#idk maybe im just overthinking lol

[uglygaldumdum]

[the-mononoke-facade]

Alright, I'm still conflicted about this, help me out y'all

[deus-ex-mona]

i hope they fight (can’t read past this point)

[juvederm]

i wish i had more josh mutuals that don't seek to include chris in everything like. i don't hate chris at all or dislike cc, i said this already but. just clarifying again.

i don't like how most ppl who like josh don't even really like him. they usually like josh if chris is also there. like y'all don't get me. i'm here solely for josh and i like to have fun w characters on their own. i don't get why most interpretations of josh always include sam or chris.

and abt ppl only liking josh when sam or chris are there-- i don't mean to be rude, but josh is more interesting than those two combined, bc of the stuff he has going on beneath the surface. he doesn't need them to be interesting, he's already compelling enough on his own.

im still insecure about posting in this fandom even tho i do it every day. but i'd be less nervous about posting my josh stuff if the people who claim to "like him" weren't so. odd. cuz the josh mutuals i have rn (who solely like josh on his own...) are okay with every silly doodle i draw of josh, bc they don't care. they're here for him and they just like him

meanwhile cc likers that i've met are really. not people i get along with. bc like i said, they kinda only like chris and josh and that's it. id go as far to say they don't even like the game lmfao bc they only like it for cc.

idk... real josh fans are ok with seeing him in a dress from time to time lol. one of the main reasons i can have fun with his character is bc i know Allll there is to know about the source material + josh's canon depiction. which i honestly love, i don't need to change josh in order to like him. but i feel like some ppl do that and those r the people i can't get along with

i wish ppl were more open to having fun w these characters. posting them in silly outfits and such shouldn't be like, anxiety inducing lmfao i want to have fun and i wish others would be more open to that but as of rn, it just doesn't seem that way.

it's hard to tell if i'm making this up or if my anxieties are real, but the thought of it being real is enough to have me stress over it every time i think of posting or if i'm drawing something.

but everyone who follows me for ud-- hi, thank you for following and liking and reblogging my stuff, esp thatoneudguy cuz he supports like everything i say and make lol (and special shout out to queerkearney for always complimenting my work, its rly motivating <3) y'all are cool!!

[nintendont2502]

on one hand. it's deeply funny how whenever I'm in a new situation/I'm busy my bodies just like yeah we don't need food right it's fineee and then I barely eat because I forget to/don't feel like it. on the other hand I would really like to. yk. try more Japanese food while I'm here? like cmon man work with me here

[opens-up-4-nobody]

the good thing about asperger's no longer being a diagnosis is that it's just called level 1 autism spectrum disorder now. i know i probably shouldn't be poking around in the mental health of strangers online, but as an autistic person myself, your struggles resonated with me. ever since i've been able to accept, understand, and begin to provide myself accommodations for my autism, my mental health has improved tremendously. autism is also co-morbid with oodles of other conditions, so it is definitely possible to have autism and other conditions that may have overlapping symptoms

It's funny, I was diagnosed, accepted it, over analyzed and rejected it, subsequently forgot about it entirely, then when the only helpful counselor I ever had brought up the idea I was like: Oh yeah! That makes sense. And went through the same process over again. I will say, having someone point out that something might be inhibiting my ability to interact with people was extremely helpful. Because I just thought I was really bad at it and processed it as a point of failure (which was intolerable). At one point she said "You don't have to do things you don't want to just because you feel like you should" and I think about that a lot. That should have been obvious but it was like she slapped me with a fish

[vaugarde]

i love kirby super star fanfic or comic adaptations where marx and kirby are actually best friends during the course of the entire game and marx blindsides kirby, to the point where i want to do something soooort of similar with my kirbyverse, but i also just kinda love how in canon marx was just like “im gonna very specifically ruin this guys week”

[pepprs]

hi it’s midnight on june 8. one year ago today i found out i got the job im currently in. and today i will be interviewing for it again 🤪

[uglygaldumdum]

New update in life:

I have to quit smoking weed because it sends me into ✨drug induced psychosis ✨

[elegyofthemoon]

i wonder if anyone's discussed the buddha statues and their representations of the days of the week and their general meaning yet or am i going to have to do that

[akascow]

one of my favorite shirts is just a restaurant shirt with the name on it and its like super confortable but its so funny to me bc i think its like a chain restaurant thats only in my county so theres like no chance anyone outside of like said county would know what it is and i feel like its probably really weird to see if you dont know it and anyways this is just a long winded way to say one of the things i wear in public is just a shirt that says Long Doggers

[cryptidapprentice]

eep!

[bangcakes]

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[narryffdreaming]

aww <3 still amazed that you remembered about the guerlain picture and but that this made you not want to change the scene omg!!!! also i definitely remember about the jump in the water that everything around it was a bit different. i loved it back then already but i love it even more now and somehow it feels more positive because she didn’t ignore him all day and because of everything that follows after the jump - 🌄

ahh, thank you!! it feels really nice when you put a lot of effort into something and someone enjoys it, so this truly means a lot 💗

[silouvertongues]

read everything i know about love it and kinda put me in a lil depressive mood lol ??

[jayskai]

oh yeah I was just curious if you remembered didn't think it was part of the original silly post at all srry srry I myself just overthink A Lot about how insanely out of character that was I don't think ican ever let it go their ztd dynamic would be my favorite if not for the execution but that's what the whole game is like 🥲

yeah i figured, but i still wanted to say it lol! — i personally loved ztd so. i can understand why people dont like it but i dont share that opinion and i think most of the stuff was fine tbh 😭 i honestly dont interact with fandom a lot because i know it can ruin things for me, and considering how liking this game is apparently an unpopular opinion i just enjoy it by myself and avoid arguing about it lol ,,, despite that specific moment i really really liked their dynamic and it was one of my fav things from this game so that’s all i can say about it