#i want to take my uterus out
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I want to continue writing my fic but my period cramps say no. Maybe I'll continue it tomorrow.
#i think i'm finishing it#or not#idk man#gravity falls#gravity falls fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#ao3 fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic writer#period#period cramps#i hate period cramps#i want to take my uterus out#girl struggles#ana has spoken
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guys I’m gonna be so real I’m flying business class on an international flight for the first time in my life and there IS a crying baby right next to me I DO think this should be illegal
#I’m going to carve out my uterus with the dinner knife and give it to the flight attendant#like for real here take this I literally don’t want it#I would NEVER as a parent like god
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Period cramps like ZABUZA ZazaZABUzA
#😭 i cant wait until i eventually get approved for a hysterectomy#yeetus the fetus chalice#cut out the baby spout#idk tis#gremlin hours#god i hope menopause blesses me early#just take the entire fucking flesh carry-on baggage PLEASE i do NOT want that shit on my plane#tylenol is my bestest friend rn and yet she still never does enough for me this is a toxic relationship i deserve better#ufhsghhhghh#naruto#take my uterus and seal it into ur self like kurama#sasuke would like thst im sure#sasunaru#mpreg#hysterectomy#uterus genjutsu
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Can someone explain to me why I was born with
1.) a pathological fear of all things regarding reproduction and human offspring AND ALSO
2.) a ridiculously detrimental reproductive organ to bleed from every single month of my adult life to remind me what a spiritual and biological fucking failure I am for not centering my life around reproduction and human offspring
bc I’m just wondering why I needed to be born with BOTH of these traits ?
#rants & reflections#afab autistic#afab nonbinary#childless by choice#demigirl#neurogender#assigned gender at birth#gender dysphoria#fuck periods#menstration#take my uterus take it OUT OF ME I do NOT want it#I could so easily have such a severe violent meltdown about it. like at any moment any day#afab problems#autistic borderline#bpd mood
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stars i hate being a woman
#too bad i also Do Not want to be a man#i would rather tear my uterus out of my body with my bare hands than deal with my period pain#that nobody will take me seriously about including my parents#woohoo.#im so happy. i love my pain so much.
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begging someone to come take me out 😭
#pom ponders#tw: period talk#these cramps are killing me#i want to take this stupid uterus out and YEET it into the stratosphere#someone just put me out of my misery
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chapter 4 almost ready!! stay tuned BMB babes 🤭
sorry yall i know it’s late…again, but this period seriously has been MURDERING ME. i want to crawl into a hole and die, but apparently that’s “dramatic” or so i’ve been told 🙄
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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I wanted to draw more of my Evil Little Shooting Star AU but I got my period today and I had to deal with the cramps at school (I left early because I took two pills and they didn't do shit and I felt a bit dizzy) and rn I feel fucking exhausted like I'm going through the aftermath of a panic attack all over again. So maybe I'll draw something tomorrow, idk.
#great way to start the month#i hate being a woman#pls take my uterus out I don't wanna deal with it#bruh it ain't my fault I'm a minor and I don't want children why does my body have to punish me like that???😭😭😭#period cramps#i hate periods#i hate period cramps#gravity falls#gravity falls au
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Real talk, like, is there any system for pairing unwanted uteruses (uteri???) with trans girls in need?
Cause I would kindly like to yeet this fucker to the moon. It could be like:
Free Uterus Available!
Age: 40 Condition: Used (two pregnancies) Description: This kind and caring uterus has seen it's current owner through many times, good and bad, and the owner is no longer prepared to put in the work to maintain this uterus like it deserves! Now, it's looking for a new forever home! ~u.w.u~
Like seriously. I will pay you to take this fucker away.
#unforth rambles#tmi#yeeterus#I have such a busy day#what i didn't need were awful day one symptoms and the lead up three days of insomnia#some trans girl out there would like have her crops watered and her hair perfect and her dysphoria cured#by the same shit that makes me want to claw my body open and rip this thing out bare handed#take my uterus#please
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Trying to explain to someone why I, someone with a uterus, deserves basic human rights when all they focus on is pissing on the poor.
#the woman hate is WILD#like...#you REALLY want me to support someone who said 'just grab her by the pussy'?#in regards to controlling a woman?#as opposed to all the fighting women need to do just to have wage equality#Women suffer at the hands of doctors because our pain isn't taken seriously#women have died of treatable illnesses bc we were ignored on the basis of being even 20Ibs overweight#we have to fight against hypothetical husbands just so we can take agency over our own bodies#im afraid to ask for a hysterectomy bc Im worried about exhausting myself from begging#i dont need a uterus#i do not use it#it serves no purpose#but 'what about your future husband?'#IM FUCKING SINGLE AND NOBODY FUCKING WANTS ME#I DO NOT KNOW WHY NO ONE WANTS ME BUT THEY DONT#considering my dating track record I do not believe I will get a husband#and I will not hold out for this pretend husband#for all I know... my uterus might be trying to kill me... I just dont know bc its hard to figure it out#especially when i forget to schedule appointments#fuck donald trump#fuck republicans#fuck america#fuck misogynists#fuck everything#im tired
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ngl i'm obviously grateful for the fact that medication exists that can make me function as a human without the extreme period cramps once a month and without the vomiting due to pain.
but the fact that the medication instantly and very obviously also made me. like. fully numb to life. is really not fun and i really don't think it's fair that those are the two like........... options... that exist
#i stopped birth control after i had a panic attack in a shop in london bc i'd felt increasingly anxious for years#and it just completely ruined my holiday#and after the first 3 ish years without any hormones my body reverted to my teenaged troubles#rn we're taking this birth control to keep the cyst from growing even more until it's my time for surgery#so i'm like. it's acceptable and i'm okay like this#bc it's not nearly as bad as it used to be#and i'm allowed to stop taking it if i want but if i have to choose rn between the two evils#i'd rather be a lil numb#also means i'm less actively upset at my job that i hate. bc i'm just kinda numb. win win ??#it's gonna be an interesting follow up appointment though bc i cannot live longterm on birth control#if it comes to that i'm just gonna be like 'bro we'll just call it quits on the uterus situation'#bc i'm not trialing the spiral or the other invasive and scary option#when hormones alrEADy fuck me up#it's either migraine city or anxiety city or apparently now depression city#and i would just like none of those thx#i'm not having kids with this body so like. i don't need ovulation#i've had 16-17 years of it. i think i can be done now#my endometriosis journey is slow rn but we're just holding out until november#me and my 10 cm cyst............ that's like. a tennis ball. inside my body. waiting to cause me more pain. can you even comprehend ??#this is so tmi but i'm just like. so tired of this numbness ?#i'm not usually an emotional person but considering that i was kind of like this back when i was 18-22#no wonder my mum used to comment on me never crying at films#insane to think i actually socialized at uni#anyways#time to go to sleep to wake up early and go teach at a place i really don't wanna be at ✌🏽🤪
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had to work out for 2,5 hours straight to combat cramps im exhausted
#i took 2 painkillers in the morning and it only got worse as day went on they just straight up werent working and i didnt want to#end up eating a whole package so i got to exercising (hoping if everything hurts nothing hurts or i get so tired i fall asleep instantly)#i ended up napping on my exercise mat i was so tired of all the push ups sit ups and other exercises that put pressure#on my lower back and stomach#im on sick leave bc of antibiotics im taking so im completely drained out and eepy#i want to get to work and then play but i can feel the pain coming back 😭😭😭#ripping my stomach open and chewing on my uterus that will show it#personal#delete later
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i need someone to just fall in love with me i miss having a boyfriend and being a boyfriend ugh
#i need to be someones boyfriend right now actually#im so sleepy and my back hurts and im on my period so im like. someone call me their boy before i take my own uterus out. >=[#i want someone to hold my neck and rub their thumb along my jawline and comment on how pretty my eyes are ugh#okay im tired and im rambling i have to. end this post.#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#t4t#mlm blog#mlm thoughts#t4t yearning
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self-indulgent fnin doodles cause existance is Not Fun right now:/
#my art#felix and nika bonding over having the worst organ in the human body(uterus)(i HATE that bitch)#sorry this is kinda dumb but. yeah..#REALISTICALLY i feel like net would be grossed out by a situation like this but i can draw what i want!!! heheheh#so hes cool and supportive. cause i think that would be neat#uhhhhh actually ive been thinkin about net recently..#okay so hear me out- transfem net.#like........ the casual misoginy and shit being a product of net's weird love-hate relationship with feminity???#they want and crave it but always saw being a girl as 'playing w/ barbie dolls' and 'not understanding technology' and they dont want THAT#but they want to be called pretty and wear a dress sometimes?#so he just kinda represses all those weird complicated feelings and tries his best to be manly and strong and#Not Like Those Stupid Girls who are beyond his comprehension#and then maybe felix comes out as a trans guy and net decides to do some research on trans ppl and#actually starts to realise they relate to these people??#and it takes a LOT of time and introspection but she figures it out. eventually.#and shes still Net! she still scoffs at romantic musicals and is terminally online and a teenage genius and a snarky bitch-#but she also doesnt have to prove her masculinity to anyone. she doesnt have to put girls down for being girls and she#starts to appriciate them as people and not prizes to be won by boys#i dont know if this makes any sense whatsoever but...... i like this idea! i like net realising casual sexism Is Not Funny Actually#i like nika helping her figure things out and try diffrent things and see feminity as something fun and exciting#like i dont think net would suddenly start wearing all pink or something! shes just. herself.#and that means watching horror movies and saving the world from an evil a.i. and movie nights at felixs and hating to admit when shes wrong#yeah. something to think about i guess.#fnin#felix net i nika#sorry this propably makes no sense lol
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mfw the random bouts of depression i have every ~3 months that just so happen to line up with the week i take off birth control for breakthrough bleeding might mean my birth control is not 100% suppressing my pmdd
#i hate it here i'm about to chew this dumbass organ out with my teeth!!!!!#i see an obgyn in november time to ask her hey. whats it gonna take to convince you to rip the whole thing out.#((i do not want advice on this btw i am well aware of the issues that result in no uterus and how to combat them))#yoshi talks
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