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i just got tumblr for the first time in my entire life recently and it’s funny watching people use tumblr specific memes or jokes in their tags that i don’t understand 💀💀
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not to bring tiktok drama on tumblr but like every time a ‘scandal’ comes out with one of these ‘production companies’ that make fan films i always hope we’re finally gonna discuss how they professionalize something that should be an hobbyist endeavor… and yet every single time i’m disappointed.
#like I know we’ve been talking about it here on tumblr and i remember seeing like one or two videos on tt about it#but other than that creators really don’t seem to be engaging critically with the impact that the very nature of what they’re doing has#and look i truly do love the art that some of the people involved in the project make#like arone is truly one of the most talented cosplayers i know#ethan is an amazing actor and I’ve followed him since before he was even in the marauders#dorian is a great writer and idk the others as well but I’m sure they are all great artists#((naming the just cause i feel like being vague would be worse in this case))#and i do believe they engaged with the project with the best of intentions#without knowing or trying to afford grace on past controversy#and it truly is a horrible predicament to have your work be tainted like that for something you had no control over#but like i do think we should be questioning the very idea of how this fanfilms have been made is inherently a problem#like fanfilms are essentially fanfiction on camera#so as long as a few cosplayers want to get together with their iphones write a script and shoot at the local park I don’t have a problem#but if you are putting in place a product that somehow requires you to fundraise consistently for two years then I have a problem with it#ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE SELLING THE SCRIPT TO DO SO#cause even if that script hadn’t been ai generated#that script is fanfiction and you do. not. sell. fanfiction.#seriously like… do we need to go over our abc again?#like fanart and cosplayers are a bit different in the sense that people sell fanart/do commissions and they can be professional cosplayers#but for any other fanmade project that requires you to put pen to paper (or keyboard to chatgpt ig)#you need to be engaging with several ethical questions regarding any exchange of money#and personally i don’t think that there’s been engagement with those ethical reflections#and this isn’t about any of the people involved and not even about mischief productions specifically#it’s about a wider issue in how we have been collectively normalizing a way of doing things that should not be normal#and like yes star using ai and being overall not good is bad but like can we talk about EVERYTHING ELSE please
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I don’t share much about my divorce on here, because I like to be private about such a traumatic experience, but one thing I can’t help wondering lately is if my ex was surprised by my reaction??
For years he’d been telling me he didn’t love me and wanted a divorce and I kept begging him to stay and promising to do better and staying quiet and letting him have his way. And when I finally had enough and said ok you win, we will divorce if that’s what you want, I didn’t go out quietly.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be sure it was the right reaction but I immediately stepped into a whole different role and took control. I guess I had been trying to control the outcome of our marriage (keeping it together) and when I saw that wouldn’t work I just switched to the new outcome, so I guess in hindsight, I didn’t really change. But I was the one who posted a very brief non detailed post on Facebook that said we were splitting up, I called a lawyer, I took action to divvy up the stuff, i moved to my aunt’s house, I made sure I got my assets, I started a claim against him, etc etc. I didn’t go blabbing to the whole neighbourhood WHY, but they did know it happened.
I just got the sense that he was sort of caught off guard that the woman who had just been doing everything he said a week before was now doing nothing that he wanted, except granting him a divorce. Like I think he just wanted it all to fade to obscurity. A quiet divorce, no one needs to know, we go our separate ways and never speak again. If anyone asks we just sort of avoid the question or say we grew apart or something dumb and untrue.
But maybe that’s just my perception and a little bit of pride for finally sticking up for myself.
#my life#wow that was way more personal than I usually post#anywho#it’s late I’m tired and thinking about how I’ve grown#in the future will need to work on my desire to control outcomes#though idk how I’m going to move past that desire after that disastrous outcome#but I was just so mad he wanted to just let it slide away like he didn’t just destroy anc upend my whole life!!#I am doing so so so much better now#but these random thoughts come back sometimes#this post tells you more about the breakdown of the relationship than the general population of my community did#but this is tumblr which is my diary with friends
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thought i was just going to do a brief expansion on my thoughts from the other night since im still stuck at work today and instead am in the process of 6+ page essay, so i guess i had more to say than i’d thought
#N posts stuff#my mom says i write like a freak bc i put two lines of text inside the one printed line on the page#but idk what to tell you i just work better that way. otherwise there’s too much negative space or the letters are Too Big#so admittedly i’m not sure how many ‘normal person’ pages i’m on at this point but whatever#i’ve barely broken into talking about s3 so. lot longer than i meant to go i think lol#gonna get uploaded onto my neocities when it’s finished though it’s 100% too long to be a tumblr post#edit: rounding off at 10 pages…… oops!! but hopefully i’ll try to get it uploaded by tonight if anyone is looking forward to it
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no i’m not normal no i don’t claim to be (^ from my camera roll btw . mental illness or whatever idgaf i will always love bad bitches i will never apologize for that)
#YORU FROM GOKURAKUGAI THEME FOR SUNCHARIOT LET’S GOOOOOO 🗣️#will be re-reading / reading the manga tomorrow <3 i was gonna use another yoru icon but this one now works best in terms of showing up#anyways i’m also REALLY happy w my theme on this blog! i was getting so much grief not being able to find the right Theme but alas :’)#goth!geto you always got me… user momoshouu… you ALWAYS got me.#BUT ON TO SOMETHING ELSE.#y’all… the amount of technical difficulties that tumblr gave me today needs to be studied and LOGGED#NOT SHOWING ME MOOT’S RB OF TAGS ON MY POST. NOT ALLOWING ME TO POST. GIVING ME SPAM NOTIFS. NOT SHOWING COMMENTS.#AND THEN NOT LETTING ME POST??? GLITCHING THE WHOLE DAY??? WHAT THE FUCK#anyways :3 whatever i just had to get that out there . did you know they literally GLITCHED when i first made this post and i lost my tags#it was all so earnest too so now you’re just getting annoyed kairo :3 but we move#it’s just upsetting bc i feel like i rarely see moots on the dash and idk if they see me either </3 hopefully tech difficulties can stop 🫵🏼#BUT ANYWAYS! i think i’m getting into the groove of self-discipline for writing (hopefully)#gonna abide by what i said earlier today and delete those docs and start BRAND NEW FRESH ! 30 day deadline baby#feeling a bit sleepy now though hehe it’s time for honk shoo mimimi time methinks#i hope everyone had a wonderful night and a wonderful morning and a wonderful day#am patting you all on the head even if you don’t see this :3#because of timezones and how tumblr has it out for me y’all just might not BUT it’s okay it’s the thought that counts :3#AND I’M EATING CREPES ON MONDAY HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#okie bye love you mwah :3#personal
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quickly guys while there’s still time before new years i have a resolution i can’t keep drawing gabriel i need to draw ANYONE at this point. 3 more slots!
#what in hell is bad#whb#idk how this will work#i’m not a tumblr person#but please comment and i’ll probably tag you when i’m all finished!#unless you don’t want to be tagged just lmk
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How is it that I’ve gotten better
But it made me worse?
Reduced anxiety
Made me unreliable
Always late and under performs
Still anxious
But not enough to try
Why is it I can’t seem to change?
Not in the ways that matter
Perpetually stuck at step one
Problem identified, now what?
Who am I to think
That I could be better?
As if waiting around
Would change me as a person
What am I supposed to be doing?
Where do I begin?
#I’ve been frustrated with my self as a person lately#recognizing all these problems but also not putting in the effort to change#i’ve been struggling at work to perform simple tasks#and it’s honestly partly related to the fact that I am just not trying#I have enough self-awareness to recognize it and all it really does. It’s just make me hate myself.#I keep thinking that if I wait around long enough I’ll snap out of it and start putting an effort to change#i’m also falling back into old habits#self h@rm#is creeping back into my life again#and it feel both unwelcome but also so missed#I want to change but idk how#original poetry#poets of tumblr#poem#spilled ink
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This blog would have thrived peak of season 5’s release
#im starting to think the fandom’s dying down again#I’m starting to see less posts lately and less ppl interacting in the fandom#but idk#anyways but I’ve just been contemplating lately how little I feel connected with other ppl in the fandom#Ik that sounds weird I don’t mean it to be lol#I just feel like it’s hard to find ppl with the same takes as me or into tdp for the same reasons#I feel like the number of viravos fans have depleted and particularly a huge portion of viren fans have disappeared entirely from tumblr#but like any time I find another viren fan and tdp critical person they always turn out to be huge dark magic defenders and I’m just not#if what I’m getting at is that the fandom already feels so small it’s hard to find the nicher sides of it yk#like I haven’t come across a single person who actually understands typology and is a fan of tdp and that sucks for me#I’m such an introvert that I can’t handle being on social media for too long without feeling drained socially#that I’ve just been storing up my own thoughts and feelings on the show in my own little bubble that I haven’t seen anyone else share#but I just don’t have the energy to be the one to start sharing#I’ve been working on a video essay on tdp for awhile and I’ve always wanted to be a commentary youtuber since forever#I didn’t think that despite knowing exactly what to say and how to edit and whatever I still wouldn’t feel as up to finishing it#it’s not about motivation I just feel weirdly isolated in the fandom like anytime I complain about viren’s arc I’m yelling into a void#I’m not worried about having different takes or feelings and I’m not willing to compromise them just cuz they’re unpopular#I think a lot of ppl assumed that under my lack of understanding of rayllum rant post#I’m worried about not actually having a fandom to share those takes or feelings with
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Smh.
first of all I can’t tell if I have the right to be mad about something
second of all, I seriously don’t know what to say. About so many things. But rn I’m just idk I can’t rlly breathe lololol everyone keeps arguing with me, and as time goes on it’s hurting my heart sm. Like it can’t stop beating and it feels oddly reminiscent of the incident in 2018. I also can’t get ppl to care sm lol? Idk everything feels so strange rn. And to top it off, donna. Donna Donna Donna. I give up yk ? Truly give up. Everywhere I go, she’s there. She is with every mutual I befriend. Why?????!!:$382@:/‘ literally why. I’m so unpopular. Nobody knows me. Yet you find a way to one of the only people who do. What? You’re gonna take the other friend I have away from me? Aren’t you done with freaking **** aka fruitloops? Istg I literally cannot breathe anymore. You took the most important one now she’s always ignoring me. Now you’re taking my second bestie. Ik how pathetic this sounds. How bad I’m getting worked up over some dumb girl online. But to what end? LITERALLT when can I have my own friend that doesn’t get stolen. Please, I genuinely cannot breathe like this anymore. I can’t keep crying every day like this I shouldn’t be crying every day. This is so unfair. BEYOND unfair… I had over 1k followers yet nobody rlly gave a damn yk …. Yet I think she might have less since she just started yet she has so so so so so many people who ACTUALLY interact with her. Please. Can’t I have one person? One singular person. You’re literally gonna be the reason I off myself atp. because not only is she taking those friends away, I feel like nobody is talking to me that much anymore to begin with in general. Not to mention that I’m quite literally very suicidal rn so this makes things literally fatal atp. I literally do not know what to do anymore. I should just accept it I’ll be nothing compared to her. Fuck I’m literally gonna throw up.
#The more ppl I talk to the more I realise how I talk#Or how my brain strings ideas together is super stupid that hurts cause that’s probably what everyone was talking about all those years why#They probably maybe find me a bit weird ? Idrk. The reason I’m so upset is cause I don’t think my I can change how my brain functions like#How it strings ideas#I thought it was a silly thing which I did like cause it adds spontaneity or so I thought. It seems from ppls reactions it’s bothersome#What if give to be nornal#It’s just how my brain works idk how to fix that to make it be normal#Dora daily#i hate tumblr I hate it I hate it I hate it so much#in fact I hate all social media#Every social media platform is horrifying to me#i literally never want to talk to a person ever again. But I keep failing that too#and I want to stop being annoying about my likes yet I also keep failing at that as well#im a freaking failure every way you put it
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#lee’s bullshit#literally ignore this im just using tumblr as my personal acne terror feedback loop for another minute#I have a derm appt tmrw w a new person and im j so scared they’re going to put me on accutane#like it’s very evident that since coming back from school my skin has looked Considerably Worse and it’s very disheartening#and my mom and sister are both advocating for accutane since it worked well in the end for my sister to clear hers up#but like. I’m genuinely terrified abt the side effects esp the mental ones bc almost everyone I’ve asked was like yeah I was way unstable#while on it. And tbh I don’t need to add more instability and depression into the brain slop when it’s just finally started working well.#and like it’s just so intense on your body as well like idk.#she also was saying it in such a shitty way I guess. Like ‘oh since ur not an athlete it won’t be as bad’ ‘ur not in the sun like me’#k im working outside in the sun on my feet for two months of the summer. what.#‘the aches won’t be as bad’ i already have chronic scoliosis pain. I don’t need to add more into that.#it’s just shitty.#but also like I was looking through old photos to see if I could track progress and 1 idk if I rlly could it’s hard I take bad photos and#2 it’s been bad since college started !#like all of my pre first year photos ?? skin is so clear. even in covid w my mask acne it looked so much better than it does now.#so it’s also disheartening to see how good it was vs is now.#and I do wish it was better obviously like im not happy w it. but also it isn’t worth all of that.#just frustrating you know. im still kinda surprised how good it was. so annoying.#like literally first move in day i noticed the jaw acne appearing and its not rlly there before then ? so idk what the deal is man. :(#anyway :( will update tmrw post appt
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got tumblr to be annoying, hi
#here to be autistic about my interests#like dunmeshi#or one piece#games#hi#i’m not a tumblr person idk how this works#bladie blog
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and now welcome back to another episode of skate gets a new account and immediately panics and regrets everything (he will be fine after a nap) (hopefully)
#this is me saying I got a discord. technically#It’s on my computer instead of my phone. which isn’t permanent but still SUCKS#I won’t be able to see notifications unless my computer is turned on#so until I get the app on my phone. please be patient if I’m not online a lot or respond to messages#text post#skate anxiously rambles in the tags#idk how well this is gonna work out so if you need to message me personally. keep doing it on tumblr. easier for me to see
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You guys do not appreciate Gaz enough so I’m here to sell him to you
this shit is important so yall better read
I truly don’t understand the lack of Gaz love -
ok well
I do at some level
I think the argument usually levied against his character id that he’s boring
but beautifully stated by tumblr user mockerycrow in their character analysis of him
CHARACTERS DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE A TRAGIC BACKSTORY TO BE INTERESTING CHARACTERS
press keep reading to fall in love with Gaz
Who is Gaz?
I’m going to start out with who Gaz is as a character
morality
Gaz is someone who has a strong sense of morality and struggles with the balance between doing the right thing and doing the morally right thing, there’s this debate between long-term morality and situational morality that Gaz struggles with
look im maybe not the most linguistically talented person on earth so im just gonna throw in a few quotes which i think gives Gaz
Gaz is someone who admist chaos and war is trying his best, trying his best to be a good person, to be reliable and to do the right thing
if thays not lovable idk what is
relationship to price
ok so i think this aspect of Gaz’s character is what people tend to focus on
and as much as the omg price’s son shit is cute i think he’s become a vehicle for people to emphasise price’s daddy factor (which like dont get me wrong keep up the good work)
but i think theres so much more to that
i forgot who wrote this but someone said something about Gaz trying to follow in impossibly large footsteps and i think thats so accurate
going back to Gaz’s struggle with morality there’s so much untapped potential in the idea that his idol, may not be an amazing person, having to come to grips with the idea that Price, his role model can look at a woman and child as interrogation leverage is something that i think people need to look into more
OK so now
Untapped Potential
so here are somethings which i
idk if this is like the correct phrasing
headcannon? idk i just think these are parts of Gaz’s character which could be rlly interesting to explore
ahem
yes Gaz is a good guy, but that doesn’t make him passive Gaz has shown moments of anger, like in the interrogation with the butcher when he lunges at him or when him and price first meet
i think the fact that Gaz is so calm and collected but has these moments are cracks in the facade he creates
i believe personally he has a lot of repressed anger whether it be at the world, at himself, at his captain hes an angry dude hes just better at keeping it under wraps
and i know we don’t really have many details on his backstory but cmon there’s no way u sign up for a job like this and don’t have any issues whatsoever
i think this quote is so good for this because he’s harnessed his anger, it’s what makes him good at his job, a knife, a weapon
i think another interesting concept for Gaz is guilt
the fact that he cares about whats right and wrong how does he feel going to sleep at night? do these things haunt him? is he irredeemable?
i think its like that one quote “the dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesn’t. My guilt does not purify me.”
Final Thoughts
anyways guys thanks for coming to my ted talk
i know this was really messy but i just want to encourage some Gaz love because i think he’s a really interesting complex character who we just need to dig a little deeper into
i hope this incites some more gaz love
THANK YOU 😳
#kyle gaz garrick#gaz#kyle garrick#gaz garrick#kyle gaz x reader#kyle gaz garrick x reader#call of duty#cod#call of duty modern warfare#cod mwf2#mwf#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#john price#cod mwii#gaz cod#ghost cod#price cod
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Smug-a-Saurian(s)
Pairings: Various Genshin Men x Isekai'd!Reader
Summary: After the failed tour of Natlan, you decided to return to Natlan to complete the tour! However, you end up bringing something back to the abode. Was it intentional? No. Do you plan on letting it happen? Sort of, but you knew better.
Note: This is a spin-off mini-fic of The Nation of War fanfic! I was going to write something longer, but due to my impending night shift for work (tomorrow), I was not able to. My brain has been in shambles the entire week due to work preparations and the passing of Liam Payne (my 11-year-old self is incredibly heartbroken and in tears). Idk how my new work schedule is going to impact my updates, but we'll have to wait and see :< Anyway! I don't post anywhere else but on Tumblr (Genshinluvr), Ko-Fi (also Genshinluvr/Aaliah_exo), and AO3 (Aaliah_exo).
Warnings: I wrote this with a lot going on in my head, so this fic is most definitely ass 🥲
Word Count: 3k
It’s a peaceful day at the abode, and everyone is lounging in the estate, keeping to themselves and occasionally chatting with one another. It’s a quarter to eleven in the morning, and yet the others haven’t seen you at all today. Your bedroom is vacant, and your shoes aren’t on the shoe rack close to the front door, so it’s safe to assume that you’re currently out and about somewhere in Teyvat. Do they know where you’re at? Not really, but they assume it’s Natlan since Mualani and Kachina wanted to hang out with you today.
“Who gets up that early to hang out with people?” Itto mumbles, waddling into the living room with a dramatic sigh. “I miss my Onikabuto booboo bear!” He pouts, plopping on the couch beside a mildly miffed Scaramouche.
“If I had to deal with you every day, I would leave to hang out with other people at the ass crack of dawn, too,” Scaramouche grumbles, crossing his arms over his chest.
Itto and Scaramouche glare at one another while Ayato sighs, rubbing the bridge of his nose. Footsteps echo throughout the estate as Gorou walks down the stairs, rubbing the back of his head. The tension once present in the living room evaporates as the men wait for Gorou to speak.
About ten minutes ago— it’s probably less than that— Gorou volunteered to check your room to see if there’s a way to pinpoint when you left the estate. The men have nothing against you leaving the estate and abode whenever you want, but you leaving the abode at an ungodly time is something you would never do (unless you have something really important to do, like having to show up to the Akademiya to prepare for your research presentation).
Thoma stands up, approaching Gorou anxiously. “So? Did you find anything?”
Gorou sighs, propping his hands on his hips. “Their bed is moderately warm, so that means [Y/N] didn’t leave the estate at the crack of dawn. However…” Gorou trails off, stroking his chin. “That makes me wonder how they were able to leave the abode undetected.”
Again, the men aren’t against you leaving the estate and abode alone. You have as much freedom as any other person on Teyvat. What they’re concerned about is your safety— totally not because they’re clingy and want to be around you 24/7! However, they can’t really speak on Zhongli and Neuvillette’s behalf, considering the two men became quite clingy (well, even clingier than usual) after the unsuccessful tour around the Nation of War.
Paimon sighs, rolling her eyes. “Don’t worry about them! I’m sure they’re fine somewhere! If you guys are worried, why not communicate your worries with them? Isn’t that how relationships work?” Paimon asks, propping her hands on her hips as she bobs up and down in the air.
Everyone in the room nods, agreeing with Paimon. While they could communicate their worries to you, they don’t want to put any pressure on you after voicing their concerns. Plus, what’s there to worry about? You’re hanging out with your new friends! It’s not like you’re going to be smuggling a wild animal back to the abode or doing some illegal activities while on Teyvat, right?
Meanwhile…
You stand outside the teapot, debating on what you’re going to do with an army of issues before you. You bite your nails and glance at the teapot, then at the Saurian Whelps standing before you, staring at you expectantly. You’re so fucked. You went to Natlan to hang out with Mualani and Kachina to complete the tour of Natlan— of course, Kinich and Ajaw did show up for the first thirty minutes, but they left because Ajaw was being a little shithead that Kinich had to leave earlier than planned.
After hanging out with Kachina and Mualani, you head back to where the teapot is resting. Dakarai is the one to walk you back to the abode because he’s an absolute sweetheart and was eager to spend some extra time with you after not seeing you for who knows how long. However, on your way back to the teapot with Dakarai, you and the Tepetlisaur Whelp failed to notice certain creatures following from a safe distance. When you notice them, it is already too late to try to outrun them because you and Dakarai are surrounded by Saurian Whelps. Dakarai stands before you, curiously inspecting the other Saurians surrounding both of you.
“I don’t think I can bring you guys with me,” you say, tapping your feet on the ground as you try to remain strong in the face of Saurian Whelps.
The Tepetlisaur Whelp tilts its head, gazing at you curiously. You can see a visible question mark appearing above its head. You sigh, rubbing your temples. You’re trying your best to hold in your squeals. The Saurian Whelps are too cute, but at the same time, you cannot bring them into the abode. Saurians are from Natlan, and you don’t know if they can survive in an environment that isn’t Natlan. But how can you not bring them back to the abode with you!? Look at their little faces! They’re literally giving you the puppy dog eyes, almost as if they’re begging you to take them with you!
You turn to look at Dakarai— Aether and Paimon’s Tepetlisaur Whelp companion. “What do I do, Dakarai? I can’t bring them back because I don’t think the abode is a suitable environment for them.”
Dakarai roars in response.
You shake your head. “I don’t know if the abode is suitable for you either, Dakarai. But I guess we won’t know unless we try, right?”
Dakarai roars again in response, flailing his arms around cutely. You hold back a squeal and pat Dakarai’s head instead, hoping that’ll stop you from wanting to bring him into a tight hug. The other Saurians around you and Dakarai roar and whine in response, almost as if they’re demanding you to give them attention.
The Yumkasaur Whelp hops toward you, tilting its head to the side with a questioning gaze. “?”
You shut your eyes and turn around, hoping that will make you become invisible to the eyes of the Saurian Whelps (it doesn’t). Surely, you can enter the abode without the Saurians trying to go with you, right?
The warm sun of Natlan beams down at you, heating the back of your head the longer you have your back facing the Saurian Whelps. If only Mualani, Kachina, and Kinich were here with you, then maybe they could lure the Saurians away. Unfortunately, it’s you against the world and the Saurian Whelps. Of course, Dakarai is with you, but you’re sure that he wants to come along with you to the abode.
“Fuck it!” Without thinking, you touch the teapot with your eyes closed, not wanting to see the outcome of what you just did.
When you’re finally in the abode, you open your eyes to see the beautiful estate where you and your beloveds reside. You nearly sigh in relief, glad that you’re finally home and can finally take a nap after who knows how long you’ve been gone. You stretch as you walk to the front door of the estate, listening to the birds chirping in the distance.
Just as you reach for the doorknob, the door swings open, and you come face-to-face with Diluc, who sighs in relief when you two make eye contact. Without hesitating, Diluc pulls you into his arms and buries his face into your hair.
“Welcome home, angel. We’ve been worried about you,” Diluc whispers into your hair, tightening his arms around you.
You peek at Diluc, wrapping your arms around him. “Sorry for worrying you and everyone else. I was in Natlan completing the tour with Mualani and Kachina!” You say, pulling away from the hug. “Kinich and Ajaw were also there, but they left early because Ajaw was being mean.” You scratch the back of your head.
You and Diluc walk into the estate, where the others are waiting for you. The minute twenty-seven pairs of eyes land on you, everyone stands up and nearly lunges at you. The first person to get to you is, of course, Childe. The man has his arms wrapped around your shoulders, rubbing his cheek up against yours.
“Snookums!!! I haven’t seen you at all today, and this is how you greet me!?” Childe exclaims, pouting at you.
You pat Childe’s head, letting him cling to you. “I didn’t even get to greet you today, Childe. In fact, I barely entered the living room, and you’re already on me.” You reply, poking his cheek.
After coaxing Childe to release you from his iron grip, Childe reluctantly releases you after guiding you to the couch. Zhongli walks over to you, handing you a cup of tea. You mouthed a ‘thank you’ to Zhongli before taking a sip of the warm drink.
Heizou sits across from you, bouncing his right leg with excitement as he leans forward. “So? How was Natlan? Did you see anything cool or interesting there?” His gorgeous eyes shimmer with curiosity.
You nod, taking another sip of your tea as Neuvillette holds out a plate of macaroons toward you. You take a pink macaroon from the plate and take a bite of the sweet treat. Now that you think about it… you didn’t have breakfast before leaving for Natlan— nor did you eat anything while in Natlan. Then again, you didn’t feel hungry because you were so focused on exploring the new region with your new friends.
You eating one macaroon ended up being the entire plate of macaroons. Neuvillette looks almost horrified as he watches you scarf down the sweet treats within five minutes. Wriothesley chuckles and pats your head, watching you happily sip your tea afterward.
“You’re quite hungry, aren’t you? Don’t tell me your tour guides didn’t take you out to eat,” Wriothesley teases, wiping the crumb from the corner of your mouth with his thumb.
You lick your lips and press your lips into a thin line before answering, “They didn’t, but that’s because I was so engrossed in wanting to explore the region that I completely forgot about needing to eat. But! But… I wasn’t feeling hungry at that time.”
Xiao suddenly appears beside you, his eyebrows furrowing. “You didn’t see that Kinich person, did you? I don’t like him,” Xiao states, crossing his arms over his chest before turning his head away from you.
You blink at Xiao, unsure of how to answer him. You technically did see Kinich, but again, it was only for a brief moment because of Ajaw’s lack of behavior.
“Kinich and Ajaw were at the tour, but they left early! It was just me, Mualani, and Kachina! Oh! And Dakarai!” You reply, nodding.
Xiao huffs, still not pleased to hear your response. Ever since the day of the failed tour around Natlan, Xiao has been voicing his distaste for Kinich’s relic companion. More so, the relic’s unnecessary and rude comments are aimed at you. If Ajaw isn’t making fun of you, he’s making fun of the men and their taste in a partner— or the lack of taste. You appreciate the men coming to your defense, but Ajaw’s comment doesn’t hurt you as much as it should. The relic reminds you of a younger sibling who loves roasting their siblings. Or the spoiled youngest child who gets what they want no matter what— that is what Ajaw reminds you of.
“Anyway, I’m finally home now, and we can relax in the living room together!” You say, placing the half-empty teacup on the coffee table.
You lean back on the couch and yawn; the urge to take a nap is slowly taking over. Before Childe can get the chance to have you snuggle up against him, Lyney tugs you in his direction and has you resting your head on his chest. Childe grumbles, shooting a glare in Lyney’s direction, only to receive a shit-eating grin from him.
Tighnari and Gorou’s ears twitch at a strange sound. The two men lock gazes, not saying a word. Everyone in the room is migrating to where you’re sitting while both Tighnari and Gorou remain standing in their spots. Gorou points at the entrance, wordlessly asking if Tighnari heard the same thing as he did. Tighnari nods, confirming Gorou’s suspicion.
You peek from Lyney’s chest, rubbing your eyes with the heel of your hand. “Tighnari? Gorou? Are you guys okay?”
Gorou and Tighnari stare at you. Tighnari smiles and nods. “Yes, we’re okay! But do you guys hear that?”
Everyone falls silent, trying to listen for whatever Tighnari and Gorou supposedly heard. Coming from the entrance of the estate, if you listen closely, you can hear faint scratching. It’s almost like something is trying to burrow into the floor of the estate but is unable to. Then, the sound of a familiar roar snaps you out of your sleepy haze. You sit up, looking around frantically at everyone in the room.
“Oh, no. Don’t tell me…” you trail off, getting up from the couch and making your way to the front door.
Dainsleif raises his eyebrows at you. “[Y/N]... do you have something you want to tell us?”
You nervously laugh, “I have no idea what you guys are implying.”
It’s a lie. You actually do know what they’re implying, but you’re really hoping that whatever you assume is trying to burrow under the estate is the complete opposite of what you’re actively trying to avoid.
Before you can reach the door, Al Haitham wraps his arms around your waist while Kaveh walks to the door to see what the commotion is. When the door swings wide open, all you see is a small army of Saurian Whelps at the entrance.
“Dear Archons…” you whisper, covering your mouth.
Kaveh looks at you with wide eyes. “Did you smuggle Saurian Whelps into the abode!?” He demands, crossing his arms over his chest. “Is that why you were out in Natlan for so long?!”
Al Haitham leans over and stares at your face for a moment. You can’t help but feel like a specimen being examined by scientists with the way Al Haitham’s looking at you. Archons, you can just die right now.
Al Haitham sighs, shaking his head. “Given their facial expression, I highly doubt they smuggled Saurians into the abode. However, it seems like [Y/N] was very aware of the Saurian Whelps following them to the abode.”
You hear a small roar coming from the entrance. Your head perks up, and you see Dakarai at the entrance. When making eye contact with you, Dakarai shakes with excitement and waves at you before barreling past Kaveh and toward you.
“Dakarai! It’s good to see you again!” Paimon exclaims happily, waving at the Tepetlisaur Whelp.
After seeing Dakarai enter the estate with ease, the other Saurian Whelps follow not long after. The Saurian Whelps surround you and Al Haitham, roaring and mewing with excitement. You go limp in Al Haitham’s arms, sighing in defeat.
So much for returning to the abode without the Saurians coming along; it’s not like you’re against the Saurians becoming residents of the beautiful abode that you share with the loves of your life. However, the people who do mind are your beloveds, and seeing the looks on their faces is concerning.
The majority of them look baffled, and then there’s Zhongli and Neuvillette. While they’re both masters of masking their emotions (most of the time), you can see slight annoyance on their faces. The once clear sunny skies of the abode have quickly turned to a dark gray sky with thunder crackling in the distance.
Kaeya snorts, shaking his head. “Perhaps [Y/N] wanting to complete this tour around Natlan is another excuse for them to see the Saurian Whelps,” Kaeya teases, pinching your cheeks with a smirk.
Zhongli pinches the bridge of his nose. “We need to have a serious conversation about smuggling creatures into the abode, dearest. While I understand that is not your intention, you still manage to unintentionally bring a wild animal to the estate.”
You open your mouth to protest, but seeing the looks on other people’s faces makes you shut your mouth. The thunder in the distance grows louder and louder with each passing minute. You look at Neuvillette, who casually tucks his hair behind his ears, trying to act nonchalant about the entire situation.
You squeak, “Neuvillette?”
Neuvillette clears his throat. “I agree with Zhongli. We need to have a serious conversation about this situation. While it’s not your intention to bring back fifteen wild Saurian Whelps to the abode, they are here illegally.”
Oh, shit. For once, Neuvillette isn’t calling Zhongli Deus Auri. You’re fucked. You’re going to get scolded by Zhongli and Neuvillette for unintentionally smuggling Saurians into the abode. The Saurian Whelps whimper, huddling close to you while shivering with fear the longer Zhongli and Neuvillette furrow their eyebrows.
You raise an index finger. “Before you guys scold me for something I didn’t do intentionally… can we pretty please keep the Saurian Whelps? Maybe we can get a license? I don’t know how it works in Natlan, but I can do my research, and then maybe, just maybe, we can let them live in the abode?”
The glares you receive from Zhongli and Neuvillette are bone-chilling, sending shivers down your spine. You sigh in defeat, pouting. You slowly turn to the Saurian Whelps, trying not to melt under the puppy dog eyes the Saurian Whelps are giving you. So much for trying to convince your beloveds to let you keep Saurians in the abode.
“If I can’t have Saurian Whelps in the abode, then can we have Ajaw instead?” You joke.
“Absolutely not.”
“Are you crazy?”
You pat the top of Dakarai’s head as he continues to examine his surroundings. If you can’t have an army of Saurian Whelps in the abode, will they make an exception for Dakarai? After all, he is Aether and Paimon’s Saurian companion.
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Practicing,,, realism,,, ? idrk what to call it,? Coz it’s not exactly realistic but whatever whatever, idk how I feel about them but I’m posting them anyways. Uerhm I’m sorry I’m so sniper scout brained guy, I can’t help it guys I swear.
I can’t get them out of my head,,, been writing some stuffs for them that I should clean up and upload online mayhaps.. I literally have no idea why I like them so much, how tf do I explain to a normal person I like to ship two 27 year old guys from a almost 20 year old game??? Save me white boys..
If anyone else is doing the artfight let me know.. I would like to draw your characters :D. I’ve already done two attacks so far I’m just having trouble finding people to attack eurhm I’m just Aristotle on artfight if u follow me I will follow back,
I thought I would share one of the attacks I did, for my siblings characters Atlas (right) and Wesley (left) (@fruiitcake on tumblr and bluumei on insta and AF (look at his characters they are super cool go attack them!!!)) eurhm yah I think that is all I have going on for me.. been working more hours at my work and am also currently posting from my work,
#tf2#team fortress 2#my art#tf2 sniper#tf2 scout#tf2 fanart#sniperscout#speeding bullet#artfight#holy fart I wanna go home already and draw…
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*♡∞:。.。 ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ? ~ 18+ ˚₊·➳❥ PILE 1 -3◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡
PILE 1 ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡
(this pile was long af, tumblr wouldn’t let me paste everything so hopefully you guys can read this well! i’m sorry!)
PILE 2 ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡
PILE 3 ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡
(rest of pile 3-sorry for how the messages came out in your pile but you needed to hear this, just to be aware and not fall for facades)
well we got someone here who don’t wanna play games with you, take you home, rub you down, pamper you, explore your body, making love to every part of your body, watching your movements and where your sweet spots are, this person isn’t one to fuck around, they’re serious about you, do you guys like licking ears or like the nibbling of ears, making the other person shiver, tingles down their spine, this person doesn’t want to rush anything, like they love to be in the moment, aware and mindful of what they’re doing to you, dirty talk is here so i feel like this person would just want to be up in your ear about what yall got going on if u know what i mean lol, verbal communication during sex is another way to stay present as well, this pile is all about being more present and aware of what you’re doing, not staying in your head, maybe your person will see that you get anxious and overwhelmed so they take their time and feel you out literally haha, but they’re just watching you paying attention to how you’re feeling, idk why the fuck i heard ushers confessions song so maybe someone here who you’re dealing with wants to open up to you in the bedroom, like sex is a good way for them to get their emotions out, talking you through it, so intense but just like the whispering sweet nothings back to one another and being vocal with each other. now i’m going to get some messages to see what’s truly going on here (use ur discernment, at the end of the day i don’t really know your story so just place it where it fits :) )
★strive- i have grown up since our last encounter, i have been working on myself to be the better person whom you can feel proud of.
♥︎divine timing- we are on the journey and the divine dance on the soul plane, it will manifest into the physical world in perfect divine timing, all we have to do is trust and have faith that all will work out beautifully.
★promise- i wish you knew just how special you are to me, it kills me not to be able to tell you, you amaze me with your compassion and kindness through this time apart, i promise i will make things right between us.
(i feel like for this newer person to come in you’ll have to purge, let go of, and just walk away from the toxic energy, im sorry for how short y’all’s pile is, choose another one IF you feel called to it)
sex on fire, do i make you nervous, on my mind
˖◛⁺⑅♡Lᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ♡⑅⁺◛˖ thank you for clicking on my post and giving me a chance to read for you, i’ll post my pile 4-6 later but here’s the top three for now since tumblr has their limits haha ˖◛⁺⑅♡Lᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ♡⑅⁺◛˖
✨4-6 available 💫
#18+ pac#18+ tarot#18+ pick a card#pick a card#black tarot readers#feistyvirghoe#tarot readings#oracle reading#pac reading
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