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Auhgh my beloved! How I love you so,,,,💙
#pan gushes#f/o: 👑#Gonna be so real with you all and admit that I've been disassociating like most of today#I'm not going to go into detail about everything that's been going on in my life#because as I always say... It's personal and not other people's business-#but I will say that is has been hectic#overwhelming even at times#It's why I've barely even looked at my dash and haven't engaged lately with moots as much as I'd like ;v;#I promise I'm not ignoring y'all <3 Life has just been hell#If I've missed anything y'all are always welcome to let me know#but that aside#Hngnhggg by beloveeeeed!!#I love and adore him so so much...#I listened to some clips of him and it helped me feel a little grounded#My mind didn't feel so much like static amd disconnected#It was nice <3#I love my beloved so much and the thought of him being so sweet and patient of Panchi when they aren't the best mentally makes me so happy#Comforting and helping his beloved in anyt way he can <3 and Panchi doesnthe same for him!#My beloved...hehe I love calling him that so much#It feels so right
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At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.
I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)
(2024 summary here)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#It's so interesting looking back at how my style and technique changed throughout the year!#I used PD-wwx as the consistent factor (October is an exception) and you can see so many processes going on.#My little petri dish amoeba (with a little red bow to tell him apart from the other amoeba) <3#Whether it's getting new markers or trying out a new shading style - it's cool seeing a snapshot of my journey like this B*)#There's certainly been a slower curve to my overt improvement *but* I have become so much faster!#My life outside of drawing has been hectic and at several points extremely stressful this year. For all the work this blog has been-#-It has truly been a life saving anchor when the darkest of times have hit.#Love is hard work. Change is even harder work. Sticking to a goal I set out for myself and striving to keep going was worth it.#And I love drawing. I think there has always been something in me that longed for this. And it is finally tangible! I can draw!!!#I wanted to make a more elaborate year reflection where I looked back at my favourite comics and jokes.#but I'll leave that to the one year anniversary.#I have also been collecting a ton of statistics throughout the year and I am desperate to share them. I'm that kind of nerd B*)#I can never say it enough: Thank you all for the kindness and support. I wish everyone a lovely 2024!!!
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Wassup?

#winning as in I’ve started my holiday shopping and AU writing and family visits and -#let’s just say I see the to-do list when I close my eyes#been busy but when has December not been hectic for people#my art#hit#ask box#ask answers
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OMG COATTAILS THIS WEEK! OMG COATTAILS THIS WEEK! OMG COATTAILS THIS WEEK! OMG COATTAILS THIS WEEK! OMG COATTAILS THIS WEEK! OMG COATTAILS THIS WEEK! I’m just curious what’s the word count for this chapter?
The update in total will be approximately 24.7k! Thanks for your excitement 😉
#coattails#I'm actually really nervous. Trying to be cool though#I just can't believe how long this has been in coming#Jay has assured me it's great but this update still feels like sending my baby off into the world a little bit#that and just having a kind of hectic January is likely what led to the delay. my b#I had trouble sleeping last night and I think it's because there's a part of me that's not quite ready to say goodbye#even though Coattails will NOT be ending after this! still quite a bit more to go#but I've been daydreaming about this moment for years and I'm like ''WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S HERE''
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(places this small Milo/Sweetheart scene at your doorstep, runs away)
Milo had taken a habit of kissing Sweetheart’s hands whenever and where ever he could. They would give him something and he’d take their hand before it pulled away and kiss their knuckles. If they were holding hands, it was endless opportunities to kiss them. He’d kiss them if Sweetheart was working to much again, soothing the slight ache that he had no don’t was laying deep in them. He’d kiss them during pack meetings when things were slow. He’d kiss them while half asleep, laying together in their bed. They’d cradle his face and he’d be turning his head to kiss their palm. They’d be having a conversation on the couch, facing one another, and Milo wouldn’t let their hands go, smattering kisses across them both every once in a while. He’d kiss them after a long day of worrying after them. He’d kiss them on their dates, a heat behind his eyes that made Sweetheart blush just a bit. He’d kiss them if either of them was rushing out the door particularly quickly that morning.
When Sweetheart asked why he did this, sitting together on the couch one day, Milo would shrug. “It’s you,” he’d say. “You ever hear of cuteness overload?”
Sweetheart nodded.
“It’s like that,” Milo went on, “the only difference is it’s not just the cuteness that gets to me. I’m overwhelmed with the idea of you in my life. I mean, I get to have all of you, and that just about makes me the luckiest bastard in all of Dahlia.” He paused, taking a moment to rub his thumb along Sweetheart’s hands were they lay intertwined. “It’s a surge of love, and appreciation, and admiration, and just about everything else,” he says, bringing their hand up to kiss along it as he did, “Because I love you. I’m over the moon about you, Sweetheart, you should know this.”
“Oh,” Sweetheart breathed. “That’s…”
They didn’t finish their sentence, but the loopy grin that was pulling at the corners of their mouth seemed to say it all.
“It’s also partially a make-out controller,” Milo added, half-serious. “Most of the time when I kiss your hand it’s to suppress the urge to straight up make-out with you. If I had any say, there’s be a one thousand percent uptick in the amount of times my mouth ends up on yours, and-”
Milo was cut off by Sweetheart pulling him down into a kiss. He could feel their smile against his lips and he had the familiar rush through his chest.
“I don’t know about a one thousand percent,” Sweetheart said when they pulled back, “but I wouldn’t mind a smaller uptick. If you can control yourself with this new given power.”
Milo grinned wolfishly. “Oh, I am the king of control, Sweetheart. Do you want me to show you?”
Sweetheart let out a small noise when they were dragged onto Milo’s lap, only for it to turn into a breathy giggle when Milo pulled them in for another kiss.
#i would say this is not half bad for being unable to write Milo/Sweetheart for so long#I’m trying to slowly get myself used to writing again because i missed it#this semester has been so very hectic from the start and I had no mental capacity to write#but i’m getting there#anyway milo/sweetheart my beloved#oh how i missed you so#redacted audio#plutonium_rambles#plutonium_oneshot#redacted audio milo#redacted audio sweetheart#redacted milo#redacted sweetheart#redacted headcanons
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idk if this is silly or anything but i do feel sad when 95% of my notifs have been just empty likes for the past, what, 4 months if not more 😭 i miss when readers used to interact meaningfully with fics beyond a like sigh
#these days i recognize the name of approximately all the readers that leave me feedback#to say it’s become rare to receive a comment from someone outside your community is an understatement 😭#i dont know if it’s just me i dont want to sound ungrateful#but frankly the number of notes mean nothing to me when the ratio of likes to feedback is way way way off#i’ll disappear again now life has been so hectic i hope you are all taking care of yourselves ❤️
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Ah yes the silliest goobers to exist Ty Toby for their existence
#WHY ARE THEY SO FUN TO DRAW AND THEIR COLOR PALETTES HIT HARD#this week has been so hectic for me lately I attended a match with my classmates and my voice is so fun hoarse from shouting plus my frien…#Not saying bs irl ppl follow me here lol#Deltarune#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#susie deltarune#susie#ralsei deltarune#ralsei#my art#fanart#silverlombaxwitch#ayyunah
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Hey! It's coming up fast, but please consider checking out @barricadescon 2023!!! This year's virtual con will be 14-16 July and features both academic and fandom tracks!
I personally am part of two panels this year:
featuring the fabulous @thepiecesofcait and @thecandlesticksfromlesmis wherein we discuss our processes for characterizing the Amis in our respective mediums (writing, art, and film), and
with @eldritchw1tch and @grantairelibere , a social event where we read Preliminary Gayeties, eat, and drink along with the characters.
Even if these events don't speak to you, I strongly recommend checking out the con's events page to see if anything piques your interest! It's only $10, the money goes toward a good cause, and there are many scholarships available to anyone who wants to attend but can't afford to!
#barricades con#jean valcon#les mis fandom event#les mis#les mis fandom#if you remember me saying I was going to present on 1817: no you don't#(no I was but my job has been so insanely hectic the past six months that I have barely had time for recovery on weekends)#(much less has the bandwidth to collect all of the sources to support everything I know about The Year 1817)#*have#(and find info on the things I didn't totally get)#but this was so much fun last year! I highly recommend it!!!#also if you have time I understand that they are looking for volunteers for this year and future years
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one of my fics is almost done !!! wow!!!!!
#is it very short. yes#but writing is hard and life has been hectic so that's Okay#laughing at myself for saying i was gonna have a longfic done by tuesday..... it very much is not near done#but this one is. and that's nice :)
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"do we still love each other?" remus asked; their kitchen was drowning in the night, the only light being their cigarettes and the moon. the room was filled with smoke, and remus could only see, through the haze, sirius' eyes shining.
"i don't know," sirius answered, and there was a vulnerable sincerity in his words. "i wish i could give you an actual answer." he let out a laugh, and that was the moment when, even if he was over him, even if the war was eating them apart, blood and flesh and howls of pain, remus realized he was still in love with sirius.
#HELP ME GOD#i can't remember what i was reading that made me think of this but it's short and i had the time to write it#for whoever cares about my life this week has been HECTIC. i'm getting close to the end of the school year and i'll be saying goodbye to#most of my classmates and friends and i have important exams coming up and. wild ride guys. wild ride#anyways#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar#wolfstar angst#? i think it counts as angst#my writing#do we still love each other?
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OOC: Hey yall! Sorry I haven't been active lately, depression has been kicking my ass all the way to sunday, I'm not doing to well in the headspace.
I'm still gonna answer asks, this isn't the end of Soldier Ask Blog, but I am taking a bit of a break, just for now
#Soldier still has wings#and the Blu Soldier still has communist bedroom#those two are not forgotten#I already have an ask picked out for the Solly Looses his Wings ask#which will hopefully be silly#I feel like I haven't been answering asks all that well#very out of character and such#and I just haven't had the motivation to write or do anything#I'm fine dont worry or anything#just a bit bleh#sorry yall i think my grandma's passing is affecting me more than I thought#thigs are jsut hectic in my life right now#I will return#I've been meaning to say something for a bit#oopsie#ive been putting it off lol#mod speaks#ooc
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Tagged by @tarantula-hawk-wasp
Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you feel like).
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"It's not that simple."
Of course. It never fucking is.
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Tagging 10 people then. This one's gonna be a hit with the GMVN, I believe.
(it can also be the last line you drew btw)
@featherlight-whispers @underwhelmingalchemist @soulreapin @anonymouszephyrus @nostalgicish @artbycs @nikogane @azziopeia @gilyoungroach @seypia
#sorry it took me so long life has been hectic lately but thanks for the tag!#the line is... well lets just say i mainly write when im Going Through It#so ignoring all That im curious about everyone elses!!#its so bizarre that i have enough mutuals now that i can easily tag 10 people#who wouldve thought
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What is your potion making game?
Potion Craft!
#dylan says things#asks#it recently got an update so I'm having a blast#I haven't played it in a while cause like all of november/december has been a horrible hectic blur#but it's like the only game I play consistently other than pokemon and inscryption#I got it on steam btw#idk if that’s something you might like to know
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tomorrow's gonna be valentine's day but i'm already wishing everyone a happy valentine's day in advance !! i love you all mwah <3 <3
#⋆𐙚₊˚ niki says !#this is a scheduled post tbh#this week has been really hectic#got quizzes on thursday and friday#a practical exam on friday#and then shifting exams next week haha#im so loaded as heck that i don't even have any writing for valentines day sadly :(#so yeah i'm still on semi-hiatus until my hell week is over and hopefully i can publish something !!
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no better sensation in the whole entire world than reading what you wrote in a haze and finding out that it's actually like. good. like tf who wrote this
#talking tag;#i'm writting the epilogue for totp if anyone's curious!!!! i know it's been a thousand years (six months) but know that this project has#never once left my heart. i love it so dearly and i am this )( close to finishing it. complete and utter madness#also since we're here i'm so sorry to anyone who has commented or sent me asks or dms - know that they light up my day and make me feel#like i'm writting this for someone other than myself which is soooo surreal#i just don't reply because i don't want to make promises i can't keep bc life has been hectic to say the least!!!!#but yeah if anyone wants to know that's how it's going. i am so very close to finishing my 77k word magnum opus of daddy issues fanfiction.#and i can't wait!!!
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and for today's personal favorite we have alter ego by misumi!!! it's misumi's most popular / well known song and for a good reason!!! i love the chorus in particular honestly it's reaaaally catchy. in case the link doesn't work this is what you should look for on yt!!

(little side note i'm so tempted to draw this cover as beast atsushi the song reminds me of him a lot do you see where i'm coming from with this).
this song actually has a really good cover from project sekai as well if you're interested in ever listening to a version of it that also has human vocals. if the link doesn't work but you're curious about listening to it — you should search up "vivid bad squad alter ego", and you'll get a lot of lyric videos, but this is the official music video from the game!!! :))

ohh both of these are super good too!! i can definitely see why this is Misumi’s most popular song, it’s very catchy. it’s crazy how different of a vibe the song gets the moment you change from computerized to human vocals, very very interesting!!
and yes omg you should def draw it as beast atsushi i see your vision and i’m cheering for it. Misumi cooked with those lyrics and they fit beast!atsushi so well.. if you do end up posting it plsplspls tag me i wanna see so bad <3
#again i’m so sorry for taking so long!!#i’m not ignoring you i prommy. today has just been hectic to say the least :/#it was nice to settle down with some vocaloid tho!! <3#reapers collective <3#reapers’ recs
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