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Sometimes I think about the fact that first living being to orbit the Earth couldn't understand what was happening to her, couldn't understand the history she was making. Laika wasn't a volunteer. The technology to bring her back alive didn't exist. They sent her up anyway. She died, scared and alone, in a malfunctioning spacecraft hastily built to meet a political deadline.
When her heart rate tripled from the stress of acceleration, did she understand the magnitude of what she was experiencing? When she saw the stars outside her little window, did she believe the world had gone dark? In her final hours, did she feel wonder, or just fear?
"The more time passes, the more I’m sorry about it. We shouldn’t have done it. We did not learn enough from this mission to justify the death of the dog. When you understand that you can’t bring back Laika, that she perishes out there, and that no one can bring her back…that is a very heavy feeling." Oleg G. Gazenko
For me, there's some small consolation, at least, in knowing that although her death was unnecessary and cruel, Laika will never be forgotten. I love you, Laika. May you find peace among the stars.
Prints are available here.
#my art#laika#laika the space dog#i ugly cried while drawing this im not gonna lie. she was a good girl. she deserved better.#my dog was sitting next to me the entire time i was drawing this. i wish we'd given laika the love she deserved without killing her for it#if you don't know about laika- i WOULD recommend reading about her but the story is rather upsetting.#also apologies for the print site showing a bunch of weird options. i turned off phone cases but it keeps insisting i want to sell it as on#i thought it would fix itself overnight but apparently not. its not actually available if you click on it. should be just prints.#space art#space history#artists on tumblr#stained glass art#art prints
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Sneak peak! 1 of the 10 characters I've done (so far)
#wanted to do a sunarin sticker/charm design and i ended up doing a bunch of characters#will i actually ever sell stickers or charms of these? most likely not but i wanted to do them :)#ive chosen the characters ive drawn by asking my friends who their fav is and drawing that character#:D#i have three more to do#my art#art#fanart#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq#suna rintarou#inarizaki#stickers#sticker design#sneak peek#art project#i actually need to fix the phone it looks kinda wonky#every character has their animal symbolism self and something else about them. so example Hinata has a crow and a sun!
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Hello!! I made some test sticker sheets. However, they didn't turn out exactly as I wanted, so I don't want to sell them for full price. And any less than that, given Et*y's fees, would have me in the red, so I'm giving them away as freebees with another purchase in my shop!
Please note that these are B-grade because they are transparent and there is color variation.
I hope to make some more, actual sticker sheets I can sell in the future!
see below the cut for other items currently in my shop!
#shop#sokka#atla#atla merch#avatar the last airbender#they actually look better than the pictures my phone. smh#but et*y truly is my nemesis#if i sell something for 8$ i only make $2 of it and that doesn't include the cost of production for the item#so unfortunately i can't sell like. 3-4$ sticker sheets. but i want to make some that are worth that $8 price! but...i need to get rid of#these
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This was meant to be done for the cringetober prompt Crossover but life broke me as a man so I dropped out but y'all still have to see my Yap Dollar/Fiveish phone guy bc i love him...
#my art#dsaf#jack kennedy#fiveish#yap dollar#yapdollar#my ocs#technically#oc yap phone#<- canon name#his head model is a 200 btw#i wanted him to be a Chinese telephone model but could find ZERO information bc everyone just wanted to sell me bootlegs#but this one came up in my searches and i went FUCK IT WHATEVER#also a reference to jake and green guy being gpos which probably means they keep those models as spares or something#anyway i fucking love him and the fact he can get pregnant.#when dsaf 2 said most employees were dead or pregnant they were speaking of him
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anyone else feeling deeply disconnected from everything and everyone and struggling to find joy in the whimsy of everyday life or is it just me
#text#i’ve already seen enough posts to make me want to throw my phone into the ocean#and walk into the woods and just keep walking until i collapse#and even thinking that thought fills me with guilt and anxiety because unplugging like that is a privilege in itself#and even when i do log off i am faced with the stress of selling our house and moving#i’m just filled with too many emotions and no way to release that stress#i wish i had like a peloton so i could run that energy and stress out of me like a hamster on a wheel
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Heating getting fixed. And not by my gross closeted faggot uncle from the trashy side of my family so it's actually gonna work well this time! Cost a fortune but at least I never have to deal with with his faggot ass ever again in my life for any reason
#My mom said he sounded sad on the phone when he heard we hired someone else but this faggot took over 2 weeks#And didn't even fix anything#But i wanted to get rid of him for years because he's an incompetent handyman and I hate him#His wife (aunt who is my actual blood relative) is in an mlm selling fake healing crystals in shape of a pyramid#Deeply unserious family....sometimes I judge my dad for not talking to any of his family but then I remember how awful they are#Like he is a snob and a classist but we really just are better than these people idk what to tell you
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sorry to log on n rant but i need to rant
#tbd.#ooc.#cw complaining#ignore the tags if u dont want to see how my life is going shdfhsf#so im doing my masters yeah#and im like. 75% thru#shouldve been done last month#but bc of the year ive had my uni adviser was rlly nice and sorted a way to extend my student status for another year#to get my dissertation done#like i did my 4 essays n now its just dissertation time#n i was supposed to start it now n get booked in with my mentor n stuff but i cant fucking log into the website#bc u need a MFA#and the MFA app my uni uses wont acknowledge me bc i have a different phone bc my phone broke#and a different number bc my phone contract got cut off#so idk what to do lol i cant log in and do anything#ive rang the IT desk for help 59w9er3424234 times#and everytime i get thru to the actual line n im taken off hold .. they hang up on me#idk if its a system error or my phone bc its a shit old one#but i cant do anything#and my universal credit claim got closed#non uk oomfs its a benefits system#n they help u with money to pay bills whether ur looking for work or unfit to work which is what my doctor said i am bc#my mental health and physical health combines to make me a super loser#n he thinks i might try to K word myself if i take too much on at once after eveerything#like i cant even sit and grieve my dad that died not even 6 months ago yet because i have to much shit to fucking do#like i cant afford to liven now#i cant pay my bills. they keep bouncing and coming back worse#i have debt collectors coming @ me#i am stuck in catch 22 man like not even my support workers can help me rn#and im very lucky that i own my own home bc of my car accident when i was 15 lol but everyone is just telling me to sell it
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google is like a clingy ex because you can go non-contact for several months, but on the rare occasions you still manage to encounter it, it repeatedly tries to get you back in a really pathetic and whiny manner. and just doesn't stop.
#like PLEASE WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME#i don't use chrome. i don't use gmail. i don't use anything google except the playstore embedded into my phone#but god forbid i want to fly under the radar and use a bit of youtube signed into an almost blank google account#every once in a while#without being bombarded by 'why don't you turn ur history back on??????' 'let us track ur every move again'#'we want to sell your information. use it to train ai. and other things you couldn't possibly imagine or consent to'#'please come back'#'we want you'#anti-google#gothihop speaks
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#i'm done i'm so fucking tired#i want to burn the internet to the ground#i want to destroy my computer chuck my phone into a river and go live in the middle of nowhere#no wifi no 4g no nothing#i want to die because we cannot fucking escape this shit#meta using my art to train ai and refusing my request to stop#my computer not being able to run glaze or nightshade or any of those ai poisoning thingies#spam emails and text messages and whatsapp messages and bots in the comments#and just EVERYTHING TRYING TO SELL ME THINGS WHILE ALSO STEALING WHAT'S ALREADY MINE#i hate it i hate it i can't fucking stand it anymore#and you'll be like ''then why don't you go offline then... nobody's making you have an instagram account''#and you'd be right... if it weren't for the fact that i chose the one fucking career that DEMANDS online presence#i already struggle to find work as an illustrator WITH social media and POSTING MY ART ONLINE#how the fuck would I do it if people don't see my art?!#and sure people have illustrated books way before the internet existed... sure... BUT IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT ANYMORE#i'm so fucking angry and tired and frustrated that there's no way out of this#the internet is becoming unusable yet life demands it#my only option right now it to fuck myself and my beliefs and let companies steal my hardwork for the benefit of..?#having no notes in my posts except for the bots commenting ''see 👀my hole 🍑 daddy 💦 kitten 😻 ready 4 u 🤤 subscribe🔥 pay 💲 me''#i'm sick of this#i don't want to delete everything i ever posted online because A. at this point that's useless and B. again. how the fuck would i get work?#also even then... emailing my clients their finished illustrations goes through google drive or gmail...#do we think google is nice and doesn't steal images to train generative AI?#''talk to your representatives they need to make laws about this'' my fucking president is currently chumming it up with elon fucking musk#while people here are starving to death#we're literally going to freeze this winter because the genius goverment has fucked up our gas supply and that's used not only for heating#but for ELECTRICITY PRODUCTION#so we won't have a wat to heat our houses cook or even fucking SEE AT NIGHT#and you want me to ask them to make copyright laws?!#i want to die
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I just looked at the price on the back of a book I’ve had for a bit over a decade and it was four. fucking. dollars. Just four with no taxes. No extra 97cents or something before taxes. Just a round number that you would add taxes to.
I googled the price of a new edition and it was almost thirteen! Not an even thirteen, it was like 12.96 or something. Close enough that it’s basically thirteen but if you’re adding multiple items together to try and get the price on a purchase with more items it would add more confusion.
#emma posts#it was also a bit difficult to find a new copy on my phone#the edition I have was selling for wildly varying prices as a vintage book now#but that’s just a kids chapter book from a fairly large publisher#I know inflation happens and stuff but holy shit#buying things at the book fair makes so much more sense now#I bought that for 4$ plus taxes at the schoolastic book fair#it was maybe 12 years ago?#I could look at the publishing date for a better idea#the series had just switched publishers and the first few were being re-released at the time#before the new publisher and the author finished the series#four dollars though#I had to check the book because I know the current price of many paperbacks and I knew that series was still in print#but what lead to this was the price tag falling off an old brush I found from like. 2009 or 2010#and the tag on this very large brush was seven dollars#which seemed cheap so I looked at current brush prices online but since the exact same brush isn’t being sold and brush prices vary more#it was a bit harder for me to get an idea of it. books though. books I know#I’ve even bought stuff from that publisher recently (they have a lot of novel and comic translations)#but it also struck me how the old price tag was an even four and an even seven dollars but all new ones had 97 or 98 cents#that ten dollars from helping out grandma wouldn’t have even gotten me one book with modern prices#but back then I could get TWO#even just seven could have gotten me a book and some fun school supplies back then#to have that experience now you would need to give your kid a 20$#I understand inflation okay? I am just taken off guard rn and having realizations#I’m going to add to this post again. when I say wildly varied vintage prices I mean WILDLY varied#one dude was trying to sell it on Amazon for 55$ but on eBay it was 4 to 5$#I bought the next three books in the series from that same print. signed. for 13$ together#I had older editions of those and wanted a full series of just the ones that were being re-released during my reading time
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i hate!!!! making big purchases!!! i have anxiety n i am perpetually broke!!!!! not a good shopping combo 😫
#i broke my phone dsfkhjg... it is still alive but it gives me little kisses (shards of glass that stay in my fingers) </3#i need a small one because my joints are fucked. and they dont make small cheap phones anymore so i need a spensiv one </3#and i wanted to buy it used for 2/3rds of the original price but my brain is like.#hey what if they are selling it because it's broken stolen and also they dunked it in the toilet 🥰arrrhhugaaahh#😊 having a bad time!!!!#neri stfu
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i am soooo sick of pants and blazers also not having pockets on them and having fake pockets the big purse industry needs to die NOW! all of this is a ploy so that women need to buy bags to put their things in bc they have no pockets like men do. and trust when i say i also wear men’s pants and the size of the pockets is CRAZY compared to the majority of pockets on women’s pants. i do not want a purse. i will never buy a purse. let me have pockets to put the like 3 things i need when i go outside so i can live my life. thankfully most of the pants i have have at least some type of pockets even if minuscule but this needs to end. down w big purse!!!!!! big pocket NOW!!!!!!
#michelle speaks#like i got new dress pants and a new blazer and both of them have fake pockets on them#like oh so u know the pockets look good? and yet u don’t want to give me real ones? ok!#bc it’s like i would legit have to just hold my phone in my hand like i’m not going to put my phone in my backpack??#i usually just avoid wearing my pants w no pockets but i didn’t realize those didn’t have pockets when i bought them#i don’t think i’ve gottten a single blazer w real pockets though 🙄#i have multiple pairs of women’s pants tho that have multiple pockets on them and like BIG pockets and those r great#but that is not the standard for women’s pants unfortunately. and those r a specific style.#but it’s crazy when i wear men’s pants and the pockets go halfway down my thigh i’m like wow i could fit anything in here basically#but like this is 100% intentional to get u to buy bags. many of these brands sell their own bags they want u to buy. well i won’t!#and now i won’t buy ur pants either so i guess we both lose in the end
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#once i make $2100 to pay off my credit cards#and save up another 2k-3k‚ i'll be leaving OK immediately#no concrete start date on the new job yet but man. i have no monthly expenses other than my credit cards‚ phone bill‚ and ff sub#now that suicide is not on the horizon. and i have goals made for my future#i want it right now. i want the change right now. if that money fell into my lap‚ i would use it to make the best life for myself#and invest in a real future. instead of rotting away in one single room#i'm still doing coms and selling nudes. come get em while they're hot‚ freaks
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this is actually the most annoying thing i've ever read in my life.
#jack white#words#announcing super last minute shows is a shitty way to go about a tour#what the hell is even the fun in that?#if it were a few shows fine but nearly all of them? fucking christ how obnoxious is that#i'm so irritated by this ugh#majority of his concert goers are adults who have lives and prior commitments and we cant just drop shit at the last minute#even worse because people have been talking how hard it is to get tickets for these shows#someone had to say it bc im definitely not the only one who thinks this is a dumb idea#this is fucking whack i said what i said#hopefully i can make it to a show if he comes to my state#but i was looking forward to maybe going to multiple shows around the country since i'll be traveling a bit these next few months#first the phones and now this shit#having to go into a “virtual queue” and all this extra shit only to have tickets potentially sell out while you're in it#way to make this as inconvenient and as difficult impossible#i just want a guaranteed ticket why is that so hard to get now#thoughts
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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having been to vomas & comiket & now oe2 im wondering like. even if i dont have that big of an audience i wonder if anyone would be interested in my art as keychains or stickers or pins. shikishi too i love doing shikishi but those are one of kind by nature.
#id have to look into a lot of things. regardless if irl or online.#im really against doing commissions. thats an absolute last resort for me#but if i could draw whatever i want & people still want it. that seems more fun#not. aru sekai art. ik thats all i do but thats not up to me to sell. those are just some random persons ocs.#im not against drawing the isotopes or vsynth in general more. i love them lots. & fan works of those are a lot more acceptable#idk i usually just accept people look at my art for 15 seconds & move on with their life.#so if people came up to me like hey i want a trinket with ur art on it. that would mean a lot i think.#ive already seen friends i gave stickers & keychains using them & it still blows my mind?? u like them??? u USE them?????#u look at them lots??????? wild#with the exception of the tenshi arts on the keychain on my phone & my phone bg even /i/ barely look at my art once its done#so i dont expect others to. so when they do its like. you what (appreciative)#anyway. contemplating this again.
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