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comphyjost · 14 days ago

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#i’m crying into my drink rn #I CANT EVEN DRINK #this is water #this is sad #erik johnson #colorado avalanche #philadelphia flyers

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burningthetree · 1 month ago

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hey google how to watch musicals without crying

#post concert depression is even worse with musicals istg #here I am drinking coffee out of my new Les mis mug reading through my Les mis brochure listening to my Les mis CD #and I’m crying #les miserables #les mis #istg I’m in a chokehold I’m going insane and I live alone so there’s no one to talk to rn #so tumblr void it is

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a-seaofsound · 7 days ago

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#GUYS!!!#I made it to a year of no contact!!!! :’)#are you proud of me?!#holy shit does it feel good #still miss him but I deserve so much better #and I want better #I went out and had a drink with my friend #having girl friends that are so genuine and supportive has helped me a lot through this #and ofc my one bestie on here that I can turn to for anything 🥹#I’m sappy and emotional rn #but happy that I made it this far #last year at this time I was so heartbroken and couldn’t stop crying #a year later I feel so much lighter and better

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royalthorned · 2 months ago

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film bro regulus who will stand up and leave the room every movie night he has. someone puts on a tarantino film and he books an uber

#he’s me #i cannot sit through another fast and furious i’m sorry #this is a cry for help #i need my three girl party to watch 17 movies and drink 3 bottles of wine with RN #regulus black #rab #marauders #marauders headcannons #hp #harry potter

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in-tua-deep · 2 months ago

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The thing about my mum is that she is extremely powerful and can just clean for hours without break, which is decisively not how I function

I’m moving into a new place and she has been helping and the way I have been dealing with this is declaring loudly every so often that it is time for my union break

#my posts #cleaning #help me #on my mandated union break rn after scrubbing grout #my mum is like ‘oh we can just do one room let’s do the kitchen’#and then suddenly we are lining every draw and cupboard #mopping and spraying hydrogen peroxide on the ground and scrubbing grout #shifting the massive amount of stuff from my mums garage that was full of hyper specific kitchen tools #and I am laying on the wet soapy floor crying because I’m not built to just go from job to job to job #I already broke a wine glass by accident 😭#I don’t even drink wine !!

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bibleofficial · 3 months ago

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i literally have the pigeon corpse in my freezer

#stream #like #girl what do i do !!!!!!!!!!!#i want to taxidermy him 💔💔💔#give him the honor he deserved in life that he wasn’t allowed to achieve #i’m still so devastated it rly did break me #i’m going to go feed the birdys bc i’m at my old flat rn shitting #bc i need to go across town & move other shit too but still #i’m still so upset like 😭😭😭😭😭#I WISH I WAS ABLE TO SAVE HIM #i just feel like i could’ve done more maybe i should’ve had him euthanized when the vets offered but i didn’t want to bc i was hoping he’d #be able to pull through but he didn’t & im afraid he was in so much pain when he passed #but he was in a comfy box w my sheets literally they were the same sheets i was sleeping on deadass i flew up the stairs & just pulled them #off the bed asap to put him somewhere warm & soft & he was doing alright #but i gave him water - he refused to eat - he was drinking and then i let him chill again but when i returned w more stuff he was gone #i’m still so upset #i’m not allowed to cry #anyway

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cinnamonphile · 2 months ago

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#i am so depressed i cannot keep going like this #i can’t say this on twitter and my journal is across the room so!! rambling here it is!!#it sucks that you can do everything right during the day—drink lots of water; go on a walk; chat with friends; etc.#but night hits and suddenly it’s just you #and there’s subzero actual advice for ways to cope with that #like i want to be dead so bad i am so sick of having anxiety attacks and trying not to throw up because i’m crying so hard #:(#this sucks so bad #and i’m not sleepy at all because it’s only 10pm so i’m just stuck here not wanting to do anything #i just want to stop crying and i miss my mom #but part of why i’m doing so bad is because i’m broke and i don’t have the money to go home or go on a solo trip or anything #and i can’t even say i wish i was home rn bc my apt is my home and i don’t have childhood home or room at my mom’s place…#i need a win so bad #…good lord

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cielachela · 2 months ago

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i’m ending my life i can’t do ts anymore

#daniel ricciardo #vcarb when i catch you vcarb #never drinking another red bull #i’m tweaking so hard rn #and so what if i fell to my knees crying in class?

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steviescrystals · 7 months ago

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i seriously need to get a new job and start making money again asap bc i cannot keep living at home much longer it’s driving me insane

(wrote an entire essay in the tags without meaning to oops)

#i feel so isolated from everything bc i’m not in school rn but all my friends are and 90% of the ones who are in state go to the same school #so they’re all in the same town and here i am 45 minutes away #i never get invited to anything bc 1) my friends all tend to make plans really last minute #and 2) if we want to go out and drink - which we usually do bc that’s the stage of life we’re in rn - i’d have to stay the night with #someone bc i absolutely cannot afford a 45 minute uber home and most of my friends don’t like staying over / having people stay over #so i have basically no social life and it’s only gotten worse in the past couple months since i got laid off from my main job #not only did i love that job but i loved my coworkers and work was pretty much the only time i left the house and interacted with people #and without that job i can’t even do the little solo things i used to do to cheer myself up like go see a movie #or even just go for a long drive bc i’m broke (as in i have $17 in cash to my name and am like $1000 in debt rn)#so all i do is rot in bed all day and apply for jobs that i’m overqualified for yet still don’t get hired #i barely even leave my room bc i avoid my family which just makes me feel guilty bc i love my family #but they get on my nerves so easily and most of the conversations i have with my mom end in her lecturing me about something and me crying #and on top of everything it’s just straight up embarrassing to be unemployed and completely directionless about college and living at home #logically i know i’m still very young and it’s common to live at home when you’re 20 but literally none of my friends do #i had a couple friends who lived at home for the first 2 years after high school and went to community college but by now they’ve moved out #and they’re all at universities and either graduating this year or next year meanwhile the earliest i could possibly graduate is in 2 years #i should be finishing my junior year rn but i’ve only completed my freshman year #i hated the school i was at and planned on transferring sophomore year but long story short that didn’t work out #even longer story short i ended up doing a semester each at 2 different community colleges and failed all my classes both times #and took 2 semesters off so now i’m a full 2 years behind and even though my freshman year was miserable #i’m starting to wish i stayed at that school anyway bc at least i would be at a university and accomplishing something #plus theres a huge difference between staying at home for a couple years after high school then moving out later #vs living on your own right away then having to move back home after you’ve already experienced having your own space #and on top of everything i have an older sister who’s a literal genius and graduated last year #and a younger sister who just finished her freshman year at the school i hated but she loves it and got perfect grades and made friends #so they’re both thriving and here i am living with my mom and my 13 year old brother and just completely failing at everything #i’m just so miserable and obviously moving out again and going back to school wouldn’t magically fix everything #but at least i would feel like my life was going somewhere and i wasn’t getting left behind by everyone i know #i just have no idea how to move forward and i feel like ever since high school not a single thing has gone the way i wanted it to #vent

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jocelynships · 11 months ago

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Lmao I’m having a night and I’m over it all 🥲

#Joce.vent #mainly in the tags #I bumped into one the servers and caused her to drop all the drinks she was carrying and they went fucking everywhere #no one was hurt dw but the glasses all shattered and the floor got soaked with all sorts of beverages #and despite no one being upset at me #I still feel like a massive screw up and I’m crying in the restroom rn #I just want the next three hours to pass by as quickly as possible I don’t wanna be here anymore #the new year is off to a rocky start with my mental health and I’m just. over it #lmao my f/os would probably think I’m a dumbass who screws shit up all the time #sorry. just in a mood #idk if anything would help I’m just venting

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seventh-district · 2 years ago

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CW: mention of gun violence (in a nightmare. not IRL)

i know for a fact that my period makes me more apt to cry over things because i can have a vivid nightmare about getting randomly gunned down while waiting in line to pick up a pizza then wake up and not shed a tear but when i’m on my period i can have one (1) bad dream about my father yelling at me and i wake up and promptly begin full-on sobbing into my pillow

#cw gun mention #cw gun violence #cw nightmares #cw menstruation #cw periods #Seven.txt #Seven’s Public Diary #anyways i gave myself a headache from the crying so that’s cool #what’s ironic is that while i was laying there feeling all sad and pathetic i suddenly thought of the Reader x Moon oneshot i wrote #uhhh what was it called i can’t think straight rn #‘when i’ve got no one else’ or smthn like that #and i started crying even harder LMAO #alright it’s midnight-thirty i need to drink some water and go back to sleep #everything’s fine i’m just Stressed™️ right now and yesterday was a long and draining day #i’m almost grateful for my periods making me more emotional actually bc it’s like. easier to just cry and let it all out. y’know?#i used to despise that part of menstruation cause it made me feel weak but you know what? fuck it #maybe sometimes we need to let ourselves feel weak. maybe the inability to let ourselves be vulnerable is actually the thing to hate #being weak sometimes is important in a way #if you can’t let yourself break down sometimes you will like. explode or something. maybe not physically but. emotionally. mentally.#constantly being strong and/or dead inside will hurt you in the end. you gotta be soft and vulnerable every so often. me thinks #okay enough midnight thoughts GOODNIGHT my everything is sore and hurting so i am gonna stop talking now and go back to sleep

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starlooove · 1 month ago

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It’s so weird to automatically understand the psychological reason behind what ur doing

#making jokes with my dad about drinking next year #and misplacing my phone right after #so know I’m ripping off all my nails wiping off my makeup and kind of putting myself back in a child’s place el oh el #and the punishment is less to myself about the misplacement it’s more the immediate waterworks bc of a comment made under his breath #but also some bitterness like they kept asking #me to walk through my day and stuff and u coulrnt #i couldn’t remember and they were like u were just there #like here’s what I remember i remember when I told u 3 years ago I’m pretty sure I had real genuine gaps in memory and u said ok #like i remember crying to u about how I missed an entire day and couldn’t remember anything and u said I was being extreme cause u asked if #i had breakfast and I said probably.#that’s what I remember #‘i had to buy everything twice’ why #and there’s obviously the automatic reach for control duh #i have a hard time maneuvering nails bc it’s a Toss up between dysphoria and general irritation #so like It was a difficult time with them on s #so it’s taking back control by the action of removing the nails and the freedom I have after and assuring myself it won’t happen again #phone was misplaced bc it was difficult to fit in purse while in bathroom #so now that that’s not a factor #and knowing that none of it REALLY helps since the issue is quite literally I just misplaced a phone and it’s not that serious #but it is s personal failure or whatver #guys however weird u think I am online I promise I’m more high strung and smothering towards myself irl #like this is a crisis over a phone #and being halfway through like. being nicer to myself #it’s like recognizing all of this but not being able not to do it without crying like a child #and now that Im typing this I think this has to do without how much I freaked out about showering or whatever. anyways #the pain of the nails being ripped is a factor but I don’t feel like deep diving rn tbh

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wherethewaterstarts-andyouend · 3 months ago

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#diini rambles #currently wrapped in a king sized blanket I got a couple months ago #it’s actually very comfy #its cool enough to use it tonight and honestly giving like winter vibes #also had a vanilla chai earlier so this is just full on winter 2022 vibes for me rn lol #school started last week and feeling a bit overwhelmed about this semester ngl #I will be found cry at some point in the future #just ignore me pls #I just need to get over it #give me some tough love and I’ll be fine #just saw a typo and I’m not fixing that #mayybbeee I’m tired #also currently slowly developing a caffeine addiction #I’ve started making expresso and it’s been fun #pretty much make double shots for my sister and I everyday (she has a full on caffeine addiction but hey it limited how many energy drinks #she consumes in a day)#I like the routine of it (I could start healthier routines but where’s the fun in that?)

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binders-and-beanies · 4 months ago

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Omg and on top of it all I fuckin broke the straw off my water bottle so now I can’t,, drink water until I either get a new one or go buy a cup or plastic bottle of water and keep reusing that in the meantime. Didn’t want to do either of those things yesterday bc I was focused on Survival + my day had been fucked up enough I didn’t want another unexpected problem to fix.

The point of me sharing tho is I also need to find a new water bottle that’s dyspraxia accessible and i dunno where to look bc the one I broke was a (expensive) gift. And I wish nondyspraxics realized how hard it is to buy anything when all the little features make a difference in if you’re able to use it. You have one clumsy moment and now you’re like aw shit now I can’t Drink Water

#it sucked I had like finally taken all the steps I can for now regarding employment #and went to the pond which I’d planned to do hours before #enjoyed it for a good 10 mins in the sense of ‘my life is fucked but at least I’m not in a freezing cold room rn’#then proceeded to break my water bottle and start crying at the pond lol #and was like ‘man do I go check cvs or just kms’ which led to me calling the hotline #and I like woke up today being like ok things still suck but it’s a new day #I’m going to a fair and a concert w friends I haven’t seen in a while #and I like need a day in between today and yesterday tbh but I hope it will be fun #but I say that to say. I woke up and realized ah fuck I still can’t drink water #I can buy water at the fair at least but I should rly hydrate beforehand since I’ll be freaking moshing #my options are 1) go to a water fountain which only helps short term #2) buy a drink somewhere n reuse the cup which helps like. slightly more long term #or 3) go look for a water bottle today. which I rly don’t want to in this state #bc if I don’t find an accessible one I’ll be upset abt wasting more time #n then have to go be normal at the fair #so I think. I’m going w option 2 #the thought processes u have to go thru every day when ur dyspraxic…#ALSO just now realizing I can’t take my pill without water #but I also only have 2 more pills left bc I don’t have insurance 👍🏻#luckily it’s not a pill that will have immediate affects from not taking it it’s more like a matter of months but yk #mine #txt #personal #vent post #suicide tw #(<- in tags)

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spicysucculentz · 1 year ago

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I can’t believe it’s wednesday and I haven’t been to the gym at all this week it’s so sad

#spicy speaks #I was too busy on Monday and my roommate and I had to go grocery shopping which turned into like a 2 and a half hour excursion #then yesterday I had a breakdown and cried intermittently for like 3 hours while trying to do my pre lab and catch up on notes #definitely have to go today #or I’ll cry again #going thru it rn #gym for sure #I’m also drinking tonight though💀#I’m just so so stressed #I gotta break out the raspberry smirnoff again

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oct0lightsquare · 1 year ago

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July 13, 2023 — 1:39pm

Bruh I fucking hate my period bro— MY FUCKING STOMACH HURTTSSSSS

#tw #trigger warning #tw period #tw period mention #dove speaks #don’t even get me started on the fucking mood swings #tell me why #I was upset literally about to start crying #cuz I was meant to go to my mom’s job to work volunteer hours for my school #and I was tired today cuz I unintentionally stayed up until 5am last night so I said no #and I woke up and I forgot that I said no and I had planned everything out too #my outfit what I was gonna eat for breakfast my energy drink—#all of it #and my mom literally tells me not to worry about it #and all of a sudden I’m energetic and I do my skincare routine and make myself a bowl of cereal to take this pain medicine #cuz my uterus lowkey feels like a spring lock suit rn ngl #like what happened babe??? how did we get here???

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