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#they're giving us so much i actually can't#like an actual premiere party???? all those interviews???? promo???? bts pictures????#i'm overwhelmed in the best way#monse talks
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The Leaders | chapter 6 teaser
“Oh, dear,” Seonghwa pulled you closer, prompting you to settle on your knees instead of keeping them upright as a barrier between you two. “Tell me you said something he deserved to hear.”
“I did,” you sniffed. “I told him not to come after me or mine ever again unless he wants to start a war he can never win.”
A smirk creeped up the underboss’ lips, sending a stirring of nerves to your stomach. “Me or mine, huh?”
“I had to say something–”
“You did well,” Seonghwa said, cupping your face and wiping your eyes, nodding in acknowledgement. “You did so well, love. And I’m glad you stayed strong. You don’t ever have to break in front of your father anymore. You can break in front of me, in front of any of us but– never him.”
You looked at Seonghwa, truly looked at him. His eyes glinted with a million unsaid things, but even in the dim light of the lamp, you could tell that they held admiration and something like pride. Something you always wished to see in someone’s eyes when they looked at you.
“Why do you cry, love?” He asked, wiping the tears that threatened to roll down your cheeks. You didn’t even realise that you were crying silently now.
“I don’t know,” you told him. “Seonghwa– can I really break in front of you?”
Something unreadable flickered across Seonghwa’s face. “You can. With me, or Hongjoong, or any of us, you can be yourself. We’re here– I’m here for you. You never have to feel alone again.”
You tightened your lips, stifling a sob. Seonghwa only smiled, scooting closer to plant a kiss on your forehead. You let out a shaky breath and then went still as he kissed your cheek.
“Won’t you look at me?”
The deep timbre of his voice sounded inside your skull. You kept your eyes shut and he wiped the remnants of the tears away from your lashes before kissing both your eyelids, his soft lips like feathers of an angel's wing shielding you from everything that hurt you. Your hands tangled in his shirt as he continued to pepper light kisses all over your face, the sound of his breath making your heart flutter uncontrollably. However, he stopped right when he kissed near your mouth, his hands almost shaking as he cradled your jaw and pulled back to gauge your reaction.
“Look at me.”
“I’m scared,” you opened your eyes and your gaze stuck on his plump lips. “I don’t understand why you all want me. I don’t understand why we’re here, like this.”
He only smiled in answer. “Is it too much?”
“That’s the thing,” you scoffed in disbelief. “I don’t think it is.”
#i've hardly had time to breathe this month BUT I CRAFTED A TEASER TO LET Y'ALL KNOW I'M ALIVE!!#chap 6 will be posted on 31st but the date is subject to change of 1 day since i will be travelling and idk if i'll have my laptop with me#in the meanwhile enjoy this and look forward to the update pls#i'm so thankful for all the support i've received so far! it's honestly overwhelming in the best way#can't wait to share the rest of the story with you guys! i'm writing while i can and#i'm on chap 16 so the end is so near i can see it and the current wc is approx 170k#i genuinely can't wait to post the rest of the chapters hehehe just bear with my break a little longer#i'm still grass touching and enjoying it very very much#fic: the leaders#yumi.updates#yumi.txt#ateez x reader#seonghwa x reader
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any more sneak peeks from tas chapter 9 you’re willing to share🤗🤗 so so excited!
summoned from my google docs lair hello
#tough and sweet fic#clegan#johnslittlespoon asks#this chapter is grabbing me by the throat and dragging me around with an iron grip. but i'm Trying (13k words of trying)#the excitement means a lot tho it's v motivating 🥺 thank u <3 and thank u to all the other lovely asks ab it i cry fr fr#i'm overwhelmed by the love in the best way and i'll get back when i can make my brain work :')) 💗
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Auhgh my beloved! How I love you so,,,,💙
#pan gushes#f/o: 👑#Gonna be so real with you all and admit that I've been disassociating like most of today#I'm not going to go into detail about everything that's been going on in my life#because as I always say... It's personal and not other people's business-#but I will say that is has been hectic#overwhelming even at times#It's why I've barely even looked at my dash and haven't engaged lately with moots as much as I'd like ;v;#I promise I'm not ignoring y'all <3 Life has just been hell#If I've missed anything y'all are always welcome to let me know#but that aside#Hngnhggg by beloveeeeed!!#I love and adore him so so much...#I listened to some clips of him and it helped me feel a little grounded#My mind didn't feel so much like static amd disconnected#It was nice <3#I love my beloved so much and the thought of him being so sweet and patient of Panchi when they aren't the best mentally makes me so happy#Comforting and helping his beloved in anyt way he can <3 and Panchi doesnthe same for him!#My beloved...hehe I love calling him that so much#It feels so right
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*dumps my hoard out of a waterlogged plastic bin*
holy MOTHER of beautiful colors, batman
..........oh it's fucking on now
#letmesleepforeverpls#now in color#bus au#byakuya togami#gonta gokuhara#kiyotaka ishimaru#hifumi yamada#nagito komaeda#kaito momota#makoto naegi#kyoko kirigiri#mikan tsumiki#kazuichi soda#chihiro fujisaki#ultimate imposter#LIKE HOLY SHIT#it's like looking at a rainbow#i squealed with each new picture gnsfkdnf i'm kinda overwhelmed#in the best way#absolutely ADORE what you've done with makoto's polycule colors#and nagito looks so cute in peach?? gonta's cute dark fit??#anything 80's and neon perfectly captures the bus vibe hhh#kaz with funky colors again is so good#i think my favorite is hifumi/taka#the background adds so much. it's a nice tangible moment#ALSO KAITO'S EYES OMG and CHIHIRO ggsnfldkn#thank you for blessing me thank you thank you
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good news is I passed the university course I was doing (yay!) so now that I'm only focused on the advanced degree, some work and some further medical things, I can pick harrow up again soon as if she was a little feral kitten
better news is that I have been making those silly recaps, so I can now make use of them to remind myself of the details I have forgotten
(because I do remember exactly where I left off, chapter number and all, since the moment I saw camilla again the whole world collapsed around me)
I also might be able to post a korrasami fic I wrote some time back and left abandoned because why not
I don't know what life has in store and what will happen with the rest of the stuff I have to deal with, but having a bit more time for myself will surely help
#luly reacts to tlt#luly rambles#these past couple months have been insane and I need things to happen a little less#actually I need to be with the things that happen in a way that isn't overwhelming#I'm trying my best to meet stuff as it is and be present with it#because things will happen so we gotta be there when they do#ANYWAY getting philosophical in the tags
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Based on my latest post I'm overjoyed that my moots (whether or not tumblr officially recognises them thx sideblog doing sideblog sht) and those who randonly stumble upon my shit are objectively some of the greatest people.
I love this weird corner I found myself in and the general mindset and views on things.
And I may be too scared nd socially awkward to approach anyone directly but be assured I'm on the sidelines rooting for folks in a very cutesy, very demure manner and y'all should feel loved.
#i expected stones to be thrown but i found understanding#what an odd thing to happen#either way even if larian fumbles and even if the purity culture swaps over here more based on us developments#i mean the tiktok ban#i shall try my best to keep the dove evermore rotten#while also indulging in the fluff y'all make#but mostly the later cuz i'm still scared of sharing whatever the fuck I've done to bg3 lmao#someone read it and even said it was good but the doubt refuses to leave#why is creativity like that why cant we just love ourselves and be confident and unapologetic about ourselves as a whole#yeah it may be shit but it was made with lots of blood sweat and love#why am i getting so profound about this what is wrong with me today#anyway someone wanna read how gortash and durge start a bitch fight with each other that never ended#and instead just festered for a few decades#including political sheming - somehow jealousy - inexplicably yearning and an overwhelming sense of tragedy and dread#cuz 40 years passed but nothing changed in fact its only starting to unravel more#'look at how far they've come and how theyre slowly slipping right back into being a monster' - the longfic#still dont know how the kid that was raised by them and a bunch more other idiots turned out as well adjusted as she is#i mean okay there may be some patricide but yk its family tradition atp#yeah okay ive absolutely lost the plot in my own tags now#anyway point stands y'all r cool nd feel loved
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Hello, I hope you're having a wonderful day so far! 𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
May i ask the following questions from the Fan Fic Writer Asks:
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?
20. What’s a favorite title for a fic you’ve written?
⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆ Happy new year ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆
Alrighty!
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
I actually looked this up a week ago and the total right now is 24. But that includes some fics that I haven't actually started writing yet. And some are just ideas I want to write but might have to abandon once my sense catches up with me. I guess we'll see?
Either way, it's definitely more projects than I would want, which is why I hope to finish some of them during 2025. Especially since some of the old ones only have one or two chapters left. Or are oneshots I just didn't finish. Like, how hard can it be?
So that's definitely a goal for this year. I want to finish at least five of my current WIPs, preferably more.
10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
A couple, yeah. One is The Hat Hypothesis which I figured would just be another one of my appreciated yet still not overly popular The Losers fics but, somehow, it ended up being one of my most appreciated ones? Which is by no means a bad thing! I just didn't expect it, nor do I know why so many people like it more than the others. But, at the same time, that's not for me to know or decide xD
Another is Who Holds the Devil which... well, I didn't really know what I expected with that one but I know for a fact that it wasn't what I got. I was terrified before I started posting it and was kind of hoping to just quietly push it out there without anyone noticing and be done with it. But, uh, that obviously didn't happen. Not just the part where I thought it would go more or less unnoticed, but also how much time and effort I would devote to it. I definitely didn't expect it to become as big as it is now, both in terms of its popularity and its length.
And, to balance things out a bit, Losing You (Is My Supervillain Origin Story) is a fic I expected to be more popular than it ended up being. The premise is a little clumsy, admittedly, but people tend to like a little darkness and, at the time I wrote it, it was the darkest I had chosen to write Bucky. But maybe the depiction of grief scared people off? Or the flimsy plot? Who knows? xD Either way, it remains one of my least popular Winteriron fics (by quite a margin) and I'm still not sure why. But there you go!
18. What's one of your favourite lines you've written in a fic?
There are, obviously, quite a lot of them considering the sheer number of sentences I've written. Many I don't even remember anymore. But one that's always stood out to me is from You Only Live Twice, said by Fury to Tony:
"You might have forgotten how to live in this world, but I'm willing to bet that you still want to save it."
It makes a lot more sense within context, but I always felt that it was a very Fury thing to say and, well, pretty poetic? I think that fic has a lot of banger sentences, in fact.
20. What's a favourite title for a fic you've written?
Again, I have more than one since it's just very difficult to pick. But my top choices are:
Who Holds the Devil - For how utterly perfect it is. Not just because it's a quote from Faust — which is one of the sources of inspiration for the drama — but also because it poses a question that is the basis for the entire fic, even if we all already know the answer. Because it's Ga On, of course. Ga On holds the devil.
Until Death Do Us Unite - Because I like a good wordplay or a twist on an established expression. And this one just felt so obvious considering the drama, the characters, and the premise of the fic. Moon Jo and Jong Woo will be together forever indeed. It doesn't matter that one of them is clinically dead.
Losing You (Is My Supervillain Origin Story) - I just felt very clever when I came up with it, I guess? I like how descriptive it is and the fact that even if the fic could just have been called "Losing You" the sentence within the parenthesis reveals a lot about what the story is actually going to be about.
Hyperborean - Because sometimes I like to be very concise and, in this case, it made perfect sense to just name the fic "it be FECKIN' cold" because, I mean, yeah. It's hella cold xD
These four also neatly sum up my most popular ways of naming a fic. That's to say a) steal a quote from someone else, b) cheekily twist an existing expression to fit my needs, c) a sentence followed by another sentence in a parenthesis that builds on the first one in the most pretentious way possible, and d) the most bluntly obvious and unimaginative — yet descriptive — title in the history of titles.
I think D is the one I use the most often.
Thank you so much for all the questions and a Happy New Year to you too! 💜
Fanfic Writer Asks
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#Amethystina Does Ask Games#Fanfic Writer Asks#I really am bad at naming fics sometimes#But I try my best#Except that time I named a fic Fucked If I Know#Because I literally had no idea what to name it#Or what I was doing x'D#So FUCKED IF I KNOW#Also#I really really want to finish my WIPs#I'm very overwhelmed by that number#And not in a good way
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I’m turning you all into marketable plushies, you watch (Patreon)
Bonus eyes because embroidery brain:
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#ZEX#Original#Cure#Bar#Caleb Stern#Brain has turned to plush mush lol#Tsumtsums really feel like the correct outcome here for those two hehe ♪#I actually went about looking over my like - one and a half Tsumtsums to get a grasp on their construction#Y'know for funsies just to see just to be curious#I think they wouldn't be all that hard to make - something to consider anyhow#I was also thinking about the Tsumtsum sneezing thing lol - many Max all flopping around a Dex! Or many Dex overwhelming a Max haha#Still on the ZEX plush brainrot of course of course he's just so cute ;;#Thinking a lot about construction of his eye :0 I see the appeal of printed fabric so you don't have to contend with large embroidery#Or seams - especially on circles hgwegh not my favourite#Just want it to be flush and flat! Eye-shaped rather than any bulges hmmm how to how to#I'll figure it out - there's ways to make recessed edges in plushies too! Just a matter of how#Few originals to throw into the mix ♪ Cure's already a plush bear! Specifically with the plush pattern I have on hand#I personally don't care much for the pinch style of sewing on features but I feel like at least for her ear inlays that'd probably work best#For the ''meaty'' part of her ears maybe that could be full and proper lol#Barrr <3 Just now realizing how off-model I drew him lol but either way! Huggable! ♥ I've looked- ball-jointed plushies are Kind of a thing?#Even if it was just by shape tho it'd be awfully cute :) And to dress him up in a tiny jacket hehe#More of the Helix lads! Bit cleaner now that I know a bit closer what I'm aiming for hwah they're so cute ;;#I do think it'd be really fun for them to have different eye shines based on their personalities :D#It wouldn't be all that much more work - maybe a lack of practice on specific shapes but apart from that#And rounding out with a short joke lol Caleb's the shortest! It's only right that he'd be a smaller plush! Obviously! Lol
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damn. this is genuinely the only space on the internet where I feel completely at peace.
#this sounds like such a FIRST WORLD PROBLEM but i've genuinely been having so many issues being online post-green day#my world kind of exploded and idk how to handle it#like my face is EVERYWHERE it's actually extremely overwhelming but i know this 5 minutes of fame is stupid and vain and won't last forever#plus i feel like i took too long of a break on my fandom blog and now idk what to do with myself there#i was never really good at fandom and it lowkey feels like tumblr fandom has migrated to discord#which is :/ because i don't have the spoons for that it's so fast paced and triggers my anxiety way too much#and i don’t have the brain power or motivation for any of my wips so it’s just. UGHHHHHHH#i’m barely free anymore since work has a chokehold on my life and when i am free i get too anxious to be online so i’ve just been a wreck :(#so IDK i guess this is all to say: thank you to the folks who stuck around on this account for my louis <3#i don't expect to be around much this month what with all the Spooky Season festivities but this acct is the best place to find me for now#*【 ❛I'm not the spirit of any age. ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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(This is just me.. Ranting- I'm lovingly overwhelmed🩷)
Yall... Im gonna cry- (happy tears)
Oh my goodness.. Wow!! Haha! This little platform has blown up and I'm so incredibly greatful, thank you all so much for your endless support!!🩷🩷🩷
Though part of me is wondering... Why do you guys follow me?? Haha! Like I know I do impressions of wally, frank, and Julie, but at the same time the only reason I'm able to is because of a voice filter! And anyone can go use that filter and make impressionis of wally, and many other people (more so on tiktok) do/have! Like I'm BY FAR not the only one and I'm 100% non original, and I'm absolutely not the best at it either! I guess I'm.. Here for the people who don't have tiktok and have tumblr & want to hear wally impressions?? But also it's just.. Like.. Why me?? Haha! Sorry my imposter syndrome Is on crack today, but still there's alot of other people doing the exact same thing I'm doing, and it's astonishing that so many of you are sticking around here for my work specifically!
I- I dunno I'm just.. Im shocked, haha! I'm not nothing special, I'm just a guy messing with voice filters and drawing, it's left me dumbfounded that you guys love what I do so much even though I'm.. Literally just some emo making unoriginal welcomehome content- haha!
Through and through thank you so much!! You guys never fail to surprise me and make me smile everyday <3 I love you all so dearly 🩷🩷🩷
#I'm lovingly overwhelmed in the best way <3#welcome home puppet show#welcome home#wally darling my beloved#welcome home arg#welcome home wally#wally darling#wally darling welcome home#wally my beloved#wally welcome home#wally voice impressionist#voice impressionist#voice impressions#voice impression#welcome home wally darling#frank voice impressionist#julie voice impressionist
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overwhelmed trying to write a letter for my church staff because i'm so grateful and it's hard for me to even put into words/feel it all because God has been so good to me and so good to me through them
He's cooking so hard as i'm typing my fingers awayyyy
#God be like: putting it on my heart to write letters for specific people and i be like: ok Boss lemme lock in rq#it's like i have anxiety but not in a bad way#at least i'm not shaking nvdfhb#but it feels like i need to run away when i type something i get so overwhelmed and yesterday i had to take a long break#this is like 4 months of gratitude i'm putting into words#i have written ab it constantly but not in a way that's addressed to them#anyways i'm locking in so hard#trying to give God the glory first and foremost tho as i do this#bc i think He's doing something big with my writing maybe even turning it into a ministry idk#it's been a battle trying to get this started cause idk why He's leading me to do it#but another reason why i write letters is bc it's how i express myself bc spoken words are hard and more overwhelming#its also an invitation for further connection and relationship building#it's crazy they really don't even know much ab me bc it's hard to open up however i do trust them#it's just i want to be able to use my words to speak what God has done for me to be vulnerable bc i suck at communicating irl#i've tried so hard all my life w trying to find words and so the best way for me to start dialogue could be to share what He's done for me#it takes the pressure off of myself as well and helps me surrender that worry when i could just talk ab how he's helped/helping me#vulnerability is so scary too and He's also working on that w me and building my confidence#and i just pray my words are a blessing and encourage them to keep doing what they're doing#bc they're inspiring me through their obedience boldness and use of gifts/talents#i won so hard the night i showed up at my church yeahhhh#god is so good#jesus christ#christianity#christian blog#christian testimony#feastingonchrist#aye aye captain
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the longer i sit with it the more it really gets me how nobody ever really mentions obito and rin before obito's reveal in shippuden. kakashi vaguely mentions his old friends and i think other characters allude to the tragedy of kakashi's past but rin and obito themselves are lost to time. something about that is so fucking haunting and so gutting. you would think it would be a pretty big deal that two kids from the same class died within a year of each other, but the nine tails attack probably wiped so much clean that nobody could really carry the grief... still, when we see their class in flashbacks, we recognise almost everyone else, so... there's something really sad and hopeless about their absence...
there's a lot a LOT to say about it from a lot of different angles and i don't really feel like going into meta posting territory i just have big feelings about it you know? and to me i guess obito encapsulates a lot of the anger. for the people who get left behind and forgotten. and that can mean a lot of things
#two of my classmates died on separate occassions in short span of time in high school and i wont claim that grief because#i didnt know either of them well but i did feel a lot of anger and overwhelming hopelessness. that life keeps relentlessly going on#even when people get left behind#it feels so unfair and so painful... there are so many more aspects to it though as well#like people who are left behind in other ways due to circumstance or class or race or etc etc- often a combination of those factors#and obito as a kid reminds me a lot of a good friend i had when i was little who was late to class every day#because of those outside circumstances#and again someone in high school who i was late WITH every day. because ya#and i feel very big about that. and about rins death as something so fucking preventable#the tragedy also of baby teacher minato who was so so not ready to be in charge of anyone. but. that's something else#anyway i guess i just really feel a connection with that anger and despair#sorru was watching niji and felt fucking insane about it#obito and rin are like two sides of one thing. maybe of one person. of one concept#part of why i'm so so crazy about obito being trans is because i see him as also using rin's memory as a conduit for#his anger and grief about his own lost younger self. hence: baby obito is also a little girl#i think they are best friends. its so important. idk none of this is wider narrative meta#its just my feelings about them in particular#haunting dead girl and the ghost who has to carry on and can't rest
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Embarrassing as fuck for no reason to talk in my real voice. I'm going to go crazy rn.

#system babbles#literally sitting here rereading my messages to people in a whispered voice to test the water lightly on my accent in this body#genuinely one of the most anxious and awkward feelings ever and i don't fucking understand why because its fine#even if I wasn't perfectly capable of sounding out loud how i do in headspace. which i am rn. it would be totally perfectly fine#but im all embarrassed like im fuckin. idk appropriating something? why does it feel terrible and rude at times. I'm just Russian.breh.#some of us others have had accents before but none have presented the way i am. no one before any of us are quite#anything like us. we're all so far ahead in healing every time we split its like no wonder we're totally different people. we keep growing#and now im being myself so boldly and bigly#anyway. time for regular tags im just overwhelmed with emotions and such right now. I'm doing my best to be me#viktor#fictive#introject#actually plural#headmate voices
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Big big big thunderstorm!!! I LOVE big thunderstorms!!! I'm more Luna tonight than I've been in quite a while, it's funny to try to describe it bc we're still fused, but just in....Luna mode. But it's nice bc I'm cozy and comfy in clean pajamas in bed with big thunderstorm outside and I'm gonna play computer games and be cozy and listen to the thunder. BOOM!!! The one thing I don't like is my phone isn't getting a signal bc of the storm and if my power goes out and I don't have a way to contact people I'll be very nervous. But for now it's nice and cozy!
#my post#text post#luna speaks#(more or less)#we'll try to answer more of the fusion questions we got soon#we've just been kind of overwhelmed and not up to answering lately#but it's funny to know that i'm in Luna mode but i'm not Luna the way i once was exactly#but Luna mode is still distinct enough from how we generally are these days that it's more than just being in a different mood?#esp bc there's still a bit of like maybe an age regression component or something?#but we're still fused and i know i'm still the same person i was earlier and will be the same person even when i feel different later#idk that's the best i can describe it for now#video game time now!
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Ended up going to a wake today, begged my family not to leave me alone (bc the last time I saw any of the people there I was a literal child), and what did they do the first chance they got? Left my ass alone.
#I mean they dipped tf outta there.#we viewed the body today and made our way to the family to express condolences#and I hear my mom go 'I'm outta here.'#I'm stuck mid-handshake and when I turn around both her and my grandma are gone#so I have to shuffle down the line of people who've never attempted to speak to me and offer my condolences#WITH NO GUIDANCE. cuz the last time I went to a wake I was like... 6.#super awful experience for me. I mean it could've been worse. and in some ways it was.#but I got through it as best as I could. I'll hopefully never see any of those people again.#I did almost break down in the lobby cuz I was so overwhelmed after that. but I held it together#I did not know the lady well enough to be showing tears. I know exactly what the gossip would've been had I done that.
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