#i’m sad we lost you

[madebyteenagefury]

i, like many of you, read fanfiction. yes i have an ao3 account but i am not constantly logged in on the device i primarily read on. i save fics by keeping my tabs open and just coming back to them as a guest. i rarely leave comments because i feel like i should have something more to say than ‘love this!’ or ‘i stayed up all night reading this’ or ‘thank you so much for writing this’ i’m an artist too and so deeply value those analytical comments and i hold myself to that standard when it comes to leaving them myself. stupid i know.

but anyways if you’re like that, if you think oh just a ‘like this a lot!’ doesn’t mean much, i might as well not say it if it isn’t multiple paragraphs picking apart the fic, stop that i need you to stop that right now. i just saw a post talking about how this persons friend decided to stop updating their fic due to low engagement and it broke their heart. i went to reblog before i remembered, how many fics have i read as a guest, kudos but not commented on. comment, even as a guest, even if it’s just three words please comment. i was never as passionate about fic writing than i was drawing fanart but it’s the same way, low engagement discourages me from posting. i posted fics at some point too but i would be lying if i said low engagement wasn’t one of the reasons i stopped. and— im not saying to do it for the likes or track the numbers or whatever, people don’t typically share their work for those reasons but it certainly doesn’t hurt. i’m going to go through all of my saved tabs and comment, even something small. please do the same if you have time. it’s a privilege for us to be allowed to see these artists and writers works, let’s really show them.

[whatsjulietslastname]

DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DON’T WANT TO READ LIFE IS STRANGE DOUBLE EXPOSURE SPOILERS STOP READING THIS JUST SCROLL DO NOT READ THIS CMON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME AND FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS ON YOUR OWN SCROLL RIGHT NOW

so um. i am NOT buying this game. from the little i saw i can already tell how much of an out-of-character cash grab it is. also, pricefield broke up. i am SO done with this shit. they really should’ve left Max and Chloe’s story (because it’s THEIR story dude this whole thing is so dumb) alone. this is not respecting both endings. r.i.p. Chloe Price you would’ve hated this

[mumblesplash]

the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger

[legendofrhythm]

Had to make a small thing the same day I couldn’t not do it anyways THANK YOU SPLATOON 3 I LOVE YOU

[cha1cedony]

Finally working on White Lies. Who clapped

[dreadful-luck]

GGS TEAM PAST!!!

[mommyhorror]

😞thinking about Elliot page & Amanda bynes & Britney Spears & Shelley duvall & Jennette McCurdy

[spacespore]

HI TUMBLRR it’s me

[quietwingsinthesky]

what if Dean killed Charlie himself for helping Sam with the book of the damned instead of immediately telling Dean what was happening. what if he still told Sam it was his fault for putting Charlie in harm’s way (in this scenario, anywhere near Dean with the mark on him, despite her and Sam trying to remove said mark?) what if Dean had actually killed someone important to him who trusted him and loved him?

[cuteniaarts]

What a shame… you always had such beautiful hair

[cle-levanter]

i’m grieving channie’s room like it’s the death of one of my family members

[royasuka]

remembering with distraught when i got a pixie cut in college because i thought a girl i talked to in my class was cute with one and then next semester she walked into another class of mine on the first day and you could tell she realized i copied her

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

“You did not live in a house of horrors. I was raised to believe in hellfire; now that was bad!” Okay and impending global genocide of any culture that disagrees with your beliefs isn’t? Being raised mentally preparing to withstand torture at the hands of police in a “do it to Julia” situation isn’t? Being socially isolated from your peers on the grounds that they’re evil uneducated dumb worldly heathens controlled by Satan isn’t a bad thing? No. Those are all good things which every child should be taught in order to experience “the real life.”

The legitimate truth is that we are all in “the real life” right now and in “the real life,” the Governing Body is doing the very best they can to cover up the fact that they’re a cult by relaxing the cult’s rules in a futile attempt to prevent the prosecution in the numerous ONGOING child sexual abuse cases from handing their non-tight-pants-wearing asses to them. And the other legitimate truth is discovering this fact to be the legitimate truth while having to navigate a sea of lies and high school is extremely traumatizing, especially when you feel the need to take a hard stance against the cult to prevent others’ children — children like you — from befalling the same fate by dressing up as some miserable wretch who cooked and ate children, hoping the way you look and carry yourself and stare into the parents’ eyes will scare them away. And even more traumatizing is that your tactics worked; proving that you are just as bad and scary as your preexisting OCD made you out to be. Yes I did it to myself; but consider the reason why I felt so compelled to sacrifice the entirety of my mental health to sabotage you with what little tools I had. I wouldn’t have done it had I not had a very good reason, and my very good reason was that I was a child who loved children. You were trying to protect me and it was a sacrifice; but I was also trying to protect children. My endeavor is not — and was never — a selfish one. It is not that I don’t care about you; I only prioritize the class which is most oppressed, and you are not a part of it because you are adults. Your feelings, unfortunately, are expendable in my mission to end religious child labor. I will not support your corrupt religion to make you happy when I know what it’s done to others and to myself; it is wrong, and you are wrong for supporting it. I, as a paraprofessional, refuse to support a religion which hides the sexual abuse of children for its own gain. By law I am now a mandatory reporter; I must report child abuse when I see it under penalty of law. Therefore it stands to reason that I must report your cult from the top of every mountain for the entire inhabited earth to hear so they may not even take so much as one step in your direction. I am sorry if I seem like I hate you; if the fact that I reject your ideals of theological expectational fascism disturbs you so much, then maybe you need to re-evaluate your choices.

“Your actions affect others.” I know my actions affect others; I know how they affect others as well. You’re crushed and demoralized and suffering physically from all the emotional stress; I’ve likely dug you both early graves. I know what I’ve done and I can live with it — Not easily — but I am not defeated because I know I’m in the right, and have always been in the right. No. The real question is: Do you know how your actions are affecting others? In exquisite detail? Have you listened to the victims? Have you allowed yourself to hear both sides of the story with your human ears, not ones made of tin and thought-blocking strategies and “I had it worse than you” excuses? No? Then you’d better start because the key to healing yourself is to aid in the healing of others. We are all connected as one body; and I refuse to be a cancer cell. Sorry I’m aiding in your downfall but it’s got to happen at some point.

[monkee-mobile]

(apologies anyone who sees this for lamenting into the void again)

Keep Off My Grass got taken off of the internet archive and this is officially my destructive arc because that movie is preserved NOWHERE

no dvd release

no NOTHING

is it just me alone with my screen recordings of Twila my beloved and a few youtube videos?

[couthbbg]

sorry to randomly drop in your inbox like this but gossip is important and helps maintain a functioning society i feel so strongly about this!!!!

I love people randomly dropping into my inbox!!! Especially when they agree with me 😂😂 but literally like. how else am I supposed to know anything!!! for this situation I really feel like it’s a positivity/purity culture going too far 😭 like there’s a way to talk about people in our shared lives and the goings on without like being bullies or negative or ?? Idk ajsjs also . if people do genuinely morally reprehensible things I should be allowed to talk about how morally reprehensible they are without that in and of itself becoming the crime !!!!!!

[lesbiansanemi]

I don’t often think I’m upset at not having a good relationship with my parents but sometimes it really fucking hits me that I don’t have a good mom I don’t have a dad I’ll never experience having a good parent and someone I can lean on like that and I get… really upset