#Or how my brain strings ideas together is super stupid that hurts cause that’s probably what everyone was talking about all those years why

[kavehater]

Smh.

first of all I can’t tell if I have the right to be mad about something

second of all, I seriously don’t know what to say. About so many things. But rn I’m just idk I can’t rlly breathe lololol everyone keeps arguing with me, and as time goes on it’s hurting my heart sm. Like it can’t stop beating and it feels oddly reminiscent of the incident in 2018. I also can’t get ppl to care sm lol? Idk everything feels so strange rn. And to top it off, donna. Donna Donna Donna. I give up yk ? Truly give up. Everywhere I go, she’s there. She is with every mutual I befriend. Why?????!!:$382@:/‘ literally why. I’m so unpopular. Nobody knows me. Yet you find a way to one of the only people who do. What? You’re gonna take the other friend I have away from me? Aren’t you done with freaking **** aka fruitloops? Istg I literally cannot breathe anymore. You took the most important one now she’s always ignoring me. Now you’re taking my second bestie. Ik how pathetic this sounds. How bad I’m getting worked up over some dumb girl online. But to what end? LITERALLT when can I have my own friend that doesn’t get stolen. Please, I genuinely cannot breathe like this anymore. I can’t keep crying every day like this I shouldn’t be crying every day. This is so unfair. BEYOND unfair… I had over 1k followers yet nobody rlly gave a damn yk …. Yet I think she might have less since she just started yet she has so so so so so many people who ACTUALLY interact with her. Please. Can’t I have one person? One singular person. You’re literally gonna be the reason I off myself atp. because not only is she taking those friends away, I feel like nobody is talking to me that much anymore to begin with in general. Not to mention that I’m quite literally very suicidal rn so this makes things literally fatal atp. I literally do not know what to do anymore. I should just accept it I’ll be nothing compared to her. Fuck I’m literally gonna throw up.