#i’ll never be enough
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i literally have no one i want to cry
what is so wrong with me that everyone fucking leaves
#depressing shit#bpd vent#i dont matter#im tired#i’ll never be enough#i wanna cvt#im pathetic#i wanna cry#i feel so unloveable#actually bpd#bpd fp#bpd#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#i just want it to stop
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will i ever be content with myself again
#I can’t stop comparing myself#I can’t#i just wanted to be good enough#just be enough#but I was never enough#i’ll never be enough#i just need to come to terms#it just sucks
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dykes of the world etc.,,, if you EVER wanted a piece of this hot ass,,, SPEAK NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUT GODDAMN PEACE
#i’m feeling#underapprecaited#and#✨unwanted✨#feeling like what i do doesn’t make a difference#feeling like people want to put the effort in for literally anyone else but not me#feeling like i keep getting slapped in the face for trying my best#i’m so tired#i just want someone to tell me that they love me and want me around#i just want to be loved#i just want to be wanted#i want to be loved not in spite of my flaws#but with them#so sick of not being enough#i’ll never be enough#into the ether
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i know what that was
i know exactly what he was doing
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i’m not a love. i’m a kiss, i’m a make out, i’m a hook up, i’m a mistress, i’m a fling, i’m a distraction. but i’ve never been a love, and i fear i never will be.
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kiss me right!
in which itoshi rin gets a tongue piercing
itoshi rin x reader: fluff, suggestive (making out), drabble, not proofread + likes n reblogs r appreciated!
it was out of impulse rin thinks, or so he likes to believe.
pictures on your pinterest pinned on a board of piercing — snake bites, helix, central eyebrow piercing that rin can’t help but scroll through. its a habit he’s kept up, scrolling through your pinterest boards for ideas: from clothes idea to buy online for you to surprise especially for matching outfits like the chikawa jacket that he’s even wearing now on his bed, from photo ideas that fills his camera roll and polaroids that prints out to be pasted right on the walls of his bedroom for him to admire and unconsciously grin to himself, from date inspiration for him to take you out on on his rare days off without training.
and now he’s lying on his bed right beside you — a silver circle pierced through his tongue awkwardly as he fiddled with it inside his mouth, looking at you who’s lying right next to him on your phone, undoubtly scrolling through pinterest looking through piercings again and its killing him inside. sure, its his second day with his piercing and he probably shouldn’t do anything drastic in case of an infection. yet, he’s getting all fidgety, his hands fiddling with his phone with no purpose, scrolling through his socials that are practically empty or filled with boring football game videos, his legs fidgety and rubbing against yours as a habit and to warm both you and him up in the slightly chilly room, his teeth habitually rubbing against the cold metallic jewellery right in his tongue that he sucks against that was still slightly sore.
what would you do if you see his new piercing? would you look at him in surprise with him never indulging in such fashion stuff with most of his mind filled with football — his accessories pilled on him all belonging to you, his sweaters that are picked up by you or inspired from your pinterest board, his closet either that or only consisting of football jerseys and hand me downs for sae. would you be into it — you clearly like those cool piercing evident from your pinterest board, you always fawn over him whenever he tries something new whether it was that one time where he sported your sanrio hairpin for the first time or wore yours and his matching ring outside with you, your flushed face and stuttering words as you look at him that makes his heart swell.
“hey. i wanna try something.” if there’s anything rin can’t help but give in, its when its regarding you — whether it is when you look up at him with those puppy eyes even as a joke to go to the arcade with you once again to try yours and his luck in the claw machine that’s clearly rigged (and yet he spends his allowance there still anywhere for a chance for you to beam at him), or whenever you ask him of anything from helping you to tutor you in english or to share his food, or in this case giving in to you who’s right beside him. after all, he might not get the chance to see you when it recovers anyways — with your exams season approaching and his football competition season colluding soon as well.
and he thinks its already worth it even though you’ve just looked up from your phone, your eyes blinking as you tilt your head to face him, and he can’t help but smash his lips right against you.
its brash: its as if he’s kissing you for the first time, yours and his forehead knocking slightly against each other, his hands always finding its way to linger on your chin, pulling you even closer right into him as though he wants to melt you and him together, biting on your lips still as yours and his blood merge together. and as usual, his tongue makes his way and finds its home right inside your mouth, as though interlocking with your tongue that’s warm in contrast to his cold metallic piercing that’s even more sensitive than usual when it touches against yours. and he can guess you like the new change: with the way your eyes widen and your grip on his shirt tighten as your noise gets swallowed by his passionate kiss, the way your tongue keeps finding its way to touch the cold jewel and linger right on the sensitive spot of his tongue, the way you too pull him even closer by his shirt as you and him melt even closer: only pulling away slightly panting with drool strings connecting you and him.
“do you like it..?” rin can’t help but ask even if he knows the answer: his voice slightly shaky and breathy from the make out session, his cheeks burning still with yours and his face merged against yours, his hands still lingering right on yours as though needy and in need of your affection that he’s practically addicted to at this point.
“yeah.” one word, and you crash your lips against his once again — and rin thinks this might just be the best decision he’s ever made so far.
with the way your tongue feels right against the sore spot on his tongue that makes him whine against you, vibration sending through yours and his mouth that makes his grip your shirt a little tighter as you tug at his jacket as though still pulling him closer as though you and him aren’t practically merged together, and the way you are practically going crazy in contrast to how you usually let him take the charge as your hands find your way in to his hair that earns a whimper from him, as you shift yours and his position into a more comfortable one: all whilst not disconnecting yours and his as though it would practically kill you to separate you and him.
and as saliva drools down as he kisses you back, euphoria practically filling him — rin thinks this piercing might be the best thing and he’s sure you think so too as you unzip his jacket with your spare hand.
#itoshi rin x reader#rin itoshi x reader#rin x reader#itoshi rin fluff#blue lock x reader#bllk x reader#bllk fluff#blue lock fluff#rin.<3#sorry i have never ever kissed anyone#if it wasn’t clear enough by the kissing scene#i genuinely feel like a victorian women writing this im so sorry.#coming back from hiatus simply for tongue piercing rin… most sane thing ever#goodnight… i’ll spend all night to think about him ****************
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I died for a bit there but here is healthy old man yoai or whatever the kids are saying.
#gravity falls#digital art#art#doodles#artists on tumblr#stanley pines#gravity falls stanley#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#fiddleford x stanley#I never see them draw as old men in love. I understand that but I donno I wanna see it#I thought about posting this on main but I was too ashamed#then I remembered I made an account for that!#yippee!#I need to stop being so embarrassed by some of my art but#I haven’t rewatched the show recently and I don’t feel like I’ll get them in character enough#uhhh I don’t think I have anymore tags byyye
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On the verge of spontaneous combustion.. woe is me
#incubus#millennial#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#I’ve had enough of the world and it’s people’s mindless games#trans women#trans woman#black and white#I’m grey now#i’ll never be the same#transexual#actually trans#this is what trans looks like#trans community#trans feminine#trans positivity#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lgbtq positivity#it’s hard#girls like us#trans is beautiful
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Twisted Wonderland self-aware!Yuu except they’re empathic.
When I say self-aware!Yuu I don’t mean a scenario where Yuu transmigrated into Twisted Wonderland with memories intact.
When I say self-aware!Yuu I mean someone who knows themselves better than anyone else.
They know they have flaws. They know that, sometimes, their flaws will get in the way. Whether it’s shutting down emotionally, not being able to express themselves properly, or something to do with a physical ability. Their flaws will always follow them around. Even in Twisted Wonderland.
And yet, self-aware!Yuu is still kind. Still loving all of their strengths and flaws.
Ace needing a place to stay after Riddle off’d-his-head? “Yes, of course you can sleepover.”
Deuce breaking down after letting his delinquent side out? “No, you’re not a bad guy— you just protected me and Grim from those bullies!”
Riddle having a crisis after his overblot? “I don’t accept your apology. Not yet at least. But I can understand why acted this way… you’re allowed to feel angry about your past. You didn’t deserve that kind of treatment.”
No matter how wrong the opponent is, self-aware!Yuu always empathizes with them in the end.
Maybe one day, someone confronts them about it. I can see Leona or Azul or Rollo and maybe Jamil. They’re people who have experienced and or seen how terrible people can be.
“Why are you so nice all the time? You’re too thought. Too kind. Good people like you always end up last.”
Perhaps self-aware!Yuu will look at them with a stoic face. Perhaps a shocked expression, accompanied by a frantic gasp. Perhaps even small laugh at their question. And just as the confronting student was about to retort again, self-aware!Yuu will smile.
“Well, I’m not a good person. I just do what I think is right.”
Self-aware!Yuu will sit down, watching activities unfold around them— heart still bursting full of kindness. They’ll pat the empty space beside them. An invitation, but it’s up to the student to take the initiative.
“It’s everyone’s first time living after all. May as well make it kind.”
Soon enough, if the student plucks their courage, they’ll sit and slowly learn how to become self-aware too.
banner credit: @bunnysrph
#idk thinking about how a self-aware!Yuu could change a lot of things in Twisted Wonderland#especially in NRC#someone who knows their flaws#knows they’ll fall time and time again#knows that their flaws will most likely never fully disappear#yet still loves unbashfully#self-aware!Yuu that loves themselves and everyone around them unapologetically#it doesn’t matter what their personality is whether cheerful or quiet as a mouse#no matter what they’ll always hold kindness in their heart#and maybe one day that kindness will influence those around them#because it doesn’t matter if their love changed anything#just as long as love was still there. present and unwavering.#(why do i suddenly have a puddle of tears around me😔🤏🏼)#ANYWAYS long story short#I WANNA HUG THESE BOYS UNTRUAMATIZE THEM RN💥🤺#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#Leona x reader#jamil x reader#Azul x reader#riddle x reader#ace x reader#deuce x reader#twisted wonderland x yuu#self-aware!yuu#^^ maybe I’ll make some small scenarios of self-aware!yuu and expand on their relationships w/ others#MAN YUU IS GONNA HAVE A FIELD DAY WITH ROLLO#yuu/reader: *rolls up sleeves* So how much trauma do you have wanna cover today?#LMAOOOAOAOAOAO#alright that’s enough
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#old man yaoi sort of I mean they’re old enough#k/s#tos spirk#spirk fanart#star trek tos#my art#the voyage home#I was thinking so hard about kirk and spock like movie era and how I crave more art of them !!!#like there is art out there but it is difficult to find also it’s never as intimate as I want#I want their shirts off idk#I’ll make another drawing where they’re both shirtless eventually
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weekends on glass shard beach
#you guys 😭😭#these kids are literally everything to me#i just wanted them to be happy#they grow up together and they’re best friends and nothing bad happens to them never ever ever#STAN TWINS I WOULD DIE FOR YOU#ok that’s enough outta me i’ll see myself out#my art#my post#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#stanford pines#stanley pines#ford pines#stan pines#ford pines fanart#stan pines fanart#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#(that’s an octopus btw if u can’t tell im sorry i got lazy towards the end)
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Hello!! First of all, I just wanna say I absolutely ADORE your art it looks so yummy :3
Second, I had an art request! I would love to see a Christmas scenario of the tadc cast making cookies, I think it would be super chaotic and fun to see :)
Again, your art is amazing!!
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I’m dearly sorry that it took this long to answer
so much so Christmas is over
I hope you’ll still see this tho anon:(
And thank you for liking my art!
#Again im so so sorry#You sent this on the 12th#Which is plenty of time for me to work with#Never too late to celebrate Christmas ig#To be fair it is more likely that hes (jesus) born in spring than winter anyways#Pardon me and my horrendous time management#I’ve just accepted that im really slow at this point#I’ll get around to all the requests eventually#eventually…#tadc fanart#tadc gangle#tadc ragatha#tadc pomni#Tadc kinger#tadc jax#tadc zooble#the amazing digital circus#gooseworx#tadc#glitch productions#tadc bubble#I totally forgot abt caine’s existence my bad#tadc art#tadc fandom#There should have been 2 more mini scenes but i didn’t have enough time#For reasons you'll soon find out later
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Have you ever gotten everything you ever wanted?
- No, but I once got very close.
#brocedes#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#formula 1#formula one#f1#mercedes amg petronas#nr6#lh44#I’ll never be normal about them#but that’s ok because they’re not normal about each other#when he’s your best friend but he can’t even say your name#enough tragedy to rival William Shakespeare#i am a child of divorce#i miss them#have you ever gotten everything you ever wanted#no but I once got very close
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I think one of the most beautiful things about Aziraphale and Crowley is that they will get to be together forever.
Once they get their happily ever after, it really will be ever after. No grief waiting for them at the end - no goodbyes. Just love, and the two of them, until the heat death of the universe, or beyond.
Sometimes the finite nature of life gives it meaning. And I’m not sure I would choose infinity myself, given the choice. But there is something beautiful about these eternal, immortal, ineffable beings living on together til the end of time.
They will never leave each other alone.
#I know whatever happens I’ll never have enough time with the love of my life#I’m glad Aziraphale and Crowley will have enough time with theirs#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#crowley x arizaphale#aziraphale x crowley
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made it where he doesn’t even want anything from me anymore
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