#I hate myself.
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i dont understand what i am doing
#it was supposed to be vhr stickvin art#but i got lazy to draw henrys part#so heres charles#thsc#thsc charles calvin#charles calvin#the henry stickmin collection#nonomikun#i will draw something more understandable i promise#i hate myself for doing something like that#i hate myself.
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WHAT I WOULD DO TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH STARFIRE AND NIGHTWING GOD WHY ARE THEY SO HOT
#well we know why starfires hot#AHHAHHAHA IM SO FUNNY LAUGH AT MY JOKE#i hate myself.#starfire#koriand'r#kori anders#nightwing#dick grayson#richard grayson#dc#dc comics#detective comics#wait doesnt dc comics just stand for detective comics comics?? why do we say dc comics...?
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Hehe... ladies? 😎?
#weak ass abs ngl I'm working on it okay#I'm in the process of a cut unu#i need more protein shakes#selfie#me#Chronically ill more like Chronically SICK#aamirte 😎#i hate myself.#latina#Mexican
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retail workers.
while doing the other ones I kinda changed Jreg's design to look better in my opinion. I'll do the other ones later.
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todd refusing to believe what they already know because he can't understand why neil would ever leave them ('us') - (him.) is quite literally my thirteenth reason. 😭😭
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wdym im not the #1 most popular, loved, envied person in the world?
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#﹕〝 random#jirai kei#jirai#jiraiblr#jirai girl#jirai lifestyle#jiraiblogging#jirai onna#jirai joshi#jirai danshi#lifestyle jirai#landmine girl#landmine type#landmine kei#landmine#landmine jirai#landmineblr#landmineblogging#mentally unstable#mentally ill#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I HATE MYSELF.
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im sorry to say that i want this photo printed onto a massive piece of tarpaulin and put on my wall. its like the most teenage boy fantasy photo ever. its like a trashy rennaissance thing. so straight i find it CAMP. i want to paint it
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name update :/
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How do you get your dad to forgive you when you did the worst thing possible?
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I HATE LEARNING UNOVAN. LET ME FIX THE POST PLEASE
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what the actual fuck instead of watching my movie for the night I just sat down and wrote 840 words of fanfic after not writing anything for literal ages barely stopping or questioning myself at all just fucking determined to get it all down and it’s actually a finished completed fucking thought. like I want to at least give it somewhat of a once-over and maybe minor edits before I just release it into the world but like. I could actually post it. I could fucking post a fic for the first time in??? over a year?????? after starting SO many fucking izzy fics and having so many izzy ideas that I never fucking finished and hitting myself over the head for it because of course my crazed obsession eventually faded and I wasted so much motivation and inspiration that would never produce a finish product. and now I just have 840 words of some decent ass fic sitting in my notes app after like an hour of hyperfocused work and it’s legitimately complete. I am simultaneously elated and so pissed off right now. you gotta be kidding me.
#over a YEAR of not fucking posting a single izzy fic after having SO many ideas and wanting to post something SO BADLY.#now this singular one minute clip of my guy has somehow motivated me to finally make a finished ficlet.#I hate myself.#but also wow yippee
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I finished.
I was so happy... Now I'm going to sleep depressed. WTF I'm so mad. Just... Fuck. Shit. Fuck. I needed to vent a little. 😭 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm completely destroyed. I am not fine.
#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#wtf#WTF#Neil please tell me this is just a bad joke#I'm going to kill myself#spoilers#good omens spoilers#I won't be able to sleep well until the third season is confirmed#I have ANXIETY#Lol#I hate myself.#I'll have to wait AGAIN#😭#okokok
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what if louis wrote certain songs, passed them off to ed, who then passed them back as to avoid being tied to such songs that could be linked to larry?
#also what if 5sos or the vamps opened for louis?#hehe 🤭🤭#i hate myself.#louis tomlinson#harry styles#liam payne#niall horan#zayn malik#one direction#ed sheeran
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bad news my sister found out about my Tumblr and told my mom about some shit about me not taking school seriously (im the highest in most of my classes and all my teachers adore me) . I was told to delete it and Instagram.. yes im from crying hysterically . I had fun ngl and writing about Riize was fun even tho i wanted to write about my other alts but never got the chance ..i guess this is goodbye yall... i love you and will always miss you
#riize#the boyz#nct 127#nct dream#im sorry#i'll cry#i hate myself.#im gonna cry#im gonna kill me.#this is so unfair#ill miss you#i love you#bye..
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I’m not sure if this is a message from god or a divine prank.
How much more feelings do I need to pour just for it to be thrown away into the drain.
“You’re crazy” “We’ve hated you since the beginning!” “Get away from me freak”
Oh was I so depressed. Tears as the heavy rain too , touch the earth. Dark clouds and thunder , silencing my eerie voice of agony.
Why didn’t nobody come for me? Did my friends thought I was just sleeping? No , they just wanted me dead.
Oh was I a fool for not jumping of the rails of life. For I may have escaped death but I’ve fallen into much greater pain.
Limping with overflowing blood gushing out of my heart. A holy knight came to stitch my heart.
He tells me the tales of love. He showed me the kindness of mankind which I’ve long forgotten.
Yet . Kind as they may be , lie they do.
“Oh i’m sorry darling , i’m sorry i’ve slept with another man”
(You have been FOOLED by them again coward!) says the voice of my past.
I ignored the warnings for I’ve fallen in love with my holy knight.
Just until I realize , angels who wings are clipped are not holy. They are fallen angels akin to devils.
“I never loved you to begin with , it was just pity.”
Oh. What a Holy Knight he is.
The pain. The lies. Everything. I hate them.
I tread looking for someone to save me.
Maybe it is morally wrong to seek comfort in other’s perfect life.
A parasite , I am. A manipulator I am. A mask hiding a hideous devil I am. Like the holy knight said.
I love you! I pour my love.
“I’m sorry , you’re ugly.”
I love you! More starts to leak.
“I would’ve loved you in another universe.”
I love you! The glass cracks more and more.
“I don’t need a bf , but I do need a s#x toy. You want?”
I love you! A grin appeared on my face.
Another rejection came foward to me.
Oh.
I’m never chosen.
Never will be chosen.
From the beginning , to the end.
Never will I be
A beautiful angel.
For a holy knight.
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everything broke apart again. a friendship broke apart. i aint got enough mentality for this shit. im putting on more heavy hiatus now i'll pause the whole queue until i came through and somehow get more better, at leaast enough to write smth
#ᐯoiᑕe ᑌ��oᑎ tᕼe ᑕᗩᐯe#VENT IN TAGS#why isthis happening AGAIN#i was prepared#biut it still hurts#i rlly thought we could fix things up#i hate myself.
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