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#oh lads. lads. lads. lads. im being sucked back into the world of academia#i dont even kno what happened. a week ago i was crying bc i was like: this is impossible. i simply cannot do this.#and then i went into the lab sunday and miraculously i was able to easily read some papers. like i dont kno how to discribe how baffling it#was. like reading papers is like pulling teeth and this was somehow easy. i think maybe it was bc i let myself get distracted and wander#thru it. and then after that i got so much done this week and i was tired but having fun. and like the thing is: i fucking love evolution#it's like puzzling out the code for life in both a metaphical and literal sense. its fucking incredible. and my project is also very#interesting. if a bit intimidating in its scope. ya kno. just in the way photosynthesis is generally intimidating#but i think i have a strain thats lost chlf which is really interesting and my advisor said we might have the money to try some crispr for#my cyano children. hypothetically. maybe. and i get to do some poking around in genomes. theres so so much to love there#how could i possibly want to do anything else? and yet. and yet. here at the end of the week im so wrung out and i kno i just have to start#again on sunday and i kno im gonna have to step it up in terms of reading if i want to make it through a committee meeting and proposal#defense. not to even mention a comprehensive exam. and what do i get at the end of all this? a lifetime of academia draining my life away.#bc what i do is so academic. so whats the point? its just so frustrating.#and on top of that ive got all this data from my old lab that i kno i have to work on. and i will. i will. but with what time?#anyway the point is. i can see a path forward now where i stay here and decide the pain will be worth it despite not knowing where im going#after that. im just so tried#but right now it feels like im gonna stay until someone kicks me out#but that doesnt exactly make me feel happy. ugh. but if i stay i want to get my old pi to come here and give a seminar. ill warn her how#intimidating the department is tho. we've had 2 talks in the last 2 weeks that were... not good. particularly the one this week#like she couldnt answer a single question they thru at her and didnt seem to kno her data sets. it was hard to watch. anyway. i just want#to see my academic mother again. send me back to the desert! let me rot in a field full of sage#but send me back to the hills of an older mountain range. where i can climb sandstone cliffs and lay in carpets of moss. except i wouldnt do#that bc of all the ticks and threat of lyme disease...#anyway. im still tired. still sad. and there doesnt seem to b a way out#unrelated
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The boys are very smart to be worried tbh!!! There are still many ways to get sick in Y/N's line of business. Infected wounds number 1 enemy.
I've been- making my rounds sharing random disease facts to various dca content creators so here's some for you!!!
The real reason you shouldn't eat dirt is actually because its full of the lil guy who causes botulism! It's also why you should wash root vegetables of all dirt or peel them before cooking
Fresh water sources have many fun and cool guys in them, ranging from my beloved friends Girada (picture included) to the brain eating amoeba and flesh eating bacteria. The uh- bacteria and amoeba are not much of a threat tho bc our body is actually usually good at dealing with those! The bacteria less so tho-
Tetanus can also just be found in the dirt! Another reason to not fuck with dirt.
Ticks are another wonderful enemy. Shout out to the many diseases ticks cause that all cause you to become spotted. Also Lyme disease.
(my friends the giardia parasite. They're simply so shaped.)
I love it when people are passionate about their special interests ♥ I also didn't know about the bacteria causing botulism being in the dirt! I learned something new today :D
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