#i was like. is this real life?? are u a god or something????
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bloomzone · 2 days ago
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Okay, so I just recognized some mistakes I’ve been doing lately literally just saved myself from repeating them again. And honestly, I noticed a lot of other students are making these same mistakes too. So here’s Part 2 of my “Study Mistakes I Did But Saved Myself Before It Was Too Late.” If you relate to any of these, take it as your sign to stop before it’s too late.
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lesson 1 : the “failure” mindset.
Right now, I’m literally in this crazy state. Like the failure mode. It's insane , I do a million past papers, then I tell myself, “Yes, you did well today.” But I wake up the next day with the same mindset: No, girl, you need to do more. Like, what if all those questions don’t show up on the exam?Yes, stress can help it drives you sometimes. For me, it worked most of the time. That fear of failure push me to study harder. But don’t let failure control you. I really wish I could change my mindset, especially before big exams or finals.We always think, what if I fail instead of what if I succeed? So please, try not to stress too much. Even small efforts count. Stay motivated. I know discipline is important, but we’re human. Especially high school students there’s pressure from everywhere. Everyone expects something from you.So try to motivate yourself. Make your breakfast in the morning. Watch something motivational when you wake up. It will remind you why you're doing this.You’re a student. You need to succeed. But sometimes we lose that passion . So keep some backup motivation ready. Think: What if I succeed? Always and Study hard. Do everything you can so you can feel good and proud about urself later.
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lesson 2 : using AI for essays.
Please, please, please stop using AI if you’re still doing it especially for essays idk about u use ai or not it's ur life idc but if u are a STUDENT hear me out If your exams are still a bit far and you’re using AI to do your homework, especially your essays, stop now.I swear, some classmates of mine used AI the whole year. Especially for French essays. I know not everyone is great at French even if it’s our mother tongue , some people treat it like a second language tooThere’s this one girl in my class she used ChatGPT for every single argumentative essay. And our teacher praised her: “Oh my god, I love your writing!” and gave her plus points. I got mad. Like… I wrote my essay 100% by hand, all real. And then the teacher accused ME of using AI? I was like Girl wtf 💀💀💀 this is 100% mine.And in the actual exam, that girl got 13/20 and i I got 19/20 and then the teacher believes me after •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀.f you use AI all year, you’ll look so stupid in the exam. So please, even if you need help, don’t rely on AI. Just read articles, watch videos on YouTube, act like AI doesn’t exist.Read more, watch teachers online, documentary anything that helps you build real knowledge and vocabulary. You’ll get better and your essays will show it.
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lesson 3 : Not organizing your notes.
This one is real. Please don’t do what I did: I lost every single note from first semester. I still don’t know where I put them.So if you’re someone who writes by hand, please always keep a folder next to you. As soon as you finish a paper, put it in the folder. Keep your folders in a place where no one touches them.The only thing that saved me I take pictures of my notes. So please, every time you write something important and feel like you might lose it take a photo. Just in case.
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lesson 4 : Not sleeping early.
I’ve been doing this mistake recently, during prep week when we’re home from school. The stress is too much. Not because I can’t sleep I actually fall asleep in minutes. The problem is I don’t sleep early. I have no fixed schedule.If you study in the morning, you need to sleep early. I wake up around 5 or 6 a.m., but I sleep at midnight. That’s just 4–5 hours of sleep. And it’s not enough. I get headaches. I burn out.Today, for example, I woke up at 6 after sleeping at midnight. I had the worst headache. I made coffee but didn’t even drink it.Also, if you get headaches easily, be careful with coffee. Drink water first. Move around a bit before having it.So then I tried studying but couldn’t. I opened a YouTube video to study, but I couldn’t focus. I ended up lying down, playing the video on my phone, and falling asleep again with the teacher’s voice still playing I felt like a loser fr it made me so sad. So please, if you work best in the morning, be in bed at LEAAAST by 10 p.m.And if you’re a night owl and study until 2–3 a.m., please sleep long enough after that. Your brain needs it.Just be organize your sleep schedule. Everyone has their best time to focus just build your routine around it. The time will pass anyway, so spend it right.
stay healthy everyone 💭
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sturniololuvz · 2 days ago
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can u write a fic where matt gets his gf of two months pregnant and they’re both really panicked
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The apartment was unusually quiet for a Saturday afternoon. The kind of quiet that hung in the air and wrapped itself around your lungs until you could barely breathe.
Matt sat on the edge of his bed, one hand buried in his hair, the other gripping the positive pregnancy test like it might change if he stared hard enough.
Y/N was pacing.
“I mean—it could be wrong,” she stammered, voice too high, too fast. “Right? Those tests mess up all the time. Maybe we got a bad one. Or—or I drank too much water or something.”
Matt looked up, eyes wide, lips parted like he wanted to say something but couldn’t find a single word.
“Matt, say something,” Y/N begged, hands trembling at her sides.
He blinked, and it was like he snapped back to reality. “I—I don’t know what to say.”
Her breath hitched, and for a second, she looked like she might crumble to the floor.
“I didn’t plan this,” she whispered, voice cracking. “We’re only two months in, and this isn’t—this wasn’t supposed to happen. You’re still figuring stuff out, and I’m just—how are we even going to tell anyone?”
Matt stood up so fast it startled her.
He walked over, slow, like she was something fragile. And honestly? She felt like she was.
He reached for her hands, holding them gently in his.
“I’m scared too,” he said. “I swear to God, I’m terrified. But I’m not going anywhere, Y/N.”
Her eyes welled up instantly, lips wobbling.
“I don’t know what to do,” she choked out. “I don’t even know if I’d be good at this. I don’t even have my life together. I’m barely keeping up with everything.”
Matt gave a weak, broken laugh. “You think I do?”
Y/N let out a breath that was half a sob, half a laugh.
“But we figure it out,” he added softly. “Together. One step at a time.”
Her eyes met his. There was fear there, yes, but underneath it—something else. Trust. A sliver of hope.
“But Matt,” she said, barely a whisper, “we haven’t even told your brothers yet.”
“Oh, they’re gonna flip,” Matt said with a tired smirk. “Chris is gonna act like it’s his kid. And Nick’s probably gonna Google how to raise a child before we even finish telling him.”
She laughed, really laughed this time, tears still falling. And he smiled.
It wasn’t the moment they’d imagined for their future, but it was real.
It was theirs.
And somehow, they were going to get through it — together.
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heyimkana · 21 hours ago
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Kana..... I can't with my husband. He had THE best question last night. ( We are re-re-watching Solo Leveling right now). I just woke up and still riding the high of you replying so I couldn't get it out of my head and came up with this:
Girls night out , Healer Johee and Hae In Jinwoos Gf/wife are a bit tipsy and start talking smack about sex with previous bf vs bf as of right now
In this scenario Johee and Jinwoo had sex one time before he leveled up. He was okay, a bit shy.
She tells Hae In that. Wifey gets big eyes bc she can't walk straight after today's morning session and tells Johee : girl, u missed out. He leveled UP in this regard too 😏
You're smut is breathtaking/pantie wetting so please enjoy this thought 😌😏💜
DAMNNNNN LMFAOOOO NOT MY MAN LEVELING UP AT SEX IM CRYINGGGG 😭😭😭😭😭
okay but real talk i feel like e-rank hunter jinwoo is definitely shy and nervous when it comes to sex. i feel like if he sees the sight of kitty he'll lowkey (maybe even highkey) panic like "okay what do i do? how do i make her feel good? should i touch her here? should i put a finger inside? should i use my mouth WHAT SHOULD I DO" like all of these thoughts would be running in his head at once and his gf would be like "are you okay?" and he'd be like "y-yeah no i'm fine" while visibly sweating
by the time he tried to slide his cock inside and she flinched, he turned pale and started sputtering something like "oh my god i'm sorry i'm so sorry it hurt didn't it oh god of course it did i just rammed my dick inside you i'm an idiot do you want to stop i can stop maybe we should stop yeah let's stop" like he was still rock hard but his brain was already contemplating suicide (he's so cute 😭)
s-rank hunter jinwoo tho 😏 i mean like... even if it was his first time, i feel like he'd still be in control. like he'd be nervous still (yes of course he'd be nervous. he was going to have sex for the first time with the love of his life) but he'd look so much calmer on the outside. you could tell that he wasn't as composed only when he kissed you or when he touched you cause you'd feel like a little tremble in his fingertips, and his kisses would be much slower than usual, maybe even a little bit hesitant? like if it was her first time too, he'd be constantly asking himself "does she really want to do this? what if she changes her mind? what if i'm not the right person for her? what if she's going to regret it later?" like he was so sweet and genuinely concerned for her he wanted it to be perfect, not just the moment, but the person too 🥺
but he'd be in full control once she gave him her consent, and he'd take it slow and he'd be super gentle with her. he wouldn't be as clueless as e-rank jinwoo but he'd make sure to examine her face/expression all the time, to make sure he wasn't hurting her by accident, to make sure she feels pleasure—from him.
he made sure that she came once or twice before they proceeded to the main course and by the time he slipped himself inside and he saw her flinching in pain, he'd stop (but not panic) and kiss her jaw, her cheek, her lips, her temple and just hold her there for a while.
"i won't move until you tell me to. take as much time as you need. we don't have to go all the way if you don't feel like it. i'm happy just to be with you like this."
and she'd shake her head and they'd share a kiss and when she smiled at him, telling him to move, he'd stroke her cheekbone with his thumb, asking "are you sure?"
and if she nodded, he'd smile back at her, pressing a lingering kiss on her forehead, whispering, "we can stop anytime you want. just say the word, angel. you're the one in control here, not me. it's always you."
and she'd kiss him and they'd move awkwardly at first but just like how he was at everything else, he'd get better fast only because he was always so attentive and he paid attention to every detail like the way her breath hitched when he hit a certain angle, the way her nails sank a little deeper into his back when he rubbed against a certain spot. jinwoo understood his assignment quickly and by the time they got to the second round, he made her came twice before he got his own release 😌
so yeah i guess he's leveling up even at sex too 😂
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fairysvgar · 2 years ago
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[💕] — just did 2 word sprints (15 minutes each) for NaNoWriMo, wrote nearly 1000 words total !! i'm feeling pretty accomplished rn, even if it's not a lot, its a good start !! i wish everyone who is participating this year good luck 💗
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thats-how-i-like-it · 5 months ago
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hi, here's a little vijinx - another love (tom odell) edit (feat. caitvi)
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evocatiio · 11 months ago
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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atopvisenyashill · 8 months ago
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do love how this is an asoiaf blog but i did not put either show in my top 10 this is the world we live in
#the only season that really compares to the book is season 1.#the rest even when they’re engaging have changed something that feels so central to the hook that i’m mad aksjd.#getting on my soap box#if iwtv s3 is good it may knock someone out. probably qaf.#bsg is p high up there i just think season 4 really suffered on pacing & the suspicious nature of who dies annoyed me.#veep is also very high up there tbh i need to rewatch it. the thing is. as we know. i am a romantic at heart and amy & jonah have my favorit#sitcom relationship. veep has genuinely one of the best finales to ever exist but i’m a sap.#and amy coming back to tell jonah that he made her realize she doesn’t actually have to expect the worst from life. oh my god.#also superstore >>> parks & rec >>> the office bc superstore never romanticized the hell of their job#amy quitting her corporate job when she realized she would never be able to make the changes she wanted within the system she was always#going to compromise too much and wind up like jeff. glenn reopening his dad’s hardware shop & specifically who goes w him & who stays w gina#at the store? it has what the other two lack which is characters that feel like they keep existing after you stop watching#BECAUSE the way they interacted with the world was so real and so much more realistic. amy can’t fix the system but she can find a job that#she doesn’t feel is so soul sucking. glenn may be choosing a harder path by reopening the hardware store but it’s the one that makes him#most fulfilled. gina just gets to make money and be bossy w people who do what they’re told. that rings so true to me.#i almost out bojack horseman in here too actually but once again i think the last season just needed to be a tad longer just like bsg.#also same issue w pitch as w bly manor - it’s an amazingly written season of tv but it’s ONE season of tv#big brother as always outsells yes i am hoping to tempt some of u into watching by posting dan & ian in the dog costume#i have that gif and the ‘sit’ scene saved on my phone always
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gingerbreadmonsters · 4 months ago
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its so important to me that you know how much ive already cried over this wip and its literally only been two days
#if this ever gets finished it will be a blasted miracle#god i just. it is just so much to me#its right in that sweet spot where it fits exactly with the image of the character in my head#AND its pressing on the bruise of an enormous hangup for me in my real life as well#i say this very genuinely: i think if u are not used to the creative process of things like making art/writing/music/dance/drama etc#its difficult to really get into how emotionally significant and worldview-changing those processes can be#obviously they dont HAVE to be. u can sing a song just for the sake of singing it and it doesn't need to mean anything at all if u want#but when u are actually CREATING it. like from nothing. boy that can really get u (in a good way and a not-good way)#and i dont say this to make the creative process sound all superior and grandiose just to make myself feel better - i really do think#that there is smth profoundly transformative and tender inside it that it is so important to feel#i mean. essentially its the feeling that the high school theatre kids are addicted to lmao#but they r totally right to be because it IS addictive and it DOES feel really good#when it comes to writing fic for me it can be such a powerful emotional experience#i only used to get that from dance (and that didn't start to happen until at LEAST 11 or 12 years after i started)#its not always SO intense. but when it is then it Really Is#and i think you can kind of tell when you read it#sometimes its emotional bc its the satisfying execution of a singular vision - its motion capture/out of my head/resist and elongate#and sometimes its bc the feeling is so intensely and overwhelmingly personal - return to me/blood sugar baby!/reeling/sea change/#in my mind i think you can really see it in my human nature series - the one with warden and vega#i dont know if thats purely bc that series means so much to me - its been my baby for almost 2 years now#or if its also bc much of it has happened during a very emotionally intense part of my life#in any case when i say that these things are very personal i don't mean in a literal sense necessarily#im not ACTUALLY out here building stalker museums or cannibalising prison guards or splitting the fabric of time#bc whats important is how it FEELS - at the heart of those fantastical things are emotions that aren't magical or supernatural at all#feelings and fears and desires that i have in my life - translated into something much bigger and grander and easier to talk about#do not worry because this is not going to be read by anyone. but if i were your english teacher i would tell you#to go and have a skim of one of the fics i mentioned just now#and i wonder what you think i was thinking about when i wrote it#what i was afraid of or what i was wanting or what i didn't know how to deal with#i dont have to ask because i already know. but i think you could guess if you really really wanted to
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intertexts · 10 months ago
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unrebloggable because id krill myself if this started getting notes but a brief summary of my thoughts on the matter !!! also kind of obviously this is just irt headcanon & such. obviously the most hated "fandom activism" or whatever is frequently just folks pointing out the stereotypes or shitty choices textually in the media & saying "hey maybe think critically about this for more than two seconds" & often receives backlash from people who r incapable of holding multiple ideas in their head at once!!
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tasakesi · 1 year ago
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also the pandemic wasnt a “simple window to what we could be without capitalism”. IF U THINK THAT YOU WERE INCREDIBLY PRIVILEGED AND YOUR EXPERIENCES WEREN'T UNIVERAL
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ursaspecter · 1 year ago
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Friendly reminder that asking your lycan partner to turn you is incredibly insensitive! Seriously can we retire this trope already? Not only is it just offensive, but no one would ever actually choose this life! Lycanthropy is a curse. Full stop.
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Ok user "moon-moon" as if that original meme wasn't created to mock pack nomenclature 🙄
Anyway I'm not gonna touch that internalized lycanphobia with a ten foot pole. Being turned by your partner is something that can be incredibly intimate as long as both parties are consenting and the one being turned is 100% sure they want it. Literally the only downside to transforming once a month is the pain, but midol works just fine. No one with these "lycanthropy bad" takes ever wants to discuss the legitimate positives that come with this "curse" lmao.
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I'm literally reclaiming moon moon but go off I guess. Anyways turning your partner is absolutely disgusting and morally reprehensible and anyone who does it should be muzzled permanently.
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lmao my wife literally saved my life when she turned me but i guess she should be muzzled huh? we run through the woods hunting deer together and can each haul in groceries in one trip now, but nooo she's obviously a danger to society because she cares enough about me to help me when insurance wouldn't cover my medicine
also it was confirmed that the creator of that meme literally makes and sells silver bullets so if you still wanna use moon moon for yourself that certainly is a choice. source: (X)
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I love that instead of naming the more common benefits of lycanthropy, you mentioned that you and your wife can carry all the groceries in one trip. I think that's definitely a positive that gets overlooked far too often and I commend you for speaking your truth, sir
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lol thanks but I'm a woman 😅
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Plus werewolf blood tastes way better and is as filling as 10 humans 👍
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Oh my GOD you vampblr freaks will just flock to anything. It clearly says "vamps DNI" in my bio!
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lmaoooo of course you're a vampire exclusionist
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wasn't OP the same guy who said fursuits were offensive to lycanthropes and doxxed a werewolf fursuiter?
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They ARE offensive and harmful to this community and I'm tired of pretending they're not. They perpetuate harmful depictions of what a humanoid wolf is actually like.
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me when I dox someone for making candy colored animal costumes that look nothing like what a real werewolf does
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the---warden · 2 months ago
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dso stressed i feel like im going to die
#like sooner than i otherwise would#maybe even actually soon#sometimes i think that might be good even. a relief.#i know it wouldnt but i still think it#i told my mom abt the situation and how im feeling like lowkey hoping she would tell me to bail on this thing already#and she didnt really say anything...#idk maybe this was the one time in my life she decided unsolicited advice was inappropriate#feels to me a lot more like an echo of the way she never stood up for me#love her though#sysmates are telling me to trust how i feel but i cant#i cant bail now#but maybe i should sooner rather than later.#ill have an opportunity soonish. i have let people know#that i might#but there isnt yet anyone who could take over#and i dont want to watch the project crash and burn#its an important one in my eyes.#something that makes a tangible difference in peoples lives#and it kind of feels like. if im not willing to die fighting then what am i even living for.#since peace of mind is apparently not a real option i think i would rather fight to the death.#but i keep getting visions of regret and thinking back from the future to now abt how naive and clueless im being by doing this#though those kinds of things usually make me critical of this potential future self.. like why are u being so fucking rude and cruel my bro#im not like that to my past self if i can help it#but god cynicism festers in resentment and overwhelm too so . ugh#like i can see it yeah. and also like i wish this were just a mindset thing but we are talking effects on physical health.#from the stress from this project. like its pretty clear.#and at the same time because of the way my community is being treated it is unthinkable to step down and watch it crash and burn.#i keep thinking idk if anyone would understand. but actually i know some who would. who do#and anyway im already in a position that everyone criticises and doesn't really understand because of the way im looking at it#and it makes me feel so desperate like wow these ppl either can't or won't look at the big picture and the reality of things.
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crossbackpoke-check · 4 months ago
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i've been thinking a lot about the mojoe show, especially how i miss seeing them together and somehow, i stumbled on your blog and all your tags about them (joe in specific) speak directly to me!
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no go on... what are the tags saying to you... come join the mojo(e) jojo hive mind...
#kismet... kismet...#kissing u (w/consent) on the mouth anon i LOVE them. the lore is deep & deeper still i love talking about them come yap!!! so glad ur here#i saw the cat & *** show the other day and was like. you cannot fool the people. this does not appease me. what foul mockery is this#the people yearn for the mojoe show!!!! they do not forgive and they do not forget!!! mo i understand you have a physical aversion to media#but PLEASEEEE at least they've convinced him into tiktoks and joint videos. like what clause is in his contract that says#hey so uh. my beautiful wife needs an emotional support idiot during media at all times. yeah it's mandatory. yeah she'll blow up otherwise#AND ALSO HAVE YOU SEEN THE VIDEO WHERE THEY MAKE SWEDISH MEATBALLSSSSS I WATCHED IT AGAIN THE OTHER DAY AND IT KILLED MEEEEEEEE#rip i SEE the 2353 i really do. why pit two bad bitches against each other i know i know but i love mojoe so much#mojo(e) jojo hive mind unite#liv in the replies#i'm not GONNA rewatch the mojoe show. speaking as a guy who saw the ep w/ cute dates in seattle and don't think i could ever even bear to#watch it (i too love my completely normal brain that likes to do this to me) but like what if i did. with what time in my life idk...#GUYS THE JOE LOCKSCREEN INCIDENT HAPPENED *THIS* SEASON. WHY DOES THAT FEEL LIKE TEN YEARS AGO. HELP#they're still obsessed with each other and alexandra can vouch i was talking about them on twitter lmao#both mo and joe saying 'whose life would you switch with' and picking dads like oh so we're. my big fat [italian] family style.#like pls look away if u don't like anna but EYE was like oh so anna retires (the spielerfrau comment... MORITZ) & is here full time? maybe?#& they went oh my god we're gonna put a baby in her. next step baby. we would be such good dads like i can see the vision the fic the futur#ANYWAY you can look again i'm done talking about my other wife APART FROM THAT ALSO i was having major kidfic feels like oh my god#mo and joe babysitting for all the dads on the team to practice before they adopt. mo and joe baby fever fic until they wish up a wishbaby.#joe taking mo to his family in montreal and uncle mo being a smash hit with the kids it is ENDLESS and they are at the age where nhlers#start having their oh my god i'm gonna get serious and settle down moment like they're popping out babies at 23 so. they feel like it's the#life checkpoint something to start thinking about now y'know? <- this is not real life obvs they are uh. unhinged in the nhl but we knew.
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skipperling · 5 months ago
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i miss being a construction worker cause honestly a lot of my time on the job i wouldnt do anything LOL but i do genuinely also miss like. the job itself. i miss how a lot of my work revolved around going into empty buildings and go anywhere inside of them. fix them nicely ... whenever there's construction work in the offices and bathrooms and stuff it makes my heart hurt so badly. i love getting glimpses of the utility closets. i always felt like a fly on the wall maintaining an office or building but not really being APART of the culture inside of it yannow. being there transiently
#i try and say things to the custodians and the construction workers that always made my heart sing to hear#and now out of all the people who work in my building a lot of them recognize me and say hi to me specifically lol#i still remember the man who stopped while i was painting the door and said ''thank you for making our office more beautiful''#i still think about that man ... the color i was painting was atrocious honestly LOL but he was so nice to me ..#its funny how much of my assumptions on supervisors and managers and office work turned out to be true#not that im an office worker now#but i work for the people who work in the offices LOL. and ..... yeah ...#but i always felt a kinship with factory workers and warehouse workers too#but i miss being a fly on the wall. i miss maintaining a building lovingly#i miss seeing these secret intricacies of the buildings. of the world#every time i get a glimpse behind a ceiling tile .. i love to see it ... i miss working in it ...#it was painful and tiresome and really worked my shit out differently#but i miss it ....#im glad i have that skill now. i like how i know HOW to patch walls and paint and sand and install shit and everything like that yannow#but i miss how i used to see the world. now my everyday is sort of soulsucking#i hate my job........ with construction work i felt some sense of love about it. some sense of DOING something real#what im doing now doesnt apply to ANYTHING .... its so STUPID#im filled with USELESS knowledge on something so specific its like worthless outside of here#construction skills are like some home ec shit u just like can use in your everyday life#what im doing is like. like its REAL right but its like. REAL STUPID also#i know its not like completely nothing and im learning valuable shit in there right. in SOME way. but god does it feel DUMB .......
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@catchuuu @staryukis @dollsuguru
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each time you fall in love
it’s clearly not enough
it isn’t safe
#FUCKKKKKJK#OP MY BLOOD IS ON YOUR HANDS#THIS KILLED ME#DEVOURED ME#:((((((( HHHHHHHHH#this is one of the most gorgeous stsgs i’ve ever seen in my life your art style is STUNNING i actually fell to my knees and began to weep#i could stare at this forever and ever and ever#one of the prettiest satorus ever i’m sooooo serious . his eyes… his lips… his hair… the tear…..#his vulnerable looking throat 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#geto real asf i could not keep my hands off it#NO BUT SOMETHING ABOUT THIS PIECE IS SO SINISTER AND SO SO SOFT and that contrast makes me explode 😭😭😭#i will forever be obsessed with stsg and the way they blur the line between violence and intimacy#no one does queer subtext quite like them#GETO’S BIG ASS HANDDDDDD GOD#sorry i was really trying to keep myself from mentioning it BUT LIKE 😭😭 i am a weak weak individual …..#IT’S FUCKING HUGEE AND IT’S SO PRETTY … i need to bite his fingers#geto’s cult leader fit will always devour btw. it adds so much to the atmosphere.. that sinister feeling …#and the way satoru is so pliant. just lets it happen …. sigh.#being a stsg stan is a full time job why do i feel exhausted just thinking abt them 😭#no but op this is so sincerely gorgeous i felt so blessed when i saw it on my dash. i worship u#tysm for this meal <33333333#WAIT I FORGOT TO MENTION THE FUCKING QUOTE AAAAAAA THAT KILLED ME MORE THAN ANYTHING#ITS SO GOOD SO PERFECT#IT’S NOT ENOUGH. IT’S NOT SAFE.#satoru needs so much therapy his yearning for and rejection of intimacy needs to be studied#being loved could fix him#STSG NATION IM SUMMONING U i love u all so dearly i hope ur day is going wonderful <333 i am kissing ur knuckles softly mwah#look what i found for us :33 hunter/gatherer relationship except its me and the mutuals on tumblr dot com …#fanart ✩
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