#i'll make posts on their blogs eventually too just to remind everyone

[dailymanners]

If you're like me, you may have had the feeling that since lockdown people have been ruder, more aggressive, and lacking in compassion. The bad news is, you might be right. Some studies and data coming out show that people have gotten ruder and more aggressive since lockdown (x)(x)(x). And the thing is, if even a few people have gotten ruder and more aggressive over the past few years, that's unfortunately spreading. Rudeness and aggression are contagious, if someone feels stressed and upset and like the world is against them because of constant cruelty and apathy from others, they may be likely to adapt the same attitude and spread this attitude even more.

However, there's good news too! Kindness, courtesy, and compassion are also contagious! Acts of kindness and compassion uplift others and inspire them to do the same. You have the power to start a ripple affect with acts of kindness, compassion, and just good manners. You have the power to put the breaks on or even reverse this trend in aggression and hostility that's popped up the past few years.

I made this blog because I'm tired of the constant hostility I've witnessed in public over the past few years. I think we have the power to do better, if we're only reminded.

Now you may be wondering, why do good manners even matter? Aren't they just a bunch of dumb rules made up by old dead people? Well, maybe some manners like "no hats indoors" or "no elbows on the table" are arbitrary and honestly it's harmless not to follow those, but that's why I won't be focusing on good manners that have no clear purpose behind them in this blog. In this blog, I'm going to focus on manners that matter.

By manners that matter I mean, manners that have a clear and definable purpose of showing compassion and empathy to other people. Your words and actions have consequences in how they affect the people around you, manners make sure that they affect others in a good way. Manners are the true social lubricant that makes sharing both private and public spaces with other people better for everyone. Going to work, going to restaurants and shops, and using any public space like roads, sidewalks, and parks is going to be better for everyone if we're all being considerate and compassionate to those around us. And this matters because, just like I said earlier kindness is just as contagious as cruelty, so when you're kind and polite to others it will circle back around to you eventually either way.

This is also why I'll be posting an explanation for every manner I post. I myself an neurodivergent so I understand the importance of needing an explanation behind manners. And even if you're not neurodivergent I understand why you wouldn't want to just blindly follow an old social rule without being given a good explanation. This is why I'll always explain why it's polite to do x. Why it's beneficial to you and/or others.

And always remember for every manner I post, I am not forcing you to do any of these. If you are unable to do any given manner I post for any reason, or you just don't want to, you are free to ignore it and simply carry on with your life. Of course if you're a wheelchair user it's going to be harder to open doors for others or if you're non-verbal it's not going to be possible to say excuse me whenever you accidentally bump into someone. Consider this my disclaimer that any of these that you are unable to do due to a disability you are not obligated to do.

[6okuto]

Hiii! I hope it's not too suggestive since I saw your blog is mainly sfw OWBOANALA but I wanted to hear your headcanons about the main cast of Touchstarved, just in general tho, like who's a bottom, who's a top and who's a switch (I personally think everyone there is a switch bc y'know... whatever makes mc happy they're down for it)

If it's too suggestive or explicit for your blog lemme know and we can ramble about it together in chat if you're down for it! (In that case I'll send you my @)!

!!!! I AGREE!! AND DEFINITELY DID MORE THAN U ASKED! My Bad guys. indulged myself a little w one (1) nsft post. a gift 🫶 & OFC i'll also talk more in chat w u / anyone who wants to!!! i always want 2 hear everyone else's thoughts 👩🏻‍💻

leander

switch...sub leaning.? they did Not have to tell me for a leader he sure likes it when others take control. that vere wouldn't spit on him if he were a fire, "oh no, he'd enjoy that far too much." leander saying he doesn't mind vere around since he's fun and "got a real...presence." when he said "anything you want." I Know What You Are.

smth smth addressed by a title, sensation play, degradation said in a praising way, body worship, size kink, overstim, smth smth. i trust vere. spit on him. leader who relishes in giving up control and being taken care of yeah yeah yeah

enjoying being a sub aside he can easily be a service dom

mfw leander gets on his knees and says he'll do anything to please you just say the word. when he touches you somewhere and asks here? is this good? oh the intimacy of interlacing your fingers and bringing your hands to touch him anywhere, everywhere, just as a reminder that you Can

ais

switch - "gives it almost as well as he takes it, even if he's awfully greedy." thanks vere my buddy my pal

i know this little shit (said lovingly) is a tease like dragging his fingers slowly telling you to say please kind of way

figures out what pet names you like and has the most annoying smirk on his face. "oh? did you like that?"

edging. Needing you to tell him what he wants or he won't do anything.

idk i think this guy likes it when you take control though! like get on top and he'll have a stupid cocky grin before he eventually unravels and is moaning whimpering swearing 🤨

i don't have to say anything about the tentacles. moving on

i have a vision where if you let out a noise he looks at you with a raised brow before smirking and then whispering "cute." in your ear before trailing kisses along your jaw But That's Just Me Projecting I Think

vere

switch in a bratty prove you can dom him way. "looks good in blood and better in tears." LETS BE SERIOUS AIS 😂😂 you don't have to tell me twice if bro likes rough sex or is into bondage or edging or overstim or marking or

smth abt predator/prey... i'm not even really into that but i can see it

same thing w u taking control and him saying a stupid joke then being caught off guard,, at least the first time. i know this guy would do shit to tease and rile you up in public just so you'd do something later

he made that biting comment and i believe him. nips at you. seems like he'd leave hickies in places people could see and if you did the same to him Well why would he hide them. also pull his hair

something about fingers in your mouth or vice versa. smth smth making u taste urself Sorry Woah this was bc he was licking champagne foam from his fingers. i had a vision

kuras

switch in an easily doms + teases you, may surprise you with a few kinks, takes a bit to be sub but ends up liking it kind of way. reminds me of om! barbatos + tot vyn. I know what you are. (brat tamer)

the sub thing. like the first time u ask he's Very curious about what you'd do. amused even. the joy of telling him not to touch and teasing him then stopping right before he finishes. and then telling him to be nice and ask for what he wants,, if u go long enough he'll finally groan w a little "please," where his voice cracks WHO GETS ME!

giving me blindfold + temperature play vibes. don't know why.

anyways. can also be soft i'm sure. like a traditionally romantic sort of sense. i don't know how to explain it.

btw "you know, on account of his massive...heart." thank you vere for being the realest person around

mhin

switch vry sub leaning for me but that's bc i like teasing them. and so does everyone else.... oh mhin...

but if u were a soft dom they could use that i think. like Let yourself be close and taken care of mhin. please. OHH praising them to tease them instead of being mean catches them a little off guard. they get flustered and look away again Yeah

i don't see them as particularly talkative during sex,, tbh i think they'd get embarrassed and try to stop themself from making Any noise until you tell them you like hearing their voice...

drags myself through the mud... breathing heavily... leave hickies on their chest... mhin leaving hickies on you... i have no grounds to explain this btw. i just get sensitive chest/collarbone area vibes

still figuring out dom!mhin in my head. charas who are easily teased can often switch it around on u if u say the right thing so. though i don't really see them as being very degrading during sex

misc / multichara thoughts i didn't form properly bc i have to go back to essay writing in a bit.

vere and ais would have the biggest impact on me w the first vulnerable soft sex scene. they deserve it

someone's into the sex after an argument thing. something about jealousy. marking you etc etc

leander telling you you can use him. leander shower sex. leander using magic. leander. help me

has leander just fucked everybody. can he stop blushing when talking about other people + the others' opinions what r u guys implying YOU ARE GOING TO DRIVE ME OVER THE EDGE /J /NM

i don't see kuras / mhin being very into quickies but well. the other 3.

something abt the bad ending w vere tells me he really enjoys when you're vulnerable and exposed to him. trust or whatever

scenario where you tell kuras u think something's wrong and u need a Check Up w the Doctor :( and he gives u a little look before reminding you if you want attention you could just ask then kissing you. Who gets me

mhin smirking . that's all. my legs wobble

[yolowritter]

Hello there everyone, and welcome back to part 2 of this Au! So, I'll put forth a quick recap from last time and let everyone know what's happening in the rest of the story, yeah? Cool, now let's move right along!

Disclaimer: I’ve been gone from Tumblr for a while now, due to myriad of technical issues + prioritizing AO3 and IRL work. It’s a long story, but not to worry, I am now back and will actually remember to post frequently. Anyway, on with the AU!

As a reminder: The premise here is that Lila's grandmother (from the embassy mom's family, since until they explain this 27 mothers thing Lila has going on I am going to ignore it) once lived in Paris in the 1940s, and befriended Fu and Marianne as they were hiding the Miraculous away. Long story short, during that scene in S5 where they're escaping, Grandma Rossi gets the Fox Miraculous and helps them do so, eventually returning to Italy before Fu has deemed it safe enough to return for it. Many years later, she ends up revealing Trixx to Lila and passes the Fox onto her when her granddaughter says she's going to Paris, and tells her to be very, *very* careful with it. Lila immediately proceeds to nearly out herself with the Volpina incident. But don't worry, it's fine, she manages to get out of that situation without too much trouble. Now she's offered to be Adrien's friend, and so has Marinette. In the meantime, she's also waiting for a good oppurtunity to transform again, and try to convince Ladybug and Chat Noir that she is not a supervillain. For details, check the previous post.

Anyway, onto the rest of the show! Things stay the same for a few episodes, or...almost. Because Lila is friends with Adrien now, and by proxy Marinette who is putting her crush aside to make sure Lila isn't getting him in any trouble by also being Adrien's friend, our beloved...anti-heroine? Yeah, sure, why not? Our beloved anti-heroine happens to also get to know Alya and Nino failrly well, discreetly using Alya to get info on Ladybug and Chat Noir under the guise of helping with her blog, and Nino just for the playlists. Listen, Lila's taste in music ain't the most varied, so if there's good tunes in Nino's lists, she wants to have them too. Anyway, her friendship with the group develops more and more as she basically tries to be on her best behavior. Now...like I said last time, Lila isn't exactly the most moral person, or has any problems about absolutely (verbally) clobbering someone (meaning Chloe, most of the time) who is annoying her. And since Paris' Perfect Princess™ also happens to be a bully and screams at the same amount of decibels as a banshee before *anyone* has had their morning coffee, Lila joins up with Marinette and Alya to make sure nobody puts up with Chloe's BS.

As a consequence of this, she develops genuine friendships. I know, how horrible! But Lila isn't quite sure *how* friendship works, aside from her just holding back her snarky comments and being generally nice to the girls. So...as Marinette slowly begins to trust her more since Lila seems to just...not be going after her crush, our anti-heroine is left grappling with what exactly it means to even have friends in the first place, and if her bonds with the gang are even real considering she's mostly pretending when around them. This all comes to a head when Alya invites Marinette and Alya for a sleepover at her house...and cue the Sapotis episode to screw up everyone's night. Low and behold, there's no Rena Rouge to help LB and CN out, and since Alya ran off looking for her sisters, and Marinette is "missing" (AKA Ladybug atm), Lila finds herself alone at the house. Now, logically, she should wait this out until the heroes deal with the Akuma, since it's none of her business. Then again...there's *something* nagging her in the back of her head, a kind of itch that just makes her want to go out there do something instead of being stuck inside waiting. Could it possibly be that she's grown to care for Alya and doesn't want to see her upset? ...nah, probably the boredom! On she goes to transform and jump out the window!

Oddly enough, she notices her costume has changed a little bit since the last time. It's still very much Volpina, but this time she looks a bit more like a real fox. Slightly fluffy, swishing tail, tiny bits of fur on her ears and the ability to flick them at will (yes I will be using this to show her emotions, since I find it adorable when Chat does it), and her fangs are a bit more pronounced. Does this reflect Lila's feral nature as a total chaos gremlin? Absolutely it does! Trust me, she's a troll and it gets so much better! Anyway off she goes jumping around rooftops trying to find Alya, until eventually she comes across Ladybug, who is just kinda jumping around seemingly for no reason (She's trying to get to Fu's place without being seen by the Sapotis). Naturally, Lila jumps ahead of her and peeks her head out from behind a chimney. Ladybug yelps so hard that she physically staggers back, and Volpina finds this incredibly funny. So do I Lila, so do I... After a short moment of Marinette doing a double take, she kinda looks at Volpina with confusion. It goes something like this:

Ladybug: "Wait...Lila?" she asks, confusion evident on her face.

Volpina: "Nope, name's Cerise!" she quickly corrects her, a wide grin on her face. "I- wait, I wasn't supposed to say that! Uh...sorry!" the fox heroine yelps back, pinching the bridge of her nose. "The name's Volpina! The real one this time, promise!" she sing-songs with a tiny bow.

Ladybug: "You're the real Fox Holder?" Ladybug raises an eyebrow, clearly skeptical.

Volpina: "Yeah, Trixx absolutely adores me! So, how can I help ya miss Bug?" she asks, a chaste grin etching itself on her face. She seems almost feral, and Marinette decides to look her over.

Ladybug: Her lucky charm flashes over Volpina's form, and Ladybug examines her. It...looks like Lila's Akumatization, but also not? Her hair is a tad more orange, almost like there's faded highlights at the end of her bangs, and Volpina looks more *real*, like an actual fox rather than just a girl in a costume. "Uh...any chance you'll help us with the Akuma?" she asks again as the girl keeps flashing red in her vision, indicating she's the solution to her lucky charm.

Volpina: Volpina *grins*, flicking her tail at Ladybug. "Oh, I'll be happy to! Lead the way!" she chuckles playfully, almost like she's having fun with all this. Still Marinette jumps ahead of her, leading Lila back into the fray.

Cue the Sapotis-Land illusion and the Akuma's defeat, and Volpina hiding away the moment the fight is done so Ladybug and Chat Noir can't ask her any questions. Lila makes it back to Alya's place just in time, and jumps through the window, flopping on the couch just as the other girls also come back. She naturally makes herself look like she's been lounging around, and Marinette doesn't suspect her.

Worth mentioning that Lila was just pretending beforehand, and that Cerise is gonna be her supposed "real name" as Volpina, to throw off suspicion from her being Lila. Since Cerise doesn't actually exist in this AU (just like Lila's other 200.000 identities), it'll just be a cameo. From that day on, Lila joins Akuma fights every now and again, slowly growing into the Ladynoir banter and proving herself as an ally of sorts, while still blue skidoo-ing away before they can ask her questions. Look, she's in the *process* of crafting a new identity, this stuff ain't easy! After a couple weeks, she ends up eavesdropping on LB and CN while they're having that convo in Glaciator, where she tells him that she's got plans and whatnot. Ladybug leaves like normal, but Lila smells a wee bit off stupidity in the air, and decides to teach our dear furry a few things about how scheduling works. Low and behold, Lila actually ends up giving really good advice to Chat Noir even while actively trolling! Isn’t she miraculous? Anyway, I’ll need to go into waaaaaaay more detail about this in the next part of this AU, but I will save the specifics for part 3!

I’ll see you all soon, but until then, Stay Miraculous!

[honeybear-yammy]

Yammy's 1k Followers Celebration

I finally hit 1k followers again on my new blog! I'm sorry that it has taken me so long to release my 1k followers celebration event, I've just been really unmotivated recently. Thank you all so, so much for getting me to 1k followers. I would not have got this far if it was not for all of you. So, since I have been a little unmotivated and have had writers block recently, there isn't going to be as much prompts for this one because I don't think I will be able to have a lot of prompts because of that.

I will have smut and fluff prompts for my 1k followers event and I will put the rules for this event down below.

Event Start: Sunday, March 21st 2023

Event End: Sunday, March 26th 2023

Rules

I ask that everyone please follows these rules if you are going to participate in my 1k followers event.

You can only select from the characters that are listed on this post. I a character or fandom is not posted then I'm most likely not writing for them for this event but, you can still ask if you're curious.

Please only do one prompt per request because, since I have writers block I find it much harder to write for multiple prompts in one fic but, eventually I'll be back to doing more than one prompt in a fic.

Also some people do this anonamysly but, please don't spam me multiple requests whether its anon or not. It's very overwhelming and a little annoying. You can of course request more than one but, please no spam.

If I write a fic too short, please don't come at me for it. It just depends on how much of an idea I have for the fic for how long it's going to be and when fic requests aren't that detailed it makes it a little harder for me to write a long one so, I just don't know what lengths each fic is going to be until after I write it.

Please just follow these rules 💗💗

Fandoms/Characters

Outer Banks

John B Routledge

JJ Maybank

Pope Heyward

Kiara Carrera

Sarah Cameron

Rafe Cameron

Topper Thornton

Cleo

Outer Banks Cast

Chase Stokes

Rudy Pankow

Drew Starkey

Austin North

The Vampire Diaries Universe

Damon Salvatore

Stefan Salvatore

Katherine Pierce

Klaus Mikaelson

Elijah Mikaelson

Kol Mikaelson

Rebekah Mikaelson

Elena Gilbert

Caroline Forbes

Bonnie Bennett

Enzo St. John

Marcel Gerard

Hayley Marshall

Euphoria

Rue Bennett

Maddy Perez

Cassie Howard

Nate Jacobs

Fezco

Stranger Things

Steve Harrington

Billy Hargrove

Eddie Munson

Jonathan Byers

Robin Buckley

Nancy Wheeler

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Smut Prompts

“You look so hot in my clothes.”

“You’re not going out in that outfit.”

“You want me to give your (phone, book, etc.) back? Make me.”

“Please just let me finish this level and I swear I’ll fuck you just how you like it.”

“I’m not jealous! It’s just… you’re mine.”

“You better shut that pretty little mouth before I put it to work, doll.”

“Don’t fucking touch what’s not yours.”

“Please, remind me again why we are having sex behind a tree?”

“God damnit! Now all I can think about is you licking my cock like it’s that ice cream cone.”

“Let me show you why you should stay in bed.”

“I see you’ve started without me.”

“You’re really going to make me beg for it?”

“Are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”

“This cock isn’t gonna suck itself.”

“You’re mine. I don’t share.”

Fluff Prompts

“You look so cute with your baby bump!”

“You look beautiful in anything.”

“May I have this dance?”

“Do you think it’s possible that I… might be… pregnant?”

“Thank you for making me a mommy.” “Thank you for making me a daddy.”

 “Every inch of you is breathtaking.”

“I’ve been excited to see you all day.”

 "I’ll keep you warm.”

“Are you my secret admirer? The one whose been sending me all those flowers and notes?”

“Can you pretend to be my partner for my friend’s wedding? I told them I’d have a plus one.”

 “Apparently all our friends have a bet going that we end up together.”

“You give my butterflies.”

“Wait! Baby, my lip gloss is all over your lips.”

“Would it be alright if I borrowed your sweater? It smells like you.”

“I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”

So I picked 30 prompts, 15 for both fluff and smut since that is all I feel like I can do at the moment. I look forward to seeing all of your requests and again I just wanted to say thank you for getting me to 1k again. Requests for the event will be opened for one week from now until next Sunday but, yeah lmao.

Tagging People Below

@pankhoeforlife @strokesofstokes @samxslaughter @drewbooooo @cecespeach @blueicequeen19 @gillybear17 @lovedetlost

[the-fucking-cannibal]

Hey my darlings 🩷

How is everyone doing? I hope very well ^^

I've been recently informed that there's this new person i the fandom and people claim that I know them and that i personally "sent them" to harass?

I want to apologize for my rudeness, but as a matter of fact I do have absolutely NO idea who this silver wing is, this is my first time seeing them around and i have yet to even interact with them for the first time.

I know that there's a many rumors going around and that many people are upset and maybe scared, but I can assure you that my blog is nothing but a space of inclusivity, art and free expression. I absolutely do not support any type of harassment, fighting or arguing, no matter who the person might be.

However I do feel the need to remind that the ONLY person I've ever included in this fandom for a small period of time was my dear friend Omar and NOBODY ELSE. And since I take respect and kindness very seriously, I also feel like adding that Omar was NEVER pressured by me into joining this community nor has he ever harassed anyone, it was his decision as a friend and as a curious person after I vented to him in private.

Omar is just a friend with high functioning autism and an insatiable thirst for knowledge and fandom lore, I was the one who eventually told him that to dig deeper and deeper and asking questions would be useless when it comes to people lying, and thankfully i managed to convince him to quit.

I also want everyone to know that NO, I do not control people's minds, and NO, i also do not "send people to harass" like an army of drones. It would be an horrible and selfish act against my values as a friend and as a human being. I also recently scrolled through Silver's posts and I think their approach is rather violent and unnecessarily harsh, so NO, I also do not agree with them and their content AT ALL, as a matter of fact I think I'll probably block them for safety as this makes me very uncomfortable too.

So yeah, I'm sorry to Silver and all these other accounts that people claim I'm "sending" but again, I have no idea who any of you are and tbh i don't really care either, sorry.

I've been working very hard to maintain my personal peaceful space and not interact nor fight with anyone to the point of nearly blocking every account I come across around here, all i wanna do is just draw in peace and nothing else ❤️

If anyone needs any additional proof I'll be more than happy to provide ^^ Hope everyone has a lovely weekend, yours truly 💋

[koiyin]

GUYS GUESS WHO'S BACK... 'YAY'

so uh idk why i come back on tumblr every couple months and make posts like this but i've basically ruined my account at this point haha perfectionist issues and i'm going to try to be honest with everyone of you guys because. idek at this point

i don't know how everyone's opinion of me is at this point, and it feels like i'm ruining it. i don't know if this is me now, if i kind of put up a front before, but why these posts seem different than the others on my blog is a mystery to me ^^'

maybe i'm just overthinking it, though?

well, my life is pretty shit. i don't really have any friends, except for a couple close ones who can somehow deal with me-- and, yeah. people at my school don't really like me, and i've fucked up a lot recently. this post sounds really depressing. sorry for that.

i don't know, i guess prior to the whole incident (moots, yk what i'm talking about) i always tried to put up a cheerful front. i had an idealized version of myself, and that was koi. and i did act like myself a lot around you guys, because i became comfortable with all of you and i felt accepted. i'm really grateful for what you all have done for me.

so, more about what's going on- basically, i'm just... not happy with myself, i guess. i wish i had more friends.

you know, my goal in life at one point was to be friends with everyone in my grade. that was more than a year ago. i guess that whole hope pretty much died out. but i do still try my very best, and this is turning into a ramble which i'm sorry for but i just want to get everything off of my chest.

i'll probably never use tumblr regularly again- but, who knows, shit changes.

the incident really affected me. after i was told about everything and learned about all of what happened, i was just... i don't know. i was told that it was that day that i began to eat less, act angrier, and all of that shit- and that went on for a couple weeks.

eventually, i tried to forget about it. i still think about every once in a while, though.

well, i'm starting to sound like a pessimist. i miss when i could be koi, the friendly, cheerful, happy person who had a bunch of friends that worried about him and asked if he was feeling okay.

i don't even know what's going on anymore. i feel fine, and then i go through short spikes of depression. or maybe i'm just a person that's sad all the time, but i choose to be ignorant. i'm really sorry that whoever reads this has to hear me vent and all that shit, but i'm just glad that i can say all of my feelings in the hopes that someone will read this.

so, let's talk about what's been going on since i've left- since i really feel like i should add some filler because of my long absensce '- -

well, i got a suit that kind of reminded me of haruchiyo sanzu from tokyo revengers (haha weeb things) and i look pretty hot in it, ngl- and, my family moved back to our house, which got remodeled. i've done a lot of drawing, too.

and, for context of the tokyo revengers comment earlier- i've been hyperfixating on it for so long. i love the series and the characters aaa

also, i started bakuman and black butler, and they're pretty good! i love the plot of bakuman so much!! (the death note team always makes amazing manga) i also got the first book of haikyuu from the library, because i've seen it referenced online so much and i haven't taken the time to check it out yet.

whew. i don't know, i guess saying all this makes me sound more human than just pixels on a screen. (but i'm actually 3 ducks in a trenchcoat) (i'm not funny)

i've had a lot of homework, so i've been pretty busy.

and i have to go eat dinner now, so i'll be leaving- but again, thank you guys for being my friends for so long. and, why are people still following me when my blog is inactive like- ????

[rise-my-angel]

Hope you're doing alright. Nobody deserves to be harassed. You have every right to make commentary and criticisms of media you enjoy. Take your time if you want a break from writing. All us readers will understand and wait patiently for you to recover from whatever you're going through. You're clearly a compassionate and talented writer and we are not worthy!

There was just a very sudden and very persistent onslaught of anons in my inbox, most of which I never even answered, which got increasingly mean. Calling me dumb, stupid, delusional and how I stopped answering because I realized I was wrong and am too cowardly to admit it, when in reality I was getting increasingly upset.

I don't think they realized that getting very angry, insulting and aggressive towards someone making analysis posts about a fictional media can be so toxic, when the thing they are doing is telling me I am dumb and stupid for thinking someone was raped, when to me, it reminded me of some of my own rape experiences. It got really overwhelming, and eventually I deleted everything and ended up crying at my desk. I really don't think they understood how such mean aggression about the subject of rape would make someone feel, when all it did was suddenly make me feel like I was wrong for ever seeing something I went through in a character I love.

So I had to take the next few days off, but to you and everyone else who left a very kind message it means more to me then you could know. I don't like platforming debates and that was why, some people can get very aggressive to an upsetting degree and it ended up really getting to me, but I feel much better now after a few days away.

I started doubting if I had any right to even write my story because I suddenly couldn't tell if I really was delusional like they were telling me. But I love this story and I don't want to disappoint any of you kind people, so I'm taking the weekend off of writing to reset and come Monday I'll have a much better fresh focus to continue.

I know people can be passionate about characters they love, but I do not see the value of going into someone else's inbox uninvited and sending them angry hate or insults. Especially when the thing they are doing is telling me I'm stupid for "pretending" a character was raped when it reminded me of my own past assaults and I was analyzing that based off of my own interpretations of a story.

But I love this series, the books, show and my dumb little fic and all of you lovely people who are sweet enough to interact with me on here, so I'll just have to focus on not engaging in their attempts to rile me up anymore.

I like discussion on this blog, I don't want to start platforming toxic debates. You guys deserve a more friendly environment from me then that.

[sublimecatgalaxy]

♥️ To Do List ♥️ 11/27/22

Hi everyone! This idea was inspired by a post by my lovely friend @sweetpeapod cuz I wanted to give you guys an idea on what I have planned to post over the next week or so.

Just a reminder that my requests are opened and I have updated my character list so give it a peek :)

Let me know in the comments which ones you guys are most excited for!!

-Liz :)

Planned (this upcoming week):

Liability Part 2: Rafe Cameron x Reader Summary: After a month and a half of meeting, tensions rise. But not in the way that either of them expected.

I'm also going to be sorting out my masterlist/masterpost situation because I'm not a fan of it. I'll be moving stuff over to my secondary blog, @sublimecatgalaxies too.

Requests (this upcoming week):

Anon Smut Request: JJ Maybank x Reader Summary: "JJ Maybank smut with best friends to lovers? Maybe they get super high and they get into mischief?"

Anon Smut Request: Fezco x Reader Summary: "The reader fakes an orgasm and gets an interesting reaction from Fezco."

Anon Fluff Request: Daryl Dixon x Reader Summary: Daryl's grumpy attitude changes when he sees the Readers pretty dress and the braids that Carol braided into her hair.

Eventual (TBD):

Oneshot Request by @bringinsexybackk69: Daryl Dixon x Wife!Reader Summary: Daryl and his wife were separated at the fall of the prison bit the Reader manages to escape with Glenn. When they end up upon Abe and his crew, reuniting, they form a group looking for the rest of their family. At Terminus, once all the fighting is over, Daryl and Reader reunite.

'Him + I' Multipart Series: Bodyguard!Daryl x Mafia!Reader Summary: Daryl is entrusted with protecting his bosses daughter which, in all of his years of working, is proving to be one of the most difficult jobs he's been given. Not because the job is difficult but because she is difficult.

'Breathe Me' Multipart Series: Bucky Barnes x Therapist!Reader Summary: Bucky's difficult part and sharp attitude makes their sessions difficult but his therapist gets right through to him with some 'unconventional' methods.

'Cruel Summer' Oneshot: JJ Maybank x Reader Summary: JJ Maybank makes it his personal job to see that Topper's older cousin is given the full tour of all that the Outer-banks has to offer, including his way of life.

'Daddy Dearest' Oneshot: Negan Smith x Reader AU Summary: Strictly for the pleasure of @ncllywrites, this lengthy oneshot is about the situationship between Negan Smith, a CEO in New York City, and one of his many assistants. Of course he goes after the one girl who doesn't fall at his feet, making it his personal effort to win her over by any means necessary.

Lights, Cameras, Action Oneshot: Rafe Cameron x Camgirl!Reader Summary; Rafe falls in love with his most recent camgirl that he's been going to when he craves human (electronic) interaction and affection. Simple as that.

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Thanking you~

Hello Everyone~!

It has been a while since I last checked-in with everyone - how have you been? There are so many of you now, it warms my heart!

Life has been doing it's thing for me - I'm still in college only now I'm working on my Master's. Once that is done I swear I am finished - school has been so stressful I find myself getting frustrated almost daily. However, I have to remind myself that nothing worth having is easy, and this education will help me better my life … eventually.

But enough of that~ I wanted to give you all a check-in with the blog. As you all can see, not a lot is happening right now. It's hard to find the time to get things together, or find a free spot in my brain to focus on creating content. I do hope that you can continue to bare with me, and continue to send in ask to help build the universes here.

I do want to take this time to establish a few things; nothing too major but I do want them to be out there.

The big change …

As of this post, Callista's story will be changing to have a Polyandry relationship. In which Callista will ultimately marry Shu, and later marry Reiji also. Now this does not mean that Shu and Reiji will be a couple - not that this blog has a lack of inset all ready - just that they will both be married to Callista - as their story continues.

Ultimately I came to this decision because honestly, the story she has with both of them are just too good. The idea of her choosing one over the other is simply not possible - and it wouldn't make for a good story. Not to mention, it's gets SUPER messy in the Excruciating Duplicity storyline to have hers branch off into two different outcomes.

The entire point of creating Excruciating Duplicity apart from Tormented Reverie was to have another story where characters do not have to worry about the events of Yuuki and Yuki's plots. So, changing the official cannon to be that of a Polyandry outcome makes the most sense, and gives us all of the best endings for all parties involved.

The other news …

The twins are still a thing - I swear. I'll also stop keeping you all in suspense … they are in position of Azusa Mukami. Our first official Mukami ship of the blog, and of course it belongs to the sweetest pea that is Azusa. Probably once my schooling is down in the summer is when I will have time to actually write something and get some commissions together for you all to meet them~

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Thank you all again so much for all of the love and support over the years. I promise that once school is over and I can be a normal person I will be able to give more of my attention to the blog and to the universes.

In the mean time, please feel free to send in ask. I love having the opportunity to world build and bounce ideas off of you all - everyone has helped shape the stories so much it means the world to me.

I am so thankful for this blog and everyone who has been apart of it through the years. Here is to many more~

[deathlygristly]

A huge sign of healing and why I use past tense now for the trauma:

I saw someone whose username I vaguely remember from back in the day in the Sims community interact with someone else I read on here. Which I think the Tumblr community must be pretty small, because I also occasionally saw Sims people interacting with the bot and with other...I guess rationalist-adjacent is what they call themselves...people on here.

Anyway, I followed them because their non-Sims posts were cool and interesting. I was a little scared but whatever, right, if they block me because they believed the hate then okay, and if they don't I'll treat them like the tons of other people on here who I follow because their thoughts were interesting but who didn't follow me back and who I don't interact with.

They liked a post on the simblr recently but that's it, and I imagine that will be it, and I was reading their blog today and I was like...I'm okay with that being it. They have interesting thoughts but I can tell that they're sharper and harsher in personality than the people I get along well with and that we wouldn't mesh well, and that's...okay.

For a person who grew up getting..well, let's just say actually traumatized, not the sort of trauma where you just didn't like a TV show but the sort where it has a huge impact on your nervous system and your mental health...it's a huge step to be okay and to still feel safe in this situation.

Maybe it's that my brain learned very early that other people's emotions and reactions to you are scary, that if you don't walk a fine line you will get screamed at and slapped and choked and threatened with what is death to a small child, your mother giving you up or throwing you out. Or maybe your half-brother, the one you don't talk to now, will come and visit and you can't control anything about him and he will pull a gun and do figure 8s on the highway with you in the backseat, and you have no control and no safety except what you can maybe get by being pleasing and self-eradicating and aware of all the emotions around you and constantly placating them.

Then you get online and the hordes of strangers who you don't know and who you can't placate actually trigger your actual trauma, and there's a whole thing, and it gets bad.

But eventually you heal, and you can follow someone who would have reminded you too much of the bad years before, and you can realize that you're too different to really get along but they can still have cool thoughts to read, and that's okay and you're okay and you're still safe and you're not a bad person just because you can't make everyone around you pleased with you at all times to attempt to ward off the choking.

[roxycubestealsyouridentity]

Okay I'm making this point because I need to talk about this amazing scene in Dead End Paranormal Park that spoke to me in a way. It's been in my brain for too long! This might be a long post so quick heads up about what will be in it. This will contact spoilers for Dead End Paranormal Park season two but very minimal I promise and I'll keep a secret about anything lore relevant. This post will also be about systems and their Persecutors and a few others but not as really important. Quick note this blog is Endo neutral/syscorse unlined. Please do not bring syscorse onto my post or blog at all we can all be respectful to one another.

Now onto what I wanna talk about in the show Dead End Paranormal Park there is an episode I think about quite a lot because it reminds me a lot of myself. One of the main characters Pugsley had a dream about a firey circle and sees horrible things happening and believes it to be a premonition or a vision into the future due to the magic he inherited from another character. With that in mind the group of friends Norma and Barney along with two others go into a Faris Wheel which sends panic into Pugsley. During the ride the ride malfunctions and Pugsley uses his magic to stop the ride and move time back and forth. Being a loyal pup and wanting to protect his owners he travels back in time over and over again and again until eventually he gives up and the worst possible scenario happens. He gives up they call for help and there's nothing he thinks he can do. And this is where the system talk comes in.

Pugsley reminds me of myself. He reminds me of the fact I try so hard to protect my system and so hard to protect the people I care about. I try everything to protect the trauma holders, the hosts, and the littles. But as a Persecutor I tend to have heavy relapse in my judgement. I believe running away and isolating myself will help everyone. What Pugsley did was he tried to protect everyone on the ride and protect their feelings. People were arguing and getting hurt. He was so worried about their feelings that he didn't realize he was hurting everyone.

"I thought I could find the perfect scenario but each time something went haywire!"

"I had this dream, and then things started going wrong so I tried to fix it, but you also got your feelings hurt."

Quotes from Pugsley

Both quotes really resonated with me as I did exactly what Pugsley had done but in a more realistic way to our reality. I would play scenarios over and over in my head everyday hopping that what I was doing would make everything better. But eventually I'll give up and be hopeless giving into isolation or being completely unapproachable as a person believing that pushing everyone away was the answer.

"Pugsley I know you're trying to protect us, but what I wanna say to her is my truth. And that's not up to you when I do or don't say it."

"I just want everyone to be happy."

"But that's not life Pugsley! Do you need permission? Okay I give you permission to let me get hurt! Let my feelings get hurt!"

Quotes from Norma and Pugsley

This conversation really made me think of me and my co host who was also a truamaholder. She's been hurt so many times. She's been hurt by the horrors that she lives with that I'll never understand because I don't know of them and can't accept them. But I feel what she feels I see what happens to her. I don't understand that this is life for her and I want her to be happy. That's all I want for her. But she knows that's not a reality. She knows she has to get hurt sometimes even if it's devastating to her. But I struggle to understand and accept that reality which can lead to me making harsh judgements and bad decisions especially when I first formed. I was cold I was heartless and I had no care for anyone. Deep down I did care. I cared so much for my system but I pretended I didn't to toughen my system up and beat down people outside it to never have to be hurt again. And that brings me to my final quote.

"How will I know?"

"What?"

"How will I know everything's gonna be okay?"

"... You won't."

Quotes from Norma and Pugsley

This last quote is what hit me the hardest. It was the realization that truely. You won't know. That's the hard reality I had to live with. I won't know everything's gonna be okay. For all I know everything will go horribly. But that's life. I have to let people get hurt. I can't sit there and run away and play ideas over and over in my head that might never even happen because if I do. Truely it won't ever be okay. Because I would have destroyed that chance. Running away and isolating ruined my chances for situations to be okay. Because I genuinely thought it was going to be. And that conversation between Norma and Pugsley just really reminded me of my Co host. She knows there is always a chance things will go wrong and she's seen it over and over again. And while it was my job to try and fix that as a flawed protector, my effort was seen by her once she realized what I was doing.

And that's the thing. Please do see the effort your Persecutors put to protecting you. Yes it may be flawed and yes you have to have them take accountability but trying to beat them down won't do anything but hurt them. Even I was beat down as a persecutor because no one knew I was doing what I had to do. I was scared to see the reality of this world and scared to see my system mates be hurt but it's okay to be hurt. It's okay to be plagued by your horrors and it's okay to scared of it. To persecutors it's okay. It's okay to get hurt. Maybe you need to keep up pretending it's not okay for your survive but just know there is a future where that is not the case. There is a future where you can heal. There is a future for that perfect scenario. Because even the show showed it too. After Pugsley decided to go back into the timeline one last time and let it play out. Everyone was safe. No one was hurt physically. Everything was okay in the end aside from a few small things but that's life. As while he did wonder how that was any better than his perfect scenario he listened to Norma. And it got the job done still.

I never would have expected this show to impact me so much but I'm glad it did and I never would have thought I'd relate to a small magical Pug as much as I am right now. I hope this post was as comprehensive as possible sometimes I can not make sense for the life of me lol. If I miss any tags while putting this in here let me know I will be adding Dead End tags to this just because well this post revolves heavily on it. Also if you liked this post or are also a Persecutor to it please go check out this blog I personally really like:

@persecutorlifeandsupport

It's a persecutor run blog for Persecutors and they have given very good advice and even made me feel better on some occasions. Thank you for reading until the end I hope you have a very enjoyable day

[shxtodxroki]

Ello! I hope you're doing well! take your time doing requests don't stress yourself out :D.

I'm Xeno [not my IRL name lol], genderfluid (AFAB) my pronouns are he/him i like to be matched with class 1a or b male students.

I tend to dress in dark-colored clothing, comfortable in shorts, tank tops, and sweaters.

My MBTI is ISTJ, I easily forget things, and my personality changes, to new people I'm more reserved but with friends, I'm more playful and i cuss a lot like Bakugo and i have a dark sense of humor.

I love cats and drawing, my drawings are similar to macabre paintings. I like to watch horror movies and eat spicy noodles

i have an addiction to coffee. and i usually stay up all night until 5 am

I'm very sentimental, give me a small flower I'll keep it forever in a notebook.

English isn't my native language so sorry if my grammar is a bit off.

First of all I’m sorry I’m getting to this ask so late, you sent this ask before I came back to this account and I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to get to it :/ You’ve been supporting my blog for quite a while now and I really appreciate how kind you’ve been, so I hope that you can enjoy this match-up and that it’s what you were hoping for! You always like my posts and you’ve sent in a few requests, and I just want you to know that I really do see and appreciate it and it’s nice knowing that someone consistently enjoys the stuff I put out on here, and I hope that you enjoy this as a sign of my thanks! :D

I’d Match You With: 

Eijiro Kirishima! 

Reasoning:

Honestly I was really stuck between Kirishima and Tetsutetsu for this one lol, those two are so similar and I feel like they’d both pair really well with your personality, but I just think you and Kirishima pair up really nicely :) You fit together really well as people, and you have a very cute relationship hehe :)

Headcanons About Your Relationship:

- You and Kirishima literally have like the same style lol, he loves getting matching outfits for the two of you since your styles are already so similar, and he loves showing you off when you wear the same outfits (even though it’s just a tank top and shorts, he finds it really cute because he's sappy like that) and he loves how everyone can tell you’re together based on your matching clothes :)

- You definitely remind Kiri a lot of Bakugo, and I have a feeling the two of you would get along quite well as friends once Kirishima finally introduced you two. Obviously this would make Kiri absolutely ecstatic, Bakugo’s his best friend and he always worried that his eventual s/o may not be able to get along with him, so he’s happy to see two of the most important people to him connecting :D

- Kirishima will love it if you draw something for him, you could literally draw anything you want and give it to him and he’d absolutely cherish it. He hangs up any drawings/pictues you give him on his dorm walls or frames them on his desk, he loves showing off how talented you are and looking at your art whenever he comes into his room!

- Kiri also likes watching horror movies with you :) He’s not into super intense ones, his limit would probably be at movies like Saw and similar ones, but he thinks slashers are fun and loves the dumb cheesy lines they usually have, and he’s willing to branch out a bit if there’s one you want to show him as long as it’s not too far out of his comfort zone! Horror movie nights are a very frequent date idea for the two of you lol, and he is not above hiding in your arms if he gets spooked by one of your movie picks

- Kirishima’s also very sentimental, he’s a sucker for even the smallest of things, so once the two of you eventually end up moving in together your shared home is just filled with mementos collected by both of you throughout the time the two of you have been dating

- Knowing that you’re sentimental gives Kiri some great gift ideas, though, he loves getting you scrapbooks filled with memories or writing super long, heartfelt messages in each card he makes you, knowing that you’ll want to keep and cherish it forever <3

- Kirishima’s also a huge spice guy, he’s the kind of guy who will purposefully buy the spiciest noodles in the store just for a fun little challenge. And he’ll happily have you join him on these adventures if you’re really into spicy foods and the two of you can chow down on ice cream together afterwards, but if you prefer more mild ones instead then he just heeps a stash of your favorite brand of hot noodles in his dorm for you to snack on so you don’t have to suffer through his meals with him lol

- I doubt Kiri’s the kind of person to be a huge stickler about bedtimes or curfews or anything, but he’s the kind of guy to usually be out by like, midnight to 1AM, so he doesn’t really understand how you can stay up so late lol. He may try to encourage you to come to bed with him a little earlier, both because he wants to make sure you’re getting enough sleep and because he likes cuddling with you when he falls asleep, but he won’t push it if you’d rather keep staying up late, he respects your right to make that decision and just asks you to come cuddle with him when you are ready for bed, even if he’s already sleeping :>

Song For Your Relationship:

Someone To You by BANNERS :)

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elaborating because i can and a couple people asked me to and we all know that all i need is a little encouragement to get me going

under the cut because i'm a grade-a yapper and this is going to be LONG. like super long. i've pulled up lyrics and songs and everything. <- your final warning

1. joel as sabrina

so no one really disagreed with me on this one and i don't think anyone will just because of the fact that he references her in his videos but like. i'm still going to talk about it because i want to and this is my blog and You Can't Stop Me!!!!!

if you don't know sabrina carpenter, basically just know that she's charismatic & confident & hilarious & gorgeous. plus like all of her songs are sooo him! they're fun and light and always a hit!!! but also can be scathing if they need to be!!!! her humour especially reminds me of him (as a character) because it's like ironic and self-aware but also flirty and silly but also a little twisted and a little mean. in particular i think that the cocky (not the word that describes it best but it's the only one i can think of) side of herself that she shows during her concerts reminds me a lot of joel with his whole "oh i'm so tall and handsome" bit he's got going on

literally like i don't know what more i can say to this. my dude has multiple of her songs in his playlist, he used espresso in his video, and also one of his tools on hermitcraft is named after a lyric. it's canon guys 🙏

songs that i think are the most him + specific lyrics:

espresso — i can't relate to desperation, my give-a-fucks are on vacation

read your mind — oh, i'll be laughing when you say that you really have changed, finally found your way, 'cuz i'm close to your face

tornado warnings — i deserve an hour in a week to focus on my thoughts, not so obsessed with yours i can't hear myself speak

lonesome — if i fall in love with all my problems, will they leave me too?

things i wish you said — nobody gets my jokes, everyone here thinks i'm fucking rude

bed chem — who's the cute boy with the white jacket and the thick accent?!

don't smile — don't smile 'cuz it happened, baby, cry because it's over

good graces — baby, you say you really like it, being mine, so let me give you some advice!

2. grian as taylor

okay this one is VERY personal to me. i am so unhealthily attached to him as taylor. you're probably thinking: but, nya, he literally canonically has an alter ego named after ariana grande! and i raise you this point: i simply do not care

all jokes obviously. i can see why people see him as ariana! especially in her new album, i've listened to it a lot, and i definitely can see some songs that remind me of his character - cough, cough, we can't be friends (wait for your love) - but i've got to say that ariana to me has always been scar (or maybe even a bit of jimmy? undecided) but that's a post for another time

now why i see grian as taylor! i have three main reasons for this actually. as an og swiftie and an og grian fan i may be a little bit biased but just. ignore that. thanks

first of all, i think that they're both kind of starting points, if you get what i mean. most hermitcraft/life series fans start with grian, and then eventually branch out to other creators. similarly, a lot of people listen to taylor swift/know her songs the best out of the genre she specializes in/within the audience her content is aimed towards

secondly, they're also both the most popular within their own branch, and i think they're both the type of artists/channels that you can enjoy without really being a Fan of. almost mainstream (? don't know if that's the term that would work for grian but you get my point). like you don't have to be a diehard grian fan to enjoy his videos, you can just decide one day to pick up one of them, watch it, then never think of it again. does that make sense?

third, i think they both have a lot of variety within their content. taylor's music ranges between emotions and styles, just like the videos that grian makes fluctuates in theme. he's on servers like hermitcraft, where we see him interact with other people and show off his building skills and just be silly. then he's in the life series, which is the total opposite, and then he was also in evo, which is also very different, and so on. his characterization also is very different from author to author, which is, of course, to be expected, but i haven't really seen other people in this particular fandom get characterized so differently to this degree. (it's not a bad thing!!!! i love it i think it's actually sooo fun & interesting that we can take this character and morph it into what we want. like most people don't even realize they're doing it you can only really pick up on it if you're looking for it)

songs that i think are the most him + specific lyrics:

castles crumbling — and you don't want to know me, i will just let you down

begin again — thinking all love ever does is break, and burn, and end

22 — happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time

call it what you want — and i know i make the same mistakes every time, bridges burn, i never learn, at least i did one thing right

the archer — 'cuz all of my enemies started out friends, help me hold on to you

don't blame me — for you, i would cross the line, i would waste my time, i would lose my mind

hoax — stood on the cliffside, screaming "give me a reason"

this is me trying — and my words shoot to kill when i'm mad, i have a lot of regrets about that

my tears ricochet — you know i didn't want to have to haunt you, but what a ghostly scene

mad woman — what did you think i'd say to that? does a scorpion sting when fighting back? they strike to kill, and you know i will

the prophecy — please, i've been on my knees, change the prophecy. don't want money, just someone who wants my company

3. jimmy as olivia

i'll be real with you, i have considerably less reasons for why i've chosen this. it relates a lot around his interactions with other characters instead of just him as a character + i've taken a few creative liberties here so. cut me someeee slack!

my main reason for this is that jimmy is just the epitome of teenage girl to me (just like olivia). that's probably a little bit of projection on my side because i, myself, am a teenage girl (which i don't know if many of you know? but yes i am a teenager) and jimmy's probably my favourite which leads to me kind of distorting his character a little. but. i don't know. something about the not being taken seriously, the refusal to give up, the insistence that this time will be different just hits me so hard/is relatable. not to get all serious on you

i will say this, though - while sabrina as joel was about both sabrina carpenter the person (or the person that the world knows) and also her music, i think for olivia as jimmy, it's mainly about the music. but you can also relate her relationships with other people (what we know of them, at least) to jimmy's with scott tango grian whatever. i think they do parallel each other pretty well, but, again, that's another post

i also think that jimmy's a lot more sour, not so much guts. olivia's first album revolves around that idea of heartbreak, jealousy, angst. i think his character usually revolves around themes like that. guts, olivia's second album, to me, is a little different. she's grown as a person, reflecting, and she's a lot more confident, too. it shows in her music. i think that jimmy (especially in the life series) is overall very, very sour coded, but then again, there are many songs on guts that definitely can be related to him too.

songs that i think are the most him + specific lyrics:

love is embarrassing — jesus, what was i even doing? 'cuz now it don't mean a thing, god, love's fucking embarrassing

ballad of a homeschooled girl — each time i step outside, it's social suicide

the grudge — i'm so tough when i'm alone, and i'll make you feel so guilty, and i fantasize about a time you're a little fucking sorry

teenage dream — when are all my excuses of "learning my lesson" gonna start to feel sad?

brutal — all i did was try my best, this the kind of thanks i get?

jealousy, jealousy — their win is not my loss, i know it's true but i can't help getting caught up in it all. comparison is killing me slowly

favourite crime — one heart broke, four hands bloody

1 step forward, 3 steps back — i hate that i give you power over that kind of stuff

THE END!!!!! i hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i enjoyed writing this and let me know your thoughts 🫶 always up for some debate!!!

if joel is sabrina carpenter coded (& he is trust) then grian is taylor and jimmy is olivia rodrigo. no i will not be taking criticism but i am fully willing to elaborate

[your-sweet-cookies]

1,3,5,6,15 for munday asks

More asks for Munday 🌻

1. So, Mun… how’s your drafts box/inbox looking?

Answer from Mun: Well, the inbox is pretty much deserted nowadays and the only things remaining are some old stuff I never got to answering cause they are drabble based stuff (maybe one day I will eventually get to them when I will have the inspiration and motivation to do so). These old stuff amount to about 17 asks. The drafts on the other hand, I think I have around 20+ stuff drafted, mostly rp meme prompts I collected over time, but again, due to the lack of activity on the blog and interactions from other blogs, I don't really have as much motivation to even post rp memes nowadays, given that I'll probably not get anything anyways.

3. What is your writing space like? What’s the vibe?

Answer from Mun: My writing space is my room. Pretty chill and comfy, surrounded by the things that make me feel good.

5. Mun has to say something nice about their muse.

Answer from Mun: Kukki has a very good heart, full of love and selflessness. She's the type that would always put her loved ones above her own self in terms of priorities.

6. Mun has to say something nice about themselves.

Answer from Mun: Hmm... Something nice about myself? Let me think... Maybe the fact that I am very tall? Whenever I tell people my height they tend to either compliment me (I was once called an Amazon, which was pretty cool) or they get jealous that I am soo tall. XD Only downside is that if I wear high heels, I tower over everyone around me and I risk hitting the doorframe. 😂💀

15. This one isn’t a question. I just want to show my love <3

Answer from Mun: Thank you very much for this sweet message! It really means a lot to me whenever I get messages of the sort, because it reminds me that people do care about me (I tend to be very insecure). I love you too and know that I'll always be there for you if you'll need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on! ;u;

[neonapocalypta]

Update/Where to find my other stuff

Hi there. Won't be too many of these, just want to lay down a few (good) things for what's moving forward.

1- Unless I've forgotten something, I've posted all of my old twitter threads I wanted saved!!! At this point I'm cross posting newer things I find worthy from my twitter to here.

2- That also mean less longer posts, as I keep most of that to my blog/website rn. Not to say these won't appear, just not in the cards. I have been considering posting some of the blogs here eventually. (If I still like them later. And they fit the vibe of this tumblr really well.)

3- I would like to make some more posts playing to the strengths of this site, but idk what I'd like to do. That's more of a thought.

4- Most of my web/writing plans this year is for fiction. (Posted to my site rn, if I post it at all.) So, I've been wondering if I should talk more abt writing on here. I do sometimes on my other socials, but this place isn't short enough to be tweets, isn't big enough to be a blog. (To my taste aesthetically.) At the end of the day I just do what I want. Full transparency, since I've rarely mentioned my fiction up till now.

5- As for writing itself I have a monthly story called simple carnivorous behavior I post on my neocities. There's some other ideas I'm working on... In the short term I'd like to get another short story out. I won't be posting work here, just links. I also try to get a blog post out once a month. (Try as in causal. This is just a hobby, no need to stress myself.) Maybe one day I'll make a blog or smth on why I post my "main stuff" there, but in short, html site cool.

6- General reminder: This tumblr will be tame, but if you go to my other socials sometimes I talk abt darker topics that isn't gonna be everyone's cup of tea. I'll do my best to give warnings when needed. This is more of a general reminder that this can happen. I feel the need to give a heads up since this tumblr page is probably my cleanest social. Don't expect anything wild though. I don't host any H accounts or anything like that. I just think it's fair to mention this.

7- My main socials are still twitter for shorter stuff and neocities for longer projects. If I need more room, itch.io. I usually spit ball more future plans on twit than I will here.

Anyway, if you took the time to read this, thank you. It was kind of long. Anyway, I did get higurashi (visual novel), so maybe I'll post some thoughts abt it. idk.

-Neon

[theflyingfeeling]

32 paired with 6 for the spring prompts with Olli/Joonas? 🥺👉👈💕

I could have picked the entire list ngl these prompts are all so cute?? ;-;

By now spring has turned into summer and so have the "spring" prompts, I hope you don't mind though! 😁 btw this is NOT the version I originally started writing for this prompt (became frustrated and anxious about the length of that one; maybe one day I'll finish it and you'll get to read it!), instead I'm giving you a glimpse of the AU for which I got inspiration from Dublin 🙊 (a bit of deets in the tags, but beware spoilers!). Maybe after posting this I can eventually push myself to write the whole AU 😅

Thank you so much everyone who sent in their spring prompt requests! Now on to the domestic prompts (finally!) 💕

You can find all the spring fluff in this tag on my blog 🌷

32. Farmer’s market AU: I keep buying your stuff and flirting with you

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06. Gardener and rich person AU (1986 words)

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There was a vase filled with roses on the bedside table that Joonas could not remember seeing there when he had gone to bed the night before. They were the kind he loved the most, out of all the different varieties of roses in the garden: dark red, almost black, with thorns that would definitely grate your skin to bloody scrapes if you weren’t careful enough (and Joonas was, ever since he fell into the bush when he was six years old).

Joonas stretched his long limbs but couldn’t quite make himself get out of bed just yet, even though he knew his half-brother would soon storm in and yank the velvet curtains on his window open. Joonas’ only hope was that Joel would be too sleep-deprived to care about him after having been wandering about the cemetery half the night again. 

(It seemed Joel thought Joonas wouldn’t hear his quiet steps echoing in the hallway in the dead of night, and Joonas felt too sorry for the man to bring up the topic himself.)

Eventually Joonas grew bored of wasting the morning in bed and set his bare feet on the soft rug by his bed. He yawned and flexed his arms above his head once more before he stood up and walked over to the window.

Pulling the curtains aside he couldn’t see much for a while, the sunbeams blinding his vision momentarily. Once his eyes had adjusted to the sudden light, he let his eyes wander on the yard that opened before him. From the fourth floor he had quite the view that reached to the farthest corners of the estate, but soon enough his eyes fixed on a small figure by the rose bushes.

A slow smile formed on Joonas lips as he observed the gardener focused on his work, occasionally stopping to wipe sweat off his forehead. Joonas could imagine the gardener’s curls sticking onto his temples and a layer of sweat glistening on his skin, perhaps even on his chest that would peek out from the collar of the gardener’s shirt.

Joonas picked one of the roses to bring it close to his nose. The smell reminded him of a particularly tropical night two days ago, when the temperature inside his chambers had rosen close to the nearly 30 degrees it had been all afternoon, and not only because of the heatwave they were currently experiencing.

He grinned and set the flower on the table while he found a white linen shirt to wear. Then he took the rose with him as he strolled across the room, stopping to grab one of his favourite hats from the rack by the door and headed to the stairway.

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Joonas made sure to make his arrival heard by the gardener so as not to startle him; it wouldn’t have been the first time the poor man would have dropped his pruning shears upon Joonas greeting him unannounced.

“Hi there,” Joonas said softly once the gardener had lifted his gaze from the roses in front of him.

“Good morning, my lord.”

“Olli,” Joonas frowned, “have I not told you to call me by my name? You know my father’s not here to scold you about it anymore.”

Since he’s been pushing up daisies for four weeks now.

“An old habit,” Olli pursed his lips. “Besides, the butler would not approve if I failed to address you accordingly.”

Joonas turned to look around himself exaggeratingly.

“Is dear old Santeri hiding somewhere in the bushes spying on us?”

“Shhhh, he might!” Olli giggled, with a melody more gay and clear than that of the robin’s song.

“Always knew he’s a little deviant,” Joonas said, just to make Olli laugh a little louder. Joonas bit his lip as Olli’s amusement revealed the gap between his front teeth, just another feature Joonas had always loved about this young man he had known since they were boys and Olli’s mother had been hired as the gardener to look after the perennials Joonas’ own mother had planted a long time ago. 

Eventually their laughter died and the garden fell quiet again, as quiet as it can on a summer afternoon with the birds tweeting above their heads and the wind rustling the leaves of the trees surrounding the estate.

“Well. I shall not distract you more than this,” Joonas sighed, a smile still lingering on his mouth. Then he took a few steps closer to Olli, took his own felt hat off his head and dropped it on top of Olli’s. “Don’t overwork yourself, love,” he winked.

He was already walking away when Olli’s voice called for him.

“Joonas?”

Joonas stopped and turned in the middle of the lawn, waiting for the gardener to go on.

“There’s, umm…a farmer’s market today. In town.”

“There is?” Joonas asked, as if he hadn’t noticed the advertisement falling out of Olli’s pocket the other night.

“And I will, of course, see to my work here in the garden first and foremost, but… I’ve been growing a little something of my own. In the servants’ yard.”

“Are we not paying you enough?” Joonas asked and immediately wanted to bite off his tongue; just last week he had discovered crumpled paperwork in his father’s drawer, a document of the staff’s wages being cut to barely above the minimum since the beginning of the new season. He doubted it was the only one of such measures in the past few years his old man had done in an effort to save the business his own father had once been so proud of.

“No, no, it’s not like that at all!” Olli hurried to correct him, a hint of panic in his eyes. “It’s just…nothing more but a stupid hobby. I’m sorry, my lord, forget about it.”

Olli’s eyes were directed to his shoes now, and Joonas already missed their dark shade. 

Slowly he walked back to Olli and stopped to almost touch the tips of his leather shoes to Olli’s beaten-up ones, covered with brown and green stains from soil and grass. He caressed the smooth skin of Olli’s jaw with his fingertips to make the gardener look him in the eyes.

“Of course you’ll go, Olli. And you’ll sell each and every little vine and herb you’ve grown.”

Joonas himself would make sure of that.

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“You see that curly-headed man over there?” Joonas whispered to a little girl and pointed towards Olli, tending to his seedlings nervously in his selling booth. “I want you to go and buy anything you want from him with these.” Then he pressed a few coins to the girl's small palm.

“Can I buy the pretty daisies and give them to mommy?” the girl asked with her eyes wide and glistening.

“Why don’t you buy them all and take some to granny as well?” Joonas smiled and slid a few more coins to the girl before sending her off.

He retreated behind a stand selling fresh bread and pies to watch how the girl skipped to Olli’s flower stall and pointed at the basket of pink, yellow and red flowers. When Olli picked up a few of them, the girl shook her head and handed him the money Joonas had given her. The surprise on Olli’s face was evident from how his mouth hung upen and how his eyes blinked a few times before he took the basket, tied a big pink ribbon on it and reached over the table to give it to the girl. Olli’s joyous smile was a mirror of the girls’ as she curtsied to the gardener and pranced along, possibly already picturing her mother’s delighted face upon seeing the basket and its contents.

Joonas observed Olli in his dumbfounded state before sauntering to his stall. Up close, Olli’s eyes gleamed even more brightly than Joonas had been able to see from his hideout.

“So! How’s business?” he asked casually and put his hands in his pocket where more coins waited to be wasted on pretty little flowers and whatever the dark green weeds next to them were.

“I am astounded, my lord.” Joonas winced at the title, but then he remembered they were in public, and even if the people of the town wouldn’t recognise Olli as one of his employees, they sure would frown upon a seemingly mere commoner calling the fresh owner of the Paradise Hotel by his first name.

“That so?”

“Earlier I sold a bunch of roses to a young man who wanted to surprise his sweetheart, and just now little Julia came and wanted to buy a whole basket of gerberas. This is beyond my wildest dreams!” Olli sighed and massaged his cheeks, perhaps to try and hide his excited blush but only ending up making his face even redder.

“I’m pleased to hear that, old friend,” Joonas said and made a mental note to thank the tavern keeper's son later for helping Joonas with his plan. “But I’m not surprised. These beautiful blossoms deserve every bit of recognition they get.”

“These are but shrubs…” Olli mumbled, smiling bashfully at the flowers.

“I mean it, Olli. You should hear how the guests at the hotel keep wondering about the garden at dinner. Some of them I’ve had to bribe out of offering you a job at theirs.”

Olli chuckled and shook his head.

“You expect me to believe that?”

“It’s true, every word!” Joonas argued, because it was; the famous rose garden was one of the main attractions of the whole estate, and on more than one occasion a guest had asked to meet the creator of such wonders. Quite selfishly Joonas had deprived them of the honour, however, as he hated those times when he spotted a vacationer having wandered to the garden and engaged Olli in a relaxed conversation. Joonas wasn’t a jealous type, per se, but he did intend to be the only one to make Olli’s bright laughter chime in the evening air, preferably inside his bedroom if he could help it. 

Olli shook his head again and opened his mouth to say something, but then Joonas saw his eyes move on to someone beside Joonas. 

“How much for the begonias?”

Joonas retreated to the side and let the new customer – this time not one of his own minions – to haggle over the prices of the orange flowers and fiddled with the few coins left in the bottom of his trouser pocket. A moment later they said goodbyes, the woman with an armful of begonias, Olli with a handful of cash and a satisfied smile on his face.

“See? People are practically ripping the flowers out of your hands!”

An attractive shade of pink spreading to his cheeks, Olli put the money carefully in a small purse he kept in the front pocket of his apron.

“Are you here just to mouth off or are you gonna buy something too?” Olli said with his voice low. He looked up at Joonas from under his brows and batted his long, dark eyelashes, making Joonas want to go back to the hotel and empty their already half-empty safe and give it all to Olli in exchange for the colourful plants spread on the table between them.

“Funny you should mention,” Joonas fished a few coins from his pocket. “What might I get with five shillings?”

Olli burst into laughter.

“Just five? Nothing but weeds, I’m afraid.” But before Joonas could put the money back from where he took it, Olli gestured him to lean in closer.

The gardener brought his lips close to Joonas’ ear so that Joonas could feel his breathing on his skin. Shivers of pleasure went down Joonas’ spine when Olli whispered in his ear:

“But perhaps we can come to an agreement of payment at, let’s say, ten o’clock tonight?”

Joonas licked his own lips in anticipation before answering.

“You’ve got yourself a deal, gardener.”