#i'm fed up today
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Once again I find myself enjoying the perfect queerplatonic relationship in a fandom while forced to interact with the most qpr erasing people on the fucking planet 🙃
#it happened with good omens it's happening again with dead boy detectives#and it is infuriating#anyways QPRs for the fucking win#i love qprs#i love what they mean to me#i love what they mean to other people if they have different definitions of qpr#and i love how much of a real and valid relationship qprs are#i love edwin and charles and their beautiful qpr <3#fuck romance and fuck romantic attraction we've had enough of those for gods sake!#i'm fed up today#anyways...#dead boy detectives#good omens#angel talks#personal
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I am legit ready to drop kick something. I use Google Docs to write and I use the em dash a lot. Now, for some reason I get this when I try to copy/paste to post to Tumblr: —
I just spent hours talking to Apple and reseting my iphone (losing numbers and shit) only for them to tell me its Google's issue. Frustrate writer is frustrated.
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what is it going to take for the uk to abolish the monarchy? what is it going to take to stop ignoring years and years of atrocities that this figurehead stands for? or to stop cheering at men parading in golden carriages while people starve on the streets? i'm so tired of seeing an outdated constitution glorified while the people i know live pay check to pay check, if they can at all, with constant concern that they won't be able to afford to live for the next month, let alone afford such things as their own home, while one family leeches off them just because they were born with a silver spoon in their mouth. eat the rich and feed the poor.
#uk politics#i'm just fed up today#sad of seeing the country celebrating about.. what? and why?#there's certainly nothing to celebrate to me#people cannot afford to live and we are celebrating a man who could singlehandedly feed the entire country? fuck off
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My great-uncle runs grocery stores and he told me about having to close down the one by the university because the students never bought fresh perishable foods there and (though I haven't been a college student these 6 years) I still am very proud of myself whenever my grocery list is just perishables
#today i got kale arugula smoked salmon apple lemon green beans and coconut milk#to be supplemented by chicken pot pie (homemade w homemade broth and chicken fat to make the roux) and butternut squash soup#and chia seed pudding and eggs to feed me for the week#am i like. a healthy eater?? i know i am but the amount of greens i actually want to eat rn is shocking#also hello i'm barely clinging to life and health in the aftermath of 2 trips in 2 weeks but i AM clinging#i am fed i worked out outside i am showing up at work and getting it done#i still have an entire conference paper to write in the next 8 days#and i need to get my car repaired#AND apply for a job (many things have changed in me so fast job-wise#but i can't really post about it til i journal about it but that won't happen for days)#my soul is so full though i got so much physical touch and saw beloved friends and their children#4 parently professors 10 dear friends and 3 children IT WAS THE BEST#and then today i had dinner with my friends here and goofed with the twins so :) all's well :)#i just am on a tight deadline to get my body and life stabilized before next weekend i take another road trip and pms#love you all i hold you dearly i intend to send forth mail. once i'm sane at home again. which may not happen til december#oh! and my copy of deep secret by diana wynne jones came in the mail while i was gone#and! i got to the colorwork part of my sweater and it looks AWESOME
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Why is it necessary for people to say that Tamlin has to stuff to work on every single time they're praising him or talking about his happily ever after? It's ok to unapologetically like him. No one says this for Rhysand, Azriel, Cassian, Feyre, Mor, etc. They've done a lot of shitty things, too.
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unusual face post where i don't bring up caname marriage. all of their gangstalia childhood photos have been shown! i've been very captivated by their answers
the question is virtually the same for each of them with different wordings. here lord and owner have a goal for their future. between a distinguished admirable grown up and a welcoming hotel runner. meanwhile hero and parrain's answer are like. so vague. [(i?) can be anything] and [(be?) me] makes me laugh. what are these kids even saying? such blatant different personality dynamics. i actually don't have any coherent words i just point at a difference and go wowwww coool(keys jingling in front of me). but really. how sweet!!! the different similar answers
#kill ame#gangstalia#i've heard lots of interpretation on ame's answer being#kind of petulant. i don't know if thats the right word but. mostly because he interrupted the interviewer asking#and because of the “what do you want me to say?” right before it#dismissive towards adults#and maybe to the thought of adulthood here? he can be anything he wants~#some interps see it as him being annoyed. a little fed up. sure i'll play by you... grown-up's demands...#i'm open to whatever goes honestly... hero is kind of an enigma right now. i love him dearly#refusal to give a “proper” answer to an interview could probably be seen as rude.(i don't think interviewers would mind much tho)#so hero and parrain here is a point of interest for me#and on another point!!! frus has captivated me before and now especially so with them both having to do with immortality interacting with#-humans who they care for who died#i don't angst over davie too much because it feels more like just one example. but that's frus's commonalityyyy (^_^)#and today it pops up again! their answers feel almost romantic to me. maybe less so for hero because(like i said before)...#but it's like a musing thought. i can be anything. i'd be me. what funny kids#the face family dynamic isn't a thing here but it's funny to think about with this. unexpected on who feels similar to who
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dude my day is fucking jacked
I've been blasting the vengeance saga since the watch party, my fyp is FLODDED with marauders angst as per halloween, rise of the order starts, I've done a lot of samhain deity work AND I'm doing a bunch of rituals to communicate with spirits with my friends, I get to dress up and it's okay, I get to see a bunch of hot gay ppl in costumes, I'm watching halloween movies
and after allllll of that the set it off remake come out tomorrow!
AND IM EXPECTED TO BE NORMAL AND FUNCTION AND GO TO CLASS?!?!
edit: OMG I FORGOT ABIUT THE NEW HELLUVA BOSS EPISODE I JUST SAW IT BUT IM STILL IN CLASS IMMA LOSE IT
#we are being FED today chat#going insane#granted I'm running on an hour of sleep and am actively drinking a monster in my lecture#so I'm not the most reliable source#jay speaks#halloween#marauders fandom#rise of the order#the marauders day of pain#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#samhain#witchcraft#pagan witch#queer#pansexual#helluva boss#and shhh I definitely pay attention in lecture shut up
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Hello I got some bottom!Alastor fics l’d like to recommend to u!!!
“Written in Scripture by PitFTW” this is actually a series divided in 4 parts. The first two parts are about Charlie turning into a porcelain doll with no warning as a result of a destiny written in Scripture by heaven. To get her back hell goes to war against heaven and that’s when Lucy decides to make a pact with Al, to give him more strength so they can fight side by side. I love the Constantly Battlefield flirting between the two, meanwhile they slaughter angels left and right, and half of hell thinks they are fucking lol…but they didn’t…yet
The 3 part is a Bottom!Lucifer, and the 4 part is Bottomo!Alastor which is my favourite. I don’t want to ruin all the fun so I am just gonna say that there is bluetooth vibrator involved in there eheh
“With a Coffee and a Caress by winterveritas” 4 times Lucifer touches Alastor and 1 time Alastor touches him back. This fic is so cute, and one of my fav scene was when Al’s shadow started filtring with Lucy by giving him flowers, and Al comes a moment too late, always offended by the sheer audacity of the thing lol
Nice bottom!Alastor at the end🫠
“A Terrible Beauty by ReminiscentBells” this series is not finished yet, and it has 3 part for now. The story starts when Al meets the devil in a radio camp, during the war and he hasn’t forgot him since. I love how it explore Alastor new born feelings towards Lucy and how sometimes he doesn’t feel to be enough for him, but Lucy is always there, patient and caring. A lot of bottom!Alastor and domestic fluff. Absolutely recommend this one🫶
OH HOO HOO! Twosouls, you really came in to feed me, huh? I am NOT complaining, these look delicious.
That Charlie porcelain doll one, especially 👀 the whole premise sounds so, so intriguing. I can handle a little top!Alastor (so long as it's done a certain way). I'm so excited to get into all of these! I've added them to my lists!
Thank you, thank you 🙏
#Im gonna eat so well#i also just went through the bottom!Alastor tag and picked myself up a few extra goodies#I think i am gonna sit down today and just read some fic#have some fun#I'm literally doing nothing else#no one can stop me#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#asks#the radio demon#lucifer magne#lucifer morningstar#appleradio#anon#bottom!Alastor#fanfic rec#fanfiction recs#im being fed so well
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#I don't usually write posts like this#But#Feeling so fandom sad today#Everywhere I look#Discourse discourse discourse#And it's not that I mind fandom critique#There should always be a place for it#But most discourse I see isn't critique#It's just factually inaccurate rage#Hypocrisy dressed up in preachers robes#As someone who usually traverses every corner of fandoms#Shipping and non shipping#Source material vs adaptation#M/M + F/F + M/F#You can see the big picture#And how people get lost in their own mythologies about fandom#And won't listen#I fear I'm going to have to start utilising the block button soon#And I hate blocking#Cutting an entire person from your life over one thing#When you could have myriad of othet things in common#Seems so damn stupid#But I'm so fed up#Anywho#Going to go play in the real world#Will probably feel better soon#Just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#Thank you for allowing me to vent#Hugs to my beloved tired mutuals who just come on here and do nothing but spread the joy#Windswept rambles
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getting into actual angry arguments: awful. terrible. going to be thinking about it for the rest of the day. leaves me seething about what I could have said differently for the rest of my life.
getting into friendly debates: ohhhhhh enrichmennce.. :) mine brain is so full and thinking..........yippie yaaaaaay!!!!!!
#dichotomy of ME!!! love arguing but also i hate arguing.#aka i got into an angry argument today because my normally conflict-avoidant self had her foot metaphorically stomped on too many times#and i decided i was fed up and stood up for myself#like .why bold face lie to me like that i'll kill you. and a lie that directly fucks me over? who do u think i am#Sorry I'm still seething about it clearly SHDGKLJSDHG it was like. 7 hours ago and I'm still ranting to myself about it#anyway. URHGHHH sorry for venting real life stuff on here I try not to do that#but I GOTTA be mad somewhere about this stupid argument it's currently PLAGUING me#self doubt demon in my brain whispering horrid deceptions. Die 1 million deaths. ok i'm done now.#clamtalk
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idk like i just imagine the soldiers get so excited and happy that their king is helping them train. most soldiers would never get that chance. also, they would always be such intense but respectful training sessions?
i just. very much love that dimitri trains with soldiers, and not just in general, but every day. every day he makes time for his soldiers so they can improve their skills and stay alive. he interacts with his army not just in general, but every day. he could be only mingling within his own immediate friend group, but he makes time to be with the commonfolk in various towns and his army.
dimi is a very busy man but he is a very busy man always doing his best for his people. 🥰
#DCB Three Hopes Run#posting this instead sorry mikkykins mikkycakes i'm too fed up with tumblr's image shit for today
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just wanted to say sorry for the sparse activity from me again 😭 i've got one more exam on the 17th and then i'm pretty much chilling until september so there's light at the end of tunnel but i'm !! unfortunately still powering through with all of the work + uni's constant insistence on adding / moving / extending the hours of classes at the last minute and my job's refusal to give me the time i need to actually attend dfkgjhd but i also want to thank those who've been keeping me company and letting me gush about our bbgs !!! i promise there will be a significant pick up in activity here very soon, i'm just stressed and working myself to death atm. ily all very very much for being so patient with me ♡
#i was super excited to be home from work fed showered and in bed before 10pm today so if you were wondering how things are going.. LMFAO#on one hand i'm excited because i've really missed being on placement. i get good grades but i HATE studying . actual clinical practice is#where it's at for me#and i have a nice lil ten week placement coming up#i just need to get through this final stretch (and enjoy summer thank god) first#but yea !!! to those of u who let me yap at you despite never actually writing. ur the lights of my life#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── vos.#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── tbd.
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Flakey friends are an hour late 8)
#Hal.txt#We decided to start a little later than was planned because our other friend had to pick their cat up from the vet#And that took a considerably less amount of time than it took for the other two to even show up online today.#They haven't said a word of acknowledgement in chat or even popped up online until literally just now.#Perhaps a little uncharitable of me but in my mind they are an hour late because of the fact that they haven't communicated *at all*.#So I can't help but think this would've happened whether we rescheduled or not. I'm very fed up with this#our t
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Trying to costume with extremely probable but as yet undiagnosed inattentive ADHD means I am sitting here writing a dumb Tumblr post about how I just drafted another long rant about Dalinar, scrolled through idk how many blogs, contemplated doing many of my different hobbies and have not made even a small slice in the cardboard I'm sitting on in over half an hour
Send help
#dress rehearsals start next Saturday#I should be zooming but in my defense I stayed up until 6am sewing woke at 7:10 then tried to sleep while looping Chappell Roan until 11am#at which point I gave up rest and have been struggling for the next three and a half hours to eat lunch and cut one piece of cardboard#too many thoughts. the thoughts say I must hesitate. and thus the cardboard remains uncut#at least my cats are fed#that's like the one thing I've done right today lmao#i'm ranting again
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What we like to call...
✨showing off✨
#Baldur's Gate 3#BG3#I love rogues#Astarion with the gloves of thievery is practically unstoppable#But this time he might have been overkill#Before anyone says 'why isn't Astarion happy?'#Look he gets fed when we fight and we haven't fought yet today#Also most of the people to fight round here are undead and he can't bite them#So he's just got to put up with it#My Tav donated blood once and that was enough for her#He can eat bad guys#Honestly I'm still kind of annoyed that he outright said kobolds aren't sapient#kobolds are cunning little bastards and they are absolutely sapient#Qd
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#it's quite a while that i do a really long rant here#but i really need to get all the shit out from my mind and clear everything inside my brain#and yeah it's actually related with yesterday's race actually#i mean we all always saying that never let sports ruin or dictate our own emotions and other phrases that related with this#but in a serious matter it really really exhausted my mind and honestly yesterday is the peak of it#and the fact is before the race start i was feeling so happy that srg wins mpl malaysia for 2nd time#and i say to myself that whatever happens during the race i should be happy that my fav esports team wins another title this year#but yeah....the race happens and it all just chaos...i mean not that usual chaos but i feel it's even worse#especially after the race#like seriously i should have stay away from any social medias for a while today#because i know how awful the vibes and environment there (and here as well tbh)#but yeah 🥲🥲🥲#like i really expecting that f1 is the only sports out of other sports that i'm getting into with#that i really feel mentally drained and doesn't makes me feel any joy by enjoying it at some point#but yesterday...that's the peak of it#i'm just getting more and more tired of the whole thing happens in f1#and the real life 'job' (more like uni life) doesn't even help me brighten up my mood either#where during app development my group is having a really though situation to going back from the start#in which we had some conflicting on some of the solutions are as same as other one group#and forreal all my groupmates were just fed up thinking about how to came up with new ideas#so yeah it's just this past few hours are just mentally emotionally physically drained out#like i really need to take a break for a while but idk i'm sure#i'll starting to get more and more tasks and assignment for the next few days *sigh*#nahhhhhh i know it's really long rant but i just want to be in a good headspace rn
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