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kinda wanna come out to the rest of my irl friends in june
#(so like.... 2 of them lol)#i'm only out to my bestie#and one friend from college that stopped talking to me#so....#my rich friend (yeah i know) wants to go to pride with me#and while we kinda have an understanding that we're both queer#no words were said#i think i'd be more comfy with being able to express myself and use my pronouns#and not have to deal with being referred to as a woman#so... eugh#but its scary#i know they'll accept me at least i think so#but idk how they feel about ace ppl since they're both very much allo#how to handle it....#i'm so awkward irl i really don't know#domi talks#surprisingly i think coming out as trans will be easier than acearo#ehhh the struggle
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Details in Stan's letter that still haunt me
(how long will I continue thinking about a two page letter that's technically not even that long because Stan's handwriting is fricking large? .....you don't need to worry about that.)
The bro code only shows up in the Lost Journal pages, and to me Stan's message feels like it purposely echoes Ford's "miss you" in the college photo (and for some reason the message doesn't appear in the website version of the photo?) ....or alternatively Stan simply noticed how distressed Ford was about this entire thing and wanted to support him in a way so he can be sappy but without the kids knowing, or both!
Stan's claim about the Oregon lottery contradicts what the Lost Legends website said about Tate McGucket's ability to predict the winning numbers!! ...but also breaking into the Lottery HQ is definitely a very Stan thing to do and it's not the first time small gags have been retconned
Despite spending most of his letter nonchalantly destroying him, the taunt about ripping a dollar bill in half is the only part where Stan is directly responding to Bill. Maybe it's the two of them having similar ways of thinking but it's rather specific considering Bill taunts the reader about it...
And after Bill spends an entire book calling Ford Sixer despite normally using a pretty wide range of nicknames for him, Stan then spends his letter mainly referring to Ford as Sixer, even though post-Weirdmageddon he tends to use a mix of nicknames. And it's not like he'd gotten to see Bill himself for long, let alone see him steal that childhood nickname (that is only used twice in the actual show btw!). Did Ford tell him what happened or...?
With all this and the website's "still on your mind" message, what I'm getting at is my tinfoil hat theory of Stan somehow seeing some of the pages the irl readers saw, even when it should be personalised to the specific reader, and he's been lying about it for some reason. Considering that the book flat out doesn't make an attempt at convincing Soos, I find it a stretch that whatever Bill was telling Stan via the book was an attempt to convince him either.
Wouldn't be the first time Stan's skimmed through a book and lied about what it meant to him.
(...Now I kinda wanna see a story about the family reading their versions of the book and making fun of it while Stan is improvising every single one of his pages and blatantly ignoring Bill's attempts to mock and taunt him)
But also I'm fascinated by the letters that only showed up on the website (aka the Soos+Wendy+McGucket+Pacifica ones). I'm assuming that Mabel had stuck them on after Stan's letter... but they were basically eaten by the book itself because seeing Stan's letter kick-started Bill's breakdown which takes up the rest of the book
#im wearing this tinfoil hat with pride i know something is up!!!!#like three things in one letter??? ...i mean the handwriting is another thing but for another reason that i already mentioned elsewhere#(of course i also love the idea of same coin theory being flat out the reason why stan's perceiving the book differently)#gf meta#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#book of bill#bill cipher#also i'm still kinda annoyed that pacifica got a letter over candy and grenda cos like.... she didn't really do anything in w3 lmao#meanwhile grenda literally ripped bill's eye out and the girls were the main ones holding him off!!! give them respect hirsch!!!!#they helped with the unicorn spell!!!! they're an extended part of the group!!!! they saved stan before!! give my girls respect!!!!!!#also some folks are assuming that the 'miss you' message was directed at mcgucket but if it was for him#i feel like it'd be scribbled on the page itself and not be part of college ford notes in the bg (and ford would use a different cipher)#mind you the photo itself is a day after he met mcgucket so there's no reason why ford would direct it at him#they literally just became besties!!!#and this is a ford recently estranged from his brother and is still trying to convince himself he only feels anger towards him#(i saw some saying that ford shared the bro code with mcgucket too and im ??? theres an entire page about him hiding his childhood stuff#i get there's the 'oh disney!!!' easter egg now but ford at that time was pretty touchy about anything regarding stan#(alex saying that if mcgucket had found his stan o war photo ford wouldve lied and#brushed it off as an inspiration to his career in science instead admitting that he's holding onto it cos he misses his twin)#plus he'd show another recent code that wasn't made by literally kids if he really wanted to share one imo#but also j3 is him using them to hide info from mcgucket!!!)#two sides of the same dollar bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom
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The reason I never saw the tags in the favorite simblr thread is because the OP has me blocked. Everyone has their reasons I guess.
Anyway, that's why I never got the tags until someone tagged me outside of reblogging the longer thread.
Thanks to everyone who tagged me, I appreciate you, I love you and I hope you stay healthy, happy and hydrated. I hope you smell lilacs somewhere today and I hope your pillow is extra cool tonight. 🫶🏾
#stuff#maybe I'm blocked because they don't like it when unapologetic Black women call out fuckshit#that's literally the only thing I do outside of geek about music#and post this god-awful story#maybe they hate my story#good thing for me is#I don't care bestie#I do think its cool that every person they tagged ended up tagging me#I swear I'm cool#weird but cool#get to know me
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I blacked out and more Logince HS AU appeared on my canvas idk what happened (also ty @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat for some inspiration sorry it took so long to make a post about Them <3)
#spoondoodles#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#ts sides#tss#logan sanders#roman sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#janus sanders#logince#I am here!!! for the platonic relationships!!!!! in this AU!!!!!!!#i have a strong character arc in my head about platonic logicality growing up together as childhood friends you have no idea asdfghj#i think they were very dependent on each other for many years so much so they'd copy each other but they're much more independent in HS#only remnant of that is that they have the same glasses + emotionally vent to each other a lot - their friends circle has grown enough#they don't live in each others' pockets anymore. roman + janus met in theatre + are gossip besties like they just talk shit together#(not completely sold on janus' design yet ngl i'm not happy with how i drew the vitilego but i'm working on it)#remus + logan are partners in chemistry in a classic teacher act of putting the 'disruptive' kid next to the 'good student' kid in hopes#that logan would stop remus acting out. predictably what happened instead is that they're friends now + remus is still as disruptive#but in a way that entertains logan so they get their work done early. now the teacher can't separate them. lol lmao.#remus knows ALL. but has been sworn to secrecy so can't say shit. janus knows roman's feelings but only suspects logan's.#patton didn't even have to be told by logan he just KNEW + is choosing not to speculate on roman's feelings b/c he's too polite.#virgil isn't here but that's b/c he also KNOWS without being told + is in an even more precarious position than remus. if they were#on better speaking terms he'd commiserate with remus. alas they are suffering separately.#anyway enough rambling from me. many thoughts head full.
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Me and my friend has the realization with a few of our other characters that oh wow. a lot of them seem like Tim Wright.... so of course I did what any normal person would do and
@zol1x you better eat this up cause I SCRAMBLED to finish up Jay aka Greta and I did it all for YOU (jk I don't like you...../j)
Sorry if the quality is bad, still not quite understood on how to post stuff from my sketchbook. The characters I used are in the tags!!
If you repost this on another website, please give credit. Do not put my art in any ai or repost it as your own work. You are free to use this as a pfp as long as you credit. Any like or rebblog is greatly appreciated. Thanks for reading! -dixidin
#if you're wondering. yes. this is Jam.#I promise should've put my at kn here but whatever#watch this be my first artwork stolen😭#THE ONLY TIME I DIDN'T PUT MY AT ON-#off topic but I have been pumping out artwork like crazy#I don't think that it's because I'm motivated. I think it's just because this is the only time I'll have a good chance to work on art#cause it's summer time and I am not wasting this my brain is gonna kick my fucking ass if I don't work#bestie if you're seeing this.... you smell :3#marble hornets#mh#tim wright#jay merrick#marble hornets jam#mh jam#the boy movie#the boy brahms#brahms heelshire#greta evans#texas chainsaw massacre#bubba sawyer#vanita stretch brock#hope that's it
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Bro I hate fundamentalists and culturally-fundie parents they'll say shit like "spare the rod spoil the child am I right haha yea my parents used to have to beat my ass with a switch almost everyday but I sure did learn my lesson" but like??? no you didn't??? you were hit multiple times for something you very obviously did not, in fact, learn
Like studies about how harmful even lightly spanking children is aside, you're literally contradicting yourself?? Some even admitted they got worse as they got older cause they wanted to see how far they could push their parents before they got punished
And studies not aside, you're gonna get child raising advice from the same book that tells you to stone your wife if her hymen doesn't break on your wedding night instead of the decades of research we have now?? Just say you're a bad parent and move on my guy. Skill issue
#bro I had a coworker go 'unpopular opinion I think some kids really do need beatings' and I'm like????#unprompted???? what's going on there????#well anyways I ended up going 'yea so I plan on specializing in play therapy with autistic children so I've been learning about talking#to children and the ways their parents and environment affects them'#and they're like hmmm but beating this kid with a stick after they broke something or I upset them to the point of yelling is good actually#had a boss say it taught him and his kids respect cause they were hard-headed#and I'm like?? that's fear not respect! they fear punishment! they do not act out of respect for you!#he's a conservative christian black man tho so he's like 'But Authority!' like bro I don't even respect you what are you on about#'You don't respect police and their authority?' Nope! I fear them! I do not respect cops and every cop/cop-adjacent person I personally know#has reinforced that for me#'We'll agree to disagree' Cool! Doesn't mean you're not wrong! I could believe trees aren't real but that is in fact incorrect#then he pulled out the bible verse and I was like ah okay I forgot you like 'here's how to treat slaves' book you're so right bestie#I'm totally wrong now and so sorry for doubting you and your 2000+ year old book I don't believe in <3#They'd go 'well I turned out fine!' then say something that directly contradicts that#anyways I need christians to get their grubby little hands off the current state of Child Protection and Rights in the U.S.#So we can actually start working on helping kids without the force of christian hands suffocating them#cause homeschooling and child raising by evangelicals are so fucked up bro I'm tired of this shit#I'd only stay in my current state to help children get out of that cycle since I'm in the bible belt#ex christian#religious trauma#child abuse tw
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"Lord Atsumi, please don't say such ridiculous things."
#netflix onmyoji#onmyoji#abe no seimei#minamoto no hiromasa#my gifs#onmyojiedit#he's right tho they're not good friends they are boyfriends#okay fine they are both#this scene cracks up me every time#they didn't know they were dating except it's#they didn't know they were besties#thank u ep 4 for your service#i'm not thrilled with the coloring of these gifs but i don't feel like re-doing them so here we are#still figuring out the fandom tags but going forward will probably only use the netflix one for this adaptation
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@mcytblrholidayexchange gift for @mawofthemagnetar hii I love cribbage
#mcytblrholidayexchange#mcytblrss2023#hermitcraft#keralis#tango#tangotek#iskall85#stressmonster101#xbcrafted#zedaph#mawofthemagnetar#art?#this ones only for my cribbage besties here (an if you don't know what that is get da hell out of here!)#sorry if you don't count points like this or if i counted points wrong I was mainly bullshitting LOL#i'll be the first to admit that i'm not the most used to drawing or writing for instance xbcrafted#nor are these the hermits with whom i am keeping up this season necessarily HOWEVER#I am familiar with cribbage.#best family holiday game
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they look like animal crossing villagers lol (this is just a quick redraw of the beta design art, except sif isn't depressed yet)
edit: i posted the whole sketch page this was from
#2024#isat#idk if i should tag characters when it's such a quick little thing so i will only tag fandom for organization purposes#i'm trying to figure out how to draw more loop rn bc they havent left my head in over a month#maybe if i put them on paper i can rest a little ough#but here have the sillies the besties
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was thinking about this moment (as one does) and... can we talk about how even after jan flicks his tongue nace stays there for second before leaning back?
also what were nace's intentions? did he lean in for a smooch? a kissy kiss on the lips? did he want to tease jan? to tease the audience? what was his reasoning? this moment haunts me and consumes my every waking thought
#what was the reason#i'm probably overanalyzing it but what was the reason#if only we had backstage vlog from nordic tour that would possibly give us some answers (or add new ones).....#also their smiles afterwards i'm—#“theRe Is aN onGoiNg ConsPiracy tHeorY” and whose fault is it besties???#if you could take a look into my head at any given moment the only thing that would be there is probably this on the loop#what even is my life#i hate them sm#nace jordan#jan peteh#jance#janace#joker out
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Silently losing my mind at the contrast between Jonathan and. All my other figure preorders.
#jon like bocchi was also an awkward teenage girl once.#also i did not realize how many bocchi things i have on preorder...... i really like that rock#mir talks#the only things i own atm are two nijika figures. there's a lot of bocchi figures out already but i'm picky.#bocchi and nijika are my favs and my main ship so they get priority#OH I FORGOT MY BESTIE BOUGHT ME THE IKUYO NENDO AT NAKA KON#so there's that too#but basically even tho i care ryo and ikuyo#i only get them if its a set i wanna complete like the nendos and the gsc scales#i'm quite picky when it comes to characters who aren't my favs#(which you have to be in this hobby)
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Sometimes i feel annoying for talking abt boys sm on here but I've been in sapphic spaces since i was a teen or have otherwise always just been chilling w the girlies.. Was also in a 5 and 6 year long relationship w bi women. Frankly, i did not get to see many dudes I'm attracted to ever lol, but I'm older and know they're out there yk..? Seeing a dude im attracted to used to be a once in a every other other blue moon kinda thing.
He/him lesbians showed me there's all sorts of guys out there.. Also in the greater trans community after i became a part of it and intersex folk, and cis dudes r still a once in a blue moon thing but at this point I've seen enough of them!!!! 😩 i have a whole lifetime of appreciation that's catching up to me rn!!! im in my boy crazy era and it feels great to be here 😳
Still crazy about everyone else like being bisexual truly is an intoxicating experience lol, but it's boy time rn for me ʕ ���ᴥꈍʔ i also happen 2 meet other transmasc folk often enough irl and they have been very sweet and supportive of me, and a continuous n lovely presence in my life since my early 20s ♡ forgive me if I'm corny sometimes and loud about it. Being boy crazy and a mix of accumulated sentimentality...
#me n my friend being sweet w each other happened After i got like this#but i love hanging out w him and our friendship has been thru sm special changes!!!!#like lol i met him thru my ex's bestie actually 😹 there used to be a group chat between the 4 of us#and of the original 4 just the two of us talk to each other these days 😳 he's been my most consistently supportive friend#and he's a good communicator and he was one of the few ppl i could lean on for comfort when i broke up w that ex and like.#he kinda started all of this actually akskaka. like it became much bigger than him but god he only gives me more#reasons to be grateful 😩 i feel taken care of and tended to when I'm with him and i love that we can be vulnerable w each other#i used to be like haha men suck 😜 but then u meet dudes that dont and wow it's great to be here#the world is so beautiful.... t4t friendship 4ever and ever amen#230am rambles... i feel like i should start a rant tag.. →#rambles
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picrews of my descendants oc because i teased her existence a little bit ago
her name is navia and she's the daughter of tiana and naveen
(her name could probably start with a 't' if i really thought of one but when i created her, i decided to just blend tiana and naveen's names together. however i really like navia for her so it's sticking idc)
here are some things that i just threw together to show her vibe (outfits and colors on the left and sample hairstyles on the right)
link to the picrews: 1, 2, 3, 4
#reposting since it's not showing up when i go through the tags#she has glasses in every picrew because i based her off of me and i have glasses if that wasn't clear#i'm trying to not let the fact that only one of them is standing bother me#hoping the pictures speak for themselves but in case anything is lost#her main colors are green and yellow#<- specifically natury (not a word bestie) foresty greens pastel greens and yellowy greens#<- and then specifically pastel yellow and golden yellow#her most common patterns are floral and leafy patterns (specially lilies and lilypads) and her most common textures are lace and satin#<- that one i definitely had to put here in the tags bc i couldn't find exactly what i was looking for when it came to the outfits#i might make my friend's descendants character might not idk#open to answering questions about navia (as in like her lore) if anyone has any :)))#can't promise that she's fully fleshed out but i definitely have some backstory and personality already :))#omg i just realized the post i originally mentioned her was exactly one month ago hehe (NOT ANYMORE SINCE I HAD TO REPOST IT AHH)#descendants#descendants oc#disney descendants#princess and the frog#princess tiana#prince naveen#the princess and the frog
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the amazing, showstopping, incredible @musicallisto enables me daily <3333
for your consideration <3; you may now rest soundly in the knowledge that i am, in all things, correct.
#not kpop#.jpeg#'olive wtf why are you posting f1 here on your kpop account don't you have a sideblog specifically for this?'#and what if i want to merge my two (2) personality traits and what if i think it vital the kpop girlies know i beef with random famous men?#my beef with george russell continues to go on strong and largely unexplained#obviously lance stroll and i don't fuck with each other.#and moving up the tiers; if i knew estie bestie irl and we were in competition i would tear his throat out and thrive off of his failboy#moments. but because he's only on my silly little screen i can also find him funny on occasion#lando is here for reasons more complicated.#that whole row of 'they're here i guess' is very self explanatory#i put valterri there because i didn't know where else to put him but also i find his occasionally Strange behavior fun. weird uncle core.#and if i'm a checo apologist? what then??#fernando is an icon yes yes but very little brainspace is dedicated to him.#max verstappen deserves a category of his own where in i can go: love hate relationship (pos) i see too much of myself in you to hate but#also when i put aside your loser cringe content and your champion energy i feel like we wouldn't be particuarly close if we were to exist i#the same space at the same time#and then the rest of that row is beloved <333 darling <333 zhou can sweetcorn post more that's all i want from you tbh#and top row makes sense i fear? oscar has been promoted whoop whoop.#if i could isolate his personality and put it in a petri dish that would be a wonderful exercise in personality formation thanks
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dottore decided to go signora route when dealing w/ nahida
#talking?? what's that? imma just snatch the gnosis and be done w/ it#me and my bestie were talking and i was like 'bro i draw dottore so often that i memorised his design'#and my friend was like lmao if that's the case draw him talking to nahida NOW#obv this is a polished result#BUT i was right. sketch looked really accurate#you know you down BAD when you can recall char's design from your memory#he is the only char which design i know by heart#like i stare at zhongli's back every day but i won't be able to draw him from behind even w/ 50% accuracy#but there is like 3d model of dottore in my head and i will draw him w/ 80% accuracy whatever his pose will be w/out using any references#anyways now i'm going back to my dottore triptych and back to personal hell of my own making#genshin impact#dottore#nahida#ch - art
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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this
#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes#just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely#unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about#just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern#certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them#anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume#when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig#might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch#[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay#if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it#chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good#tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so#going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe#so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane#[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again#subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities#just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word#anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime
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