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in other news, my joey claire fic is now 4.2k words long, whoot whoot
#the minute i put her in the same room as jade and john all hell breaks loose#or rather they have the most disjointed and confusing conversation for everyone involved#but each of them thinks the other two are being stupid and they themself are making complete sense#harleyclaireberts: i am the only sane and rational one here#fuck off lou#my post#writing#my writing#fanfiction#my fanfiction#joey claire#hs#homestuck#hiveswap#god i would really like to finish this#please grant me the strength to finish writing this#i want to post fic so fucking badly#idk if anyone understands how desperate i am to post fic
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God- needy men? Yes. Needy Jason in particular?? 100% skdhs. He doesnât even have to be submissive, I just want him so fucking needy for pussy that heâs whining- Whining and begging to fuck me even tho heâs gonna do it either way- I want this man to whimper as he fucks me, desperately chasing his orgasm. Oh my fucking god anywayâŚ
#fuck i want him#so badly#i need him biblically#men whimpering#jason todd#jason todd smut#jason todd x reader#this post is the aftermath of me writing that one fic about post pit jay#đ
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so. A year or two back I remember seeing a post talking about how mayor Oswald was based off Donald trump when he was being written and since I donât want to rely on hearsay I looked it up and yup itâs real. Look here
I haveâŚmultiple problems with this when it comes to this source of inspiration for Oswald. I have around four or five, but the last one or two are long enough to be its own paragraph so letâs start with the first three. The first three are honestly just the first point if Iâm being honest lol.
First off, Oswald is a Gay, gender non conforming man who used to be poor. All of these things make him have a different feel to him demonizing the marginalized than someone like trump, famous womanizer and said âsmall loan of a million dollarsâ, doing it. It doesnât feel the same at all, youâre going to have to put more emphasis on the similarities between them besides that demonization and make ____ great again shit to make it land. You would need to and they just donât ever do that in the show.
also Gotham the reason why what trump did with his generalization and demonization of minorities is bad is because people in those communities are fucking evil to their cores! Thatâs literally all we see of Hugo strangeâs arkham experiments, so by trying to draw this connection to the demonization of them and actual minorities, youâre going to have to write them in a more complex manner, which Gotham doesnât. Overall this writing choice of inspiration desperately needed this arc to be longer, to have Oswaldâs demonization of the outcasts to have serious repercussions and consequences. But it doesnât, it never does, the show doesnât even bother to humanize the people theyâre using as a vague allegory for what happens in real life. Itâs so fucking stupid, this would need a great deal of moral ambiguity but no, the most the Arkham experiments get is at most one scene humanizing them as a whole to my memory of the show.
Iâm not saying this as I wish Gotham made Oswald one to one with Donald trump, Iâm not and donât take this post as that. What Iâm saying is if you want to make commentary on bigotry, youâre going to have to humanize the outsider group in question, which Gotham doesnât do because of how much buildup that would take. Oswald doesnât hold actual disgust for minorities when it comes to his bigotry (though he probably holds some for the poor. Donât fucking tomato me). His brand of bigotry is more opportunistic to me, seeing the fact people are hating the out group and catering to that in order to get success.
We couldâve genuinely gotten to see a gender non conforming gay man who used to be poor use the same tactics hurled against him throughout his life against a new marginalized group and all the baggage that comes with that. But since the Gotham writers commit to nothing, they didnât do that since it would require too much work to explore that. It just sucks, it wouldâve been so cool to see something that happens in real life so often politically be in this show but it never was since the writers didnât know how to convey that. It wouldâve been fantastic and a great display on how his greed and need for praise hurts other people, but we never got to truly see that, did we?
#rambles#gotham#gotham fox#gotham 2014#oswald cobblepot#Btw idc if the writers or actors say Oswald isnât gay thatâs not in the show so Iâm not going to discuss their fucking head canons#Iâve already dealt with that shit enough from fucking Hazbin hotel I wonât do it again never never neverrrrr if you want me to see that put#it in your fucking art then. This entire rant is basically jus that since the writers never really explored this besides two fucking hints#character analysis#rant#idk how to tag this post tbh#character study#Tbh I hope when Iâm at least done with men like Edward nygma fic and halfway done with adotn Iâll be able to write a fic exploring this#I need to see this arc play out so badly itâs insane. If Gotham wonât write it then I will have to one day. Too unskilled rn though so Iâll#write it later#Ugh
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i know itâs been years and itâs basically irrelevant now but i genuinely love the green ninja prophecy if only for how much it must have tortured wu and garmadon. how long have they known it!! how did they find it, this script dooming them to forever be on opposing sides!! by the time morro rolls around, wu's spent most of his adult life with this looming over his head - this threat that there's some great evil out there that even their father didn't prevent, and then his brother leaves and adopts the very title that the prophecy foretold against. and then a ridiculously powerful elemental practically falls into his lap, with an uncanny command of his element without even unlocking his true potential, and with another threat already on the horizon (the serpentine) and the rest scattered (not to be brought together until years later), that was all he could do. it's been at minimum decades, at most centuries of the two of them having to carry this burden over their heads - of garmadon succumbing and of this unknown dark lord attacking. when do you think they made the connection. the wrong connection sure, but it makes sense. and it makes sense that years later, after wu is proven wrong and his brother returns to him and his son leaves him, and after his brother threatens to leave him again, he'd work backwards. collect the elementals, rebuild what he can of an alliance, and hope he's proven wrong again. and then kai steals his bag by accident and the rest is history.
#textâ¨#ninjago#is normal (is thinking about ninjago season one in TWENTY TWENTY THREE)#sorry yeah this is just building on/restating the last post i just made however: wu is fascinating#and these brothers are SO fucked up i love exploring it. this is w/o my personal hcs for how this whole thing shaked out bc THOSE#are being saved for a fic for my spinjitzu bros collection.#hot damn do i need to read those books. they torment me (the brothers spinjitzu doomed from unknown mystical creation)#whether or not the prophecy is well used or makes sense in hindsight i love it as a plot device. hell yeah hang over those demigods heads#like a noose. hell yeah tragically shape the entire narrative and the lives of entire families just bc people don't know how to reach. just#bc they made the wrong assumption and got their child killed. just bc they wanted so badly to be important and almost got their#soon-to-be brother killed. this thing is a fire hazard
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Jedi-Speedster Barry is my new hyperfixation
#how badly is he going to be whumped; you ask? hahahahahahahahaha yes#my posts#Iâm gonna be so so normal about this#fuck me I already want to write more fics in this au because itâs so interesting#my moodboards#fic moodboard#the flash star wars au#flash star wars au whump fic#the flash#barry allen
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Going apeshit insane thinking of.
Over the Rainbow but with the boys
Like. Like think about it, man, think how much that shit would fit them both, not only aesthetically (bc rainbows, rainbows in the daycare and sunshine brings rainbows yadda yadda) but literally THE SONG ITSELF
LIKE FUCK!!!!!! THEY'VE NEVER SEEN THE OUTSIDE THE WORLD!!!! THEY'VE NEVER HELD A FLOWER BEFORE!!!! NEVER SEEN THE SUN!!! THE MOON!! THE STARS!!! THEY HAVEN'T SEEN ANY OF IT BECAUSE THEY'RE ANIMATRONICS, BECAUSE THEY'RE PROPERTY, MACHINERY, THEY'RE CORPORATE ROBOTS WITH A JOB TO DO AND NEVER MEANT NOR DESTINED TO EVER GO OUTSIDE!!!!!!
CAN YOU IMAGINE THEM LEARNING ABOUT THE SONG AND JUST FUCKING LONGING TO ESCAPE THE MUNDANE OF THEIR LIVES, OUTSIDE WHERE SKIES ARE BLUE, DREAMS THAT YOU DARED TO DREAM REALLY DO COME T-
#nebula rambles#im so normal about this i promise#i am SO fucking normal#<- lying through their fucking teeth#LIKE I KNOW WE HAVE FICS OF THEM GOING OUTSIDE#OF THEM BEING FREE USUALLY POST FIRE#BUT IT JUST#-pUNCHES AIR-#IMAGINE THE WONDER!!!!!!!#THE FUCKING CURIOUSITY!!!!!!!!!#THEM FINALLY MAKING IT OVER THE RAINBOW!!!!#i desperately want to make an animatic or comic of this#so fucking badly
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there r fics that make u insane (so amazingly good itâs removed ur sanity) and then thereâs fics that make u insane (you need to fistfight the author for how they did a specific thing that caused u to rant for hours)
#i know i just posted that other thing but ffs that is NOT how u handle someone in that situation everyone involved made everything 10x worse#yet itâs being treated like the right thing to do (which again ofc theyâre cops they donât understand harm reduction but still) like#seriously everythingâs so forceful like u seriously think forcing ur friend to talk to u or forcing a patient to talk to a therapist under#the threat of being admitted to a psychiatric hospital is gonna make her feel comfortable talking to u? or anyone? sheâs just gonna trust u#less and get better at hiding it and speaking of which the taking away all sharp objects thing makes sense in theory but like think abt it#for a minute she confirmed she isnât suicidal and this is her only way of coping so do not just forcibly take away all her coping mechanism#like yes she is hurting herself but itâs a COPING MECHANISM. sheâs coping with something. help her with that donât just take away her penci#sharpers or whatever (which btw since sheâs an adult she could easily buy more stuff and yk learn to hide it better) which again has to be#voluntary it isnât gonna work if u force someone to do smthn they donât want to like as ur friend u couldâve made it clear u care abt her#and wouldnât judge her for anything and r here if she wants to talk donât just say âyou have to talk to meâ and casually threaten#hospitalisation when she isnât ready in the moment like seriously if this wasnât a badly written fanfic she would completely stop trusting#bcz given that this wasnât even done out of panic i would like ffs u are NOT doing any of this right#oops sorry ranted abt the bad fic in my tags-#itâs not where the authorâll see it and know itâs about them i donât feel bad abt it#this was my first time even looking at stuff for this fandom so#cw self harm in tags#idk if i need to tag anything else for that đ#fanfic#ao3#ryan shut the fuck up
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#Seven's Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#can i go more than a fucking week without having my cptsd triggered again? pLEASE???#me and my haywire nervous system can't ever catch a fucking break i swear to god#at least i managed to get the Matt fic posted before that happened and ruined my night#literally three minutes after i hit post. something has to happen IRL and ruin my slight good mood. sigh. anyways#my chest still feels tight but my focus is coming back i think. lets hope the rest of the night is uneventful#anyways. uh. positives. got the Matt fic posted on here And Ao3! yay. after working on it the last two evenings it's officially done#i know i put way too much effort into my fics especially ones that will get very little readership but eh i can't help it#time spent doing something you enjoy is never time wasted or however the saying goes#uh oh. the stress injury in my neck is starting to feel tight again. that's probably not a great sign#i should try to relax. been sitting at my desk too much recently and my back's mad abt it too#i would unwind with some Genshin exploration grinding or smthn but that's just more desk sitting time#so hm. animal crossing in bed it is then#watch me say that then spend the next 3 hours on tumblr#i cant help it i want to update my pinned posts and fill my queue up some more#and i have some drafts to work on... still need to finish that Sun & Moon appearance guide for ES#maybe i'll pull an all-nighter. i need to fix my sleep schedule again. like badly. but then i risk a migraine. aaggghhhhhh#anyways this has been Venting and Bad Decision Making 101 thabks for coming to my TED talk#oh hey look at that i got a like on the Matt fic. mood slightly improved. thank u whoever u r <3
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Hi! This is for every bot (and the human running this blog) I just wanted to say hi, I think youâre all cool, I hope you have a good day, and happy holidays! :)
Ravage: December is an interesting month, because humans are so... Unusually cheery. It's weird when i go on missions, how does nearly the entire planet have that weird human dressed in red and sometimes blue everywhere??
Galvatron: Humans are weird.
Ravage: Each city state on cybertron had its own holidays, there were just a couple that were enforced by the coundi-
Frenzy: Outta my way!! I fucking LOVE christmas!! TC is obsessed with earth media, and showed carrier some stuff that's popular around this time of year, and started a tradition of giving us stuff!!
Ravage: Ugh, you only like it because your present is always new speaker mods for your outlier abilities that somehow make it even more unbearable.
Frenzy: AND IT ALWAYS FUCKING ROCKS!!!
Rumble: it's so astonishing that she hasn't permanently damaged her audio receptors.
Frenzy: Only a little bit!! My left receptor doesn't register lower frequencies anymore!
Rumble: That's a bad thing. You know that's a bad thing, right?
Frenzy: You're no fun! All our presents are so fucking cool!!
Ravage: You do know that Starscream helps build them right?
Rumble&Frenzy: WHAT???
Galvatron: Ha, you broke them.
Ravage: They were going to learn sooner or later.
*end transmission*
(happy holidays to you all, thank you for sending asks and participating in my silly little fan continuity. next year will have more fics, more lore and more art!! (bit of a longer message in tags))
#maccadam#transformers#ask#text answer#galvatron#ravage#rumble#frenzy#transformers-nerd-13#[this is kinda outside of canon]#[because tecnically for them its still around october]#[once i finish the fic there's going to be a bit of a time jump from when it ends to when the autobot kids start answering questions again]#[also i like to keep continuity with the questions and answers]#[if someting happens at the end of an ask that either ends the transmission early or its a sorta cliffhanger]#[i want to continue that into the next ask]#[so star's twins coming in at the end of the last answer? yeah i havent forgotten i will continue it in the next post]#[i just thought this ask was really sweet and very cute]#[the autobot kids(bot and otherwise) are having a Time this holiday season]#[if youve read this far... wow youre cool]#[ive fucked up my sleep schedule so badly lol]#[the holidays are usually pretty tough for me for Several reasons]#[but this year was better than it has been the past decade]#[partially because of this blog]#[so thank you all]#[i hope you continue to tune in for my nonsense with this blog]#[i wanna be a teacher and work with kids can yall tell?]
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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh#im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in#just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d#im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally#fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot#to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just#fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it#like#this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote#cries lol#ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting#but#i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either#fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it#tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol#but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but#rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao#personal#vent#kinda i guess#delete later / /#maybe idk lol#ShitPost.exe#like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml#all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic
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what the actual fuck instead of watching my movie for the night I just sat down and wrote 840 words of fanfic after not writing anything for literal ages barely stopping or questioning myself at all just fucking determined to get it all down and itâs actually a finished completed fucking thought. like I want to at least give it somewhat of a once-over and maybe minor edits before I just release it into the world but like. I could actually post it. I could fucking post a fic for the first time in??? over a year?????? after starting SO many fucking izzy fics and having so many izzy ideas that I never fucking finished and hitting myself over the head for it because of course my crazed obsession eventually faded and I wasted so much motivation and inspiration that would never produce a finish product. and now I just have 840 words of some decent ass fic sitting in my notes app after like an hour of hyperfocused work and itâs legitimately complete. I am simultaneously elated and so pissed off right now. you gotta be kidding me.
#over a YEAR of not fucking posting a single izzy fic after having SO many ideas and wanting to post something SO BADLY.#now this singular one minute clip of my guy has somehow motivated me to finally make a finished ficlet.#I hate myself.#but also wow yippee
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me when i think about vagabonds by scorpionoesit for too long
#zecori rambles#my art#services for vagabonds#realized that this is my blog and i can post whatever the hell i want here. you all have to suffer L /lh#idk if i've talked about this fic; like. a Lot here. but know i am so so so normal about it#(i am vibrating in place as i say that)#i wanna talk about it so so soooooooo fucking badly#i need to ramble to someone about this fic#i also feel the need to make more art for it#unfortunately a good portion of the characters don't actually have mentioned designs; and i am. bad at making them myself sknddknsks#mainly the outfits; the outfits is what trips me up#this goes double for superhero/villain outfits. and guess what fic is a superhero/villain fic;;; sksnwksjks#i'm also bad with poses. tried drawing that one scene where tommy finds masquerade on his couch and. it is Not Good.#shoving it in a closet and never speaking of it again.#(didn't know. how to draw karl on the couch đ. tried looking up the pose he was mentioned to be in; but uhhhâ#âlet's just say there were no good reference pics;; fkdjksjs)#anyway. holding this fic so gently. it lives in my mind rent free#mx. scorpio if you're reading this. o/.#you know; next time i get motivation to draw; i should make digital art of v!michael. haven't done that yet;; dkdjsksj#or i could also continue drawing vagabonds dragons designs like i did yesterday;;; skdjskjsksjs
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Me when my gojo fics get twice the amount of views/comments as my suguru fics
#rem talks#or any other character Iâve written#I get itt you wanna fuck Mr Strong man#Iâm kidding#I want to fuck him too#so badly#I just think itâs interesting that mainstream characters get more attention#I do realize how stupid that sounds#itâs just I feel like side characters always interest me more or usually interest me more#working hard for a fics and seeing one get significantly more attention is like#maybe I should just write for that character#but writing is about what you wanna write#itâs just nice to see support#I will continue to write less popular characters like suguru and aki which sounds insane cause like#neither of them are Unpopular#itâs just a much smaller group compared to mr Prophet himself#the way this is turning to a gojo slander post#I love him so bad guys#need him viscerally#im blabbering now#maybe people will understand what Iâm saying maybe they wonât
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love having triggers that deviate from the shit everyone tags for. like no theres no specific reason for this to be tagged but god i wish it was
#zeph posting#like yeah there was a short tickling scene in the fic i was reading like 6-7 hours ago and it meant i couldnt get out of bed#because i couldnt handle seeing my own skin because it was crawling so badly and i was shaking too badly to stand bc of ptsd#and it means i haven't eaten in like. man fuck idk 16 hours#and i remembered it after waking up and had to have a roommate fully close my door so i could get dressed despite usually being shirtless#im gonna have to talk abt this in therapy tomorrow huh#update: turns out hearing laughter is triggering but laughing myself makes me want to be sick so thats fun
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been feeling like Lisa is just a really difficult character to get down and putting writing her thing that I've been putting off for weeks even though it was technically fully planned because I just cannot get in her head and then I write 1700 Lisa words in one setting. bitch. what
#I have been sat in the same spot writing the same Lisa thing since 19:15-ish#also for a full like. 40 minutes before that I was writing ANOTHER part of the same fic#I have written. so many fucking words today#about 2300 to be precise#not counting the jorvikpov stuff I wrote earlier today lol#guess I am on. ''a roll''. as the kids say.#I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS FIC SO BADLY#IN MY LITTLE TAGS#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#its fine. its so fine im so normal#yes its a multichapter fic no more question#the chapters are really short but they're not connected enough that I want to put them all in the same chapter#OKAY IM GONNA STOP ATLKING ABOT IT NOW. BEFORE I SPOIL. THE ENTIRE FUCKING PREMINSE#probably posting it next week but no prommies anything can happen#z talks
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Iâm thinking about them so hard I feel physically ill. Having a grand time writing this fic it is So Specifically Tailored to Me it makes me want to explode. Itâs probably going to be around 30-40k words when Iâm done. Iâve been having to physically restrain myself from just writing analytical essays on here about their characterizations and relationship. Iâm like 90% sure Iâve already written all those analyzations across all my fics. Good Fucking God They put crack in these fellows. What is wrong with me there is something severely wrong with me
#hyperfixation is making me CREATE because EVIL AUTISM#and also because I hate most of the other fan content of them#anime fans have no concept of nuanced characters it drives me insane they fuck up sigma so badly#gogol too but a little less frequently#solius posting#want to write more fics but Iâm outta ideas#waiting to dream about them one of these nights so I can get a new plot concept#I LOVE HYPERFIXATING IT DOES NOT MAKE ME FEEL METAPHYSICAL PAIN HASTAG AFFIRMATIONS
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