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xyliaxart · 5 months ago

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I've really gotten into Helluva Boss recently so I made an impsona. Here they are.

#helluva boss #imp #impsona #xy #cartoon #nonbinary #oc #xyliax #xyliaxart #art #fanart #digital art #my art #helluva boss is an 18+ cartoon so dont watch it if you're a minor #idk if any kids follow me #but since I post pokemon art there's probably some #so just a warning #my blog is probably teen-friendly but I wouldnt call it kid-friendly #I do cuss and draw some non-explicit sexy stuff sometimes

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slithyt0ves · 9 months ago

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i want to do creative things like write and draw and craft but I have too many grown up things to do like go to work and clean my house and cook dinner and care for my child and it makes me want to die

#its the worst #I literally never have time for anything I want to do #take note kids #idk if any kids follow me #but being a grown up sucks

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welcometogrouchland · 18 days ago

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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong

#ramblings of a lunatic #was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind #so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion #only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure #but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects #which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season #which just. left a bad taste in my mouth #like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong #but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point #presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after #w no follow up #like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one #who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still #bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that #AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me #and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch #and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man #anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please

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sxcret-garden · 16 days ago

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#sometimes i wonder if sex is a thing that's more enjoyable in my mind than irl to me #because im not a big fan of being touched at all #maybe im just telling myself this because im not having sex and that also kinda sucks cjnxnxjx #and im way too anxious to go out there and actively seek out a partner #it's also funny cause with most irl crushes i've had i would never want to have sex with them #but like..... the idea of sex is fun you know?#writing and reading and fantasizing about sex is fun #?????#i'm wondering if this is just how i work or if it's tied to shame #sexting is fun too !!!#idk about doing it irl tho jdhdjdjd #flirting is fun #flustering others is fun #and i guess touching others is a lot better than being touched #am i..... a stone top #i'm kidding....... i think #jdhdjdnxnbdnxjxjxx #then again there's also a huge sub sitting inside me so like..... even more ??????#i mean i also have HUGE trust issues so there's that too #ugh #anyway sorry for the rambles jdnxjxjx #i just felt like typing this out somewhere cause i've been thinking about it a lot #and i felt like a smut blog with 2k followers is just the right place to share deeply private thoughts about my relationship with sex jdndnx #so yea if any of you have been wondering.... this smut writer here is not getting ANY jdbdjxnx

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ttomuras · 6 months ago

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the last five chapters were extremely rushed and the ending feels generic and boring to me. like i literally joked about how there is going to be a timeskip, deku is gonna be a teacher and they’ll have a pull-out-your-ass solution about how deku can still be a hero. joked in a “this is too goofy” way just like ppl joked about “this is our hero academia”. this feels v?? goofy?? but in a not fun way for me

#yes i had high hopes for this chapter #but honestly? this is just not good writing for me #he could have done it in a different way that i might have still not been satisfied with but if it was not rushed #made sense narrative wise #didn’t kinda…abandon deku’s character development #i could have been okay with it #facts is deku returned to the quirkless kid he was who does not take initiative to follow his dream and who just lets stuff happen to him #like he is lonely and upset about not being a hero but he just sits down and let’s it happen because why would he take matter into his own #hands #just seems to me like maybe he didn’t care about being a hero that much #which would be fine!!! like maybe he changed his mind or the war changed him #(not that we saw any of that cuz there was a timeskip and we didnmt partake in deku’s thoughts for the last idk how many hundred chapters)#but then if that was the case why is he so happy about the support item #idk it’s v generic shonen #why did i even expect more #my fault honestly #bnha leaks #bnha spoilers #bnha 430

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imminent-danger-came · 10 months ago

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I think people don't appreciate how much heavy lifting ROTSQ did for both DBK and Red Son's arcs

#like we see here that their main motivations are each other #Like #DBK indulged Red Son's wish to start a food truck #It was also SWK insulting DBK's family that enabled him to you know. Break out of their bindings #Red Son finally got a win #The father son relationship was improved #And like. The moment you help Red Son save his family he is in your court #Literally why he's saving MK and Mei and Sandy in 3x06 (1x10 + ROTSQ did him in)#it's about the like #''not that any of you would care'' to ''you and the noodle boy will stop at nothing to free them'' pipeline #Also why Red Son followed Mei in s3 #idk this is me disagreeing with ''They abandoned the DBF's arcs'' takes #I'm like #no they didn't asdfasfdadsf #We have plenty #And they're side characters #I could talk a lot about the DBF but my tag rants are long enough #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk rant #lmk DBF #lmk DBK #lmk Red Son

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dbphantom · 7 months ago

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Hate having adhd went to go work on my fallout modpack, got distracted while going to disable the steam overlay, ended up in the points shop, went to go edit my profile, decided to change my pfp, found a buried folder I forgot existed, found some old Veneer art I forgot existed, spent 45 minutes looking at all the old photos, STILL HAVE NOT TOGGLED ONE SIMPLE OPTION THAT SHOULD'VE TAKEN 30 SECONDS AT MOST

#I'm shocked I have these drawings scanned on my pc I don't remember doing that I must've done it before I left in case my mom threw all my #Art out again #Anyway at age 12 I was writing a better '3 merpeople go on land to find a 4th one that has been disguised as a human all his life' story #Than Ma/ko Merm/aids EVER did so uh. Take that Jonathan #God it sucks so bad that kid me would've LOVED MM if it just DIDN'T HAVE THE STUPID GENDER WAR BULLSHIT #Literally the entire first and second season is just. So fucking stupid. I wrote a God damn essay about how they fumbled Erik's story SO BAD #I don't even LIKE Erik BUT THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY #THE CHARACTER POTENTIAL AND WRITING COULD'VE BEEN BETTER THAN ZANE B. S1 OF H2O BUT THEY THREW IT AWAY AND FOR WHAT!!!!!!!#Seriously you're telling me a kid who was abandoned his entire life for being male didn't have a bigger impact on the pod than FUCKING ZAK?#That plot twist of 'oh actually Zak was a merman all along' was 100% so they could guilt free write Erik out #Instead of like. Having him face his actions or redeem himself in like. Any way. He just fucks off. THEN the pod is like lol Zac were sorry #We're sorry for literally not doing anything to you because you were privledged enough to have a mother who was super ultra powerful #So you were never really affected by our actions until JUST now. Unlike that other fuckface Erik who suffered his whole life alone #Also then in s3 there are STILL no mermen in the pod. Not even little mermen babies. No kids and teens they've welcomed back n apologized to #NOTHING #God. Mm pisses me off dude #AND I STILL HAVENT TOGGLED THAT FUCKING OPTIONS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #Cruddy rambles #God I'm not done I'm sorry fallout can wait YOU ARE TELLING ME THE GUY WHO TELLS US HOW SHITTY MERMAN BABIES R TREATED BY THE POD. IS NOT #THE SAME ONE THE POD APOLOGIZES TO IN THE SEASON FINALE BECAUSE THEY WROTE IN A SHITTY PLOT TWIST?#AUUUUUUUHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #It's so bad. It's so fucking bad. It's so needlessly gendered and for what. They could've just had 2 rival warring pods #What pisses me off the most is that s3 (4) completely pivots and never really follows thru with the s1 and 2 story arcs #The writers just kinda wash thsir hands of that because 'hey the pod said sorry to zac' BUT THEN NOTHING ACTUALLY CHANGES!!!!#Maybe instead of having a constantly rotating cast of characters s3 (4) could've instead focused on Ondina and Erik's relationship a bit #Maybe have Ondina tell him she wants to just stay friends because she can't trust him. Have him IDK grow and change as a character?#Maybe so you can show kids nobody is born evil and we all need support systems and healthy relationships to grow and become better people??#THAT would've been a GOOD FOLLOW THROUGH #But no instead u just write him out of the show and never show any OTHER mermen who were exiled being welcomed back #Like u had Ondina becoming a teacher... Why not have Zac become a teacher for all the new mermen who were just recently welcomed back??

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rose-chateau · 1 year ago

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Having demand avoidance in a medical setting is literally hell. Like, patient autonomy is already absolute ass. It's only made worse when doctors CONSISTENTLY tell you what to do and act like you HAVE to do it instead of consulting with you first like normal fucking people.

#also “”“”medical necessity“”“” is NOT an excuse here.#ive been to plenty of doctors that thoroughly discuss a range/timeline of treatment and explain it IN DETAIL before saying “thats what i-#-recommend“ instead of just going ”okay were gonna do this. im gonna explain the prep to you a mile a minute and if you have any follow up-#-questions im just gonna repeat part of my spiel with no clarification. and if i cant answer your questions too bad :)“#not to mention how many doctors just force you to do things that WILL NEVER WORK #like one therapist tried forcing me to do emdr when i was only IN HER TOWN for the summer and i had no internet access when i was at college #im pretty sure emdr takes several weeks to work and i did not have that kind of time available to me. i couldnt just drop out bc of ptsd.#also the number of times ive had to decline an ESI is stupid. I've already had 2! they didn't work! i had a bad reaction to the meds!#why am i being forced to do it again?#also back surgery. i cant do that because i am a white trash rural kid and our home (which we built ourselves) CANNOT be accessible enough #for spinal surgery recovery. but i went to the surgeon and he was like “thats valid! and also surgery literally wouldnt help you so idk why-#-they sent you here.“ : l It's cool to be right all the time lol #its like. no wonder i developed medical demand avoidance after so much traumatizing and malpracticy bullshit in my life #demand avoidance #medical demand avoidance #chronic illness burnout #chronic illness #chronic pain #medical tw #ptsd #disability #medical neglect #medical trauma #vent #this might be too personal. if i do delete it ill have it rb'd on my boar-deer-whitetrashbutterfly blog first #idk i just havent really been able to find anyone else talking about this specific effect of being chronically ill/disabled.

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itsalwaysdark · 1 month ago

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and when i live on my own ill be able to decorate like real life decorate ive never gotten to do that in real life b4

#like im not barred from doing it Nd i do like. a little bit kind of but its like. Idk my entire life is a very transient thing and im rly #rly rly not used to being in one place for a long time so as a kid we never rly decorated ever #and like obv i wont be Owning a house or anything like that so itll still have to be moveable but i can like. but furniture that i like and #stuff... ive never gotten to do that b4 even in um. wa. i didnt rly get to do any of the decorating even when i was in the actual house bc #him and the roommates umm. did all that. Okay well now ive sort of freaked it by making myself think of that so im going to go stare #longingly at the floorplan i did #bc umm. well ideally id like to move into one of the apartments thats right across the way bc theres a couple of apt buildings like right #there 5 min walk tops and one of the places Has an open one but no floorplan #i wont be movjng out for ages i just wanted to look at floorplans yk #but like i said no floorplans BUT theres one a bit further away not rly walkable bc its umm #youd have to walk on the interstate and stuff and um. no sidewalk and everything but theeeeeeeeee thing had a floorplan #still very close by like 2 min drive but yk. but i still did my little mockup floorplan with that apartment instead #i want it to be closeby so everybody can come visit and so that i dont die and explode . i dont rly want to continue living in this town #4ever once km like Normal and have savings and ive got everything worked out i wanna maybe move to chicago or something since il is better #for the transgenderisms. + ive always wanted to try living in a big city at least once and i think itd be awesome #but thats Ages and ages away like maybe 5 years depending on how good i am. weeee will see if 5 years in the future is like on the table 4 #me LOLLLL 24 year old connor seems rly crazy to imagine. but anyways....#but itll be nice to move out and still be in town bc then i can have the same job yk . and maybe ill know how to drive atp and i can like .#buy a car ..or something . if i do know how to drive #which i probably should since this town very car dependent and i dont want my mom to have to drive me to work esp if umm. i dont live with #them ... im just rly rly rly rly rly fucking scared of driving but i know also in my heart that when i do know how to drive the bond between #me and that car will be crazyyyy like. idk how many of you followed me last year but you may remember my insane bond with angel my cart from #work and there was a lot gokng on woth that <- was Very delusional at the time and i was convinced that she was a sentient thing and had the #power to make my life better or worse if i upset her so i said good morning and goodnight to her every single day so that i could have a #good day . looking back on it probably was something to be concerned abt but whatever.... she is still my best friend and i do miss her #deeply #her bathtub and heater were my besttt friends when i was in wa LOL. i was quite unwell #bathtub is still in my room tho yayyy. heater lives with lamp now and angel is of course at my old job....#bathtub currently is holding a project i gave up on. everyone say thank.you bathtub im looking at her right now

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cringelordofchaos · 7 months ago

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gonna watch south park wish me luck

Oh my Fucking god good luck

What are you watching first though ?? Cuz there's a shit ton to watch (27 seasons) I could give u some recommendations though idrk what

If u didn't know already all episodes are available for free on southparkstudios.com (official and mostly ad-free)

But WOOOOOOO

#sp #asks #if u know tweek n craig (the beloved gayasses in my banner) u coukd watch 'put it down' 'tweek x craig' 'tweek vs craig'#but yayyyy im indoctrinating ppl into south park woooooooi #ig u could also watch it i. chronological order? idk havent done jt myself i mostly watch whatever shit that pulls me toward jt #if u want some eps abt gay acceptance u could watch 'cartman sucks' 'big gay als gay boat ride' and i think 'cr*pple fight'#(the last episodes namr js not censored but j feel bad saying it)#if ur interested in some kids absolute fucking trauma u could watch 'butters very own episode' and 'marjorine'#if u r interested in kyle n stans super best friendship u could watch 'follow that egg' 'guitar queer-o' and uh 'cupid ye'? and 'super best #friends' though that ones a banned episode #weee #ask me if ur looking for any specific eps

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arolesbianism · 3 months ago

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Sometimes I just look at Isabeau and just know that if isat came out and I got into it when I was like 16 he would be my favorite character and I would've gone absolutely buck wild over this man and feel like he was laser targeting me. But alas Odile has a grip of steel on me rn due to her virtue of being a middle aged woman

#rat rambles #stars posting #I feel like the biggest change in my taste in characters as the years have gone by is Im now far more biased towards old ppl lol #although tbf I was also the one person in 2016 who actually liked asgore so maybe Ive always liked parhetic old ppl #but yeah the reason isa is past me bait is because hes an exploration and subversion of the sort of tropes I Hated as a kid #and I still dont like them so isa still appeals to me its just not as much as he would have to a younger me #I do genuinely love all the party very dearly tho theyre all soooo good #I think my favorite part of isabeau is how like. of everyone we get to see the least facets of him but like in a very good way #this is a man who hides and bottles shit hes so fun to rotate #his self image is so carefully controlled compared to everyone else which makes him an incredibly interesting character to analyze #and I love that despite him seeming like the most emotionally stable person here on the surface he still clearly has like. hashtag issues.#like he's in that beautiful zone where its so so fun imagining what it would look like to truly break him #<- normal things that normal ppl say. like me.#I may have my very light beef with alt looping aus as a concept but hes probably the most interesting alternate looper to me #also my light beef exclusively relates to king quest stuff which is why Im a big fan of duo looper aus with sif #but honestly. isa might be the only one that I genuinely think works better as a solo looper even with taking king quest into account #although bonnie comes close. I <3 looper bonnie I <3 seeing fictional children go through the horrors #I think theres a lot of fun to be had with any alt looper au tho I just am a huge king quest fan so I like it when my favorite elements of #it dont have to be handwaved #but yeah the real question is how would younger me feel about mirabelle #because on the one hand: acearo character #but on the other hand: I have always been a little hater abt romance so idk if younger me would rly be able to follow her character well #I wasnt exactly good at character analysis back then lol #except for the instances in which I was but I dont have that sort of faith in my younger self #yknow Im thinking abt my history of favorite characters now and I think me being one of few 2016 alphys enjoyers might have been a prophecy #she was my quote unquote third favorite but in reality she was second #I think she chara and peridot su teamed up to define my taste in fictional characters for the next several years #and somehow that lead to olivia becoming one of my favorite fictional characters of all time #I say somehow as if that isnt a very natural conclusion

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pilonciillo · 25 days ago

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the thing about moving out is i don’t hear the family drama anymore:( because what do you mean my cousin got a girl pregnant and in the middle of the night she left without saying anything to anyone and now he’s a single father

#like ????#and she left without a trace because if his mom can’t watch the baby while he’s at work her mom will #kinda wild i didn’t expect that from him #also him mom is sick so idk how she watches the baby #im like pretty sure her husband left too but she might have taken him back 🙄#like girl please he’s trash let him gooo forget the church your parents were divorced it’s okay 😔#mm. and the last i heard about the oldest is that he came to the us for work which was like after he disappeared and took ppl to ransack our #grandmas house to sell whatever they could but that was like when we were 15 so idk what happened between then and now #idk about the middle one or the youngest 🤔 i haven’t seen any of them in like 13+ years ? oh they must look so different #oh why did i get sad #mmm i don’t think ill ever really see them again #yeah they’re family but honestly with how sporadically i saw them they’re essentially strangers #like yeah my older cousins kids were stuck to me when i first met them and the last time i saw them but they’re like probably over 18 now #i can’t hold them anymore they won’t want to be around me or follow me everywhere #reality can be so cruel #that’s wild

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laugtherhyena · 10 months ago

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I didnt know if i should send this ask or not but you responded to my ryudori brainrot post and im entering the epilogue rn. And i just. EVEN MINAKO KNOWS THERES SOMETHING GOING ON BETWEEN THE TWO

The fact that 2/3s of the rest of the 6.5 cast constantly ask/bother these two about them possibly dating will never not be funny to me honestly. Minako especially feels like the kind that would wanna know every detail of it

#if my memory doesn't fail me i think Midori leaves right away after she starts asking this?#idk it's been a long while since i last watched this #also I'm so sorry for fankid rambling that's not what you're here for #but when i think of them i think of Akira and her following these two around the foundation as a kid #Midori because Minako chats with her often so whenever she was being looked over by her grandma there she'd be with midori too #and from being with Midori she meets Ryutaro and sorta sticks to him as well. whenever he is at the facility at least #so you have this kid that follows these two around sometimes when her mothers are busy #and when she grows older and Ryutaro and Midori have kids of their own those kids follow Akira around like she did with their parents #not that i have any Ryudori fankid tho. i just think it's a cute idea #+ i have a feeling they would have at least one kid in the future if they got together #dra #danganronpa another #ryutaro Maki #midori yamaguchi #hyena ramblings

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famewolf · 3 months ago

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i will genuinely never understand my dad!!! and i feel guilty for being confused and angered by him!!!! i don't know what he wants and i doubt i ever will

i guess he's known that he's had cancer for over a month now but never told me. and i dont know if it's because he wanted me to reach out/pay attention to him, as he's done in the past or if he just didn't think to, or if it's some other third mysterious reason that i can't think up

we aren't close since he was rarely in my life but i feel like that's something you tell your kid.

and the only reason i found out is because i went to go check and see why he hadn't replied to my message about asking if he wanted to hang out for the thousandth time without getting a response

#[static]#he tells me 'kid im gonna change i miss you i love you we need to hang out more im sorry that i wasnt around'#and then when we try and make plans it's like pulling teeth to get him to follow through #and sure there's been a couple of times in my life where ive had to back out of plans with him but like .....#we're talking less times than i have fingers on one hand in 30 years lol meanwhile he disappears for years without a word regularly #i thought we got somewhere last year when i decided to reach out after i stopped talking to him #we're both adults and we're busy but i somehow manage to have regular scheduled dnd games with 4 other adults twice a month #and i cant get my biological father who claims to want to know me reply to a message #and i know i know i know he's got his own demons and battles but i s2g it's just Frustrating because i dont know what he wants from me #i dont fuck with indecision and i dont like not knowing where i stand with someone #i know that he wont reach out to people in hopes they 'care enough' about him to do it #but like dude .......... SHOW THAT YOU CARE ABOUT ME TOO WTF #i want to be unendingly compassionate to him since he's gotta figure out what he's gonna do regarding his throat cancer #but like ..... what am i supposed to do with this lmao he saw my message and didn't reply and maybe he's busy #but he also didnt reply to any of my other messages asking to make time to see each other #but then he called me this summer to see if i was in town when he was there (and i wasn't and it was out of the blue)#he also posted a lowkey transphobic comedy sketch on his page which is weird because that's not really his politics but also he's old #and i can just hear exactly what he'd say about it if i tried to even bring it up to him ever #idk what he wants from me but i sometimes think even he doesn't know #i think we missed our time to mend things into something that makes sense #anyways sorry for the vent into the void i just got new information and dealing with stuff about my dad is always difficult #i have rarely felt wanted by him and have never felt seen for who i am either

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imminent-danger-came · 4 months ago

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Realizing that plot/world building is a distant second to characters and themeing for me

#kh and monkie kid are so deeply thematic #like that comes first #why can MK use the crown on Wukong? Eh details are fuzzy. But it makes so much sense from a 'hurting the people you care about' perspective #Of course MK hurts the people he cares about to save the people he cares about. That's all anyone does in lmk #Why did Ansem's machine turn Riku back into himself? No clue #But Ansem following his heart and sacrificing himself thereby giving Riku's heart freedom and therefore his identity back #Slaps so hard from a thematic perspective #kingdom hearts is jibberish if you look at it through any lens other than a thematic lens. which is probably why it works for me #the themeing reins supreme #characters/plot/world building is there to contribute to the theme. They are the theme. A story is theme. Idk #imp tag

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rosesradio · 5 months ago

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i think my university fucking bit me wtf

#it started last semester or maybe even last year but they infected me with an anxiety that completely rewired my brain #i have general anxiety disorder & i’ve had the occasional ‘something bad is gonna happen’ day where im anxious the whole day for no reason #but then it changed to this like. academic anxiety that got so bad i was like. nauseous all the time throwing up i had to go to a counselor #and now i’m straight up paranoid. like idk maybe i’m not using the word right but i’m convinced every day all my worst fears are gonna—#just happen one after the other. my tumblr will be revealed to my family. my toxic ex will come back into my life—#my money for school is revoked things like that.#because adult life is just so confusing and convoluted and works against people #and my anxiety just goes through this loop of ‘everyone dislikes you/hates you/thinks you’re annoying’ so -> ‘you’re gonna get in trouble’#so -> ‘your life will be irreparably damaged and/or you will die’#the ‘you’re gonna get in trouble’ bit especially gets me because it’s like bitch how!! i follow laws!! i cheat a bit less than the average—#student! any time someone has a concern with like my work performance or something they politely tell me #why do i have the anxiety of a fucking hunted animal over these things!!#i wanna be numb actually i miss that time. it still sucks but at least i don’t make myself sick #things would be so much easier if i was a house spouse who cooked & cleaned (with no kids) & didn’t have a job or go to school #ofc managing a house has its own challenges and i don’t wanna undermine that but ykwim #i want this fuckin eye of sauron off my ass already 🧍#and don’t even get me started on the ‘you have to do this little task in this specific way or else everyone you love will die’ thoughts #that’s a whole other mess #tw vent #rose.txt

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