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That awkward moment when you see the girl you love and the girl who loves you together mingling with each other while you are off duty looking absolutely badass in a black outfits that showcases your abs
#very awkward indeed#gods kapook is so hot#if she ends up single again#i will demolish gmmtvs office i swear#pimpangjan#pimjan#pluto the series
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to stay the same sad, sorry mother
#resident evil 7#resident evil 8#mia winters#rosemary winters#eveline re7#rose winters#resident evil#resident evil fanart#blood#do u guys ever think abt how insane the mia development is in such a good way. like being an alone single(ish) mother w a bioweapon baby#who just wants a family. then they kill that kid and they escape just to be doomed to the same life again. i dont think shed EVER view her#life w rose as punishment dont take it like that. but more so her life is a punishment to pay for her sins via the cycle of being given#everything back. just to end up with the same isolating issues she had in re7#her motherhood is so interesting!!! i think shed have a lot of complexities w it.. a balance of unconditional love out of fear of how badly#she messed up the first time. oh my goddd#i love herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr shes my fav re chara ever and like. all time top faves in general. i love her so much GRRRRRRRRRR#idc if this looks kinda ass n rushed but i had to put it down ^.^#a childs loving grip too LOL *goes insane*
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"He should be used to this by now."
Maybe, just maybe, this shouldn't be something that he has to get used to. Because you would think that if he even once expressed that he wasnāt comfortable being filmed, that would be enough to make her stop. The fact that it isnāt and hasnāt been up until now is not okay.
She is doing more than just annoying him here--she is humiliating him. A "love language" implies something shared and spoken by both people, and this feels entirely one-sided at this point. If you genuinely love someone, you don't repeatedly violate their trust and then laugh/brag about "breaking" them for others to see.
I shudder to think what the reaction would be if the situation was reversed. The outrage that would occur if he was filming her when she didn't want to be filmed, and the dramatic shift in reaction to the camera. It would not at all be seen as acceptable.
And yet, here we are...
#i will never understand why it's more important to hold on to the belief that he is automatically fine with everything#than to acknowledge that he might not be okay with every single thing she does#this is the most blatant example since the 'Stop filming me' video#his face at the end breaks my heart#like he took a chance at lowering his guard around her#and then this happened#again if this was a one time thing i wouldn't even say anything#but it's over and over at this point#and we've seen more than enough by now to reach a logical conclusion#but i will leave it to my followers to make up their own minds#thoughts#discourse
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wanted to say I appreciate your nuanced takes on MW and especially Curly. i don't get the claim that the fandom is full of Curly apologists when majority (esp yt and tiktok) say he's worse than Jimmy. Yes there's commentary about bro culture defending people, he def messed up in trying to placate Jimmy (tbh "we'll fix this" sounded more like trying to keep someone prone to outbursts like Jim calm and not hurt Anya/himself) but I don't think he did nothing to help Anya, since she continued to confide in him and he had less than a week to resolve it before the crash (I also don't get everyone saying he knew for ages when it seems like Anya told him that same week). I get Jimmy's a pos but saying stuff like Curly should've known he'd crash the ship or that Jim had a criminal record he ignored, reducing them to obviously horrible villain and willfully ignorant sidekick feels like a disservice to the game. If your best friend turned out to be horrible, what would you do in a confined space in the span of a few days to respond? I'd say some of the horror comes from trying to do good but ultimately failing, Curly's state after the crash is meant to be tragic horror not revenge/punishment
Thank you and this is what I want to get across.
A lot of information we have to supplement when it comes to how long things have been happening on this current ship. I think people try to add on to the horror and negligence by making things more obvious so it can feel like it was easier to avoid when, true to life, its not. Jimmy clearly didn't deserve or appreciate what Curly did for him in getting him the job, but do you think if Jimmy was that big of a menace on Earth he would've given him a position where he could have that level of power over people's lives? There's something in the fact he specifically chose to pick a position so close to himself where he could watch Jimmy.
I hate the bro code argument because that is a whole can of worms people really don't get. That sort of mentality is born from the general respect and preference of male matter over female ones. Curly is clearly not that guy, he is absent minded about the issue and inadvertently dismissive but he clearly believes Anya, he just can't understand what she's going through. It's an onslaught of information that no one really reacts right to. Additonally, the entire discussion of her assualt plays to heavy into the idea that there is fault outside of the perpertratior when it comes to SA. It's too close if she only did this or if Curly had protected her better but the fact of the matter is Jimmy did what he did. He did it before any of the conversations with Anya about it and it's why her behavior seemed to change so drastically in those last two days.
He has other conflicting thought and while his role as a Captain should've taken over, people act like it's not a very human thing to have such a toxic presence cloud your judgement. It is never easy to separate friend from coworker once that connection is formed, you want to help them, especially if they were friend first and for a long while like in this case. It's not right, but people act like it would be easy when the game clearly points out that no choice is easy to make, especially when you have to make it for more than one person. You have the weigh the consequences, look at all the options and make a plan. People can headcanon and decide how long things where happening, but if we look at what we were presented through the characters eyes, the only person given time to do that was Jimmy.
He waited two months after the crash to appoint himself Captain. Every time a problem was brought up he immediately took action and refused to sit on it and find a better solution. I think it's important to look at the warped way Jimmy takes initiative where Curly didn't as it works as a good contrast of why you don't just run in to "fix" things. The quickest and easiest option may not be the safest or most beneficial. I think some thoughts on the game suffer from the black and white thinking the game doesn't operate on along with us being voyeurs. We see what exactly led to what but the characters don't. They don't have the hindsight and foresight we do and even ours is scrambled by the non-linear story telling.
Like it's hard to talk abuou those grey zones without sounding like an apologist because you're explaining why taking responsibility isn't easy. It's not and it's weird to act like it would be in a scenerio that led up to the events of the game knowing what we know. We see all these characters in such isolated moments with various things before, in between, after and even during we aren't privy too. The idea that Jimmy is worse than Curly heavily banks on the words Jimmy was saying to Jimmy before he crashed the ship. That whatever happened on the ship was his responsibility to bare, which is true due to his position. But, are they not still not responsible for taking the actions Curly then must bare?
Like i feel like people think that these are situation that become easier with age or when you are in a postion of authority and they aren't. You don't lose your biases or gain some sudden knowledge that makes it easier. It just becomes more tiring as you keep dealing with it. I would be first in line to say Curly fucked up and should've done more but the idea he knew how bad it could get or he really saw the worst in the people around him and ignored it pretty much ignores a huge aspect of his character and the game.
#i do believe Anya was a victum to Jimmy more than once before the crash but the game plays wit the sort of fear of waiting and stagnation#i believe the reason she decided to tell him was becasuse she finally broke down and tested to see if she was pregnant after one too many#signs and its why she went to hide the gun because she knew now that there was proof of what Jimmy did and was he would do anything to#cover it up and while she also didn't want the baby there was no sure fire way to safely induce a miscarriage or abortion cause shes smart#enough to know that hence her reading the illusion of choice and taking measures to protect herself#but in the hypothetical it was a one time occurence I think Jimmy would act like one single mistake shouldn't define him and Anya thinks#that if she did something sooner or said something sooner than she or Curly could've stopped all of it but that the hard thing taking actio#its so hard to be preventative to a person like they also have the autonomy to do things and no one on the ship is okay with actively takin#that away outside of Jimmy that its just a delicate issue and people act like it was a conscious choice not to help when he just helped#wrong he did wrong by not immediately punishing Jimmy but at the same time did he even fully get it yet? Jimmy immediately got into his hea#after like the sound design right before he confront him is telling like every track sort of gives you the feeling of the characters where#we cant see their thoughts because again the only two characters pov we get are Jimmy's and Curly's and even then we only get Curly's thru#the responsibilites he has to take like he is always tasked with something because thats his role but we rarely see him do something off hi#own volition cause hes a metaphorical cog in many of the machines the games comments on but he's not actively pulling a switch#also i think people latch on to the we can both be heros things too much when analyzing Curly because Curly very much is not happy being th#leader and current āheroā of the Tulpar he just wants out in a way that doesn't hurt and while he is still responsible for not doing more#the idea he could've easily nipped this in the butt acts like Jimmy was not a beast of his own and that he made Jimmy into the person he wa#vs the fact that Jimmy is a person on his own right that makes these choices others are forced to take responsibility for when he simply c#couldve not done evil shit like at the end of the day Curly is not perfect but not nearly or remotely as bad as Jimmy because for that hed#have to not care hed have to not have tried hed have to not try to take responsibility and he did just not in the right way but thats#subjective to the person and you can only realize you did fuck up after the results are before you and its tragic like this game is a#a tragedy no matter how you try and spin it. There's lessosn to be learnt but at the end of the day it telling the worst moments of peoples#lives and the certain inevitabilities that come with it#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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so no one was going to tell me if i got literally one episode further tenax drops that heās the one who saved scorpus from his momās pimp AND that heās intimately familiar with scorpusā dick when he was younger. guys. guys.
#thinking about an INSANE divorce fic. as a follow-up to the 30k canon-compliant backstory i have not written#(really it could be an au of that because like. am i sentimental and would i want them to get emotionally divorced NO but i will get into#the variants of this later i have to tell you about them ACTUALLY divorced first before i get into the hot divorcee energy of it all)#where they fucked around when they were younger and then broke up because. yeah tenax can dream but scorpus needs certainty he is what he#is he wants attention and dignity and when blue offers for him he goes and we donāt need to know what the massive fight was but we DO need#to know that they stopped fucking and maybe they stopped talking too but now theyāre Colleagues. putting the ābecause i canā moment#into a WHOLE different light bc itās very much a āyou no longer have a say in who I get to fuck because itās not YOU. because weāre notā#and thus we get an exes-to-lovers arc I still know you the best and yes I SEE the scorpus xenon andria potential & once again I am saying:#put that in a box we canāt talk about that right now I see it but thatās not what weāre here for. anyway I was TRYING to say the āI know u#best of anyoneā of it all and if you think I have stopped thinking about tenax goading scorpus & talking about his dick for a single second#I have not. I REALLY have not because that is top tier blatant manipulation to be like ohhhh poor baby youāre so old and rotting I can just#get a new chariot driver I donāt even really want you anyway š and scorpus KNOWS Itās bait however. heās gotta get his attention back.#anyway they are ugly divorced and itās very slow burn but I know exactly how you taste & what buttons to press & how to grip your shoulders#in an argument until they fuck nasty on all of their riches or however this thing ends. not well for anyone but I WILL be getting them back#together. the other fun little big divorced energy thoughts i had were very much ādivorced and arguing but itās foreplay to threaten to#leave each otherā so they can have hot aggressive mean sex because they get off on arguing with each other. everybody in the stables starts#to see them arguing about chariot design & the brothers are scared theyāre gonna kill each other & then suddenly scorpus is tongue-fucking#Tenaxās throat with a fist still in his hair and tenax has a hand pinning him back against the post by the throat and thatās all they see#before everybody clears the FUCK out. this is a regular occurrence at all times in all arguments itās so fun I love the dynamic#OHHHH AND ITāS AN OUTSIDER POV FIC i said the brothers really i meant elia but also now that i say that. could be a fun five + 1 of#everyone watching them threaten to kill each other and then yāknow. la petit mort. ALSO i know i see the calla/tenax too we canāt talk abt#that put it in the box with the chariot drivers we can have one (1) thing at a time. the calla note is because i want a calla pov of them#where sheās just like āfreaks. right in front of my salad?ā and does not give a fuck at all. top tier. anyway. andria/elia/calla/domitian#(Domitian seeing them petition him would be so fun because he wants to puppet master everything heād want to know SO BAD.) the 5th one idk#because I donāt have any idea about the third brother yet but maybe Tenax catching scorpus in a brothel again? and the +1 is their POV ofc.#(anyway for myself: the vibes i want here are geno/anna cat and mouse follow/unfollow divorce and win her back rumors)#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#scorpus#tenax
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If you dare make Malakai a love interest, I will be very cross š
A rap battle will commence!
Sumaya, Sumayaā¦ oh Sumayaš®āšØ, Let me tell you,š”donāt be a fool today-a. Malakai?š¤Nah, he's not even closeā, Megumiās the one y/n needs the mostš.
But if you darešŗ to push Malakaišŗahead, I might just drop you on your headš«Ø. Grave consequencesšŖ, donāt test my nervešæ, Or youāll get what you truly deserveš.
Megumiās the match,š„°thatās just the rule, Malakai?āļøāļøāš„Heās barely even coolšš¼. So think real hardšbefore you sway-aš, Because I wonāt be playingš¦, Sumayaš¹!
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#i saw my government name#and knew this would be a concern#i have no words#did i just get threatened on TUMBLR? š#AND WHY IS IT ANONYMOUS AGAIN OMG SHOW YOURSELF#malakai mortimer#omg#IāM GENUINELY WHEEZING IN THE LIBRARY WHAT HAVE I GOT MYSELF INTO š#š#itās the way thereās no rhyming word for āsumayaā so every sentence before it ends with (insert word)-a#š#fess up#which one of you was it#miffysmittens?#nah she was nice about malakai#1l-YNN I KNOW ITāS YOU#reinaswrld? havenāt seen my wife in a while thoā¦#ERENISMYBBG#THIS CAME IN THE SAME TIME YOU CAME IN#mikikkoo! IāVE SEEN YOU INTERACTING WITH THE POSTS RECENTLY#anyone on the taglist - shaigimo? shuupiu? HELLO? WHO WAS THIS š#iām paranoid now š āšŖ ā āyouāll get what you TRULY deserveā HUH? š#i would name every user i remember (i remember every single one of you who have commented) but iām running out of tags#liar liar asks!
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The only thing Iāve ever wanted is to have total power over a single life.
#bakuspecial#eye strain#cw: gun#ask to tag#hi this is about hedda gabler#a translated version of which I went see last night!#it is! really good! I was like Insane over the stage and light design#like. the stage is tilted toward the audience. so whatever's going on at the back you can see the whole way through#there's an actual shredder on stage. hedda throws flowers in there whenever she gets mad#at the beginning of the second act a single bulb hung from a string lowered from the light rig#and then at the end the whole rig lowered and hedda swung on a swing made of the single bulb's strings#it was Fucking Good#so good that I drew. these#fksjfhdskj this is like. idk this feels like exactly the thing I did years ago for like. spirou and stuff#I probably understand colors a bit better than I did then? but I feel like the ~~aesthetics~~~ is the same lmao#well. it deserves it. that was once again Fucking Good#commemoration!#man. the chair. throughout the whole play there's this empty chair the characters keep dressing up in all kindsa clothes#and the servant character sat right outside the tilted stage#and by the end she's in the empty chair. I have Emotions about theater#my two years of prop work experience is coming back to me fskjdfhkdsj#I did have that to thank for a Lot of how I do my comic stuff tbh so! I think this is good. this is probably good
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Honey, don't count me out Even when the heavens sour Even in your darkest hour Even when the heart is cracked Honey, crash into me Like a storm into the sea Like blood on the silver screen We can make it through all that
ā Honeycrash by SASAMI
#honeycrash#sasami#é³ę„½#music#gif#my gifs#tw flashing#sasami is so badass man#i'm not usually one for nu metal but her 2022 album 'squeeze' had me in such a chokehold#even now i find myself coming back to it again & again#that 4 song run up until the end is so fucking good#by the time i reach 'not a love song' i always feel like i've had some kind of epiphany#and this single !#i like that she kept the metal aesthetic even if the song doesn't really sound like metal#more of a beautiful sweeping plea#with such hopeful imagery in the outro lyrics š#also i'm so so excited bc she just announced november dates with destroy boys !!!#who else is ready to mosh š¤
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reading that jo's depression and voluntary check in to inpatient psychiatric care was supposed to be callie's s13 storyline has absolutely destroyed my whole day, possibly life
#we could have had it all#every single issue between them could have been tied up with the neat little bow called 'therapy'#like they were going to have arizona visit her with sofia and it would be a whole thing#callie torres#calzona#arizona robbins#and setting aside the fact that the speech that alex gives to jo at the end of that epnwas going to be arizona to callie#(our girl does love a speech)#the journey of arizona FINALLLYYYYYYY recognizing the amount that callie has been hurting and hiding it#the journey of callie letting herself ask for what she needs! to let herself be taken care of!#IM KNAWING ON MY STALK OF WHEAT ABOUT THIS#I WILL NEVER BE WELL AGAIN
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All of a sudden Cl*ire & Carmy were in love?
#every single second they mentioned this girlās name like??? WRAP THIS SHIT UP ITS OVA WITH#it was over before it started!! Iām wincing every time they added the bear to the end of her name too like? sheās family? butā¦#is the family in the room with us? no itās at the hospital where SHE belongs#itās just not giving idk why and I would have been fine if they never mentioned her again Iām sorry#what was the reason??! carmy got shit to deal with so Iām fine with him not being in a relationship atp#the bear spoilers#the bear season 3 spoilers#the bear season 3#the bear s3#carmy x claire#claire the bear
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are there any books you'd recommend for Isabelle of Angouleme?
Hi! Iām really not an expert on Isabella of Angouleme so I'm probably not the best person to ask for recommendations for her. Here are some I've heard of, though I haven't read all of them:
"Isabella of Angouleme: John's Jezebel" by Nicholas Vincent (King John: New Interpretations). I haven't read it myself but I've heard good things!
āMaternal Abandonment and Surrogate Caregivers: Isabella of AngoulĆŖme and Her Children by King Johnā by Louise J. Wilkinson (Virtuous or Villainess? The Image of the Royal Mother from the Early Medieval to the Early Modern Era). It focuses more-so on Isabella's tenure as queen, the period shortly after John's death, and her decision to leave England. Despite what the title may imply, it's sympathetic to Isabella and analyzes her situation in detail.
āCo-Operation, Co-Rulership and Competition: Queenship in the Angevin Domains 1135-1230ā by Gabrielle Storey, her PHD thesis which collectively focuses on Isabella of Angouleme along with Empress Matilda, Eleanor of Aquitaine, and Berengaria of Navarre. You can read/download it here, it's an excellent piece for all four women.
Sally Spong has written/is writing:
Isabella of Angouleme: The Vanished Queen (Norman to Early Plantagenet Consorts). You can see her conclusion here. It's nuanced and sympathetic, though not without its issues and pre-conceived notions.
Isabella of Gloucester and Isabella of Angouleme: Female Lordship, Queenship, Power, and Authority 1189-1220 (PHD thesis University of East Anglia).
āIsabelle dāAngouleme, By the Grace of God, Queenā by William Chester Jordan. You can read it online here, though I will say that it's ... very very questionable, accepting the sensational claims of lot of unreliable sources (including the idea of John abducting Isabella in a fit of uncontrollable infatuation) entirely at face-value.
āThe Marriage and Coronation of Isabelle of Angoulemeā by H.G. Richardson, available here on JSTOR.
Isabella has also been the subject of two complete French biographies till date:
"Isabelle dāAngoulĆŖme, reine dāAngleterre" (Aquitaine: 1998) by Sophie Fougere.
"Isabelle dāAngoulĆŖme, comtesse-reine et son temps (1186-1246)" [Actes du colloque tenu Ć Lusignan, 8 au 10 novembre 1996] by Gabriel Biancotto, Robert Favreau and Piotr Skubiszewski.
There are also a few blog posts about her (here and here) which may help if you want a brief overview of her life, though they can get a little sensationalistic sometimes.
Hope this helps! If anyone knows any others, please feel free to add on!
#I'm so sorry it took so long to answer! I'll add more if I find them#ask#Isabella of Angouleme#angevins#Sally Spong's chapter on Isabella is...complicated#It's detailed and sympathetic and I think it highlights some interesting aspects of Isabella's life#But it's also dependent on her own very fixed pre-conceived notions re Isabella's role as queen#Spong takes issue with other historians' observations about Isabella but...doesn't actually try to debunk the views herself?#It ends up seeming as though she's deliberately missing the point#And I think by reading things in the best possible light she ends up downplaying what may have been complicated experiences for Isabella#For example she disagrees with the idea that John was constraining Isabella's role by highlighting her ceremonial presence at court#But historians like Wilkinson HAVE highlighted this as well and emphasized how the 'ceremonial importance of Isabella's position as queen#consort and the dynastic significance of her maternity' were recognized and honored#But that does not discount or nullify the way Isabella's role does seem to have been constrained elsewhere by John#Namely her lack of control over her lands (many of which were granted away by John) and probable lack of access to queen's gold#Along with her absence from charters and the notable lack of prayers for her welfare save a single exception in 1204#Spong also disagrees with the idea that Isabella was excluded from her son's governance after John's death by highlighting her#presence at his coronation and (months later) at the peace talks between England and France#Which is - again - sort of missing the point??#*Yes* - Isabella's presence in both those occasions is certainly interesting and important when talking about her life#But that does not change the fact that Isabella seems to have been either remote or excluded from central government#She was not directing or working with the council in terms of governance but seems to have been at a distance from power#Which is made even more clear when we look at her charters: her witness lists were comprised of more or less politically insignificant#figures and included no men associated with her son's regency council#It's a striking contrast to the former roles that Empress Matilda and Eleanor of Aquitaine had for their sons#With those very dynamic precedents in place I do think Isabella's remoteness from her son's government is very notable#And I feel like that's...very important when discussing her decision to return to Angouleme?#But because Spong is keen to view Isabella's circumstances in the best light possible she sort of dismisses these discussions#& potential difficulties#It got rather frustrating to read
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#oh lads. lads. lads. lads. im being sucked back into the world of academia#i dont even kno what happened. a week ago i was crying bc i was like: this is impossible. i simply cannot do this.#and then i went into the lab sunday and miraculously i was able to easily read some papers. like i dont kno how to discribe how baffling it#was. like reading papers is like pulling teeth and this was somehow easy. i think maybe it was bc i let myself get distracted and wander#thru it. and then after that i got so much done this week and i was tired but having fun. and like the thing is: i fucking love evolution#it's like puzzling out the code for life in both a metaphical and literal sense. its fucking incredible. and my project is also very#interesting. if a bit intimidating in its scope. ya kno. just in the way photosynthesis is generally intimidating#but i think i have a strain thats lost chlf which is really interesting and my advisor said we might have the money to try some crispr for#my cyano children. hypothetically. maybe. and i get to do some poking around in genomes. theres so so much to love there#how could i possibly want to do anything else? and yet. and yet. here at the end of the week im so wrung out and i kno i just have to start#again on sunday and i kno im gonna have to step it up in terms of reading if i want to make it through a committee meeting and proposal#defense. not to even mention a comprehensive exam. and what do i get at the end of all this? a lifetime of academia draining my life away.#bc what i do is so academic. so whats the point? its just so frustrating.#and on top of that ive got all this data from my old lab that i kno i have to work on. and i will. i will. but with what time?#anyway the point is. i can see a path forward now where i stay here and decide the pain will be worth it despite not knowing where im going#after that. im just so tried#but right now it feels like im gonna stay until someone kicks me out#but that doesnt exactly make me feel happy. ugh. but if i stay i want to get my old pi to come here and give a seminar. ill warn her how#intimidating the department is tho. we've had 2 talks in the last 2 weeks that were... not good. particularly the one this week#like she couldnt answer a single question they thru at her and didnt seem to kno her data sets. it was hard to watch. anyway. i just want#to see my academic mother again. send me back to the desert! let me rot in a field full of sage#but send me back to the hills of an older mountain range. where i can climb sandstone cliffs and lay in carpets of moss. except i wouldnt do#that bc of all the ticks and threat of lyme disease...#anyway. im still tired. still sad. and there doesnt seem to b a way out#unrelated
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fandom-chameleon23Ā replied to your post ā"He should be used to this by now." Maybe, justā¦ā
If it was a joke heād smile or laugh after the glare, but he just looks so angry. It made my heart sink just watching.
@fandom-chameleon23 Likewise. He looks angry, and almost...disappointed. Like he was giving her a chance to just be normal around him, and she couldn't do it. And as you said, had there been that smile or laugh after the glare, that would change the tone of the video drastically...but he stormed off instead. The immediacy with which his expression and body language changed and how he couldn't move away quickly enough as soon as he realized she was recording him said it all...
#fandom-chameleon23#reply post#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#georgia tennant#sometimes i think about David saying that Walt is the character he's played who is most like him#i think about that a lot#i will never understand why it's more important to hold on to the belief that he is automatically fine with everything#than to acknowledge that he might not be okay with every single thing she does#this is the most blatant example since the 'Stop filming me' video#his face at the end breaks my heart#like he took a chance at lowering his guard around her#and then this happened#again if this was a one time thing i wouldn't even say anything#but i will leave it to my followers to make up their own minds#relationships#thoughts#discourse
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I am so mad about how desperately into pan I am. he was specifically made to fuck me up. they dangled him in front of me like 'hey would you like to see a sad clown trickster with emotional intimacy issues and a heart of, if not gold, then some mysterious alloy with qualities not at all unlike those of gold at the end of the day?' and I went 'boy would I!' and now I'm lost. I'm on my knees he's like if reyes vidal was actually redeemable instead of just a 'release my man he did do all of that but I don't care' situation
#the way he seems so genuinely *delighted* by grace finding her voice and wants her to be able to make her music again#even when she's not the muse anymore............ what the fuck that is the sweetest thing I've ever heard in my LIFE dude#low-key grace's biggest fan musically at least fhsajkd#stray gods#stray gods pan#(this is not a slam on reyes btw the fact that he's unconscionable is part of the appeal in that specific case lol)#I went into the game mostly blind and from what I had seen I fully intended to romance freddie#and then... this bitch shows up for literally one song and I have to restart the whole thing before I even get to challenging a queen#because I now desire the goat guy carnally and I want to duet with him for the rest of forever thank u#also I don't think I can ever not romance him now seeing the contrast between what he gets up to in the endings#what do you MEAN if you don't romance him he just goes off and no one knows where he is. he's still just so alone??? no not on my watch#(if freddie is dead ( :( ) and you romance him there's an *adorable* part in the epilogue where he tells you hekate has him running around#getting lost relics back in a series of distinctly indiana jones-esque misadventures and it sounds like he's having the time of his life#if this is what it takes for him to actually talk to his family without anyone being complete dicks about it I must solemnly accept#the terrible burden of kissing him on every single run through of this game. it cannot be helped it's out of my hands now)
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emotionally support frog comes riding on Hershey in small knight armor ready to give hugs :D
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#blue and violet#drawing this made me realise how inconsistent Hershey's design is#I keep drawing her differently every single time#she is so squishy looking in this one so I think I will end up trying to stick to this look for her#froggo strikes again I guess
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not to be bitter about the Durins again but it will never stop pissing me off to a burning degree that in the movies KĆli dies off in a little corner with no one but one elf he met two days ago around, and sheās nerfed to the point sheās utterly helpless until RIGHT AFTER heās killed. It feels so bullshit and unfulfilling. I remember me and a friend were huge fans of the Durins (her even more than me) as well as the little KĆli and Tauriel side story back when the movies came out, and we watched it in theatres and she literally said she would never watch that scene again bc it disappointed her so badly. She skips it to this day. Bc why the fuck did they have KĆli die for an elf he barely knew (I like Tauriel but it is trueā theyāve known each other for maybe two or three days total) over the family he ran out into battle to defend, the family he set out on the quest with and the family that he was so proud of. Why was he not with his brother, or trying to defend his uncle who was still very much alive and in danger? Tauriel literally just serves to get KĆli killed in that scene, bc they nerf her (CAPTAIN OF THE GUARD. Even against a tough orc she should be holding her own) but have Legolas out there holding his own, and it is nowhere NEAR as emotionally devestating as the single sentence weāre given in the book of how KĆli and FĆli went down defending their uncle. I can almost excuse the change in how FĆli dies bc it does hold emotional weight, but KĆliās death going from the devotion of family even to his own doom into dying for an elf he has puppy love for while being totally cut off from the other dwarves fucking killed the scene for me. And there isnāt really even a good payoff for Tauriel afterward either. We just leave her there regretting she ever loved him. It hurts me so damn much, and not least of which is because for every video someone does as a tribute to Thorin and his nephews, it always takes a sharp left turn into Tauriel watching KĆli die all by himself and it doesnāt even feel related to the otherās deaths. I think it would have felt much more like the best of both if theyād kept KĆli dying defending his family, and then have Tauriel come to him as heās dying. But thatās not what happened. It fucking sucks. I promise I do like the movies but I will stand hard by saying that itās weakest writing is the latter half of the second and the former half of the third movie. It only really picks up to consistently good scenes at Thorinās battle with Azog in my opinion. Sorry for another brief hater moment but man. Man.
#lotr#the hobbit#sons of durin#thorin oakenshield#kili#fili#kili and fili#(their last name isnāt Durin but Iām tempted to tag it as such since I see a lot of people use that.#though to be fair what other character is named KĆli or FĆli out there lmao)#I fucking LIKE TAURIEL. but she is not more important than his family. like she is a crush he has but UR BROTHER JUST DIED MAN.#UR UNCLE IS ABOUT TO. IM SORRY BUT TAURIEL SHOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE HERSELF AGAINST A SINGLE GODDAMN ORC.#ISNT SHE A GENERAL??#PLEASE. it hurts so bad. and they have the GALL to remind us abt DĆs w the stone afterward. like family was at all involved#in how KĆli died beyond what sent him up the stairs. I donāt even think his last thoughts were portrayed as his family in the movie.#it looks like all heās thinking about is Tauriel. not the fact that his mother will never see him again. not that he failed his uncle.#not even that he didnāt get to avenge his brother.#then Thranduil comes in and it feels awful bc she doesnāt seem to get any payoff for her character.#and this is a personal nitpick but the dialogue there just. it doesnāt end satisfyingly.#the ābecause it was realā like never felt impactful to me. it actually felt kind of cheesy?? Taurielās lines actually have weight to them#and then Legolas movie bombs that scene too and we just. forget about Tauriel over there VERY LIKELY dying from elven grief#āgo talk to the 12 year old in the north. for some reason heās already called Striderā#and KĆliās body is RIGHT THERE. theyāre doing nostalgia bait and MCU level āohh this guyā shit RIGHT AFTER THE DURINāS DIE
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