#i was thinking of doing a complete fresh restart

[ripdragonbeans]

Just A Little Crush // modern!Aegon x Reader x modern!Aemond

Summary: You have fallen completely in love with Aegon Targaryen. He was your everything, the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. But if that were true, why were you getting a little crush on his brother? What if he found out?

Based off of this request!

Of course, @exitpursuedbyavulcan is the best beta <3

Aegon slung his arm around your shoulder, pulling you close to him as you walked down the street. You were window shopping down the main street of King’s Landing. All of the shops were decorated for spring, with little bits of bright grass decor alongside colorful eggs, bunnies, and chicks. Spring was one of your favorite times of the year. Everything was new, everything was fresh. From the cold of winter came the sun and rains of spring, a time for growth, a time for a new life; a restart, if you will.

You sighed as you came across an empty alley in-between the stores and pulled Aegon in.

“What is it, kitten?” Aegon laughed.

You wrapped your arms around his waist and held him close. “I just wanted to hug you.”

Aegon wrapped his arms around you in response. “And you felt you had to pull me into an alley to do that?” An eyebrow lifted.

A sly smirk made its way to your face. “Well, and this.” You took his shirt in your hands and pulled him to your lips. You didn’t mean for it to be a soft kiss, and it showed. Aegon met you with just as much passion. You ground your hips against his when you felt his arousal. You smiled into the kiss before grinding against him once more, eliciting a moan from him, before pulling away completely. Taking a few steps back, you admired how disheveled Aegon looked. His cheeks flushed, his lips slightly swollen, his hair looking as though a giant wind had blown by. 

“Shall we continue our stroll, my dear?” you playfully asked as you straightened your clothes and hair.

Aegon looked at you with wide eyes. “That’s it?”

Playing coy, you asked, “Is there something else you wanted?”

Growling, Aegon stalked towards you to turn you around and land a smack on your ass. You couldn’t help the small moan that came out of your mouth. 

“Just a little punishment for being such a tease,” he whispered in your ear.

Rolling your eyes, you stood back up, grabbed his hand, and smiled at him. “You know I love to play.”

“And I love it.”

Back at the apartment, Aemond welcomed you from your walk with a nod. Aemond and Aegon lived together because Aegon was really bad at keeping up with his bills, and their mother thought having Aemond live with him would help him out. So far, it’s been pretty okay. There have been no missed bills, and Aemond does help. 

“Had a nice walk?” Aemond asked you as Aegon got some beverages from the kitchen.

“It certainly was…fun,” Aegon said. When he turned to you, he gave you a knowing wink. 

You couldn’t help but hide the smile behind your mug.

Looking back and forth between you and Aegon, Aemond raised his eyebrow. “I’m assuming you two did something inappropriate, and I’m going to pretend it never happened.”

“No, Aemond, it was hot,” Aegon got excited, ready to tell his brother what happened. “She pulled me into an alley and we made out. Then when she pulled away I slapped her perfect ass. You should have been there,” he winked at his brother.

Aemond turned red. “I - no - that -” he sputtered out.

Taking this opportunity to tease your crush, you leaned toward him. “What, does the idea of imagining us make you nervous?”

His good eye widened. “That would be very,” he coughed, “I don’t know if I…”

“Relax, Aemond. It was just a joke,” Aegon patted his back. “The only way I’d let you in on my girl is if she said she wanted both of us.”

It was your turn to blush. Heat flooded your cheeks. “I think I need to go,” you put your mug down and scurried down the hall to your bedroom.

Aemond was confused by your running away, but Aegon had a knowing look in his eyes. He suspected something, and he was almost sure he was correct.

Once you closed the door, you leaned against it and let out a big breath you were holding. You had managed to escape, but just barely. You don’t know when it happened, but along the way of dating Aegon, you’ve developed a crush on his brother, Aemond. There was just something about him that drew you in. He was mysterious and quiet and kept to himself. You wanted so badly to crack him open. You couldn’t help but blush a bit whenever Aemond talked to you, though. You did feel slightly conflicted, having a childish crush on your boyfriend’s brother, but you did your best not to let it bother you. You hoped Aegon hadn’t caught on as well. You were doing your best to hide and wait for it to disappear. It would, right?

“Hey, babe, you okay?” Aegon had come in to check on you.

“Yeah, yeah, I'm good,” you stuttered out.

Aegon raised an eyebrow. “If I didn't know you better, I'd nod my head and leav,e but I know you.” A smirk played across his face. He took a step closer to you and cupped your face. “Your face is flushed, and you're stuttering. Almost like when we first started dating.” He gasped dramatically. “Does my girl have a little crush on my little brother?”

It seemed impossible to become even more flushed, yet here you were. Casting your eyes dow,n you muttered something incoherently.

Aegon cocked his head to the side. “What was that? I couldn't hear you,” he taunted.

“Pfft,” you tried to block him by stepping away. “I don’t have a crush on Aemond. That would be ridiculous and completely inappropriate!” 

Aegon laughed. “One of your tells when you lie is your weird use of multi-syllabic words, babe.”

A giant sigh left your body as you nodded your head. “Fine, you caught me. I have a little crush on your brother.” You kept your eyes down, afraid to see Aegon’s anger, but it never came.

“Hey, look at me.” He tucked a finger under your chin to tilt your head up. “I’m not mad. Amused? Yeah. I have something new to tease you about.” He pressed a kiss to your forehead before leaning against the wall. “Do you want to kiss him?” 

The question took you off guard. What were you supposed to say to him?

“No reason to be shy, babe. It’s okay if you do.”

“But isn’t that unfair to you? If you wanted to kiss another girl, I’d be mad as hell. How are you not mad?” Your mind was racing.

Aegon shrugged. “I’m just not. I guess if it were anyone else, I’d be upset, but it’s my brother. I wouldn’t mind sharing you.”

Your eyes widened in surprise. “‘Sharing’ me?” you echoed.

Kicking himself off the wall, Aegon took a step so he was directly in front of you again. He leaned towards your ear and brought his voice down to a whisper. “Would my girl like to be shared by her boyfriend and his brother? Get felt up by two pairs of hands? One of us kissing your mouth while the other has his lips on your neck?”

You shivered at the prospect of it all. It would be a lie to say it didn’t turn you on. Hands balled into fists, you shifted your weight, trying to get some sort of friction between your legs.

Aegon brought a hand to your waist and pulled you in. “I think my girl would like that, being worshiped by two guys. Fuck, I want to see you all blissed out because of us.”

A small whimper left your mouth as Aegon pressed his thigh between your legs.

“That’s right, sweet girl, ride it out of my leg. I want you soaked for us.”

All you could do was nod your head and rub your clothed center on his jeans. Bringing a hand to his chest, you pulled Aegon into a deep kiss. He never wavered from you. Instead, he held you steady and helped you reach your orgasm. 

Brushing his tongue against your lips, you opened up, giving him permission. When his tongue met yours, you melted even more. Aegon pulled away to lick up the column of your neck and nipped at your earlobe. You could feel his smile against your skin.

“I know my girl would love it. If she loves just me, imagine there being two,” he whispered in your ear. He began to pepper kisses all over your neck, your favorite spot.

The tightness in your stomach continued to grow. You couldn’t get enough of Aegon. Of his hands, of his words. You gasped just as he pressed a hand over your clothed clit. Your orgasm was nearly there, building, when Aegon pulled you off of him and pushed you onto the bed.

“Be right back,” Aegon winked.

Stunned, and slightly miffed, you decided to take matters into your own hands. You began to strip out of your clothes. First, your bottoms came off then your top. Right as you were about to unclasp your bra, the door opened.

“Stop, Aegon, I - I’M SO SORRY!” Aemond was standing in the doorway with a hand over his good eye. He looked a little strange, with his other, false, eye open, but it gave you a chance to take in his beauty. Aegon was behind him with a smirk.

You should have been embarrassed, but instead, you felt sexy. When Aegon pushed Aemond in, you were just taking off your top.

Aegon stepped forward and slung his arm around Aemond. “Brought you a gift, babe.”

Aemond shook his head. “This is really weird, I shouldn’t be here.”

“No, no, no,” his brother shook his head. “My girl actually has something to say to you. Don’t you, babe?” Aegon winked at you again.

He was baiting you. The rational part of you didn’t want to take it but at the same time, your baser side wanted to see where it would go. 

You muttered your confession under your breath.

“I’m sorry, babe. Couldn’t quite hear you,” Aegon urged you.

You took a deep breath and looked straight at Aenond. “I might have a crush on you…”

Aemond's face reddened at the confession. “That's really, uh sweet?”

“Go on,” Aegon nudged his brother with his shoulder. “Tell her your little secret, too.”

Aemond's good eye widened before he tried to back out of the room. Aegon stopped him, blocking the doorway. The two brothers began to argue, Aemond asking to be let out and Aegon laughing and refusing.

You watched the two, mesmerized by their dynamic. Still holding your top to your chest, you walked over to Aemond's back and placed a hand on his shoulder. He immediately stiffened under your touch. “I told you mine,” you said softly. “It's your turn.”

With his eye cast down, Aemond confessed. “I like you, too.”

For a moment, you just stood in front of him, in awe of his confession. But it was all cut short when Aegon clapped his hands together. 

“Now that that's out of the way, Aemond, I want you to kiss her.” Aegon went straight to his plan.

Aemond turned to face his brother. “She's your girlfriend!”

“Yeah, and I'm telling you to kiss her.” He gave his brother an obvious look.

Aemond shook his head. “I don't think I can do that.”

Aegon walked around behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist. “Come on, brother. She wants you.” Aegon nipped at your earlobe before kissing his way down your throat. 

You let out a soft moan and laid your head back against Aegon’s shoulder so he could have better access. You let your eyes wander to Aemond’s. Immediately, you locked gazes.

“Let's show Aemond what he's missing, yeah?” Aegon taunted. 

You nodded your head, never taking your eyes off Aemond. Slowly, Aegon lowered your arms that were covering your chest. Letting your top fall to the floor, you were only in your panties and bra now. Aemond’s eye raked over your body, hungry, while Aegon kissed up and down your neck.

“You can leave if you’re not going to join us,” said Aegon after a few moments of him ravishing you with kisses. 

Your eyes went big. Looking at Aemond with doe eyes, you asked him quietly, “Do you want to leave?”

Not saying anything immediately, you assumed the worst, but then you saw Aemond adjust his pants. He was just as turned on as you were. Turning around to capture Aegon’s lips with your own, you moved yourselves back closer to Aemond so you were sandwiched between the two brothers. When Aemond moved his hands tentatively to your waist, you smiled against Aegon. Soon, you released yourself from that kiss and turned around to face Aemond.

“Kiss me, please?” You maneuvered yourself so you were leaning back on Aemond, tilting your head upwards to face him.

Aemond’s breathing was shallow. He looked at Aegon and then back at you. His pupil was blown wide with lust. As soon as you felt Aegon nod his head behind you, Aemond captured your lips with his own. The two of you devoured each other. It may have been shy at first, but Aegon quickly emboldened you by helping you grind against him while you kissed Aemond.

Aemond grabbed you away from Aegon and turned you around so you could truly face him. Aegon had no qualms, taking this moment to slap your ass then bring your panties down your legs. You shimmied out of them, never breaking your kiss with Aemond. You were so drawn into the kiss that you didn’t realize what Aegon was doing until you felt his tongue pressed against your core. He had spread your cheeks and dove right into eating your cunt. Still wet from your almost orgasm earlier, you were very sensitive.  Aemond’s tongue danced with your own while Aegon’s fucked you. 

“Fuck,” you let out a breath moan.

The closer you came to your orgasm, the more noises you made. You were soon a moaning mess against Aemond, desperately holding onto him to stay standing up. Aemond held you tight, refusing to let you go as he claimed your mouth with his own. He swallowed every moan that came out of your mouth and welcomed your bite when you were moments away from your climax. As you nipped Aemond’s lip as you came, he growled and dug his fingers into your waist. 

As you came down from your high, Aegon stood up and pushed you onto the bed. You looked up at the two brothers; they were yours, totally and completely yours. A sly smile snaked its way to your face as you motioned for both of them to come to you. 

“I think our girl deserves her own little show,” Aegon mused.

“Hmm, I think you're right,” Aemond agreed.

You rolled your eyes at their attempt to be sly. “I don't know what you're talking about, but you’re both wearing too many clothes,” you noted.

Immediately, the two started stripping, giving you a little show. Aegon was raunchy with his removal of his clothes, while Aemond was slow and steady. As you watched them, one of your hands went down to play with your clit while the other came up to a tit. 

Aemond and Aegon watched with rapt attention as you played with yourself. They never broke their stride of slipping off their clothes, but were solely focused on you. 

“Gods, you're fucking beautiful,” Aemond whispered.

Just their gazes were enough to tighten that knot in your stomach. It wasn't until both of them bent down and each took a nipple in their mouths that your orgasm was rushing to its peak. Your free hand buried itself in Aemond's hair while you arched your back to get more of them. With each flick and nip, you craved more. 

All you could sense was Aemond and Aegon, and that's all you wanted. One of their hands, you don’t know which, replaced your own and played with your clit. Your eyes shot open as you took a look at both of them. Their eyes were blissfully closed as they continued to mouth at your breasts. It wasn’t until Aemond opened his eye and pulled himself up off of you that you realized it was him who was fingering you. Aemond brought his lips to yours and swallowed every noise just as he did before. Only this time, his cock twitched because he knew it was him that was causing that noise.

Aegon rose from his spot and sat down on his haunches next to you as he began to pump himself at the sight of Aemond fingering you. You always loved Aegon’s cock; how it look and felt. Opening your mouth, you used your eyes to beg Aegon to put his cock in it. You wanted to taste him. 

Aegon brought his cock to your lips, slowly circling your mouth with his tip. You tried to swallow him, but he would tease you and pull back. Aegon smiled at you and cupped your face.

“Does my girl want to suck my cock?” he asked you.

Aemond slapped your clit, causing you to gasp. “Yes, please.” 

“Open up, baby,” Aegon commanded. 

You enthusiastically followed his instructions, letting Aegon slip his cock into your mouth. As you began to bob your head back and forth, Aemond slid down your body and licked you slit to clit. The sensation had you moaning around Aegon’s cock, causing him to thrust into you. Eagerly, Aemond ate you out, licking and sucking at everything he could. It was as though he couldn’t get enough of you.

Aegon threw his head back and began to follow your head movements with his hips. “Fuck, baby, you feel so good.”

You moaned around him again, feeling his cock twitch in your mouth.

Aemond never relented. He licked and sucked hard and fast. When he came up for a breath, he pressed a kiss to your inner thigh. Slowly, he began to tease you with his fingers. He would add one, you’d buck your hips up for more. He added a second. Still not enough. He added a third and latched onto your clit, sucking it hard. If you were able to scream, you would have. 

With Aemond pounding you with his fingers and Aegon thrusting into your mouth, you lost all control. Your hips were pushed up into the air, wanting more all while you gladly took each thrust of Aegon’s cock into your mouth. The pressure inside you was almost too much. Your hands gripped the bed sheets and your toes curled as Aemond brought you to your next orgasm. He brought you so close to the edge that you were about to cry out when he and Aegon pulled out completely.

You cried in disappointment but were soon soothed by Aegon’s kiss. “Shhhh,” he said. “Don’t worry, we’re going to take care of you now.”

You nodded your head, too lost in the aftermath of your orgasm to string together a coherent sentence.

“Open up that drawer,” Aegon instructed Aemond. He was pointing to the bedside table.

Opening it, Aemond grabbed what was in there and tossed it to Aegon. You lifted your head a tiny bit off the pillow to get a better look at the bottle in Aegon's hands. It was lube.

You smiled at the insinuation of having the bottle. Assuming the position on all fours, you were now ready to be taken by both of them.

“Lube me up, babe. I want both of you,” you told Aegon.

Aemond wove his hand through your hair and pulled it so you could look up at him. “Patience, or you won't get both our cocks.”

A small whimper left your mouth but it soon turned into a moan as Aegon slowly began working your ass with his finger. He pumped in and out as you rocked against him. 

“Don't close your eyes,” growled Aemond when yours began to do so. “I want to watch you as he fingers that tight ass of yours.”

Following his instructions, you never took your eyes off Aemond. As much as you wanted to roll your eyes in the back of your head, you resisted as much as you could. If anything, the eye contact turned you on even more.

“Aegon, I need you to - fuuuuuck!” you cried.

Aegon added two more fingers, stretching you well. You tried to close your eyes, but Aemond tugged on your hair, reminding you of his directions.

Your breathing was beginning to quicken. “I need both of you, please!”

Aegon ripped his finger out of you, then pushed you over so you were on your back. “Trust me, babe, you'll get both of us.” A sly smile played on his lips. He laid down next to you. “Climb on up, baby. I’m gonna take your ass while Aemond takes your cunt.”

Aegon's words had you dripping, more than you already were, if it were possible. Listening to Aegon as he laid out how it was all going to work, you settled yourself on top of him. His cock was hard and at attention, its tip angry and leaking from the lack of release.

Aemond followed your movements, going in front of you and lining up his long cock with your entrance. Licking your lips, you wished you had taken his cock in your mouth as well. 

Slowly, Aemond pushed in. A gasp left your mouth as he bottomed out. He wasn't as thick as Aegon, but he was certainly longer. You threw your head back and raised your hips, urging him to move.

“Fuck,” Aemond hissed. 

As he began to thrust into you, everything began to disappear. No thoughts were in your head. Only pure pleasure danced throughout your body. Your nipples were peaks and Aemond didn't leave them alone even when he was fucking you.

Aegon looked up at both of you. “Gods, you're fucking beautiful when you're being fucked.’ He ran a hand over a breast and pinched a nipple. “Are you ready for me, baby?”

“Gods, yes please!”

Aegon positioned himself below you for the best angle. Aemond slowed down his thrusts to let Aegon enter you. Aegon's tip pressed against your hole, and you reminded yourself to relax. The more he pushed in, the fuller you became.

“Holy shit,” you moaned as Aegon bottomed out.

“You're so fucking tight, babe,” Aegon ground out.

You were desperate for more. “Please, move.”

Aegon moved first, pulling out a bit while Aemond pushed in. Once they found their pattern, they built up their speed, and you were lost to both of them. They worked in tandem, keeping you full constantly. Aegon wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you close to him, while Aemond kissed you as though you were his lifeline.

The knot in your stomach grew tighter and tighter with each thrust. It wasn't until Aegon snuck a hand down to your clit that you went hurtling towards your orgasm.

“Fuck, can I finish in you?” Asked Aemond in between thrusts.

“Please, please, please,” was your only response. You wanted to be full of both of them. “I want to filled with both your cum.”

Those words spurred both of them on, fucking you harder and faster. 

“Fuck yes, fuck YES!” was all you could say.

Aemond and Aegon's thrusts soon became sloppy and uncoordinated. You knew they were reaching their own climaxes. 

“Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!”

With three hard thrusts from both of them, you hit your climax. Your body stiffened at the height of your orgasm; the brothers helping you ride it out while they chase their release.

You grabbed Aemond by the neck and pulled him in close. “Come inside me, please,” you begged him. 

That was all that needed to happen. You pulled him into a burning kiss as he thrust one last time and emptied himself inside you. 

Aegon was not too far behind; your orgasm had him running after his. When you clenched around him it sent him over the edge. He came with a groan, completely spent. 

Very carefully, Aemond pulled out. You shivered as his cock made contact with your clit but that was it. He rolled over to the side of the bed and pulled you along with him.

Aegon sat up. “Is my girl happy now?”

“She is very happy and very tired,” you yawned. You looked at both of them. “Can we do this again sometime?”

Aegon looked at Aemond. “Yeah,” Aemond said. “I'll take any chance to fuck you.” He pulled you into a kiss.

“Don't forget me!” Aegon said as he wedged himself on the other side of you. He pulled you into a kiss of his own when you were done with Aemond. 

“What if…” you laced one hand with each brother. “What if we make the three of us a thing?”

Aemond looked over at Aegon. “You want to share your girl?”

Aegon looked at you with all the love in his eyes. “If it makes her happy, fuck yeah.”

[sinsofsinister]

I opened League for the first time since 2013 and it took so long to find which account was the old one i used bc i had an NA and EU West account and in my adventure I discovered that my EUW account got stolen and permabanned for cheating bc I absolutely did not play and win four matches in a row in December of 2023

[eyepatchdate]

so far smtiv is like the only one that's really fun to replay on new game plus because of how armor works in that game, even at 99 if you fuck up you CAN get killed.

[moonchild-in-blue]

I'm thinking of flattening my animal crossing island and starting again.

[bloomzone]

2025 #8 The Power of 3: Divide Your Year, Reclaim Your Time

Happy New Year—it’s 1st January, and 2025 is finally here woooooaaaaah. A blank slate, full of possibility. But this isn’t about resolutions. This is about creating a system—a life strategy that works every single day, not just for a few weeks in January. (This is my mindset rn !)

✒️..That’s why today, we’re talking about the 3-3-3-3 Method. Your year isn’t one overwhelming block of time. It’s not a marathon you burn out on halfway through(trust me). It’s a cycle of seasons—each three months long—designed for you to grow, adjust, and conquer in stages.

[You don’t need to control 12 months at once. You need to master each quarter.]

Why 3-3-3-3 Works

The biggest mistake people make is thinking success is linear. It’s not . Life happens in phases. When you divide your year into 3-month blocks, you give yourself permission to focus, recalibrate, and restart four times a year.

[Three months is long enough to see results but short enough to stay motivated.]

Four separate quarters means you have four fresh starts. No wasted time, no excuses.This structure keeps you accountable, productive, and adaptable.

Breaking Down the Year

Let’s go quarter by quarter !!

Q1: The Groundwork (January-March)

This is your foundation. These three months are about clarity and direction. You’re building the systems and habits that will carry you through the rest of the year.

Set specific, actionable goals for Q1—just three.

Focus on discipline, not motivation. Build habits that align with your goals.

Start small, but be consistent. Every day you show up, you’re stacking bricks.

Your mantra for Q1? “Brick by brick, I’m building my future.”

Q2: Growth Season (April-June)

This is where the seeds you planted in Q1 start to sprout. Now it’s time to double down.

Push yourself harder. Challenge the systems you built.

Evaluate: Are your habits working? If not, adjust them.

Stay consistent—this is the quarter where most people quit.

Your mantra for Q2? “I don’t stop when I’m tired; I stop when I’m done.”

Q3: The Grind (July-September)

This is the toughest quarter—it’s hot, it’s long, and the novelty of the year has worn off. But this is also where champions are made.

Stay focused on execution. Don’t lose sight of your goals pleaaaase I know u can do it

Keep your pace steady. This isn’t about speed; it’s about endurance.

Reflect: What’s worked so far this year? What hasn’t? Cuz we are not perfect!!!

Your mantra for Q3? “I thrive in the grind. I grow in the struggle.”

Q4: The Finish Line (October-December)

This isn’t the time to coast. These last three months are your chance to finish strong.

Tie up loose ends. Complete what you started.

Celebrate your wins, but don’t get complacent.

Plan for the next year. Use what you’ve learned to set bigger goals for 2026.

Your mantra for Q4? “I finish what I start. I don’t quit—ever.”

Tasks (ideas) for Each Quarter

1. Q1: Build Your Base

Identify three goals.

Break them into daily and weekly tasks.

Track your progress daily.

2. Q2: Expand Your Reach

Push your comfort zone.

Evaluate and adjust your systems.

Focus on consistency, not perfection.

3. Q3: Commit to the Grind

Keep going, even when it feels tough.

Reflect monthly: What’s working? What isn’t?

Stay disciplined, no matter what.

4. Q4: Reflect and Rebuild

Finish strong—don’t leave anything undone.

Celebrate, but use failures as lessons. FAILURES ARE TEACHERS !

Set the stage for a powerful 2026.

1st January: it's a Now or Never

It’s easy to get caught up in the excitement of a new year. But here’s the truth: excitement fades. Discipline doesn’t. If you want this year to be different, you have to act differently.Today isn’t about January 1st being special. It’s about what you do with every day after this. Divide your year. Build your plan. And most importantly—execute.Because when December 31st comes around, and the world is reflecting on what they’ve lost or didn’t achieve, you’ll stand tall knowing you didn’t waste a single season. You didn’t just live through 2025—you mastered it.

one quarter at the tiiiiiime!!

@bloomzone 📇

[mamasuellen-blog]

It is Aziraphale who protects first.

Many claim that it is Crowley who helps or saves Aziraphale the most, but from the beginning what happens is different. Aziraphale is the first to start and in all other restarts of this journey he does the same. The essence of Aziraphale is love, that love that was always shared for Crowley, and that would later be completely and exclusively for Crowley. That is, Aziraphale's love means Crowley.

I'm not excluding what Crowley did for Aziraphale, as the two are ready at any time for acts of love, affection and protection. Furthermore, I will not exclude the fact that they both also love Planet Earth and protect it, but above all, they protect each other, as they are each other's world.

Before the Beginning: Aziraphale is the first to help and warn Crowley to avoid any problems with Heaven. Crowley listened to his advice and thanked him for his help. Crowley is aware that he can count on Aziraphale.

Fresh start in Eden: Aziraphale is the one who starts to protect Crowley from getting wet and maybe it's because of their past in heaven and all the stories we don't know yet that Crowley leans so easily towards Aziraphale, who doesn't think twice and makes a gesture of care, affection and protects it from the first rain on Earth.

Fresh start in s03: Aziraphale takes the initial step to change their situation. He has faith, perseverance and will do his best to achieve everything Crowley deserves, after all, Aziraphale went to heaven for Crowley, to protect him, save him and get him freedom. That's what love is, it's care, it's thinking about who you love and fighting to see them smiling and Aziraphale wants that for Crowley. He wants to see you smiling along with him. And it will be.

[fawfulydoo]

I love your adult Dib design so much and I adore how it’s a love-letter to the early internet. Can you talk a little about him like… what you imagine for him lore wise? I can’t really articulate it right, just like… what do you imagine he’s up to? :3

Also, would you be comfortable with fan art of him with your credit? I’m sorry if this was,,/,,/,/, a loaded ask your art just means a lot to me and i appreciate it a lot :,) 🫶

AAAH YAY THANK YOU!!! And of course!! I have some ideas for what lead him to that point and what he'd currently up to. (AND YES FANART WOULD BE AWESOME!!!)

I imagine what happens to him over the years is that he begins to distance himself from his current situation and goes and finds people who actually want him around and appreciate his presence/have shared interests. I'd imagine he'd find people like this on internet forums. When he graduates highschool and finally gets to have a chance at restarting his reputation and having a fresh start at adulthood.

I'd imagine he starts out working some bullshit jobs that just get him by comfortably and not really anything in relation to science or anything as this is just like, REALLY boring to him. This would give him enough time to himself to indulge in his interest in paranormal studies and such. In the current day (to him) he's 22 and working as a bartender. I don't exactly know why I picked that job, but he enjoys it and he appreciates the tips. He finds working jobs completely separate to his interests is a lot better for him in the long run (very relatable to me as a neurodivergent person) and is overall VERY much happier and less stressed than he was as a child.

I would imagine at some point he'd probably pay ZIM a visit, as he sometimes wonders what he's up to. I thought of a little storyline in which they regain contact and it's a little different now, as it's like 10 years later, and highlights their differences in their perceptions of time. I don't really know if i'd actually write this though because idk what i'd really do with it.

That's about it though! If i think of anything else I'll add it later in a reblog. Ty again for the ask!!

[charmwitch]

Radiant Dawn Play Through 01

I beat Radiant Dawn (FIrst Playthrough) yesterday.

Notes: A-Rank with IkeSoren transferred from PoR. THis file was to set up a completely fresh NewGame+ with my own stat boosters from PoR. I will be playing NewGame+ on stream.

Radiant Dawn is kind of a mess, but I think it's even more of a mess on your first playthrough, which is probably the only playthrough people are ever going to do. I'm thankful for save states from GameFAQs, but I wanted to challenge myself this year.

(This is all based on the US Version of the game.)

Hard Mode is worthless and while in Japanese there was an extended script in Hard Mode, I would not wish that on anyone. I'm never doing hard mode in this game.

The English version lets you class change at level 20. Note, the Japanese version does not. You need master crowns for anyone you want to take to the end.

The English version has special weapons for the Dawn Brigade (that are canon in FEH which is incredibly funny) but the JP version does not. I can not imagine playing these games without the boosted weapons for The DB.

The second half of Radiant Dawn, without Pelleas, without a conclusion to Izuka, without the conversations about the Branded and the weight they have on the world is absolutely pale. I really think they should have just asked you if you wanted to replay from the point you have to kill Pelleas, rather than having to restart all over. There are no script differences before this point.

Not knowing the true identity of the Prince of Daien is wild. It's such an empty area. The biggest difference is that Almedha is depressed and listless for the rest of the game. We don't get a conclusion for her, she is just unhappy and her whole life was one mistake after the other.

If you don't deply the BK, you don't get Ike's memories back. It's weird.

Lehran dying is so funny to me because bitch deserves it but also I think it's WAY funnier for him to go "Zelgius is waiting..." and in new game+ Micaiah goes "PSYCHE!!!!" and doesn't let him die. Zelgius is STILL waiting, like, 700+ years later.

On that note, Yune being like "oh, Lehran I'm sorry. I understand having hatred for both the Laguz and Beorc. I was too callous" is so funny. Everyone has hatred in their heart in this game, but knowing to grow out of it is what matters.

I understand this game came out in 2005 and like, replaying the game was a thing, I guess? But in order to get Soren's special conversation, even if you transfered files, requiring TWO playthroughs because gay boys can't have anything is so funny.

I am glad there's still some paired endings, but the game really needed more conversations between characters.

Give Soren boss convos in Endgame.

Anyway, here's some screenshots from my run.

Ilyana about to fuck up PEEPAW!!

My top 3. I have NO idea how Nephenee became queen of the battlefield, but you go girl.

If you don't save Lehran/newgame+, Ike and Soren swap places. (I do not know if Ranulf takes Soren's spot here, or if his portrait stays near Skrimirs if you A-Rank them.)

Me being absolutely mad I can't talk to my little guy:

Ike about to fuck up a bird.

Also, interesting. Is Lehran the first laguz to use weapons?

And finally, here are Ike and Soren's capped out stats.

That's the power of love, baby.

[sp-by-april]

Tolkien with a breeding kink x fem reader,, He's so gentle when asking and then BOOM the reader is disheveled

Hell yeah!

🚨 FYI: Taking an hour to, like, take care of myself and then back to regularly scheduled smut posting. 😘

Tolkien x F!Reader

[South Park Master Lists] [Submit your wild, feral, dirty prompt to tonight's Smut-A-Thon]

My boyfriend Tolkien and I were making out hot and heavy, completely ignoring this great new show on the world’s worst streaming service. (You know the one.) He was in a sweatshirt and pajama bottoms, and I was just one of his old shirts and a pair of panties. Making out was inevitable, really.

I was in his lap, his hands were on my ass, and our tongues were deep in each other’s mouths. I could feel the wet warmth soaking my panties and couldn’t help but grind my hips against his.

He caught my bottom lip in his teeth, giving a soft tug before setting me free, “You drive me fucking crazy,”

It was music to my ears.

“Oh really?” I purred as I grabbed handfuls of his shirt, trying to pull him even just a little bit closer.

“You know what happens when you get me all worked up,” He warned, leaving a soft kiss at the corner of my mouth.

I quickly nipped at his earlobe in return, “Prove it,”

Tolkien groaned low as his ground his hips against mine again – I could feel every inch of how worked up he was even through my panties and his jeans.

I giggled, but was quickly surprised when he swept me up in his arms and carried me to the bedroom.

“No one paused the show,” I pouted, but there was no real annoyance behind it.

He chuckled as he carefully sat me down on the bed, “We’ll restart it later,”

He leaned over me and I pulled him into a quick kiss – one he broke to grab the hem of the shirt I was wearing and pull it off over my head.

I leaned back on the bed and watched as Tolkien stripped off his sweatshirt – I nearly had to stop myself from drooling. He was perfect. I had to stop myself from licking the silky brown skin of his abs as he kicked off his jeans and boxers next. I watched his cock twitch, hot and heavy in front of me and I felt a fresh new wave of heat between my legs. God, he was already dripping precum.

He finally crawled over me and I hurriedly slid my palms over his cheeks to yank him into another kiss. A deep, long one that left no doubt of my intentions. As our tongues rolled over each other, his fingers traced my slit through my panties. I arched shamelessly into his touch, begging for more.

He hooked his thumbs in my panties and slid them down, “You’re so much prettier when you’re naked,”

As my panties slid off my ankles, I could feel my face burning up at the compliment, “You think so?”

“You know I do,” He said with a smirk.

I nearly gasped as two of his fingers slid deep inside of me.

“So pretty. So wet. So good,” He murmured as he kissed my ear, “That’s why you’re the only girl worth breeding,”

His fingertips began to massage pleasure right on that plush spot inside of me, and pretty soon I couldn’t think about anything other than how good it felt.

When I was on the brink, he pulled out – Leaving me completely aching and wanting while Tolkien just licked his fingers clean, “Be patient, sweetheart,”

I nodded, throwing my head back on the pillow as he rubbed the blunt head of his cock up and down my slit. It felt like he was just enjoying spreading the evidence of my desire around.

When Tolkien finally pushed into me, he took his time.

“You look so good on my dick,” He groaned, sinking in and stretching me inch by luscious inch, “You take me so fucking well,”

I whimpered into his mouth as he finally bottomed out inside me. His hips began to move – slowly at first, then the pace got faster and faster, slamming into me at a harsher pace than I was used to.

It felt kind of amazing. Our tongues rolled over each other desperately, as our moans and the wet, wanton sound of skin on skin echoed throughout my bedroom.

I was close, so close …. He pulled out.

He grabbed my legs, pushing my knees up. Once I was where he wanted me, he sunk back in – fast and deep. I writhed in bliss as his cock sank down into me, kissing my cervix over and over.

“Fuck, you’re gonna look even better filled with cum and bred,” He groaned, his rand reaching for my breast and giving it a rough squeeze.

Finally – every muscle in my body seized up. My back tried to arch, but with his weight on me and thrusting down, it didn’t make it very far. When all the bliss overtook me, my toes curled, and my nails dug deep into his back. I moaned so loud, it was practically a scream. My inner walls grabbed him like a needy little vice - one that had been teased too long.

Apparently my climax totally triggered his. He jerked down into me and he ground his hips against mine. I could feel his cock pulsing intensely. Each twitch and jump spurting more and more hot, sticky seed up against my cervix.

I panted underneath him. That was intense. More intense than anything I ever felt. My hairline was a sweaty mess, and I could hardly move – every muscle in my body felt weak and shaky.

He slumped on the mattress next to me, quickly pulling me into his arms. I nuzzled against his chest as he kissed the top of my head.

Sure enough, a few weeks later… The stick turned blue.

[pie-bean]

I'm thinking about starting a new island. Should i do it?

Hi! I had my first island for a bit over 4 years and for restarting definitely felt like the best idea. After a while everything felt a bit stale to me. In my case doing a bit of flattening on my first island made me lose motivation to keep going because it was so burdening to see all the empty spots that had to be filled with something.

A completely fresh start means losing a lot of the work you've done but if you haven't restarted in a while it can be very invigorating to see the early game with a veteran's perspective. Also if you do restart try and make a big change of layout; restarting with an island that had like a mirrored layout to my old one (eastern pier instead of western) was a lot of fun!

In the end you'll have to think about whether you're willing to lose progress for a clean slate or if there are changes you can do to your current island that'll be giving you more enjoyment without giving anything up.

(If anyone else wants to share their restarting experiences feel free to write in replies)

[thefirstknife]

I know it may not be the most popular of opinions, but for me the "hard reset" and lack of content would actually be the *appeal* of a Destiny 3. Give us a brand new major story arc, give us new characters (the old could feature but focus attention on new ones), have us create an entirely new Guardian--total reset. (They could have new races, too--playable Hive Guardians! Okay yes I just wanna have a playable Eliksni Guardian that would be so fun). Current D2 content is... Honestly kind of overwhelming. Sometimes. Fresh slate with less content that the build back up would appeal to me a lot. I know they're not interested in doing so at this time, and I respect their preference to keep supporting D2 instead (especially given how many players WOULD throw a fit over the hard reset and lack of content), but I've definitely put in a lot of thought to what a D3 would mean and the big "negatives" are huge draws for me. (Especially if they kept the D1 and D2 servers online so people would have all that content at the ready to go back and play)

I totally understand that! The concept of there being D3 is really interesting and I think it's really neat to talk about possibilities!

There's definitely some appeal in this for me as well, but I think that unfortunately most of the other issues would vastly overshadow this feeling of getting to start fresh. I'm not too bothered with a lack of content overall but I don't think a lot of people truly understand how much of a lack it would be. We're so used to so much stuff to the point of it being overwhelming, but a full restart would be quite the shock.

I think some middle ground would be nice, but even when they did that (in BL, after initial vaulting), people were.... very mad. A lot of people were fine as well, and it's hard to judge because of the very vocal fans and content creators, but to this day people are still seething about how "bad" BL was because of all the stuff that was removed, despite the fact that a lot of stuff was also added.

If you've not been there during release of D1 and D2, it's hard to really imagine what the game looked like and played like, but these are completely unimaginable differences. I can't speak for D1, but vanilla D2 in comparison with even just a year after is an entirely different game. Basically, it would be a gigantic risk to do this, on top of splitting the community, and hope that maybe this time around people will accept a lack of content with the promise that in a few years there will be more. On paper it sounds reasonable, because it is, but unfortunately gamers aren't reasonable. We're currently witnessing this as well with people absolutely losing their minds about the possibility that for the next year or two or whatever we'll have smaller updates. This is very strange coming from these people because if we truly want D3 and for it to launch better than vanilla D1 and vanilla D2, then we'd have to let the devs work on that for years and not be occupied making constant huge updates for D2. More under:

Also! I know we would all love other playable races and that's definitely a big dream, but it will never happen as long as there's pvp in the game. Because of the hitboxes in pvp. As in, if they made playable Eliksni and Hive, they would be bigger than normal Guardians and it would not be possible to integrate them into pvp because of the natural disadvantage of having a bigger hitbox. Maybe if they did it in a way that genuinely just did not allow them into pvp modes, but that would be strange. The hitbox issue would also be a problem elsewhere too, even in pve. This is the most basic problem with this idea and a very difficult one to solve when the game is a first person shooter at its core. Other playable characters would be such a cool thing in Destiny though.

In a way, a lot of what we want can be done in the current game if the devs had time to work on a lot of fundamental changes and updates to the base game. It's just really difficult to do. They would probably need a dedicated year or more to do this, during which we wouldn't be able to get many updates. And this is less requirements than making a new game from scratch and risk a lot in the process.

I'm also wondering if both D1 and D2 could be kept around if they added a D3 as well. I feel like one of the old games would probably be shut down. This is definitely not possible with the reduced workforce, so unless they expand the studio again in the future, I don't think, realistically, we could get any of the positives with D3.

It's a discussion worth having for sure. Unfortunately it's dominated by the weird gamer bros and I genuinely don't think they understand anything about video games. There's this idea that "D3 would fix everything" and I simply don't understand what they're talking about because the same people are also the ones crying about content droughts, sunsetting, hit-and-miss features and activities and so on. And launching a brand new game would contain absolutely everything these people complain about every day. I've seen them also saying stuff like "I'd be okay with D3 if they don't make us repeat collecting everything again." And like. That's exactly what will happen. Do they think items will just be in their vault? No, we'll have missions again to re-earn the same exotics for the 5th time, just spaced out by years and then they'll be mad about how nothing new is being made and they're just reusing assets or whatever.

They could always just do a complete and total fresh start: nothing old is ever returned. No armour, no weapons, nothing. But people underestimate how much they'd miss their old builds and old options, and how new ones might end up not clicking with them all that much, but this time they wouldn't have anything old to fall back to. You know when a new weapon or exotic armour releases and they're brand new concepts? And they end up not really being something you connect to? You try it out, go "eh" and return to your old stuff? Imagine that but without the ability to go back to the old stuff. The idea of it is is exciting, but in execution it doesn't really work most of the time.

There's a lot of interesting angles when considering a potential new game, but I feel like at the end of the day, it's too big of an endeavour with a lot of very real risks that makes the whole thing not worth the effort. If anything, to make D3 into this perfect dream game right from the start, they would 100% need to just work on that for the next 5 years and we'd have to accept even fewer updates (if any) to D2 in the meantime. Otherwise we'll be in the same situation as with D2 launch and I know a lot of people don't remember or weren't there, but vanilla D2 was actually for real a time when Destiny almost died.

It's definitely something cool to speculate about, I just wish the weird gamers out there weren't completely hijacking this option while also doing everything in their power to tell devs that they have zero patience to wait for a good product, and that they can't survive 3 days without new content. Because that's just reinforcing the inherent risks with making a new game, on top of all the other risks involved and the potential that people will just not be willing to move away from what they've been collecting for years.

[zeldas-dagger]

Look at me like that - Zelink ❦

Thought this was cute (hope it is) I adore these 2 so much (If you couldn't tell I'm going through tloz brainrot bcos I restarted botw & totk)

(Already uploaded on ao3 under bloodlustngore)

(gif not mine)

Summary: Link loves Zelda' smile and laugh, so much that he gets flustered.

❤️Fluff❤️

Zelda wanted to go out of the castle for a bit, something about fresh air and also not to mention the fact she was stressed from all the pressure of trying to awaken her power. Link, of course, accompanied her, the blonde princess didn't protest about that, in fact she had wanted him to come along anyway. Zelda had gotten used to Link, she was annoyed by him at first but she does like him. Possibly a lot more than she thought she could.

Zelda was propped up against a large tree trunk, a book in her hand which contained some things she had been researching on. The Sheikah slate beside her. It was likely that she would find something out here that she wanted to take a photo of to research on, especially different spieces or insects. Link was a few inches away from her, his sword in hand as he practised swinging it. Not that the Hylian hero needed to practice, he was an extremely skilled swordsman. Princess Zelda found herself glancing at Link a few times, completely and utterly distracted, watching as he practiced sword movements. Zelda couldn't help but smile at him every now and then. But this time Link had caught her eyes as he turned to look behind him, the princess smiled and Link turned away, blush on his face.

To that Zelda chuckled, only increasing the blush on the heroes face. The blonde princess thought it adorable. Whenever she smiled at him or laughed. Link' instant reaction was to be flustered and Zelda loved to tease him with it a lot now. Although she couldn't talk, there had been a few times when the silent hero had smiled back at her, her reaction being the same. Zelda let out a sigh, stood up and put the book she was using down. Sheikah slate in hand, she tapped Link on the shoulder and the hero put away his sword and turned to her. He was still blushing like an idiot and Zelda couldn't help herself. She put the sheikah slate on photo mode and captured a picture of Link' flustered features. Link instantly let out a surprised gasp and reached for the sheikah slate, which Zelda moved behind her. "I'm keeping that for myself" she chuckled.

"You look so adorable" Zelda added, teasing Link.

Link walked closer to her and tried to take the slate again, but Zelda turned around and this time had it in front of her. What she didn't expect was Link to wrap his arms around her waist, trying to grab it again. Zelda let out a gasp but then laughed as Link had effortlessly lifted her up a little (she is canonically taller than Link). "Put me down!" She exclaimed, laughing.

Link protested letting out a groan to express that he wanted her to delete that photo. "I won't delete it! It's mine for safe keeping! Unless you want me to show the others, put me down!" Zelda added, teasing him. The princess loved getting these reactions out of Link, she found herself doing it often. The threat she made was clear, so Link put her down. The two of them looked at each other and started in a fit of laughter. Putting the Sheikah slate in her pocket, Zelda placed her hand on Link' arm, still laughing.

Through their fit of laughter, Zelda smiled at Link and she swore Link smiled back. The blonde loved Link' smile, it was a rare sight but one of her favourite things, she felt lucky to be able to see the heroes smile. And the way he looks at her, despite the fact he shows no emotion on his features...Zelda swore she could see him look at her the way she looks at him, with admiration (sometimes annoyance) but also love...she couldn't love Link, could she?

Either way she found herself liking Link way too much.

After calming down, Zelda cleared her throat. Gaining the attention of Link. Zelda didn't think twice about her next actions, but she practically tackled Link into the grass, catching him off guard. He let out a 'yelp' and Zelda couldn't help but laugh again, giving him that smile that he loves so much. She lay beside him in the grass as the two of them look up to the sky, it looked like it would rain soon, and besides Zelda should be back at the castle. "Do you ever think about who you would be if you weren't a knight?" Zelda asked, turning to Link. The blonde looked back at her, but he didn't speak a word. "I suppose you hadn't, there' no need. And also, you still owe me a bow lesson. I'd probably give father a heart attack, but I would like to learn." Zelda added. Link kept his eyes on her as the princess spoke, giving his full atention.

He was happy, seeing Zelda like this, nerding out about different things, talking about lessons on weapons she wanted him to teach her. Link never showed much emotion, but when it came to Zelda and they were alone, he allowed himself to express it a little more.

After all, he found himself falling for the princess Zelda, he shouldn't but he can't stop. Whilst Zelda talked about things shes passionate about, having Link' full attention as they lay on the ground underneath the tree, everything seemed calm. That was until it started to pour down with rain around Hyrule, thunder had come. Zelda and Link both shot up from where they lay, going over to the horses that grazed. "I guess thats our sign to head back." Zelda sighed, cursing at the rain for ruining it.

But nothing was going to stop her from doing something first, not even heavy rain nor thunder. Before she and Link mounted their horses, she grabbed the heroes hand, yanked him back towards her, Link almost faltered out of shock.

Zelda leaned closer and placed a kiss to Link' cheek, the blonde hero tried to hide the fact that made him flustered again, Zelda giggled a little at that. "Thank you for accompanying me Link, even if it' your duty. Today was lovely." No words about the kiss on the cheek was exchanged after that, they rode back to Hyrule Castle, but it was likely Link would never forget that.

Atleast he hoped he would never forget.

He never wanted to forget Zelda' smile, nor laugh or her voice and the way she nerded out about her passions, she was so beautiful, so strong and courageous (and stubborn) but Link found himself loving every part of the Princess Zelda.

[jamieanovels]

well........lol........updates? i guess?

So. I know I've pretty much dropped off the face of the planet on this account and then attempted to come back a couple of times and then absolutely failed to be active. No guarantees this time either LOL. But I figured I'd at least put up a post to explain what the hell I've been doing for the past.....I don't know actually....year maybe? Year and a half? Time is fake.

Anyway here's the update overview:

I finished Tea Cow

I queried Tea Cow and it kicked my ass

I'm working on a new thing lol

More detail under the cut if you're curious, haha! But the moral of the story here is, I'm incredibly grateful to anyone who's still around here, and hope I can stay active enough that I can reconnect with y'all and/or make new friends~

Tea Cow is done! Yeah. I actually finished it LOL. Multiple times. It's had three drafts now. I had it beta read multiple times (thank you to the lovely people I found on here who volunteered to read it—I owe y'all my life!) and edited it a bunch of times. It's basically unrecognizable from the original draft, but much stronger, and I'm very proud of it.

I queried Tea Cow! It's been about ~3 months since I started querying at the end of May. I received a couple requests which was very exciting, but ultimately most agents passed. I'm waiting for some responses to still come in, but ultimately I think I'm going to have to shelve this project for now—if just for my sanity. But I'm still very proud of it!

I'm working on a new WIP, with the tentative moniker AppleJuice. I have no idea if I'm going to stick to it, but it's helping me through this tail end of the querying process and making it a little bit more bearable to get through all these rejections. Partly why I'm trying to revive this account is I'm hoping to post more of this project once I'm farther along!

I have no idea if any of my mutuals are still around on here, and I've unfortunately completely lost track of my tag list, so I'm sort of considering this a fresh start (think that time that I restarted 3ish years ago with Tea Cow, lmao). I hope if anyone is still here, or if anyone is interested, y'all can swing by and say hi :)

--Jamie <3

[pocketmania]

Yay requests are open!!

💀🎃☁️

Skiddad x male reader who is Skid's older brother, but instead of chosing to live with Lila and pretend his father is dead, reader actually knows the truth and decided to help Skiddad with the cult and such. Reader is very stoic and logical, respects Skiddad a lot and is also very strong physically (not mentally though.) Also, reader is the youngest member of the cult.

You can also add two other members of the cult (Bob and Ignacio) but this is completely an optional since you just came back! Have a nice day/night!

- 🎬 anon

Aaa thank you for requesting 🎬 anon! Honestly, a spooky month fic right now is great for the changing seasons (at least where I am)

I think I'm gonna have the reader go on a Lil mission with skidad if that's alright! ^^

I hope you have a great day/night, too! Thank you again

Now onto the thingy

‎‎‧₊˚✧[ My Dear Dad ]✧˚₊‧

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(💀🎃☁️) - spooky month fluff

(reader type) - male / AMAB

(‼️ warnings) - none

﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

‧₊˚ ⋅ 𓐐𓎩 ‧₊˚ ⋅

- - - - - - -

The picture on your desk seemed to stare at you. You stared back at it, of course.

It was a picture of your family. You, your mom, your brother, and, of course, your dad. Your mom and brother's faces seemed to be faded, even though you hadn't touched the picture in forever.

You couldn't stop thinking about them, about how they were doing, about what they were doing. You could've thought about them forever.. had someone not knocked on your door.

"—Come in!" You stuttered, regaining your focus. The door creaked open to reveal your dad. He was holding plastic bags, a robe, and matches.

"Ah, hello, father." You greeted, spinning your chair around to face him properly. You never called him anything else but 'father'. 'Dad' seemed too informal.

He greeted you back, made his way over to you, and handed you your robe. Fresh from the dryer. "Would you like to go out and help me get rid of some evidence?" He inquired as he leaned in and smiled.

Your face lit up a bit when he said the word 'help'. Getting to spend time with your father was something you'd never pass up.

"Ignacio usually does the evidence-destroying, but he set himself on fire last time, and he's still recovering."

You nodded to signal you understood. You got up from your seat to put your robe on.

"Ready to go?" Father put his hood on.

"Of course." You mimicked him and put yours on as well.

- - - - - - -

You both peered into the window of the police station. Those meddlesome cops were apparently off to the mayor's office for some meeting. Which was the perfect time to destroy their hard work.

Your dad snuck in through the window and helped you inside. You made sure to cover all the cameras, just to be thorough. From there, you found the desk full of evidence and clues about your little.. organization. It had been restarted here since the previous evidence was at the smoker cop's house.

"Seems as though they've stepped up their game." Your father admitted as he couldn't help but admire their work. You admired with him and had to agree it was impressive. They were efficient.

But not as efficient as the both of you.

As fast as you arrived, you began to pick apart their findings, talking with one another to decide which ones to burn.

In the end, you decided that you'd toy with them a bit and leave them only unimportant bits of what they had.

You shoved all the evidence that was to burn in your plastic baggies and made your great escape through the same window.

This time, instead of burning the evidence where it was, you burned it in front of the mansion. That way, you could make sure it didn't get out of hand like it did last time.

As you drizzled the gasoline onto the pictures and notes, you looked to your dad. "Father?" You began, putting the bottle down and reaching for the matches. "This was fun. I enjoy doing things like this with you."

Your father handed you the matches but didn't look at you. He just smiled. "And I too, (Y/N). You've grown quite a bit since you've joined our cult. So strong-willed and yet so young."

You lit the matches and tossed them onto the police work. "I'm proud of you." He said to you, placing a hand on your shoulder and pulling you in. You smiled a smile as big as your pinkie. That.. meant a lot to you. "Thank you, father."

You leaned into his small embrace, watching the fire burn. The night seemed still, like it was watching you. But you didn't care. All you cared for was your dear old dad and nothing more.

You were glad you chose to live with him, instead.

- - - - - - -

‧₊˚ ⋅ 𓐐𓎩 ‧₊˚ ⋅

[taiturner]

NEW YEARS CLEAN-UP 🎊

rules: unburden yourself from the abandoned WIPS collecting dust in your folder and share 5 gifs, then tag five people. (tagged by @yenvengerberg, thank you i feel like i can do something useful with these things now 💖)

tagging with no pressure of course: @wyllhalsin, @capinejghafa, @cardvngreenbriar, @seance, @ayoedebiris, @ughmerlin, @craintheodora, @lottiemilfews, @natscatorrcio (yeah miles i'm tagging you to be funny i know what you did with those psds)

these are all from projects that i have in a folder titled "on the bench" that i want to pretend i'll come back to, but.... some of these have been benched for so long and they're no longer fresh in my head so i fear they'll be abandoned forever. should also be mentioned that a lot of projects on the bench are literally just me making all the typography first and then losing inspo when i actually wanted to gif things.... usually by the time i do start, i change my mind about the type anyway. i also have so many abandoned gifs from other gifsets i've already posted but i'm not even sure where to begin searching so... here are some things!

one of the many gifs i already created for a prompt from @yellowjacketsoctober to put the show in a different genre. ironically, a prompt that i came up with for the event specifically to make this gifset but didn't even complete. i spent so many hours and so many days trying to gif this entire arc for these three with the intent to make it a heist drama set but after so long i realized i was just giffing exactly what happened in the show and it started to feel pointless. but at least here's a preview of something that i'll never finish. my trio of all time, can they commit more crimes together please! (should also be said that this folder is 44gb because i already saved all the caps + because these psds are so heavy... new years clean up for real)

i don't know what it is about lydia that makes it so hard for me to finish any set for her, but every time i try i seem to always lose the drive eventually (probably because twd in general just feels really uninteresting for me to blend, for some reason). from a 2022 spotify wrapped meme, i'm pretty sure i restarted this specific gifset so many different times, unhappy with the colors and the blends and the text and everything -- which is why there are two very different examples here. my girl of all time though i will finish something for her eventually (and maybe even this one, because this song is still so good for her).

one of the many gifs that were abandoned by my scream vi set for favorite slasher in october. when tumblr first changed the image upload limit to 30, i promised myself to never take advantage of that too much, but i severely underestimated how many moments i would want to include for this movie and i made so many other gifs for this set but ultimately cut them so i could try to tone it down - 18 gifs in this set still feels like a lot but i spent so much time on this set that it was hard to part with many more. anyway here's sam being the hottest final girl in the world and correct about everything.

i don't know how long this has been on the bench but it was definitely a project i started way before season 2 even aired. i think i just got stuck and wasn't sure where to go with it, but anyway her!

extra spoiler for @wyllhalsin but this was supposed to be a pride edit in june for one of my favorite lgbt characters of all time. this show's camera movements nearly makes it impossible to blend anything so i lost the drive, but i will come back for felix someday (and for coty, obviously this set was for him).

[hoshiseon-digiarc]

hi friends, hope everyone is doing well!

so as you all can see i’ve been pretty inactive as of lately. truthfully i’ve had no motivation to write and don’t think I’ll be able to for a while. i have so much going on in my personal life, it’s all just a bit too much for me right now. i was seriously debating on how I was going to move forward with my accounts here and i was honestly really close to just deleting them. but i was talked off the metaphorical ledge and i now have a better idea of how to go about it (everyone say thank u cat & maya). i think i really just need a restart so…

firstly, i’ll be going on a hiatus so i will be logged out unless i’m working on reconstructing my account. if you’d like to reach me i’m on twitter (@/urwonnly) and discord (@/k1zavrse, dm me and i’ll add you).

ACCOUNTS

moving forward i am converting hoshiseon into a digital archive of sorts. so the entire account will be under construction and only my writing posts will be kept up. i’ll also be changing the user and unfollowing everyone, starting this account completely fresh.

and @urwonnly will be my new main account. if you’d like to send asks, see my posts, and possibly my writing when i come back from hiatus then you can catch me there! this account is enhypen & riize centric so all writing will be for those groups but of course i’ll answer asks and may still do short writings for the other groups i like. (ateez are still my day ones i promise lol)

OTHER UPDATES

desire series will also be on a hiatus until i decide what to do with it. once i have the time, energy, and motivation i may continue writing it bc i really do love that story. if i start it back up, it will be posted to a new account :]

not many people follow me there but my personal acc (@kkvras) is probably going to be converted as well. i’m thinking of making that a strictly reblog account but i haven’t completely decided on that.

tagging mutuals so you all are aware of the change: @agustdiv1ne @angelwonie @beamtori @cha0thicpisces @desirehorizon @hoshologies @owlbeforesunset @planetdream @togeqii @wuahae @a1sh1teruu @jaehunnyy @sungbeam @halaqueen @moonhoures @tohokuu @seonghwaddict @taesankisser @nebulousbrainsoup @kwanisms-replies @kwanisms @yourlocaljonghoe

thank you guys so much for making this a fun and safe space for me, i really appreciate all the friends i’ve made here. i srsly L word you all <3 any of you feel free to reach out anytime, sending love 🫂