#id like to be somewhere like that again.

[squirmydonnie]

Vent: ?

In 5th grade I had the assumption that it would be just as nice as elementary school had been. No one ever told me otherwise. No one ever told me about most of the differences.

I knew that I would be bullied already. No one had to tell me that. My parents had already warned me of bullies and what to do. I hadn't had too many experiences yet, but I knew they were coming. I still felt pretty prepared.

But of course when 6th grade came, just by the first day I was disappointed. I didn't expect something big and great, but I didn't think I would be thrown into it like this.

I didn't know I met both of my bullies here.

NBB really hadn't bullied me before this garde. Only ever persuaded me into things. Not always bad things. But I would always do them. I like making people happy.

But because my expectations were ruined so bad, I decided to no longer have expectations at all.

It doesn't sound necessarily like a bad idea. But it turned out to be that way.

I couldn't find a way to balance it.

It wasn't really just that I was let down. But it was that everything that everything was became worse. And everything worse became terrible. So that was the mindset I was in.

But doing this has made it to where I don't get excited for things anymore. Unless I'm really certain.

Which makes things like governor school have a bad cloud over them in the beginning.

Things that are bad I don't prepare for well. Because I don't have my expectations there.

I wish that I could just take it off now or something. But I don't think so.

I really enjoyed governor school. I liked it. So wish that I could've let myself be excited instead of assuming it would be another disaster.

Bad things did happen there. But bad things happen everywhere. And I liked being able to be around people who didn't bully me and were supportive.

I liked it there.

I miss how it was there.

On the day before the last I felt like I had finally acclimated to it. But then I had to go.

[couch-house]

I think sonic had a really good time not being playable for once and just being supporting cast for his friend shadow. i just know he was soooo excited to explain the controls and not worry about rings and cheer on his friend (and sometimes be a final boss :3)

[slcepily]

Steven Universe au where Greg got a haircut in season 1 and nothing else of note happens

[quirkle2]

so what if . slime rancher au

[ratatatastic]

the love is stored in presser partners choosing to stay for foreign media segments because the buddy system shant never fail! (but also theyre terribly in love its not even funny like this is just spouse duties like buddy system but they are also married dont forget that)

no it really gets me that matthew was so prepared to leave the minute he was allowed to like a kid hearing the dismissal bell but went WAIT united front united front united front "ill wait for you" and adjusts his shawl so daintly like he meant to do that like he absolutely wasnt gonna book it a second ago...YEAH SUPPORT YOUR SPOUSE YA NUMBSKULL THESE ARE TRYING TIMES

our lady forgot her manners for a second please forgive her she too is going through these trying times...

sasha was absolutely succumbing to the fate of being alone considering how flighty his wife was being beside him but still appreciates the effort nonetheless for staying... the way he was :[ and then absolutely lights up when matthew says that he'll wait and he goes "thank you :)" UNITED FRONTTTTTTTTT THE SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE THROUGH SICKNESS AND THROUGH HEALTH AND ALSO AWFUL MEDIA SCRUMS APPARENTLY WOOOOOOOO YALL HAVE NOTHING ON WHATEVER THESE TWO GOT GOING ON WOOOOOOOOOO

post practise interview | 6.23.24 (x)

and obviously the most important part in all of this? tit scratch.

[ganondoodle]

i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

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[origamiyoda]

i would like to know more about deer hollow drive 👀

GRINS okayyyy UMM. OKAY.

Deer Hollow Drive is a story about a couple of ghost hunters investigating the weird happenings in their town, Teya Hallows and her dead older brothers best friend, Gator Perez.

Teya, seen here in blue, can see and talk to ghosts, and as it turns out, her hometown is VERY very haunted.

Gator, orange, can't see ghosts, but he does know a lot about them. He's an amateur filmographer and researcher.

Upon discovering that Teya can see and talk to ghosts, the two decide to start investigating their town, only to realize that A) their town is much more haunted than they thought and than it has any right to be, and B) has something much darker going on beneath the surface.

Especially in the lake.

Together as they work to uncover the mystery at the heart of their town, they become wrapped up in a world of ghosts and secrets.

It doesn't have a super set in stone plot at the moment, mostly just. Story beats and vauge visuals but it's a story that I've been working on and reworking and changing and developing since literally middle school. It's for SURE a story I'd love to make into a webcomic or something similar..

You can see more detailed designs for Teya and Gator here and here , as well as a playlist and Pinterest board :J

PLEASE PLEAS ASK ME MORE ABOUT THEM... I love to talk about ocs and these guys are especially dear to me.......

[stressedjester]

anyone else here go through the "falls in love easily but realizes its bc they're arospec and couldnt comprehend it" phenomenon or is it just me

[carcarrot]

having another one of my job-related crises

[truethes]

i will stop posting about sv one day ( a lie ), but cryingggg over this set they released because a.) why'd they have to do dodo so dirty like that by putting his artwork from like ten years before with yout.arous ... full on you vs the guy she tells you not to worry about looks rn but b.)

... that second image of them all in the son, how happy calm and replaced they all look.someone made lich.t a flower crown and im going to loose my head over it for weeks.

[lokh]

im sure ive said this before but now that im wearing this one scarf i double knit in undergrad pretty much everyday ive been thinking more about it. id really like a double knit scarf based on ancient greek pottery. somethin like this:

[cautionwetfloor-png]

umm who is this guy

[bratprivilege]

I am like literally begging the Internet to write image descriptions at this point

[saturnniidae]

Rotbtd AU ideas I think low-key go hard but I'm working on other stuff so I can't explore them (ranked by how much I've thought abt them)

Small town horror au

Modern au (with a side of Hiccup having unsettling ability to communicate with the local wildlife better than any normal person should)

Xmen mutants au

Wakfu au

Pokemon trainer au

Infinity Train au

Nge au

Vld au

Peer gynt (inspired) au

Mako mermaids au (mako mermaids is fire you just don't understand)

[columboposting]

No greater feeling of pain than when the obscure character you’ve been pulling for in a tumblr tournament is put up against a character with an unstoppable horde of dedicated fans. And in the first round too. My despair is immeasurable. Injustice in the tumblr poll tonight I fear