#i’m mentally ill. extremely
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glennronglenn au where they knew each other before glenn ever met morgan. ron and glenn being outcasts together in middle school glenn convincing ron to get in on his laser pointer business the business succeeding. ron covering for glenn and grabbing his homework because “homework is important, glenn, you can’t be a businessman without doing your homework” and “ron, i don’t need homework, i’m gonna be a famous rockstar someday” and “okay, glenn, but ms. steele still assigned these problems for tuesday and i really don’t understand them, can you help?” goes to “oh for sure dude”.
ron and glenn in high school. “glenn, nikki millers asked me to the dance this friday, do you think i should go?” “nik— wait, what did you tell her?” “i told her i had to ask you first.” “ron.” “glenn.” “ron if you wanna go to the dance with her you should.” (glenn wants to go with ron ron who is kind and thoughtful and tries his best. ron who is a hard worker and practical thinker.) (nikki millers asked ron as a joke. when he showed up to the dance they pointed and laughed. glenn found ron crying in a bush three hours later.)
ron becoming curious about weed and trying it in college. maybe with glenn: ron feels safe and comfortable and not at all in control of himself and that’s kinda awful but at least glenn is there. glenn will make sure he’s okay. and maybe without glenn: glenn never went to college, so ron tries it with people who don’t care as much. ron does too much and greens out and throws up and when someone finally asks if he’s okay, should they call someone for him all he can croak is “glenn”.
ron and glenn being each other’s only family. only children with dead parents who were also only children. “no blood relatives left, buddy, just you and me.” they attend each other’s father’s funerals. glenn stands stoically next to ron through bill’s funeral; ron sobs in glenn’s arms through willy’s.
best friends glenn and ron who realize that while they may make other friends (mostly glenn. mostly glenn making other friends) they will always be a home to each other. they will always have someone in their corner, someone to pick them up when they get too drunk, someone to hold them while they cry. someone to cheer for them, someone to pour them orange juice.
“ron, i… met this girl? her uh. her name is morgan. she’s pretty, uh. well. i think i might see her again?” “oh! okay, glenn. are we still good for thursday?” “well duh.”
“glenn how do you meet women.” “like. dating apps?” “hmm…”
(glenn and ron who will always come back to each other ron and glenn who love each other. glenn and ron and morgan going to shows, morgan introducing ron to noise muffling cuffs. ron and glenn and samantha having lunch, samantha and glenn riffing off each other like old pals since they first met. ron telling samantha about morgan in the dead of night “she was so good for him, sammy, she made him so happy. i’m worried he’ll never be that happy again it’s been so long i just want him to be—”)
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Batman: The Knight is good but in my heart I know that Bruce Wayne was all of about 14 years old when he went off on his world training adventure.
Because if Bruce was running around chasing dangerous and morally dubious people before his voice even dropped, begging them to teach him, it makes a lot more sense why he’d see a grieving, angry little Dick Grayson years later and think yes, the ethical and normal thing to do here is to teach the boy to fight myself and give him his own costume.
#Bruce would’ve been an extremely bright little boy far in advance from his peers#that in addition to grief mental illness and neurodivergency would’ve heavily isolated him#his ‘middle school years’ were probably miserable is what I’m saying#bad enough that when he tells Alfred he’s leaving Gotham to go to school in Europe he believes him#only for Alfrd to get a letter months later explaining that actually Bruce is somewhere in Korea now and not to come looking because#if he’s exposed Bruce will lose his head before Alfred is even close to getting him back#Batman#Bruce Wayne#headcanon#not really
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I skip all Hiccstrid scenes in Rtte because buffstrid is not canon💔
#am i mentally ill?#maybe#but do I also possess the power to redraw Hiccstrid scenes with buffstrid#yes#I do#hiccup#Astrid#hiccup x astrid#biblically accurate hiccstrid#hiccstrid#buffstrid#httyd#Rtte#shit post#I wish I was joking#I’ve fried my brain to the point where I just cannot watch them#and if I’m being honest a lot of the Hiccstrid scenes are kind of hard to watch anyway😭#don’t get me wrong I absolutely love the ship#however#they make me kringe#yes kringe with a k#because the normal ‘cringe’ word is used too often and too negatively just to insult people having fun#So I’m using kringe and hoping it doesn’t already mean something extremely offensive#okay I googled it it’s fine#I am now dubbing ‘kringe’ to be a friendlier version of ‘cringe’ and only to be used in a situation where you are expressing your opinion -#-and not directly insulting someone else just because they’re a little different#what the fuck was I originally on about#oh yeah I kind of find canon Hiccstrid kringe#hot take mayhaps?#idk my opinion man🤗
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Whump Prompt
Caretaker is obsessive about a recovering Whumpee, to the point that it makes them physically uncomfortable and seize up whenever Whumpee gets close with other people. But Caretaker really cares about Whumpee so they try their hardest to not let this actually influence Whumpee’s recovery and connections.
Do they succeed? Does Whumpee ever notice Caretaker’s inner struggle? Does it create a rift in their friendship, making Caretaker distance themselves from the unknowing Whumpee, before they hurt them?
Does Caretaker snap and become a restricting Whumper to their friend?
#yes this is about my disorders#but i’m being so brave about it#i don’t want to impact my friends ever but god sometimes it makes me want to cry#and there’s nothing i can do about it because anything else would be Extremely Toxic#i guess i’m heading towards a low again and that’s not even something meds can fully prevent#obsessive caretaker#caretaker turned whumper#recovering whumpee#mental illness whump#whump prompt#whumpee and caretaker#honey's writing
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Guys…….if Toshinori had to choose between Izuku and the world…do you think…could he? Do you think he would simply refuse to make such a choice? Would he try to rationalize it with what Izuku would want? Would he be the one to speak with Inko? Would he try to argue the other side to Katsuki and the others, despite how hollow the words feel? Do you think he’d pray it was him instead or if he could somehow be given the mercy of going alongside his boy instead of being forced to live a single day without him? Do you think—
#I’m extremely mentally ill today#im sorry folks#mha#yagi toshinori#izuku midoriya#dad might#dadmight#posting on Twitter too cause I need to spread chaos
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MAAAAN THESE SUKUNA ANALYSES... THEY'RE SO GOOD... I've always related to him super hard just on first readings as a trans disabled person who is an ambulatory wheelchair user. I'm incredibly violent and confrontational, too. If I could just fuckin kill the people who dehumanize me constantly, I mean... that kind of power is tempting! The way you read him is so satisfying to my brain, and it definitely makes sense in the text as well. Overall I'm just really happy to see somebody managing to put into words what I subconsciously grasped the first time I watched and read JJK. I was literally internally like "omg omg omg they put it into words!! omg!!!" the entire time I've been reading these posts. I can't wait to see what other analysis posts you've made and if there's other stuff for fandoms I enjoy. Thanks a lot for what you do! People like me appreciate it so much.
Oh thank goodnesss you feel this way. Everytime I post always I think of this image.
Thank you for confirming I'm still at secret esoteric knowledge.
Sukuna is very cathartic for me as a character in that way too. He basically gets to act out where I would restrain myself.
It’s funny that you mention you’re trans. At the risk of tipping the scale to mental illness, I think Sukuna is a very gender character. I find his refusal to introduce himself very relatable. He just kind of lets everyone call him whatever. The only time he ever identifies himself is when not doing so could put in his life in danger.
That’s it. “I’m the Fallen/Disgraced One”. I don’t believe he ever refers to himself as a man either. He just uses a masculine speaking style.
I also like how he doesn’t seem to care about being associated with feminine things. The marketing leans into this for some reason, pairing him up with Hello Kitty, which I think is great.
He projects this “I’m too strong to care about gender” aura I’m obsessed with. It might stem from his dehumanization as well. Both himself and other people are not really sure if he’s a curse or a human, so why on earth would he outwardly identify as man? It's not like curses have genders to begin with.
But the moment anyone tries to concretely observe him, like Mahito or Yuji touching his soul, he flips out. That really captures the vibe of “acknowledge my existence, but do not perceive me.” And if you find that relatable you should read Umineko.
Sukuna is on the border of everything, so he reads like an allegory for multiple minority groups all at once.
He’s masculine in his presentation, but isn’t considered human enough to be called a man. That’s very trans of him.
He’s extremely ablebodied at a glance, but his abnormal features make normal day to day life a constant battle. That’s very invisibly disabled of him.
He may be Japanese by blood, but he’s deemed a monster and pushed out from society for not meeting certain physical features. That’s very biracial of him.
#cactus yaps?#JJK as a whole is extremely gender. But saying that aloud makes me feel insane.#This is also why I refuse to use pronouns with Kenjaku. Any gender interpretation of Kenjaku is correct.#That’s why I hate cis people’s obsession with Kenjaku’s original body. Functionally it doesn’t matter.#Kenjaku can be literally any gender and the story validates it in some way.#Kenjaku is genderfluid/genderless because of all the body swapping? Valid.#Kenjaku is a man because of the violently misogynistic disregard for women’s bodies and preference for male vessels? Valid.#Kenjaku is a woman because of the yonic imagery and pregnancy obsession and nurse Kenny? Valid.#But the second anyone claims those things ''prove'' the sex of Kenjaku’s OG body? I’m biting you.#This also annoys me about Tengen who literally turns the reader and goes ''I no longer have a gender.''#People still assign a binary gender to them because their otherwise androgynous human form has long hair and the granny comment.#Enbies just say stuff like that. ''I’m secretly an old man.'' <Words of a creature I know.#Oh and my bestie who is a man will be like ''My gender is also granny.''#Don’t get me started on Uraume either.#Now that I think about Sukuna being a group of 3 dubiously gendered people and being cis makes no sense.#<The scale has tipped into mental illness.#asks#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna
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so obsessed with the inherently self-destructive nature of claire dearing. everything she does will ruin her but she cannot feel fulfilled otherwise. she WILL run a soul sucking park that steals her away from all friends and family while slowly corrupting her morals. she WILL put her own life in danger on multiple levels to atone for the guilt of running that park. she WILL dance with death every day if it means saving one dinosaur from the exploitative fates she feels she’s doomed them to. she cannot escape the urge to willingly walk into the fire because that is what she has built herself on doing
#jurassic world#claire dearing#basically she’s extremely suicidal is what I’m saying#she has 73 mental illnesses and is banned in most public spaces
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so clark and bryce were definitely flirting with each other at every single cornhole competition they went to right
#and bryce was SUPER normal about it#i feel like they both absolutely knew their feelings were requited it’s just that they’re a fucking mess#anyway first pibe drawing :]#i am Not particularly good at art but i did my best and i think it’s cute#yes the proportions are weird we don’t need to talk about it#i’m not 100% satisfied with it but i’m tired of looking at it so it’s fine#also it physically pains me to use their canon names instead of cole (clark) and graham (bryce)#which are the names i gave them due to already being extremely mentally ill about zach and jess characters named clark and brian#but obviously that would not make any sense to anyone but me and my girlfriend#anyway. i luv them#play it by ear#pibe#cornhole in one#zach reino#ross bryant#dropout#mine#art#my art
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Maybe a deep cut but does ANYONE else remember when there was an animated SCP foundation series in the works by a bunch of Tumblr users focused on the doctors specifically?
It was around the mid-late 2010s, not sure exactly what years. It never ended up happening ofc but there was a lot put together; scripts and voice actors and animation clips. It had a pretty big following before it was cancelled. It had a softer/more cute art style.
If you were involved in the creation of it please please reach out to me. Ik it was abandoned but I was friends with several of the people involved with making it and I would like to reconnect.
(Please reblog— I’m attempting to find my old friends)
#scp foundation#scp fandom#scp#I’m mainly asking because I was friends with the creator#and a bunch of other ppl involved#but I cut contact at some point because I was extremely mentally ill and like 16#and I’m feeling nostalgic#pls reach out if you were in any way involved
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ooc: to the people who only interact with my mentally ill posts (*cough* @fukuzawa-armeddaddyagency *cough*) i want you to know that im not as ill as i seem 🫶🎀
#(sorry for the tag i just couldn’t stop giggling over this)#i swear you only interact when i post smth concerning 😭🫶#like i love all interact don’t get me wrong- makes me very happy#but still i promise im not extremely mentally ill 🫶🫶#i can actually usually guess whether or not you’ll interact with a post and 9/10 i’m correct 😭
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were all just mentally ill about rei and i love it lmaooo
Yeah lmfaoooo like. Gosh dang. I think it’s just us three Rei fans against the world atp 😭🙏
#polar’s asks#edgymcfries#answered#I frankly don’t mind. and honestly with my busyness from school. it’s nice to be able to read these thoughts. or think about the silly yk#deeply poignant or philosophical thought. and it’s about Rei lmfao you know? like it’s nice to be able to apply any skills of analysis from#English class and apply it I guess#like hubris—and Volo. his ‘tragic flaw’ his pride taken to the extreme. causing such a disturbance that he goes against the gods themselves#A mere mortal playing God HIMSELF! that Arceus sends off some random kid to take care of. volo’s foil. (idk if Rei truly is that since it’s#been a moment since I’ve played pla. shushhhh). and how Rei was the very thing (as mentioned before by pecha) protecting their world from#utter destruction and ruin—being replaced by a better world. but who’s to say this would’ve even been ‘better’ who’s to say it wasn’t an#excellent excuse for Volo to have a power trip#manipulating the anger and frustrated emotions of giritna and the small instability the world was in. etc etc etc. there’s so much to be#said about these characters…#AND YET…. I can’t focus on getting started on Oedipus the king notes 😭🙏#so yeah. a weeeeee bit mentally ill. apologies for the late reply btw…. I twas napping. also sorry for yapping in the tags. I’m mentally ill
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I can feel more grey hairs growing. Not rly but I have like 3. I thought I had toothpaste on my hair when I first saw it.
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I don’t know who needs to hear this, but never have children in a desperate attempt to save your life or relationship!! If things are going badly now, it’s not gonna magically improve with children! You’re bringing in & passing on your issues to small humans who didn’t even ask to be here & don’t deserve this! STOP!
#I’m tired of immature people having kids for no other reason#than selfish gain#or a woman’s desperation over a trash man who doesn’t love her#These people end up being extremely abusive#To the point of giving the kids a semi truck load of mental illnesses#And then wonder why they’re abandoned in a home somewhere#child abuse#child neglect#bad parenting#my thoughts#healing inner child#mental health
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Ich bin ein Engel mit drei Paar Flügeln.
I imagine myself as me after my surgeries and being on T, with a little bit of muscle. White angelic outfit - photos below - and depending on the vibe of the song I‘m listening to, I envision my wings gracefully turning a light gray to deep black, feathers floating in the air around me as my eyes turn pure white, and I begin to float as if in a trance. I continue to hold onto my sword if I‘m holding it in this daydream. But not always with long sleeves, my outfit remains white even when my wings are not.
And here is what I mean by the three sets of wings - a Seraphim angel.
I imagine me as a warrior of God who turns into a fallen angel when he gets a little too reckless with his sword when angry and kills quite a few humans, but he desperately wants to be good again and he feels immense regret for what he did, so he is on a journey to regain his place next to God‘s throne. But part of him isn’t sure if he truly regrets what he did to those humans.
#god#spiritual#I’m extremely extremely high rn and it shows#angelic#seraphim#delusional#daydreaming#i am god#i am an angel#warrior of god#fallen angel#i am cringe but i am free#gods rise and fall#they‘re only gods after all#my true self#mentally ill#does this count as an alter?#i‘m highly suspicious I have did
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I’m so Normal
i’m literally having a fucking crisis. Idk what defines an “episode” but I’ve been playing miss wanna die by jubiphonic for the past 30 minutes on repeat and crying and that’s all I’m going to state
Lmao
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being rapid-cycling bipolar means that i can’t sleep at night because i’m hypomanic but then cry my eyes out because the order i made for the steam deck i’ve been waiting to get for years got cancelled and now i’ll have to pay full price because my company just stopped having them out of nowhere. thanks, obama
#just rambling#please don’t take that thanks obama literally i’m just old and that’s a joke millennials made for years#no seriously guys i’m at work trying not to cry i was SO EXCITED#i’ve been talking about it for days#i’m literally so upset rn my eyes are not letting me see#am i dramatic as fuck? yes#do other people have intensely worse problems? also yes#that doesn’t stop me from being very extremely upset tho#low key reminding myself that i’m allowed to be sad even though my problems aren’t always that terrible#mental illness lmao#mine
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