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you dream of stars, so, for you, i climb the moon || leona kingscholar
"dreams in a new world could still stay the same, right?" you start randomly in the midst of cooking, leona's ears twitching to indicate he heard you. "there's nothing wrong with my dreams?"
"of course there ain't nothin' wrong with your dreams." leona rumbles somewhere nearby you, pausing to somewhat clumsily flip the pancakes he was making. "dreams are... stupid, naive, sometimes. but they're never wrong. what, did ya have some dumb dream?"
"no, nothing like that." you murmured, and the kitchen fell quiet again as the fires burned by your sides. "just thinking about how, when i was little, i really wanted to open a bakery. it was supposed to be all nice and cute, too, but then life happened."
"life happened." leona echoes, sort-of-agreeing with you before switching off the stove and taking off the tacky apron you bought him for an anniversary. "i guess that happens to everyone."
"but somewhere, i feel like im regetting not trying hard enough to go to culinary school or learn to cook from the neighbourhood street shops, you know? i could have started something within nrc but-"
"you could have done more, sure." leona starts, cutting you off with a sigh you could only describe as gentle, slow, lightly-treading to make sure he understood what you were trying to say fully. "but somethin' i saw when i visited cheka recently... is that we tend to be harder on ourselves despite knowing everything about the situations we were in. for example-" leona turns your around and shuts the gas, letting the stew simmer.
"let's say there's another kid who ends up in nrc like you, magicless and all, but there's no 'grim' they could have. and they did exactly what you did. would you blame them for crimes? for death?" you give him a look, gritting your teeth before answering with a resounding no. "not only were they forced into problems they knew nothing about, they would only be a child. that's your answer, right?"
"then why doesn't it apply to you? you were a child too. doesn't matter how old you actually were, you were younger than now, that's how time fucking works. some things are just always gonna be out of your control, but." leona pauses to take your hands in his and kiss your palms, warm from the stream of the stew. "if you dream of the stars, i'll climb the fucking moon for you to hang 'em there. so why don't you go and show me the bakery you wanna start, hmm?"
honestly this ended up more serious bc a lot of my american friends are panicking about the elections (not gonna blame them tbh it is a mess) but hopefully the leona-kissers in the us enjoy this for a bit!! 424 words tagging: @aivy-saur, @nemisisnemi, @fungifanart, @loser-jpg, @glidiaxoxo @puowei, @vauxxnm
#omg omg omg#that last line#i want someone#who would climb the moon for me#gosh im smitten#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#leona kingscholar#twst leona#leona kingscholar x reader#leona x reader#leona twst#leona twisted wonderland#reblog
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#need#want#need love#lovesick#desire#want love#desperate#needing#wanting#must have#i want a gf#intimate#i want someone#i want a girlfriend#want so bad#need someone#i need someone#intimacy#venting#vent post#vent#loneliness#lonely
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I just watched How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.
I'm in tears, I wanted so much a relationship like in the movies, WHEN WILL MY TIME COME? ( ≧Д≦)
#how to lose a guy in 10 days#movies#romance movies#romance comedy#romance#comedy movies#i want someone
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going from an all girls school to a coed school is a serious culture shock. like why are all the boys mysoginistic assholes and why are all the girls trying to change themselves for the boys???
why can’t I meet a nice boy, who will treat me good and bring me flowers and chocolate and always support me and everyone.
why can’t I meet a girl who isn’t a pick me lesbian or a loud bisexual. a girl who is okay with being quiet with me and walking with me and talking about books i like.
why can’t I meet someone who likes me for me and not for the attention?
#struggles#i want a good boy#i want to fall in love#i want a good girl#I want a good person#I want someone#love#highschool sucks#boys have cooties#i hate this
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i'm so mentally tired right now i want to go to sleep for a million years and never wake up
#theeggspeaks#i have to vent sorry i just#i went to bed at like 8-9 yesterday. i passed the fuck out. i HAD sleep#i'm just... sad. and upset. and i don't feel ok#i'm uncomfortable and mad and i don't know what to do!#i wanna curl up and die i can't#i've had to resort to locking myself in my room which... i never do#i like being out because i can see my cats and bug my sister but...#i don't wanna be out. i wanna be alone but at the same time#i want someone#anyone#my mind is spiraling between happy and sad emotions so quickly. am i ok?#i was just writing a song 30 minutes ago. it was happy. i was happy. i felt good!#i gave one of my favorite people a gift!! i felt good!! i was so happy!!!#i wrote i smiled i laughed and then...#something just... took that feeling away and i don't know what#is it my parents? something else? me?#please help :(
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Long distance kills a relationship.
I want someone local. 😭
#i need someone#need#need love#want#desire#lovesick#want love#desperate#needing#wanting#must have#intimacy#i want someone#i want a gf#i want a girlfriend#vent post#vent#venting
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over it october. no energy november. defeated december..
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#i’ve been thinking abt that cringe post#i think the latent feelings behind ‘cringe’ are shame and sometimes envy/bitterness#same vibes as when six year olds say ‘those toys are for babies’ if they’ve been shamed for their age by older kids#anyway. i think part of the healing process is realizing that shame puts you at war with yourself bc part of yourself is a social being!#and that part of you wants community and acceptance (maybe love). shame is the absence of acceptance#unlearning shame means learning self-love and gaining the confidence to find your people#jerma#cw jerma#(someone asked me to tag lol)
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall 💕#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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ughh..., it's finally hitting me! I'm alone.
I may have moved somewhere new and everything, but I feel like i have no friends, even with the people i left back home still chatting when they have the time. I wish i had a little internet friend that could chat with me whenever [unrealistic]. I've just been in my room all day with nothing to do and no one to actually talk to :(
#alone with myself#im always so happy!#what changed?#everything#i need friends#friend application#how do they work#friendless#i want a friend#i want someone
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I want my Aphrodite
Aphrodite, the Goddess of Love 🏛️💕✨
#vent post#vent#need so bad#want so bad#must have#need love#need someone#needing#i need someone#need#cravings#craving#loneliness#lonely#lovesick#lusting#want someone#i want someone#so alone#so lonely#i want a girlfriend#i want a gf#struggling#seeking#wanting#want#want love#desire#desperate
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[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled "immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]
a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”
#dinosaur#evolution#comic#prehistoric#animal#wildlife#paleontology#biology#poetry#comics#original#my art#archaeopteryx has no direct living descendants i know#but i wanted something aerial and the dinosaur to bird connection is classic and well known anyway#also the chicken over any other bird is very on purpose#its the mix of truth and comedy and genuineness and the fantastic in the mundane#its me asking you to see something so wonderful in something taken so un-seriously#and to love it both ways#also the jurassic park thing#where someone saw the reconstructed gait of a dino#and said. hey hang on. i know that walk.#and pulled up footage of a chicken walking#which jumpstarted the entire study into the link between dinosaurs and birds#in the end take whatever you want from it i just thought id provide some insight#i always like it when other artists do#the point is that i enjoy when people laugh at the end and when they dont#and i like it when they cry. i like it best when they both laugh and cry. eeaao intent#anyway mourn your losses but to live is to change#also hi guys i finally figured out tipping after 5 months so no more annoying ko-fi link#the antidote to despair is awe
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I was walking out of the Walmart today, and a car passed me, and I got this incredibly vivid impression. It wasn't really in words, but if I had to put it into words, the two key points would be
a). I needed to watch that car and
b). That I needed to be careful, because the driver of the car was a massive bitch.
It kind of took me by surprise, because I really had no reason to be beefing with that car, and I also hadn't really had an impression like that since I was religious, which was in my teen years. Right? It'd been a decade since I had a little voice whisper in my ear, and I'd basically written it off as nonsense.
Anyway, I watched the car, because The Spirits or whatever were very insistent that I did. Car drove fine, went into the parking spot, inched forward, and right when it should've just stopped, the driver gunned it for some reason and it ran into the curb and cracked its bumper.
So, the driver got out, and she went to the front of the car to check that yes, she had cracked her bumper, and then she turned to look at me. The parking lot wasn't empty, but we were the only two people standing in that row, and I'd probably been staring at her for tenish seconds now.
She demanded very angrily to know why I hadn't warned her of the curb. And I could have said I didn't know you were about to gun it or is it my job to help every stranger park, or even could you have even heard me, inside your car?
And all of those would have been fine, but I was really, really busy digesting that I had somehow communed with Mormon Jesus again for the first time in fifteen years, and that the communion had mostly been there to let me watch someone park badly (?), so what I responded with was:
"Because it was foretold."
And I can't tell which would be funnier, if she went silent because there's not much to be said to that, or if she went silent because in Utah, she might actually believe me, but we parted ways without more words.
I'm still kind of digesting this myself, actually.
#Mormon Jesus really wanted me to watch someone crack their bumper?#It was kind of funny to watch#like if this is gods apology i guess i can take it#a decade and a half of radio silence between former highschool friends and then one sends the other a shitpost#and maybe the friendship isnt fixed but its a channel you know?#at least we're talking again#would that all my stupid mistakes could be divine shitposts#amen#Babylon-Lore
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resurrection is sort of romantic, isnt it
#farcille#falin touden#farlyn thorden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#my art#Linktoo art#lets get that yuri on the road. who has a good analysis of these two. they have a lot of symbolism but I want to see like#someone get into the feelings they have for each other about how they see each other romantically. if that makes sense#tw blood
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#need love#need someone#i need someone#needing#i want someone#i want a girlfriend#must have#need#want so bad#wanting#want#want love#i want a gf#desperate#feeling alone#fantasies#desire#loneliness#lonely#lovesick#lusting#want someone#so lonely#longing#so alone#feeling lonely
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rules for thee and not for me
#sorry the t/rf thing was like an actual roach infestation so I made a new post and deleted the old one and turned off reblogs#but I didn't want you to be without the og comic so here you go guys#nice fresh and clean#old tags ->#funnies#btw you're allowed to watch the silly sisters and the giggle brothers just keep your morals consistent istg#its very embarrassing when you criticize someone for enjoying something from a problematic creator#whilst openly being a fan of another thing with an awful creator and defending them because you like that thing#really weird hill to die on
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