth as she attempted to breathe, Paige still kept going.
The tip of the strap hit the back of her throat, making Venus dig her nails into Paige’s thighs.
“Aww you can’t take it? Huh?” She tugs Venus’s hair harder, forcing her head back further to push more of her strap into her mouth. Paige can’t even remember the last time she had her like this— on her knees and breaking apart every ounce of faux dominance into submission. “Y’know I hate bein’ mean to you, baby. But I gotta make sure you learn, yeah?”
Venus pushes at her abdomen in search for air, but Paige pushes it away. Her nose nestled against her girlfriend’s pelvis, nearly every inch of her forced into Venus’s mouth.
Paige finally lets her go, feeling just a tad bit bad about nearly suffocating her girlfriend like that. “Fuck— P.” She murmurs between ragged breaths, a cough or two escaping her chest.
“You gonna be good for me?” Paige asks, bringing Venus to her feet by the arm.
No. Say no.
“Yes, baby.” She breathes, mascara flaking under her eyes. “Promise.”
“Good.” Paige mumbles. It takes everything in her to hold out crashing her lips on hers, especially when they’re all wet and plump, but she’s holds on. “Bend over this bed, I been wantin’ you since I saw this fucking skirt.”
Venus turns around, the material of her skirt still clinging to her hips. She bends over the edge, immediately going on her toes as she arches her back in the way the blonde likes.
“Look at that perfect ass.” Paige says in almost disbelief, “all mine and you wanna grind it on some other bitch.” She sends a harsh slap to it watching the fat giggle in response.
“Paige, fu—ck, please. Fuck me, please.” Venus moans. She wants to push back, to fuck herself on her girlfriends cock like a slut and get what she so badly wanted— not so much deserved, seeing as that was why Paige was so mad at her in the first place.
The athlete grips her ass in her hands, putting Venus’s cunt on display, the wetness the drips through her folds, past her clit, and onto the edge of the bed. “Yeahhhhh, keep begging. Lemme hear it.”
“Please, P.”
“Again.”
“‘M sorry, baby. Please plea—”
Her pleading it cut off by the distracting nature of Paige’s thumb against her ass. The way she circled it and darted from the arousal of her pussy back to her puckered asshole. She was enthralled by it, allowing her spit to fall onto it.
“Nah don’t stop for me. Tell me what you need. Whatchu need so damn bad that you wanted to piss me off like that, ma?” Her voice is cold, deep and raspy in a way that she hasn’t heard in forever.
“Need you inside. Please please, Paige I—fuck please?” Venus begs, silently hoping it’s enough for her to do something other than tease her until she almost cried.
Paige shakes her head from behind, griping the wet strap by the base. She pushes the pink silicone inside fast, the mix of saliva and arousal making the fight nonexistent.
Venus takes it all with ease, a loud pornographic moan escaping her. “Fuck! M’ my God, P.” She cries, fingers immediately gripping at the sheets.
“She just takes it all, huh?” Her thumb followed, breaking inside, all while continuing the motion of her hips. “Fucking slut, you’re a fucking slut, y’know that, V? Actin’ up like I haven’t been fucking you every damn day we’ve been here.”
It was like with each passing second the blonde was getting even more heated, the memory of her girlfriend with another woman turning her almost animalistic.
Venus is falling apart too, every inch hitting her g-spot over and over and over as Paige had learned how to ages ago. And each time she seemed to just get better at it. “Baby! You’re— fuckin’ deep. So deep, shit.”
Her arms stretched in front of her fisting the sheets when Paige bunches up her skirt, pounding into Venus at a speed that could only be attributed to her athleticism and stamina.
Paige looked down to see how she completely covered the silicone in her arousal, the sound of Venus’s ass against her thighs, loud and heavy.
“Had her thinkin’ she would ever get to see you like this. You fuckin’ crazy?” Her statements are almost drowned out by the moans of her girlfriend.
“I’m-I’m cumming, gonna cum! P, please.” Venus whines, reaching back to grip at the hem of Paige’s shirt. “Wanna cum, oh my God!”
“Hold that shit, V. I don’t care.”
Paige is quick to throw her hand off, drawing her hips back and forth, pounding Venus’s fucking life away. She tugs up her shirt, the lust clouding her better judgment that would tell her to throw her shirt off and instead she just tucks it under her chin. She curls her thumb deeper, matching that movement with the thrusts of her strap.
“I’m sorry, I promise!”
“Yeah, I know you’re sorry now, but you weren’t sorry earlier, huh? Tryna give my pussy away, it’s like that?” Paige’s breath is heavy, a mixture of the sex and the alcohol that rushes through her veins. “Shit, this pussy, baby.”
With that, the blonde was pulling out and flipping her over. Venus’s legs fell open almost instantly, a testimony to how fucking badly she needed her again. She was greedy, desperately so. Paige was right, she’d turned her out every single day they’ve been on the cruise but for whatever reason, she wanted more right now.
Her arms wrapped around Paige’s neck as she slid back in, hovering over her.
“You better fucking kiss me.” Venus moans softly, her eyes rolling at the new position.
Paige’s long fingers circled around Venus’s throat, adding to her pleasure as she slightly picked up the pace of her hips. "Take all this shit, you deserve all this dick, mama. Swear." She egged her on as she powerfully fucked her into the bed.
“I can’t!”
“Yeah you can, can take all of it, baby.” She coos, “you think she could’ve fucked you better than me?”
Venus’s eyes snap open, she reaches for anything in her grasp, deciding that the collar of Paige’s shirt would keep her grounded. “No, no, baby.”
“She would’ve made you cum as hard as I’m about to? Ion think so, ma.”
After what felt like decades, Paige finally kissed her with passion, her tongue inside Venus’s mouth as she squeezed at her neck causing her to cum almost on the spot. The kiss silenced the sounds of her cries. Venus scratched at her back through that damned t-shirt.
Her cum coating the pink silicone in a milky white, sticky against not only her own thighs but Paige’s as well.
"Fucking shit." Paige hissed out. "V, fuck." She warned, almost weary. Beads of sweat adorned her forehead, and it was like the second Venus’s high washed over she was forgetting about the source of the argument in the first place.
The athlete’s chest heaved up and down and her mouth was left wide open while she breathed heavily and hotly into Venus’s ear.
“P—”
“—You fucking piss me off, man.” Paige groans flopping down against Venus’s chest. The tattooed girl chuckled, a low and tired one that vibrates again Paige’s head. “Dancing on her is crazy.”
“You gave that blonde headed bitch my drink! Hell, you started it.” Venus heaves, “don’t be mad ‘cause you can’t finish what you started.”
“Shut up!” Paige kisses at her chest, greeting the faded marks from the other nights they’ve been on the cruise. “I fucked you till you cried, I think I finished it.”
“You shut u—”
Venus is cut off with a kiss, a soft one though, much different than the manner Paige just fucked her with. Paige sucks on her tongue drawing all of Venus’s moans into her own mouth. “I love you, okay? And I’m sorry for starting shit. Happy?”
“I guess.”
“Say it back then.”
“I love you too. Dickhead.”
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imtaashu ¡ 4 days ago
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That’s Not What Siri Is For.🗣️📱
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: You teach Bucky how to use Siri. He immediately abuses it—for reasons both ridiculous and heart-melting.
Genre: soft clingy Bucky, domestic fluff, modern!Bucky chaos, helpless romantic, tech dummy boyfriend, emotional support Siri, established relationship
Word Count: ~1.3k
Author Notes✍️ : He doesn’t trust AI… until it tells him how to make you smile 🥺
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“Hey Siri, how many kisses should I give my girl every day?”
You blink. “Bucky.”
He ignores you.
Your phone dutifully replies “That’s up to you, but affection is always appreciated!”
He beams. “See? Even she agrees.”
“Bucky, that’s not what Siri is for.”
“It is now.”
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It started innocently.
You were helping him learn basic voice commands—just fun little things, like setting reminders or playing music hands-free.
You expected maybe a few questions. Instead?
You unleashed a monster.
A lovesick, over-attached, 106-year-old super soldier who now treated your phone’s AI assistant like his best friend.
“Hey Siri, remind me to kiss Y/N every hour.”
“Okay. I’ve set an hourly reminder.”
Your head dropped to the table with a groan.
He grinned proudly, flopping down next to you on the couch “I’m just making sure I don’t forget,” he said innocently, already pulling you into his lap. “Time management, doll.”
You sighed. “It’s literally been seven minutes since your last reminder.”
He kissed your cheek. “Better early than late”
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It only got worse Or better. Depending on how dangerously cute you were willing to let things get.
You were brushing your teeth one night when you heard him from the bedroom “Hey Siri, is Y/N in love with me?”
You nearly choked on your toothpaste.
Siri replied, as Siri does “I can’t answer that. Maybe you should ask them yourself.”
You peeked out of the bathroom, foamy grin on your face. “She’s got a point.”
Bucky was sprawled on the bed, your phone in hand, looking like he’d just been personally betrayed.
“She’s supposed to be on my side.”
“She’s an AI, Bucky.”
He scowled. “She needs loyalty.”
You snorted. “Well, I am in love with you. In case you needed a real answer.”
That shut him up. And turned him into a blushing, smiling mess.
He mumbled something about needing to update Siri’s software to include heart facts.
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But the final straw?
Was when you found a reminder on your phone titled:
“Propose Without Crying Like A Loser.”
Your heart stopped. And then melted.
You didn’t say anything—just turned around to find Bucky standing awkwardly in the doorway with a sheepish smile and red-tipped ears.
“I was just… researching,” he said quickly. “Not, like, now. Or maybe now, I don’t know—”
You walked over and threw your arms around his neck before he could spiral any further “You better cry,” you whispered, nuzzling into his chest. “Or I’m saying no.”
He laughed, burying his face in your hair, holding you like he’d never let go.
“Hey Siri,” he murmured, lips pressed to your temple.
“What’s the best way to keep someone forever?”
You looked up at him, eyes full of quiet awe.
And he didn’t need an answer from a phone this time.
He had you.
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luvyeni ¡ 2 months ago
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TWO DUMB VIRGINS ๑. ( 박지성 )
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PART NINETEEN. i can do it …
𝗦𝗖𝗘𝗡𝗘 ──── you wanted to lose it . he was tired of being made fun by his friends. both of you thinking he’d pull out fast enough… but what can you expect from two stupid virgins ? …
( 寞 ) park jisung + fem. reader genre young parent au , smau ¡ contains! mentions of sex. pregnancy talk. crude language. jokes among friends mature content
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jisung open the car door; waiting for you to climb inside. “jesus christ that took longer than it should’ve.” you huffed sitting down. he closed the door , making his way over to the driver's seat. “are you sure jaemin is okay with you continuously using his car?” you asks as he closed the door; starting the vehicle. “he mostly uses jenos car and when i mean uses , i mean sits in the passenger seats and yell directions.” you laughed. “plus it’s just until i get one.”
“do you even have money for that?” you asked. “don’t worry about that.” he said slowly, pulling off. “you tell me don’t worry , but i’m a chronic worrier , i always worry about things.” you stared out the window. “yn i promise you im a struggling student , but im not completely broke , i can take care of myself.” he stopped debating if he should say it. “i can take of you and the baby.”
“we both graduate this year and then i can find a more stable job and you don’t really have to work that hard at the salon , well unless you want to.” he said. “i’m just saying i can do this.” he came to a stop; turning to you. “what?” you shook your head. “i have never seen someone so young but so prepared for such an inconvenience in his life.” you said. “how?”
“well when i told my mom she slapped me for being a dumbass.” he confessed. “oh i’m so sorry.” you said. “then she laid it out to me, she told me everything i needed to do and what i need to expect , so if you ever need to yell at me for no reason i fully understand it.” he placed his hand over his chest sympathetically. “this is such a crazy situation we’ve found ourselves in , but i wouldn’t want to do it with anyone else but you.”
“really?”
“well maybe yuna.” “yn.” “im joking … chenle is obviously the best choice.” “you play too much you know that right ?”
“are you and chenle like?” you felt like you could’ve broken your neck the way you turned. “why would you ask such a question?” you said. “no of course not , we’ve been friends since we were babies.” you said. “yeah but wouldn’t that make you two — jisung we aren’t dating , we’ve never dated we’ve never even teetered on the line of that conversation.” you said. “why you wanna date him?” you joked. “no i don’t want to date him.”
“what about that cute nurse?” you asked. “i’m not gonna date her either.” he said. “why she was nice.” you said but he cut in. “you wanna go to lunch?” he asked. “sure.” you smiled. “but can i ask you a question?” he hummed. “is this a date?” he gulped. “we-we’ll that’s what i was hoping…” he stopped. “but if you prefer for it to just be lunch as friends then — you’re an idiot.” you said. “if you wanted to go on a date you could’ve just asked that date we met at the cafe.”
“you’re the one who said you wanted to just be friends.” you said. “after i thought you gave me a false number.” he scoffed. “it wasn’t a false number , it was a mistake in my poor handwriting.” you defended. “you still had many times to ask.” you said. “i’ve been trying to sell you off to any girl i could.” he furrowed his eyebrows. “i didn’t want you to feel trapped with me.” you said. “is that why you tried to give the nurse my number.”
“i was about to set you up with yuna if i could.” he turned to you as he pulled into your favorite cafe. “yu-yuna?” he said. “why?” you shrugged. “it was either that or yunjin.” he shook his head. “i would’ve said no.” he confessed. “why?”
“because they both terrify me.”
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10.5: love 》 series m.list
note: we made it !!! i am so incredibly grateful for everyone's love and support with c2u <3 meeting u all was so fun ,, answering ur asks and interacting thru comments truly made my day ! i'm glad i was able to share this silly goofy concept and have it well received . as usual ,, please lmk ur thots !!! i have 3 extras that will be posted soon (ie: their first hook up, a comfort scenario, and one final smut extra) so please look forward to those !!! thank u for ur patience ,, all the love 💗
warnings: sex tape vibes (kind of), pussy eating (nom nom), fucking LOL ... dirty talk & creampie! easy shit yk? lmaoo
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As much as Jungkook loves to play soccer for the glory, he loves it best alone. 
When the bleachers are empty and the field is wide and free—that’s when he feels the most love for his sport. To others, it comes off as lonely and sad but to him; it’s serenity. Sometimes, it’s the only place he feels like he can truly be himself. It’s a place where he doesn’t have to be anything to anyone. It’s a place where he can be lost and found at the same time. It’s also his go-to place when he can’t sleep. Jungkook hasn’t slept well in weeks. He figured it was time to be in his own space.
His haven. 
His favourite part has got to be when he plays so hard that he doesn’t even notice the world is waking up. The moment Jungkook looks up and sees the sunrise—he always gets this feeling in the pit of his stomach. It’s an easiness that can’t be explained.
It’s an incredible relief. 
When he sees the sun, he stops playing. He takes a break and sits down to watch the sun bloom on the horizon. There’s so much bliss in the stillness of the world. He feels so much clarity when it’s just him, the net, and the ball. It’s like nothing else matters and his mind can focus on one thing: winning.
Jungkook has only done these late-night sessions a handful of times in his life. 
The first time was the day before Uni tryouts and he doubted his talent. Everyone kept telling him he had nothing to worry about, but that didn’t make him feel any better. To Jungkook, his luck was just like everybody’s. He was afraid of it not coming through when he needed it the most. Therefore, he worked his ass off regardless of his luck history. 
Note: Jungkook was the first in his year to get in. 
The second time was when he fucked up at a game and cost his team a minor setback. It wasn’t the end of the world—he just felt like shit.
The third time was the day he redeemed himself and scored the winning goal that got the team to championships. It was the best game he had in a while. It was also the first time felt tired of it. Tired of the game, tired of the play… Just tired. 
The fourth time was when he decided to take a break from soccer and tend to his burnout… Eventually, he came back after a few months. Of course, he did. He loves soccer more than anything in the world…
That was until you.
He didn’t go back to the field and have a session to himself to celebrate. No, he celebrated with you instead. You didn’t know and he never told you… But that’s what he did. The first day he came back to soccer, he went to you right after. With you, he found rest. 
That’s when he realized something… 
He wasn’t tired anymore.
At least, whenever he was with you.
He wasn’t tired. That’s all he could really ask for, right? To fall in love with someone that was his safety net. 
The fifth time would be today. 
Jungkook has been out here since 3AM, kicking the ball and practicing drills. It upset him, to be honest. He thought being here would help ease his heart. Everything feels so clogged up and messy to him. It’s like no matter what he does to try to clean up his mess, everything stains. So, he thinks to himself that maybe if he ran enough laps or kicked the ball hard enough—it would stop.
The mess. 
The yearning.
The loving. 
But it doesn’t.
No, instead his heart continues to ache. As he clenches it every so often, he thinks of you. Then, for a second, his heart is still. In the stillness, he tries to think of good things around him. 
At least the rain wasn’t pouring as hard as it was an hour ago.
At least the sun is coming up and it’s a new day. 
At least you were here—
Wait. 
You’re here?
Jungkook rubs his eyes. Partly due to disbelief and partly because the rain made it hard to see you clearly. Yet, somehow… In his heart, he knows it. He knows it’s you. 
How’d you know where he was? More importantly, why are you here? 
Why was his heart racing so fast again? 
Be still. 
He isn’t sure of what to do. Should he wave? Should he call your name? Are you here on accident? 
Considering it’s almost 6AM… It can’t be an accident, right?
Just as much as Jungkook’s head begins to fill with questions, yours does too. As you walk closer and closer to him, you can’t help but only hear your heartbeat pound louder and louder. Is this normal? To feel like your heart could jump out of your chest if it meant getting to him faster? You let your mind spin. 
Why the fuck are you here? 
What are you doing again?
Did you write everything down?
You sure felt a lot braver ten minutes ago… Suddenly, seeing him has made you doubt all the courage you worked to have for this moment. At the same time, the complex feeling of pure happiness and relief blossoms. You can’t help but smile at the sight of him. There’s a stillness in the world and it’s only when you look at him and it’s good. You know that now… But oh my god. 
You’re about to lose your shit. 
How did you get here?
When did it all begin? 
Was it from the first night you two slept together? Or was it the karaoke night when you realized you were waiting for him to kiss you? Could it be time he fucked you in front of your mirror and you vowed to never drink coffee before meeting up with him ever again? 
… No. 
Maybe it was when Mina came along. 
You gave him a blowjob just to stall him from going (bad move, by the way. That was pretty bitchy). Oh, and we can’t forget about the time you craved him when you were drunk out of your mind and all he did was take care of you. Half asleep, you woke up to him mounting your mirror on the wall… And well, maybe…
Maybe it was then. 
When he fixed your mirror, he fixed your heart. 
That’s probably why the time you two hooked up in his bedroom at the party felt so right. It was finally clicking.
You were into him then.
You just didn’t know how to admit it. Then, it got fucked up because you were caught off guard. 
The perilla leaf.
The exile. 
The hate sex. 
Everything good and bad has led to this moment and you can’t help but feel like you’re falling apart. Finding the origin of it all feels exhausting… In your head, you debate it all. In your heart, you’ve always known. 
You see, it wasn’t supposed to be like this. 
The friendship, the sleeping with him, the hurting him—the loving him… It wasn’t supposed to do this to you. You aren’t supposed to be this nervous and so impatient at the same time. You aren’t supposed to feel this stupid either… 
But you do. 
… And that’s okay. 
Sometimes, with love, you’re going to feel a little stupid. You just have to cross your fingers and hope the person you’re being stupid for is just as stupid as you. 
In your case… There’s a good chance he is. 
As you stand on the sidelines, Jungkook places his hand over his eyes to see you clearer. He tilts his head in confusion as you drop your bag. 
Then, just like that…
It happens. 
His thoughts pause, his heart goes still for the nth time, and his world slows down as he takes in the sight of you. Nothing will ever be better than this. The same way he feels an ease when he watches the sunrise—he feels it as he looks at you right now. 
God, he loves you so much. 
He has known it for so long but this… You in this moment; it’s bliss. 
Complete and utter bliss. 
If that isn’t enough… His heart is completely undone the moment he realizes two things: one, you’re wearing his jersey, and two; you’re holding a towel in your arms for him. He can’t help but let a laugh escape his lips. All that shit you said about how you would never be a part of his fan club and how you could never be that girl…
Oh, this is gold. 
Honestly, it’s more than enough. For you to show up and make this effort—it fills his heart. Yet, you’re you. Always full of surprises and ways of making his heart go on overdrive. As he sinks in his thoughts and soaks this moment in; he watches you take a deep breath. Then, slowly but surely, you extend your hand out to him. 
It’s then when he knows it. 
The wait was worth it.
The wait is over.
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You and Jungkook sit on a bench, under the technical area’s cover. For a while, you two watch the sunrise in silence. Both too afraid to say anything to ruin the moment—both so undoubtedly in love. Once the sun is fully up, you brace yourself. 
This is it. 
Jungkook turns to you, chasing your eyes. 
“You nervous or something?” he jokes, as he begins to dry his hair with the towel you placed around his neck. 
“Yeah,” you confide. “Am I doing this right?”
Jungkook’s eyes widen as you scoot closer to him and take the towel. In your continued silence, you take over and start to dry his hair. Scrunching the towel, you pat dry his neck and cheeks. He gulps, unsure of what to do… He likes it though. He likes that you’re taking care of him and that you’re trying. He knows you are. 
As you pat dry him, you try to find your words. It takes a moment, but you think to yourself… It’s now or never, right? You’re already here. You’ve already folded. 
It catches Jungkook off guard when you suddenly tug him close. Putting the towel aside, you cup his cheeks with your hands. Your hands are cold, but he doesn’t mind. If anything, he’s holding himself back from kissing them. With a pout on your lips, you begin your confession. 
“I hate being your friend.” 
Jungkook squints at you and chuckles. He removes your hands from his cheeks, smirking at you. “What bullshit are you on now? Didn’t we agree on—”
“I never agreed,” your eyebrows knit together. “It’s been like… A day and a half and I’m going crazy being your stupid friend.”
“Fine,” he snaps. “Enemies?”
His suggestion annoys you.
You lift your hand to hit him, but he catches your wrist. Then, he opens his hands for you. You sigh teasingly but take it. Intertwining your fingers together, you two sit in silence again for a moment. 
Holding hands, watching as the rain pours, and preparing to give your hearts to one another… It feels like this could be a dream.
“Tae and Yuna, ” you begin, breaking the silence. Your voice sounds weary and desperate. “They’ve been friends since the very beginning. He always had feelings for her and she did too… But she didn’t do anything about it until it was too late. He’s dating Mina’s friend now or something—it’s so messed up. It’s so unfair, y-you know? They deserve each other so much and I—”
“Breathe,” Jungkook comforts you. “They’ll figure it out.”
“I don’t want that to be us,” you blurt. 
Jungkook blinks at you. 
“It’s so scary. Jungkook, I don’t want that to be us… B-but it is us, isn’t it? Y-you hate me because of—“
His eyebrows knit together. “___, I don’t hate you. Don’t say that.”
Your lips quiver, unsure of how to navigate through this talk. Maybe you should have planned it better. Maybe you should have written this whole speech out instead of word-vomiting like this… But that’s the thing. 
You aren’t good at this.
Regardless, you’ll try for him.
“I’ve been selfish,” you admit, letting your eyes dart to the field. You can’t look at him. It feels too overwhelming to.  “I’ve been inconsiderate and I know I can’t justify my actions because they hurt you—I just need you to know that I was scared. It was so scary trusting you, falling asleep beside you, and waking up next to you. It was so scary watching you laugh with other girls and not knowing how to tell you how I felt… I’m sorry I started fights while trying to figure out how I felt about myself… Honestly? I think I was so scared because you made it so easy.”
A beat.
“T-the truth is… I’ve always known how I felt about you.” 
Jungkook can’t help but smile. He wonders if you know what you’re doing to him… Do you? He’s afraid you don’t.
“Really?” he pries, moving closer to you. “How do you feel about me?”
Attempting to be intimidating, you turn to face him with a glare. 
“D-don’t push it.”
Jungkook pouts. “But I want to know… Please, please, please?”
For a moment you contemplate. Then, you look at him and take it all in. His wet hair, soft eyes, and pouting lips… How were you ever strong enough to say no to him before? Truly, you’re a changed woman.
Curling your fist, you shut your eyes and say it. You tell him the whole truth. 
You give him your heart. 
“You said you got ahead of yourself… But have you ever considered that I was beside you the entire time? L-like you said you’ve had feelings for me since the first time you made me laugh… Me too. I knew it then too. I just didn’t know what to do because every time I dated guys, it all felt the same… With you, it was different from the start. I don’t know how to explain it… All I know is that I like you in every way it’s possible to like someone—I like you. My heart has been yours all along. I’m sorry it took me so long to give it to you. It just felt like everything with you kept falling into place and I was terrified I was f-falling too… I think—n-no, I… Umm, I know that I…”
Something others may not know about Jungkook is that he’s consistently bad at one thing. That one thing is playing it cool when it comes to you. He has to fight his inner demons to stop himself from professing his love for you every 10 minutes. So, it would be a lie that he wasn’t loving this. He loves watching you feel what he feels. 
Your words, sweet and well-awaited, completely captivate him. 
He can’t help it when you’re like this. So perfect, so cute, so his. He can’t resist!
Which is why he kisses you mid-confession. 
Jungkook kisses you slowly and deeply. Like never before, you lose your breath from how passionately he kisses you. Once you two pull away, he rests his forehead against yours. Smiling, he sneaks in a couple more kisses. 
Timidly, you say, “So… You aren’t mad at me anymore?”
With a laugh, Jungkook shakes his head. “God, you drive me crazy.”
“So… That’s a no, right?” 
Jungkook rolls his eyes and purses his lips. You press your lips against them and kiss him once more. 
“___?”
“Y-yeah?”
“... I checked my phone a moment ago and Yuna ratted you out. She texted me like ten minutes before you came. Said if you don't show up I should knock on your door and fuck your feelings out of you.” You gasp, burying your face with your hands. Sighly dramatically, Jungkook makes a cheeky comment. “Once again, I waited for you.” 
You hit his chest playfully. In pure disbelief, you groan at him. “What? Y-you knew and still made me do the whole speech—”
"I didn’t know!” You ignore his claim. “Although, I wouldn't have had any issue fucking the feelings out of you—"
"Are you insane?" you fume. "I was literally sick to my stomach trying to get this confession thing done right!"
“I was excited!” He teases, and nudges you. You remain annoyed at him. Jungkook can’t help but find it cute. “Awh, ___! Come on. It’s not every day that a guy gets to see his girl in his jersey, holding a towel for him on the sidelines! Also… I just really wanted to see what all your fuss was about. I promise, I didn’t know.”
It’s too late. 
Just as you stand up and storm away from the embrassment, Jungkook catches up to you. Out on the field, the rain continues to pour on you two. Drying him off was useless if you were going to be this dramatic. 
As he catches your wrist, you shove him away and cross your arms. 
“I feel stupid,” you sigh. “Y-you knew how I felt about you. I was worried and anxious the entire time and y-you knew!” 
Jungkook shuts his eyes and can’t believe how feisty you are. It’s entertaining and frustrating at the same time. God, you were so complex… But at the same time, he knows you’re just afraid. This is you finding an out. This is also you trying to stay. 
He takes your hand. 
You don’t shake him off say anything. 
You let him take it. 
He holds it like it’s all he has ever wanted to do (it is all he has ever wanted to do).
“I didn’t know everything! Hey, the fuss was cute,” he ensures you. “Do it again.”
“No!” you cry, feeling your clothes start to stick to your skin. It’s pouring now and you instantly regret being dramatic.
Except, Jungkook looks so perfect. His hair is wet and his shirt is soaked so you can see the way his muscles curve. He’s so handsome that you have to gather all your strength as a woman to keep yourself from jumping on him.
“This shit is so hard!” you complain through the rain. “How did you do this? You confessed like every time we fucked—”
“Yah!” Jungkook warns, feeling a little embarrassed. Maybe he should be the one to storm away now…  “Be nice to me or else I’m about to reject you.”
You roll your eyes at him. Grabbing him by the collar, you tug him to your eye level. Happily, he complies. 
“Do it then,” you call his bluff. “Reject me right now.”
Jungkook looks into your eyes, loving the way you look at him. He blinks at you slowly and bites his inner cheek. For a moment, he’s silent. You’d think he’s contemplating or something… But he’s not. He’s been sure about you since your first laugh, remember?
“Kinda cruel considering you’re all I’ve been waiting for,” Jungkook confesses, as he dips his head low and kisses you. 
As he kisses you, you squeeze his hand. Holding his hand tighter, he smiles into the kiss. The rain continues to pour, making everything feel unreal. As he pulls away, he looks at you the way he always has… This time, you get what Yuna was talking about.
The warmth in his gaze.
The love in it.
The you in it.
After what felt like endless heartache with other boys—this felt healing. 
This was yours. 
Him. 
And that’s when your heart tells you something you never knew… 
You waited well too. 
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You two escape the rain and make it to your place.
In your bedroom, you quickly get undressed and sit in front of your mirror to dry your hair. Jungkook comes out of the washroom all clean. Passing by you, he plants a kiss on the top of your head. You watch from the mirror as he reaches inside your closet for one of his shirts. 
Your high from the moment at the field suddenly dies. Suddenly, you realize the confession wasn’t enough to move forward. For fucks sake, he has his clothes in your closet.
“Jungkook?” you ask cutely.
“Mhmm?” he responds as he dresses himself.
You almost choke on your words. “What are we?” 
He grins, coming back to you and swaying you side to side. Without batting an eye, he answers: “friends, of course!”
Instantly, you push him away. Your shoulders slump as you glare at him. He laughs his ass off, loving the way you reacted. When he calms down, he kneels in front of you and apologizes. 
“Okay, bestie,” you play along as he gets up. “Should we eat perilla leaves to celebrate?” 
Jungkook’s mouth drops. His eye practically twitches at the mention of perilla leaves.
Throwing his hands up dramatically, he cries, “Oh god... My girlfriend is so mean to me… She’s so hot, holy shit.”
Girlfriend.
That sounds about right.
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He’s so big. 
Sometimes, you forget that.
It slips your mind because Jungkook has always been a giver. You never really had to worry about it being uncomfortable. He makes sure you cum first and always puts his needs above yours—tonight was a prime example of just that. 
As he towers over you, he leaves a trail of kisses from your neck to your lips. Each kiss is so soft and intimate, your pussy clenches at his very touch. It doesn’t help when he places his thumb on your clit, rubbing and stretching it out to stimulate you even more. As you moan into his ear, he feels shivers go down his back. 
You gasp as he bites your skin, enticing you to want him even more. 
“Jungkook,” you breathe, “put it in, please.”
“Mhmm,” he moves the hair strands on your face and kisses you. “Be good for me, okay? Be patient. Gonna fuck you good so I need you to be on your best behaviour.”
“B-best behaviour,” you repeat rather lewdly. “Okay… W-whatever you want, love. You have it. You have me.”
Love.
God, you and your fucking words.
Jungkook bites his bottom lip, trying his best to take his time. Truth be told, he wants to fuck you silly right now. He wants you so bad that your legs won’t work and he’ll have to tend to your soreness. He wants to fuck you so good that you scream his name and lose yourself in him… But he’ll take his time tonight. 
He wants to show you so much. He wants to show you how good he can make you feel. How you won’t ever regret your decision of being with him. He wants to show you what kind of man you chose and what kind of man you get to have.
A good man.
A man that has wanted you for so long that now that he has you—oh was he ready to drag it out.
Jungkook gently places his dick in between your folds. It’s hard and thick. You can feel it against your wet pussy and want nothing more than for him to put it in. Instead, Jungkook lifts himself and sits in between your legs. There, he holds the base of his cock and slaps it against your pussy. He rubs his cock up and down your folds. Then, he splits them open with his fingers and spits on it. He then spreads his spit with his cock. You feel so lucky when he pokes it inside once in a while. Like a tease, he takes it out so quickly that you begin to feel frustrated. 
“P-put it in, please…”
Jungkook smirks. 
“Put what in?”
You glare at him.
“Your hard, thick, stupid cock. Put it in my wet, needy, desperate pussy right now… Please?”
Jungkook lets out a sexy chuckle. “Not yet,” he tells you, as he fully stops. He then moves over and helps you sit up. Leaning against your headboard, he spreads your legs. Just when you think you can predict his next move, he reaches over to your nightstand and grabs his phone. Unlocking it, he passes it to you.
“Film me.”
You nod, following his orders.
Tapping record, you angle the camera to your pussy. You watch through the phone screen as Jungkook positions his face in between your legs. Gulping, you throw your head back as he makes his first lick. 
Jungkook holds onto your thighs, helping you keep your legs open. He digs himself into your pussy, devouring every inch of it. To deepen himself, he digs his nose in and curls his tongue as he licks you. When he pulls away for air, he sucks on your clit making sure to keep you on your toes. 
“Oohhh,” you sob. “S-so good. J-Jungkook—“
“Mhmm,” he murmurs onto your skin. “Tastes so good.”
“A-aghhh! Oh my god!”
The thing is… Jungkook has eaten you out before.
But this was different.
It was slow and sensual. The way he licks you and eats you out just feels so surreal. Your toes curl, your stomach winces, and your pussy tightens as you’re about to climax—
Jungkook pulls away. 
He has a devilish look on his face. You stop the recording and toss his phone aside. Suddenly, he takes hold of your ankles and tugs you down. On your back, you open your arms and welcome him in again. Gladly, he buries himself in your breasts and moans at your softness. 
“That was—“
“Everything my girl deserves,” he tells you sweetly. “My girl…”
“Your girl,” you pull him in for a kiss. “All yours..”
Jungkook moans, unable to stop himself. He lifts his hips, making space for him to quickly pump his cock before guiding it inside you.
… And oh my god.
He feels so good.
Him inside you is so fulfilling and healing. 
“You okay?”
You nod, mesmorized by the man he is.
“More than.”
With that, Jungkook kisses you and begins to fuck you. He thrusts in and out, making you feel his entire length with each stroke. Your body takes him in as if it’s welcoming him home. As he feeds you your craving, he picks up the pace. You wrap your legs around him, moaning from how good it feels as he buries himself in you. 
“F-fuck,” Jungkook hisses. “Love this. Feels so good.”
“Mhmm,” you whimper. “J-just like that!”
Jungkook continues to fuck you, drilling himself deeper and deeper. Soon, you’re chanting his name and his ego begins to boom.
Jungkook fucks you like he loves you… And you know it. You can feel it. To express so, you claw his back. Digging your nails deeper and deeper, holding him close.
“N-nghhh! I’m gonna cum—”
“Cum for me, pretty girl. You behaved so well,” he praises. “Proud of you.”
Your heart flutters. 
Then, your pussy clenches as you release. He feels it. Jungkook groans, accepting that this round will be over soon. There will be plenty more, for sure. As he pumps inside you lazily, cautious of being sensitive to your climax but also because he’s hitting his. 
Then, he creams your pussy. It oozes out, but he pumps himself a few more times to stuff you.
As he spills himself onto you, he lets out heavy breaths and collapses on top of you. You let him catch his breath there as you tangle your fingers in his hair. 
“I love you,” you confess. 
“Good… I was hoping you would.” Jungkook lets out a tired laugh. “I love you too, ___. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted. You’re everything I’ve ever loved.”
You hold him tighter.
“I love you more.”
Jungkook bursts into laughter. “Love, we are not going to play that game.”
Tilting your head at him. “Why not? It’s true.”
“You think you love me more than I love you?”
“Mhmm.”
“Prove it.”
With that, Jungkook laughs as you shift position. Leaving him on his back, you climb on top and straddle him. As you lift yourself to guide his dick inside, he lets out a whiney moan. You are so sexy. You are quite literally his favourite part of living.
“I’ll prove it,” you accept the challenge. “Will you last though?”
Jungkook’s lips slight part, amazed and shocked at your initiative. In response, he relaxes and gestures at your body. There’s a tightness that overcomes his entire body. It’s mixed with excitement and relief. For the nth time, he gives in.
Jungkook folds.
Happily, he gives himself to you.
“With you? Forever.”
Forever.
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After 3 rounds, you two call it a night. As you drift to sleep, Jungkook holds you. Before this, you two talked as much as you could and even began to make plans. There is an indescribable comfort in being with each other.
Upcoming dates.
Better ways to communicate.
Everything and anything in between—you two want it all.
As the rain pours, Jungkook finally shuts his eyes. He pulls you closer, kissing you for the final time tonight. There would be tomorrow to kiss you anyway.
Tomorrow and the day after that… And the day after that. And the days that follow—he’d do just that.
He can’t wait to kiss you forever.
To hold your hand forever.
To love you forever.
For the first time in a while, Jungkook finds rest. His heart stays still and feels loved. Besides, this is what he has wanted to be all along—
Close to you.
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callsign-rogueone ¡ 2 months ago
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Aoife
Brennan Sorrengail x reader (duchess!!)
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🏷️: no book spoilers. read “the twins” and this ask for more context, mentions of pregnancy complications, but nothing goes wrong this time, talk of labor and delivery, the boys being unbearably cute, ridoc and sweetheart are on babysitting duty, bad formatting since I’m posting from my phone in bed, that’s about it
You’re glad that this one is more patient than their older brothers, but you are absolutely sick of being pregnant, and sick of being stuck in this bed.
You’ve been a little uncomfortable all day — more so than usual — and it’s starting to worry you. It’s not the intense, sharp pain in your side that you’d felt last time, and none of the profuse bleeding, thank the gods, but a persistent ache between your hips that feels a lot like a bad period cramp. It’s come and gone all morning, but every time it seems to be a little stronger, a little more painful.
You’ve contemplated telling Brennan, but it had taken a lot of convincing to get him to go downstairs and work with the assembly today. Calling him now would only make him hover even closer until the real arrival, and he has more than enough work to do, on his behalf and yours — you’ve done what you can from bed, but that really isn’t much.
You are definitely not doing this whole thing a third time, not when you’re going to inherit responsibility of Tirvainne in the next few years, and not with the risk to your health. You weren’t intending to do it a second time, anyway. This time had been an accident, the result of the two of you neglecting to take your supplements with everything else you had going on, including raising your boys.
And when you’d found out the news, the both of you had been so torn. On one hand, another sweet little baby to snuggle with, an addition to the family and a physical testament to your love, but on the other… last time, he’d nearly lost you in the process.
“I’m so sorry,” he’d whispered, his voice breaking. “I should have been more careful, I…”
You just leaned your forehead against his, like you have hundreds of times, and the tension started to drain from his shoulders. “Don’t blame yourself. It takes two people to make a baby. And I’ll be okay,” you soothed. “I’ll really take it easy this time. And I’ll have you and Ban and Marbh and the boys to watch over me.”
You’d both breathed a sigh of relief when the healers had confirmed it was only one baby, and not another set of twins. But you’d still decided to be cautious — you’d been too active during your first pregnancy, making the hike up to the vale too many times, exhausting yourself with your assembly duties and teaching and everything else on top of making two tiny humans. It’s unclear if that had caused your complications, but you don’t want to find out.
That doesn’t mean you’re enjoying your bed rest. But Brennan and the boys have done everything they can to make it less terrible, mainly spending a lot more time with you. Thankfully they’re out today, playing in the snow with their cousins, and whoever’s turn it is to babysit — you wouldn’t be able to hide your discomfort from them, and they’ve both been instructed to report any and all problems to Brennan as soon as possible.
There’s another twinge, one strong enough to have you squirming in your seat, squeezing your eyes shut and holding back a swear.
You wait for one of the dragons to make an appearance, but they don’t. You’ve been practicing building up your shields in the countless hours that you’ve spent lying in this bed, and it appears to have worked. You’ve been careful not to keep them up too often, though, just enough for your absence to be considered regular — so they won’t notice anything unusual, unlike if you’d slammed them up suddenly, blocking everyone out.
It occurs to you that you’ve never actually felt a contraction before. Last time, you hadn’t truly gone into labor — as soon as the healers realized what was happening, you’d been sedated and rushed to surgery, Brennan helping heal you back up within minutes. You still don’t remember any of it, just what you’ve been told, but none of it was good.
Despite not having anything to compare it to, you know in your heart that this is it.
Once the pain dulls enough for you to sit up, you don the pair of slippers laying on the floor by the side of the bed and throw a cardigan over your pajamas before you pad your way out of the bedroom, and out of your family’s quarters for the first time in months. Thankfully, the country being at peace means there’s not many people around the fortress to see you — you go completely unnoticed until you knock on the doorframe of Brennan’s office.
He pales, immediately sitting upright. “Are you okay? Why did you come all the way down here? You could have just asked Marbh to—“
“We’re fine,” you interrupt softly. “I just wanted to see you.”
His face softens, and he rises from his chair, wrapping you in a gentle embrace. “I’m sorry,” he murmurs into your hair. “I didn’t mean to snap at you. I’m just scared, is all.”
“I know,” you soothe. “And I love you for it.”
It’s so easy to melt into his touch, letting your body rest against his. You close your eyes, savoring the tender moment — you haven’t had many like this in a while.
“You’ve got to get back upstairs,” he realizes, dismayed.
Stairs had been at the top of the list of no-no’s for you in your third trimester, because they’d strain your heart and your muscles. But in a day or two…
“I won’t have to worry about that anytime soon.”
There’s that adorable look on his face, his eyebrows pulled together in confusion. You watch the gears turn, knowing exactly what he’s thinking — you wouldn’t come all the way down here “just because”, even with the hormones and increased emotions. And you won’t have to worry about stairs anymore?
Oh.
Oh.
“You think it’s happening today?”
You nod, a smile slowly stretching your lips — and then it falls, your eyes squeezing shut and teeth clenching as another cramp starts, worse than the ones before. Brennan’s hands are on your shoulders immediately, keeping you upright, and the pain ceases, a deep sense of relief washing over you.
“You do know what the healers said,” you prompt gently, once you’ve relaxed.
“I know. I can’t block all of the pain, because the contractions are the best indicator of when the baby will be born. But right now, it’s just you and me, and I don’t want you to be in any more pain than you absolutely need to.”
You manage a smile. “You’re so sweet. I should marry you.”
He laughs, and that does more to ease your anxiety than anything else ever could. “You should. Now, let’s get you to the healers.”
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Everything about this experience is making you glad you’ve never had to do it before, and you never will again.
Even with Brennan blocking your pain, it’s incredibly exhausting. You’ve already filled four conduits, which had been an excellent idea to have nearby. Without them, you’d likely have set the curtains on fire by now.
The dragons have come and gone, like they’re taking shifts opening their shields to you. Not that they can do much from outside, that is, besides alerting anyone with a signet that could be of use — but you already have Brennan and three healers with you.
There’s a soft cry — not from you, but from a baby, and you collapse back against the pillows, both exhausted and relieved.
Brennan presses a kiss to the sweat-damp skin of your forehead, his thumb stroking over the back of your hand. You’d nearly broken it with how hard you’d squeezed, but you’ve let go now, limp in his hold. “The boys were right,” he says softly. “It’s a girl.”
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The healers take her away after a while, to clean her up and make sure she’s healthy, leaving you to sleep.
Ban had promised to tell Aotrom and Rhith that their riders would need to watch the boys a while longer, and they’ve always loved spending time with their aunt and uncle. They won’t question it at all.
You don’t see them until the next morning, when Brennan brings them up to see you and their little sister. He gives them each a boost up onto the bed, and they settle in like usual; Asher on your right, Naolin on your left.
“Hi my loves. Did you have fun playing in the snow?”
“Mm! Uncle Ridoc made it so the snow wouldn’t melt. And we went sledding, down the hill!”
“Which hill?” Brennan asks, eyebrows raised — surely they don’t mean the slope of the valley?
“The big one! It was kinda scary. But mostly fun.”
You can’t help but laugh. Of course Ridoc would have approved this idea, probably even been the one to suggest it, and definitely participated himself. His wife, however, had likely been waiting at the bottom of the hill, bandages at the ready.
At least they turned out unscathed, from the looks of them.
“I’m glad.”
There’s a moment of calm quiet before Brennan speaks. “Do you want to meet your little sister?”
Their eyes bug — evidently they hadn’t put it together that you being in the infirmary meant the baby had arrived.
Brennan picks her up out of the small bassinet, carefully transferring her into your arms. The boys have been around a few babies before, and have both inherited Brennan’s nurturing instincts — they know to speak quietly, and to be very careful with her.
“What’s her name?”
“Aoife Rose. It was my grandmother’s name.”
“How long until she can play with us?” Naolin asks.
“It’ll be a year or two before she can run around with you outside,” you say softly, giving him a gentle squeeze. “But until then you can play with her inside, and talk to her about anything you want, or read to her. The more she hears us talking, the sooner she’ll do it herself.”
“Does she also need to sleep a lot? Like you do?”
“Yeah, she does,” Brennan answers. “But for a while, she won’t sleep at night like you do. And she’ll take naps during the day after that, too.”
Asher looks like he has a question, but he’s hesitant to ask it. You carefully adjust Aoife in your lap, putting an arm around his shoulders and coaxing him closer to you. The comforting gesture is enough for him to speak his mind. “Are you coming home?”
Your heart aches. He hadn’t asked when you’re coming home, but if you’re going to at all. With all the uncertainty about your health, and the fact that you and Brennan hadn’t sat down to talk with them about how exactly all of this would work… you can easily see how he concluded that you were going to live in the infirmary from now on.
“Of course I’m coming home, honey. Probably today. Auntie Peach and the healers just need to make sure that Aoife is healthy first.” And yourself — but you don’t want to worry them further.
He nods, but doesn’t say anything.
Brennan steps in to continue reassuring the both of them. “Things are going to be a little different now that we have another person in our family. Your mama and I are going to have to spend a lot of time taking care of your sister, because she’s so little. But I promise you both that we’re all still going to live together, that we will spend as much time with both of you as we can, and that we still love you both just as much as before.”
That seems to ease them both — Naolin stops clinging to you as tightly, but still remains tucked into your side, and Asher looks less afraid, too.
“Do you want to keep reading our book?”
Now that perks them both back up.
Brennan takes the baby from you, quietly stepping outside the room while the three of you get settled in, cracking open the volume. You’re nearly done with it, just a few more of the short stories left. You’ll have to ask Violet for a recommendation next time you see her.
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“That was a pretty good speech back there,” you say quietly, slowly getting settled into bed. Your legs are aching from the stairs — you haven’t climbed them in months, and haven’t had any rider’s duties to keep your strength, either. At least Brennan had mended what he could, and your back is no longer aching from the weight of carrying Aoife 24/7.
Brennan just smiles. “My father said something like that to me when Mira was born. I was about their age, too.”
“How did you take it?”
“Pretty well, I think. I don’t really remember.”
“Then it can’t have been that bad, I suppose.”
“No,” he agrees. “It wasn’t.”
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shy9-29 ¡ 3 months ago
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Project: Park Sunghoon
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“she fell first, he fell harder,” - enhypen campus series
୨ৎ After their first date, you and Sunghoon slowly built something real—filled with quiet moments, lingering touches, and kisses that spoke louder than words. He never said much, but every look, every smile, and every soft “I love you” proved he was all in. ✉️ wc. 3.1k - quiet 박성훈 x talkative yn | READ PART 1 FIRST
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The conversation lulled back into the quiet rhythm of the evening, the soft clinking of silverware and distant chatter from other tables filling the gaps. You found yourself lost in the peacefulness of it, the unexpected calm that came with being with Sunghoon. It wasn’t like the dates you had imagined, with awkward silences or forced attempts at conversation. No, this felt… different. Comfortable. Still a little new, but not uncomfortable.
And then, almost out of nowhere, Sunghoon spoke up again.
“So… how’s your dad?” he asked, voice low but sincere. “I know you were rushing the other day because of him… is everything okay?”
The question hung in the air, and for a moment, you were taken aback. Sunghoon wasn’t the type to dig deep into personal matters. At least, you didn’t think he was. But here he was, asking with a kind of quiet concern that made your chest tighten.
You smiled faintly, trying to push down the little wave of worry that always seemed to hit whenever you thought about your dad. “Yeah, he’s doing better. It was just a scare, but he’s stable now. Thanks for asking.”
Sunghoon nodded, his gaze soft as he listened intently. It was strange—how even in his silence, he somehow made you feel heard. “I’m glad to hear that,” he said quietly.
You couldn’t help but feel a little lighter, his genuine care reminding you of just how much he had been paying attention. Even when he wasn’t speaking, he was listening. It wasn’t something you were used to. The way he saw you—fully and quietly—was starting to feel more like a gift than anything else.
There was another pause between you two, but it wasn’t the uncomfortable kind. It was the kind that came with understanding, with trust. And just as you were about to say something, Sunghoon caught your eye and gave you a small, reassuring smile.
“Really, though,” he added, his voice still soft but with a hint of something else—maybe a little relief. “If you ever need someone to talk to… you can always talk to me.”
Your heart did a small flip at the sincerity in his words. You were so used to talking to Stella, Sunoo, and everyone else about your dad, but Sunghoon was different. The way he said it made you feel like he meant it—really meant it.
You didn’t know how to respond to that, so you simply nodded, your own smile gentle. “Thanks, Sunghoon. I appreciate it.”
For a moment, the quiet between you two didn’t feel so heavy anymore. Instead, it felt like something you could both share—slowly, surely, one moment at a time.
So that’s what you did.
Through the summer, all you did was talk. You talked about everything—stupid things, serious things, things you hadn’t even realized were weighing on you until he looked at you with that quiet patience that said go ahead, I’ll be here. And he listened. Always listened. Sometimes he’d raise an eyebrow and hit you with a dry, borderline judgmental “really?” that made you laugh too loud, but that was about the most dramatic reaction you’d get from him. Still, it was enough.
You found yourself gravitating to his place more often than not. Not because you didn’t love being at home or with Stella or Sunoo—but because Stella had a very bad habit of inserting herself into every single moment between you two. One time she handed Sunghoon a fake engagement ring “just in case,” and you were still recovering from the secondhand embarrassment.
So Sunghoon’s apartment became a quiet little bubble of peace. Your peace.
And the first time you stepped into Park Sunghoon’s place, it was—
Wow.
Minimalist. Clean. Not overly sterile, but everything had its place, its vibe. Warm light spilled across soft gray walls and wooden floors. His bookshelves were filled with neatly organized psychology books, a random snow globe collection you absolutely did not expect, and a few faded photo booth strips tucked into the corner of a corkboard. The air smelled faintly of fresh laundry and cedar.
You just stood there in the doorway for a second, blinking. “This is… not what I expected,” you said slowly, toeing off your shoes.
Sunghoon, already heading to the kitchen, raised a brow. “What did you expect?”
“I don’t know. Skater boy chaos. A dark cave. You, sleeping on a mattress on the floor with no bedframe.”
“Why does everyone think I live like a stray cat?” he muttered.
You grinned and dropped your bag on the couch, already making yourself at home. “Because you have the personality of one sometimes.”
And he just shook his head, fighting a smile, and disappeared into the kitchen—where you would soon follow, probably talking his ear off the entire time.
Just like always.
Things with Sunghoon were… slow. Like, glacial.
It had already been a month since that first date. A full four weeks of library meetups that turned into late-night takeout on his couch, shared playlists, accidental naps beside each other, and you—talking more than ever. He’d always listen, always be there, sometimes with that unreadable expression, sometimes with a hidden smile, and sometimes with those rare but deadly one-liners that made your heart do weird things in your chest.
But the most you’d gotten?
Hand-holding.
Once.
And even that felt like a fever dream. You were walking back to his place late one night after getting boba, and the streets were quiet in that eerie way—dark, empty, too still. You weren’t scared-scared, but you had clutched your tote bag a little tighter and stepped a little closer.
Without saying anything, Sunghoon had just… reached over and grabbed your hand. Not in a dramatic way. Not even in a nervous way. Just calm and casual, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Your brain had short-circuited.
You remembered staring at your joined hands like it was some foreign object. His palm was warm, fingers longer than yours, steady and grounding. And then—just as quietly—he kept walking like nothing happened. He didn’t even look at you.
He didn’t let go until you were standing outside his apartment.
And that was it. That one time.
No kisses. No cuddles. No “are-we-actually-dating” talk. Nothing.
Just you, absolutely losing your mind alone in your room later that night, texting Sunoo and Stella in all caps like, HE HELD MY HAND I REPEAT CONTACT HAS BEEN MADE.
Meanwhile, Sunghoon texted you:
let me know when you get home safe
And then: and charge your phone next time. it was at 2%.
Classic. Park Sunghoon.
A boy who listened. A boy who cared.
A boy who was driving you insane.
It had been brewing for days.
Maybe even weeks, if you were being honest. That quiet, crawling frustration that came with almost. You were always almost touching,��almost kissing, almost something more than whatever this slow-burn nightmare was.
And tonight? Tonight was your villain origin story.
Because Park Sunghoon stood in his kitchen, sleeves rolled up, black apron tied around his waist, casually stirring ramen like he didn’t just look criminally attractive. The dim kitchen light hit the curve of his jaw way too well, and his glasses kept sliding down the bridge of his nose in a way that should’ve been illegal.
And there you were—sitting on his counter like a pathetic little extra in your own love story, watching him exist and trying not to explode.
You crossed your arms. Uncrossed them. Crossed them again.
He looked up, noticed your silence, and cocked his head slightly. “You okay?”
That did it.
“No,” you said, sharp and sudden.
He blinked, surprised. “No?”
You hopped off the counter, suddenly filled with chaotic, unhinged bravery. “No, Sunghoon. I’m not okay. I’ve been coming here for weeks, we talk, we eat, you touch my hand once like we’re in a coming-of-age indie movie and then go right back to acting like we’re not clearly into each other—are we into each other? Actually, screw it. What are we?”
The room fell dead silent.
Sunghoon froze with the ladle halfway out of the pot, his lips parted slightly like his brain was buffering.
You stared at him, heart pounding in your throat, adrenaline burning hot in your cheeks. “Seriously. I need to know. Because I can’t keep doing this ‘slow burn friends but maybe not but maybe yes’ thing. I’ve been patient. But I’m not a psychic. I can’t keep guessi—”
And then he kissed you.
No warning. No slow build. Just one hand cupping your jaw as he leaned in and pressed his mouth to yours, effectively shutting you up mid-rant.
You froze. Breath caught. Time stopped.
When he pulled back, his voice was quiet, steady. “There. Does that answer your question?”
You blinked at him, stunned silent for the first time in your life.
He raised an eyebrow. “You were saying?”
You swallowed. “I—um. I don’t remember.”
He gave a rare, satisfied smile and turned back to the stove. “Good. Want eggs in your ramyeon?”
You stared at him. “You’re so lucky you’re cute.”
He didn’t look up, but you heard the smile in his voice when he replied—
“I know.”
Sunghoon wasn’t great with words. He never had been.
You’d picked up on that early—how he’d go quiet when things got too serious, how he’d watch you more than speak, how his feelings lived in the way he looked at you rather than the things he said. But you didn’t mind. Because somewhere along the way, you realized that with him, silence wasn’t cold. It was safe.
And instead of talking, Sunghoon kissed you.
You slipped on Sunghoon’s hoodie, the fabric swallowing you whole. It was too big—way too big—but it felt comforting, warm, and somehow, it smelled like him. The way it hung off your shoulders, the sleeves so long that you had to roll them up just to use your hands, made you feel oddly protected, like you were wrapped up in his world.
You walked into the living room, ready to hang out, when you saw him sitting on the couch. His eyes flicked over to you, immediately catching the sight of you in his hoodie. His gaze lingered, and for a moment, the usual silence between you two seemed to stretch just a little longer than usual.
Then, without a word, Sunghoon stood up, the space between you two shrinking rapidly. His hand brushed a loose strand of hair from your face, and his fingers lingered along your jaw.
And before you could say anything, he kissed you.
It wasn’t slow or hesitant. It wasn’t soft and shy. It was urgent, like he’d been holding back for too long. His lips were warm, sure, confident as they pressed against yours, the weight of his kiss pulling you closer, making you forget about the awkwardness that had once lingered between you two.
When he pulled back, his eyes searched yours, soft but intense. “You look better in my hoodie than I do,” he muttered, voice low, as if the kiss had left him breathless.
You blinked, still reeling from the sudden kiss. “What?”
He kissed you again, just as quickly, cutting off your words. When he pulled back this time, he gave you a small, teasing smile. “You just look… good. In general. Always.
You couldn’t find words. All you could do was smile back, your heart pounding in your chest.
As time went on, Sunghoon started to shift, just a little. He still wasn’t exactly a fountain of words, but something had changed between the two of you. Maybe it was the way you both learned each other’s rhythms, the comfortable silence that stretched between you two like a blanket that fit just right.
At first, it was small things. He’d sit a little closer to you on the couch. His hand would brush against yours in a casual, almost absent way, but his fingers would linger, just long enough for you to feel the quiet weight of his touch. Then, one evening, when you were watching something, he simply leaned his head onto your shoulder. He didn’t say a word, didn’t even acknowledge it. He just rested there, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
You froze for a moment, unsure how to react. But the longer he stayed there, the more you realized how much you liked it. It wasn’t anything grand or over-the-top. It wasn’t even that much of a gesture in the grand scheme of things. But to you, it meant everything.
The next time you were sitting on the couch, reading something on your phone, he just draped his arm around your shoulders. Not asking for permission, not needing to say anything—he just did it. And when you didn’t pull away, he leaned in and kissed the top of your head, soft and fleeting, like he was testing the waters, seeing if you were okay with it.
And when you didn’t flinch, when you didn’t pull away, he started doing it more. He’d rest his head on your lap, your thighs, without so much as a word. Sometimes, he’d even tug you closer to him, wrapping his arms around your waist in an almost possessive way, but it wasn’t controlling. It was just him, wanting to be close. Wanting you to be close.
But even as he became more clingy, more affectionate, he still didn’t talk much. He didn’t need to. His actions were louder than his words ever could be.
You’d find yourself lying next to him, his arm around you, his chest pressed against your side. His breathing was steady, calming, and even though he didn’t say much, you could feel his presence in a way that words never managed to convey. And even in that quiet, you knew something was growing between you two. Something that was deeper than just hugs or casual touches.
It was the way he would lean into you when you were watching a movie, or the way he’d sneakily grab your hand when no one was looking, or the way he’d wait for you at the door when you were running late, without making a single sound, just quietly waiting for you to be ready.
And somehow, with every little moment, he became more yours. Even without speaking much, he was opening up to you in ways that were enough to make your heart swell. He was showing you that he cared in his own quiet way, and you didn’t need anything else.
It was a peaceful evening, and you were curled up on the couch with Sunghoon, your head resting against his chest. He hadn’t said much the whole night, but that was nothing new. Instead, the comfort of his presence, the warmth of his body against yours, and the sound of his steady heartbeat were more than enough. He was always like this, quiet but present, and in that silence, you found a kind of understanding that words could never quite capture.
You’d been texting Stella earlier, and she’d mentioned she was staying at Sunoo’s for the night. They were just friends, so you weren’t too concerned, but you did wonder why they hadn’t planned to stay out longer.
Either way, it was just you and Sunghoon now, and you didn’t want the night to end. You felt safe and content with him, wrapped up in his arms on the couch. The two of you were practically fused together, your legs tangled, his arm loosely draped over your waist.
You couldn’t help but feel a little giddy, like this was the moment you’d been waiting for. It wasn’t grand gestures or loud declarations—it was just the quiet comfort of being with him. You nestled in closer, the soft fabric of his hoodie brushing against your skin, and for once, you didn’t feel the need to fill the silence with words. You were happy just being.
But then, a loud noise from the front door jolted you both out of your little bubble. You lifted your head just in time to see Stella and Sunoo walking in, both looking a little surprised to see you and Sunghoon on the couch together.
“Wait, you guys are here?” Stella asked, her eyes flicking between you and Sunghoon, her voice tinged with confusion. “I thought you were… well, you know… doing your own thing tonight?”
You quickly sat up, realizing you must’ve looked a little too comfortable, probably too couple-y for them to walk in on. “I thought you were staying at Sunoo’s,” you said, trying to play it cool, but your cheeks were burning a little.
Sunoo, ever the curious observer, raised an eyebrow. “You two look like you’re about to fall asleep here. What’s going on?”
Before you could respond, Stella held up her phone with a sheepish grin. “I forgot my charger. Sorry for the interruption.”
You quickly glanced at Sunghoon, feeling a little awkward now that the moment had been interrupted. But when you looked at him, he was still calm, relaxed, as if nothing had changed. He just gave a small shrug, his usual quiet self.
“No problem,” he said simply, not really fazed. And somehow, his easy-going response made everything feel a little less awkward, even as Sunoo and Stella exchanged curious glances.
Stella dropped her bag by the door, a teasing smile tugging at her lips. “Well, we’ll just leave you two to… whatever this is,” she said with a wink before grabbing her charger off the counter and heading upstairs with Sunoo.
You couldn’t help but laugh nervously as Sunghoon adjusted himself on the couch. The quiet between you was familiar, comfortable again, and though the moment had been interrupted, you knew the night was far from over. With Sunghoon, it never felt like things were rushed. Everything just seemed to fall into place when you were together, no pressure, no expectations.
You snuggled back into his side, and this time, the quiet between you felt even more peaceful than before.
The room was quiet again, the only sound the soft hum of the air conditioning and the occasional creak of the floorboards as Stella and Sunoo moved around upstairs. You had long since settled back into Sunghoon’s side, your body finally succumbing to the fatigue of the night. The warmth of his body and the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest were so comforting that you couldn’t help but drift off, your head nestled against his shoulder.
You were dead to the world, completely asleep and oblivious to anything around you, but it wasn’t long before you started to feel a little… off. A weird sensation on your cheek made you stir, and when you wiped it away in your sleep, it was then you realized what had happened. You had dropped—right onto Sunghoon. You were drooling.
Your heart raced in your sleep, but you didn’t know why at first, until you heard a chuckle. A small, teasing sound that broke through the haze of your sleep.
“Y/N,” Sunghoon’s voice was soft, but playful. You could feel his fingers gently tapping your cheek, as if waking you from a pleasant, yet embarrassing slumber. “You’re drooling on me.”
You woke up with a start, eyes wide and hands flailing in panic, but all that happened was you flopped backward and accidentally bumped into the couch cushion.
“Wh—what?” you stammered, still half asleep, your face heating up in embarrassment as you realized what had happened. “Did I—? Oh my god, I did, didn’t I?”
Sunghoon was trying to hold back laughter, the sound of it bubbling up in his chest as he watched your sleepy confusion. You could see his lips twitching, the smallest of smirks threatening to break free.
With a mischievous glint in his eye, Sunghoon grabbed a pillow from the couch and swung it lightly at you, tapping your forehead. “You’re so cute,” he teased, his voice dripping with a mock-seriousness that you weren’t used to hearing from him.
That was all it took. You were suddenly wide awake, blinking furiously as you registered what had just happened. Sunghoon, the usually quiet and reserved Sunghoon, had playfully hit you with a pillow. And you were going to absolutely not let that slide.
You grabbed the nearest pillow you could find, your eyes narrowing in on him. “Oh, you did not just do that!” you said with mock indignation, then swung it at him as hard as you could.
Sunghoon yelped, stumbling back as the pillow made contact, and you felt a rush of satisfaction. But, in true Sunghoon fashion, he quickly recovered, a smile now fully breaking across his face as he held up his own pillow in defense.
The two of you continued to swat at each other, laughing and playing around. You’d never seen Sunghoon so open, so carefree. Every time your pillow connected with his arm or side, he’d laugh, his deep voice resonating through the room, and every time you missed, you’d both burst into even more laughter.
It wasn’t long before the two of you were sprawled out on the couch, still catching your breath between giggles. The soft sounds of your laughter filled the room, more natural, more in tune than you’d ever imagined it could be. For once, it felt like you weren’t just friends—you were something more, something that made the moment feel like it could last forever.
Sunghoon, who had been quietly watching you, his smile wide and unguarded, finally relaxed back against the couch, his arm slipping around you again. There was a beat of silence between you two, and then, unexpectedly, Sunghoon spoke.
“I love you,” he said, the words soft but undeniably real.
You froze, your breath catching in your throat. The air seemed to shift, and for a moment, everything around you went quiet. The confession hung in the air like something both fragile and precious, and you didn’t quite know how to respond at first.
You looked up at him, your heart thudding in your chest. Sunghoon wasn’t usually so open, so this sudden vulnerability caught you off guard.
“I love you,” he repeated, his voice a little quieter this time, but just as certain.
A smile spread across your face, warm and real. “I love you too,” you whispered back, feeling your chest tighten in the best way.
And just like that, the awkwardness you thought might remain between you two vanished. You didn’t need to say anything more. Your hands found each other, your fingers intertwining naturally as you both settled back on the couch, the world outside forgotten.
You didn’t need grand declarations or dramatic gestures. With Sunghoon, it was enough that you knew—he loved you. And you loved him.
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uceyliyahh ¡ 13 days ago
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PRESSURE
summary: she got build up pressure from her folks, her friends and her peers around her asking that million dollar question. ‘When will you get back together with Jimmy?’ It would always annoy Serenity hearing that from them when her folks knew her and Jimmy’s past. Her folks believe that they were going to get back together eventually until she found someone new hoping that she could heal those scars that Jimmy had left until that one night it changed everything.
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warnings contain: explicit content, self-harming, withdrawals, depression, a lot of build up pressure, cheating, suicidal.
sooo mdni
Jimmy Uso x Serenity
AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.
comments, likes, repost are appreciated I would love the constructive feedback in what area I need to approve in. 🤍
ALSO! I don’t not want nobody stealing my fanfics or take it as theirs that will be an issue fasho so keep it cute respectfully.
I only own my OC along with the make up scenarios
again mdni you have been warned.
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CAST
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face claim: Antonia Gentry as Serenity Cooper aka Serene
bartender
Jimmy’s ex-girlfriend (broke up with him because he cheated.)
dating Darren
best friends with Kehlani
isolates herself from her family
self harm
Instagram: serenitysdairy
iMessage - serene🤍
“I can’t do this anymore Jimmy, you’re ruining me.”
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Jonathan Solofa Fatu aka Jimmy, Big Jim, Jon
professional wrestler
Serenity’s ex-boyfriend (still wants to be with her.)
toxic
possessive
jealous of serenity’s new relationship
Instagram: jonathanfatu
iMessage - J💔
“lemme’ keep ruining you until you become mine again, that fool ain’t like me Serene and you know it.”
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India amarteifio as Ciara Cooper aka Cece
serenity’s older sister
actor
cool with Jey and Jimmy
single
Instagram: cecesworld
iMessage - cece💞
“It’s not my place to say sis but you and Jimmy need to work things out.”
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Darren Hilton aka D
basketball player
charming
loyal
dating Serenity
Instagram: d1arren
iMessage - lova💖
“how long have you been fucking him behind my back serene?”
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Joshua Samuel Fatu aka Josh or Jey
professional wrestler
married with two kids
loyal
believes that serenity and his brother will get back together
Instagram: uceyjucey
IMessage - Joshua🙄
“Serene you know he still crazy about you after you broke things off with him.”
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Trinity Fatu aka Trin
professional wrestler
male centered
mess around with Jimmy a couple of times while being on the road.
single
toxic
Instagram: trinity_fatu
IMessage - Trin🍑
“Babygirl don’t be mad at me be at ya nigga, he wanted some of this and you probably wasn’t doing your job right.”
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a/n: let’s hop right in shall we?
chapter one
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The Glitter Incident (Also Known as That One Date That Never Happened) !
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POV: Fem!Reader Pairing: Damian Wayne x Fem!Reader Genre: Fluff | Humor | Chaos | Domestic Softness Featuring: Glitter trauma, Damian being a concerned (and lowkey entertained) boyfriend, and Fem!Reader being Very Done™️ Word Count: ~2.6K Requested by: @simpingmyassoff more damimi reqs pls. . . Taglist🏷️: @simpingmyassoff , @shootingstargirl2001 (if you want to be added,comment down below!) A/N: English isn't my first lenguage,enjoy! ! ! A/N 2: This is my frist time writing for Damian. . .l!! Hope y'all like it (don't crucify me pls) A/N 3: This happend once to me. . . when i was getting ready for my gymnastics competition. . .
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The Getting-Ready Phase of Doom
There was something magical about preparing for a date.
Maybe it was the soft playlist you had on repeat (romantic pop, naturally). Maybe it was the way your lipstick matched your earrings. Or maybe it was the fact that you hadn’t blown up anything all day, which in Gotham, was basically a miracle.
You twirled once in the mirror. Soft shimmer on your eyelids, a gentle curl to your hair, the most perfect flowy dress you'd found after an hour of wardrobe warfare.
It was going to be perfect. Damian was picking you up at 7 sharp. You were ready.
Almost.
Until, of course, the Universe got involved.
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The Glitterpocalypse Begins
While grabbing your phone from the dresser, your hip bumped a small table. A small, rickety, decorative table you kept meaning to fix or get rid of. On said table: a lone, forgotten glitter popper.
The plastic kind from a birthday party six months ago. The kind you meant to throw away. The kind that, right now, decided to fall and detonate on impact like a sparkly bomb from hell.
POP.
A deafening burst.
A mushroom cloud of metallic pink, blue, and gold.
“…No,” you whispered in horror.
It was too late.
Glitter rained down on you like cosmic punishment. It clung to your arms, your face, your curls, your LIPS—
Your dress was no longer elegant. It was a walking glitter nightmare.
Your makeup? Ruined. Your soul? Also ruined.
You looked like a disco ball had exploded on a very confused Disney princess.
Cue Damian.
Knock knock.
“(Y/N)?” Damian’s calm voice came from the hallway. “I’m here.”
You froze. Your hands mid-air. Your eyes wide. The glitter sparkled menacingly.
You opened the door in slow motion.
Damian stood there, freshly dressed in a soft button-up (black, obviously), hair slightly tousled from the wind, holding a single dark red rose like the romantic menace he was.
And then he saw you.
His brow furrowed slightly.
“…Are you… under attack?”
You just looked at him. “No.”
He blinked. “Did someone glitter bomb you? Was this Grayson? Brown?”
“No.”
A long pause.
“…Did you fight a craft store?”
You groaned, stepping aside and letting him in. “It’s worse.”
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The Explanation (And the Panic)
Damian stared around the room. Glitter covered the floor, the furniture, the ceiling fan, even the cat (when did you get a cat?). You paced in front of him like a general who had lost the war.
“There was a popper,” you said, distressed, gesturing at the table. “It fell. It exploded. The glitter’s in my lip balm. Damian, I’m shiny. I’m a human mirror. I sparkle in low light. What if someone sees me and thinks I’m trying to join a boyband from 2008?”
Damian just watched you. “You do sparkle.”
“That’s not helping!”
He reached out and brushed a flake off your cheek. His touch was gentle, his smirk subtle.
“…You’re kind of cute, actually.”
You gasped. “Damian Wayne, this is a crisis.”
“An adorable one.”
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Plan B (Glitter Recovery Mission)
Seeing your eyes start to water (and not just from glitter dust), Damian immediately switched gears.
“Alright,” he said, taking your hand. “New plan. No crowds. No candlelit restaurant. Just us, here.”
“But the reservation—”
“Screw the reservation. You need a glitter decontamination unit, not crème brûlée.”
“…That’s fair.”
“I’ll run the shower. You’ll rinse the glitter. I’ll start the laundry.” He sniffed dramatically. “Also, the air smells like sparkly trauma.”
You finally let out a laugh, slumping against him. “I wanted tonight to be perfect.”
He pulled you into a slow, comforting hug, ignoring the glitter sticking to his shirt. “It already is.”
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Phase One: The Shower Battle
Twenty minutes later, you emerged from the bathroom in a bathrobe, hair damp, cheeks pink, smelling like vanilla and regret.
Damian sat cross-legged on the couch, now in sweats, with a vacuum cleaner nearby and a trash bag full of glittered paper towels.
“The floor’s safe,” he said. “Mostly. I think the couch is beyond saving.”
You eyed the spot next to him. “I’ll just sit on the floor.”
“No you won’t,” he said, pulling you down beside him with a grin. “We suffer together.”
You pouted dramatically. “I’m still glittery inside.”
He tilted his head. “...What does that mean?”
“I inhaled it. I can feel it in my soul.”
He nodded seriously. “We’ll get you a priest.”
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Movie Night: Glitter Recovery Edition
You ended up curled on the couch, a blanket over your legs, watching an old black-and-white movie while you sipped cocoa through a glittery straw (the last indignity).
Damian pressed a kiss to your temple. “You okay now?”
“Yeah,” you said softly. “Just embarrassed.”
“You shouldn’t be. You looked magical. Like a chaos faerie.”
You looked up at him. “I hate how weirdly nice that sounds.”
He shrugged. “It’s true.”
You sat in silence for a beat.
“…You’re still a little sparkly,” he added.
“I will fight you.”
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Bonus: The Batfam Finds Out
BATPSYCHO'S!!! (oh and Damian's girlfriend)
Steph: [sends a blurry photo of your glitter-covered self from earlier] Steph: “WHAT HAPPENED. WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE A BEDAZZLED PIÑATA.”
Cass: “Pretty”
Jason: “Demon Spawn. Did you lose a glitter war.”
Damian: “She's fine. Do not come over.”
Tim: “So that’s a yes.”
Bruce: “No glitter in the Batcave.”
Damian: “It was ONE TIME.”
Alfred: “I’m making tea. Stay sparkly, Miss.” You: ''Thanks Alfred. . .''
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The End (Probably. Unless More Glitter Happens.)
As the night wore on and the movie ended, you turned to Damian, sleepily curling into his side.
“…You really don’t mind the glitter?”
He kissed the top of your head. “Not even a little.”
“Even if it’s in your hair forever?”
“I’ll live.”
“You’re a good boyfriend.”
“You’re a sparkly menace,” he replied.
You smiled into his shoulder. “I’ll take it.”
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planet-dusk ¡ 2 years ago
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yunho princess treatment 🤭
🏷️ jeong yunho x fem!reader. cw ; fingering, choking, praise, slight size kink, pet names: love, princess, good girl ( 587 w. )
minors dni. for mature audiences only !
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“tell me what you need, love.” 
yunho’s breath tickled the side of your face. his fingers burned hot on your bare thigh, inching closer to the apex. 
“n-need your fingers inside of me, yuyu, please.” you knew you didn't have to beg; he’d give you the moon and the stars if he could. still, it came natural to you. 
yunho chuckled, then hissed when his calloused fingertips came in contact with your soaked panties. “this wet for me already, princess?” he swallowed your moans when he sank two long fingers into your aching hole, “can’t wait to feel this tight pussy around my cock.”
he found the right spot with ease, fingers curling and his thumb drawing firm circles over your clit. “that’s my girl right there,” he muttered when your eyes rolled back in pleasure. “will you cum for me, love?”
you nodded dumbly, eyes already glazed over and fingers curled tight around his biceps. “choke me,” you managed to get out between moans, and yunho wasted no time in wrapping his large hand around the column of your throat. he kept his touch light, only applying dizzying pressure on the pulse points at the side, the effect immediate. 
your legs fell open wider and yunho’s eyes trailed from your puffy cunt back to your blissed out face. “you look so pretty like this, love,” he mused, tightening his grip. “all spread out for me. greedy pussy’s sucking in my fingers like you haven’t been fucked in days.”
in truth, it’d only been two nights. it was impossible to go for long without yunho, and he knew it. he always gave you exactly what you wanted. he’d tease you about it first, sometimes, but he was just as quick to give in. you were his princess and he treated you accordingly. 
“i’m going to make you cum on my fingers, love, and then i’m going to fuck you.” yunho’s voice sounded low and determined, “any way you want, for as long as you want. how does that sound?”
you tried to answer, a pathetic choked-off whine leaving your throat, his hand still wrapped tight around it. yunho knew you were close; the telltale signs as familiar to him as the back of his own hand. that same hand he now watched pumping in and out of your soaked pussy, your juices dripping down his fingers and pooling in his palm. 
“you need to cum fast, princess, before i fold you in half and fuck you full,” he groaned. “i can’t wait much longer. look at you —” he flexed his fingers around your throat before tightening them again “— you’re such a vision, love. prettiest little thing i’ve ever seen. tiny pussy’s taking my fingers so well, need me to add a third? get you ready to take my fat cock?”
the stretch made you keen, your hips bucking up into his hand. he rolled his thumb over your swollen clit and watched you fall apart under him, pinned to the bed by his hand around your throat. “that’s it, you’re doing so well love, just a little more.” he slowed down his movements, dragging out your high until you began to squirm underneath him. 
“my good girl,” he brought his fingers up to your mouth and you latched on eagerly, moaning around them when you felt the head of his cock bumping your clit, “don’t worry, i’ll give you what you want, you know i will.”
you knew, and you’d never get enough of him.
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Title: Good Old Days
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Pairing: Paige Bueckers x Reader
Fandom: Women’s College Basketball/Women’s College volleyball (UConn / NC State AU)
Inspired by: “Good Old Days” by Macklemore ft. Kesha
Summary: Childhood best friends turned lovers rediscover love during final seasons.
A/n: this is Paige’s pov…..
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I wish somebody would’ve told me, babe.
Told me that the nights spent on rooftops, the laughter echoing from backyards, and those wide-eyed dreams we swore were real—those would be the good old days.
That you would be my good old days.
I met you when we were eight.
You’d just moved into the house down the street, wearing your older brother’s oversized hoodie and scowling like you hated Minnesota’s snow more than anything else.
I threw a snowball at your window. You came outside to yell at me. We’ve been inseparable ever since.
We had our first fight two months later. You didn’t want to share your last Capri Sun. I called you selfish. You cried. I cried harder. We made up two hours later when I offered you my fruit snacks.
Childhood friendship. Pure, unfiltered, untouchable.
It stayed that way until we grew up.
It was the summer before we turned sixteen when it all changed.
Fourth of July. You wore a red tank top, fireworks reflected in your eyes. We laid on a blanket behind your cousin’s truck, half-drunk on soda, half-drunk on feelings we couldn’t name.
You said, “Do you ever think about us? Like… more than best friends?”
I didn’t answer. I kissed you instead.
That was our first kiss.
That was the start of something I didn’t have the words for yet.
“I wish somebody would’ve told me, babe. Someday, these will be the good old days.”
We said I love you the next month.
We said I hate you two weeks later.
Because that’s how we were.
Passionate. Stubborn. Real.
You wanted to go to homecoming. I didn’t have the guts.
I let you go with someone else, even though my heart screamed at me to ask you.
You were furious. “But you didn’t even ask either, did you, Madison?”
When you used my middle name, I knew I’d really hurt you.
You didn’t talk to me for three days. That was a record. I hated every second of it.
We got high together for the first time senior year. An edible at a bonfire. You laughed so hard you snorted water out your nose. I couldn’t stop saying I love you. You kept repeating it back through tears of laughter.
Those were the nights we thought would never end.
Then college came.
UConn for me. NC State for you.
We promised nothing would change.
But it did.
Distance didn’t kill us. Time did. Pressure. Injuries. Growing into different people.
Still, you showed up for me when it mattered. Like that day—August 1st, 2022.
ACL tear. Pickup game. My whole world flipped.
You flew in without saying a word. Showed up at the hospital in your NC State hoodie, hair in a messy bun, eyes red.
“I knew you’d need me,” you whispered. “So I came.”
I’ll never forget that.
“I just wanted my name in a star. Now look at where we at…”
Senior Night. February 16th, 2024.
I stood on the court, mic in hand, heart racing like it was my first game again.
“I know everyone wants me to address the elephant in the room… but umm unfortunately this will not be my last senior night at UConn. Im coming back!” I said, voice breaking as the crowd exploded.
You were in the stands. I saw you. I always found you first. You were crying, grinning, clapping so hard your palms must’ve burned.
That night, we laid in my bed. Not lovers. Not exactly friends. Something softer. Something complicated.
“I feel like this is it,” I murmured into the quiet. “Our year. I think we can bring it home.”
You turned to me, eyes glossy. “I think so too. And even if it isn’t… you’re already enough, Paige.”
No one else could’ve said that and made me believe it.
April 5th, 2024. Final Four. UConn vs. Iowa. 69-71. We lost.
I was in shock. Tears running down my face.
You were the first person I saw when I looked up.
No cameras. No fans. Just you, waiting by the tunnel.
You didn’t say anything. You just hugged me like it was 2015 again and we were back in my backyard crying over a scraped knee.
“I’m proud of you,” you whispered.
And God, I needed that.
Then your shoulder tore. Final season. Senior year. The one you came back for.
You tried to push me away again.
“Go focus on your season, Paige.”
I didn’t leave. I flew out. I brought your favorite smoothie and an ugly teddy bear from the airport gift shop.
You looked at me, broken and raw. “Why are you still here?”
“Because if I had to do it all over again—us, this, the heartbreak, the magic—I would.”
We spent spring in late-night FaceTimes.
Sometimes we talked. Sometimes we just stared at each other, eyes heavy with sleep and old feelings.
Other nights, I’d find myself in Raleigh. Or you in Storrs. Quiet visits. No social media. No explanations.
We sat on my roof one night after a party. Music below. Stars above.
“I wish time would slow down,” I said.
You nodded, head on my shoulder. “I wish we could be 16 again. I wish you’d asked me to homecoming.”
I looked at you. “I wish I had too.”
April 4th, 2025. Final Four. We won.
April 6th. National Championship. Tampa. We did it. Natty secured.
I collapsed in the confetti, tears soaking my jersey.
I searched the crowd again. And there you were. Hands cupped over your mouth, eyes bright with joy.
I pointed. You smiled.
After the game, I found you in the tunnel.
“Come back to Connecticut with me,” I said, breathless. “Come celebrate.”
You hesitated for one second. Then nodded.
April 7th. Welcome Home Rally. Gampel Pavilion.
You were front row. Cheering louder than anyone. I saw you mouthing my speech with me. You’d always known me best.
Later that night, parties in Storrs. I kept looking for you.
When I finally found you on the porch steps, red solo cup in hand, you grinned.
“Remember when we thought this was impossible?” I asked.
“Yeah,” you said. “But then again… we always were kind of unstoppable.”
April 13th. The parade in Hartford. Thousands of fans. Confetti and chants.
You were in the crowd. Again.
Always showing up.
Always my good old days.
April 14th. WNBA Draft.
I wore black. You wore purple. We didn’t sit together. We couldn’t. But the after party we were glued to each other.
I pulled you into my arms and whispered, “Thank you for every version of me you loved.”
You kissed my cheek and said, “I’ll always love every version.”
And now, sitting in this quiet hotel room, draft hat on the table, champagne on the dresser—I think about us.
“I was thinkin’ ‘bout the band… thinkin’ ‘bout the fans… in a small club in Minnesota…”
I was thinkin’ ‘bout you.
How we used to sneak out, lie on the grass, dreamin’, figuring out who we were. The futon nights. The fights. The Fourth of July. The homecoming I ruined. The edible giggles. The hospital rooms. The long drives. The late nights. The confessions. The heartbreak.
All of it.
Those good old days.
And I finally understand what the song meant.
“Maybe these are the moments… maybe I’ve been missin’ what it’s about…”
I smile through the tears.
Because even though we didn’t end up where we thought we would, I had you.
And that was always enough.
I pick up my phone.
Me: You up?
🏐💕: Always for you.
Me: I don’t know what happens next. WNBA, life… all of it. But if I had to go through every moment again—the best, the worst, the magic, the pain—I would. With you.
🏐💕: I’d do it all again too.
You send a picture. It’s us. Fourth of July. Sixteen. Right before our first kiss.
And I know, deep in my bones, in my heart, in the history written in every scar and every smile line…
“I wish somebody would’ve told me, babe…”
These will always be my good old days.
I don’t remember falling asleep, only that your voice was the last thing I heard and your picture was the last thing I saw. Fourth of July. Age sixteen. A still frame of a beginning.
The next morning, sunlight pours through my hotel window like it’s got something to say. My phone buzzes. It’s you.
🏐💕: Wanna get breakfast?
Me: Always.
We meet at a little diner a few blocks from the hotel. It’s nothing fancy—red booths, sticky syrup bottles, that smell of burnt coffee and cinnamon pancakes.
You’re already there when I arrive, hoodie pulled over your head, sunglasses on despite being indoors. You wave me over with a fork in one hand, smile tugging at the corners of your lips.
“Sleep okay?” you ask.
“I did once you answered.”
You snort, nudging a mug toward me. “I ordered your coffee. Hazelnut. Two sugars. I remembered.”
“You always do.”
We fall into conversation like we never stopped. College talk. Draft nerves. Rookie contracts. Training camps.
Then, it quiets. There’s a lull between bites of waffle and sips of coffee. You glance out the window, chewing your lip the way you always do when you’re nervous.
“Can I ask you something?”
I nod. “Always.”
You meet my eyes. “Do you think… do you think we missed our chance?”
I set my fork down. My chest tightens. “I used to think that.”
“And now?”
“Now I think… maybe we needed the time apart to grow into the kind of people who could try again. And get it right.”
You look down, then back up. “I never stopped loving you.”
I reach across the table, cover your hand with mine.
“I never will.”
It’s not loud. Not dramatic. No background music or movie-score-worthy kiss. Just you and me, in a booth that smells like syrup, holding hands like we’re sixteen again and scared of what love could mean.
Only this time, we’re not scared.
This time, we’re ready.
And maybe we can’t rewrite the past, but we can choose what comes next.
“I wish somebody would’ve told me, babe…”
“…that someday, these would be the good old days.”
And maybe—just maybe—we’re about to start the best ones yet.
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ᥫ᭡ f!reader x sim jaeyun ── 𝒢enre. angst. fluff, non idol enha. ᭙ᥴ 5.4k Not proofread [reqs are open] ᝰ.ᐟ 𝓁ibrary
authors 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒𝓈 so recently I watched this film called dr birds advice for sad poets and I fell in love with it, the somber romance and dependency of one person to another to keep them mentally stable just stuck with me. Though this isn’t as somber to the movie the limerent romance is similar.
IN WHICH Jake finds himself deeply in love with a girl that has a somber heart but a love for poetry. She uses words to mask the pain that hides behind her angelic smile, and the closer the two get the more dependent she becomes on him.
🏷️ : @jwonistic @squiishymeow @river-demon-slayer @sol3chu @butterflywonz
In all honesty Jake knew absolutely nothing about poetry, he had never even found himself interested in a single poem until he had laid eyes on her. Though he was a man of books and literature, never in his life had he picked up a book of poetry. Even so he found himself attending every meeting of the dead poets society, all out of hopes that he could finally get closer to her.
Despite his friend group Jake had always been a socially awkward person, being around others that weren’t his childhood friends made him absolutely anxious. When he became overwhelmed it was like Bees swarming a comb of honey, his thoughts sent into an immediate frenzy. To outsiders because he was quiet and just had always remained in the books it made him weird. He hated the unwanted attention that surrounded him, the negative and positive attention that seemed to surround him like a heavy fog, there was only person's attention he truly wanted and didn’t mind having and that was hers. Everything about her was vibrant and the complete personification of what sunlight was to be in human form. First time their eyes met he felt he had experienced what it was like to come face to face with the stars, to stare into the heart of space itself. She summoned an endless swarm of butterflies in the pit of his stomach every time the two crossed paths. So imagine his feelings when she approached him and his friends during their study session; a study session during which only two of them seemed to be studying.
Jake had been so entirely invested in his book that he hadn’t even realized she approached their table. It wasn’t until his nose had sensed the sweet smell of her perfume that he realized she had been nearby. Sunghoon slaps at Heeseungs shoulder as if to bring his attention to the scene before them. All of his friends were well aware of the massive crush they’re friend had on her.
“Jake?” His heart had begun to beat so fast that he felt he was experiencing heart palpitations, as he heard his name spill from her plump lips, a sound that was absolutely angelic falling upon his ears. The way his name melted off her tongue sending his burning stomach into a frenzied state.
“You’re Jake right?” As he finally tore his gaze away from his book and forced them to focus on her face, he froze up on the spot.
“You are so breathtakingly beautiful.” The words spilled from his lips before he himself could even grasp the fact that they had.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“..Okay, anywho..Jake.” She says it again, the butterflies in his stomach rampage upon her calling his name again. He'd have sworn he had honey dripping from his ears by now, having heard his name from her once again.
“You work in the bookstore downtown right?”
“Right, yeah every week.”
“Perfect, um so the poetry club has been looking for a new place to meet after hours since the campus library is usually closed, and since I’ve seen you around there I was wondering, do you think we could use the bookstore?” Her every word has slipped through one ear and out the other, all he could do was stare into her doe eyes and wonder what thoughts were running through the forest in her head.
“Uh y-yeah I guess I could ask the owner?”
“Yes, yes yes! Thank you.” With the smile that spread across her face she was like the true embodiment of an angel. Before he had any sort of time to react she had kissed his cheek and ran off.
In that moment he had experienced over a thousand flames igniting within him, his heart entirely set ablaze.
The next morning he sat in class contemplating the ways he could ‘accidentally’ run into her outside of her classroom once her lecture had been over. He stood pacing the floor, his thoughts nearly swallowing him whole like a sea of irregular waves. He did that often when it came to her, constantly overthinking, always questioning whether or not she’d ever truly be interested in him. If he would ever actually man up and tell her he had adorned her for quite some time.
“Jake?” Her voice instantly pulled him from his head, forcing him to focus on something other than his thoughts of her and remain in the present. As his eyes fell upon her she dismissed her friends and made her way over to him.
“Hey, I was looking for you this morning, usually you’re in the courtyard with your friends but you weren’t there this morning.” She noticed that? She noticed him enough to realize that he wasn’t in his usual place.
“Ah right I got here a little late, my shift last night ran kinda late. I did get the okay to have you guys use the store though, as long as everyone is out by 12 the place is all yours.”
“Oh my god! You’re literally the best!” Jake found himself lost in her smile, lost in her dimples as she cheerfully pulled a note from her bag.
“This is the poetry club's schedule. I made this extra one so that you would be aware of the days we’ll be attending, since you’ll already be there. Maybe you should listen to it every now and then?” She hands over the invitation with a smile, his gaze remained glued to her as she brushed the loose strands of hair away from her face.
“Ah yeah, Maybe I should. I've been wanting to get into poetry lately.” A blatant lie, he had never ever thought to get into it.
“Oh? Then tonight will be perfect for you. We're discovering the works of Edgar Allen, starting off with simple works since we’ve gotten new members.” The only time he had ever picked up any work by the former writer he had been in middle school, it was the only time he had ever read poetry in his life and it had been forced upon him.
“Save a book for me then yeah?”
“I’ll get there early tonight, maybe you can help me set up before everyone gets there?” He couldn’t possibly deny her request, with the way her beautiful eyes gazed at him expectantly, he was forced to crumble under pressure.
“Yeah, I’ll be there.” Of course he’d be there he had to fucking work. He swore when it came to her all his logic was immediately thrown out the window.
When Jake had finally arrived to work his thoughts were rampant once more, with no way to silence them. He was nervous to say the least, he had never experienced love, nor had he ever experienced what it was like to love someone this much, let alone someone like her. She was like a rare flower that only bloomed upon the night of a full moon. Her energy was always infectious to anyone that had crossed paths with her. She had a way of making even the saddest of man smile.
The ding of the front bell drew Jake out of his ongoing thoughts, and as she walked wearing her white button up and black skirt, a red sweater adorned around her waist. His eyes drink her in, as if snapping a picture with his pupils and engraving the sight within his mind for eternity. Everything about her was sweet, her plump lips, the dimples that poked out when she smiled, the freckles that adorned her face, and don’t even get him started with her laugh or her voice, that melted off her tongue like sweet honeysuckle.
“Hi Jake.”
“Hey, you actually really did come earlier than expected.”
“I’m a girl of my word.” She responds with a smile as she sits down on a box of books on the only empty table in the store.
“So there's a room in the back, where we keep the old books, but there’s enough space for all of you to gather there, and it's somewhat secluded if you all don’t want to be bothered.”
“Thank you I honestly owe you one, I really do appreciate us letting you use the place.” She responds with a smile, taking the sweater from around her neck and placing it on the table.
“I’ll take these back there for you, feel free to look around.” He lifts the box with ease, not seeming to realize the way she observes him curiously. She had always seen him around campus, or in their shared lectures, his head always buried in a book when he wasn’t studying or hanging around his friends. She always thought him to be cute, though she wasn’t the type to simply crush on someone all because they were cute, she liked to take the deeper dives. To fall for anyone she needed to fall deep into the abyssal vortex of their minds.
She trails him, strolling through the aisles, eyes scanning through the ongoing shelves of books, her fingers dusting over each outdated and upgraded cover, or spine.
“Do you like it here? I mean you must love books a lot to work here of all the options in town.”
“Yeah it’s not bad, I mean the pay could be better but I’d rather be surrounded by something I love than getting higher pay for a shitty job that leaves me miserable.” He responds by taking one of the books into his hands as he sits down the box full of them. He had seen poe's work countless of times, his poetry above all being one of the recent purchases from the store, though he himself had never been intrigued enough to even spare it a glance until now.
“Do you have a favorite work?”
“Favorite work?”
“A favorite piece of his? Poe? Or any poet for that matter if you prefer others.”
“Ah, I’ve actually never even bothered to pick up any poetry, don’t think I’ve read any since I was in middle school.”
“Seriously?”
“I guess I just never got the point, to me they were always just mindless words put together on a page.”
“Then that means you just haven’t written the right works.” She disappears from sight leaving Jake confused as he hears rustling down one of the aisles until she returns with a book.
“This one is one of my favorites.” She steps at his side pulling the book open to one of the first pages inside.
“She walks in beauty, Lord Byron.” As she began to read he found himself captivated, near hypnotised by the sound of her voice. Partially distracted how close the two of them now were, close enough for him to detect the aroma of her perfume almost immediately. As her arm brushed against his own it sent shivers up his back.
“She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o’er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express,
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that cheek, and o’er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent”
Once she finished reading her gaze shifted from the book in hand, over to him who had already been looking at her.
“Beautiful.” He wasn’t talking about the poem, he meant how captivating she could look standing there. How angelic her voice had sounded as she read through the lines of the page. Of course the poem itself was beautiful, it resembled the exact way he thought of her, but having her standing here she looked all the more beautiful.
“It may sound beautiful, yes, but the words where you hear them, what do you think? What did they mean to you?”
“Sounds to me like he’s praising a woman for her beauty, the unfathomable realization that one could be so beautiful, that they could look so sweet and angelic, she must be praised for her visuals and attributes among all.”
He responds, tearing his gaze away from her and looking at the book, part of that had been solely his thoughts towards her.
“Well, the piece is meant to praise the inner and outer attributes of a woman, to admire her beauty, innocence and purity. The admiration of a woman and all that she may be, adorning her inner and outer beauty.”
“It’s beautiful.” He responds looking back at her, her eyes had nearly met him until the bell at the front door rung and slowly but surely members of the club began to trickle in.
Though work pulled him away from the ongoing meeting it didn’t stop him from stopping in every now and then nor did it stop his ears from listening in. He never thought he’d ever find himself interested in poetry but the way she talked about it, how passionate she got when it came to each poem, it drew him in.
By the end of the night when everyone had left and the meeting had come to an end, she was the last to stay behind.
“So what did you think?” She sauntered over to the checkout counter, resting her elbows on top and her head in her palms.
“I guess it’s not as boring as I thought.” He responds, trying to act cool at which she only laughs at his attempt at being nonchalant.
“There's no meeting tomorrow, but do you work?”
“I open tomorrow, yes, though Someone else will be closing.”
“Perfect, I’ll swing by and pick you up after your shift, I’ll make sure that by the end of this week you’ll absolutely love it by the end of this week.”
“Yeah? If you can get me to like it, I'll take you and the whole club out for ice cream, my treat.”
“I hope your wallet is ready by the end of the week then.” She grabs her things, throwing her sweater over her shoulder before making her way to the door.
“See you tomorrow.”
“You promised her what??” Heeseung and Sunghoon were sent into a fit of laughter as Jake went over the events of tonight.
“Oh you’re so whipped it's insane.”
“Im pretty sure I’m fucked, even if I don’t like anything she shows me tomorrow I know I’ll just give in and tell her I like it anyways.”
“How many people are in this club anyways?”
“Including her, twenty.”
“So basically he’ll be buying two hundred dollars worth of ice cream.”
“Isn’t that like your whole paycheck? You only make 350 a week.”
“Well at least he’s finally got a date with the girl of his dreams.”
The next morning Jake found himself watching the clock, waiting for the time to trickle down, his eyes often shifting to the door as if he had been waiting for her to walk right through it. Eventually he forced himself to keep himself busy, dusting shelves and rearranging books out of hopes that it would make the time go by faster, though it just continued to go agonizingly slow. As the front bell dinged he quickly rushed to the front, his heart nearly falling from his chest as she entered. With her green topped button up and brown skirt, this was the first time he hadn’t seen her in some sort of formal attire, honestly it was the first time he had ever been seeing her outside of a scholastic setting. She looked beautiful as always, but something about the revelation of skin made goosebumps adorn his skin.
“Hi Jake.” She approaches him with a bright smile, that same bright smile that made his heart beat every time he laid eyes upon it.
“You look, you look beautiful.” He spoke absentmindedly, earning a smile from her.
“Not that you don’t look beautiful all the time- just today you..today I actually. You know what I think they need help over there I’ll be right back.” Jake silently curses himself as he slips from behind the counter and escapes the aisle to help an elderly couple that had just entered the store.
Meanwhile she sauntered down the aisle, her eyes trailing the shelves until landed upon something that was worthy of a read in her eyes.
“Stealing beauty.” A book she herself had read time and time again simply to feel something, a reminder to her that love existed, that even the most foreign loves could be real.
“Have you read it?” Jake asks, stepping behind her he takes one of the five copies of the book into his hand.
“Mm I have, more times than i’d like to admit.”
“There's something about italian romance that is above all other types, summer italy. Maybe it’s the fact that Italy itself is more beautiful that makes the romance so breathtaking.” He continues on as he puts the book back in his place, this was the first time that she was getting a good look at him now that they had been this close. As he spoke she found his words tugging at her heartstrings, she was getting a glimpse into his own mind.
“Do you like them? Romance books?”
“I’ve read them since I was younger, I’ve always had a knack for them, I’ll read any genre but there’s something about romance that makes you feel hopeful about your own love life, helps discover the things you yourself might like to experience with another person.” The more he talked the more his thick accent melted her ears, there was something infectious about the way he spoke, it was quite obvious that he was a man of books.
“Jake! You can clock out now. I'm sorry for being late.” A tall male who she assumed to be his coworker yells from the front counter, neither of them knew when he got there but he had now made his presence known.
“Soobin you do realize you don’t have to yell, I wasn’t even that far back in the store.” Jake walks away and she lets out an unknown sigh of relief.
For the first time since knowing about him, she found herself becoming more and more interested in Sim Jaeyun.
“So you mean to tell me you’ve really read books all your life and never picked up one poetry book?” She asks, as the two walked down the street side by side
“I’ve never found any interest in it. Why read something so short and inconclusive when I could fall into the world of a book, stimulating my imaginative side.”
“Poems may also be short but they tell a story as well, it may not be as long and drawn out as the chapters of a book, but if you find the right one you’ll fall in love with them.”
The two of them found themselves walking down the street market, her immediately stopping as her eyes fell upon the jewelry cart and he instantly took notice at what her eyes fell upon.
“Do you want one?”
“What?”
“The ring, did you want one?”
“As beautiful as they are, I can't have you buy this Jake.”
“I’ll take two of them.” He tells the seller, completely ignoring her disapproval of him spending money on her.
“Thank you.” Jake gives the seller a charming smile below continuing their walk.
“Here.” He stops only a few feet away to slip the ring on her finger before slipping one on his own.
“What is the significance of these anyways, what’s special about them?” She had been so busy staring down at her hand that she nearly ignored his question.
“They’re mood rings.”
“Like the rings that change with your mood right?” She gives him an absent nod and he looks down at her ring before looking at his own.
“Mine is dark green? What’s the meaning of it?”
“Means you’re feeling mixed emotions right now, in that case the ring can’t pinpoint any exact emotion so it turns a darker green.”
“And yours?” He responds glancing down at her ring, he nervously bit his lip, as he awaited her answer.
“Indigo.”
“What does indigo mean”
“Means I'm happy, that i'm at peace.” Jake's chest heaved a relieved sigh upon hearing those words, she was happy, and he didn’t care if it was because he had gotten her that ring or if it was because she was with him, all that mattered was she was happy.
The evening had gone by far too quick for him, she spent the entire day making him read different poems, showing him different arts and music pieces. They talked over dinner, both of them sharing their interests and talking about some of their favorite works and films that had cause their spark for the things they were so passionate about, and when they finally bid goodbye to one another Jake went home with a smile on his face while she herself went home with a feeling of dread. Before meeting Jake Poetry had been her only escape, of course she had her friends but they had their own lives of course, they couldn’t always be there when they had lives to live as well. Today with Jake had been so perfect, it wasn’t until she got home that she realized she didn’t want to leave him.
As she stepped into her home, the overwhelming sense of dread and immense sadness had overbared her. Broken glass crunched beneath her feet and the sound of yelling in a nearby room caused her to clamp her ears shut as she ran up the stairs to her room. You’d think she’d be used to it now, the constant screaming and yelling, the violently laced exchange of words between her mother and her father. She had been dealing with it since high school, so she couldn’t understand why now in her twenties she still couldn’t handle the way they talked to one another. She had no one, her little brother was never home and it's not like she wanted him to see her like this anyways, after all the oldest daughter was meant to bear all of it on her own. So she plugged her ears with her earbuds, hoping to drown out any sound of the ongoing fuss as she cried herself to sleep.
The prettiest of smiles hide the saddest of hearts
The next day she decided to lock herself in her room, it was a sunday. She should have been out and about, enjoying her day off before returning back to school, yet there she lay wasting away in her room, starving herself. Of course she couldn’t leave her room, she didn’t want to face either of them, she wished that they would just make it easy on everyone in the house and divorce but part of her also knew that that would hurt her too.
Jake on the other hand could only think about her and the previous night, he regrets not getting her number, because now he sat behind the bookstore counter wondering if she had as good a time as he did.
The next day when everyone had returned to campus Jake was quite surprised to see her joining him and his friends for lunch.
“Hi Jake. These are your friends right?” She flashes each of them a smile as she introduces herself to them. In all honesty every one of them had been quite shocked at the fact that she had been sitting at their table, it left them to wonder what exactly happened between her and Jake the day before that the two were now close.
“I wanted to ask you something.”
“I’m all ears.”
“There's a film convention coming up at the end of the month and I usually get tickets early, I was wondering if you wanted to go? They're showing stealing beauty and since you like the book too I thought we could go together?”
Jake had frozen on the spot, she was asking him to a movie?
“Yeah- yeah I’d love that it sounds fun, i'll be there.”
For some reason she found herself letting out a relieved breath she didn’t even know she had been holding in. It would have been absolutely humiliating if he had rejected her in front of his friends.
The week had gone by pretty quick, a week in which she hadn’t had much time to think about her family because she had been drowning herself in school work, poetry club and none other than Sim Jaeyun. He became her rock, someone she found herself depending on whenever she felt overwhelming sadness or dread. Whether it was the two of them reading together, watching movies, or simply sharing interests it always tore her mind away from the dreadful things in life.
The two had become quite close, so close that it was obvious to any outsiders that the two had formed some sort of feelings for one another. If it wasn’t obvious enough, the handholding, whispering to one another, or her giggling whenever he smiled or looked at her would absolutely give it away.
As she struggles to place a book onto the top shelf Jake steps behind her, taking the opportunity to snake an arm around her waist and take the book from her hands, placing it up on the shelf himself.
“You know you could have just used the stool.”
“Then how would I have gotten you to come over and help me?” Her words earn a chuckle from Jake, who brushes her hair behind her ear as she turns to face him.
“I think I deserve some sort of reward for helping you put it up anyways.”
“Is that right?”
“Mm.” He hums, leaning in pressing her against the shelf as he presses his lips against her own.
“Please don’t fuck in here I don’t think the owner will be too happy with seeing that on the cameras” Soobin chimes in from down the aisle, causing the both of them to jump.
“Ah what did I tell you about yelling bin.” Jake complains, rubbing his head after having hit on the bookshelf, which only makes her laugh.
The two walked hand and hand to the ice cream parlor that was a mere two blocks away from the bookstore, him now owing the entire club ice cream all because he had indeed, fallen in love with not only poetry, but with her.
The month had gone by smoothly, and the closer the two had gotten, the more in love they fell with one another the worse things had gotten in her family. She had been on her way out when she heard the two of them screaming their lungs out in the kitchen, her mom throwing things as per usual. It was like she couldn’t get out of the house quick enough. Jake had been making his way to the door when she stepped out, she forced a smile on her face as she saw him approaching her with flowers in his hand.
“Hi beautiful.”
“Hello handsome.” He hands her the flowers before tucking her hair behind her ear.
“Are your parents working late again? I was hoping to meet them tonight but if they’re busy again then I guess I��ll just have to catch them another time.”
“They’re gone to my brother's game.” She lied, she hated lying to him but she refused to let him see how fucked up her family had been right now, she didn’t want him looking at her differently. The entire car ride she had been silent, seemingly lost in thought, that was when Jake realized that something had been off. He took her hand into his own, rubbing over her knuckles with his thumb before bringing it to his lips for a kiss, it was then that he realized the color of her mood ring was one he had never witnessed on her finger before, Gray.
“Sweetheart you know you can tell me if something’s bothering you?”
“Hm? What do you mean?”
“Your ring, whatevers stressing you out, whatever’s got you nervous, anxious you me you can tell me?” That was it, she shut down on the spot. It wasn't a lie she could lie to him; he had already known something was up by her silence and the color of her ring, but she couldn't bring herself to say a word.
How could she sit right here in the passenger seat of his car and tell him that she had been lying about her parents. How could she tell him that she’s always avoided the topic when he talked about making things official because she was scared. She was scared that this wasn’t really a romance, that she was only dependent on him to feel something other than sadness. That she was scared that if she really did love him; they would end up just like her parents. Before she had even realized tears had been streaming down her face and it sent Jake into an instant panic.
He immediately pulls up into the driveway of their destination and stops the car.
“Sweetheart, did I say something wrong? I’m sorry love i didn’t mean to-“
“I’m sorry.”
“Sorry? Sorry for what sweetheart, why are you apologizing?”
“For using you, for depending on you to make my shitty life not so shitty.”
“What are you talking about sweetheart you aren’t making any sense.”
“I’ve been lying to you Jake.” Her tearful eyes staring at him made him suck in a breath.
“My parents, the reason I never want you to come over or meet them is because they’re always fighting, they’re always down each other's throats, and it’s the reason my brother never even bothers to come home. I tried, I tried to be happy, you made me happy, but I- I’ve been relying on you like some sort of drug. I’ve been pretending all this time to be happy and cheerful, I’ve smiled when all I want to do is break down.”
“Why? Why didn’t you just tell me? Why didn’t you just talk to me?”
“I just- I didn’t want you to look at me differently, to not like me anymore because I wasn’t the happy cheerful girl you met on campus.” He wiped the tears from her cheeks, though endless tears continued to fall he still wiped them nonetheless, holding her head in his hands he forced her to look at him.
“Why would I give up on you for something that’s out of your control? I’ve liked you for longer than I could remember, sat alone sometimes constantly overthinking if you would like me with all my own flaws and anxieties. How could I ever stop loving you or look at you differently for showing aspects that make you human. Your parents actions or words don’t define the person that you are, so what they do I don’t care.”
“Jake.”
“I don’t care, I love you, I fell in love with you and I’m going to love you through sad and happy moments, do you think I’m always happy? That I don’t sometimes feel the stress or dread of life just crushing me, it's part of who we are, part of who all of us are, and you aren’t using me. I’ve looked into your eyes many times, and it's not guilt or deceit that I’ve seen. You love me.”
“Jake I”
“Saying it won’t make me disappear, telling me you love me won’t drive me away, you love me.” There was an overbearing silence after his words. As scared as she had been the entire time to admit it to not him but herself, he was right.
“I love you.” Her voice cracks as she finally speaks the words aloud. Three words that made Jake's heart beat faster in his chest and he was finally able to feel some sort of relief hearing her say it.
“Don’t think about anything going on at home tonight, just be in the present.” He spoke softly, a loving undertone to his voice as he cleaned her tear stained cheeks.
“Let’s make sure that by the end of the night, your ring turns back to indigo.”
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