#i woke up late okay
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drinking coffee early in the morning with sevika while curled up in her lap would cure me.
MEN, MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DNI
#‘morning’ i say as it’s 12 pm 💀#i woke up late okay#my sleeping schedule is fucked#sevika#sevika arcane#arcane sevika#arcane#sevika imagine#sevika x reader#sevika x you
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i appreciate my manager (´ . .̫ . `) i was rly sad this morning and didn't want to get into it but i just asked if i could work in her office for a bit and we spent the whole morning together and i feel sm better ♡
#age regressing and having to interact with people at the same time without them knowing can b tricky and hard..#like i don't wanna sob in front of u bc god where do i even begin to explain.. or i just won't..#uuuusually it just happens late at night but it was before going to bed and also at 4am today ૮ – ﻌ–ა it took an hour or so to#fall back asleep again but ya girl was not having a good time‚ and also just woke up today for the last time still like.. half regressed#idk (´ . .̫ . `) complicated. but simply being around my manager is enough to make me feel warm and Okay#mm
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i rememorized how to solve a rubik's cube!
#unfortunately i accomplished this at 3am last night ;-;#i stayed up late for hw again and then needed a break#i love my stellar class sm bc the prof is such a down to earth and silly guy#who really prioritizes student lesrning over grades#and i love that so so so very much#and the content in class is cool!!!#the hw just takes me forever#and with everything else i have to do it piles up and i keeping staying up late to do it ;-;#and then after doing that + staring at a screen/coding for so many hours in a row i need a break before i go to bed#and then i stay up later#and by that time it's too late for melatonin#so i end up staying up later bc even though i'm exhausted i can't fall asleep bc i'm anxious#about the fact that it's late + how little sleep i'm going to get + whether or not i'll sleep through my alarms#+ the parts of the hw i still have left + the one million tasks i've put off and still need to do#tldr: i got like 4 hours of sleep and woke up 30 mins before class and rushed to campus (i didn't get to shower)#and i barely ate anything and i feel like shit#i'm about to eat lunch but i am shaky and unwell#i keep telling myself i can't keep living like this but i can't figure out how to not be in this situations ;-;#<- oh wow that's a lot of tags o.o#if you got to the end of them pls know i love + appreciate you sm for listening to me <3#i will be okay. just having a rough time rn#zip quips
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GOOD MORNING HAPPY FRIDAY!!! We made it to the weekend I’m so proud of us!!! I hope you all have an amazing day 💕💕💕
#nina rambles~✦#I woke up late#WHOOPS#it’s okay it’s okay#I got an outline for the killer request done so I just have to actually ya know write it out#I also listened to Chappell Roan in the car all the way to work#so I’m vibing#ANYWAYS have a good day yall#muah muah
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JSTOR TOTE BAGS COMIN HOMEEEE!!!
#the DC airport called me last night while I was asleep and I woke up like WHAT NOW#so I called them this morning and they told me my suitcase would be sent to a DIFFERENT ny-area airport#and I could call them to arrange to have it mailed to me#and I was like fuck no I am not involving ANOTHER airport in this saga#so at 8 am I called the baggage office where it was and said DO YOU HAVE IT IN YOUR SIGHTS? OKAY COOL. I'M COMING.#and just showed up late to work with my suitcase#BUT THE SUITCASE IS RECLAIMED!!!!#(the handle broke on the flight in I'm not periodically using a broken suitcase)
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GOOD MORNING. CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THIS
IS HAPPENING IN YOUNG MAY OF THE RAINY GLOOMY UPPER PACIFIC NW???? this is terrifying.
#like okay. i can handle 90 degrees its okay but in MAY......#our hottest months as of late are usually august and september#i am so scared abt this summer for real#like yeah its climate change. ofc. but i am still going to puke if it gets past 110 like it did a couple years ago#its specifically bc of my birds#i have to go out in that shit heat to take care of them and make sure *they* don't overheat#sorry i just woke up and it's like my god. its only spring#i think every major contributor to climate change should have their head exploded forever. and then they go to hell or smth#and even in hell their head continues to explode.#its only fair 🥺
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he's not part of the team but i do think lu.ochas dynamics with the hqc are amazing. jing.liu "i stand with my cancelled partner", dan hen.g "first character to get invited onto the astral express by him", jing yua.n "i poisoned one of our glasses but i forgot which one" / "with the way this is going lets hope its mine", blad.e "bis healer who seems to be featured now as a bg character with him in multiple scenes - both cursed by the abundance in ways they never wanted" and even ba.iheng / bai.lu has so much abundance potentials ... esp as now the high elder ...
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#was thinking about this again bc listen. i respect the dan hen.g and boot.hill friendship. it means a lot to me.#luo.cha ... was there first FGHDSAJSDHFDJSK#like wel.t mar.ch and the tb out here theorising him as the most evil man alive ( ... and who knows. he may be. )#and dan hen.g just goes okay. .well you can come onto the express if youd like :)#he cant now bc hes arrested but ... alas .........#when he gets out of the shackling prison i KNOW hes banned from the luo.fu but like. let him visit again ... pls ...#helped build my wardrobe today ... things are coming tg in my room ... but should be here tonight#i siad this yesterday but went to bed early only to shock myself when i woke up early#tonight is a late night bc i deserve it and am about to muse my way out of all this#drafts first i think. theres a lot of ideas spinning round my head!
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Trick or treat? :3
(I know I'm late)
Treat for u pookie <3
Image of my kitty
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Reason number 1929482902 I love being gay
This girl is so much better to me in our TALKING STAGE than my boyfriend was in our entire 15 months of dating
And it made me cry a little
#the sillies#story time#last night she had told me she was going to me inactive bc she was at her grandparents house#which is the first thing bc she didn’t even need to tell me that but she did#then I heard nothing until I went to bed- which is okay!! I actually GENUINELY wasn’t worried bc I knew she was busy#woke up this morning#she had snapped me (yay)#and she was apologizing for not texting me last night because she got home late and passed out and her mom was super strict ab being on her#phone while visiting#and like#she didn’t owe me any apology or explanation but she gave one to me anyway#because she wanted to talk to me and wanted me to know why she didn’t#IM GONNA CRASH OUTTTTT I LOVE GAY PEOPLE
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object showed so hard that i finally got a dream about clock from itft HAHA
#random shit#osc#itft clock#no idea how to feel abt it though lol#i didn’t hear my alarms though so i woke up late 🙁#ITS OKAY THOUGH MY DREAM GOT HIS VOICE SCARILY ACCURATE#:3
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So fun fact about me is for some godforsaken reason, my stress dreams and nightmares only- and I mean ONLY -manifest as having to do with Five Nights At Freddy’s.
I don’t know why this is. My best guess is that FNaF did something literally brain chemistry-altering when I was exposed to it way too young thanks to YouTube. That, or my brain got sick of me pathologizing my way out of nightmares by befriending the villains and took advantage of a media with monsters that wanted me dead as fuck in as brutal and terrifying a way as possible.
Most of the time my dreams stick to the classic FNaF era, usually the animatronics from 2 and 3 with some Sister Location thrown in for metallic spaghetti horror every once in a while. It’s the stuff I’m the most familiar with and the most freaked out by, right?
… having said that, I need someone to pry open my brain and tell me why the fuck I woke up this morning in a cold sweat with my heart racing after getting my face eaten by this motherfucker
#late night tumblr#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddys#fnaf help wanted 2#fnaf helpi#dream#dreaming#lucid dreaming#I was screaming and crying in my dream when this mf got up in my face to jump scare me#then promptly woke up with my heart pounding like a drum in my chest and that fucker’s face imprinted on my eyelids#why? just why?#Sophia and her stuff#okay to reblog
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they should invent a way to get enough sleep and not be sleepy all the time
#literally slept the whole night and woke up late#and i'm sleepy again???? girl?????#5 hours of sleep bad 8 hours of sleep bad 10 hours of sleep bad what is the good amouny of sleep *goes crazy*#like. okay. i had a tiring weekend okay. sure. but ???? literally got less sleep yesterday and it was fineeee#also jesus christ can i stop being so moody omg#agnes talking
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thinking abt kiss me son of jod again...
#tbh i do think the animatic couldve focused a little more on htn john rather than ntn john#bc late htn is where he really displays his shittiness#but also the animatic is rly good#and it rly is a fitting song#fav parts are when cristabel is holding the gun#and alecto and john switching eyes at “you love me and i love me”#also good morning annabelle lee#okay anyway#i woke up with tummy hurty so bad i thought i was dying
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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<
#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together#i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week#all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds#also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn#ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself#but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates#gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard#but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh#and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism#like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since#n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on#its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it#and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions#+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf#so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead#its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths#just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea#but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke#so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close#ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual#happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all#and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves#like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me#and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway#doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3#but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately#but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that#.diaries#okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo
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hngrwhat the fuck .
#woke up for a little bit a couple of times and thought huh okay i must be sleeping kinda late thats alright its saturday#and now its. fucking 6 pm. WHAT.#this is a new record for me what the fuck#magpie thoughts
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Today is just great
#➳ the fool speaks#me when i lie#woke up late. cried. stress. felt okay. disappointed. stress. stress. anger. stress. currently stressed.
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