#i wish i had my family
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wednesday, 20.12.2023
today mama told me she talked to angie about what has happened over the weekend. usually in december, our family would meet up and go to the christmas market together. this year we didn’t. normally the others would be way too late and we would laugh about it. this year we didn’t laugh. on the 2nd christmas holiday, our family would meet up and get together. last year we went to a totally new restaurant, that was weird. this year, we won’t go together at all. angie told us they planned christmas without me and mama. family is now everybody minus the two of us. this hurts. but i guess, me and mama are the villains of their story again, so we are used to this by now. i just hope they stay wherever they are and don’t come back.
and to think this all happens only 4 years after you passed. so this is what it feels like to loose your family, again.
#💌.papa#tw.grief#tw.loss#jan told me he’d share his family w me#i don’t want a new family#i wish i had my family#i wish you were still here#things would’ve never turned out like this without you#no pressure or anything but this family sucks ass without you#letters#family#loss#grief
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Thinking a bit more about this Steve Has Older Siblings AU I’ve got going on (here, here, and here). Specifically about Richard Harrington’s first wife, and two things:
1. She’s a saint. Theresa Kline (former Harrington) stood by her husband through multiple extramarital affairs but a not-quite-yet nineteen year old mistress with a baby was her breaking point. She bowed out gracefully.
Richard married his mistress and Theresa moved on. She never said a bad word about him to her kids or to anyone. She never spat an insult at the child that ruined her marriage or about her baby boy.
Though, she didn’t have to.
Her kids said enough bad things about Steve and his mom on her behalf to fill a book. They never miss an opportunity to remind Steve that while both their parents were from two of Hawkins’ more influential and wealthy families, his mother was a high school dropout homewrecker and a whore that didn’t love him.
Even after his siblings tried fixing their relationship with him, they all still take shots at his mom. Jason’s favorite analogy seems to be that him and his siblings are ‘purebred’ and Steve is a ‘mutt.’
Or, well. It was until Robin heard it and said, “Pure? Like the Nazi’s ideology?? Yikes.”
2. I realize that this AU does not really contradict anything important in the Officer Noodles (and also here) universe. You’d just have to make Angela Harrington Callahan’s little sister.
#I think there’s another officer noodles post out there but god forbid my blog let me see something I posted#I think Theresa would’ve always been really nice to Steve when there were functions that both families had to attend#but Steve’s parents talked so negatively about her that he was always kinda suspicious#she would send a Christmas gift with the kids for him when they did the holiday with their dad#it was hit or miss if he actually received it#he used to kinda wish she was his mom but then would feel so bad about it that it’s make him feel sick#steve harrington#stranger things#phil callahan#Officer noodles#Steve Has Older Siblings AU
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I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#hazel wells#fop hazel#fop dev#dev dimmadome#art#digital art#doodles#I wish Hazels parents were more flawed tbh...#Like I get why they wanted to have them be good rep so that young people could know what a good family is supposed to look like#but it felt like every time there was an opportunity to have them do something genuinely flawed-#they would perfectly sidestep it before it even became a problem#I really enjoyed the first episode because it showed a hint of a very unique emotional issue Hazel had related to having a therapist mother#The idea that she has to be mature all the time#constantly living around therapy speak makes her feel like she isnt allowed room to breathe#Feeling unable to express her emotions without someone there giving advice that she isnt ready for yet#just small things!#She feels so pressured to be emotionally mature all the time BECAUSE she gets praised for it#maybe im projecting everyone always tell me I was so mature for my age...#But like I really really wanted to see that from her!!#And then after that episode it doesnt even come up again#The only other episode that features the moms job as a conflict is the one where she wants to spend more time with her#which is a fine conflict I guess but it still ends with her saying all the perfect things#I wanted Markus to be more of a genuine threat too. even if he didnt actually do anything having him be more looming would have been nice#I feel like they mostly forget hes a para scientist most of the time idk.#I just felt like his interactions could have been more unique#Maybe he will be in future seasons idk
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Eloise Bridgerton being an absolute mood:
and Cressida's reaction of 'this girl is so weird, but I'm into it??? Wait am I into this??'':
#i was so sad that no one had made gifs of this moment#that i simply made one myself#i just love this almost smile cressida has here#like she can't believe eloise would just say and do this sort of thing#which kind of also adds to what she says in a later episode about eloise being courageous#she means this; eloise just being unapologetically herself without caring about whats appropriate#something cressida doesn't have the freedom to do (because she lacks the family support eloise has) but probably wishes she could#i love finding these little moments bc you can interpret so much from them even though they're only seconds long#yes i am autistic why do you ask?#eloise bridgerton#cressida cowper#creloise#bridgerton#bridgerton s3#bridgerton 3x02#gifs#my gifs#(also i don't know how to gif i did my best with what gimp can do)#bc id rather die than using something adobe makes
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my sister texted me smthing going on at home thats making me sad but im trying not to think about it and stay whimsical. its fursona friday..... its fursona feidayyyy...
#not unexpected just like. transphobia. u know the deal#her bf came to visit and my family wont call me my name which is what he knows me by#so now she has to like explain to him that im trans....#she was trying to be respectful and let me do it if i felt the need to#but basically texted me distraught like 'im so sorry i dont know why they cant just be respectful to you its not fair'#i love my sisters i wish that none of us had to go through this anymore#her bfs chill too like he knew me as 'allies gay older brother' (#(close enough) so i dont think this will b an issue for him Or them ots just like. Man.
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@ that awkward phase of learning how to draw a character (krs) … so … sketches yaaa
#lcf#cale henituse#kim rok soo#lout of the count's family#tcf#trash of the count's family#I wish I had more free time ough#my art
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Homeward Bound - Smokey Old Man Outis and Heathcliff
#gettit cus Outis has bound her course towards her home and Heath is bound to WH.#ngl this has really hammered in that these two are two sides of a similar enough coin. no wonder they share so many EGO#the 'before I take your home' bit fits specially well with Heath and how he sees himself as bringing inevitable destruction#and with Outis it connects to how her icon says 'I have my family. They had theirs.' implying that the home she took away was the families#of either her men or her enemies. probably both#also smoke#other quotes:#'I wanted to go home but couldn't make it.'#'like it was wishing to let go of a longing'#'It was my only home...'#'Yes... This is my home I can't return to. It saddens me just to look... but if I can't do even that my mind wouldn't be at ease'#really reversed engineered an abno outta them huh.#normal tags:#fanart#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#outis lcb#⛈️👢#fan E.G.Os
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"You could recite their lines perfectly for them" yeah? Well they can, too
Continuation of this.
#isat#in stars and time#siffrin isat#loop isat#art#fanart#kitscribbles#i had a whole lot of tags for this but forgot One image and panicked and deleted the whole thing lmao#the sound of hysterical laughter from people(person plural) who spend too much time laughing at their own jokes and also miss their familie#they are all suffering from Sif's desperation-fueled decisions#this feels like an idiot plot. youve heard of that surely#best explanation i can come up with is that each siffrin is a little bit different from the previous. make different decisions#not that anyone knows what to do#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#alternate universe shenanigans? or just timeline-altering wish shenanigans? idk whats gonna happen to all these loops when resolution comes#youve heard of sifloop now get a load of this. Loooop#tfw the loops all ask sif who he thinks they are and he's like. well youre definitely not my family#and theyre. kind of hurt when he puts it like that actually. ow?#isat full cast au
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“Cosmo, Wanda, I wish we could go to Monster High!” ✨
Monster High and Fairly OddParents: A New Wish are the best shows airing on Nick atm, and and I need them to make more shows like these (:
#thunderstomm#tomm talks#monster high#monster high g3#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents: a new wish#the fairly oddparents: a new wish#a new wish#hazel wells#dev dimmadome#Clawdeen wolf#Toralei stripe#this is so silly but I had too much fun#Clawdeen and Hazel would be BESTIES gonna be so fr#also technically would Clawdeen be able to see Cosmo and Wanda since she’s not fully human and non humans can normally see fairies??#I debating drawing Dev as Heath considering they have similar family setups and both wear hoodies (and both are my faves)#but I think Toralei is a lot more like him in terms of personality and development#plus the Toralei & clawdeen dynamic is VERY similar to Hazel & dev’s#crossover art#okay to reblog#please reblog#!!#(:#tomm art#thunderstomm art
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looking back at steven universe and god. that show had such good diversity in their designs that very few animated shows before or since it have had. like there's the obvious diversity in race and weight representation but also just like. all the different body shapes and hair types and facial features. all of which were depicted without being a shorthand for a character being Gross And Comically Ugly (or worse, evil). like i think watching that show in my teen years (which are like. peak years for developing body based insecurities) was good for my self esteem. because with pretty much any trait that i had that i was made to feel bad about, there would be a character from my favourite show that had that trait.
#eliot posts#steven universe#su#idk why but i'm feeling nostalgic abt that show today#when i was young‚ my family (whether on accident or on purpose) made me feel insecure about the size of my nose#(honestly it's only slightly above average w a little bump but they made it sound huuuge)#but then there was connie! who had a huge aquiline nose!#a trait that i'd only seen before to denote that a character was old/ugly/evil#but connie was none of those things. she was a smart and brave and caring young girl. who loved fantasy books just like me#she made me feel seen and represented in an equally important way that the show's queer characters did#my one wish: more visibly disabled characters#give me a congenital amputee to latch onto
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this is the most beautiful creature on earth and I will kill someone if it asks me to
#horseshoe crabs#I had a fun day at the beach#60% of my time was spent looking for horseshoe crabs#sadly I didn't find any tagged ones so no horseshoe crab pin for me 😔#God I love these creatures though#shoutout to the girl and her boyfriend who were very interested in hearing my Horseshoe Crab Facts spiel#especially bc the girl let me teach her how to hold the crab so she could take a pic with it#I respect you random beach girl#and your lack of fear when faced with a creature that looks like a facehugger#I'm obsessed with how utterly chill and harmless horseshoe crabs are#they just scoot along like little roombas#and look so creepy but have no ability to hurt anyone#(I don't think they're creepy though. I think they're adorable perfect little angels)#and the way they move is perfect. it looks fake#I wish I could spend the next 7 hours at the beach staring at horseshoe crabs#why oh why must I be here with my family. these losers want to do things like 'go back to the hotel because it's getting dark'#booooo cowards#join me in some nighttime horseshoe crab excursions#cute animals#crabs#(not actually a crab)
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Aelin.
He had no voice here, but he spoke her name. Threw it across the gulf between them.
Slowly, she turned to him.
It was her face—or it would be in a few years. When she Settled.
But it wasn't the slightly older features that knocked the breath from him.
It was the hand on her rounded belly.
She stared toward him, hair still flowing.
Behind her, four small figures emerged.
Rowan fell to his knees.
The tallest: a girl with golden hair and pine-green eyes, solemn-faced and as proud as her mother. The boy beside her, nearly her height, smiled at him, warm and bright, his Ashryver eyes near-glowing beneath his cap of silver hair.
The boy next to him, silver-haired and green-eyed, might as well have been Rowan's twin.
And the smallest girl, clinging to her mother's legs ... A fine-boned, silver-haired child, little more than a babe, her blue eyes harking back to a lineage he did not know.
Children. His children. Their children.
With another mere weeks from being born.
His family.
The family he might have, the future he might have. The most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.
Aelin.
#the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen was Aelin#Chapter 5#the prophecy she saw#the life they should’ve had#the fact the one kid has Elena’s eyes#they both dreamed of this#and with him she wanted a family#the shadows and nothing without her#He tried to scream. Tried to get off his knees to find some way to them.#They were still staring at him as it swept them away too.#break my heart#read along#read with me#cry with me#Kingdom of Ash#EoS#KoA#no spoilers please#first read#Sarah J. Maas#Rowaelin#Rowan Whitethorn#Aelin Galathynius#their children who represent the Forrest’s and mountains and better world and omg imagine them with chaorene bb’s & lil abraxos bb dragons#Their children pressed closer to her the eldest girl peering up to Aelin in warning.#I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all#let this be foreshadowing please#that song in his blood the dream#the ashryver eyes and terrasen green#A dream. That same dream
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ok but can we talk how in Legendary, Antinous asked a question. he’s being as rude as possible but “when’s your tramp of a mother going to chose a new husband” is a question. a question that Telemachus does not want to answer. and yeah, the immediate follow up of “why don’t you open her room so we can have fun with her” makes it seem rhetorical, but rhetorical or not, it’s definitely a question. and I’ve always wondered why Telemachus is offended by ‘tramp’ when the ‘why don’t you open her room’ thing is a million times worse.
But what if Telemachus wasn’t offended that Antinous called Penelope a tramp? The suitors have probably been saying stuff like that for ten years, he’s used to it. What if, more than anything else, Telemachus wanted to make them forget about the question they asked? What if he was just trying to distract them?
#“And it’s not much longer WE can stall” WE!!!!! WE!!!!! HE IS HELPING PENELOPE STALL!!!! HE IS DOING THE STALLING!!!#more evidence for my ’Telemachus is just as smart as his parents’ theory#also the ‘I got into a fight and i didn't die :D’ line actually supports this. he thought he was going to get beaten up.#he thought he was going to be pathetic. he thought he’d be lucky to leave the situation without a concussion#he knew he didn’t have a chance. He did it anyways. he had to have a reason#i do NOT think that reason was “I wish I was more like my father.” evidence? “and I would fight them all if I was half as strong as you”#he’s not as strong as his father!! he knows that!!! he can’t fight!!! if he could he would fight them!!#he knows there’s no point!!! he’s doing it anyway!!! he’s using the Ithacan Royal Family special: deception✨✨#*grabs you by the shoulders* do you understand? do you understand that Telemachus is an active part of his mother’s deception?#that he wants Ody home as much as everyone else? that he’ll keep stalling for his mother even if his father’s dead??#do you understand? do you?????#little wolf#epic telemachus#the wisdom saga#the wisdom saga spoilers#epic the wisdom saga spoilers#nuclear war speaks
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I drew this one a while back and never posted it here- but!!!!! now that my exams are over I'm bringing it back>:3
#juno steel#the penumbra podcast#tpp#junoverse#the penumbra pod#tpp fanart#juno steel and the man in glass#my art >:3#i still wish smallfry had stuck around longer#i can just imagine the dumbest scenarios with the aurinko family and little mutant sewer rabbit
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I had a thought about hand-me-downs and i just couldn’t resist not drawing something.. also first post WAHHEEEYY
#my art#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#pines twins#pines family#handmedowns#mabel pines#dipper pines#get along shirt#i wish i had a slibling
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There's just something so kind and lovely about WBY ready to wholeheartedly accept Ruby for whatever she chooses to come back as, that no matter what happens Ruby is still their family and they will love her all the same and there is literally no force in the universe that will break them apart like-- they are stuck in the world of dreams and terror and the exit is there but they will protect Ruby with every ounce of their being from the cat, they will give her the time to figure whatever it is out and there is literally no doubt in their minds that they will be there for her like
The situation is fucked, Ruby was pushed to the brink and her team bore the brunt of her frustrations and Ruby is sorry and her team is sorry but there's this unquestionable love that wraps around it all like a blanket and the very essence of their relationship is how much they care about each other and I think that's so special
#rwby#rwby spoilers#ruby rose#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#rambling about the team as family vibess#the ready acceptance#can be a metaphor to alot if things irl#kinda wish i had that in my life#but im glad i can see it
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