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binders-and-beanies · 4 months ago

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Omg and on top of it all I fuckin broke the straw off my water bottle so now I can’t,, drink water until I either get a new one or go buy a cup or plastic bottle of water and keep reusing that in the meantime. Didn’t want to do either of those things yesterday bc I was focused on Survival + my day had been fucked up enough I didn’t want another unexpected problem to fix.

The point of me sharing tho is I also need to find a new water bottle that’s dyspraxia accessible and i dunno where to look bc the one I broke was a (expensive) gift. And I wish nondyspraxics realized how hard it is to buy anything when all the little features make a difference in if you’re able to use it. You have one clumsy moment and now you’re like aw shit now I can’t Drink Water

#it sucked I had like finally taken all the steps I can for now regarding employment #and went to the pond which I’d planned to do hours before #enjoyed it for a good 10 mins in the sense of ‘my life is fucked but at least I’m not in a freezing cold room rn’#then proceeded to break my water bottle and start crying at the pond lol #and was like ‘man do I go check cvs or just kms’ which led to me calling the hotline #and I like woke up today being like ok things still suck but it’s a new day #I’m going to a fair and a concert w friends I haven’t seen in a while #and I like need a day in between today and yesterday tbh but I hope it will be fun #but I say that to say. I woke up and realized ah fuck I still can’t drink water #I can buy water at the fair at least but I should rly hydrate beforehand since I’ll be freaking moshing #my options are 1) go to a water fountain which only helps short term #2) buy a drink somewhere n reuse the cup which helps like. slightly more long term #or 3) go look for a water bottle today. which I rly don’t want to in this state #bc if I don’t find an accessible one I’ll be upset abt wasting more time #n then have to go be normal at the fair #so I think. I’m going w option 2 #the thought processes u have to go thru every day when ur dyspraxic…#ALSO just now realizing I can’t take my pill without water #but I also only have 2 more pills left bc I don’t have insurance 👍🏻#luckily it’s not a pill that will have immediate affects from not taking it it’s more like a matter of months but yk #mine #txt #personal #vent post #suicide tw #(<- in tags)

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