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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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save them tbh
#my art lol#shitpost#vocaloid#flower vocaloid#fukase vocaloid#oliver vocaloid#utatane piko#zhiyu moke#stupid joke i've been meaning to make for a while lmao. 'quick' doodles done in an attempt to save my mental state a bit (didnt work)#i'm sure moke's got issues too but nothing overtly bad ever happens to him in my shit i think... but thats more bc i forget abt him 😭#i think i keep accidentally proving my theory that vocaloid is my default hyperfix bc especially more so in times of stress i go back to it#and bc ive been doing rly bad lately YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!! inflict the horrors on those poor guys. 😇😇😇#im not gonna get too into it rn bc im just gonna post this + something else rq and then i really have to get back to studying#but my faves always always suffer thats just the rules of how my art works lol.#its my trauma and i get to pass it on to fictional characters of my choosing in an attempt to cope and process it!#because as much as bad shit happens to them SOMETIMES they get happy ends. and if thats possible for them maybe one day for me...
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(On one hand, Enjin is excited to have his own baby. So excited that he can't think about it for longer for a few seconds before his bones start turning to liquid and his gut fills with something so euphoric he's afraid it might cause him to up and float away.
But then on the other hand, part of him dreads it, almost, is annoyed by his excitement for it—not so much the actual having of, caring for a baby part, but the... creating one from nothing part. The... putting another living, breathing being onto this earth, part.
Babies are... no, children are quite a sore subject for him. Everything about them, about his experience as one, are the antithesis of his existence. Reliance on others in and of itself is far from a bad thing, he knows this to be true... but children have no choice in the matter as to who they are surrounded by and who they are helped by, much less whether or not they have to exist in the first place.
Besides, for all intents and purposes, Enjin has children. Grown-up children, children he only partially raised, but a family of the them, nonetheless, who'd choose him as their mentor in this life and the next. Having another, from conception feels selfish, somehow. Unnecessary. Disrespectful.
And he doesn't want to name it. Of it all—your pregnancy, the birth, the whole shebang—naming it definitely feels the worst: slapping on what will one day be an independent person an identity nobody else has the right to choose but them. He went through it, Rudo went through a version it... and he's certain any child of his will, too. It's why he has yet to come to terms with it... and has absolutely zero ideas for a name.)
#enjin x reader#enjin#really the real hc here is that he doesn't want to name another human being. he's probably even shifty abt animals#u get a cat and he's waiting for it to choose it's name. hence why it ends up with something dumb like 'sox'#tbh tho this is how i feel lowkey#dont want to make a baby but put one in my arms and ill be happy as a clam. raising it IS NOT the problem#anyway#since i always gotta daydream abt babies with a blorbo lmaooo#this is how i feel abt it with enjin#lowkey we wouldnt have kids just cuz i'm sure we'd find one floating down a river#(an accident?? however????)#lol how can u not f*ck him raw#ANYWAYYYY#have work to do sorry#caitie post#kids tw#gen
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Been reading up on PCOS because my doc suspects I have it, and I started seeing multiple websites say that PCOS is "an intersex disorder." But then when I tried to learn more about that, I saw multiple other sites saying that it wasn't actually true.
So since I keep seeing conflicting information on this, I decided to make a poll (after all, polls on tumblr are the most scientifically accurate way to answer this, right lol?)
So anyway, here goes:
You don't need to disclose in your tags/notes that you're intersex or that you have PCOS. I made those distinctions for the poll because it seemed like I'd get different info everywhere I looked, and I'm wondering if different demographics account for the discrepancies I'm finding.
Really the only tags/notes I would request are explaining what "it depends" on lol
Anyway, thanks for voting! Have a great day!
#intersex#pcos#poll#no ''I'm bald'' on this one cuz i ran out of options lol... i guess you can just choose ''it depends''#queer#lgbtq+#also to be fully transparent: i would be very happy to be intersex. my worry is appropriating a term that doesn't belong to me.#not that I've even been diagnosed with pcos yet lol. I'm really putting the cart before the horse
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Hi I'm thinking about writing a h2g2 and gravity falls crossover fic. I saw your post awhile ago and I was wondering if you had any idea on how the two fords would interact.
Oooh this is a really good idea!
Hm, I haven't properly watched Gravity Falls in a while (I KNOW IM SORRY), but comparing their personalities from what i know they have a couple similarities and differences.
For first interactions I'm not entirely sure how or where, neither of them are naturally social but if someone were to start a conversation it would be Prefect, and once they realize they're both named Ford P. they'd hit off perfectly.
I think they'd love to go out for a small drink and talk about their outlooks on life, about space, their own traumas and relationships, about their research and studies with their respective books (Pines to the Journals, and Prefect to the Guide), and about their plans for future. This interaction could also be a lot funnier depending on the tone you wanted to take.
Ooooh they could also rant about their annoying family members (Zaphod and Stan)
They would also engage in an epic game of Dungeons & More Dungeons no doubt
#if you ever end up writing this fic please feel free to send me it when you're ready i would love to see it :)#okay okay im not sure if you were only planning for the fords to interact but a full crossover is immediately interesting me now#hmm maybe the HoG malfuctions with the improbability drive on and it crashes into the mystery shack immediately i think that would be silly#i'm really interested in bill and arthur interactions now as well. they barely have any similarities but it sounds really funny#oh wait they could relate to their world's being destroyed...even though bill's the one who destroyed his own world#i think the pines twins would immediately lose their marbles over ford and zaphod being *real life* aliens#ford prefect would give dipper his copy of the Guide that man would give a 6 year old a laser blaster this is tame for him lol#mabel would be super insane over the fact that zaphod has 2 heads and 3 arms and was also a president and zaphod would. not care#(i head canon he dislikes children)#i think a mabel and marvin interaction would be cool too#uber depressed and uber excited#i also need zaphod and stan relations yeahhhhh 2 greedy often self-absorbed criminals probably wanted across all 4 dimensions#i want to see trillian and arthur summon bill cipher by complete accident because they were bored and they are simply just Normal Guys#neither of them would be surprised to see a floating yellow triangle with a tophat. they've seen too much at this point this would be norma#someone needs to restrain me i've made too many tags#ANYWHO happy writing!! im sorry if i sound demanding you get to choose whatever you would like for your story i just got a little silly#i hope i answered your question enough#h2g2#the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy#ford prefect#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#ask#tumblr asks#lucifers gluttony#lucifers inferno
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VUXPet (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#ZEX#DAX#Ghostkinz#I mean obviously right lol#The problem is the Webkinz pet-sit style is Incredible easy to draw lol#Everything fits it! It's the kind of sitting pose I already like to draw! Standardized!! I am weak!!#That said ZEX is actually kind of hard to Webkinzify lol#VUX don't translate all that well to the Webkinz Classic style! At least not the earlier pet puppet style#I can't speak to the later pet styles - partially because I'm not as big a fan of them lol#The Wintermint Husky? Hon...#Anyway lol - I decided to try vectoring him and drew a lot of inspiration from the Frog bu mmmh#It /is/ a cute pet but hmnnghhhh..... Why does Frog have Fur lol#Although! There is actually precedent of a one-eyed green be-tentacled creature in Webkinz lore!#From the Dex Dangerous game - his little alien buddy :D I'm choosing to ignore the big ears and antenna lol - the rest is cute!!#So maybe therein lies the answer to my query lol#He would make for an adorable desktop buddy but that's a foregone conclusion - all VUX are cute ♥#Although - wouldn't it be funny to have a random chance to roll either ZEX or a random loyalist VUX lol#Gets offended that you would not only insinuate that they're ZEX but that you know ZEX at all - you must also be a deviant pervert! Haha ♪#Poor either of them being sick tho :'0 Still not going to remove that option like Webkinz did tho I happen to enjoy that element lol#The rest ended up being non-Ghostkinz-style UkaVUX ideas#Since I've removed the Kero/Sakura overlap function for Ghostkinz it got me wondering what it Would be like for those two in specific#ZEX only too happy to get close to his Sub-Commander hehe - especially at the behest of a human interest! Just want to be on their good side#Their arm expressions there are so very my favourite ahhh ZEX so languid and relaxed and DAX trying to squirm out and away but failing <3#Hugs! No! Yes! ♥ Hehe#And then also of DAX once again failing to redirect his Admiral - it is the way of things it's unavoidable it's just how it goes#I do have fun with those digitally-added textures at times... Maybe more often every now and then hmmm#Just when I feel like it#His head tendril expressions are always such fun ♪ And face-palming haha - face...arming? Lol
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i have this thing where the more i like someone the more i ignore them or at least like. actively try to not let it show that i am paying attention to them. because i feel like if they knew how much i like them they'd be freaked out by me like oh my god why is this loser so obsessed with me. and i don't mean just crushes i mean people i am/want to be friends with. like there's some people on here who i like so much bc i think they're great people but i... basically avoid liking/rbing/replying to too many of their posts and messaging them first and stuff bc in my brain if i don't "hold back" they will find me annoying and creepy and start hating me if they don't already. and yes it does feel like a CRIME to be annoying to me. like i'd rather jump in front of a train than annoy someone i like and admire and think is cool
#and jumping in front of a train is my least favorite suicide method like i'd never choose that one#but yeah i'm very much aware this sounds insane#unfortunately i am indeed insane. clinically insane#i try to combat this sort of thinking by reasoning with myself that like#there are literal stalkers and violent people out there is liking 5 posts in a row on someone's blog REALLY so bad?#answer: no it's not but it FEELS like it is#it feels like i deserve to be lined up and shot for it#is that normal? no the fuck it isn't!!!! i should relax a little!!!!!#but alas. i will continue to talk to people i like only 1 out of the 10 times i'd like to and suffer thru these stupid thoughts#(i am working on this though like.. it used to be even worse LMAO i used to feel soooo bad if like someone didn't reply to me or something#bc it made me feel like. they must hate me for sure. they think i should leave tumblr forever. they'd be so happy if i did. i suck. etc#i've gotten a bit better i don't torture myself for 3 hours when i feel like i've annoyed or bothered someone anymore. small steps..)#you can totally think i'm weird for this btw you'd be right :')#but i guess what you can take from this is that there's a very high chance i like you more than you think i do. because if we like are#mutuals/have talked/i follow you i'm likely trying to not show too much that i like you/your blog#do with that what you will lol
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Kinda worked around the dates by when I started/created an artwork rather than when I posted it, but still- what a year...
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#okay to rb#but don't feel obligated to do so lol#🍵lara does art#lots of oc x canon/self ship stuff on there HREJHRAJHDSJD#had to kinda change up the artworks used bc there was a LOT of red/warm colors on here and I had to balance things out#so this wasn't my original set up with the summary HRJEHAJSHDSJ#STILL THO... I'm happy to see how much I've drawn#there's like. SO MUCH MORE I could show but yk how I can only choose one art for one month#some of these u might not have seen before and some u have#either way#I'm familiar with all and I'm happy with this ✨
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#Yes I'm making you choose#dndads#dungeons and daddies#lark oak#lark oak garcia#dndads polls#I sincerely don't know how divisive this will or won't be#I assume a good chunk of people want like “get worse and then get better”?#maybe?#but I didn't want to make that an option that sorta ruins the fun#this is about what your heart wants#I won't be shy on the matter I for one absolutely want him to get better lol#(and I don't need to see him get worse beforehand)#I think seeing Lark happy could fix all my problems actually
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i am at the looking-at-dolls-as-self-soothing part of the night. i definitely wanna beef up my bratz collection since unboxing my alwayz bratz yasmin was just like... oh... oh man... and... and i didn't think it'd be like that for me man i didn't think i had as much nostalgia for bratz as i actually do not just buy owning some but by touching them and playing w their clothes and their hair.
and one of my issues of course is that i'm a redhead and as a redhead my Default Lookalike Doll is meygan (not that having a doll that looks like you is the most important part of bratz, but it is so much of the fun right? the fact that there's a character out there for just about everyone?). and i like meygan as a character well enough, that's not the issue. but of the meygan dolls that have been reproduced, there's none of them that are like, hardcore needs for me except for sweetheart meygan. and i did not buy sweetheart meygan in time. i was not really collecting at that point. that was like 2022. i had a few... na na na surprise dolls at that time. which is funny bc i have four of those that i got all either on clearance or w giftcards and i do really like them even though a lot of doll collectors thought they were kinda dumb, and they were. i just liked the gimmick of the fabric bodies and there were just enough dolls i thought were really cute that i kinda caved at one point. i also knew it was a brand i wouldn't go overboard with. anyway. we were talking about meygan...
sorry meygan back to you girl. i know original 2000s bratz that have not yet been reproduced at crazy expensive on the secondhand market and it's genuinely out of control. but sweet heart meygan, both the repro and the original, are selling for triple digits on mercari, ebay, what have you. that's just ridiculous. frankly. i'm not buying her at that. i don't even like her enough to hunt for her regularly, if that's how it's gonna be. there are plenty of more readily-available bratz dolls that are either regular retail price or clearancing online andin stores. did you guys know alwayz bratz jade is going for 15 bucks on amazon right now? that's crazy. the other always bratz dolls aren't going for that low if they're even marked down yet. that release wasn't even that long ago. anyway i'm thinking of getting jade from that line bc i know some ppl thought that alwayz jade was a let-down, but i thought she was cute. yasmin was my favorite from that line and that's why i got her but jade was my second fave there easily.
i also wanna get the kumi they reproduced sometime and maybe girls nite out cloe since i see she's still available. it's funny there aren't that many core girls i've wanted from the repros but if i go for any of the cloes, new or old, it's gotta be girls nite out. cloe isn't even usually my favorite character no offense blondes she's just kinda. she's just kinda cloe to me. idk i love her but i'm not gagged over her most of the time. these are still bratz standardz we're talking about here so obviously i love her.
there's nothing going on in the world right now other than my bratz dolls. and if someone we won't mention wins the election, i'm definitely going doll crazy. i'm gonna be buying dolls after this anyway, but i'm gonna justify spending an unusual, nearly-irresponsible amount of money. you know. bc i'm an adult and i can.
hey also and of all the lines they could've reproduced why is their most recent slumber party? why? why? when the poll posted by mga had tokyo a go go WINNING? bc tokyo a go go is the correct option? i mean the slumber party line is cute and i like the base dolls and the accessories especially the stuffed animals are cute. but. everyone knows the bratz audience these days is adult collectors. which adult collectors are losing their minds over dolls in pajamas and bathrobes? again they're CUTE. but why. also why did they reproduce bratz babyz when those things were nightmare fuel
#tales from diana#yeah and i have the jimmy paul pride two-pack w roxxi and nevra arriving tomorrow :)#i'm still probably gonna buy all these dolls i'm talking about at some point but i'm just gonna space them out#now is a pretty good time to be a budding bratz collector bc there have been AFFORDABLE OPTIONS once again#but they are not all that way#and i'm so happy for my own sake that i had no emotional investment w the mean girls dolls bc that shit was ridiculous#fuck mga for that one for real#yeah the bratz i have now are the alwayz yasmin and the campfire felicia repro#i should've unboxed felicia first bc i honestly like her better and her hair (being braided) would've been way less of a mess#i have to wash yasmin's hair and im worried about it bc i've never washed doll hair before#but i'm gonna be so honest w you. the state that shit was in? was borderline unacceptable. lol#it's so hard and gelled that i cannot just brush it or anything#the back ie what you could not see in the box is especially nasty... like come on#the alwayz bratz as much as i do like them overall are not the same quality as 2000s bratz. i have to say#not just bc they don't come w a second outfit but the fabric quality and construction just isn't what it used to be#they're still good dolls don't get me wrong. but i feel like they're less pressured bc of how cheap barbies are nowadays#they don't have to put in the same elbow grease to be 'better'#anyway i'm glad i'm talking about bratz dolls which are the only thing that matter in the world to me right now#la la la la la i'm plugging my ears. la la la la la nothing is going on#i have to get a sasha at some point too but idk which one i want? and i want one that's on shelves now not a secondhand. not dealing w that#i think i'll hold onto the hope of tokyo a go go being reproduced bc that's one of my favorite sashas. & she's the best in that line imo#her hair and makeup are just gorgeous and her outfit is adorable#that's like peak sasha and peak bratz to me#but i also like the new pretty n punk sasha. idk. i will wait for suuuuure. don't rush diana#i don't think i wanna have more than one doll of any character before i have a more extensive bratz collection#so who i choose to get for the core 4 is vital... i'm happy w my current yasmin though. the other 3 are kinda up in the air
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Star Wars Visions 2
Visions volume 2 is the first in a long time Star Wars content under the Disney mark that honestly kept me excited from the first to the last episode. I love all the unique styles of animation, the music and especially the great number of female characters on which the narrations were focused on. So refreshing experience and the cultural diversity of the presented worlds is both striking and heartwarming. Visions 2 definitely feels better in my opinion than the previous season did - sadly, the all Japanese animated season did not impress me much with exception of The Elder and Duel, which of course does not mean those other stories were bad animations rather that those did not meet my expectations.
This year however I’m especially pleased with Screecher's Reach (and really, this studio was my must-watch story) and the Spy Dancer but I liked every episode in their own right. The focus on imperial cruelty and crimes but also the patterns on how Force sensitive people must leave family and friends to follow their destiny were especially interesting as each story had its own original way to present those issues. I hope every new season of Visions will bring more of this wonderful creative diversity and rich cultural background.
#star wars#my thoughts#star wars visions#star wars visions 2#i'm really happy about all the nine episodes#Screecher's Reach was my must watch story and i love the animation and the whole episode#i'm your mother was another must-watch of mine as it was directed by Polish woman yay!#and really mother and daughter relationship was so cute#the pit surprised me how despite the dark theme it is so hopeful story as city people choose to help solely because it was right thing to d#aau's song has lovely concept of music and force#the spy agent surprised me with the plot twist#the sith is so much about art sabine wren would love it lol#i love in the star lore and the focus on sisterhood#the journey to the dark head has so wonderful animation and pretty cool characters / story#and the bandits of golak's music is one of the best from whole season imo#and also elder woman being awesome in fight? hell yes!
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so 2NE1 has re-signed with yg. ..
#on one hand i don't understand why they'd go back to the company that mistreated them and made promises that they didn't keep#but on the other hand i'm happy they're back together and we're getting new music#i just hope they included very strict clauses in their contracts (strict as in they get more decisive power than before)#i also know how difficult it is for groups to stay together once they quit the company that 'created' (i don't like that word) them#anyway i'll choose to focus on the positive and be happy my girls are finally back together#can't wait for the comeback (but still take all the time you need)#does this also mean we could potentially get 2NEpink interactions? i'd love to see that#smal talk#2NE1#edit: i said resigned instead of re-signed lol
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uagh 2 days until results day
#but 2 days until i see my friends :3#it doesn't feel real that i'll be going to uni (hopefully lol) in a month.#like are you sure uni is a real place. isn't it just something you apply for and like the idea of but never actually go#sometimes i'm like. why did i choose to do biology at uni. and then remember thats the one academic thing that never fails to make me happy#i am going to spend the next 4 years of my life dedicated to biology......#which i am really really happy about#mumbles
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Don���t make me fight you… I have taken Judo, shooting, personal defence, boxing classes and have stage combat training for physical and weapons.. do not make me fight you.. we can share. What is stopping us from sharing?? What happened to all the love between us??
Sorry babe but if you wouldn't fuck him in his demon form you can't have him in his pretty lost princeling human form. I don't make the rules, I just enforce them
#jokes#i would never choose a man over you#and am happy to share any and all fictional men with you#no one else though#I'm gatekeeping him from others#in fact gonna make a post about it right now lol#asks
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Happy birthday to one of rock's greatest bassists, Tony Butler! (b. 13 February 1957)
If you have never heard of Tony Butler or think you've never heard his work playing the bass, please check out at least one or two of the tracks that I've linked to (though, once you hear/realize how good his bass playing is, you'll probably want to hear them all!):
"Wonderland" - Big Country // "My City Was Gone" - Pretenders // "Where the Rose is Sown" - Big Country // "Back on the Chain Gang" - Pretenders // "Girl With Grey Eyes" - Big Country // "Let My Love Open The Door" - Pete Townshend // "In a Big Country" - Big Country // "After the Fire" - Roger Daltrey // "East of Eden" - Big Country // "Here Comes the First One" - Tony Butler
#happy birthday!#Tony Butler#Big Country#classic rock#rock music#'80s music#gifs#my gifs#sorry this gifset makes it seem like Tony's most well known with his dreadlocks when this is almost definitely not true.#it's just my favorite look for him. I mean...how could it not be? he's fucking gorgeous.#but I'M the gifmaker I choose the propaganda! and also the songs to highlight :) oh also scratch my apology. I am not sorry.#btw no I did not listen to that Roger Daltrey song because I do not like Roger Daltrey. I did listen to the Pete Townshend one though#and it turns out well apparently I like one (1) Pete Townshend song. thank you Tony specifically. LOL
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#okay rant time lol. spoilers for 6x18#i think i will have to say that this may have been my least favourite of all 6b episodes#haha ik i should probably give myself time to process the episode but idk i'd rather just write everything out#i just. just yesterday i was complaining about some people treating 911 like it's the buck show and today... it was the buck show?#and like! an episode being extra focused on one character is absolutely fine!! great even!! i really enjoyed 6x11!!#but in the season finale you expect each character to get a more equitable amount of focus right?#and like. even 4x14 which had a significantly less focus on eddie than one might expect had the will scene#and maddie had a bit less focus in that episode too but even she quit her job and it was obvious she was Going Through Stuff#and these slightly restricted screentimes gave jumping off points for their respective very spectacular s5 arcs#but this episode? like it wasn't that it didn't focus on other characters but it was mostly buck#and... idk man it does make sense given that he had the longest running plotlines this season but also#i just wish we had focused more on other characters as well#and like? as for buck? the couch?#i'll be honest i'm disappointed they introduced romance this season for buck at all when the season began with him choosing to be single#i really thought he wouldn't date at all for this one season at least yk?#and yeah ik we live in an amatonormative world but cmooon a guy can have his happy ending without getting together with someone#also bucktalia feels a little odd to me rn especially given the number of false starts they had#if they'd done this exact same storyline but at the beginning of next season i'd probably love it... right now tho i'm very meh over it#as in there is potential but it's like... idk mannnn why do we need him to end up with someone at allllll... i'm too aro for this shit#starting something new this close to the end of the season instead of tying off the two arcs that were already ongoing for him#was certainly a choice#aah well. at least natalia seems good for him. she came back which is the most important thing buck would want in a partner right?#still tho. i really wish we'd gotten to know more about the new henren baby than we did#i wish we'd gotten to see madney discussing plans instead of just the exact moment where they decide they want to marry on the patio#i wish we'd gotten the entire conversation that lead up to chris hyping (or snarking at) eddie to call marisol#i wish we'd gotten bathena hurriedly packing for their trip and may making fun of them as she helps#i just wish we'd gotten more of others!!#oh well. at least we still got chimney time and captain hen and cheddie working together and hen and eddie leaning on each other#you win some you lose some i guess#anyways if you actually read all the way til down here thank you for your time hehe
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