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deoidesign · 4 months ago

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Doing master studies the only way I know how: Stealing them and making them my guys.

(Barberini Faun)

(The Fallen Angel - Alexandre Cabanel)

(Covent Garden - William Bruce Ellis Rankin)

#obviously. not actually theft...#i was gonna say these are public domain but covent garden actually isnt yet #it will be. in two years.#thats the most different one though like i added a whole new guy..#maybe not the most different. barberini faun is pretty different i just took the post #pose #its barely even a study. thats not true #but. what was i saying.#oh its not theft it's study... the purpose is to learn!!! but also. if im gonna spend like 2 days on something...#its GONNA be my guys #otherwise. idk. i only want to spend 30 or so minutes per study #just to get the notes down and the practice for the skill im working on #i dont get all that much more out of completely rendering a master study. PERSONALLY.#at least definitely not enough to be worth taking 100x longer #but making them my characters makes it worth going all the way!!!#plus it's good practice w like. not just going 1:1 but actually genuinely interpreting whats there so i can manipulate it...#again. personally. this is just how i worm #WORK #youd better worm bitch #uhm... anyways yeah. ive done lots of study but why TF share it LMAO i dont even save it #its just to learn. ive got 1 million other drawings to save and look at later.#once the learning is done it's done its job and i have no need anymore #this is why the only studies i have are from school. i had to save and upload them #well. ok also i dont study as much now BUT in my defense im a full time artist #an hour or so a week is different ok im learning while working too.. i learned how to learn and i do it all the time now #master studies #digital art #my art #illustration #my ocs

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months ago

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Is that character gay? *points at Mine*

Allegedly.

#snap chats #depends on what day you check the wiki. schrodinger's homosexual #i couldnt FATHOM showing mine to my mom i know she'd be so annoying 😭😭😭#actually i cant even imagine what'd happen. 'is he gay' 'yeah' 'oh-' LIKE WHAT. WHAT NOW MOTHER WHAT HAVE YOU SAY TO THAT #like i think my mom asks that so much as a cope for my existence when i dont even like men mom As Per Usual mother you got it wrong #she's so weird because her. 'best work friend(? boss?)' is gay so she doesnt care about gay people she just doesnt like. me LMAO #but my moms selective hating aside i do wish i could show her characters i like #not because i want to bond with her but because it always seems funny when everyone else does it with their parents #but id just be too embarrassed ... or i can just imagine her saying like. every other chara is scary lookin. or ugly. liek my grandma did 💀#my sisters keep telling me to show her daigo since they think he looks like our dad and im always tempted to #god wait that just reminds me how when i did a daigo cosplay last year my dad saw me and he was like 'you're like a mini me :)'#like .... cmon dawg youre not helping LCKAEJLKCJAE love him. hope to see him again soon <- literally just saw him #wait while im rambling my dad came over and our 'uncle' (no actual relation just dad's friend) gave us. 12 fucking bottles of wine #when no one in this house drinks enough to warrant TWELVE BOTTLES ?? so funny. at least my sis and her husband drink #and i have one (1) friend who drinks LOL so thats cute. do i have any other unnecessary lore bits to drop before i disappear for a week #our ac broke and its been hot as balls. yeah thats it thats the end of it see you guys next week

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beaversatemygrandma · 4 months ago

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Interview. Interview. Oh Another interview. Interview. Interview. Guess what's next? An interview that a manager is like "Today at 2pm sound good?" which I took bc yeah, it was good...

I'm tired.

Now will ANY OF THEM ACTUALLY Call Me Back???

#taks speaks #literally woke up to an email from a place that interviewed me two days ago saying i wasn't selected for an interview #like??? What???#YOU JUST INTERVIEWED ME #there's one of them that i'm hoping for bc it has the lovely 8-5 hours. not per shift. just being open #and it's a tourist trap #that has good health benefits and gets me into other tourist traps around town For Free +3 guests max #like hello. dad can visit. bring both sisters. we're going touristing #and sea world at 50% off which is pretty damn cool #i'm gonna start harassing them daily on the phone as of wednesday #if that gas station food prep job doesn't get back #which pays a touch more with a 10% discount on GAS #BUT they're the ones who sent that weird email this morning saying i didn't make it to the interview stage which um #why? what? you talked to me twice?#I'm QUALIFIED? It's the same damn job i previously had but for a gas station. i mean come on #ugh. my lowest quality options are part time at a busier and more annoying tourist trap #or *sighs* dominos.#at least dominos gets good tips tho #everyday for like. the last week has been interviews #except yesterday which tbh i slept most of it #i need a fuckin job dude. come on #i have also created a list of managers i would rather be interviewed by #at the bottom of the list is intimidating older woman. next is slightly younger than that woman who thinks i don't look local enough #somewhere in the middle is that really chill old lady who gave me advice about chafing in the heat. great lady #and top is black man in his 20s. very chill. easy to talk to. i've been interviewed by two and the first one was younger than me #and i intimidated him. bc i knew more about interviewing laws than he did. whoops. missed out on the job but he was nice #today's though? KNEW HIS SHIT. Perfect manager. I'd want to work for him. Chill. easy to talk to and understood the laws well #...just realized the bar is that low. wow.#sadly he's the dominos guy and that job is second to last on my preferred list #i have most definitely noticed that the person interviewing you sets the daily tone for the job

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wildevenusian · 2 months ago

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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?

can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit

#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me #i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to #me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited #still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free #and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk #and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted #tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt #and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought #that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners #bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever #especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but #despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people #or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend #i’m just. noticing behaviors #they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i #idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it #so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all #bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting #ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel #discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all #and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth #which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about #but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them #humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol

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alchemiclee · 3 months ago

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I have so many photos I need to post. 15 years worth!!! I started posting them on my old tumblr's side blog but never finished and then I abandoned tumblr for years. but tbh I feel like posting my work doesn't benefit me and it's just more pointless work for me 😭 especially instagram and twitter where my posts get maybe 1 like from a follower if i'm lucky and that's it. why do I even bother 😭 no one is excited to see my work so it'd hard to motivate myself to actually share anything when it doesn't benefit me and when no one else is excited for or looking forward to it. sometimes I lose that "I made a thing I want to share it like a kid hanging their finger painting on the fridge" mentality 😅 even kids can get discouraged and give up sharing if you don't ooo and ahhh over their work. does that make sense?

#also can we talk about how horrible social media is?#i was told instagram is so easy. you get many quick likes and followers. ive SEEN new accounts get thousands kf followers and hundreds #of likes in a couple weeks. ive been on there for years and have 20 followers and get 1 like sometimes #new accounts with one post will get 1k followers and 300 likes in a week. i just dont get it lmao im so confused 🤣#and twitter is now pay to win. i only got maybe 5 likes per post before. now i get none at all. which is expected...#so why am i bothering!#at least on tumblr my art will get maybe 20 notes and my photography maybe 10. so it doesnt feel as pointless to share 😅#i really want to open a shop for my art and photography and stuff but with the lack of attention im afraid to #because its A LOT OF WORK and i hate wasting my time and energy and money for no reason 😭#my last shop i opened got a grand total of 0 sales in the 2 years i had it open LOL it took me months to set it up and print everything #artist struggles #is there anywhere actually good to post your work online? (besides tiktok. i refuse) most social media has become useless!!!#lee text #sorry for whining 😅 just questioning my entire existence and why i even bother to do anything

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the-unofficial-village-idiot · 4 months ago

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They should invent a job that doesn't make you exhausted and wanna kill yourself

#i only work 35 hours a week why am i so fucking tired i dont wanna do anything before work i dont have the energy to do shit after work #the guy i dont like wants to hang out yet again but im soooo tired and i dont wanna give him one of my days off #i need those to recover from work #i havent even been going on long walks this summer like i used to augh i have drawing ideas but no energy for them #ive been meaning to update that fanfic since i posted the first chapter #why am i so tired my mom works at least 5 more hours per week and she still has energy #mike says words

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heikeee · 1 year ago

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I got 3 fics that I'm working on (they're nowhere near done ngl) but I'm already feeling anxious anticipating how I'm gonna go about asking someone to beta read them for me, like how do you approach someone with that intention?? How do you know someone's available for that?

So instead of sliding into people's DMs I'm just gonna leave this here in hopes that there's someone out there in the InuFandom willing to reach out lol I'll leave more info in the tags!!

#ok so here's the gist #2 of them are inukag AU modern setting (one centered around college and the other centered around a heart transplant)#these two i wanted to have 4-6 chapters max and i have maybe half of 1 chapter of each done #the third one is a oneshot i wanted to make of just sango and kagome talking you know. i have about 60% of it done #i want to explore the nuances of the characters in the friendship and have at least 1 story that passes the bechdel test #so yeah that's where i'm at rn #i've written countless fics over the years but never published them ever so this is a big step for me lmao #i'm sorry i'm so awkward #inuyasha #inuyasha fanfic #inuyasha fan fic #looking for beta readers #i can't promise when i'll be done with them but i'm hoping to get at least the oneshot finished by the end of september!#one work per month would actually be the goal but 6 chapters in 4 weeks may be too ambitious for me rn

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autisticlee · 1 year ago

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when places have "sensory hours" or whatever they call their sensory friendly times, but it's always at the most inconvenient times possible. they always do them at the times people are least likely to be at/want to go. it's either way too early in the mornings or in the middle of work time, and it seems to always in the middle of the week and never weekends. they never care if they inconvenience disabled people. but how dare they ever inconvenience the ableds and take away their time! 🙄

#sensory sensitivity #disability #idk what to tag this exactly #basically this is me complaining about the zoo doinf their Christmas lights thing and only havine ONE SINGLE SENSORY FRIENDLY NIGHT #on a wednesday. during my work hours. and it was back in November before thanksgiving even happened #i want to take my autistic ass there with my autistic disabled friend but we have to he crowded out by people and noise instead #if i wasnt afraid to break the brand new wheelchair i bought my friend for Christmas or hurt her id run everyone over with it dbdhdsjsk #kidding. but i know thats how ill feel with the sensory overload and crowding becuase they cant give us more and/or convenient sensory days #lee rants #also the sensory night was more than a month before my friend even visits so.....🧍‍♀️#IMO there should be at least one per week. at least one weekend. give us rhe bare minimum please 😭#everyone rather go closer to Christmas but they made sensory night in the middle of November when no one is ready for Christmas yet #inconvenient for us and out of the way do the ableds arent inconvenienced. i hate it here #ok i looked it up again. the light show didnt even start for the public until the 17th. sensory night was 14th. they really said #you disableds get get pushed as far away from this as possible #i mean i appreciate that they even do it at least. but they can do better. much better!!!!

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cogitrot · 1 year ago

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I got my first Making Your Name 7!

#fallen london #Dangerous wasn't NEAR as bad as the others. I've been on Watchful 6 for weeks and I'm still only on Starring in Tales of the University 17 #let's not talk about Persuasive. I do one level at a time and try not to think about it at all in between.#Shadowy might not be so bad also though #maybe #depends on those rare successes I guess if all I have to do is get that quality satisfied and at least it's not 3 whole actions per option #(NO idea what they were thinking with that one)#but yes! I did it!#I was poking around the First Coil thinking THIS was the grind lol. I've been conditioned.#also glad I didn't end up having to do Mr Inch's stupid hit either #I basically just ignored his 'offer' entirely #I figured I'd be forced to address it to progress but I didn't want to deal with it until then #but I never was!#Double yay!#...should probably finish the becoming POSI thing I've been sitting on for a couple days for RP reasons #gotta get that velocipede

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multishipper-baby · 1 year ago

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Thinking about it more deeply, I think maybe it would be best to attempt a general FHS event first and then maybe see if there's an audience for a more specific one later.

#like if the first one does well then maybe we can plan a character week everyone once in a while?#or do a more shipping oriented event? that sort of thing #for now I'm thinking more about the logistics of how I'd structure the event #I'd like for it to at least have a months notice so everyone has time to prepare something #maybe more time? but I also don't want people to like. forget lol #then about the subject of prompts- I'm thinking maybe two or three per day so people have options #there have been times I thought about participating in a shipping week but didn't... really like most prompts #so hopefully this would help avoid that problem #I could have like a survey or something for people to suggest prompts or vote so I can see what everyone wants #once I start actually planning stuff I'll make a sideblog for it so everything is in one place #and it doesn't get bogged down by me rebloging a bunch of other stuff

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darkelfchicksick · 1 year ago

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if I could stop being SICK so i can make these two dumbasses FUCK that would be GREAT

#mintharlach fic progressing at one sentence per day. at least they can touch each other now. urgh #anyway I've had my cold for a week now and i keep experiencing new and interesting symptoms #horrible cold. not fun. tests say it's not COVID well I'm still not having a good time #mostly I'm just sooooo tired so fast... especially after eating urghhgg #i want vegetables but they kick my ass bc not very digestible. it's so funny how i love broccoli but when I'm sick broccoli kicks my ass #brown rice and steamed broccoli once gave me a three day migraine. this vegetable is trying to kill me officer!

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countthelions · 1 year ago

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Yeehawgust won't be all grillster but it'll be uhh close

#I've got uhhh two grillster aus of my own #and of course Hell-Raising will make an appearance somewhere because i adore them so very much #Thomas probably will appear #weaver and penny albright!!!#maybe asphodel and hawthorn....#since I made their world to cowboys #hosea definitely since apps will be due the month after #healer au omg i have three aus of my own i am forgetting the most important one!!!!!!!#this month may just be grillster stuff I'll admit but i want to do at least One thing per week #I know it'll be tricky with work but one thing per week i can commit to

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