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Question: I notice on your Deltarune posts you focus on a lot about relationships and gender roles and such. May I ask why exactly? Just curious as to why find this aspect of this game so particularly interesting? Is there anything else you find interesting about DR?
well. first of all yes I find many other aspects of DR to be interesting lmao. the discarded vessel, the conversations ralsei and kris have when the player isnt looking, the dreemurr-holiday family split, anything surrounding dess, the connections to undertale, what gaster's goals are, susie's potential, kris's whole everything.... but as I've said before, I don't really like making predictions outside of themes and character dynamics. and I feel that for most of these things, I don't have enough information yet to really dig my teeth in analysis-wise, or else I don't have anything interesting to say that hasn't been said already.
as for why I fixate on the theme of gender so much.......
it just happens to be a theme I'm extremely drawn to and interested in
idk if I've ever vibed with a single character as much as I do noelle. it's like she and all her aesthetics were made for me specifically to love. and noelle is..... at least given the context of the weird route, she's kind of a girl of all time? not just in terms of being a great character, but her position represents femininity in fiction to me in the same way as like, rei ayanami or anthy himemiya. she's very much herself but in the eyes of the narrative and the viewer she becomes every girl to ever live. she's turned into a symbol. all girls are like the rose bride. there's just already so many layers and so much to analyze about it- not just from the game itself but how the audience receives and reacts to the game.
I'm a woman
my absolute favorite genre of video games is JRPGs from the 90s and 00s and let me tell you something about that. I could name more games that I have stopped playing after getting hours in specifically because the way they handled their female characters pissed me off so much, than games that I've come out of feeling like the girls were written at all fairly. how women are written in this genre, and in fantasy at large, is something I already thought about all the time. and deltarune is very much based on games like that! it's not the only thing deltarune is based on but it's the thing I personally have the most experience with. and given what we've been presented with so far, I actually feel pretty confident, for the first time in my life, that deltarune is going to continue to do right by its female characters and have interesting things to say about women in JRPGs, video games, fantasy, and fiction in general, if only in the abstract. it's something I've been dying to see done well specifically in this setting, this genre, and this medium for years. and I'm gonna revel in that as much as I can.
......writing this I forgot that you also said "relationships" and not just gender roles lol but that answer's a lot simpler. I just love watching and writing character interaction. and again, it's something I can iterate on a lot despite not having the full picture yet. it's fun and cool.
#asks#I could honestly dive almost as deep into how certain parts of the fandom treat boys#I know my art gets reposted on reddit and I see what people say about ralsei and berdly there#I feel I have to do more research though. as I am neither a boy nor transgender and those two things intersect a lot here
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okay tumblr decided to be Funny with me so I'm coming back to this outside of the tags because apparently I have too many thoughts about the Crows for my own good
so, cracking my knuckles because it's been a hot sec since I've sat down to be insane over the Crows and their politics! (god fuck sorry just looked up the 'cast list' for 8LT again and wdym Dante was Second Talon wtf- that feels wild okay sorry I thought Emil was Second Talon for some reason) ANYWAYS I think it's entirely possible that Caterina did not push on having Houses Balazar and Valisti vacate their spots, I would find it Highly unlikely that a Talon would not have a successor lined up should something happen to them. Caterina cannot be the only Talon thinking about Legacy and What Comes Next and even if there wasn't an obvious heir to the seat in Houses that lost their Talon I think someone would have stepped up, esp with Caterina looming over them being like “figure your shit out we have to save the country.” (internal fighting still very real, but unless a Knife tried to fight for the spot, I doubt they'd change Houses esp since we haven't heard of a Knife taking a seat recently [we don't know if Teia was Cantori before taking her seat or not to my knowledge])
although there is also a real discussion to be had about how much communication can happen between the Talons post invasion... Viago's letter to Rook mentions that writing letters to Minrathous will be almost impossible because of the Antaam (which I take with a grain of salt because why would the Assassin's Guild use mundane mail that has to be screened... and maybe he just means “they're annoyingly apt at spotting our messages so it's not worth it unless it's Important” idk, it would be on brand for him to also be like "and nothing you write is ever very important so fix that or stop trying to write me") but I think the Second and Third seats are at least still within their initial Houses from 8LT just because of the invasion looming. I do think Caterina might have gone scorched earth on House Kortez however (I can't remember if we have a Codex or dialogue citing this, I know we had a few references to fallen Houses but I read 8LT after finding those and don't want to open the game rn lmao) very much “can't know how deep the betrayal goes so burn it all to save us the trouble” you know?
so maybe Viago did become Fourth Talon after 8LT given he solved the murders and ensured Emil was caught, but then Rook happens. Rook ruins an important strike against the invaders and Viago spares them over it. Caterina understands doing anything for your family (and Rook is set up as his family and potentially his successor even!) but that can't be allowed so he has to be punished! But he's a clever Crow and a good Talon and an important piece on the board (esp when it comes to the Crown of Antiva!) so why not just take that promotion away and ensure he does better next time? scare him, ensure the Problem (Rook) is dealt with, and keep that hard worker under your thumb! I don't know if another House stepped up to fill that role or if there just currently isn't a Fourth Talon (Illario did have a full spread when he tried to take over as First Talon but maybe he just had stand ins or supporters mixed in with Teia and Viago, I don't think all the Talons are in Treviso or should all be there or could all be there that fast) I foresee Bolivar getting ousted by his own House upon his return from 8LT honestly so House Nero may still hold the Sixth seat under a new Talon, and well poor Arainai might still be 8th Talon (never rule out Zevran coming back to run chaos) but it's the weakest seat so I doubt Caterina really worried about solving that with the Antaam happening. and so as long as the House still answers and fights for the Talons in Antiva I doubt it matters who's name has the title, anyone in the House could have taken over for Giuli.
I think bare minimum that Teia should have been promoted to Sixth Talon tho she was core to finding Emil as the killer and it's esp weird considering Caterina very openly favors her. maybe they thought bumping Teia to Sixth but leaving Viago as Fifth would be too confusing? but only people who read 8LT would even find it odd (and even then, would we??) but maybe they had the seats already decided for Veilguard before Tevinter Nights was finished and things stayed the same between...
anyways, the whole of Antiva is primed for a Huge wave of reform at end of the events of Veilguard, esp if Rook is played as a Crow. the heroes of the world (this time) are all decently high ranked or highly respected assassins within the order and one of them even has ties to the crown! I think, if we had gotten to see a little further, glimpsed the road Antiva is on with ousting the Antaam, there would be a decent chance of the Crows becoming proper god damned heroes of legends to the country and Viago making a real move to take the crown from his father (with full backing from at least 2 Houses if not most of the order) and who even knows if having a full 8 Talons would even be needed then? the entire order of Crows could be going through some insane changes at the end of all this
also one other thing that was bothering me. even if we chuck it up to teia's influence and viago being super generous by not overtaking 2nd and 3rd talon (house balazar and valisti) after what happen in eight little talons, house kortez is pretty much done and gone. it makes no sense that a cuchillo house is jumping immediately to the vacated 4th talon position, viago should be a 4th talon now and teia 6th. the setup where they remained at their previous positions would only make sense if they for some reason kept 4th talon vacated, but that makes no sense, it's been years. i think it's just a slipup and by all means viago should be 4th and teia 6th at least. i would even expect more changes in the hierarchy, but on the other hand maybe caterina penalized infighting somehow now that they should be focusing on the antaam.
#why does tumblr let you keep typing tags past the limit but yells at you about the character limit inside each tag?? Angry#I reworked the tags into a proper post and then yapped a little more#I also got a little carried away and started yapping about the Crows at large at the end instead of just the Talons#sorry I just have So many thoughts#Antivan Crows#DAV Posting#Crow Posting
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La La Land redraw 🏃
#my art#honestly with this kinda stuff I think I’m gonna stop main tagging#because I acknowledge that my own headcanons for both of them are so far past canon at this point#they look super different from their canon designs for a multitude of reasons#probably only tagging sss on stuff like this from now on#if there ever is a post like this again idk lmao#soulsilvershipping#also don’t know why I’m fucking with ‘realism’ or as close to realism as I can actually get and nothing else feels like it works anymore#ohhh wellll#ALSO THE LIGHTING IS SO DARK IN THESE I’m kinda just banking off people opening them/having brightness up/using the dark theme 💀
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charlies turn for the reference sheet beam
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#i feel weird posting a charles ref cause ive done so many 'ref sheets' for headshots.. i need to stop making doodle pages for him apparentl#this started out because i wanted to practice charles' body type and then i figured id just. ref sheet vjaelkjvae#if i were bold id just post him in just briefs and paper doll it if you catch my cold. he got a lot of outfits i like...#i wanted to make refs for the og5 actually so maybe i will just do these ref sheets throughout the week before bed#the funny thing about this ref sheet is this is prob the only time ever actually going to draw charles' whole back... lmao...#i mean never say never so Very Rarely will i draw his whole back. and standing ajerlkvjalkj#idk ref sheets are just fun and easy and relaxing for me to do .... and brother i wanna relax gjERLKJAEL#i have my mandatory sketches lined up to finish this week so i earned a lil doodlin i think !!!!!!#i usually dont work on weekends but.. its a lot so jvLRKVJARLKJV BUT ANYWAY#observe. god its so illegal having him stand i promise ill never do it again unless i like have to for some rare reason vjEALVJAE#i had a savage lands arc idea but who knows if ill go through with it#i debated adding that lil ring from that scrapped tas design but i dont think ima make that a consistent thing#prob use it for like. one or two jokes or whatever other temporary purposes...#was i going to say anything else. OH YEAH i wanted to see what charles looked like wtih brown eyes...#i was stalking my tags and i was reminded he had brown eyes sometimes and as your resident brown eyed bestie i wanted To See..#i fear i do like giving him contacts...... but his blue eyes arent bad either so now im in a predicament !!!!!#we'll see what happens ill probably stick with blue just for popularity sake but who knows#anyway !!! i am very weary and i am very busy this week so good night !!!!!!
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The Hitler and KKK jokes were never funny tbh
#Like Reed I was with you until then lmao#This is like the craziest virtue signalling fandom ever#Idk why some can’t just call it what it is — classism and elitism#Why must you bring real life problems that have nothing to do with anything into this#In such a trivial and un-constructive way#You’re bloating the conversation so many people seemed like they were desperate to have considering many hate Cait because ‘ACAB’#Which. respect. but then there’s no substance behind any of that. People are just reiterating very progressive and leftist talking points#spearheaded by Black people (specifically Black women) that many people like to talk over may I add!!!#without any thought behind it. Liking or disliking a character should not be your daily dose of activism#again bloating a conversation with the hyper focus on an individual instead of the big picture of the narrative#and actively ignore the presentation of other characters of colour#ok I might as well just add my tags to a reblog lmao#but yeah idk I feel like people are just lying to my face about their leftism as they make kukluxkiramman and caitler jokes#youre not being funny or clever or really much at all. You’re just saying things out loud#Also super hypocritical since a solid (deffffff not all) of the fandom treat Mel so poorly#Ok I’m done#slay on the run#arcane#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#this isn’t even a Caitlyn defence post lmao people are just annoying me#ALSO most of these jokes have been off Tumblr. I’ve blocked so many people I don’t see many of these but they’re apparently popular on twt
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o wait before i start posting any pics.. i was thinking that maybe.. you guys could help me liquify this gender some more by switching up what you call me.... DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE . LOVE LOVE LOVE WHEN YOU USE HE/HIM AND JUST OVERALL LIKE MORE MASC STUFF THAT'S SOOO MMMMMMMMMSO FUCKING GOOD like i don't get to feel that irl at all so it really does make me so happy but i've just been thinking abt TRYING to switch it up more yk? does this even make sense...... . hhhh anyway i might won't even like it and i'll want to just go back to hehim but i wanna try... JUST TO SWITCH IT UP.
#i think the only term that is incredibly questionable is “queen” lmao#idk i have some personal beef with that one#MAN I REALLY MIGHT JUST DELETE THIS IN LIKE FIVE MINUTES#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#WHY DON'T I KNOW WHAT I WANT#i'm not asking you to fully drop the he him but just maybe.. use she her every once in a while..#I'M GONNA EXPLODE WHY IS THIS THE WEIRDEST POST EVER TO MAKE WHAT IS GENDER CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME#btw if anybody happens to be wondering why i don't just use they/them#iii just don't feel anything towards those#personally#like they don't make me feel like anything while he him and she her are more like yes:3333#does.. does that even make sense#oh my god#there are question marks flying around my head#i read this fic the other day#which is in my drafts i need to add tags to it#but the op just.. like made my brain grow two sizes#bc they made the reader genderfluid and then proceeded to use both “girlfriend” and “boyfriend” throughout the fic and i just#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#how do i .. get that#asghdhsaghdasghdshagdhgas#GUYS LOOK I'M GONNA SPIRAL I'M JUST GONNA HIT POST#ENOUGH#mayor of loserville#mickey vs gender#10 - 17#I'M LOSING AGAIN OHHH FUCK OFF
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actually...
looking at a bunch of my old favorite mutuals blogs that have been inactive for years. i miss them, even if i never really talked to any of them. when you're mutuals with a person for so long they become a comforting presence even without talking. you see them every day and read their posts about their thoughts or feelings or about what's going on in their life and so on. and they just become a part of your daily life in such a subtle way.
and then one day they just never post again. without warning. shit sucks. i actually hate it.
#i think about so many old mutuals like every day#just wondering where they've gone and what they're up to and how their lives have turned out#i love them and miss them so much#actually there have been a couple times when old mutuals suddenly become active again after years#but i can't count on that -- most don't#i wish there was some website or app or whatever#that would make it possible to stay in contact indefinitely#like i just imagine something like linktree or whatever#but also something more#just this one central hub with one username and it is just saved forever#and so any person who remembers your name can just look it up and suddenly have access to all these ways to contact you#because i've had my blog deleted a few times and like i gotta slightly change my url every time#so if someone looks up my og blog url they won't be able to find me#and that shit makes me sad#just a slight change in url could mean the difference between staying in contact#whatever#i get like this occasionally#nostalgic and sad because i miss old mutuals#scrolling their long abandoned blogs#idk why i do this to myself lmao#i do it with facebook sometimes too#i haven't posted since like high school#and sometimes i go back and see all my friends' profiles frozen in time#because a lot of their profiles are also inactive for whatever reason#i don't know why this shit makes me so sad#so yeah if you're a mutual -- even we don't talk -- don't ever just randomly delete or become inactive#even if we don't talk you can give me your other socials or whatever#or even an email idc#i just don't want to lose connection with any of you -- when i'm 80 years old i wanna reminisce with y'all#and i wanna throw everyone a feast someday
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height chart for my main ocs ‒ i still need to draw their actual clothes, but i think this is worth sharing at this point
left to right: olivandre (oli) (they/them) cameron (they/any) jules (he/him)
#my art#artists on tumblr#oc art#oc: oli#oc: cameron#oc: jules#m: orig#m: htbi#gallery#polished#wet paint#its weird putting that in the polished AND wet paint tag but it. technically is??#its finished as a base ref but its also a wip bc im going to be doing other outfits... u know...#anyway rip to the outfits i already drew for oli & cameron that i gotta redo now bc i changed their bases lmao#at least jules was just a sketch until now so i didnt have to redo anything for him i just had to. actually finish it#his first ref since 2020. god. idk if i ever even posted that one. it was Not Good lmao#it wouldve been an improvement over his old 2017/2018 one if the hair hadnt been. the way it was#but whatever!! he has a shiny new ref now yayyy#idfk what other outfits to give him tho lmao he gets the same damn thing every time i draw him. boy what do you WEAR#honestly i STILL feel like i didnt get camerons face shape right UGH theyre so hard to draw & idk why#but like. whatever. maybe ill change it again later lmao but this is good enough for now#anyway yayyy posting art at 9:30pm (i could schedule it for tomorrow but i dont wanna)
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OKAY, UM--
So I kinda showed @mossoroni's Crystal Ball Taka AU to my sister and we both loved it so much we literally died--
She told me that I needed to make a Mondo version of it lol, so say hello to my new Discord PFP :)
This is so dumb lol, how is the best pomp I've ever drawn on a ball??
Can you tell I got lazy with the shading?
(And I'm sorry for the ping (if it does ping you) idk how Tumblr works I'm still new and scared lol)
#kiyotaka ishimaru#ishimaru kiyotaka#mondo oowada#oowada mondo#danganronpa#danganronpa thh#trigger happy havoc#dr1#dr1 thh#idk how to feel about this pic tbh#I'm so scared to post this lmao#Sorry for the ping again hehe#And sorry for the really bad framing too#I'm never listening to phonk while drawing balls ever again#Also don't ask how Mondo got his pomp#I just felt like I'd be doing him a disservice if I didn't give it to him#Idk maybe Hiro felt bad for trapping another friend in another ball and made him hair out of yarn#shitpost#I'm overthinking this hhhhh
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okay guys im gonna need some input because i think about this everytime i go to listen to any Shadow theme song and it drives me insane
Shadow has a lot of songs that could be 'his theme song' but no one (SEGA) can decide which... so im putting it to the fandom.
Little do you all know i have a very strong opinion about this and i will be judging your choices /hj
also drop your opinions in the reblogs or comments im genuinely curious
I was gonna add Throw it All Away but these two are the ones everyone loves to use to its out of these ones lol
#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#sonic prime#sonic the hedgehog#sonadow#trying to tag all of the shadow things for reach lmao#heres my opinion: All Hail Shadow IS NOT SHADOWS SONG.#I Am All of Me is RIGHT THERE. and so is like ... literally any of the other songs that came from Shad05..#like oh idk... The Chosen One... literally one of the best songs to come from this franchise....#yeah yeah we all worship Shadow because hes amazing but THATS JUST NOT HIM ANYMORE... or dare i say ever.#HES NOT AN ASSHOLE HES MISUNDERSTOOD AND SUFFERING#also dude the lyrics of All Hail Shadow pisses me offfffff aaaaaaughh#when used outside of its original context it just doesn't do Shadow's character justice#all hail shadow heroes rise again... sure but obliterating everything thats not your friend??? shut the fuck up#sorry okay this is long im gonna post this now fnjsdaghjf
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Today I was so brave that I showed my animation meme WIP to my animation professor. I felt so cringe but now I feel so free LOL he was super nice about it and gave me a lot of good pointers, hopefully I'll get this finished this year. :')
since it's still Munday I can ramble about this, and since the animation is about Capital I can post this here specifically
#ooctag#munday#I just feel so brave LMAO I struggle so much with showing people my stuff cos I feel so cringe and silly#esp animations... esp something like an animation meme that's taking me years to finish#I just feel a bit proud of myself is all#hopefully this means I get to finish it soon... working on it week by week will probably help so aaaaa#idk why it's so hard having fun and being earnest with one's passions. I feel so cringe all the time when I do stuff for fun#I feel like I have to be a tryhard and do serious stuff only and only put out my best stuff. I feel so weird even posting sketches#I need to remember to do silly experimental stuff again and weird abstract art and just silly interactions with my ocs...#not everything has to be the best thing ever yknow? sometimes things can just be#anyway I'm done rambling in the tags
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i'm going to have so many google docs open and none of them are going to have ANY sane thoughts
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i think i can maybe finish this fic tonight. if everything goes well
#not that anything has ever gone well for me when writing#also i mean first draft. i’m on my way home now and i was gonna log in to do pvp + some fates but l guess ddos has been happening again#so maybe i shouldn’t bother lol#i need a text post tag#not related at all but i was thinking about how i haven’t enjoyed a lot of the games ive tried to play recently#and haven’t finished any of them ahdjdkkd#i didn’t even finish unpacking and i actually like that one so much 😭😭 but i didn’t want it to be over LMAO#but i charged my switch for the first time in forever and am thinking about getting spiritfarer#either there or on the xbox if i remember to get rechargeable batteries bc idk what happened to the ones i had in the move lol#anyway!!! i will play a video game i enjoy this year!!! besides my enw replay!!
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I’m back!!
#I have returned!#not dead!#sorry folks I was in the wilderness for a few weeks#gotta become human again#might take a little break from dragon age posting but never fear the dragon age brain rot never truly leaves#being disconnected from the internet for a while made me think about my life lmao#might make some art of some personal projects I turn around in my head#or something else entirely idk#probably will be a minute before I start posting again#I never really intended to post consistently on this place and it felt good to get rid of that pressure I was placing on myself#I also don’t want to put myself in a position where people only expect one thing from me#these are all problems I made up though nobody has ever made me feel like I have to do something#people have been nothing but kind to me here and it makes me 💖💗💞🩷#I just wanna make art about other things I guess#do not worry though I will be making lots of dragon age content it just might be awhile#I just need to feel real again#all of this could be a lie and I’ll come back in like three days with more art who knows#sending my love to my beautiful mutuals#💕💞💖💗#and of course all my love to the people who support my art yall are the best I reread the tags you leave all the time#ramble over
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a scary icky warmup ‼️
#i'm trying to get back into doodling!#hopefully this is okay#ickis#a!rm#aaahh!!! real monsters#i kinda wanna turn this into a sticker or smth idk idk#omg now i wanna fix his ear#lmao i'll do it tomorrow#i have this idea for an AU that's like#post-academy & ickis is struggling to find work#and it's still kind of nebulous but i'm thinking he 'befriends' this human he's super apprehensive of at first#but then he warms up to them over time#but there's this whole accidental betrayal that happens and he swears off befriending humans ever again#and he becomes like super ultra terrifying & ends up surpassing even his dad#idk it's still kinda just. floating around in my head but i wanna work on it one day
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another late night / early morning wip pic under the cut
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#I love that you can just TELL that they hate each other lmao.#I had a lot of revelations about their relationship and about Wymond in general today. It was a lot of fun to figure this stuff out.#morrigan.txt#wip#blender wip#yes I still think about RTQ/ATQH on the regular even though it's been over a year since I posted a story post.#I got the idea to do wedding portraits for Rosalynn and Wymond and also for Maeve and Adelia.#also I'm contemplating changing Rosalynn's middle name?? it literally doesn't matter at all but it makes more sense for her middle name to#be her grandmother's name than her mother's name.#so it would be Rosalynn Gwendolyn Oakes if I remember my family tree notes correctly.#(yes I have family trees of Anvia and Oryn going back to the end of the war. which was ~100 years ago.)#so that's 4 generations for Anvia (5 if you count Fallon's future child) and 3 for Oryn.#I KNOW TOO DAMN MUCH ABOUT THESE DAMN KINGDOMS#I'm never going to get them and their stupid fucked up relationships out of my head.#even though it's not the focus of the story I just love the worldbuilding I came up with for all of it.#and I love Oraine's worldbuilding too. It's so different from both Anvia and Oryn and I love it for that.#and the Empress is SO much fun. She's like a cross between Eleanor Guthrie and this one arcanaloth NPC from one of my campaigns.#but also nothing like either of them at the same time.#idk she's a lot of fun.#who knows if/when I'll ever finish these portrait renders but just thinking about RTQ/ATQH again is a lot of fun.
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